{"id":18647,"date":"2023-03-08T22:15:41","date_gmt":"2023-03-08T18:15:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18647"},"modified":"2023-03-08T22:16:20","modified_gmt":"2023-03-08T18:16:20","slug":"deyin-hardadir-mehriban-m%c9%99rdan%c9%99-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18647","title":{"rendered":"DEY\u0130N, HARDADIR – Mehriban M\u0259rdan\u0259 yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"332625102_895476491571215_6174771434893282658_n\"<\/a>La\u00e7\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn prit\u00e7a<\/div>\n
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Uzaqdan h\u0259zin bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi:<\/em><\/div>\n
“Siz ey ilk e\u015fqimin \u015fahidi da\u011flar…”<\/em><\/div>\n
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Bu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259nin qanadlar\u0131nda m\u0259n d\u0259 u\u00e7dum, h\u0259m ilk e\u015fqimi, h\u0259m d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 itirdiyim o da\u011flara…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, x\u0259yallar y\u00fcyr\u0259k olar, deyirl\u0259r. Zirv\u0259l\u0259rinin ba\u015f\u0131 qarl\u0131, dumanl\u0131 da\u011flarla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259ydim. Maraql\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 idi. Bir zamanlar biz ayr\u0131landa m\u0259n g\u0259nc, q\u0131vr\u0131m qara sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir qarab\u0259niz q\u0131z idim. \u0130ndi is\u0259 h\u0259r ikimiz zirv\u0259si qarl\u0131 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259. \u0130ll\u0259rin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan, ac\u0131s\u0131ndan art\u0131q m\u0259nim d\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma qar ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f, b\u0259nizim d\u0259 a\u011fappaq a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bax bu an\u0131, bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fc dil\u0259 g\u0259tirib q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alma\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259tirmirdim. \u00c7ox t\u0259sirl\u0259nmi\u015fdim. H\u0259sr\u0259t dolu g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n yaz\u0131n o\u011flan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar kimi g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m ax\u0131rd\u0131. Yana\u011f\u0131mdan s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 sanki bir ilahi q\u00fcvv\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 da\u011flardak\u0131 b\u0259mb\u0259yaz qar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7il\u0259yirdi…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla s\u0259ssizc\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:<\/div>\n
“\u00c7ox qocalm\u0131\u015fam, el\u0259mi? Qocalaram da… Nec\u0259 olsun, deyirs\u0259n. \u0130tirdikl\u0259rim, \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim, \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rim… Bunlar azd\u0131r b\u0259y\u0259m?! Han\u0131 bir zamanlar s\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rind\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, saf, t\u0259miz qoyub getdiyim o u\u015faql\u0131q, g\u0259nclik izl\u0259rim?!<\/div>\n
Han\u0131 o cavan o\u011flan?.. Bir birimizi \u00fcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flarla sevib, amma dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyimiz g\u00f6z\u0259l hissl\u0259r han\u0131?..” Eh o q\u0259d\u0259r sual vard\u0131 ki…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi, da\u011flar \u00e7ox q\u00fcrurlu, lal dinm\u0259z dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. E\u015fitdiyim bu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k ayr\u0131ld\u0131m ill\u0259rdir h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdiyim da\u011flardan:<\/div>\n
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Deyin, hardad\u0131r<\/em><\/div>\n
O \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f?<\/em><\/div>\n
Sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim<\/em><\/div>\n
Onu soraqlar…<\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yaz\u0131ya 119 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

La\u00e7\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn prit\u00e7a Uzaqdan h\u0259zin bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi: “Siz ey ilk e\u015fqimin \u015fahidi da\u011flar…” Bu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259nin qanadlar\u0131nda m\u0259n d\u0259 u\u00e7dum, h\u0259m ilk e\u015fqimi, h\u0259m d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 itirdiyim o da\u011flara… \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, x\u0259yallar y\u00fcyr\u0259k olar, deyirl\u0259r. Zirv\u0259l\u0259rinin ba\u015f\u0131 qarl\u0131, dumanl\u0131 da\u011flarla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259ydim. Maraql\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 idi. Bir zamanlar biz ayr\u0131landa m\u0259n g\u0259nc, q\u0131vr\u0131m qara sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir qarab\u0259niz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18647"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18647"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18647\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18651,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18647\/revisions\/18651"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18647"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18647"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18647"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}