{"id":19098,"date":"2023-09-14T20:43:52","date_gmt":"2023-09-14T15:43:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19098"},"modified":"2023-09-14T20:43:52","modified_gmt":"2023-09-14T15:43:52","slug":"nusab%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99d-m%c9%99mm%c9%99dli-noktyurn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19098","title":{"rendered":"N\u00fc\u015fab\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d M\u0259mm\u0259dli – NOKTYURN"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"376823478_1347911449438567_1662865126713156971_n\"<\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fil z\u0259ng Raufu yuxudan ay\u0131ltd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Telefondak\u0131 ad\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn cismini h\u0259y\u0259can, narahatl\u0131q b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ariz idi z\u0259ng ed\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n s\u0259nn\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m. Y\u0259ni bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Saat ne\u00e7\u0259d\u0259?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tez olsa yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n

– Onda yar\u0131m saatdan sonra Xan ba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, Nigar R\u0259fib\u0259ylinin abid\u0259si\u00a0 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Oldu. M\u0259n el\u0259 indi ora gedir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Rauf yuyunub, k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u201cMercedesi\u201dni i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn darvazan\u0131 a\u00e7anda, qap\u0131bir qon\u015fusu Qazi \u018flini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O, qoltuq a\u011faclar\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259nib, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k almaqdan g\u0259lirdi. \u018fli Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259si \u0259lili idi. Aprel d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 o\u011flu Nadir \u015f\u0259hid oldu. Qazi \u018fli onun arvad\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 iki k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrtd\u00fc. O da, \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131 sanki t\u0259skinliyini bu k\u00f6rp\u0259 balalardan al\u0131rd\u0131lar. G\u0259lin d\u0259 halal s\u00fcd \u0259mmi\u015f idi. Fikri-zikri bu u\u015faqlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k, onlara yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259hsil verm\u0259k idi.<\/p>\n

– Hara gedirs\u0259n, Rauf?<\/p>\n

– T\u0259cili i\u015fim var. Bir n\u0259f\u0259rn\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm var.<\/p>\n

– Allah aman\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Rauf yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n \u00dctarid nec\u0259dir?\u201d Bu fikir el\u0259 bil onun qan\u0131n\u0131 dondurdu.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay bundan qabaq Rauf\u00a0 \u00dctaridl\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131. El\u0259 bil qaranl\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fdu. Bir sehrli, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259li yuxu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Onda Hac\u0131k\u0259ndd\u0259 Milli yaylaq festival\u0131 ke\u00e7irilirdi. El \u015f\u0259nliyi qurulmu\u015fdu. Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 insan bu \u015f\u0259nliy\u0259 qat\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn xalqlar\u0131n m\u0259tb\u0259xi t\u0259\u015fkil olunmu\u015fdu. L\u0259ziz yem\u0259kl\u0259rin \u0259tri otlar\u0131n, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rin rayih\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bo\u015f d\u00fcz\u0259ngahda s\u0259hn\u0259 qurulmu\u015fdu. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 milli paltar geyinmi\u015f q\u0131zlar r\u0259qs edirdi. S\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 fortepyano da qoyulmu\u015fdu. Fortepyano Rauf \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qoyulmu\u015fdu. Bu g\u00fcn o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn 2-ci noktyurnunu ifa ed\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

R\u0259qsl\u0259r bit\u0259n kimi, apar\u0131c\u0131 Raufun ad\u0131n\u0131 elan etdi.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi is\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259kar Rauf \u018fzimb\u0259yli \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn 2-ci nokt\u00fcrnunu ifa ed\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Rauf s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda, bir d\u0259st\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda Utaridi kollecd\u0259 d\u0259rs dediyi t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Q\u0259lbind\u0259 ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7axd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda Ariz yox idi. \u00dctarid Arizin arvad\u0131 idi. Hans\u0131 \u00fczl\u0259 Ariz g\u0259lm\u0259liydi ki, G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc o.<\/p>\n

Bir an bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u00dctaridin n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Cismi silk\u0259l\u0259ndi. U\u015faqlara \u0259l edib, yeyin add\u0131mlarla pianino arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di. \u00c7alma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda, g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, \u00dctarid s\u0259hn\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, onun q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Rauf \u00e7alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Musiqi dayanan kimi, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n s\u0259ngim\u0259y\u0259n alq\u0131\u015flar g\u0259ldi. \u201cBravo\u201d s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda Rauf tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lara ba\u015f \u0259yib, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir-bir yolda\u015flar\u0131nnan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00dctarid onnan bir kursda oxumam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Konservatoriyan\u0131n yuxar\u0131 kurslar\u0131nda idi. Ariz d\u0259, \u00dctarid d\u0259, Rauf da eyni ya\u015fda idil\u0259r. Rauf \u00f6d\u0259ni\u015fli \u0259saslarla konservatoriyaya q\u0259bul olundu, ancaq oxuma\u011fa ged\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Anas\u0131n\u0131 qoymad\u0131 borc pul g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn kimd\u0259ns\u0259. H\u0259rbi komissarl\u0131qdan ona \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259qi g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, Rauf rahat \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 \u0259sk\u0259ri xidm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. Nax\u00e7\u0131vanda xidm\u0259t etdi, iki ild\u0259n sonra konservatoriyaya q\u0259bul olunanda, Ariz art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kursda oxuyurdu. \u00dctarid d\u0259 onunla birg\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Rauf onu akt zal\u0131nda Arizl\u0259 birg\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc bu q\u0131z onun ruhunu, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259l\u0259k-v\u0259l\u0259k el\u0259di. \u00dcr\u0259yi cizild\u0259di. Bir anl\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Arizin yerind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bir anl\u0131q xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldu.<\/p>\n

Sonra Arizin \u00dctaridl\u0259 toyu oldu. Bu toya Rauf getm\u0259di. Ancaq Ariz bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra, Raufa z\u0259ng edib dedi ki, onu g\u0259nc ifa\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n m\u00fcsabiq\u0259sin\u0259 se\u00e7ibl\u0259r. \u0130st\u0259yir orda Raufun 1-ci noktyurnunu ifa el\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

– Bu \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq, Rauf. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 tan\u0131nar\u0131q. Rauf t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z \u0259s\u0259rini ona verdi.<\/p>\n

Xarici \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n bu m\u00fcsabiq\u0259d\u0259 Ariz Raufun yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259s\u0259ri kimi ifa etdi. D\u0259rhal q\u0259zetl\u0259r Arizi yeni d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u015eopeni, \u015euman\u0131, adland\u0131rd\u0131lar .<\/p>\n

\u201cNoktyurnu\u201d \u0259cn\u0259bi musiqi\u00e7il\u0259r ifa etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Raufun \u00fcr\u0259yi qan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cDuz, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259smi\u015fdik ax\u0131, nec\u0259 q\u0131yd\u0131 Ariz m\u0259n\u0259, m\u0259nim \u0259s\u0259rim\u0259? O m\u0259nn\u0259n nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k? Ariz Raufnan he\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k niyy\u0259tind\u0259 d\u0259 deyildi. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, dedi:<\/p>\n

– Rauf, ke\u00e7 g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan. M\u0259ni \u015feytan aldatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– T\u0259z\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yaz, yarat, sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcb getdi.<\/p>\n

Onda Rauf g\u00fcnd\u00fcz konservatoriyada oxuyurdu, gec\u0259l\u0259r 5 ulduzlu otell\u0259rin birind\u0259 resepsionda i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. G\u0259lib, ged\u0259nl\u0259ri qeyd\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131, it\u0259n \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. O vaxt anas\u0131 \u00e7ox ciddi x\u0259st\u0259 idi. 1-ci d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259li diabet idi. \u0130nsulin vururdu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 vaxtil\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 ilk kamera orkestrinin yarad\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olan \u0130smay\u0131l V\u0259liyevin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si olmu\u015fdu. Anas\u0131 G\u0259nc\u0259 Musiqi Kollecini bitirmi\u015fdi. \u0130smay\u0131l m\u00fc\u0259llim onu Konservatoriyada oxuma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 davam etdirm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ancaq Rauf k\u00f6rp\u0259 oldu\u011fundan, anas\u0131 ali t\u0259hsil ala bilm\u0259di, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn qara g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ba\u015flad\u0131 \u2013 atas\u0131 buralarda ba\u015f girl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di \u2013 getdi Rusiyaya b\u0259xtini s\u0131nama\u011fa. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r pul g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi. Sonra o da k\u0259sildi.<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u0259lik anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259diyi musiqi m\u0259kt\u0259binin direktoru anas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259t el\u0259di \u2013 M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 siz \u00f6z sinfiniz\u0259 u\u015faq y\u0131\u011fa bilmirsiz. 3-4 n\u0259f\u0259r u\u015fa\u011fa d\u0259rs deyib \u0259m\u0259k haqq\u0131 al\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Bel\u0259 gets\u0259, g\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 ayr\u0131 i\u015f axtaras\u0131z. Onda Rauf 12 ya\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. H\u0259r yerd\u0259n \u0259li \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n anas\u0131 \u00fcz tutdu \u0259ziz qon\u015fular\u0131 Bayaz xalaya:<\/p>\n

– \u018flacs\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015fam, Bayaz xala, o\u011fluna de ki, m\u0259n\u0259 bir i\u015f taps\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn Raufun anas\u0131 Bayaz xalan\u0131n o\u011flu m\u00fcdir i\u015fl\u0259diyi restorana Raufla getdi.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 orada a\u015fpaz k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi i\u015fl\u0259yirdi, h\u0259rd\u0259n restoran\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox olanda, o qab-qacaq yuyulmas\u0131na da k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. H\u0259r ax\u015fam evl\u0259rin\u0259 qazanlardan h\u0259l\u0259 soyumam\u0131\u015f yem\u0259kl\u0259r g\u0259tirirdi \u2013 2 n\u0259f\u0259rlik. Bunu restoran\u0131n sahibi icaz\u0259 vermi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Rauf bir d\u0259f\u0259 sars\u0131nt\u0131 ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi anas\u0131n\u0131n qab yuma\u011f\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131. Onda G\u00fcl\u00fcstanda ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 evin qon\u015fulu\u011funda b\u00f6y\u00fck bir malikan\u0259 vard\u0131. Bu malikan\u0259d\u0259 Xat\u0131n ad\u0131nda alver\u00e7i qad\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. O, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f \u0259rin\u0259 ehsan verirdi. Raufun anas\u0131n\u0131 qab yuma\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Xat\u0131n\u0131n qulluq\u00e7usu naxo\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Art\u0131q \u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fanda Rauf anas\u0131n\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa getdi. O, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 gec\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b, ev\u0259 birg\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Rauf anas\u0131n\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa ged\u0259nd\u0259, Xat\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bir dayan.<\/p>\n

Xat\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki \u0259yri-\u00fcyr\u00fc qazan\u00e7aya bo\u015fqablardan art\u0131q qalan yem\u0259kl\u0259ri bo\u015faltd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Apar, bunu da g\u0259d\u0259n yesin.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 \u0259liyl\u0259 qazan\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim o\u011flum he\u00e7 k\u0259sin art\u0131\u011f\u0131na qalmay\u0131b, – dedi. V\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00f6nl\u00fckl\u0259 silib, o\u011flunun yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259ngi avaz\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Raufun \u0259lac\u0131 olsayd\u0131 bu Xat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rdi, ya ayr\u0131 c\u00fcr qisas alard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r atas\u0131 yanlar\u0131nda olsayd\u0131, Rauf da \u00fcr\u0259kli b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259rdi, anas\u0131 da onun-bunun qablar\u0131n\u0131 yumazd\u0131, anas\u0131na xalx\u0131n art\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif olunmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131. Anas\u0131na:<\/p>\n

– Qaranl\u0131qdan sonra i\u015f\u0131q olur, Ana.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi. Vicdans\u0131z atan buralarda olsayd\u0131, he\u00e7 kim m\u0259nn\u0259n bel\u0259 davranmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Atas\u0131n\u0131 Rauf t\u0259k bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Avtobusda. Onda Ariz d\u0259, Rauf da konservatoriyaya q\u0259bul olunan il idi. Arizn\u0259n bir yerd\u0259 girdil\u0259r Konservatoriyaya. Ariz Raufu da \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 birg\u0259 Xa\u00e7bula\u011fa apar\u0131rd\u0131. Avtobusda onlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir uca boy, yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 ki\u015fi, bir sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n qad\u0131n \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi Arizi \u00f6pd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Atan n\u0259t\u0259ridir? M\u0259nim salamlar\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. U\u015faqlar Xa\u00e7bulaqda anam\u0131n yan\u0131ndad\u0131rlar. Onlara komandirn\u0259n (yan\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131na i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di) ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Yan\u0131ndak\u0131 kimdir?<\/p>\n

– Dostumdur, Sad\u0131x \u0259mi.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 o\u011flana ox\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u201cSad\u0131x \u0259mi\u201d. Rauf az qald\u0131 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rs\u0131n ki, m\u0259n s\u0259nin o\u011flunam. S\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yin titr\u0259m\u0259dimi? G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259nmi biz s\u0259nn\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ox\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q bir-birimiz\u0259? Ancaq Rauf a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 uddu. He\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti dayanacaqda s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, \u201cSad\u0131x \u0259minin\u201d iri s\u0259b\u0259tl\u0259rini yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Rauf d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 atas\u0131 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti dayanacaqda yox, o biril\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259ydi, Rauf ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b dey\u0259rdi \u2013 Ata, m\u0259n s\u0259nin o\u011flunam.<\/p>\n

Atas\u0131 avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, Rauf \u00e7ox p\u0259rt oldu. \u0130st\u0259yirdi ki, atas\u0131 avtobusnan onnan bir uzun yol getsin.<\/p>\n

Rauf d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, bir d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n atas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u0259, m\u00fctl\u0259q ona yax\u0131nla\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

Rauf he\u00e7 Ariz\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. A\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

Konservatoriyada d\u0259rsl\u0259r ba\u015flayanda Ariz Bak\u0131ya getdi, Rauf \u0259sk\u0259rliy\u0259. \u0130ki ild\u0259n sonra ordudan t\u0259xris olunandan sonra, Konservatoriyaya girdi. Ax\u015famlar Bayaz xalan\u0131n yax\u0131n qohumunun 5 ulduzlu otelind\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. Anas\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin o\u011flun var, ana. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r ay pul g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259qa\u00fcd d\u0259 al\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. 2-3 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si vard\u0131. Musiqi n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259sind\u0259n onlar\u0131 kollec\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmalar\u0131na haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Rauf he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, bu oteld\u0259 o Xat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k, Xat\u0131n 201-ci otaqda gec\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n bir m\u0259\u015fhur oliqarx\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. H\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, Xat\u0131n birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, d\u00f6y\u00fck\u0259-d\u00f6y\u00fck\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131 v\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri c\u0259ld d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 pill\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7atanda, \u00e7antas\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, oradan bir ba\u011flama d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Rauf ba\u011flaman\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb onun arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7d\u0131. Ancaq Xat\u0131n onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n taksiy\u0259 minib, g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi.<\/p>\n

Rauf ba\u011flaman\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, sanki g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u00f6rd oldu. Z\u0259rfin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 – 10 min dollar v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u00f6zl\u0259ri yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk \u00f6nc\u0259 Rauf fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, 3 g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, \u0259g\u0259r Xat\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 onda pulu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 varl\u0131 adamlar ya\u015fayan kimi ya\u015fayacaq.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131na t\u0259z\u0259 palto, jaket, ayaqqab\u0131lar, koftalar, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 3 d\u0259st brend kostyumlar, k\u00f6yn\u0259kl\u0259r, ayaqqab\u0131lar, \u201cBravo\u201ddan \u0259n bahal\u0131 \u0259rzaqlar\u0131 alacaq v\u0259 \u0259n n\u0259hay\u0259t \u201cQreed\u201d parf\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc alacaq. Bu \u0259tri \u00e7ox xo\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Xat\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bel\u0259 pullar\u0131 o \u00e7ox g\u00f6r\u00fcb. Xat\u0131n ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, oliqarx ki\u015fi d\u0259 oteli t\u0259rk etdi.<\/p>\n

Xadim\u0259 q\u0131z onun ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u201cQreed\u201d parf\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir!<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6t\u00fcr d\u0259, s\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259sin art\u0131\u011f\u0131 laz\u0131m deyil, apar tulla getsin.<\/p>\n

Sonra Rauf el\u0259 bil yuxudan ay\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cYox, bu pul har\u0131nlam\u0131\u015f ki\u015finin har\u0131nlam\u0131\u015f fahi\u015f\u0259y\u0259 verdiyi puldur. Bu pul kird\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259lidir. Bu pul qan\u0131yla torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n eyl\u0259y\u0259n, pak eyl\u0259y\u0259n qaziy\u0259 verilm\u0259lidir\u201d.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259 qap\u0131 bir qon\u015fusu olan Qazi \u018fliy\u0259 verilm\u0259lidir. 3 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, Qazi \u018fli Bak\u0131da Raufun konservatoriya yataqxanas\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 otaqda qonaqd\u0131r. 3 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr \u00f6z \u0259lil araas\u0131 il\u0259, m\u00fcvafiq idar\u0259l\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131nda l\u0259l\u00f6y\u00fcn olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Rauf s\u0259h\u0259r i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yataqxanaya yollanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qazi \u018fli art\u0131q aya\u011fa qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yen\u0259 hans\u0131sa idar\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evin dam \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb, da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, qar ya\u011fanda ev\u0259 su dam\u0131rd\u0131. Yolda\u015f\u0131 Ayg\u00fcn v\u0259 g\u0259lini Tamam ev\u0259 daman ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131na l\u0259y\u0259n, vedr\u0259 qoymaqdan yorulurdular.<\/p>\n

– Hara gedirs\u0259n, – soru\u015fdu Rauf.<\/p>\n

– Yen\u0259 gedir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 insafa g\u0259ldil\u0259r bu m\u0259murlar.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 yer\u0259 getm\u0259. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 xeylaq pul g\u0259tirdim ki, evini t\u0259mir ed\u0259s\u0259n. Kombi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdir, \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 t\u0259mir el\u0259, u\u015faqlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, qoy normal \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259 ya\u015fas\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

Rauf z\u0259rfin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f 10 min dollar \u2013 \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u00f6zl\u0259rini silib, ba\u011flaman\u0131 Qazi \u018fliy\u0259 uzatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fini heyr\u0259t b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Bu hardand\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– Tapm\u0131\u015fam. S\u0259nin qism\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, a\u011fr\u0131n al\u0131m. Pensiyamnan az-az qaytararam.<\/p>\n

– Bu borc deyil. Bu s\u0259n\u0259 olan b\u0259x\u015fei\u015fdir. S\u0259nin qism\u0259tindir. Halal\u0131n olsun.<\/p>\n

Rauf Qazi \u018flini taksiy\u0259 mindirib, avtova\u011fzala apard\u0131. Ordan da bir taksi tutub, onu G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 yola sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259 bir rahatl\u0131q vard\u0131. \u201c\u00c7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Allaha\u201d dedi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259.<\/p>\n

Konservatoriyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 uzaqdan \u00dctaridi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil il\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259. Ayaqlar\u0131 b\u00fcdr\u0259di. \u00dcr\u0259yi \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra Ariz \u00dctaridin qoluna girdi.<\/p>\n

Rauf \u00dczeyir b\u0259yin abid\u0259sinin q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rin\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u0130st\u0259mirdi onlar\u0131 birg\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. \u0130st\u0259mirdi onlar Raufu g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. El\u0259 bil q\u0259lbi \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik oldu. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00dctaridl\u0259 Arizin toyu oldu.<\/p>\n

Rauf getm\u0259di bu toya. Bu toyda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, \u00dctaridin g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131nda ba\u015fqas\u0131na \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259yi Rauf \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259t, z\u00fcl\u00fcm idi. Qoy Ariz incisin ondan, dostlar\u0131 q\u0131nas\u0131n, eybi yoxdur. Rauf \u00fcr\u0259yini he\u00e7 kim\u0259 a\u00e7as\u0131 deyildi. \u00dctarid ad\u0131 bir od kimi dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bu ad onun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, ruhuna sahib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Rauf t\u0259z\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. M\u00fc\u0259llimi Arif M\u0259likov onu t\u0259rifl\u0259yirdi. \u201cS\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaran\u0131bsan. S\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt bu s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259. H\u0259yat eni\u015fli, yoxu\u015fludu. H\u0259tta \u015f\u0259xsi faci\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fasan musiqid\u0259n ayr\u0131lma\u201d.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck b\u0259st\u0259kar\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri Raufa qol-qanad verirdi. Q\u0259lbini b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n i\u011fti\u015fa\u015f\u0131 musiqi s\u0259ngidirdi. Orkestr v\u0259 fortepiano \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn konserti yenic\u0259 tamamlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onu d\u0259y\u0259r verdiyi dirijor Murad Ad\u0131g\u00f6z\u0259lzad\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259qdim etmi\u015fdi. Ondan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Ancaq yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 1-ci noktyurn yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 onu konservatoriyan\u0131n ki\u00e7ik konsert zal\u0131nda ifa etmi\u015fdi. Onda zalda olan \u00dctarid Raufa yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259s\u0259rdir! N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259r var, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u00fczn var s\u0259nin musiqind\u0259. Bunla bel\u0259 \u00e7ox i\u015f\u0131q var \u0259s\u0259rind\u0259. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.\u00a0 Sonra Ariz d\u0259 ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– T\u0259brik edir\u0259m s\u0259ni, \u0259hs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

M\u0259n musiqi\u00e7il\u0259rin beyn\u0259lxalq festival\u0131na d\u0259v\u0259t alm\u0131\u015fam. Orada s\u0259nin \u201cNoktyurnunu\u201d ifa etm\u0259k ist\u0259rdim. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirs\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya s\u0259ni dinl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. S\u0259ni tan\u0131yacaqlar.<\/p>\n

Rauf notlar\u0131 Ariz\u0259 verdi. Sonra festivalda Ariz bu musiqini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259s\u0259ri kimi t\u0259qdim etdi m\u00fcnsifl\u0259r hey\u0259tin\u0259, tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lara.<\/p>\n

Rauf ona salam vermirdi. Ariz konservatoriyada m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Rauf h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 idi. \u00dctarid As\u0259f Zeynall\u0131da musiqi n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259sind\u0259n d\u0259rs deyirdi. Onu h\u0259rd\u0259n bir g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. V\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi. Sonra Rauf konservatoriyan\u0131 bitirib G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 musiqi kollecin\u0259 t\u0259yinat ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra Hac\u0131k\u0259ndd\u0259 2-ci Milli yaylaq festival\u0131 ke\u00e7irildi. Sonra Rauf \u00dctaridi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bir d\u0259st\u0259 musiqi\u00e7iyl\u0259 o da festivala g\u0259ldi. Onlardan \u00e7oxu Raufun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131 idi. Rauf \u00dctaridi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 r\u0259ngi avaz\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Apar\u0131c\u0131 Raufun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 Rauf yeyin add\u0131mlarla\u00a0 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259 qurulmu\u015f s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00a0 2-ci noktyurunu ifa etdi. \u201cBravo\u201d s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidildi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu alq\u0131\u015flar i\u00e7ind\u0259 o s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 lap yax\u0131n duran \u00dctaridi g\u00f6rd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn kollecd\u0259ki t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onlar Raufu \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 Raufun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na Ukranyadak\u0131 bombalanan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 da\u011f\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 salamat qalm\u0131\u015f piano d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. V\u0259 kims\u0259 bu pianoda \u00e7alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 – da\u011f\u0131nt\u0131lar i\u00e7ind\u0259. S\u0259n\u0259t \u0259b\u0259didir.<\/p>\n

Rauf s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00dctarid v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131 ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. Rauf s\u0259s-k\u00fcy i\u00e7ind\u0259 r\u0259ngi avaz\u0131m\u0131\u015f \u00dctaridin s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, Rauf. Onun s\u0259si titr\u0259yirdi. M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt Arizi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayacam. O, \u00e7ox pis i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Rauf dinm\u0259di. Onda da susmu\u015fdu. Ax\u0131 Raufun 1-ci noktyurnunu m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259l\u0259ri, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. F\u0259q\u0259t he\u00e7 k\u0259s s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xarmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qorxurdular. Arizin atas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259zif\u0259 adam\u0131 idi. Raufun yaz\u0131q olmu\u015f anas\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 k\u0259si yox idi. S\u0259sini he\u00e7 k\u0259s e\u015fitm\u0259zdi. El\u0259 bil s\u0259hrada t\u0259nha qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 Raufu ox\u015fayanda \u201cM\u0259nim h\u0259zr\u0259t Yusif kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l olan balam. \u00d6l\u00fcm qaba\u011f\u0131nda, h\u0259r qaranl\u0131qdan sonra sabah a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f pislikl\u0259ri unut\u201d. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, bu d\u00fcnyada anas\u0131 var, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, anas\u0131 daha ehtiyac \u00e7\u0259kmir.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r il Rauf anas\u0131na Xa\u00e7bulaqda ev tutur – 3 ay Bayaz xala v\u0259 onun n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 orada dinc\u0259lir. Rauf h\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259 anas\u0131na bazarl\u0131q apar\u0131r. \u0130ki g\u00fcn onun yan\u0131nda qalandan sonra, k\u00f6n\u00fcl rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 tap\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130car\u0259y\u0259 tutdu\u011fu evin yan\u0131nda Bayaz xalan\u0131n o\u011flu b\u00f6y\u00fck bir imar\u0259t tikdirirdi. Ev h\u0259l\u0259 haz\u0131r deyildi.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 Allah b\u00f6y\u00fck istedad verib, Rauf. \u00c7ox yaz. S\u0259ni d\u00fcnya tan\u0131yacaq. Rauf dinm\u0259di. S\u0259ssiz filml\u0259rd\u0259ki kimi s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir t\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f ol, \u00dctarid.<\/p>\n

Kollecd\u0259ki t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Rauf m\u00fc\u0259llim biz sizin ifan\u0131z\u0131 yazd\u0131q telefonlar\u0131m\u0131za.<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n

Bir q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015flar\u0131yla s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdil\u0259r. Ax\u0131ska t\u00fcrkl\u0259rinin m\u0259tb\u0259xin\u0259 getdil\u0259r. Orada nahar etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Qurub yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq adamlar buradan getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Sonra ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Rauf \u00f6z penc\u0259yini \u00dctaridin \u00e7iynin\u0259 sald\u0131. Burda bir \u00e7oban evi var, orda daldalanmaq olar, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Burada xeyli \u00e7ad\u0131rlar qurulmu\u015fdu. Ham\u0131 bu ala\u00e7\u0131qlara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 Rauf \u00dctaridl\u0259 birg\u0259 \u00e7oban evin\u0259 sar\u0131 y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00c7oban evi bombo\u015f idi. \u00c7oban\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc yax\u0131nl\u0131qda qoyunlar\u0131 haylay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi qala bil\u0259rsiniz, m\u00fc\u0259llim. M\u0259n heyvan\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259 apar\u0131ram. Sabah qay\u0131dajam.<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f ol, a\u011fsaqqal.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyada m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 varm\u0131\u015f. Rauf \u00dctaridi qucaqlad\u0131. Penc\u0259yi yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00dctarid ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Biz n\u0259 gec rast g\u0259ldik bir-birimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Gec rast g\u0259ldik. Rauf onun boynunu, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yer-g\u00f6y bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7oban\u0131n balaca daxmas\u0131nda, dar \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131nda sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 f\u0259th etdi Rauf.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, qad\u0131n kimi xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m,–dedi Utarid. El\u0259 bil ikisi d\u0259 yerd\u0259n aralan\u0131b s\u0259maya u\u00e7dular. Ancaq s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n yuxuya getdil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131 yuxudan \u00e7oban\u0131n uzaqdan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259si oyatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m s\u0259n qalasan, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik qalasan. Bizim g\u00f6z\u0259l ail\u0259miz olar, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z olar. Ayr\u0131l ondan.<\/p>\n

– Arizl\u0259 ya\u015famaq m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindir. Ancaq atam\u0131 ayaqlamaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Onu h\u00f6rm\u0259td\u0259n salmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz ya\u015famaq da m\u0259n\u0259 z\u00fclm olacaq. M\u0259n s\u0259ni h\u0259rd\u0259n yuxular\u0131mda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Bilirs\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt san\u0131rd\u0131m yuxular\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n,… m\u0259n… bir q\u0259rar ver\u0259c\u0259m, – dedi \u00dctarid.<\/p>\n

Rauf \u00e7oban\u0131n otaqdak\u0131 masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 50 manat qoyub, \u00dctaridl\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131 G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 burul\u011fan \u00e7a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Taksi tutub, \u00dctaridi Bak\u0131ya yola sald\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc bazarl\u0131q edib, Xa\u00e7bula\u011fa anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na getdi.<\/p>\n

Xa\u00e7bulaqdan qay\u0131dandan sonra is\u0259 sars\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 bir g\u0259nc musiqi m\u00fc\u0259lliminin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259rni\u015fin aftobusunun alt\u0131na atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc \u0259yl\u0259ci vaxt\u0131nda basm\u0131\u015f intihara c\u0259hd ed\u0259n qad\u0131n sa\u011f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Qad\u0131na \u201cBeyn\u0259lxalq X\u0259st\u0259xanada\u201d yard\u0131m edilir. Yan\u0131na he\u00e7 k\u0259s burax\u0131lm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki, sa\u011fd\u0131r. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Allah\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259\u201d, – \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyirdi Rauf.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi Arizin ona z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259yi Raufda t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb do\u011fururdu. \u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey g\u0259lirdi. Qoy n\u0259 olursa olsun, t\u0259ki \u00dctarid ya\u015fas\u0131n. T\u0259ki o, sa\u011f olsun.<\/p>\n

Rauf ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fcrm\u0259sin. Ma\u015f\u0131n getdikc\u0259, o stendl\u0259r\u0259 vurulmu\u015f \u015f\u0259hid \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7oxsunu \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131-Hac\u0131 Rauf \u018fsg\u0259rov, m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131 Brilliant m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259y\u0259 \u201cM\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid olma\u011fa gedir\u0259m, Ana\u201d demi\u015fdi v\u0259 46 g\u00fcnl\u00fck m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu, \u015f\u0259hid \u0130lqar Burc\u0259liyev aktyor n\u0259v\u0259si, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin g\u00f6rk\u0259mli futbol\u00e7usu ola bil\u0259rdi. \u0130lqar futbol\u00e7u idi.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hid Y\u00fcks\u0259l \u018flizad\u0259, g\u0259nc h\u00fcquq\u015f\u00fcnas, prokurorluqda i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Kim deyir ki, m\u00fcharib\u0259 ancaq kas\u0131blar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr? T\u0259kc\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid verdi. \u00c7oxu da h\u0259yatda t\u0259min olunmu\u015f insanlar idi.<\/p>\n

Xan ba\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca, narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u0259n Ariz ona n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k? N\u0259 soru\u015facaq?<\/p>\n

Rauf Xan ba\u011f\u0131nda Arizi uzaqdan g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O, Nigar R\u0259fib\u0259ylinin abid\u0259sinin yan\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Raufa \u0259l uzatd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ariz xeyli ar\u0131qlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sif\u0259tin\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onlar ba\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131da \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259m, Rauf. Art\u0131q metastaz b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 yay\u0131l\u0131b. G\u0259ldim s\u0259nd\u0259n halall\u0131q al\u0131m. N\u0259 is\u0259 \u015feytan aldatd\u0131. N\u0259 is\u0259. \u0130ndi m\u0259nim ad\u0131mla da d\u00fcnyada bir noktyurn qalacaq. Nec\u0259 ki, Konsuelo Rodriqesin \u201cBesame mu\u00e7o\u201d su kimi. Halall\u0131q ver. Unut onu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 deyil\u0259m. Ariz d\u00f6\u015f cibind\u0259n bir v\u0259r\u0259q \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Al, oxu.<\/p>\n

Rauf ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n ikili h\u0259yat s\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0259rar verdim. M\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n. \u00dctarid.<\/p>\n

Raufun ka\u011f\u0131z tutdu\u011fu \u0259li \u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n

– \u00dctarid d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yuxuda say\u0131qlay\u0131b s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Sizin aran\u0131zda bir \u015fey olub?<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, – \u0259s\u0259bi halda dedi Rauf.<\/p>\n

– And i\u00e7\u0259rs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– And i\u00e7ir\u0259m, bizim aram\u0131zda he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– Sad\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00fcnyam\u0131 rahat d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259rim\u0259 son qoymaq ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– Allah k\u00f6m\u0259k olsun s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Art\u0131q k\u00f6m\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib.<\/p>\n

O, yava\u015f-yava\u015f aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Onlar\u0131 k\u0259nardan seyr ed\u0259n Arizin s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc d\u0259rhal g\u0259lib Arizin qoluna girdi. Onlar getdil\u0259r. Rauf da \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 verib, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq hava qarald\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011facaqd\u0131. Bird\u0259n yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 qon\u015fu \u201cbesedkada\u201d t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onlar Raufun \u201cNoktyurn\u201da qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131lar. Raufun beynind\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q \u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bu i\u015f\u0131q onun b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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(hekay\u0259) Q\u0259fil z\u0259ng Raufu yuxudan ay\u0131ltd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Telefondak\u0131 ad\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn cismini h\u0259y\u0259can, narahatl\u0131q b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Ariz idi z\u0259ng ed\u0259n. – M\u0259n s\u0259nn\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liy\u0259m. Y\u0259ni bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259. – Saat ne\u00e7\u0259d\u0259? – N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tez olsa yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tmal\u0131yam. – Onda yar\u0131m saatdan sonra Xan ba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k, Nigar R\u0259fib\u0259ylinin abid\u0259si\u00a0 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19099,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19098"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19098"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19098\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19100,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19098\/revisions\/19100"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19099"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19098"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19098"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19098"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}