{"id":18100,"date":"2022-06-20T16:15:28","date_gmt":"2022-06-20T12:15:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18100"},"modified":"2022-06-20T16:15:28","modified_gmt":"2022-06-20T12:15:28","slug":"m%c9%99n-d%c9%99-sukur-deyir%c9%99m-r%c9%99sad-m%c9%99cidin-s%c9%99b%c9%99bi-s%c9%99ns%c9%99n-kitabi-haqqinda-dusunc%c9%99l%c9%99rim-al%c9%99mz%c9%99r-%c9%99lizad%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18100","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr deyir\u0259m – R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin “S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n” kitab\u0131 haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim – Al\u0259mz\u0259r \u018fL\u0130ZAD\u018f"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"al\u0259mzar\"<\/a>H\u0259r hans\u0131 bir yazar\u0131 tan\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini ya \u00f6z\u00fcm oxuyuram, ya da kims\u0259 bar\u0259sind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda qulaq m\u00fcsafiri olaraq onu k\u0259\u015ff edir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Qeyd edim ki, oxuyub tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259r \u00e7oxluq t\u0259\u015fkil edir.<\/p>\n

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\"\"R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidi “11 sentyabr” hekay\u0259sind\u0259n sonra tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. Bel\u0259 ki, bu hekay\u0259 bar\u0259sind\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdim, yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada s\u00f6z\u00fc-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti geni\u015f yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 hekay\u0259ni \u0259ld\u0259 edib maraqla oxudum. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lma\u011f\u0131na, haqq\u0131nda yaz\u0131lma\u011f\u0131na, m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olma\u011f\u0131na d\u0259y\u0259rmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Hekay\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Buna s\u0259b\u0259b h\u0259m \u0259s\u0259rin real faktlar \u0259sas\u0131nda yaz\u0131lmas\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin n\u0259srin inc\u0259likl\u0259rini d\u0259rind\u0259n bilm\u0259sind\u0259n ir\u0259li g\u0259lirdi. \u00c7oxlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Amerikan\u0131n iki n\u0259h\u0259ng g\u00f6yd\u0259l\u0259ninin terror n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u0259sini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131, bu \u0259s\u0259r usta bir nasir kimi tan\u0131td\u0131r\u0131b sevdirdi m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Aradan xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t ke\u00e7di. Bir g\u00fcn AYB G\u0259nc\u0259 b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin s\u0259dri, \u018fm\u0259kdar m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t i\u015f\u00e7isi, \u015fair dramaturq X\u0259zang\u00fcl xan\u0131m R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin kitablar\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirdi v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Bunlar R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin kitablar\u0131d\u0131, onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yik. M\u0259n f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib “S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n” kitab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm v\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m oxuma\u011fa.<\/p>\n

\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u0259sasl\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259xir\u0259 sal\u0131nd\u0131, ancaq bilirik ki, olacaq.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm onda deyil, s\u00f6z\u00fcm “S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n” kitab\u0131 haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259la onu n\u0259z\u0259riniz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131m ki, kitab\u0131n ad\u0131 “S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259” kimi yadda\u015f\u0131ma h\u0259kk olunub. Niy\u0259sini bir azdan siz d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ksiniz. S\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 “S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259” kitab\u0131 deyir\u0259m. \u0130ndi d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259m \u0259sas m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259, y\u0259ni “S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259” yox, “S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n” kitab\u0131 haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rimi sizl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ad\u0259tim \u00fczr\u0259 yazar\u0131 tan\u0131maq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 onu \u00e7ox diqq\u0259tl\u0259 oxuyub, sonra m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n fikr\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr yarad\u0131ram. R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidi d\u0259 tan\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn “S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n” kitab\u0131n\u0131 birinci s\u0259hif\u0259d\u0259n ax\u0131ra kimi sevgi il\u0259, mehr-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259, diqq\u0259tl\u0259, ancaq yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259 varsa g\u00f6rm\u0259k, duymaq ist\u0259yi il\u0259 oxudum. Sona \u00e7atanda \u015fairin \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u015feh damlalar\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259tdim. Bax bel\u0259c\u0259:<\/p>\n

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\u018fg\u0259r s\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n

Tapma\u011fa \u00fcmidim olsayd\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7oxdan atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u0259ni.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r s\u0259nin eynini tapa bils\u0259ydim,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir az s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259rin\u0259 rastla\u015fsayd\u0131m \u0259g\u0259r…<\/em><\/p>\n

Amma neynim,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra y\u00fcz pill\u0259 bo\u015fdu.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u015eairin \u015feirl\u0259ri q\u0131sad\u0131, y\u0131\u011fcamd\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fc uzatm\u0131r, giri\u015fsiz d\u0259rhal m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini oxucuya \u00e7ox rahatl\u0131qla \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilir. Bu zaman \u015feir d\u0259, oxucu da rahat n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n:<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u0259kilir qas\u0131r\u011fa, da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r duman,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7is\u0259l\u0259yir, s\u0259ngiyir tufan,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tale g\u0259misin\u0259 yol a\u00e7\u0131r zaman,<\/em><\/p>\n

Qar\u015f\u0131dan bir rahat q\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Meh \u0259sir ruhumun h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131na,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eeh \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr beynimin d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131na.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rim qay\u0131d\u0131r \u00f6z \u00fcnvan\u0131na,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259yim yerin\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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H\u0259r v\u00fcsal, h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f toy-bayram idi,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eirin t\u0259la\u015f idi, h\u0259y\u0259can idi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir vaxt qanadlanan, u\u00e7an can indi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Yan\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Sevil\u0259n yazar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuduqca hiss el\u0259dim ki, onun misralar\u0131ndan \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lini se\u00e7ib misal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bu da R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus yaz\u0131 t\u0259rzind\u0259n, hiss-duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131n ifad\u0259sind\u0259n do\u011fan q\u0259rib\u0259 bir yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r. “Pozuldu” \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi:<\/p>\n

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Adlar\u0131m\u0131z yana\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim ha\u00e7an ad\u0131m pozuldu.<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259nimin istiliyi \u00e7\u0259kildi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Dama\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u015firin dad\u0131 pozuldu.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Sell\u0259r axd\u0131, sular ke\u00e7di aradan,<\/em><\/p>\n

Sona q\u0259d\u0259r olammad\u0131n yar\u0131dan.<\/em><\/p>\n

Kim saxlad\u0131 bu r\u00f6yan\u0131 yar\u0131da,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n sonu, ard\u0131 pozuldu.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259rim\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

Nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015f, ilm\u0259-ilm\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nootbukda sanki fim\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fcym\u0259sini qurdalad\u0131m, pozuldu.<\/em><\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rk\u0259mli \u015fair lirik yaz\u0131lar\u0131nda h\u0259ssasd\u0131r, diqq\u0259tlidir, alic\u0259nabd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259, sevgiyl\u0259 yana\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r, \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkanla s\u0259br edib g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Bunu onun “G\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m” \u015feirind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. Lirik q\u0259hr\u0259man q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m yox, inc\u0259likl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m deyir, y\u0259ni icaz\u0259 vers\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m:<\/p>\n

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Bir s\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n oyat, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011f\u0131rsan o d\u0259qiq\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

O saat g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Belimd\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 var<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130kiqat g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b<\/em><\/p>\n

Fara\u011fat g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Baxma ki, x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya s\u00fcst\u0259m – g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fmrin var – ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z \u00fcst\u0259 – g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/em><\/p>\n

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S\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259m,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fcr\u00fcst\u0259m – g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/em><\/p>\n

T\u0259ki s\u0259n arzula,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n ist\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m!<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u0259d\u0259bi \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131n diliyn\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevdirm\u0259k c\u0259hdini, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sevil\u0259n kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k c\u0259hdini he\u00e7 xo\u015flam\u0131ram. S\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, sevgini, nifr\u0259tini, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131 ifad\u0259 et, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, diqq\u0259tli oxucu kimliyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259ldi ki, o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yazma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6n plana \u00e7\u0259kir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u0259lbind\u0259kil\u0259ri yaz\u0131r v\u0259 sevilir. Onun sevildiyin\u0259 inan\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

\u0130nam g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi yaradan da g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. Nec\u0259 ki, R.M\u0259cid “S\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n “\u015feirind\u0259 qeyd edir:<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n nec\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

yen\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015faram…<\/em><\/p>\n

Bilir\u0259m, s\u00f6zd\u00fc deyir\u0259m –<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131la\u015f\u0131b, yadla\u015faram,<\/em><\/p>\n

Unudaram olanlar\u0131…<\/em><\/p>\n

Hissl\u0259rimi soyudaram,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7mi\u015fim\u0259 qay\u0131daram…<\/em><\/p>\n

Yad\u0131ma sal\u0131ram indi…<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l yada d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr –<\/em><\/p>\n

T\u0259qvim s\u0259ninl\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r,<\/em><\/p>\n

Do\u011fuldu\u011fum g\u00fcn d\u0259, ay da<\/em><\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m, qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u0259ncliyim d\u0259 –<\/em><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259nl\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130ndi nec\u0259 sal\u0131m yada,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 n\u0259 olub ki?<\/em><\/p>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram –<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n qabaqlara aid<\/em><\/p>\n

Yadda\u015fda n\u0259s\u0259 qal\u0131b ki?<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u015eairin kitab\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131na yen\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram, “S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n”. Ancaq \u015feirin ad\u0131 “S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir – S\u0259b\u0259bi s\u0259ns\u0259n”dir. Bu \u015feir h\u0259m maraql\u0131, h\u0259m q\u0259rib\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizlin bir m\u0259tl\u0259b v\u0259 m\u0259na var. H\u0259min m\u0259na sonda a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. Onun ruhunun davas\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir. S\u0259n yoxsan o, bir davakar u\u015fa\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcr, s\u0259b\u0259bsiz s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131 sanc\u0131r. Bel\u0259 e\u015fqin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r:<\/p>\n

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\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc ham\u0131dan g\u00fccl\u00fc sanma\u011f\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

Durdu\u011fum yerd\u0259c\u0259 qanadlanma\u011f\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259nim sevinm\u0259yim, ya \u015fadlanma\u011f\u0131m –<\/em><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131s\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130ndi ucadad\u0131r yeri taxt\u0131m\u0131n,<\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131l d\u00f6vran\u0131d\u0131r indi vaxt\u0131m\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0131n\u0131q taleyimin, ba\u011fl\u0131 baxt\u0131m\u0131n<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Qalmay\u0131b q\u0259lbimin daha gileyi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0259mli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nimin a\u00e7\u0131b \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z\u0131n ortas\u0131 yaz\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259yi –<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu bahar havas\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ancaq u\u00e7ulur dam – s\u0259n olmayanda,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u00fcr adam s\u0259n olmayanda,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131n\u0131 sanc\u0131ram s\u0259n olmayanda,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ruhumun davas\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir.<\/em><\/p>\n

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T\u0259kc\u0259 bu \u015feir\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 kitab\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 “S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259” bilmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Kitab\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki sonuncu \u015feir h\u0259m ritmin\u0259, h\u0259m t\u0259rzin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 f\u0259rqlidir. \u015eairin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqli-f\u0259rqli d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7m\u0259si ona ancaq u\u011fur g\u0259tirir. R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin “S\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar” \u015feirinin \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 n\u00fcmun\u0259 oldu\u011funu hesab edir\u0259m. \u018fs\u0259r oynaqd\u0131r, k\u0259d\u0259rlidir, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tlidir, oxuyub n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rm\u0259d\u0259n sona \u00e7at\u0131rsan. Q\u0259mli bir \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259 s\u0259ni b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00f6l\u0259ziy\u0259nd\u0259, sanki yuxudan ay\u0131l\u0131rsan. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fin\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131r, l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirs\u0259n. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, o g\u00fcnl\u0259rin sevincini, xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini can\u0131nda, qan\u0131nda saxlam\u0131san. H\u0259r \u015feyin \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7m\u0259sinin lab\u00fcd oldu\u011funu fikirl\u0259\u015fib, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015fa x\u0259rcl\u0259nm\u0259diyini hiss edib, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr deyirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr deyir\u0259m. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr deyir\u0259m ki, R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidi oxudum, tan\u0131d\u0131m v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sevdim. Onun son \u015feirini d\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259riniz\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131ram:<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r i\u015fimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ya, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Onda m\u0259n g\u00f6yd\u0259 idim, qanadlar\u0131m var idi,<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya balaca yerdi, quca\u011f\u0131ma dar idi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 m\u0259nim b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7im, ham\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 yar idi,<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u0259r i\u015fimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ya, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

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D\u0259rd n\u0259di, a\u011fr\u0131 n\u0259di, b\u0259d\u0259nim qu\u015f kimiydi,<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259saf\u0259l\u0259r, uzaqlar birc\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f kimiydi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u015famaq m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc tutan nax\u0131\u015f kimiydi<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u0259r i\u015fimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ya, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

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M\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl n\u0259s\u0259 yox idi, d\u0259rd vecim\u0259 deyildi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Kim\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131m “buyur tez g\u0259l” – deyirdi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 alq\u0131\u015f el\u0259yib u\u011furlar dil\u0259yirdi,<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u0259r i\u015fimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ya, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130ndi suyu sovulmu\u015f bir d\u0259yirman kimidir,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130tirilmi\u015f yurd yeri, getmi\u015f d\u00f6vran kimidir,<\/em><\/p>\n

Biraz da yuxu kimi, qal\u0131n duman kimidir,<\/em><\/p>\n

H\u0259r i\u015fimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ya, Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259n oldu\u011fun zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 99 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

H\u0259r hans\u0131 bir yazar\u0131 tan\u0131maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini ya \u00f6z\u00fcm oxuyuram, ya da kims\u0259 bar\u0259sind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda qulaq m\u00fcsafiri olaraq onu k\u0259\u015ff edir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Qeyd edim ki, oxuyub tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259r \u00e7oxluq t\u0259\u015fkil edir. R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidi “11 sentyabr” hekay\u0259sind\u0259n sonra tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. Bel\u0259 ki, bu hekay\u0259 bar\u0259sind\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdim, yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada s\u00f6z\u00fc-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti geni\u015f yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 hekay\u0259ni \u0259ld\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":343,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18100"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18100"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18101,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18100\/revisions\/18101"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/343"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}