{"id":17602,"date":"2022-02-06T19:45:51","date_gmt":"2022-02-06T15:45:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=17602"},"modified":"2022-02-06T19:45:51","modified_gmt":"2022-02-06T15:45:51","slug":"saday-s%c9%99k%c9%99rli-surgun-poema","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=17602","title":{"rendered":"Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rli – S\u00dcRG\u00dcN (poema)"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"saday\"<\/a>\u00d6t\u0259n il tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rli \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q bax\u0131m\u0131ndan u\u011furlu olmu\u015fdur. \u0130kisi Amerikada olmaqla yeddi \u00f6lk\u0259nin s\u0259kkiz n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda kitablar\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, Kanadan\u0131n, \u0130spaniyan\u0131n, Hindistan\u0131n, Rusiyan\u0131n, Amerikan\u0131n, Almaniyan\u0131n, C\u0259nubi Afrikan\u0131n v\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n y\u00fczd\u0259n art\u0131q \u00f6lk\u0259sinin saytlar\u0131na yerl\u0259\u015fdirilmi\u015fdir. Bel\u00e7ikada siyasi-m\u00fchacir kimi m\u0259skunla\u015fan \u015fairimiz sayt\u0131m\u0131za yeni poemas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdir. Poema m\u00fczakir\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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S\u00dcRG\u00dcN<\/div>\n
(poema)<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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C\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n qovulmu\u015flar\u0131n<\/div>\n
s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr h\u0259yat,<\/div>\n
ist\u0259yirs\u0259n im\u0259kl\u0259,<\/div>\n
ist\u0259yirs\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn,<\/div>\n
ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ya\u015fa,<\/div>\n
ist\u0259yirs\u0259n yat,<\/div>\n
ist\u0259yirs\u0259n yaz-yarat,<\/div>\n
y\u0259ni,<\/div>\n
c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n qovulmu\u015flar\u0131n<\/div>\n
c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mind\u0259yik,<\/div>\n
gah \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131nda,<\/div>\n
gah g\u00f6zl\u0259rin n\u0259mind\u0259yik,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n da yolu var,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6zl\u0259r \u0259zablar\u0131n b\u0259tni,<\/div>\n
torpaq q\u0259bridir,<\/div>\n
yanaqlar s\u0259hrad\u0131r,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131<\/div>\n
bir \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131b<\/div>\n
y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz<\/div>\n
\u0259zablar\u0131n b\u0259tnind\u0259n<\/div>\n
torpa\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r bir yol,<\/div>\n
y\u0259ni,<\/div>\n
bir g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ke\u00e7diyi yolun<\/div>\n
uzunlu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259rdir,<\/div>\n
v\u0259 bu c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259min<\/div>\n
ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r ucqar\u0131,<\/div>\n
ya\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7diyin yollara,<\/div>\n
aln\u0131n\u0131n yaz\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ki qar\u0131…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qovuldum ruhumun c\u0259nn\u0259t ba\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/div>\n
d\u00fcz ke\u00e7ib, da\u011f qalx\u0131b, yol a\u015f\u0131b g\u0259ldim,<\/div>\n
ke\u00e7dim Afrikan\u0131n q\u0131z torpa\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/div>\n
\u00c7ini, Hindistan\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131b g\u0259ldim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00c7\u0131xd\u0131m saray\u0131mdan \u0130zabel kimi,<\/div>\n
darad\u0131m yollar\u0131 x\u0259fif yel kimi,<\/div>\n
da\u011flar\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndan qopan sel kimi,<\/div>\n
m\u0259n \u00f6z taleyiml\u0259 ula\u015f\u0131b g\u0259ldim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Allah umuduna qald\u0131 bir nax\u0131r,<\/div>\n
qurd bas\u0131r, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 leysanlar ya\u011f\u0131r,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6rd\u00fcm sell\u0259r-sular bulan\u0131q ax\u0131r,<\/div>\n
dostlar da bu suya bula\u015f\u0131b…<\/div>\n
G\u0259ldim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u0130ntihar el\u0259yir c\u0259sur qazimiz,<\/div>\n
yen\u0259 da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcn ruzimiz,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6rd\u00fcm d\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb al\u0131n yaz\u0131m\u0131z,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6rd\u00fcm a\u011f k\u0259l\u0259fim dola\u015f\u0131b, g\u0259ldim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259brim d\u0259 \u00e7atmad\u0131 qa\u015f qaral\u0131nca,<\/div>\n
tanr\u0131dan, q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n r\u00fcsx\u0259t al\u0131nca,<\/div>\n
g\u0259lm\u0259dim bir qar\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k dal\u0131nca,<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 sava\u015f\u0131b, dala\u015f\u0131b g\u0259ldim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ged\u0259n yolun n\u0259f\u0259sidir,<\/div>\n
\u00e7\u0131xan yolun can\u0131d\u0131r,<\/div>\n
adam\u0131 d\u00fcnyada \u015fan\u0131-\u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti,<\/div>\n
bir d\u0259 barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n izi tan\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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T\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fcz u\u00e7ur deyirl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
oturdu\u011fun yerd\u0259<\/div>\n
yol gedirs\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259,<\/div>\n
ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yolda ya\u015f g\u0259lir,<\/div>\n
gedirs\u0259n timsah\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda sanki,<\/div>\n
dal\u0131nca n\u0259 arvad, n\u0259 qarda\u015f g\u0259lir,<\/div>\n
bilirs\u0259n, dost deyil yan\u0131ndak\u0131lar,<\/div>\n
bilirs\u0259n, dost s\u0259ni dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan,<\/div>\n
qurtar\u0131b v\u0259 bundan l\u0259zz\u0259t aland\u0131r,<\/div>\n
qalan\u0131 r\u0259ngid\u00fcr, y\u0259ni, yaland\u0131r!<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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B\u0259li, d\u00fcz x\u0259tt \u00fczr\u0259 u\u00e7ur t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r,<\/div>\n
d\u00fcz x\u0259tt,<\/div>\n
\u0259yri x\u0259ttin<\/div>\n
dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/div>\n
getdiyimiz yol<\/div>\n
bir misra kimi<\/div>\n
\u00f6z aln\u0131m\u0131za<\/div>\n
t\u0259z\u0259 s\u0259tird\u0259n,<\/div>\n
b\u0259xtin, taleyin<\/div>\n
k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u0259lifbayla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Buludlar yax\u0131n olur t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,<\/div>\n
buludlar sanki bir pamb\u0131q tayas\u0131,<\/div>\n
d\u0259nizl\u0259rin, g\u00f6ll\u0259rin<\/div>\n
g\u00f6yd\u0259ki ruhudur buludlar,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259ki ya\u015flardand\u0131 mayas\u0131,<\/div>\n
qaras\u0131 da doludur,<\/div>\n
a\u011f\u0131 da,<\/div>\n
birc\u0259 ah\u0131m b\u0259s ed\u0259r ki,<\/div>\n
bu g\u00f6yl\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131da…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bilirdim, yarpaqlar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015feh\u0259m,<\/div>\n
bilirdim, s\u00fcbh \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u0259s\u0259n bir meh\u0259m,<\/div>\n
nan\u0259 yarpa\u011f\u0131ndan z\u0259rif\u0259m, b\u0259li,<\/div>\n
v\u0259t\u0259n havas\u0131yla dolmu\u015f, n\u0259\u015f\u0259li,<\/div>\n
atam\u0131n sevimli u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 idim,<\/div>\n
anam\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 idim,<\/div>\n
i\u00e7imd\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, sevgi var\u0131yd\u0131,<\/div>\n
x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259zdim qaranqu\u015flar\u0131n,<\/div>\n
h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m n\u0259dir umdu\u011fu,<\/div>\n
ulu yaradandan yaranm\u0131\u015flar\u0131n.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Haqq yazan \u0259ll\u0259rin, q\u0259l\u0259m qollar\u0131n,<\/div>\n
\u0259n k\u00f6vr\u0259k misras\u0131, s\u0259tri olmu\u015fam,<\/div>\n
\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi olmad\u0131m ba\u011f\u00e7an\u0131n-ba\u011f\u0131n,<\/div>\n
g\u00fcl deyil, g\u00fcll\u0259rin \u0259tri olmu\u015fam,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u0259n q\u0259dim sular\u0131n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sind\u0259ydim,<\/div>\n
bula\u011f\u0131n durusu, dad\u0131 da m\u0259ndim,<\/div>\n
o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcll\u0259rl\u0259 qucaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131q,<\/div>\n
eh, do\u011fmas\u0131 da m\u0259n, yad\u0131 da m\u0259ndim,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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bitib \u00e7oxalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259,<\/div>\n
d\u00f6rd yana qol at\u0131b, yarpaq yay\u0131bd\u0131r,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6r nec\u0259 sevgidir, b\u00f6y\u00fcrtk\u0259n kolu,<\/div>\n
ne\u00e7\u0259 yol boynumu qucaqlay\u0131bd\u0131r,<\/div>\n
ne\u00e7\u0259 yol \u0259limi c\u0131rmaqlay\u0131bd\u0131r.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sevgili v\u0259t\u0259nin, g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259t\u0259nin,<\/div>\n
pay\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sevdim, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sevdim,<\/div>\n
yerd\u0259 ilanlar\u0131, b\u00f6r-b\u00f6c\u0259yini,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6yd\u0259 qanad \u00e7alan qu\u015funu sevdim,<\/div>\n
m\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t ed\u0259n qon\u015funu sevdim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qu\u015flar\u0131, a\u011faclar\u0131, adamlar\u0131yla<\/div>\n
v\u0259t\u0259ndir v\u0259t\u0259n,<\/div>\n
gur axan sell\u0259riyl\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u015fip\u015firin dill\u0259ryl\u0259,<\/div>\n
obas\u0131, ell\u0259riyl\u0259,<\/div>\n
v\u0259t\u0259ndir v\u0259t\u0259n,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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d\u0259rdimi \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259ldim,<\/div>\n
qoymad\u0131m yetiml\u0259rt\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 qals\u0131n,<\/div>\n
dedim, qoy ulas\u0131n s\u0259hralarda k\u00fcl\u0259k kimi,<\/div>\n
dedim, qoy m\u0259nim kimi \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259 qals\u0131n,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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v\u0259t\u0259nin c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259midir q\u00fcrb\u0259t, deyirl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
m\u0259nim yerim v\u0259t\u0259n ik\u0259n,<\/div>\n
haz\u0131rla\u015fmad\u0131m q\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259,<\/div>\n
haz\u0131r deyildim ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, m\u00f6hn\u0259t\u0259,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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sunamil\u0259r k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k qanadlar\u0131n\u0131n<\/div>\n
c\u0259mind\u0259n yaran\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259,<\/div>\n
yel ola bilm\u0259dim, k\u00fcl\u0259k ola bilm\u0259dim,<\/div>\n
yelk\u0259nl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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v\u0259 g\u00fcnahs\u0131zlar\u0131n yeri c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olur n\u0259hay\u0259t,<\/div>\n
y\u0259ni, q\u00fcrb\u0259t…<\/div>\n
Q\u00fcrb\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l demir, dem\u0259sin,<\/div>\n
v\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 o\u011ful demir, dem\u0259sin!<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u0130ndil\u0259rd\u0259,<\/div>\n
son s\u00f6z\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u0259zdir\u0259n \u0259sir kimi susmu\u015fam,<\/div>\n
\u0259man\u0259timdir,<\/div>\n
a\u00e7\u0131las\u0131 sirrim yox,<\/div>\n
deyil\u0259si, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131las\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00e7ox,<\/div>\n
s\u00fckun\u0259timdir,<\/div>\n
q\u0131zlar il\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram,<\/div>\n
q\u0131zlar yan\u0131r,<\/div>\n
m\u0259n d\u0259 bax\u0131b, od tutur, al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram,<\/div>\n
sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b,<\/div>\n
oynad\u0131ram qa\u015flar\u0131m\u0131,<\/div>\n
d\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m<\/div>\n
q\u00fcrb\u0259tin ac-yalavac qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131,<\/div>\n
sa\u011fsa\u011fanlar tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir,<\/div>\n
qar\u011falar, g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
qaratoyuqlar tan\u0131\u015f,<\/div>\n
(d\u0259li \u015feytan deyir ki,<\/div>\n
g\u0259l, bu qu\u015flar\u0131n dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f,)<\/div>\n
bir d\u0259 b\u00fclb\u00fcl avaz\u0131,<\/div>\n
qar bu q\u0131\u015f tez ya\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan<\/div>\n
\u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 qal\u0131b bu qu\u015flar\u0131n yuvas\u0131,<\/div>\n
a\u011faclar\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131 pay\u0131za qo\u015fulub getdi,<\/div>\n
h\u0259sr\u0259tim bu q\u00fcrb\u0259t eld\u0259 qanadl\u0131 qu\u015f olub getdi,<\/div>\n
ba\u015flad\u0131m meymunt\u0259k h\u0131r\u0131ldama\u011fa,<\/div>\n
\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ran x\u0259st\u0259 m\u0259murun<\/div>\n
\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259dim,<\/div>\n
ke\u00e7dim it kimi m\u0131r\u0131ldama\u011fa,<\/div>\n
bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ndik dilini bir-birimizin,<\/div>\n
bel\u0259c\u0259 buza d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fck<\/div>\n
isti-isti yerimizin,<\/div>\n
ba\u015f\u0131m,<\/div>\n
d\u00f6n\u00fcb olub do\u011fma s\u00f6zl\u0259rin q\u0259birstanl\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/div>\n
dilim ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131,<\/div>\n
a\u00e7arl\u0131d\u0131r, kilidlidir,<\/div>\n
ha\u00e7ansa diril\u0259c\u0259k donmu\u015f t\u0131sba\u011fa kimidir,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6r nec\u0259 dill\u0259ri bal el\u0259yirl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
altm\u0131\u015f il dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259n adam\u0131,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6r nec\u0259 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 lal el\u0259yirl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn mimikas\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u0259ll\u0259rimin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tiyl\u0259 anlad\u0131ram q\u00fcrb\u0259ti,<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bel\u0259 ovundurur,<\/div>\n
bel\u0259 aldad\u0131ram q\u00fcrb\u0259ti…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00c7e\u00e7en Yunus,<\/div>\n
\u0259r\u0259b M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d,<\/div>\n
fars a\u011feyi Soleyman,<\/div>\n
m\u0259rake\u015fli Mo\u011fd\u0259t,<\/div>\n
\u0259fqan Xaled,<\/div>\n
afrikal\u0131 Mamadu,<\/div>\n
daha kiml\u0259r, daha kiml\u0259r,<\/div>\n
ham\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259ribik Avropa ell\u0259rind\u0259,<\/div>\n
insan\u0131q ham\u0131m\u0131z,<\/div>\n
qal\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 arzu-kam\u0131m\u0131z,<\/div>\n
ham\u0131m\u0131z did\u0259rginik taleyimizd\u0259n,<\/div>\n
bir qabdan yeyirik,<\/div>\n
biz\u0259 sahib \u00e7\u0131xan humanist d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u0259yil\u0259-\u0259yil\u0259 sa\u011fol deyirik,<\/div>\n
a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lan\u0131r\u0131q bir yerd\u0259,<\/div>\n
s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131q bir yerd\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc bir dil\u0259n\u00e7i<\/div>\n
san\u0131r\u0131q bir yerd\u0259,<\/div>\n
bir soru\u015fan da yoxdur ki,<\/div>\n
bunlar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259ni var,<\/div>\n
burda n\u0259 axtar\u0131r, n\u0259 g\u0259zirl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
v\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 bizi \u0259hlil\u0259\u015fdirir,<\/div>\n
bizi sapa d\u00fcz\u00fcrl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 mahn\u0131lara \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131r\u0131q,<\/div>\n
s\u0259simiz ucala-ucala,<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz al\u00e7al\u0131r\u0131q,<\/div>\n
\u00e7\u0131x\u0131r yad\u0131m\u0131zdan ill\u0259rin qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131,<\/div>\n
zaman\u0131n s\u00fcr\u0259ti,<\/div>\n
oyna\u015fa olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdir,<\/div>\n
q\u00fcrb\u0259tin qa\u00e7q\u0131nlara olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yen\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n havas\u0131 g\u0259ldi,<\/div>\n
yen\u0259 dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n alud\u0259siy\u0259m,<\/div>\n
bir gec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259n \u00f6k\u00fcz g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n
bir gec\u0259 zar\u0131yan ilan s\u0259siy\u0259m.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir s\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan h\u00f6vlnak durub,<\/div>\n
y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb gedir\u0259m nax\u0131r dal\u0131nca,<\/div>\n
dostlar\u0131m t\u0259\u015fvi\u015fl\u0259 g\u0259zib-axtar\u0131r,<\/div>\n
tapa da bilmirl\u0259r qa\u015f qaral\u0131nca.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sular\u0131n dilind\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 deyir\u0259m,<\/div>\n
\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin dilind\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131ram,<\/div>\n
m\u0259n \u00f6z taleyimin dil \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259,<\/div>\n
bel\u0259c\u0259 d\u00fcz yoldan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, az\u0131ram.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Burda t\u0259k-t\u0259nhayam,<\/div>\n
ax\u0131, n\u0259 olsun,<\/div>\n
yan\u0131mda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r adam var m\u0259nim,<\/div>\n
h\u0259r g\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131mda suyum, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim,<\/div>\n
h\u0259r g\u00fcn heyvan kimi qidam var m\u0259nim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6r hans\u0131 durumda, g\u00f6r n\u0259 haldayam,<\/div>\n
bu miskin hal\u0131ma a\u011fla, ay v\u0259t\u0259n,<\/div>\n
\u00e7axna\u015f\u0131r buludlar, ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ax\u0131r,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6t\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi saxla, ay v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yollara \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m,<\/div>\n
q\u0259rib bir yol\u00e7uyam bu ax\u015fam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131,<\/div>\n
burdan o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mir qatar,<\/div>\n
q\u00fcrb\u0259t – ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n son duraca\u011f\u0131…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 qoyub g\u0259ldiyim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259<\/div>\n
indi uzaqdan bax\u0131ram,<\/div>\n
t\u0259z\u0259 ad\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb,<\/div>\n
azm\u0131\u015f bu\u011fa kimi<\/div>\n
qo\u015fuluram nax\u0131ra,<\/div>\n
canavarlar yey\u0259r<\/div>\n
s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n quzunu,<\/div>\n
d\u00fcn\u0259n yer s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/div>\n
naz\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259fqan q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131,<\/div>\n
p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini silirdi erm\u0259ni g\u00f6z\u0259li,<\/div>\n
so\u011fan do\u011fram\u0131\u015f kimi<\/div>\n
dam\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6zb\u0259k xan\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,<\/div>\n
qurd kimi yarpaqlar\u0131n r\u0259ngini alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,<\/div>\n
qurd-qu\u015f yem\u0259sin dey\u0259,<\/div>\n
birc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259ki i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 qoymurdum s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259,<\/div>\n
dal\u011falar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259<\/div>\n
g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f yanan ocaqm\u0131,<\/div>\n
m\u0259ni g\u0259tir\u0259n yollar,<\/div>\n
geri qaytaracaqm\u0131?<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259hb\u0259sd\u0259 qap\u0131dan y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmayan g\u00f6z\u00fcm,<\/div>\n
q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 yollardan y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r,<\/div>\n
eyn\u0259n bizd\u0259ki kimi ya\u011f\u0131r ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,<\/div>\n
ayr\u0131d\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar,<\/div>\n
ayr\u0131d\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
\u00e7e\u015fid-\u00e7e\u015fid m\u00fcsib\u0259tl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
ad\u0131m\u0131 bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r Az\u0259rbaycan deyir m\u0259n\u0259,<\/div>\n
el\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, anam can deyir m\u0259n\u0259,<\/div>\n
qa\u00e7q\u0131n say\u0131rlar burda,<\/div>\n
elind\u0259n obas\u0131ndan, d\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
da\u011f\u0131ndan-d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7an adam\u0131,<\/div>\n
qa\u00e7q\u0131n say\u0131rlar burda<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7an adam\u0131,<\/div>\n
b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u00f6vb\u0259y\u0259 duranda,<\/div>\n
k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r s\u00fcfr\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda boyun buranda,<\/div>\n
yey\u0259nd\u0259 iyl\u0259nmi\u015f toyuq \u0259tind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
utan\u0131ram m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259timin s\u0259rv\u0259tind\u0259n,<\/div>\n
utan\u0131ram v\u0259t\u0259nimin ad\u0131ndan,<\/div>\n
F\u00fczulit\u0259k a\u015fiq olmaq istedad\u0131mdan.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qat\u0131ld\u0131m r\u0259ngl\u0259r\u0259, he\u00e7 se\u00e7ilm\u0259dim,<\/div>\n
\u00e7oxlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259riyir t\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/div>\n
n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/div>\n
bilirdim, q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bu d\u00fcnya duracaq yer deyil, b\u0259li,<\/div>\n
v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259zab da bir ayr\u0131 h\u0259zzdir,<\/div>\n
g\u0259l\u0259n getm\u0259lidir, ged\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259li,<\/div>\n
d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 varsa \u0259v\u0259z-\u0259v\u0259zdir.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Az\u011f\u0131n fikirl\u0259rim d\u0259lisovdular,<\/div>\n
ya\u011f\u0131r sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma q\u0131\u015f\u0131n qar\u0131t\u0259k,<\/div>\n
qovdular v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n, m\u0259ni qovdular,<\/div>\n
Ad\u0259mi c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n qovduqlar\u0131t\u0259k.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qovdular, qovdular s\u0259fil it kimi,<\/div>\n
k\u00fcsd\u00fcm s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcnd\u0259n, qara\u011fac\u0131ndan,<\/div>\n
dilim bo\u011faz\u0131ma ke\u00e7ib ip kimi,<\/div>\n
as\u0131b v\u0259t\u0259n boyda dar a\u011fac\u0131ndan.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Olur nal\u0259l\u0259rim, ahlar\u0131m olur,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 sayan var aln\u0131mda t\u0259ri,<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131dan vaxtlar\u0131m olur,<\/div>\n
d\u00f6n\u00fcb dirildir\u0259m xatir\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D\u00fcnyada h\u0259r \u015feyin \u00f6z ad\u0131 olub,<\/div>\n
pisi, \u00f6z ad\u0131na ucalmamaqd\u0131r,<\/div>\n
q\u0259riblik – bal\u0131qt\u0259k qanad\u0131 olub,<\/div>\n
qu\u015f kimi u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 bacarmamaqd\u0131r…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018fvv\u0259l tan\u0131mad\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rini,<\/div>\n
g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259rini,<\/div>\n
ayl\u0131-ulduzlu kec\u0259l\u0259rini,<\/div>\n
m\u0259n\u0259 yad g\u0259lirdi k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259,<\/div>\n
ayr\u0131 c\u00fcr a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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yad idi qu\u015flar\u0131n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si, yad, yad,<\/div>\n
yad idi h\u0259yat\u0131n n\u0259\u015f\u0259si, yad, yad,<\/div>\n
qoynuna girdiyim qara q\u0131zlar\u0131n,<\/div>\n
\u0259ndam\u0131 yad idi, n\u0259f\u0259si yad, yad,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259dim meyv\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259,<\/div>\n
bilm\u0259dim sat\u0131lan n\u0259yin \u0259tidir,<\/div>\n
durub g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 hac\u0259t daha,<\/div>\n
bu m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn qiyam\u0259tidir,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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x\u0259yal\u0131m yurdumun g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6z\u00fcm bir g\u00f6z\u0259lin \u00e7ilind\u0259 qal\u0131b,<\/div>\n
yaz\u0131q itimin d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdur,<\/div>\n
bir q\u0259rib d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131b,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 da\u011f kimi \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tliydi,<\/div>\n
v\u00fcqarl\u0131, \u0259yilm\u0259z uca da\u011f kimi,<\/div>\n
indil\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 azm\u0131\u015f,<\/div>\n
indil\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 itmi\u015f,<\/div>\n
ulay\u0131r da\u011flarda yalquzaq kimi,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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do\u011fulmaq vaxt\u0131d\u0131r, m\u0259n b\u0259tnd\u0259y\u0259m,<\/div>\n
bir \u00f6m\u00fcr yap\u0131lar h\u0259r bir qat\u0131mdan,<\/div>\n
m\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n c\u0259nn\u0259tind\u0259y\u0259m,<\/div>\n
sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131mdan…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yar\u0131ld\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131m,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6yn\u0259di i\u00e7im,<\/div>\n
bir damla g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u00f6m\u00fcr bir i\u00e7im,<\/div>\n
a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131m,<\/div>\n
inl\u0259dim,<\/div>\n
g\u0259l dedim:<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u0259l g\u00f6z\u0259lim, burda q\u0259rib t\u0259kdi, g\u0259l,<\/div>\n
burda q\u0259rib g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259kdi, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u015e\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kib, aln\u0131ma \u015fum vurmu\u015fam,<\/div>\n
\u0259c\u0259b, \u0259c\u0259b suvarmal\u0131 l\u0259kdi, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bayqu\u015f ulay\u0131r h\u0259r gec\u0259,<\/div>\n
viran\u0259 q\u0259lb ba\u015f\u0131mda turp \u0259kdi, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fim Yal\u0131nc\u0131qla Alp-Aruz,<\/div>\n
qaranl\u0131q zindandak\u0131 Beyr\u0259kdi, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Hal\u0131m d\u0259yi\u015fk\u0259n, yen\u0259 xasiyy\u0259tim,<\/div>\n
q\u0131\u015f kimi s\u0259rt, yaz kimi k\u00f6vr\u0259kdi, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n sonrak\u0131d\u0131r can evim,<\/div>\n
s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rim, divarlar\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qoy dem\u0259sinl\u0259r qar\u0131y\u0131b dilb\u0259rim,<\/div>\n
g\u00f6r\u0259n desin q\u0131z kimi y\u00fcyr\u0259kdi. G\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Toxunmu\u015fuq ilm\u0259-ilm\u0259 xal\u0131t\u0259k,<\/div>\n
q\u00fcrb\u0259t m\u0259ni damar-damar s\u00f6kd\u00fc, g\u0259l.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u0259lm\u0259di,<\/div>\n
g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259di,<\/div>\n
“tutu\u015fdu q\u0259m oduna \u015fad g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn k\u00f6nl\u00fcm,”<\/div>\n
yen\u0259 \u0259zab, yen\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcm!<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ulduzlar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259ni, q\u00fcrb\u0259ti yoxdur,<\/div>\n
ulduzlar\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fulmaq q\u00fcdr\u0259ti yoxdur,<\/div>\n
ax\u0131r ulduzlar,<\/div>\n
ax\u0131r, ax\u0131r… s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n bal kimi bird\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r,<\/div>\n
bel\u0259dir \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz,<\/div>\n
axa-axa, s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259, q\u0131r\u0131la-q\u0131r\u0131la<\/div>\n
h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z qurulur,<\/div>\n
b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr q\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259,<\/div>\n
v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\u00f6yl\u0259rin,<\/div>\n
qo\u015fulub gedirik \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259,<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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…v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn,<\/div>\n
t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcrg\u00fcn…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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