{"id":18659,"date":"2023-03-14T13:35:06","date_gmt":"2023-03-14T09:35:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18659"},"modified":"2023-03-14T13:38:39","modified_gmt":"2023-03-14T09:38:39","slug":"akif-abbasovun-t%c9%99rcum%c9%99sind%c9%99-uilyam-somerset-moem-ingilis-yazicisi-yolag%c9%99lm%c9%99z-qadin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=18659","title":{"rendered":"Akif ABBASOVUN T\u018fRC\u00dcM\u018fS\u0130ND\u018f U\u0130LYAM SOMERSET MOEM (\u0130ngilis yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131) – “YOLAG\u018fLM\u018fZ QADIN”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"SOMERSET<\/a><\/b>(povest)<\/b><\/p>\n

O, qay\u0131d\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Ki\u015fi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 idi. O\u011flan\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 vurub s\u0259rdiyi yerd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015f, sir-sif\u0259ti al qana boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130nild\u0259yirdi. Qad\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yini divara s\u00f6yk\u0259yib dayanm\u0131\u015f, qorxudan g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131 halda Villiy\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Hans i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 o, nal\u0259 qopar\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131ld\u0131r-b\u0131ld\u0131r t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Villi \u0259lind\u0259 revolver stolun arxas\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r bo\u015fald\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ax\u0131r q\u0259d\u0259hi vard\u0131. Hans stola yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b i\u00e7ki s\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Villi:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259, cavan o\u011flan? El\u0259 bil p\u0259l\u0259ngl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san, – deyib di\u015fl\u0259rini a\u011fartd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131n sir-sif\u0259ti qan i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 idi. Yanaqlar\u0131 b\u0259rk c\u0131z\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ti d\u0131rnaqlar \u00f6z izini buraxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, \u0259lini ehtiyatla yanaqlar\u0131na apararaq:<\/p>\n

– Qanc\u0131q az qala g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, – dedi. – G\u0259r\u0259k yod s\u00fcrt\u0259m. Eybi yox, daha \u00f6z h\u0259ddini bil\u0259r. Get bir s\u0259n d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m\u2026 Gedim? Ax\u0131, gecdir.<\/p>\n

– Axmaq olma. Ki\u015fi deyils\u0259n. N\u0259 olsun ki, gecdir. Dey\u0259rik yolu azm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Hava h\u0259l\u0259 qaralmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u00fcrub evd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f k\u0259ndli m\u0259tb\u0259xinin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri boylan\u0131rd\u0131. Villi bir anl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etdi. O, \u00e7\u0259limsiz bir g\u0259nc idi. Qara\u015f\u0131n v\u0259 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f sif\u0259ti vard\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259rzi-model\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Hans\u0131n onu \u0259f\u0259l v\u0259 bacar\u0131qs\u0131z hesab ed\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyatlan\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l dostunun \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qap\u0131ya do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131. Onun niyy\u0259tini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qad\u0131n f\u0259ryad qopar\u0131b ir\u0259li at\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Non, non.<\/p>\n

Hans ani s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131\u015fla onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda peyda oldu. \u00c7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b onu qolu getdikc\u0259 v\u0131y\u0131ldatd\u0131. Z\u0259rbl\u0259 divara d\u0259y\u0259n qad\u0131n s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259yib y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Hans Villinin revolverini al\u0131b ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259sinizi k\u0259sin!<\/p>\n

H\u0259min s\u00f6zl\u0259ri frans\u0131zca, lakin almanlara xas t\u0259rzd\u0259 \u2013 bo\u011faz\u0131nda t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcz ed\u0259r\u0259k dedi. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 Villiy\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n

– Di, t\u0259rp\u0259n, m\u0259n bunlara g\u00f6z yetir\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Villi getdi, ancaq az sonra geri qay\u0131daraq:<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259-s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil ki, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olsun?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim i\u015fim deyil. Bo\u015fla getsin.<\/p>\n

– Axma\u011f\u0131n biri axmaq. Ein Weibchen. Arvad\u0131n biri.<\/p>\n

Villi pul kimi q\u0131zard\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Hans ri\u015fx\u0259ndl\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n

– Qoy \u00e7ax\u0131r \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sinin ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, ged\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

O, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k x\u0259yal\u0131nda deyildi. H\u0259l\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qla \u0259laq\u0259dar dan \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n motosikletd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u018fll\u0259ri, ayaqlar\u0131 s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n bir el\u0259 uza\u011fa getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Suasson on-on be\u015f kilometrlikd\u0259 idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 b\u0259xtl\u0259ri g\u0259tirdi, rahat yor\u011fan-d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259 yatd\u0131lar. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z aparmasayd\u0131, bu hadis\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

Onlar yolu azm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Tarlada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259ndlini haraylad\u0131lar. O is\u0259 q\u0259sd\u0259n yolu s\u0259hv g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Onlar da k\u0259nd aras\u0131nda \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131lar. Fermaya yaln\u0131z yolu soru\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131lar. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 frans\u0131zlarla yax\u015f\u0131 davranmaq \u0259mr edilmi\u015fdi. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r h\u0259dl\u0259rini a\u015fm\u0131rlarsa. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131z a\u00e7d\u0131. O, Suassonun yolunu tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi. Yol\u00e7ular m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Qad\u0131n (Hans onun q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131 oldu\u011funu \u0259l\u00fcst\u00fc ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc) yolu g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259ri (fermer, onun arvad\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131) yenic\u0259 \u015fam etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131r butulkas\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259min \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ilan kimi susuzluqdan ciy\u0259rinin yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Hansa xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259 od \u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onlarsa ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcnorta i\u00e7mi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

O, bir butulka \u00e7ax\u0131r ist\u0259di. Villi d\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi ki, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 haqq ver\u0259rl\u0259r. O, \u00f6z yerini bil\u0259n, yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r. \u00c7\u0259limsizdir, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcvay\u0131n biri.<\/p>\n

Onlar qalib idil\u0259r. Frans\u0131z ordusu bas\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun izi-tozu bel\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r dabanlar\u0131na t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. El\u0259 ingilisl\u0259r d\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 \u2013 h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259rini tullay\u0131b dov\u015fan kimi qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6z adalar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Qalibl\u0259rin ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u015fey\u0259 yiy\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k h\u00fcququ var. M\u0259g\u0259r bel\u0259 deyil?<\/p>\n

Villi iki il Parisd\u0259, d\u0259rzi atelyesind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Frans\u0131z dilind\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ona h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fcvafiq i\u015f tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Amma frans\u0131zlar aras\u0131nda ke\u00e7\u0259n h\u0259yat Villiy\u0259 u\u011fur g\u0259tirm\u0259di. Frans\u0131zlar bekara xalqd\u0131r. Alman onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ya\u015faya bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Fermer arvad\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 iki \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00e7ax\u0131r qoydu. Villi cibind\u0259n iyirmi frank \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b ona verdi. Qad\u0131n is\u0259. \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr bel\u0259 etm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Hans frans\u0131za Villi kimi dan\u0131\u015fmasa da, dili az-maz bilirdi. Onlar \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda frans\u0131zca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu vaxt Villi onun s\u0259hvl\u0259rini d\u00fcz\u0259ldirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 Hans dostunun x\u0259trini ist\u0259yir v\u0259 ona h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Villi d\u0259 \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 Hansa qibt\u0259 edirdi. Hans h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboylu v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcm\u015fad qam\u0259tli idi. Q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131 el\u0259 sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 mavi idi ki, q\u0131zlar\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans frans\u0131z dilini i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259k imkan\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt \u0259lind\u0259n buraxmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 indi d\u0259 ev sahibl\u0259ri il\u0259 h\u0259min dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa c\u0259hd g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Amma onlar el\u0259 bil a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131na su alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Hans bildirdi ki, o da fermer o\u011fludur. M\u00fcharib\u0259 qurtaranda fermaya qay\u0131dacaq. O, M\u00fcnhend\u0259 t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Anas\u0131 onun biznesmen olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirmi\u015f. Bu is\u0259 Hans\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 deyildi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 burax\u0131l\u0131\u015f imtahanlar\u0131n\u0131 verib k\u0259nd t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 kollecin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdur.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z ac\u0131qla:<\/p>\n

– Siz yolu soru\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fdiniz, yoxsa k\u00f6hn\u0259 palan i\u00e7i s\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259?! Yolu siz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdik, – dedi. \u2013 \u00c7ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7in, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedin.<\/p>\n

Hans bayaq q\u0131za \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 diqq\u0259t yetirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z bir el\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 deyildi, amma q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng qara g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, d\u00fcz burnu vard\u0131. Sif\u0259ti \u00e7ox sol\u011fundu. Sad\u0259 geyinmi\u015fdi, lakin n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 adi k\u0259ndli q\u0131z\u0131na ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans h\u0259l\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rin frans\u0131z q\u0131zlar\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Onlar\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, frans\u0131z q\u0131zlar\u0131nda alman q\u0131zlar\u0131na xas olmayan n\u0259 is\u0259 vard\u0131. Hans bu bar\u0259d\u0259 Villid\u0259n soru\u015fanda: \u201c\u00d6z g\u00f6zl\u0259rinl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d cavab\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fdi. Bir ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan is\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi ki, onlar acg\u00f6z olurlar. Dill\u0259ri is\u0259 ilan kimi z\u0259h\u0259rli. \u201cEybi yox\u201d, – o vaxt Hans fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u2013 \u201cBir h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra Parisd\u0259 olacaqlar. \u018fsl h\u0259qiq\u0259ti \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259r\u201d. Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, ali komandanl\u0131q alman \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rinin bir-iki saatl\u0131\u011fa qad\u0131nlarla \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00a0\u00a0yer d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259yi d\u0259 unutmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Villi:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7, ged\u0259k, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Hans xeyli m\u0259mnun qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259k x\u0259yal\u0131nda deyildi. O, q\u0131za m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n fermer q\u0131z\u0131na ox\u015fam\u0131rsan ax\u0131, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131:<\/p>\n

– O, m\u00fc\u0259llimdir, – dey\u0259 izah etdi.<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259li t\u0259hsil alm\u0131san?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Hans pozuq frans\u0131z dilind\u0259 mehribancas\u0131na s\u00f6hb\u0259ti davam etdirdi:<\/p>\n

– Onda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259lis\u0259n ki, h\u0259r \u015fey frans\u0131z xalq\u0131n\u0131n xeyrin\u0259 qurtar\u0131b. Adamlar\u0131 bihud\u0259 yer\u0259 q\u0131r\u011f\u0131na verm\u0259yin n\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131? M\u00fcharib\u0259ni biz yox, siz ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z. N\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b?! Nec\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259yi, ita\u0259t v\u0259 intizam\u0131n n\u0259 dem\u0259k oldu\u011funu siz\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z yumruqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib ona baxd\u0131. Onun qara g\u00f6zl\u0259ri nifr\u0259tind\u0259n al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yand\u0131. Amma g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b dinm\u0259di. Villi:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n s\u0259rxo\u015fsan, Hans, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– Ay\u0131qdan da ay\u0131\u011fam. M\u0259n yaln\u0131z \u0259sl h\u0259qiq\u0259ti onlara ba\u015fa sal\u0131ram. Qoy bu h\u0259qiq\u0259ti bird\u0259f\u0259lik v\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik bilsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z:<\/p>\n

– Dostun do\u011fru deyir, s\u0259n s\u0259rxo\u015fsan, – dey\u0259 s\u0259sini qald\u0131rd\u0131. O, art\u0131q d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi. – Gedin! Di, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gets\u0259niz!<\/p>\n

– Aha, s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 almanca da bilirs\u0259nmi\u015f. Yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259n gedir\u0259m. Amma \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bir \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z Hansdan yaxa qurtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dal\u0131-dal\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kildi, amma o\u011flan onun bil\u0259yini \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi. Q\u0131z:<\/p>\n

– Ata! – dey\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. – Ata!<\/p>\n

Fermer \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc alman\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131. Hans q\u0131z\u0131 burax\u0131b var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 ki\u015finin sif\u0259tin\u0259 bir yumruq ili\u015fdirdi. Ki\u015fi tir-tap d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259rildi. Q\u0131z qa\u00e7\u0131b getm\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmad\u0131. Hans onu tutub qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na ald\u0131. Q\u0131z qulaylan\u0131b o\u011flan\u0131n sif\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259rs bir sill\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Hans x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Alman \u0259sg\u0259ri s\u0259ni \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 apar\u0131rsan? Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 cavab verm\u0259li olacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Hans var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 onun qollar\u0131n\u0131 burub qap\u0131ya sar\u0131 apard\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131 o\u011flan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131. Paltar\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131b mane olma\u011fa, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 xilas etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hans bir \u0259li il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kdi, o biri \u0259li il\u0259 qar\u0131n\u0131 vurub divara yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Villi:<\/p>\n

– Hans! Hans! – dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Mumla! L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f!<\/p>\n

Hans \u0259li il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 qapay\u0131b onun \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi v\u0259 qon\u015fu ota\u011fa s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026 H\u0259r \u015fey bax bel\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015f verdi. Siz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz ki, g\u00fcnah q\u0131zda oldu. T\u0259hqir\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r o\u011flan\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b ona \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f vers\u0259ydi, o, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259r, bu boyda h\u0259ngam\u0259 d\u0259 qopmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fermer\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259r\u0259l\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hans g\u00f6zucu onu s\u00fczd\u00fc. G\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlad\u0131. Fermerin sir-sif\u0259ti adamda h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f do\u011fururdu. Divara q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qar\u0131ya baxanda Hans\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00fcld\u00fc. Qad\u0131n indi \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sinin \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu. Amma bihud\u0259 yer\u0259 narahat olurdu. Hans frans\u0131z atalar s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlayaraq:<\/p>\n

– J’est le premier pas qui soute , – dedi. – A\u011flamaq n\u0259 laz\u0131m, qar\u0131? Onsuz da gec-tez olacaqd\u0131\u2026- O, \u0259lini yan cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b pul kis\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. – Al, y\u00fcz frankd\u0131r. Madumauzel \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 don alar. K\u00f6hn\u0259 donunda salamat yer qalmay\u0131b. – O, pulu stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub d\u0259bilq\u0259sini ba\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7irtdi. – Getdik!<\/p>\n

Onlar qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Motosiklet\u0259 mindil\u0259r v\u0259 getdil\u0259r. Qad\u0131n qon\u015fu ota\u011fa ke\u00e7di. Q\u0131z divanda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hans onu nec\u0259 t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdis\u0259, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 ay ke\u00e7mi\u015f Hans yenid\u0259n Suassonda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. O, qalib ordu il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 Parisd\u0259 olmu\u015f, \u00f6z motosikleti il\u0259 Triumfal alaqap\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Ordu il\u0259 birg\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 Tura, sonra Bordoya sar\u0131 ir\u0259lil\u0259mi\u015fdi. O, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259, dem\u0259k olar ki, i\u015ftirak etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc el\u0259 \u0259sir frans\u0131z \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri olmu\u015fdu. Y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259li ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi ki, bel\u0259si yatsayd\u0131, yuxusuna da girm\u0259zdi. S\u00fclh m\u00fcqavil\u0259sind\u0259n sonra Parisd\u0259 daha bir ay qald\u0131. Bovariyada ya\u015fayan ail\u0259sin\u0259 \u015f\u0259killi po\u00e7t a\u00e7\u0131qcalar\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Ham\u0131ya h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dostu Villi Parisi ovcunun i\u00e7i kimi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan el\u0259 oradaca qald\u0131. Hans\u0131 is\u0259 qulluq etdiyi b\u00f6lm\u0259 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 alman qo\u015fun hiss\u0259l\u0259rinin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi Suassona g\u00f6nd\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Suasson balaca, lakin q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng \u015f\u0259h\u0259r idi. \u00a0Burada \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yax\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259rait yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259k xirtd\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ndi. Bir markadan da az alman puluna bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u015fampan almaq olurdu. Suassona k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259 haqq\u0131nda \u0259mr veril\u0259nd\u0259 Hans fermadak\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Gedib onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k qiyam\u0259t olard\u0131. Axtar\u0131b bir c\u00fct ip\u0259k corab tapd\u0131. Corab\u0131 q\u0131za verm\u0259k, onun k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc almaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Hansda bir vaxtlar oldu\u011fu yerin s\u0259mtini asanl\u0131qla m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n etm\u0259k qabiliyy\u0259ti vard\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ferman\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n tapaca\u011f\u0131na \u0259min idi. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, asud\u0259 vaxtlar\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259 ip\u0259k corab\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb cibin\u0259 qoydu, motosiklet\u0259 minib yola d\u00fcz\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Xo\u015f bir pay\u0131z g\u00fcn\u00fc idi. G\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc ayna kimi t\u0259r-t\u0259miz idi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259risi il\u0259 ke\u00e7diyi k\u0259nd g\u00f6z\u0259l, eyni zamanda d\u0259r\u0259-t\u0259p\u0259li idi. Sentyabr ay\u0131 olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq hava xo\u015fdu. \u00c7oxdan idi ki, bir damla ya\u011f\u0131\u015f da d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259tta qovaq a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n arams\u0131z x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 bel\u0259 adamda yay\u0131n sona yetm\u0259si fikri oyatm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans yaln\u0131z birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yolu s\u0259hv sald\u0131. Bu, onu azac\u0131q l\u0259ngitdi. Amma vur-tut yar\u0131m saata k\u0259nd\u0259 yeti\u015fdi. Qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fanda h\u0259y\u0259t iti h\u00fcrd\u00fc. Hans qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259st\u0259yi burub i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Q\u0131z, stolun arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib kartof soyurdu. H\u0259rbi geyimli adam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb c\u0259ld aya\u011fa s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Siz\u0259 n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaln\u0131z bu vaxt Hans\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131. Divara sar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilib b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259yini ovcunda m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ns\u0259n? Cochon (Donuz).<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma. X\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259k fikrind\u0259 deyil\u0259m. Bir bax, s\u0259n\u0259 ip\u0259k corab g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Onu da g\u00f6t\u00fcr, r\u0259dd ol!<\/p>\n

– A\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z olma. B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 at. Bel\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaqla he\u00e7 kim\u0259 yox, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yamanl\u0131q edirs\u0259n. M\u0259nd\u0259n qorxma.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nd\u0259n qorxan yoxdur!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n barmaqlar\u0131 bo\u015fald\u0131. B\u0131\u00e7aq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Hans d\u0259bilq\u0259si8ni \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ir\u0259li uzad\u0131b b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

– Kartof t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edim?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z dinm\u0259di. Hans \u0259yilib b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Kasadan kartof g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n sif\u0259tind\u0259 r\u0259hmsiz bir ifad\u0259 vard\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri nifr\u0259tind\u0259n od tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131. O, divara s\u00f6yk\u0259nib o\u011flana g\u00f6z qoyurdu. Hans g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcb t\u0259rksilah edilmi\u015f adamlar kimi onu s\u00fczd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Daha bel\u0259 ac\u0131ql\u0131 niy\u0259 bax\u0131rsan? \u018fslind\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 bir el\u0259 pisliyim d\u0259ym\u0259yib, bunu \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n. Onda bizimkil\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 idim. O vaxtlar h\u0259l\u0259 frans\u0131z ordusunun m\u0259\u011flubedilm\u0259zliyi, Macino x\u0259tti haqq\u0131nda\u2026s\u00f6hb\u0259t gedirdi\u2026- onu g\u00fclm\u0259k tutdu. – H\u0259, \u00e7ax\u0131r da lap beynim\u0259 vurmu\u015fdu. H\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259nin b\u0259xtin g\u0259tirib. Qad\u0131nlar\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, m\u0259n \u00e7ox da yara\u015f\u0131qs\u0131z o\u011flan deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z nifr\u0259t dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0131rna\u011facan onu s\u00fczd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– R\u0259dd ol burdan!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 vaxt kefim ist\u0259s\u0259, onda ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– \u018fg\u0259r getm\u0259s\u0259n, atam Suassona yollan\u0131b generala s\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t ed\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-General\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 lap b\u0259han\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. Biz\u0259 \u0259hali il\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 dolanmaq \u0259mr edilib. Ad\u0131n n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259xli yoxdur! – Onun yanaqlar\u0131 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yand\u0131, q\u0259z\u0259bli g\u00f6zl\u0259ri i\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z, o d\u0259f\u0259kind\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Adam\u0131n g\u0259r\u0259k b\u0259xti ola. Hans\u0131nk\u0131 g\u0259tirib. O, k\u0259ndli q\u0131z\u0131ndan daha \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259h\u0259rliy\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259, ax\u0131, anas\u0131 onun m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259diyini s\u00f6yl\u0259di. El\u0259 xan\u0131m-xat\u0131n oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 Hans onunla \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259n, onu cin at\u0131na mindirm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi. O\u011flan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u00fc v\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m hiss etdi. \u018fli il\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131m, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na daraq \u00e7\u0259kib istehza il\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: “Bu q\u0131z\u0131n yerin\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131 olsayd\u0131, sevincind\u0259n qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7ard\u0131”.<\/p>\n

Yayda Hans g\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda o ki var qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri daha da q\u0259\u015f\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f, daha da mavil\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Atanla-anan haradad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– Tarlada i\u015fl\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Bura bax, acm\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259n\u0259 pendir-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, bir st\u0259kan da \u00e7ax\u0131r ver. Haqq-hesab\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z ac\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlikd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan. \u00dc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r ki, biz pendirin n\u0259 dem\u0259k oldu\u011funu bilmirik. Qar\u0131n dolusu \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 m\u00f6htac\u0131q. Bir il \u0259vv\u0259l frans\u0131zlar atlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u0259limizd\u0259n ald\u0131lar. \u0130ndi d\u0259 sizinkil\u0259r olan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131-olmaz\u0131m\u0131z\u0131: in\u0259kl\u0259ri, donuzlar\u0131, toyuqlar\u0131 – h\u0259r \u015feyi, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00e7\u0259kib apard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Biz ki, m\u00fcft\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259mi\u015fik, pulunu \u00f6d\u0259mi\u015fik.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259g\u0259r sizin ka\u011f\u0131z-ku\u011fuzla qar\u0131n doyar?<\/p>\n

O a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Acsan?<\/p>\n

– Yox, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? – dey\u0259 q\u0131z k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi. – Lap kral kimi dolan\u0131r\u0131q: kartof, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, \u015fal\u011fam, salat\u2026 yeyirik. Sabah atam Suassona ged\u0259c\u0259k, b\u0259lk\u0259 at \u0259ti tapa bildi.<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as, miss. M\u0259n he\u00e7 d\u0259 pis o\u011flan deyil\u0259m. S\u0259nin\u00e7in pendir g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259m. Bir az donuz \u0259ti d\u0259 taparam.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m yoxdur! Ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m, amma siz donuzlar\u0131n bizd\u0259n o\u011furlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 azuq\u0259y\u0259 toxunmaram!<\/p>\n

Hans soyuqqanl\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, baxar\u0131q, – dey\u0259 cavab verdi, d\u0259bilq\u0259sini ba\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7irib aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. “Au revar mademoiselle” deyib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, \u00f6z \u015f\u0259xsi n\u0259\u015f\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kefi ist\u0259diyi vaxt motosiklet\u0259 minib k\u0259nd\u0259 ged\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Oturub n\u0259 zaman tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q veril\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li idi. Onda fermaya ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k imkan\u0131 qazanard\u0131. Bel\u0259 imkan on g\u00fcn sonra \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. V\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259ki kimi he\u00e7 bir x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etm\u0259d\u0259n ota\u011fa daxil oldu. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 fermerl\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Art\u0131q g\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta yerini \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n soban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki qazan\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ki\u015fi stolun arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Hans i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r ikisi baxd\u0131, lakin onun g\u0259li\u015fi he\u00e7 birini t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirm\u0259di. Q\u0131z, \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u0259li\u015fini onlara x\u0259b\u0259r vermi\u015fdi. Ev sahibl\u0259ri susurdular. Qad\u0131n x\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firir, ki\u015fi is\u0259 qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tur\u015fudaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini stolun \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki m\u00fc\u015f\u0259mb\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z Hans\u0131 bu tezlikl\u0259 kar\u0131xd\u0131rmaq he\u00e7 d\u0259 asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyildi. O, \u015f\u0259n halda:<\/p>\n

– Boncour, la compagnie , – dey\u0259 onlar\u0131 salamlad\u0131. \u2013 Sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259diyy\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O, b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131. Stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bir xeyli pendir, bir par\u00e7a donuz \u0259ti, iki qutu sardina qoydu. Qad\u0131n \u00e7evrildi. Hans onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki tamahkar ifad\u0259ni sezib g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Ki\u015fi aln\u0131n\u0131 tur\u015futsa da, \u0259rzaq m\u0259hsullar\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. Hans xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 onu dindirdi:<\/p>\n

– Ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 aram\u0131zda anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131q oldu. Rica edir\u0259m ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayas\u0131n\u0131z. G\u0259r\u0259k siz qar\u0131\u015fmayayd\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Bu \u0259snada q\u0131z i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Hans\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb:<\/p>\n

– Burada n\u0259 edirs\u0259n? – dey\u0259 hidd\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc onun g\u0259tirdiyi \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259ld onlar\u0131 qamarlay\u0131b Hans\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tullad\u0131. – G\u00f6t\u00fcr apar! G\u00f6t\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

Ana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ir\u0259li ataraq:<\/p>\n

– Annet, a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itiribs\u0259n n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Onun tulapay\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k deyil.<\/p>\n

– Bunlar ham\u0131s\u0131 bizimdir! Onlar\u0131 bizd\u0259n o\u011furlay\u0131blar! Bu sardinalara bax – Bordo sardinas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131 \u0259yilib yer\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0259rzaqlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Hans mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 istehzal\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yi\u015f q\u0131z\u0131 s\u00fczd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259k, s\u0259nin ad\u0131n Annetdir? Yax\u015f\u0131 ad\u0131n varm\u0131\u015f. Ata-anan\u0131n aj-yalavac dolanmas\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 r\u0259va g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? \u00d6z\u00fcn deyirdin ki, \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr dilimiz\u0259 pendir d\u0259ym\u0259yib. Qaxac edilmi\u015f donuz \u0259ti tapa bilm\u0259dim. El\u0259 \u0259lim\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n bunlard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Fermer arvad\u0131 donuz \u0259tini h\u0259r iki \u0259li il\u0259 qamarlay\u0131b sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131. O, \u0259ti \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 Annetin yanaqlar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuvarland\u0131: Q\u0131z:<\/p>\n

– R\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r! – dey\u0259 f\u0259ryad qopard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olub s\u0259n\u0259? R\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q niy\u0259 olur? Bir tik\u0259 pendirdir, bir az da donuz \u0259ti. V\u0259ssalam.<\/p>\n

Hans oturub siqaret yand\u0131rd\u0131. Bir qutu da qocaya uzatd\u0131. Qoca ani t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etdi, lakin siqaret\u0259 olan meyli daha g\u00fccl\u00fc idi. O, bir d\u0259n\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qutunu Hansa qaytard\u0131. Hans:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6t\u00fcr, -dedi. – N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r laz\u0131m olsa taparam. – O, siqareti s\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fcb t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc burnundan buraxd\u0131. – Biz niy\u0259 dost olmayaq? Q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa ged\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fc geri qay\u0131tm\u0131r. M\u00fcharib\u0259-m\u00fcharib\u0259 olaraq qal\u0131r. N\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutdu\u011fumu yax\u015f\u0131 bilirsiniz. Annetin t\u0259hsil almas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rim var. M\u0259nim bar\u0259md\u0259 onun yax\u015f\u0131 fikird\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259nc\u0259, hiss\u0259miz Suassonda h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox qalacaq. \u018flim\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n, tapa bildiyimd\u0259n sizin\u00e7in g\u0259tir\u0259r, yem\u0259k sar\u0131dan korluq \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 qoymaram. Biz \u015f\u0259h\u0259r \u0259halisi il\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa var q\u00fcvv\u0259mizl\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q, amma onlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri inad edirl\u0259r. Bizi g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yoxdur. Ke\u00e7\u0259n s\u0259f\u0259r Villi il\u0259 m\u0259n burada olanda ba\u015f ver\u0259n hadis\u0259 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z t\u0259sad\u00fcfd\u00fcr. M\u0259nd\u0259n z\u0259rr\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259yin. Anneti d\u0259 do\u011fma bac\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Annet:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131, buraya n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmis\u0259n? Niy\u0259 bizi rahat buraxm\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

\u018fslin\u0259 baxanda bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini Hans \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilmirdi. O, insani m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259ribs\u0259diyini etiraf etm\u0259y\u0259 utan\u0131rd\u0131. Suassonda \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 olduqlar\u0131 lal d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik Hans\u0131n \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini yerind\u0259n el\u0259 oynad\u0131rd\u0131 ki, b\u0259z\u0259n ona baxa-baxa yan\u0131ndan saymazyana \u00f6t\u0259n frans\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259piyinin alt\u0131na salmaq ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 bu haldan t\u0259sirl\u0259nib az qal\u0131rd\u0131 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flas\u0131n. \u00dcr\u0259ka\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 q\u0259bul edil\u0259c\u0259k bir yer\u0259 getm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc burnunun ucu g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Annet\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir b\u0259d niyy\u0259t g\u00fcdm\u0259diyini dey\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi. O, Hans\u0131n \u0259ld\u0259n-ayaqdan ged\u0259c\u0259yi qad\u0131nlardan deyildi. Hans \u00f6z\u00fc kimi h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboy, geni\u015f sin\u0259, mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc qad\u0131nlar\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. O, ad\u0259t\u0259n t\u00f6km\u0259b\u0259d\u0259nli, g\u00fccl\u00fc, q\u00fcvv\u0259tli v\u0259 ehtirasl\u0131 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n dal\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi. N\u0259rm\u0259-naziklik, x\u0131rdaca burun, qara g\u00f6zl\u0259r, uzunsov \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259 o\u011flan\u0131n z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fc ox\u015faya bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0131z is\u0259 o vaxt sanki onu ovsunlam\u0131\u015f, c\u0259sar\u0259tsiz, \u00fcr\u0259ksiz etmi\u015fdi. \u018fg\u0259r Hans o zaman alman ordusunun q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259n el\u0259c\u0259 v\u0259cd\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259ydi, yor\u011fun v\u0259 eyni zamanda \u0259s\u0259bi olmasayd\u0131 v\u0259 bo\u015f m\u0259d\u0259sin\u0259 bir o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ax\u0131r t\u00f6km\u0259s\u0259ydi, bel\u0259 bir q\u0131za tamah salmaq a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259zdi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026 Hans iki h\u0259ft\u0259 he\u00e7 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259di. O vaxt \u0259rzaq \u015feyl\u0259rini fermada qoyub qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 etmirdi ki, qocalar aj qurd kimi onlara dara\u015facaq. Annet d\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc naza qoymas\u0131na baxmayaraq, tamah\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259yib ata-anas\u0131na qo\u015fulacaq. Bu frans\u0131zlar bel\u0259dirl\u0259r: dara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 tula pay\u0131na da \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr edirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frudur, Annet ona nifr\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yir (\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 nec\u0259? – Allah s\u0259n saxla), amma donuz \u0259ti-el\u0259 donuz \u0259tidir, pendir d\u0259 ki, pendir.<\/p>\n

Annet o\u011flan\u0131n fikrind\u0259n-x\u0259yal\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n ona nifr\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259si Hans\u0131 narahat edir, \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. O, qad\u0131nlar\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 Annet d\u0259 ona vurulard\u0131sa, lap qiyam\u0259t olard\u0131. Hans onun ilk sevgilisidir.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcnhend\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r piv\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, o, filan qad\u0131n\u0131n ilk sevgilisidir. Qad\u0131n ondan ba\u015fqa bir kims\u0259 il\u0259 olmay\u0131b. V\u0259 bundan sonra he\u00e7 k\u0259si onun kimi sev\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. O, indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hans\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n dal\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcs\u0259 r\u0259dd cavab\u0131 almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 hiyl\u0259g\u0259r ifad\u0259 yarand\u0131. Ax\u0131r ki, bir g\u00fcn \u0259lin\u0259 fermaya getm\u0259k imkan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 pendir, ya\u011f, q\u0259nd, bir banka kolbasa konservi, azac\u0131q kofe g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb motosiklet\u0259 mindi. Ancaq bu s\u0259f\u0259r Anneti g\u00f6rm\u0259k ona n\u0259sib olmad\u0131. O, atas\u0131 il\u0259 tarlada i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Qar\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 vurnuxurdu. Hans\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259ldi. Hans\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 apard\u0131. B\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fcn ipini a\u00e7anda onun \u0259ll\u0259ri titr\u0259yirdi. Hans\u0131n g\u0259tirdikl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n \u00e7ox xeyirxahsan, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Hans n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Otura bil\u0259r\u0259m? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bay\u0131ra boyland\u0131. Hans ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, o, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259lib-g\u0259lm\u0259diyini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ax\u0131r i\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259.<\/p>\n

Yem\u0259y\u0259 olan ehtiyac qar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. Tam dostcas\u0131na da olmasa h\u0259r halda onun m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259 bir s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n e\u015fiy\u0259 boylanmas\u0131 da bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin get-ged\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131na d\u0259lal\u0259t edirdi. Hans:<\/p>\n

– Donuz \u0259ti xo\u015funuza g\u0259ldi?<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7oxdand\u0131 tamarz\u0131 idik.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 yen\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259m. Annetin nec\u0259-xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi?<\/p>\n

– O, g\u0259tirdikl\u0259rinin he\u00e7 birin\u0259 toxunmay\u0131b. \u00abAc\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m, amma yem\u0259r\u0259m\u00bb, – deyir.<\/p>\n

– A\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 dedim. Deyir\u0259m ki, yem\u0259k var, daha \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc naza qoyma\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 ad\u0131?<\/p>\n

Hans \u00e7ax\u0131r i\u00e7ir v\u0259 onlar s\u0259mimi s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. O \u00f6yr\u0259ndi ki, qad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 madam Peryedir. Hans ail\u0259nin dig\u0259r \u00fczvl\u0259rinin olub-olmamas\u0131 il\u0259 maraqland\u0131. Qar\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc: \u00abYox, yoxdur\u00bb. Bir o\u011fullar\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f, o da m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flananda s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259rliy\u0259 al\u0131n\u0131b v\u0259 h\u0259lak olub. O, c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. A\u011f ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 soyuq d\u0259yibmi\u015f. Nansid\u0259ki hospitalda ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Hans:<\/p>\n

– K\u0259d\u0259riniz\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik oluram, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 bilim, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t imi\u015f. Xarakter etibar\u0131 il\u0259 o da Annet\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259rsin biri idi. Ordumuzun m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onsuz da g\u00fcdaza ver\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u2013 O, yen\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u2013 Eh, \u0259ziz dost, \u0259slin\u0259 baxsaq, bizi satd\u0131lar, yoxsa\u2026<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 n\u0259yin x\u0259trin\u0259 polyaklar\u0131 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdiniz? N\u0259yiniz\u0259 laz\u0131m idi?<\/p>\n

– Haql\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. \u018fg\u0259r Pol\u015fan\u0131 tutmaqda Hitler\u0259 mane olmasayd\u0131q, o, biz\u0259 d\u0259yib-dola\u015fmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259rk\u0259n Hans bildirdi ki, yax\u0131nlarda yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n

– Donuz \u0259ti d\u0259 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz.<\/p>\n

V\u0259ziyy\u0259t Hans\u0131n \u0259l-qolunu a\u00e7d\u0131. O, h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 vacib bir i\u015fd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 qon\u015fu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259li olur, f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k tez-tez fermaya ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Yolunu oradan salanda is\u0259 Annetgilin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015f \u0259ll\u0259 a\u00e7m\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq Annetl\u0259 aras\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259lmirdi ki, d\u00fcz\u0259lmirdi. Onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k, etimad\u0131n\u0131 qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z t\u0259sirini g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn vasit\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u0259l at\u0131rd\u0131. Amma Annet h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ac\u0131 istehza il\u0259 onlar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131. Dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 s\u0131xaraq o\u011flana el\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcrl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131 ki, sanki d\u00fcnyada Hansdan \u0259claf\u0131 yox idi. H\u0259rd\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131 el\u0259 hirsl\u0259ndirirdi ki, Hans \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n tutmaq, \u00fcr\u0259yi qopub ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259 kimi silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, bir d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259klikd\u0259 tutdu. Annet aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 onun yolunu k\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n

– Dayan, hara gedirs\u0259n? S\u0259ninl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Buyur, m\u0259n qad\u0131nam, k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz\u0259m!<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir\u0259m. M\u0259n bil\u0259ni, biz h\u0259l\u0259 burada \u00e7ox qalaca\u011f\u0131q. Siz frans\u0131zlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131q asan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. \u018fksin\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259nim siz\u0259 yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z k\u00f6m\u0259yim d\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ax\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atanla-anan kimi s\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131la g\u0259lmirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Bu, bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t idi ki, qoca Perye Hansa m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qocan\u0131n onu h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n q\u0259bul etdiyini s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k olmazd\u0131. O, soyuq v\u0259 qaradinm\u0259z adam idi, lakin o\u011flanla n\u0259zak\u0259tl\u0259 davran\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259tta Hansdan ona t\u0259nb\u0259ki g\u0259tirm\u0259yi xahi\u015f etmi\u015fdi. Hans pul g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259n boyun qa\u00e7\u0131randa t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc bildirmi\u015fdi. Qoca Suassonda ba\u015f ver\u0259n yenilikl\u0259rl\u0259 maraqlan\u0131r, Hans\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi q\u0259zetl\u0259ri h\u0259rislikl\u0259 qamarlay\u0131rd\u0131. Hans fermer o\u011flu idi. T\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat i\u015fini yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. Peryenin babat torpaq sah\u0259si vard\u0131. N\u0259 \u00e7ox iri idi, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox balaca. \u018fn \u0259sas\u0131, suvarma \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yararl\u0131 idi. Sah\u0259nin k\u0259narlar\u0131 il\u0259 enli \u00e7ay ax\u0131b gedirdi. Fermada meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131, \u015fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yararl\u0131 yer v\u0259 otlaq vard\u0131. Qoca i\u015f\u00e7i q\u00fcvv\u0259sinin, g\u00fcbr\u0259nin olmamas\u0131ndan, t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat avadanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131nmas\u0131ndan v\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 sah\u0259nin yaman g\u00fcn\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ark\u0259n Hans onun hal\u0131na ac\u0131yaraq qulaq asm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atamla anam kimi a\u011f\u0131la g\u0259lm\u0259diyimi soru\u015fursan?<\/p>\n

Annet donunu \u0259ynin\u0259 tar\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kib i\u015far\u0259 il\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Hans g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131. B\u0259rk h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131. Qan yanaqlar\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n hamil\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Annet stulda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ri aras\u0131na ald\u0131, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flad\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259-t\u00f6k\u0259:<\/p>\n

– R\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r, r\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q! \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

Hans Anneti qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na almaq, onu \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ir\u0259li at\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Sevgilim!<\/p>\n

Annet aya\u011fa s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b onu bir k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Toxunma m\u0259n\u0259! \u00c7\u0131x, get! \u00c7\u0131x, get! Yoxsa m\u0259n\u0259 etdiyin azd\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z qa\u00e7araq otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Hans bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 yalq\u0131z qald\u0131. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Hans motosikleti yava\u015f-yava\u015f Suasson s\u0259mt\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 boynunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 dururdu.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gej\u0259 ilan vuran yatd\u0131, \u00e7iyan vuran yatd\u0131, Hans yata bilm\u0259di, yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z Anneti, onun b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, yumurlanm\u0131\u015f qarn\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi. Q\u0131z stolun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib a\u011flayanda, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan bo\u011fulanda miskin v\u0259 yaz\u0131q g\u00f6rk\u0259m alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u0131 Annetin b\u0259tnind\u0259 g\u0259zdirdiyi u\u015faq onun – Hans\u0131n idi.<\/p>\n

O, m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259yirdi. Bird\u0259n yuxusu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi. G\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z fikir sanki top at\u0259\u015finin q\u0259fil v\u0259 m\u0259hvedici dal\u011fas\u0131 il\u0259 onu yerind\u0259n oynatd\u0131: O, Anneti sevirdi! Bu el\u0259 heyr\u0259t, el\u0259 oyan\u0131\u015f idi ki, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 mat-m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frudur, Annet bar\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Amma he\u00e7 zaman indiki kimi onu yada salmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sad\u0259c\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nd el\u0259y\u0259 bils\u0259, nec\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olar! Onda bir vaxt g\u00fcc-b\u0259la il\u0259 nail oldu\u011funu q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 ona t\u0259klif ed\u0259r. Bax, bu olard\u0131 \u0259sl q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zda onu ba\u015fqa qad\u0131nlardan f\u0259rql\u0259ndir\u0259n el\u0259 bir cazib\u0259, adam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 c\u0259lb ed\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259llik yox idi. O, Hans\u0131n tay\u0131 deyildi. Yax\u015f\u0131, el\u0259 is\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 o\u011flan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 yerind\u0259n oynadan n\u0259 idi? Hans ax\u0131r ki, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: bu, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t idi! Onu s\u0259ad\u0259t duy\u011fusu \u00e7ul\u011fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu duy\u011fu indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona yad olmu\u015fdu. O, q\u0131z\u0131 qucaqlamaq, \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259k, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n axan ya\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Hans bu vaxtad\u0259k bir qad\u0131n kimi ona yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Sad\u0259c\u0259, \u00fcr\u0259yini almaq, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc qazanmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, o he\u00e7 zaman q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Hans onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 (o g\u00f6zl\u0259r yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 idi) m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti salamlamaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn Suassondan k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259di, lakin \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn, \u00fc\u00e7 gec\u0259 Annet haqq\u0131nda, do\u011fulacaq k\u00f6rp\u0259 haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dald\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t, \u0259lin\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 getm\u0259k gir\u0259v\u0259si d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, madam Peryenin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k arzusunda idi. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259rait yarand\u0131. Qad\u0131nla evd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131dak\u0131 yolda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Madam Perye me\u015f\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b arxas\u0131na \u015f\u0259l\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onun ev\u0259 sar\u0131 g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u0259n Hans motosikleti saxlad\u0131. O, bilirdi ki, qad\u0131n yaln\u0131z g\u0259tirdiyi yem\u0259k \u015feyl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ona iltifat g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Amma bu, Hans\u0131 q\u0259tiyy\u0259n narahat etmirdi. Qar\u0131n\u0131n onunla mehriban davranmas\u0131 kifay\u0259t idi. \u018frzaq m\u0259hsullar\u0131n\u0131n xatirin\u0259 bundan sonra da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 aparacaqd\u0131. Hans onunla dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259diyini bildirdi v\u0259 rija etdi ki, \u015f\u0259l\u0259ni yer\u0259 qoysun. O deyil\u0259n kimi etdi.<\/p>\n

Tutqun bir g\u00fcn idi. G\u00f6yd\u0259 qara buludlar dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, amma soyuq deyildi. Hans:<\/p>\n

– Annetin v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rim var, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n s\u0259ks\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 bilmis\u0259n? S\u0259nin x\u0259b\u0259r tutma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fc dedi.<\/p>\n

– O gec\u0259 qiyam\u0259t i\u015f tutdun\u2026<\/p>\n

– A\u011fl\u0131ma bel\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi ki, o \u2026B\u0259s niy\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 demirdiniz?<\/p>\n

Madam Perye d\u0259rdsiz-\u0259l\u0259msiz, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Hans\u0131 ittiham etm\u0259d\u0259n, bir el\u0259 t\u0259qsirli bilm\u0259d\u0259n, t\u0259bi\u0259tin adi hadis\u0259si, xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z hal\u0131 kimi dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, sanki in\u0259k bala do\u011fark\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, yaxud g\u00fccl\u00fc yaz \u015faxtas\u0131 meyv\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 vurmu\u015f, m\u0259hsulu zay etmi\u015fdi. O, b\u00fct\u00fcn olub-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131\u015flan\u0131lmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olan, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf do\u011furacaq hal kimi s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Annet h\u0259min m\u0259\u015fum gec\u0259d\u0259n sonra bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f, yataqda uzan\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun h\u0259rar\u0259ti y\u00fcks\u0259k idi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat arams\u0131z q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdular ki, a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259r. H\u0259kim tapmaq a\u011flas\u0131\u011fmaz i\u015f idi. K\u0259nd h\u0259kimi orduya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Suassonda vur-tut iki h\u0259kim vard\u0131. Onlar\u0131n da hay\u0131 gedib, vay\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 \u00e7ox qoca idil\u0259r. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131rmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsayd\u0131 bel\u0259, pay-piyada k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl idi. H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xmaq qada\u011fan olunmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Annetin h\u0259rar\u0259ti ax\u0131r ki, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, lakin o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yen\u0259 d\u0259 pis hiss edir, yataqdan qalxa bilmirdi. Qalxanda is\u0259 r\u0259ngi pay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131 kimi saral\u0131b solmu\u015fdu. El\u0259 z\u0259ifl\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, baxanda adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinin ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259rb\u0259 ona son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir ay, iki ay ke\u00e7di. M\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n olunmu\u015f adi qad\u0131n kefsizliyinin b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcdd\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00f6td\u00fc. Annet is\u0259 he\u00e7 bir \u015fey hiss etm\u0259di. Bu onda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qeyri-m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m ba\u015f verirdi. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin n\u0259 yerd\u0259 oldu\u011funu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 madam Perye anlad\u0131. O, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sor\u011fu-suala tutdu. V\u0259 h\u0259r ikisinin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 vahim\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Amma h\u0259l\u0259 tam \u0259min deyildil\u0259r v\u0259 Peryey\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259dil\u0259r. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc ay da \u00f6t\u0259nd\u0259n sonra art\u0131q \u015f\u0259kk-\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 yeri qalmad\u0131\u2026 Annet u\u015fa\u011fa qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ail\u0259nin k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir siroeni vard\u0131. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l madam Perye h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r merd\u0259n-meyv\u0259d\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ona y\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259r, Suassondak\u0131 bazara aparard\u0131. Anjaq almanlar\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndan sonra satma\u011fa o q\u0259d\u0259r az \u015fey qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc ma\u015f\u0131n i\u015f\u0259 salma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259zdi. Benzin d\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi is\u0259 ayr\u0131 \u0259lac yox idi. Bir t\u0259h\u0259r benzin tap\u0131b \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yolland\u0131lar. \u0130ndi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yaln\u0131z alman ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 alman \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. L\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259r alman dilind\u0259 idi. T\u0259kj\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r komendant\u0131n\u0131n imzalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00ab\u018fhaliy\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t\u00bb frans\u0131zca yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ma\u011fazalar\u0131n \u00e7oxu sat\u0131\u015f\u0131 dayand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ana-bala tan\u0131\u015f qoca h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na getdil\u0259r. H\u0259kim onlar\u0131n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259rini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. O, sadiq katolik oldu\u011fundan laz\u0131mi k\u00f6m\u0259yi \u0259sirg\u0259di. Qad\u0131nlar a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flayanda \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc Annet\u0259 tutaraq:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n t\u0259k deyils\u0259n, – dedi. Sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi. \u2013 \u0130l faut soubbrir.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa h\u0259kim d\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onun yan\u0131na yolland\u0131lar. Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini basd\u0131lar. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t he\u00e7 kim cavab verm\u0259di. N\u0259hay\u0259t, qara geyimli, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rd-\u0259l\u0259m oxunan bir qad\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Onlar h\u0259kimi soru\u015fanda onun \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri titr\u0259di. Almanlar onun \u0259rini masonluq t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259bs etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Girov saxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Alman zabitl\u0259rinin tez-tez g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri kafed\u0259 bomba partlam\u0131\u015f, iki n\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r yaralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259yin olunmu\u015f vaxtda g\u00fcnahkarlar \u0259l\u0259 verilm\u0259s\u0259, o, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n xeyirxah adam t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Madam Perye \u00fcz vermi\u015f b\u0259db\u0259xtlikd\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131. Qad\u0131n almanlar\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutaraq:<\/p>\n

– Donuzlar! \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259 dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 Annet\u0259 zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, – M\u0259nim zaval\u0131 balam! \u2013 dedi v\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki mamalardan birinin \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 onlara verdi. Bildirdi ki, onun ad\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 etsinl\u0259r. H\u0259min qad\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n k\u00f6m\u0259yi \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Mama onlara bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259rman verdi. H\u0259min d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 q\u0259bul etdikd\u0259n sonra Annetin hal\u0131 el\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, o d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, art\u0131q \u018fzray\u0131l can\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rman\u0131n he\u00e7 bir k\u00f6m\u0259yi d\u0259ym\u0259di. Annet u\u015faq g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 davam edirdi.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye olub-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri Hansa dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flan m\u00fcxt\u0259s\u0259r s\u00fckutdan sonra:<\/p>\n

– Sabah bazar g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr, – dedi. – Bekaram. G\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259rik. Yem\u0259y\u0259 dadl\u0131 bir \u015fey g\u0259tir\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– \u0130yn\u0259miz yoxdur. Tapa bilm\u0259zs\u0259n ki?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7al\u0131\u015faram tap\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n \u015f\u0259l\u0259ni arxas\u0131na al\u0131b yola d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Hans Suassona qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn motosikleti minm\u0259kd\u0259n ehtiyat edib velosiped\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. \u018frzaq dolu torban\u0131 velosipedin ramas\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131. Torba h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kin\u0259 nisb\u0259t\u0259n iri idi. Hans onun i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u015fampan da qoymu\u015fdu. O, \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fanda fermaya \u00e7atd\u0131. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n sonra ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fczvl\u0259rinin ev\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131na \u0259min idi. O, m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Ora isti v\u0259 rahat idi. Madam Perye x\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firir, onun \u0259ri \u00abParis soir\u00bbi oxuyur, Annet is\u0259 corab yamay\u0131rd\u0131. Hans:<\/p>\n

– Bir bax\u0131n, siz\u0259 iyn\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m, – dey\u0259r\u0259k torban\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u2013 Bu par\u00e7a da s\u0259nindir, Annet.<\/p>\n

– O m\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil!<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259ni? \u2013 O\u011flan q\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u2013 K\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn paltar tikm\u0259yin vaxt\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ana s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015faraq:<\/p>\n

– Do\u011fru deyir, Annet, vaxtd\u0131r, – dedi. \u2013Bizims\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259yimiz yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Annet ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 qald\u0131rmad\u0131. Corab\u0131 yamamaqda idi. Madam Peryenin h\u0259ris bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 torban\u0131 saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck etdi:<\/p>\n

– \u015eampan?!<\/p>\n

Hans g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Onu n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirdiyimi bu saat dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. A\u011fl\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 g\u0259lib. \u2013 O, bir anl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etdi. Sonra stulu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Annetin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. \u2013 Do\u011frusu, g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131 nec\u0259 yuyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259min gec\u0259 etdiyim h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc he\u00e7 c\u00fcr ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131ram, Annet. Bu, m\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m deyil. Bir i\u015fdir olub. M\u0259ni \u0259hf ed\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z nifr\u0259t dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ona zill\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 vaxt! N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni rahat buraxm\u0131rsan? H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259diyin b\u0259s deyil?<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 gedir. B\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bil b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131lar. \u0130ndi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6zg\u0259 c\u00fcrd\u00fcr. Bils\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yim nec\u0259 q\u00fcrur hissi il\u0259 dolub.<\/p>\n

Annet onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131mx\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u00dcr\u0259yin q\u00fcrur hissi il\u0259 dolub? Hm\u2026<\/p>\n

– \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m ki, s\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n olsun, Annet. Onu m\u0259hv ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyin\u0259 sevinir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n n\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 bel\u0259 deyirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Bir qulaq as, indi m\u0259nim fikrim-zikrim sizsiniz: k\u00f6rp\u0259 il\u0259 s\u0259n. Alt\u0131 aydan sonra m\u00fcharib\u0259 qurtaracaq. \u0130ngilisl\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259ri bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. Yazda onlar\u0131 diz \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259yik. Onda bizi t\u0259rxis ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n? N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

Hans r\u0259ng verib, r\u0259ng ald\u0131. X\u0259yal\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri frans\u0131zca ifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259 tapmay\u0131b alman dilind\u0259 dedi, Annetin almanca ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri vard\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ich liebe dich.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– O n\u0259 deyir? \u2013 dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Deyir ki, m\u0259ni sevir.<\/p>\n

Annet ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geriy\u0259 at\u0131b q\u0259h-q\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. O, g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n u\u011fundu. He\u00e7 j\u00fcr \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f ax\u0131rd\u0131. Madam Perye onun yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131 sill\u0259l\u0259di. Sonra Hansa m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Ona fikir verm\u0259, dedi. \u2013 \u0130sterikdir. Onun v\u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r olur.<\/p>\n

Annet g\u00fccl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131. Hans:<\/p>\n

– \u015eampan\u0131 nikah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qeyd etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Annet:<\/p>\n

– Bax, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n bet\u0259ri budur. Bir bax ha, bizi axmaqlar, k\u00fctbeyinl\u0259r m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259t\u0259 u\u011frad\u0131blar.<\/p>\n

Hans s\u00f6hb\u0259ti almanca davam etdirdi:<\/p>\n

– U\u015fa\u011fa qalma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 kimi s\u0259ni sevdiyimi bilmirdim. K\u00f6rp\u0259 haqq\u0131nda e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 sanki m\u0259ni g\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131na qald\u0131rd\u0131lar. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, s\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sevmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– O n\u0259 deyir? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 n\u0259. C\u0259f\u0259ng-c\u0259f\u0259ng \u015feyl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Hans t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n frans\u0131z dilin\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Ax\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Annetin valideynl\u0259ri onun dedikl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sinl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n el\u0259 indinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 evl\u0259n\u0259rdim, amma icaz\u0259 verm\u0259zl\u0259r. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olmasa m\u00fcharib\u0259dir. Fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259 ki, yolu\u011fun biriy\u0259m. Azdan-\u00e7oxdan atam\u0131n var\u0131d\u0131r. Ail\u0259mizin dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n evin b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011fluyam. S\u0259nin he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131n olmayacaq.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n katoliks\u0259n? \u2013 dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li.<\/p>\n

– Bax, bu yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Biz ya\u015fayan k\u0259nd g\u00f6z\u0259ldir, torpaq is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l. M\u00fcnhend\u0259n \u0130nsburqa q\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f g\u0259zs\u0259n el\u0259 yer tapmazsan. Torpaq da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcnk\u00fcd\u00fcr. Babam yetmi\u015finci ill\u0259rin m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259n sonra al\u0131b. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131z da, radiomuz da var. Telefon da \u00e7\u0259kdirmi\u015fik.<\/p>\n

Annet \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc atas\u0131na \u00e7evirdi. \u0130stehza il\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Bu centlmen \u00e7ox alic\u0259nabm\u0131\u015f! \u2013 Hansa n\u0259z\u0259r yetir\u0259r\u0259k: – H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259. Orada m\u0259ni \u2013 m\u0259\u011flubedilm\u0259z \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n olan, nikahs\u0131z-filans\u0131z k\u00f6rp\u0259 do\u011fmu\u015f \u0259cn\u0259bi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u015fahlara layiq h\u0259yat g\u00f6zl\u0259yir!<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa x\u0259sislik g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n Perye \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– S\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 etm\u0259m\u0259k olar. M\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 i\u015ftirak etmi\u015f\u0259m. Bizim he\u00e7 birimiz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dinc \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 aparmay\u0131b. \u0130nsan t\u0259bi\u0259ti bel\u0259dir. He\u00e7 n\u0259 etm\u0259k olmaz. Amma indi o\u011flumuz \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc bir vaxtda, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131zdan savay\u0131 he\u00e7 bir p\u0259nah\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur. Annetin bizi t\u0259rk etm\u0259sin\u0259 raz\u0131 ola bilm\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Hans:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n el\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259nn edirdim, – dedi. \u2013 \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 damm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, t\u0259klifim \u00fcr\u0259yinizc\u0259 olmayacaq. N\u0259 eybi-m\u0259n qalaram.<\/p>\n

Annet oynaq bax\u0131\u015flarla onu s\u00fczd\u00fc. Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ba\u015fqa qarda\u015f\u0131m da var. O, atamla qal\u0131b ona k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. K\u0259ndiniz m\u0259nim xo\u015fuma g\u0259lir. G\u00fccl\u00fc v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 adam sizin ferman\u0131z kimi bir yerd\u0259 da\u011f\u0131 da\u011f \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyar. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonra almanlar\u0131n \u00e7oxusu Fransada m\u0259sk\u0259n salacaq. Ham\u0131ya b\u0259llidir ki, sizin torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7oxdur, onu \u0259kib-bec\u0259r\u0259n is\u0259 az. Bunu Suassonda biz\u0259 m\u00fchazir\u0259 oxuyan g\u0259ncd\u0259n d\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m. Onun dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, ferman\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259 biri \u0259kib-bec\u0259r\u0259n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Pyer v\u0259 arvad\u0131 bax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Annet onlar\u0131n g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi. O\u011fullar\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra el\u0259 ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri bu deyildimi? Get-ged\u0259 qocald\u0131qlar\u0131, yaln\u0131z y\u00fcng\u00fcl i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 qabil olduqlar\u0131 bir vaxtda onlara ferman\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalma\u011f\u0131 bacaran sa\u011flam v\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259tli k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259n laz\u0131m idi.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fir, – dedi. \u2013 Bel\u0259 bir t\u0259klif bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259sinizi k\u0259sin! \u2013 dey\u0259 Annet q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, sonra ir\u0259li \u0259yilib odlu bax\u0131\u015flarla alman\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. \u2013 M\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki \u00abO\u011flanlar m\u0259kt\u0259bi\u00bbnin m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl vermi\u015f\u0259m. Biz bir yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdik. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonra evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yik. O s\u0259nin kimi yek\u0259p\u0259r v\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 deyil, \u00e7\u0259limsiz v\u0259 z\u0259rifdir. Onun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi – a\u011fl\u0131nda, g\u00fcc\u00fc – q\u0259lbinin geni\u015fliyind\u0259dir. O, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 deyil, m\u0259d\u0259ni insand\u0131r\u2026 M\u0259n onu sevir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla.<\/p>\n

Hans qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131. Yatsayd\u0131, yuxusuna bel\u0259 girm\u0259zdi ki, Annet ba\u015fqa birisini sev\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi o haradad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n, harda olar? \u018fsirlikd\u0259. Siz burada firavan dolan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, o is\u0259 Almaniyada ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u00fcr. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m! Ax\u0131 bu s\u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dey\u0259rl\u0259r? S\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u011f\u0131m\u0131 xahi\u015f edirs\u0259n? \u00c7ox nahaq! \u00d6z g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 yumaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? A\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zsan! \u2013 O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geri atd\u0131, onun sif\u0259tind\u0259 sonsuz h\u00fczn vard\u0131. \u2013 M\u0259n m\u0259hv olmu\u015fam. Amma o m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayar. \u00dcr\u0259yi yuxa adamd\u0131r. Yaln\u0131z birc\u0259 fikird\u0259n rahatl\u0131q tapm\u0131ram: Bird\u0259n n\u0259 vaxtsa o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r ki, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 zor g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259mis\u0259n. M\u0259n ya\u011fa, pendir\u0259, ip\u0259k coraba g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259slim etmi\u015f\u0259m. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n t\u0259k m\u0259n deyil\u0259m. Fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 adam a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itirir. Bir g\u00f6r bizim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z nec\u0259 olar? Onunla m\u0259nim aramda bir alman\u0131n belind\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f u\u015faq duracaq: s\u0259nin kimi zorba, s\u0259nin kimi sar\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131, s\u0259nin kimi g\u00f6yg\u00f6z. Ya r\u0259bb! Niy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 c\u0259za verdin?<\/p>\n

O, c\u0259ld qalx\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259xi t\u0259rk etdi. Ortal\u0131\u011fa d\u0259rin s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Hans m\u0259yusan\u0259 bir hal\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u015fampan \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 zill\u0259di. K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda madam Perye o\u011flan\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Onunla do\u011frudan evl\u0259nm\u0259k fikrind\u0259s\u0259n? \u2013 dey\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidil\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fcr. M\u0259n onu sevir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Onu \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 aparmazsan ki? Burada qal\u0131b i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– S\u00f6z verir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Daha m\u0259nim qocam\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri s\u0131nan\u0131b. Laz\u0131m olan kimi i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir. Evinizd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi qarda\u015f\u0131nla b\u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Burada is\u0259 n\u0259yimiz varsa s\u0259nin ixtiyar\u0131nda olacaq.<\/p>\n

– Do\u011fru buyurursunuz.<\/p>\n

– Biz Annetin h\u0259min m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259sin\u0259 he\u00e7 zaman t\u0259r\u0259fdar olmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Amma o vaxtlar o\u011flumuz sa\u011f idi. Deyirdi: madam ki, Annet ona \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir, daha niy\u0259 mane olursunuz? Annet onu d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sevirdi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 o\u011flumuz d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kib, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcrd\u00fcr. Annet n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r can yand\u0131rsa bel\u0259, ferman\u0131n \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 satmaq sad\u0259c\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131qd\u0131r. M\u0259n insan\u0131n torpa\u011fa n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funu yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Onlar yolacan getdil\u0259r. Madam Perye onun \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu, ehmalca s\u0131xd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yen\u0259 g\u0259lin, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Hans, qad\u0131n\u0131n onun t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 durdu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Suassona qay\u0131dark\u0259n bu fikirl\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli tapd\u0131. Onu narahat ed\u0259n Annetin ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevm\u0259si idi. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n h\u0259min o\u011flan \u0259sirlikd\u0259dir. O, burax\u0131lanad\u0259k u\u015faq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259r. Bu, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz, Annetin Hansa olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r. Qad\u0131n tayfas\u0131ndan ba\u015f a\u00e7maq h\u0259r o\u011fulun i\u015fi deyil.<\/p>\n

Hansgilin k\u0259ndind\u0259 bir qad\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. O \u00f6z \u0259rini d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sevirdi. Bu, s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fdu. El\u0259 ki, qad\u0131n do\u011fdu, \u0259rind\u0259n zind-z\u0259hl\u0259si getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259yatd\u0131r\u2026 n\u0259 bilm\u0259k olar? B\u0259lk\u0259 bel\u0259 bir hadis\u0259 Annetin ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259ldi, amma xeyirliy\u0259 do\u011fru. K\u00f6rp\u0259 do\u011fulandan sonra Hansa ba\u011fland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r, d\u0259md\u0259m\u0259kinin birisi deyil. G\u0259r\u0259k q\u0131z bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259, inad\u0131ndan \u0259l g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259, \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131q ver\u0259. \u0130lahi, bayaq Annet ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geriy\u0259 at\u0131b oturanda nec\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canoyad\u0131c\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc vard\u0131. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259ki aktrisa bel\u0259 h\u0259min rolu onun kimi oynaya bilm\u0259zdi. Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00e7ox t\u0259bii s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 etiraf etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, frans\u0131zlar dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n qaydas\u0131n\u0131 bilirl\u0259r. Annet, s\u00f6zs\u00fcz, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131d\u0131r. Adam\u0131 ac\u0131layanda bel\u0259, ona qulaq asmaq xo\u015fdur. Hans\u0131n t\u0259hsili bir el\u0259 b\u0259d deyil. Ancaq q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 su t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 yaram\u0131r. Q\u0131z daha m\u0259d\u0259nidir. Hans velosipedd\u0259 ged\u0259-ged\u0259: \u00abM\u0259n uzunqula\u011fam\u00bb, – dey\u0259 ucadan \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259ndi. \u00abAx\u0131 m\u0259nim boy-buxunlu, g\u00fccl\u00fc, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 oldu\u011fumu q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z dili il\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. \u018fg\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bir m\u0259na k\u0259sb etm\u0259s\u0259ydi, el\u0259 dey\u0259rdi? U\u015faq bar\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 dedi. Dedi ki, k\u00f6rp\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131nk\u0131 kimi mavi olacaq.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r onun parlaq, q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131 v\u0259 mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zda yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat oyatmay\u0131bsa, Hans\u0131n he\u00e7 atas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdur\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Hans h\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131: \u00abS\u0259brin olsun. H\u0259yat \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u00bb.<\/p>\n

H\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fc. Suassondak\u0131 hiss\u0259nin komandiri ya\u015fl\u0131 adam olsa da vasvas\u0131 deyildi. \u018fsg\u0259rl\u0259rin bahar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini bilib, s\u0259n dey\u0259n \u00e7ox tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q vermir, onlar\u0131 y\u00fckl\u0259mirdi. Alman q\u0259zetl\u0259ri x\u0259b\u0259r verirdi ki, Luftrvaffe-nin u\u00e7u\u015flar\u0131 \u0130ngilt\u0259r\u0259ni tamam viran qoyub. \u00d6lk\u0259nin \u0259halisi is\u0259 \u00e7axna\u015fmaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Alman sualt\u0131 qay\u0131qlar\u0131 Britaniya g\u0259mil\u0259rini suya q\u0259rq edir. \u00d6lk\u0259 acl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kir. B\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259yi\u015fiklikl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259nilirdi. Yaya q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey bilin\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u015e\u00fcbh\u0259siz, almanlar b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya sahib olacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans valideynl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazaraq frans\u0131z q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik \u0259la fermaya yiy\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yini bildirdi. Qarda\u015f\u0131na t\u0259klif etdi ki, borc pul tap\u0131b Hans\u0131n pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n torpaq sah\u0259sini ondan als\u0131n. Hansa pul laz\u0131md\u0131r. Fransada torpaq sah\u0259si almaq ist\u0259yir. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n sonra v\u0259ziyy\u0259t bel\u0259 gets\u0259, torpaq sah\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259pik-quru\u015fla yiy\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k olar.<\/p>\n

O, Perye il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ferman\u0131 g\u0259zdi. \u00d6z planlar\u0131n\u0131 qocaya dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hans bildirdi ki, avadanl\u0131qlar\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. Alman oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 o, g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft alacaq. Traktor k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Hans t\u0259z\u0259sini, \u0259la birisini Almaniyadan buraya g\u0259tird\u0259r. Kotan da asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. Ferma g\u0259lir versin dey\u0259 \u0259n yeni texnikan\u0131n t\u0259tbiqin\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

Sonralar madam Perye Hansa \u0259rinin onun haqq\u0131nda yax\u015f\u0131 fikird\u0259 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259di. \u0130ndi qad\u0131n Hansla daha mehriban dolan\u0131r, h\u0259r bazar g\u00fcn\u00fc onlarda nahar etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Hans\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 frans\u0131zla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b \u00abCan\u00bb \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Hans t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfata k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. Annet art\u0131q a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdi. Hans fermada \u00e7ox g\u0259r\u0259kli idi. Lakin Annet h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yolag\u0259lm\u0259z olmaqda v\u0259 Hansa \u0259dav\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 davam edirdi. O he\u00e7 vaxt o\u011flan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc dindirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Yaln\u0131z Hans sual ver\u0259nd\u0259 dill\u0259nirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 gir\u0259v\u0259 tapan kimi ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259rdi. Lakin havalar get-ged\u0259 soyudu\u011fundan Annet \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bum-buz ota\u011f\u0131nda q\u0259rar tuta bilmirdi. M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259ki soban\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir, Hans i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 yoxmu\u015f kimi o\u011flana diqq\u0259t yetirm\u0259d\u0259n ya tiki\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olur, ya da m\u00fctali\u0259 edirdi. O, sa\u011falm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. R\u0259ngi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f, yanaqlar\u0131 allanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Annet Hans\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng idi. Yax\u0131nla\u015fmaqda olan anal\u0131q ona n\u0259s\u0259 x\u00fcsusi bir m\u0259ziyy\u0259t b\u0259x\u015f etmi\u015fdi. Hans ona baxd\u0131qca \u015fadlan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 fermaya g\u0259l\u0259rk\u0259n uzaqdan madam Peryenin \u0259lini yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ona dayanmaq i\u015far\u0259si verdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Hans ayaq saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcz bir saatd\u0131r s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. Fikirl\u0259\u015firdim g\u0259lm\u0259zs\u0259n. G\u0259r\u0259k geri qay\u0131dasan. Pyer \u00f6l\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

– Pyer kimdir?<\/p>\n

– Pyer Haven. Annetin \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi sevincind\u0259n titr\u0259di. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 bir bax! \u0130ndi o, \u00f6z ist\u0259diyin\u0259 nail olar.<\/p>\n

– Annetin hal\u0131 nec\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– O a\u011flam\u0131r. Ancaq qan\u0131 b\u0259rk qarad\u0131r. S\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259dim, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 el\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131 ki\u2026 \u018fg\u0259r bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259n, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 qarn\u0131na soxar.<\/p>\n

– Onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00fcnahkar deyil\u0259m ki. Nec\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r tutmusunuz?<\/p>\n

– Pyerin dostu \u0259sirlikd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131b. O, \u0130sve\u00e7r\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Fransaya yetirib. M\u0259ktubu Annet\u0259 o yaz\u0131b. Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r ald\u0131q. Dem\u0259, m\u0259hbuslar h\u0259rbi d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259d\u0259 qiyam qald\u0131r\u0131blarm\u0131\u015f. Qiyam\u00e7\u0131lar g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nib. Pyer d\u0259 onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda imi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Hans dill\u0259nm\u0259di. Onun fikrinc\u0259, Pyer layiq oldu\u011fu c\u0259zan\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259n bir onlar\u0131n i\u015ftahas\u0131na bax! M\u0259g\u0259r h\u0259bs d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259si kurort olmal\u0131 imi\u015f?<\/p>\n

Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ona m\u00f6hl\u0259t ver, – dedi. \u2013 Sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm onunla dan\u0131\u015faram. N\u0259 vaxt biz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k laz\u0131m oldu\u011funu yaz\u0131b bildir\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259ksiniz?<\/p>\n

– Xatirc\u0259m ola bil\u0259rs\u0259n. \u018friml\u0259 m\u0259n raz\u0131y\u0131q. Biz h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7mi\u015fik v\u0259 bu q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fik ki, s\u0259nin t\u0259klifinl\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fmaqdan savay\u0131 \u00f6zg\u0259 \u0259lac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur. M\u0259rim \u0259rim a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z deyil. O deyir ki, Fransan\u0131n xilas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yegan\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu almanlarla dilbir olmaqd\u0131r. Bir d\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259nim xo\u015fuma g\u0259lirs\u0259n. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00fcst\u0259lik bu fikird\u0259y\u0259m ki, o m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259ns\u0259 Annet \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n daha layiqli \u0259r ola bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Bir d\u0259 sizin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z olacaq.<\/p>\n

Hans:<\/p>\n

– \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m o\u011flum olsun.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flun olacaq. \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 dam\u0131b. Q\u0259hv\u0259 fal\u0131na da, karta baxm\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 eyni c\u00fcr al\u0131n\u0131r: o\u011flan olacaq.<\/p>\n

Hans motosikleti d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Minm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n:<\/p>\n

– Az qala unutmu\u015fdum: siz\u0259 q\u0259zet g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O, \u00abParis soir\u00bbin \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6mr\u0259sini ona uzatd\u0131. Qoja Perye h\u0259r ax\u015fam h\u0259min q\u0259zeti oxuyurdu. Orada deyilirdi ki, frans\u0131zlar Hitlerin Avropada yaratma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00abyeni qayda il\u0259\u00bb hesabla\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131rlar. Alman sualt\u0131 qay\u0131qlar\u0131 h\u0259r yerd\u0259 d\u0259nizi yar\u0131b ke\u00e7ir. Ba\u015f \u015ftab \u0130ngilt\u0259r\u0259ni diz \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn plan haz\u0131rlay\u0131b. Amerikal\u0131lar da ingilisl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k iqtidar\u0131nda deyill\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n haz\u0131rl\u0131qlar\u0131 pisdir. Son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 qeyri-operativ v\u0259 p\u0259rak\u0259nd\u0259dirl\u0259r. Fransa \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u00fcrs\u0259t g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr. Bu f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib alman reyxi il\u0259 loyal \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131\u011fa qo\u015fulmal\u0131, yeni Avropadak\u0131 \u00f6z f\u0259xri v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini b\u0259rpa etm\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n

Qoca b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 oxuyur v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, h\u0259min s\u0259tirl\u0259ri almanlar yox, frans\u0131zlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri yaz\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

Plutokratlar\u0131n v\u0259 y\u0259hudil\u0259rin m\u0259hv edil\u0259c\u0259yi v\u0259 Fransadak\u0131 yoxsul xalq\u0131n, n\u0259hay\u0259t, \u00f6z h\u00fcquqlar\u0131na \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 oxuyanda Perye raz\u0131l\u0131qla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tmi\u015fdi. \u00abO a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 adamlar do\u011fru-d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyirl\u0259r. Fransa – \u0259slin\u0259 baxanda \u0259kin\u00e7ilik \u00f6lk\u0259sidir, onun daya\u011f\u0131 fermerl\u0259rdir. A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcl\u00fcb\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Bir ax\u015fam, art\u0131q Pyer Havenan\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini ald\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n on g\u00fcn \u00f6t\u0259nd\u0259, qabaqcadan \u0259ri il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f madam Perye Annet\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l Hansa yazm\u0131\u015fam ki, sabah biz\u0259 g\u0259lsin, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– X\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etdiyin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sa\u011f ol. M\u0259n \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmayaca\u011fam!<\/p>\n

– Qulaq as, q\u0131z\u0131m, axmaql\u0131q etdiyin yet\u0259r. G\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131q olsun. Pyer \u00f6l\u00fcb. Hans s\u0259ni sevir, s\u0259ninl\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. O, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 o\u011fland\u0131r. Bel\u0259 \u0259ri h\u0259r hans\u0131 q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259xr sanar. Onun k\u00f6m\u0259yi olmadan biz ferman\u0131 nec\u0259 idar\u0259 ed\u0259rik? O \u00f6z pulu il\u0259 traktor v\u0259 kotan alma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r. Olan olub, ke\u00e7\u0259n ke\u00e7ib. Olub-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri unut getsin.<\/p>\n

– Nahaq yer\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yorursan, ana. M\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yib ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Bundan sonra da var-q\u00fcvv\u0259ml\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011fam. Ondan z\u0259hl\u0259m gedir. \u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn\u00fc olmas\u0131na, lov\u011fal\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m. Onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131ram. Amma qan\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7s\u0259m d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim uf dem\u0259z. Ona m\u0259n\u0259 verdiyi \u0259zab kimi bir \u0259zab verm\u0259k, m\u0259ni yaralad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi bir yara vurmaq, da\u011f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bax, onda rahatca \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Zavall\u0131 balam, lap a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zsan.<\/p>\n

Pyer s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qo\u015fularaq:<\/p>\n

– Anan haql\u0131d\u0131r, q\u0131z\u0131m, -dedi. \u2013 Biz m\u0259\u011flub olmu\u015fuq. Yaranm\u0131\u015f v\u0259ziy\u0259tl\u0259 hesabla\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Qalibl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131rmal\u0131y\u0131q. Biz onlardan daha a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131y\u0131q. \u018fg\u0259r imkanlar\u0131m\u0131zdan a\u011f\u0131lla, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 il\u0259 istifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bils\u0259k, q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 bizim olar. Fransa b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb. \u00d6lk\u0259ni m\u0259hv ed\u0259n y\u0259hudil\u0259r v\u0259 plutokratlard\u0131r. Q\u0259zetl\u0259ri oxusan, \u00f6z\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 bilirs\u0259n o q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259 yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131n he\u00e7 olmasa bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inan\u0131ram? He\u00e7 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n h\u0259min q\u0259zetl\u0259ri niy\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tirir? Onlar almanlara sat\u0131l\u0131b. Orada \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f ed\u0259nl\u0259r \u2013 satq\u0131nlard\u0131r! \u0130lahi, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr ver. Camaat\u0131n onlar\u0131 tik\u0259-tik\u0259 par\u00e7alayaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcm. Ham\u0131s\u0131 alman pulu il\u0259 sat\u0131n al\u0131n\u0131blar! Donuzlar!<\/p>\n

Madam Perye h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n o\u011flan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259? Do\u011frudur, o s\u0259n\u0259 zorla yiy\u0259l\u0259nib. Onda s\u0259rxo\u015f olub, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc-s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilm\u0259yib. Adam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259! O, atan\u0131 da vurmu\u015fdu. Ki\u015fi donuz kimi qan\u0131na bulanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. He\u00e7 o\u011flana g\u00fcld\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6z dedi?<\/p>\n

Perye:<\/p>\n

– Xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z hadis\u0259dir, amma unutdum.<\/p>\n

Annet ac\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 ke\u015fi\u015f \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. T\u0259hqiri h\u0259qiqi xristian \u00fcr\u0259yiyum\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015fi, bir d\u0259 n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015f olub ki? \u2013 madam Perye ac\u0131qla dill\u0259ndi. \u2013 \u00d6z g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 yumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131r. O olmasayd\u0131, bu ne\u00e7\u0259 ayda atan t\u0259nb\u0259kini hardan tapard\u0131? Yaln\u0131z ona g\u00f6r\u0259 acl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dik.<\/p>\n

– \u018fg\u0259r sizd\u0259 bir gil\u0259 m\u0259nlik, azac\u0131q l\u0259yaq\u0259t hissi olsayd\u0131, onun g\u0259tirdikl\u0259rini t\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpard\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 onlardan s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 dadm\u0131san. B\u0259lk\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n: yox?!<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 vaxt.<\/p>\n

– Yalan niy\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? O g\u0259tir\u0259n pendird\u0259n, ya\u011fdan, sardinadan boyun qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131san. Amma yediyin supa h\u0259min \u0259td\u0259n salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bu ax\u015famk\u0131 salat\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259k: o, ya\u011f tapmasayd\u0131, ona n\u0259 qatacaqd\u0131q?<\/p>\n

Annet d\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi, \u0259lini g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 apararaq:<\/p>\n

– Do\u011fru buyurursan. \u018fl uzatmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7ox m\u0259cbur etdim. Amma bacarmad\u0131m. Acl\u0131q g\u00fcc g\u0259ldi. Supa \u0259t at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rim vard\u0131. Ancaq buna baxmayaraq yedim. Salat\u0131n h\u0259min ya\u011fla haz\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilirdim. Boyun qa\u00e7\u0131rmaq ist\u0259dim, ancaq n\u0259fsimi saxlaya bilm\u0259dim. Onu m\u0259n yox, m\u0259nim b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n ac v\u0259h\u015fi yedi.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259, ya qeyri-bel\u0259. Supu ki, s\u0259n yemis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li. Utana-utana, x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259. Onlar \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00f6z tanklar\u0131, t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 bizim g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi is\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz oldu\u011fumuz bir vaxtda acl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259lil\u0259 ruhumuzu q\u0131r\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n tama\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u0259b\u0259sdir. T\u0259hsil alsan da, siyas\u0259tin yoxdur. Olub-ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri unut. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131na ata laz\u0131md\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 ferma \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 qiym\u0259tli i\u015f\u00e7inin \u0259limiz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc demir\u0259m. O, iki muzdurun i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 qadirdir. Bunlar\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f.<\/p>\n

Annet yor\u011fun-yor\u011fun \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Ota\u011fa lal s\u00fckut hakim k\u0259sildi.<\/p>\n

Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn Hans g\u0259ldi. Annet qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ataraq ona baxd\u0131, amma n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 yerind\u0259n q\u0131m\u0131ldand\u0131. Da\u015f t\u0259ki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qald\u0131. Hans g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ni valideynl\u0259rim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131blar. \u00d6zl\u0259ri is\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 gedibl\u0259r. F\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 edib s\u0259ninl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u018fyl\u0259\u015f.<\/p>\n

Hans \u015finelini v\u0259 d\u0259bilq\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, stulu stola yax\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

– Atamla anam s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259yimi ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. \u00d6z paylar\u0131n v\u0259 ya\u011fl\u0131 v\u0259dl\u0259rinl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onlara ist\u0259tmis\u0259n. Atam g\u0259tirdiyin q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259 yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131na inan\u0131r. Bil v\u0259 agah ol: m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt s\u0259nin arvad\u0131n olmayaca\u011fam! S\u0259n\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m! \u0130nsana bu q\u0259d\u0259r nifr\u0259t etm\u0259yin m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

– Qoy almanca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Alman dilini bildiyind\u0259n dedikl\u0259rimi daha yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ki il \u015etutqartda iki balaca q\u0131z\u0131n m\u00fcr\u0259bbiy\u0259si olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

Hans alman dilin\u0259 ke\u00e7di, q\u0131zsa frans\u0131z dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaqda davam etdi:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ni odlu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sevir\u0259m. Y\u00fcks\u0259k keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 heyranam. Bir \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. He\u00e7 bir mane\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halda niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirs\u0259n. Ax\u0131\u2026Pyer \u00f6l\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n di\u015fi ba\u011f\u0131rsa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n

– Onun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259! \u2013 dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u2013 Bir d\u0259 onun ad\u0131n\u0131 dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259!<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n yaln\u0131z \u00f6z h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc bildirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim\u2026<\/p>\n

– O \u00f6lm\u0259yib, alman c\u0259lladlar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n al qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan edilib.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin d\u0259 azalacaq. Sevdiyin \u015f\u0259xs \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 adam el\u0259 bilir ki, daha bu d\u0259rd\u0259 qatla\u015fa bilm\u0259r. Amma t\u0259dric\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7ir. Ax\u0131 s\u0259nin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na ata laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– F\u0259rz ed\u0259k ki, he\u00e7 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 sevm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259g\u0259r s\u0259nin alman, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn is\u0259 frans\u0131z oldu\u011fumu unuda bil\u0259r\u0259m? S\u0259n d\u0259 o biri almanlar kimi axmaq v\u0259 k\u00fctbeyins\u0259n. Yoxsa ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdin ki, s\u0259nin belind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n u\u015faq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaln\u0131z \u0259b\u0259di t\u0259n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r. M\u0259nim d\u0259 dostlar\u0131m, r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rim var. Alman \u0259sg\u0259rind\u0259n olan u\u015faqla onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259m? S\u0259nd\u0259n yaln\u0131z birc\u0259 xahi\u015fim var: m\u0259ni \u00f6z iztirablar\u0131m v\u0259 r\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131mla birg\u0259 yalq\u0131z burax. \u00c7\u0131x get! Allah xatirin\u0259, get, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir daha buralarda h\u0259rl\u0259nm\u0259!<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 o, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131md\u0131r. Ondan \u0259limi nec\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin? – Annet t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb v\u0259 eyni zamanda istehza il\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131. – L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f s\u0259rxo\u015fluqdan t\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 haqla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6vlad san\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n. M\u0259n f\u0259xr edir\u0259m. \u015ead v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m. E\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 ki, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n olacaq, o saat ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 bu m\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. N\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutdu\u011fumu anlay\u0131rsan? Do\u011fulacaq o k\u00f6rp\u0259 m\u0259nimn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015fey dem\u0259kdir! He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m fikrimi nec\u0259 ifad\u0259 edim?! Bu q\u0259lbimd\u0259 el\u0259 hissl\u0259r oyatd\u0131 ki, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131mad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Annet diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 par\u0131lt\u0131 vard\u0131. O, astaca g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m daxilimd\u0259ki hissl\u0259rin hans\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr: almanlar\u0131n v\u0259h\u015filiyin\u0259 nifr\u0259t, yoxsa onlar\u0131n sentimentall\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259?<\/p>\n

Hans sanki onu e\u015fitm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 o\u011flum bar\u0259sind\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flan olaca\u011f\u0131na \u0259mins\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 dam\u0131b. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m onu qollar\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259 al\u0131m, yerim\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259dim. B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bildikl\u0259rimi – at \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259yi, g\u00fcll\u0259 atma\u011f\u0131, bal\u0131q tutma\u011f\u0131 ona \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. M\u0259n d\u00fcnyada \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt ata olaca\u011fam!<\/p>\n

Annet g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ona zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k r\u0259hmsiz bax\u0131\u015flarla o\u011flan\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n sif\u0259ti donuq v\u0259 s\u0259rt ifad\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onda qorxunc bir fikir ba\u015f qald\u0131rmaqda idi. Hans\u0131n doda\u011f\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131:<\/p>\n

– O\u011flumuzu nec\u0259 sonsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259diyimi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni sev\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259r olaca\u011fam, g\u00f6z\u0259lim!<\/p>\n

Annet dill\u0259nm\u0259di. \u018fvv\u0259lki kimi tutqun n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131. Hans:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn yoxmu? – dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Annet q\u0131zard\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259rini m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n nifr\u0259tini qazana bil\u0259r\u0259m. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt yol verm\u0259r\u0259m ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 nifr\u0259t edim. S\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nims\u0259n v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim olaraq da qal\u0131rsan! M\u0259n yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z Fransan\u0131n yenid\u0259n azad olaca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fay\u0131ram. O g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k! Qoy bir il, iki il gec olsun, lap otuz il sonra olsun, amma o g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k! Qoy ba\u015fqalar\u0131 nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirl\u0259rs\u0259, o c\u00fcr d\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etsinl\u0259r, amma m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt v\u0259t\u0259nimi \u0259sar\u0259t alt\u0131na alanlarla bar\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259r\u0259m! M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259n t\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259n u\u015fa\u011fa da nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m! B\u0259li, biz m\u0259\u011flub olmu\u015fuq. Amma bir g\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n ki, biz d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 qadirik! \u0130ndi is\u0259 get. D\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 m\u0259nim q\u0259rar\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259z!<\/p>\n

Hans bir-iki d\u0259qiq\u0259 susdu. Sonra:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259kim bar\u0259sind\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmis\u0259n? – dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131. – B\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259rci \u00f6z boynuma g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n r\u00fcsvay\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0259m\u0259 car \u00e7\u0259k\u0259k? N\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131rsa, anam g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s do\u011fu\u015f u\u011fursuz ke\u00e7s\u0259?<\/p>\n

– \u00d6zg\u0259nin i\u015fin\u0259 burnunu soxma.<\/p>\n

Hans k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 arxas\u0131nca qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Annet p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanaraq n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri il\u0259 onu \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, o\u011flan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Hiss etdi ki, Hans\u0131 tan\u0131yandan b\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, q\u0259lbind\u0259 ona qar\u015f\u0131 r\u0259hm oyan\u0131b. O, \u00fcmidsiz hal\u0259tl\u0259:<\/p>\n

– \u0130lahi, m\u0259n\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259t ver! – dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Uzun ill\u0259r ail\u0259nin sadiq dostu olan qoca h\u0259y\u0259t iti ac\u0131qla h\u00fcr\u00fcb yola sar\u0131 add\u0131mlayan Hansa t\u0259r\u0259f at\u0131ld\u0131. Hans ne\u00e7\u0259 ay idi ki, onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, amma nail ola bilmirdi. O, iti tumarlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259yil\u0259nd\u0259 it geri \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259k m\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131 v\u0259 di\u015fl\u0259rini q\u0131catd\u0131. \u0130t onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumanda Hans bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin ac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 heyvandan \u00e7\u0131xaraq var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 ona bir t\u0259pik vurdu. O, gedib kollar\u0131n aras\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, sonra axsaya-axsaya, zingild\u0259y\u0259-zingild\u0259y\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

– V\u0259h\u015fi! – Annet q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – Ham\u0131s\u0131 yaland\u0131r, yalan, yalan! M\u0259n is\u0259 z\u0259ifliyimin ucbat\u0131mdan az qala ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 divardan g\u00fczg\u00fc as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Annet \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. Q\u0259ddini d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u0259ksin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Amma onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7ox \u0259s\u0259bi bir istehzan\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q mart ay\u0131 idi. Suassondak\u0131 qarnizonda q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n i\u015f gedirdi. Ciddi yoxlamalar, s\u0259rt h\u0259rbi t\u0259lim m\u0259\u015fql\u0259ri \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z a\u00e7ma\u011fa imkan vermirdi. H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259 harasa k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bu haqda s\u0131ravi \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r yaln\u0131z v\u0259 yaln\u0131z fikir y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259 bil\u0259rdil\u0259r. D\u0259qiq he\u00e7 bir m\u0259lumatlar\u0131 yox idi. B\u0259zil\u0259ri deyirdil\u0259r ki, n\u0259hay\u0259t \u0130ngilt\u0259r\u0259ni i\u015f\u011fal etm\u0259yin vaxt\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131b. B\u0259zil\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, onlar\u0131 Balkanlara g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Ukrayna bar\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t gedirdi.<\/p>\n

Hans b\u0259rk m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. Fermaya yaln\u0131z iki h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra ged\u0259 bildi. Soyuq v\u0259 tutqun g\u00fcn idi. Sulu qar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259nd qara donunu \u0259ynin\u0259 taxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u00f6n\u00fcla\u00e7an bir \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Hans i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ns\u0259n? – dey\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q heyr\u0259tl\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131. – Dedik, b\u0259s \u00f6lm\u00fcs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– Vaxt tap\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdim. Yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k haqq\u0131nda h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u0259mr g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. H\u0259l\u0259 ki, x\u0259b\u0259r-\u0259t\u0259r yoxdur.<\/p>\n

– U\u015faq bu g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r do\u011fuldu. O\u011fland\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Sonsuz sevincd\u0259n Hans\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi az qala yerind\u0259n oynayacaqd\u0131. O, qar\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Bazar g\u00fcn\u00fc do\u011fuldu. Dem\u0259li, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olacaq. Bax, indi \u015fampan partlatma\u011f\u0131n yeridir. Annetin hal\u0131 nec\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Do\u011fu\u015f asan ke\u00e7di. \u00d6t\u0259n ax\u015fam a\u011fr\u0131lar ba\u015fland\u0131, s\u0259h\u0259r saat be\u015fd\u0259 is\u0259 azad oldu.<\/p>\n

Qoca Perye soban\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7ubuq \u00e7\u0259kirdi. O, Hans\u0131n nec\u0259 sevindiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– \u0130lk u\u015faq ham\u0131ya sonsuz f\u0259r\u0259h g\u0259tirir.<\/p>\n

– U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 s\u0259ninki kimi s\u0131x v\u0259 parlaqd\u0131r. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u00fcr. Nec\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirdins\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259, – madam Perye dedi. – \u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Eyz\u0259n atas\u0131na ox\u015fayacaq.<\/p>\n

Hans:<\/p>\n

– \u0130lahi! M\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m! Bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik olarm\u0131? M\u0259n Anneti g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m, raz\u0131l\u0131q ver\u0259rmi? Onu h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131rmaq olmaz, s\u00fcd\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox. Onda laz\u0131m deyil. He\u00e7 v\u0259chl\u0259. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mirs\u0259, sonraya qals\u0131n. Amma he\u00e7 olmasa, icaz\u0259 verin bir anl\u0131\u011fa u\u015fa\u011fa bax\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcm bir \u015fey ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? \u00c7al\u0131\u015faram onu buraya g\u0259tirim.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O, yava\u015f-yava\u015f pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri qalxd\u0131qca add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi. Amma az sonra t\u0259l\u0259sik pill\u0259l\u0259ri endi. T\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 soxularaq:<\/p>\n

– Otaqda he\u00e7 kim yoxdur! – dedi. – N\u0259 Annet var, n\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259!<\/p>\n

Perye v\u0259 Hans q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini anlamadan pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259 c\u0259ld yuxar\u0131ya qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. Q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin k\u0259skin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n miskin g\u00f6rk\u0259mini a\u00e7\u0131b-a\u011fartd\u0131: d\u0259mir \u00e7arpay\u0131, ucuz \u015fkaf, komod. Otaqda he\u00e7 kim yoxdu.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s o hardad\u0131r? – madam Perye f\u0259ryad qopard\u0131. – O, dar d\u0259hliz\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 taybatay a\u00e7araq ucadan q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259di. – Annet! Annet! Oh, a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z bala yiy\u0259si!<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Onlar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya-\u00e7oxdan adam-insan n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259n qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na sar\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda buz kimi soyuq hava onlar\u0131 vurdu. Sonra anbara baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– O, evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gedib. N\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verib.<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259can\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirmi\u015f Hans:<\/p>\n

– Evd\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259 bil\u0259r? – dey\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6n qap\u0131dan, \u00f6n qap\u0131dan! He\u00e7 g\u00f6r yad\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Perye gedib baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Do\u011frudur, c\u0259ft\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– \u0130lahi! Ulu tanr\u0131! A\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n? – madam Perye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 – O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259hv ed\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Hans:<\/p>\n

– Onu axtarmal\u0131y\u0131q. \u018flimizi-\u0259limizin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub durmayaca\u011f\u0131q ki! – dedi v\u0259 qeyri-iradi geriy\u0259 – m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yaln\u0131z m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 girmi\u015f, m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qocalar da onun ard\u0131nca qa\u00e7d\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Hara getm\u0259li?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7aya\u2026 He\u00e7 g\u00f6r yad\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr? – Qar\u0131 nal\u0259 qopartd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hans d\u0259h\u015f\u0259td\u0259n da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Qorxunc n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini qad\u0131na zill\u0259yib qald\u0131. Madam Perye \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131raraq:<\/p>\n

– Qorxuram! – dedi. – Qorxuram!<\/p>\n

Hans qap\u0131n\u0131 taybatay a\u00e7d\u0131. Bu vaxt Annet i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Onun \u0259ynind\u0259 yaln\u0131z gec\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yi v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 zolaql\u0131 s\u00fcni ip\u0259kd\u0259n olan nazik xalat vard\u0131. Xalat\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6y r\u0259ngli g\u00fcll\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi. O tamam islanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ya\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, sa\u00e7\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f k\u0259narlar\u0131 \u00e7irkl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Annetin r\u0259ngi son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 avaz\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Madam Perye q\u0131z\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f at\u0131l\u0131b onu qucaqlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Harada idin? Yaz\u0131q balam, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn islanm\u0131san. Bel\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q olar?<\/p>\n

Annet onu k\u0259nara it\u0259l\u0259di. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 Hansa zill\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

– Lap vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259lmis\u0259n! – dedi.<\/p>\n

Madam Perye:<\/p>\n

– U\u015faq han\u0131? – dey\u0259 f\u0259ryad qopard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n q\u0259ti add\u0131m atmal\u0131yd\u0131m. T\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd ets\u0259ydim, sonradan qolum qalxmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Annet n\u0259 etmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Boynuma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n v\u0259zif\u0259ni yerin\u0259 yetirdim. K\u00f6rp\u0259ni \u00e7aya basd\u0131m. Can\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r suyun alt\u0131nda saxlad\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

Hans d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Onun f\u0259ryad\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl yaralanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259h\u015fi heyvan\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. O h\u0259r iki \u0259lil\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qapad\u0131, s\u0259rxo\u015f kimi s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bay\u0131ra atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Annet stula \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nmi\u015f yumruqlar\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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(povest) O, qay\u0131d\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Ki\u015fi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 idi. O\u011flan\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 vurub s\u0259rdiyi yerd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015f, sir-sif\u0259ti al qana boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130nild\u0259yirdi. Qad\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yini divara s\u00f6yk\u0259yib dayanm\u0131\u015f, qorxudan g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131 halda Villiy\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Hans i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 o, nal\u0259 qopar\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131ld\u0131r-b\u0131ld\u0131r t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Villi \u0259lind\u0259 revolver stolun arxas\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yar\u0131ya […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18659"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18659"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18659\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":18665,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18659\/revisions\/18665"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18659"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18659"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18659"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}