{"id":19538,"date":"2024-01-02T14:30:47","date_gmt":"2024-01-02T10:30:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19538"},"modified":"2024-01-02T14:32:00","modified_gmt":"2024-01-02T10:32:00","slug":"sair-m%c9%99ninin-goz%c9%99lliyi-fariz-cobanoglu-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19538","title":{"rendered":"\u015eA\u0130R M\u018fN\u0130N\u0130N G\u00d6Z\u018fLL\u0130Y\u0130 – Fariz \u00c7obano\u011flu yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"277997584_1968650173319115_2881171202173569581_n<\/a><\/em>\u0130rad\u0259 Aytelin bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015ferini oxudum, \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli duy\u011fularla yaz\u0131r. F\u0259rqli dey\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259yi deyir\u0259m? Hiss edirs\u0259n ki, bu\u00a0 \u015feirl\u0259r bir \u00e7oxlar\u0131nda oldu\u011fu kimi \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259 xatirin\u0259 yaz\u0131lmay\u0131b. \u0130nsan hissl\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259vi enerji olaraq q\u0259lbd\u0259n qopma\u011fa, dild\u0259n- dil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259, formas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, s\u00f6z olmaq, musiqiy\u0259, a\u011f\u0131ya, bayat\u0131ya, \u015feir\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k, hardasa bir odaya \u00e7evrilm\u0259k ist\u0259yib. Hissl\u0259r yerind\u0259n oynayanda ax\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 yarad\u0131r, n\u0259s\u0259 yaran\u0131r. Yarad\u0131c\u0131 insanlarda bu hal t\u0259biiki yeni bir yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q s\u0259hif\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131r. V\u0259 biz \u015farin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeni bir \u015feiri oxuya bilirik. Bu bax\u0131mdan yana\u015fanda onun \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u201d \u015feiri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u0259dii \u2013 m\u0259n\u0259vi siql\u0259til\u0259 se\u00e7ilir v\u0259 ruhsal bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 yarad\u0131r. Ba\u011f\u00e7alar, ba\u011flar g\u00f6z\u0259li q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259ri kim sevmir ki… lakin Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u0259, onun yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 heyr\u0259tamiz g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 q\u0259lbini s\u00f6yk\u0259yib bel\u0259 q\u00fcss\u0259qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q bir sevgiyl\u0259 poetik s\u0259hn\u0259 c\u0131zmaq\u00a0 yaln\u0131z \u015fairl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur. \u018fslind\u0259, d\u0259rin\u0259 gets\u0259m \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259ri b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 m\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r sev\u0259 bilm\u0259z, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 buras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, \u015fairl\u0259rin bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 f\u0259rqlidir, onlar m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 tamam\u00a0 ba\u015fqa y\u00f6nd\u0259n bax\u0131r, biz ba\u015fqa. Bunun birc\u0259 ad\u0131 var, \u015fairlik istedad\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r hans\u0131 tabloya, t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259sin\u0259, insan m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 baxanda oradak\u0131 \u015feiriyy\u0259ti g\u00f6rm\u0259k, duymaq, hiss etm\u0259k s\u0131radan h\u0259r k\u0259sin i\u015fi deyil. Odur ki h\u0259r yaz\u0131lan da \u015feir olmur.\u00a0 D\u00fczd\u00fcr, qafiy\u0259si, hecas\u0131 yerind\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, h\u0259rgah s\u0259n\u0259t n\u00fcmun\u0259si kimi q\u0259lbimiz\u0259 ax\u0131b dolma\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Onu da deyim ki, \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u201c \u015feirind\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259d g\u00fcl\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini diqq\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq deyil, daha \u00e7ox bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nib ruhun a\u011fr\u0131yan yerini dill\u0259ndirm\u0259kdir. M\u0259hz bu dili tap\u0131b, bu dill\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t yaradanda insanlar s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131r. S\u0259n dey\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259nin s\u0259n\u0259tin\u0259, ruhunun d\u0259rinliyin\u0259, s\u00f6zl\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259vi s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259r\u0259, f\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131r. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259, biz iki g\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6r\u0259 bilirik; g\u00fcl\u00fcn v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi al\u0259min \u2013 \u015fair m\u0259ninin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini. \u015eeird\u0259ki nisgilli ovqat\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan daha bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259. H\u0259yatsev\u0259r, h\u0259yata vur\u011fun bir k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn \u0259lvan \u00e7alarlar\u0131 misralarda canlanaraq \u015feir\u0259 v\u0259 \u015fair duy\u011fular\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t oyad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u201d \u015feiri sad\u0259 v\u0259 ax\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r, amma ger\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl soraql\u0131d\u0131r. Bu \u015feird\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259r \u015firindir, b\u0259ndl\u0259ri t\u00fck\u0259ndikc\u0259 gerisini d\u0259 oxumaq ist\u0259rk\u0259n, \u0259fsus ki, \u015feir d\u0259 bitir.<\/p>\n

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\"162347751_4425142424166068_368352337395064871_n\"<\/a>\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 q\u00fcbar ed\u0259n d\u0259rdimi,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Dan\u0131\u015fmaram… dan\u0131\u015fmaram, Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl!..<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

H\u0259sr\u0259timin giley dolu c\u0131\u011fr\u0131na,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Qar\u0131\u015fmaram… qar\u0131\u015fmaram, Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Boylan\u0131ram boyun-boyun boynuna,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Hoylan\u0131ram bu taleyin oynuna,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Bir gec\u0259lik yar olummu qoynuna,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Soru\u015fmaram…<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

soru\u015fmaram, Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Yax\u0131n\u0131nda qara da\u011flar qarl\u0131d\u0131,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

V\u00fcsal uman h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n karl\u0131d\u0131,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Des\u0259n: k\u00f6nl\u00fcm v\u0259fadarl\u0131, yarl\u0131d\u0131,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Bar\u0131\u015fmaram…<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

bar\u0131\u015fmaram, Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl!..<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox q\u0259rib\u0259dir ki, \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m \u0259ks\u0259r \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259lvanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, t\u0259bi\u0259tin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini, bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin insan ruhuna \u00e7a\u011flayan bulaq t\u0259ki ax\u0131b dolmas\u0131n\u0131 inc\u0259, z\u0259rif s\u0259tirl\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259svir, t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, lakin bu \u015feirl\u0259rin ruhunda h\u0259yatla bir bar\u0131\u015fmazl\u0131q da h\u0259r daim \u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f olur. Hesab edir\u0259m ki,\u00a0 bu hal da \u015fair q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259 olduqca t\u0259bii qar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131r. \u015eair i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q, \u00f6l\u00fcm- itim, h\u0259sr\u0259t g\u0259zdir\u0259n h\u0259yata \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n k\u00f6n\u00fcl ver\u0259, ondan gileyl\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmir.<\/p>\n

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S\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m ad\u0131n\u0131,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbi da\u015fam, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259r haval\u0131n olub<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Da\u011flar a\u015fam, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Gizlic\u0259 yardan k\u00fcs\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Quzeyd\u0259 qardan k\u00fcs\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcll\u00fc bahardan k\u00fcs\u0259n.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Qaranqu\u015fam, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259m q\u0259lbi \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Sirri i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir\u00a0 d\u00fcy\u00fcn,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00f6z\u0259mmir\u0259m qoy deyim –<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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Misralarda deyildiyi kimi insan g\u00fcll\u00fc bahardan, quzeyd\u0259ki qardan, yaxud qarl\u0131 quzeyd\u0259n niy\u0259 k\u00fcss\u00fcn ax\u0131?! B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar d\u0259niz kimi t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u00fc, t\u0259bd\u0259n-t\u0259b\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n insan q\u0259lbin\u0259 bir i\u015far\u0259tdir. G\u00fcl\u015f\u0259nli bir baharda g\u0259zib dola\u015f\u0131rk\u0259n bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn sonbahar\u0131n soyuq ruzigarlar\u0131 i\u00e7r\u0259 sapsar\u0131 bir x\u0259zana d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n. H\u0259yat bir anda \u00f6m\u00fcr val\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir v\u0259 q\u0259lbimizd\u0259 q\u00fcss\u0259 yeli \u0259sdirir. \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n\u00a0 da d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n ovqatla yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bel\u0259 r\u0259ngar\u0259ng \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdur. V\u0259 bu \u015feirl\u0259rin \u0259ks\u0259rinin m\u0259zmunu, ah\u0259ngi d\u0259rvi\u015fan\u0259dir. Bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 sevginin d\u0259qiq \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 tapmaq \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir. \u0130zl\u0259rl\u0259 getdikc\u0259 sevinir, el\u0259 san\u0131rsan ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259rzi dola\u015fsan da sonda s\u0259n\u0259 papaq ed\u0259n bu \u00fcnvana \u00e7atacaqsan. Lakin getdikc\u0259 f\u0259zaya do\u011fru qalx\u0131r, g\u00f6yl\u0259rin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 itirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel \u00f6z \u015feirl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fc Tanr\u0131ya yazsa da, \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 bir \u00fcsyankar q\u0259l\u0259m d\u0259 g\u0259zdirir. Hiss etdiyim q\u0259d\u0259r \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259ki bu \u00fcsyankarl\u0131q boyas\u0131 daha \u00e7ox Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sirind\u0259n qidalan\u0131r. Yerd\u0259ki g\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri \u015fair g\u00f6r\u00fcr, lakin qanl\u0131 balta kimin \u0259lind\u0259dir, q\u0259ssaba t\u0259lim ke\u00e7\u0259n kimdir, onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yi oxucunun \u00f6z ixtiyar\u0131na burax\u0131r. \u015eeirin \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 bir k\u0259m\u0259nddir. C\u0259miyy\u0259tin su\u00e7lu yaxas\u0131ndan\u00a0 v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259dal\u0259tsizliy\u0259 susqun bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan m\u00f6hk\u0259m yap\u0131\u015fan bir kovboy k\u0259m\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcnah i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n xirtd\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Tutunub \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa yer d\u0259 qalmaya!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

B\u00fctl\u0259ri s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b, qan eliy\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Arzu ba\u011flama\u011fa pir d\u0259 qalmaya!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r h\u0259r yana salalar soraq,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Savab axtaralar \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6y yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259, hey varaq-varaq,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u201cQuran\u201d, n\u0259 \u201cZ\u0259bur\u201d sir d\u0259 qalmaya!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259s\u0259n, bir \u0259sg\u0259r qo\u015funnan \u00e7\u0131xa,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fm\u0259l qul \u018fc\u0259lin hu\u015funnan \u00e7\u0131xa,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Allah\u0131n t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131nnan \u00e7\u0131xa,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Qan\u0131n bu qadal\u0131 yerd\u0259 qalmaya!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

*\"132077415_4172936182720028_162251452867482143_n\"<\/a>**<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6lk\u0259ni sev\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Sev\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u015fama\u011fa<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Bir qar\u0131\u015f yer olmaya…<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n ged\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Ged\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Geni\u015f evin<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Arzuna dar olmaya…<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259s\u0259n,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6m\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n boyda gor olmaya<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

K\u0259m\u0259nd dedim, b\u0259li, \u0130rad\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, m\u00f6vzusundan as\u0131l\u0131 olmadan h\u0259r bir \u015feiri ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q yarad\u0131r. Lakin bir q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqli, s\u0259n\u0259tin cazib\u0259sin\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k k\u0259m\u0259nd at\u0131r. Yurda, V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 – s\u00f6z\u0259 – s\u0259n\u0259t\u0259, insanl\u0131\u011fa, t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259, h\u0259yata, ucal\u0131\u011fa ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131q yaradan b\u0259ndl\u0259r h\u0259m d\u0259 bir k\u0259m\u0259nddir…<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bir h\u0259rbin, he\u00e7 bir z\u0259rbin q\u0131rma\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fc yetm\u0259y\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259t k\u0259m\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 135 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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