{"id":18224,"date":"2022-07-26T12:21:49","date_gmt":"2022-07-26T08:21:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18224"},"modified":"2022-07-26T12:21:49","modified_gmt":"2022-07-26T08:21:49","slug":"nail-murad-qirxinci-gunun-huznu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18224","title":{"rendered":"Nail Murad \u2013 Q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u00fczn\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Atam Eldar Muradovun xatir\u0259sin\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Yoxlu\u011funun q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259, sirli-sehirli, na\u011f\u0131llarda a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na qada\u011fa qoyulan q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan ke\u00e7ir\u0259m. Dumanl\u0131, qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bir g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru yor\u011fun add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259lil\u0259yir\u0259m. \u018fcaba, q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n sirri-ovsunu n\u0259d\u0259dir? N\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 qada\u011fan edibl\u0259r? B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan sonra unudulmaq, faniliyi d\u0259rk etm\u0259k ba\u015flay\u0131r? B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan ke\u00e7m\u0259k h\u0259qiq\u0259ti tapmaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmaqd\u0131r. S\u0259nsiz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7ir. Astaca ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, g\u00fcn bat\u0131r v\u0259 m\u0259n faniliyin s\u00fckutunda s\u0259nin yoxlu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r, a\u011flabatmaz olsa da yava\u015f-yava\u015f olanlarla, dilim\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 qorxdu\u011fum, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kindiyim h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan gedi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259r zaman qorxmu\u015fam. V\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanada son qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131zda anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, s\u0259n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan bir s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rsan\u2026<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nd\u0259n bizl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey qal\u0131b: t\u0259miz ad\u0131n, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin, n\u00fcfuzun, etdiyin yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qlar, qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n dostlar v\u0259 biz\u0259 verdiyin \u0259v\u0259zzsiz \u00f6y\u00fcdl\u0259r. Biz\u0259 h\u0259r zaman g\u00fccl\u00fc, t\u0259p\u0259rli olma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dirdin. S\u0259nsizliy\u0259, s\u0259nin yoxlu\u011funa nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259c\u0259yimizi d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ts\u0259ydin b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu \u0259zaba, yoxlu\u011funa bir t\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259br ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdik\u2026 H\u0259r zaman d\u00fcr\u00fcst olma\u011f\u0131, d\u00fczg\u00fcn ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6vsiy\u0259 edirdin. \u0130ndi d\u00fcr\u00fcst olmal\u0131yam, d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dem\u0259liy\u0259m, ata. S\u0259nsiz n\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcm, n\u0259 s\u0259brim, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259rim qal\u0131b. S\u0259nsizliyi kiminl\u0259, nec\u0259, harada b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm? Bax bunu y\u0259qin ki, yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259liy\u0259m. Gedi\u015find\u0259n sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f qocald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 v\u0259 bundan sonrak\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259suliyy\u0259tini daha ciddi q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. S\u0259nsizliyin bir d\u0259 bel\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259ri var ata, h\u0259r \u015feyi yenid\u0259n, daha d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k, kimi itirdiyinin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmaq. \u00c7\u0259tindir, ata, \u00e7\u0259tindir\u2026<\/p>\n

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B\u00f6y\u00fck bir elin, oban\u0131n a\u011fsaqqal\u0131, h\u0259kimi, \u015f\u0259faver\u0259ni idin. Qap\u0131na \u015f\u0259fa \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259ni geri qaytarmaz, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259 dikil\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tl\u0259 baxar, \u0259n \u00e7ar\u0259siz d\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259va arayard\u0131n. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259vas\u0131z d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7ar olanda da, t\u0259mkinini itirm\u0259d\u0259n insanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcn. \u00c7\u0259tinlikl\u0259, min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 oxuyub, elin\u0259, obana faydal\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131na m\u0259qs\u0259d qoymu\u015f, h\u0259yat v\u0259fa etdiyi q\u0259d\u0259r bunu ham\u0131dan yax\u015f\u0131 bacarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Son g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7diyin anda sadiq oldun, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun yolundan d\u00f6nm\u0259din, \u0259dal\u0259t t\u0259r\u0259zin pozulmad\u0131, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tin, \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tin azalmad\u0131\u2026 Ham\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 qa\u00e7an, m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli v\u0259 d\u00fcr\u00fcst h\u0259yat\u0131nla bizl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u00fcmun\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdin. D\u00fczg\u00fcn ya\u015famaq, d\u00fcr\u00fcst v\u0259 vicdanl\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259ndik\u2026<\/p>\n

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Gedi\u015finin v\u0259 yoxlu\u011funun q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131ma bax\u0131ram. He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yibmi\u015f d\u00fcnyada. El\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259nin qoyub getdiyin kimidir. Bizl\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259nin t\u0259rbiy\u0259 verdiyin kimi ya\u015fama\u011fa, s\u0259ni ya\u015fatma\u011fa davam edirik. H\u0259yat\u0131n bu s\u0131na\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da m\u0259rdlikl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, \u2013 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da\u2026
\nYa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n el\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndayam ki, b\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 sakit-sakit q\u0259lbim\u0259 ax\u0131d\u0131ram. Yoxlu\u011funun bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda he\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u00c7\u00fcnki biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, valideynl\u0259r \u0259b\u0259diya\u015fard\u0131r. Bir g\u00fcn s\u0259nin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u00fcnyada, s\u0259nin yolunu davam etdirm\u0259k, s\u0259ni a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla getm\u0259k varm\u0131\u015f qism\u0259timd\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

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Nail Murad \u2013 Q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u00fczn\u00fc<\/p>\n

\nM\u0259n\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259rin \u0259n \u015f\u0259r\u0259flisini, \u0259n vacibini miras kimi qoyub getdin. S\u0259ninl\u0259 h\u0259mkar olmaq, s\u0259nin a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n yolla ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259k, s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmaq \u015f\u0259r\u0259fdir, Eldar h\u0259kim. M\u0259n bir o\u011ful kimi, s\u0259ninl\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u00fcrur duyuramsa, bir h\u0259mkar kimi d\u0259, s\u0259ninl\u0259 f\u0259xr edir\u0259m. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6rn\u0259k, n\u00fcmun\u0259vi h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nim \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u00fcmun\u0259mdir. S\u0259nin d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fcy\u00fcn v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259tin ya\u015fam kredomdur. H\u0259sr\u0259tin, bu-bomboz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259fil \u00e7axan ild\u0131r\u0131m kimi tutur adam\u0131. Yoxlu\u011funa al\u0131\u015fmaq, s\u0259niszlikl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmaq m\u0259nim g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atacaq i\u015f deyil, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. Ancaq s\u0259nin pak, t\u0259miz ad\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fatmaq, ruhunu r\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259 v\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 yad etm\u0259k g\u0259l\u0259r \u0259limd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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D\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n, pe\u015f\u0259n\u0259 sevgind\u0259n v\u0259 sadiqliyind\u0259n, \u00f6vladlar\u0131na sevgind\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259m. S\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n sevimlisi olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlayanda, \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm yaran\u0131r. Bu h\u0259yat\u0131 bo\u015funa ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131na, insanlara faydal\u0131 olmana sevinir\u0259m. Bilir\u0259m, indi hardasa g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n bizi izl\u0259yib, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 fikirli-fikirli ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulay\u0131b, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259yimizd\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rimizd\u0259n narahat olursan. Narahat olma, ata. Bizd\u0259n arxay\u0131n ol. Verdiyin d\u0259rsl\u0259ri he\u00e7 zaman unutmayaca\u011f\u0131q. Ruhun \u015fad, yerin c\u0259nn\u0259t olsun \u0259ziz dostum, atam v\u0259 unudulmaz h\u0259mkar\u0131m! S\u0259n h\u0259r zaman biziml\u0259s\u0259n!<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 41 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(esse) Atam Eldar Muradovun xatir\u0259sin\u0259\u2026 Yoxlu\u011funun q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259, sirli-sehirli, na\u011f\u0131llarda a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na qada\u011fa qoyulan q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan ke\u00e7ir\u0259m. Dumanl\u0131, qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bir g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru yor\u011fun add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259lil\u0259yir\u0259m. \u018fcaba, q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n sirri-ovsunu n\u0259d\u0259dir? N\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 qada\u011fan edibl\u0259r? B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan sonra unudulmaq, faniliyi d\u0259rk etm\u0259k ba\u015flay\u0131r? B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan ke\u00e7m\u0259k h\u0259qiq\u0259ti tapmaq, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmaqd\u0131r. S\u0259nsiz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18224"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18224"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18224\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18226,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18224\/revisions\/18226"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18224"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18224"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18224"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}