{"id":19581,"date":"2024-01-19T15:38:31","date_gmt":"2024-01-19T11:38:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19581"},"modified":"2024-01-24T09:38:24","modified_gmt":"2024-01-24T05:38:24","slug":"jipar-isabaeva-sevgi-cilovlanmaz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19581","title":{"rendered":"J\u0131par \u0130sabaeva – Sevgi cilovlanmaz\u2026 (1-ci hiss\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"419652954_697477572516223_7452981982725499938_n\"<\/a>(fantaziya-mistik hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

I kitabdan<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, d\u0259li deyirsiniz!<\/p>\n

Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u0259l\u0259r?! Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r ax\u0131?! Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259r ki, kims\u0259siz bir t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan bu ilan\u0131n balas\u0131 insan kimi insana valeh olar, insan olmaq ac\u0131s\u0131 duyar! Bu hadis\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r heyr\u0259tamizdir ki, e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 adam\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u00a0b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sir!..<\/p>\n

Boz t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ov\u011fun u\u011fulday\u0131r, sanki f\u0259ryad edirdi. K\u00fcl\u0259k fit \u00e7alaraq zaman zaman \u00e7ov\u011funun, tufanlar\u0131n a\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b,t\u0259mizl\u0259diyi b\u0259rkimi\u015f boz t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 qopara bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 onlara \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Qara da\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6b\u0259yind\u0259 is\u0259 bir ilan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer etmi\u015fdi. O buradan insanlara bax\u0131rd\u0131. Boyu ki\u015fi boyundan h\u00fcnd\u00fcr, b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 xal olan bir a\u011f ilan…<\/p>\n

Cindi-\u00c7ap adlanan yerd\u0259, qayal\u0131qlar aras\u0131nda, yerin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 yuva qurmu\u015fdu. Oraya insan \u0259li \u00e7atmazd\u0131, qu\u015f bel\u0259 s\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. O burada bu qayal\u0131qlar arad\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. At yar\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0259saf\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259r olan bu torpaq haqq\u0131nda insanlar \u201c\u00e7oxdan\u201d b\u0259ri bir \u0259fsan\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, bir vaxtlar bu t\u0259p\u0259 g\u00fcl \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ya\u015f\u0131l bir yer olub. \u00c7\u0131lpaq qayan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan bulaq \u00e7a\u011flay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u00a0g\u0259nc qad\u0131nlar bulaqdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da \u015f\u0259lal\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7imib yuyunurmu\u015flar. V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn\u2026 h\u0259min g\u00fcn o k\u0259ndin ba\u015f\u0131na bu m\u00fcsib\u0259t g\u0259lir. Quldurlar h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n m\u00fcdafi\u0259siz adamlara h\u00fccum edirl\u0259r, \u00a0k\u0259ndi yand\u0131r\u0131rlar, k\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259 sovururlar! Suda yuyunan\u00a0\u00a0 q\u0131zlar\u0131 m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 al\u0131rlar v\u0259 \u0259sir g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Q\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir sehrbaz\u0131n yegan\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 da vard\u0131. Bu sehrbaz yayda qar ya\u011fd\u0131ra,q\u0131\u015fda b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxutdura bil\u0259n bir sehirbaz imi\u015f. Q\u0131z da atas\u0131ndan bir \u00e7ox sehir \u00f6yr\u0259nibmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z deyir: “G\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259k onlar bizi \u0259sir al\u0131b sonra da ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za oyun a\u00e7acaqlar!” Xalq\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olan qatill\u0259rin \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, g\u0259lin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0259nah aparaq!” – atas\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyi t\u0131lsiml\u0259rin \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 qar\u011f\u0131\u015flarla qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131raraq oxuyur. Bu zaman yer qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr, g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer aras\u0131nda \u015fim\u015f\u0259k, ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ax\u0131r, da\u011flar yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nib da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r, yer yerind\u0259n oynay\u0131r! Bir b\u0259la g\u0259lir! S\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayalar bir birind\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131r, qad\u0131n v\u0259 q\u0131zlar, quldurlar silahlar\u0131, atlar\u0131, paltarlar\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q ham\u0131s\u0131 o qayan\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 girirl\u0259r. Budan sonra bu t\u0259p\u0259 bax bel\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259, bulaq quruyur. Bu z\u00fclm\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qurumal\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q he\u00e7 kim ora ged\u0259 bilmir. Burada yerin alt\u0131na gir\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn canl\u0131lar, heyvanlar bir daha \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirl\u0259r. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu yer D\u0259li-\u00c7ap adlan\u0131r v\u0259 buralar\u0131n yaln\u0131z ilanlar\u0131n m\u0259sk\u0259ni oldu\u011fu deyilir!<\/p>\n

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Haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z a\u011f ilan\u0131m\u0131z da o ilanlar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n g\u0259lib. Sanki Allah onun taleyin\u0259 bunu yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 o, u\u015faql\u0131qdan insana yax\u0131n idi. \u0130nsanlar getdikl\u0259ri yerl\u0259ri d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurar, qayal\u0131qlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u0259z\u0259rdi. O insan c\u0259miyy\u0259tin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca, c\u0259miyy\u0259tin insanl\u0131\u011fa s\u0131\u011fmayan t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rini d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 bunlar ona \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131rd\u0131. Bu gedi\u015fl\u0259, onun h\u0259yat\u0131 getdikc\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir v\u0259 ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131 bilinmirdi…<\/p>\n

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Tufan\u0131n u\u011fultusu h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ngim\u0259mi\u015fdi. Hava yax\u015f\u0131 olsayd\u0131, indi g\u00fcnorta oldu\u011fu, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin zenitd\u0259 oldu\u011fu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi. \u0130lan havan\u0131n \u0259lveri\u015fsizliyin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan inadla insanlara t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259yi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131na alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131laraq sonra is\u0259 d\u00fcz \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. B\u0259rk k\u00fcl\u0259yin qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 toz torpaq onun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 mane olsa da, o buna fikir verm\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi. \u00dcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan qumu silk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n at\u0131rd\u0131. Onun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki h\u0259sr\u0259t onu ilhamland\u0131r\u0131r, g\u00fcc, q\u00fcvv\u0259t verirdi.<\/p>\n

Ah, o pay\u0131z hadis\u0259si olmasayd\u0131, indi he\u00e7 kim bu inadkar ilan\u0131 dayand\u0131ra bilm\u0259zdi! O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi k\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 bir mane\u0259y\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Bel\u0259 olan halda h\u0259tta Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok da onun g\u0259ldiyini hiss edib, \u0259lind\u0259ki yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 paltar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yini, qollar\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yolla qa\u00e7ard\u0131! \u0130lan da onun dal\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259rdi. O q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259ydi , ev\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla gir\u0259rdi!<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 insanlar kimi, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t qucaqla\u015fard\u0131lar! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sevincl\u0259 Canla qucaqla\u015far v\u0259 tanqodak\u0131 kimi d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurard\u0131lar. Bel\u0259 olan halda onlara baxan ata-analar\u0131 sevinsinmi, yoxsa k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nsinmi, bilmirdil\u0259r. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun qollar\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb As\u0131lbekl\u0259 S\u0131rqan\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onu \u00fcz\u00fc u\u015faq \u00fcz\u00fc kimi m\u0259sum, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r olurdu. H\u0259sr\u0259tini gizl\u0259d\u0259 bimirdi. Onlara da sevgi dolu n\u0259vazi\u015fini g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa \u0259rinin yan\u0131nda bir az t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etdi, amma salam verdi:<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259s\u0259n, Can? Yax\u015f\u0131sanm\u0131?.. \u2013 n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra As\u0131lbek dedi:<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lmis\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Ancaq t\u0259kc\u0259 onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ilan \u00e7ox \u015fey ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259… b\u0259li, ata kimi, ya sad\u0259c\u0259 bir insan kimi… Ruhun sirri…Ruha qar\u015f\u0131 gizli bir istilik v\u0259 \u015f\u0259fq\u0259t hiss olunurdu. Eyni zamanda As\u0131lbek ilan\u0131n h\u0259r yaz bel\u0259 qay\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Canla bir k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilib uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tli h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub fikirl\u0259r\u0259 dal\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq daha sonra ilandan q\u0131\u015f\u0131 nec\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyini soru\u015fdu. \u0130lan \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n idi. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rdi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n yuvada yat\u0131b?! Bu, yuxu g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259xluqa a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki o, art\u0131q Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda heyvan idi. Q\u0131z onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc oxuyurdu. \u0130lan da dostunun n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259 gizl\u0259tdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z yen\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib onu yana\u011f\u0131na s\u0131x\u0131r, m\u0259mnun halda onu\u00a0 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r,ox\u015fay\u0131r, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 o zaman m\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259rdi? \u2013 \u0130lan beynind\u0259 dedi, \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259…\u201d Ax\u0131r ki, q\u0131z daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Deyirdi ki, q\u0131\u015fda da s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131ram, onu ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcb, h\u0259tta onun \u015f\u0259klini betaran\u0131n-tikm\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flay\u0131b, o y\u00fck\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan ki\u00e7ik, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir sand\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b irili-x\u0131rdal\u0131 xeyli tikm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. \u00dcz\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ilan t\u0259svirl\u0259ri olan a\u011f paltarlar. \u0130lan onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birin\u0259 bax\u0131r, q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259tkarl\u0131q x\u00fcsiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 heyr\u0259t edir, onun a\u011f, balaca, yum\u015faq \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 heyran olurdu. Amma daxilind\u0259 bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z bir hiss vard\u0131.\u00a0 Bu hiss\u00a0 onun i\u00e7ini yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131! Onun da bel\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri, ayaqlar\u0131 olsayd\u0131, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oqa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 h\u0259sr etm\u0259zdimi!<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n bu m\u0259qam\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yen\u0259 ucadan f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 v\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ah \u00e7\u0259kdi: \u201cQ\u0131\u015f\u015f\u015f!..\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 Can inild\u0259di.<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, vaxt ke\u00e7mir, dayan\u0131r, sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc narahat hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yenid\u0259n x\u0259yallardan ayr\u0131l\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131 v\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. Bir-iki k\u0259ndlid\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi!<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n ilan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 o aya\u011fa durdu.H\u0259r \u015feyi risk\u0259 atd\u0131. S\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131zdan yaza q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259n vaxt el\u0259 bil bir \u0259sr\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r idi.\u00a0 H\u0259sr\u0259ti o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc idi ki, b\u0259d\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131ndan qabaqda gedirdi.<\/p>\n

Yer\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n ilan\u0131 dayand\u0131rmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi! Onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xsayd\u0131, kim bilir n\u0259 olard\u0131?!<\/p>\n

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Ox \u015f\u0259killi ilan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7atma qa\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z canland\u0131. Onun q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 geyimini k\u00fcl\u0259k yell\u0259yirdi. Bunun atd\u0131nca is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259sini duydu.Amma s\u0259s \u00e7atmad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki k\u00fcl\u0259k ortadan\u00a0 \u0259sdiyind\u0259n s\u0259si itirirdi.O hiss etmi\u015fdi,q\u0131z\u0131n burada oldu\u011funu bilirdi! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq da onun g\u0259ldiyini hiss etdi, bir n\u00f6v t\u0259cili i\u015far\u0259 verdi v\u0259 bundan sonra n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131! Bel\u0259likl\u0259, onu sin\u0259sind\u0259n it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 s\u0259s\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r, n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Tezlikl\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259k yava\u015f\u0131d\u0131 …<\/p>\n

\u0130lan dayan\u0131b qulaq asd\u0131. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259sini tuta bilm\u0259di. Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rini sanki k\u00fcl\u0259k al\u0131b apar\u0131rd\u0131. O he\u00e7 zaman\u00a0 tufana, borana m\u0259h\u0259l qoymazd\u0131. \u0130ndi is\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 \u00e7ov\u011funa q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 o, a\u011f\u0131r b\u0259d\u0259nini \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 dart\u0131b ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 u\u00e7uruma \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131, yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131b a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u0130lan\u0131n dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n k\u0259nd ovuc i\u00e7i kimi tam ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. T\u0259p\u0259nin bir t\u0259r\u0259fi g\u00fcney oldu\u011fundan, \u0259t\u0259yi \u0259sl yay idi. Daha sonra k\u0259nd evl\u0259ri ba\u015flay\u0131r. O evl\u0259rd\u0259n bir az k\u0259narda olan , \u00fcst\u00fc qam\u0131\u015fla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f yast\u0131 boz daml\u0131, maral g\u00f6z\u00fc kimi par\u0131ldayan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si olan ev ilan\u0131 x\u00fcsusil\u0259 c\u0259lb edirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc ona daha yax\u0131n, \u00f6z evind\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u0131n hiss ed\u0259rdi. \u00dcst\u0259lik, ev ilan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaln\u0131z o evin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi yer deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 orada ya\u015fayan insanlara\u00a0 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 yad\u0131nda qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 bir i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131ndan baxsan\u0131z, g\u00f6r\u0259rsiniz ki, ortada bir ocaq yan\u0131r, onun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda aln\u0131na yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259rk b\u0259rk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f ar\u0131q, sol\u011fun bir g\u0259nc qad\u0131n x\u0259mir yo\u011furur , ya da qab qacaq yuyur. Evin sahibi – h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboylu, enli k\u00fcr\u0259kli, bu \u015f\u0259n adam\u0131 ilan sevirdi. B\u0259zi insanlar kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dayan\u0131b durmurdu. Ax\u015famlar o komuz \u00e7alar, b\u0259z\u0259n bil\u0259yini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 tutub uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bir melodiya \u00e7alard\u0131. Bel\u0259 olan halda xan\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fd\u0259n \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, \u0259rin\u0259 iltifat g\u00f6st\u0259rib m\u0259mnunluqla baxard\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 ilan \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 Kyzmon\u00e7oku t\u0259qlid edirdi, sonra is\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nini a\u00e7\u0131r, As\u0131lbekin qaba\u011f\u0131nda b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 melodiyaya qulaq asmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar ilan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259svirolunmaz sevinc v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l anlar idi! K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn is\u0259 daha sevincli ,f\u0259r\u0259hli idi! O u\u015faql\u0131qdan komuz dinl\u0259m\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevirdi. Atas\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011f dizin\u0259 yax\u0131n oturaraq gah ona qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oynay\u0131r, gah da komuzun siml\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7alan barmaqlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n sehrli taxtadan \u00e7\u0131xan ecazkar al\u0259m\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131 K\u0131zmon\u00e7oka u\u015faql\u0131qdan musiqini a\u015f\u0131laya bilmi\u015fdi. O komuzun ecazkar s\u0259sin\u0259 heyranl\u0131qla v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgi il\u0259, heyr\u0259t il\u0259 qulaq asard\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri atas\u0131n\u0131n komuzun siml\u0259ri \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 heyranl\u0131qla seyr ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

K\u0259nd sakinl\u0259ri Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun u\u015faql\u0131qdan daha a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 v\u0259 f\u0259ras\u0259tli oldu\u011funu deyirdil\u0259r:<\/p>\n

\u201cO\u011flan kimi bir q\u0131zd\u0131r\u201d deyirdil\u0259r. Q\u0131z\u0131n pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r. Ana is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyatlanaraq deyirdi:<\/p>\n

– D\u0259li oluram da! Niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r bu u\u015faqdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar? Allah, balam\u0131 b\u0259d n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n, soyuq s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n qorusun! \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k S\u0131rqa ana q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n boyunu sev\u0259rdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n tez b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259sini ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Lakin Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq yetkinl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n v\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n yen\u0259 yay\u0131nmad\u0131. \u018fksin\u0259, onun haqq\u0131nda getdikc\u0259 daha \u00e7ox \u201c\u015fayi\u0259l\u0259r\u201d v\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r yay\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u018fn \u00e7ox da q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259k da\u011fa\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 camaata m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 idi! Bunu ilk g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Bu q\u0131z\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 cin girib ,o cinl\u0259rl\u0259 oturub durur -deyirdil\u0259r! G\u00fcnun g\u00fcnorta vaxt\u0131 q\u0131z \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faraq k\u0259ndd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Bir ba\u015fqalar\u0131 deyirdi:<\/p>\n

– Yox, onu apar\u0131b g\u0259tir\u0259nl\u0259r var! Hayaletler, sa\u011f-salamat apar\u0131b g\u0259tirirl\u0259r! \u2013 deyirdil\u0259r. Son zamanlar bel\u0259 \u015fayi\u0259l\u0259r yay\u0131lma\u011f\u0131 dayand\u0131r\u0131b:<\/p>\n

– Yox, -deyirdi b\u0259zil\u0259ri-Q\u0131z deyir ki, ilanlar\u0131n dilini bilir. Camaatdan gizlin t\u0259k gedib ilan paltar\u0131 geyinir!<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n dey\u0259s\u0259n, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n! Q\u0131z hamil\u0259dir! \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ilandan! Deyirl\u0259r ki, \u0259jdaha aya v\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 \u00e7atanda qad\u0131na \u00e7evrilir! –\u00a0 deyirdil\u0259r v\u0259 qorxdular, n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131ndan narahatm\u0131\u015f kimi sakit dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu yaramazlar As\u0131lbek\u0259 b\u00f6htan atma\u011fa, arxas\u0131nca da\u015f atma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar?! Haqq\u0131nda qeyb\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u011flayaraq havan\u0131n qarald\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxt\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259nini silk\u0259l\u0259yib d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n diqq\u0259tini yay\u0131nd\u0131rmaq, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fi bir daha \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb-bi\u00e7m\u0259k, ara\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u0131zboncok da\u011fa daha ehtiyatla qalx\u0131rd\u0131. Bu b\u0259dxah insanlar\u0131n dedi qsundan qurtarmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Amma ona t\u0259s\u0259lli ver\u0259n bir sevgi vard\u0131. \u018fsil sevgi!<\/p>\n

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B\u0259li, bu somo kimi olan a\u011f ilan balaca, ar\u0131q ilan idi! Q\u0131z da h\u0259l\u0259 yeriy\u0259 bilmirdi, ana d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 idi. \u0130kisinin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 o g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f v\u0259 getdikc\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259ri \u015firin hissl\u0259r\u0259 , saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 N\u0259hay\u0259t, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259 ifad\u0259 olunmaz bir\u00a0 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t qurmu\u015fdular. \u0130nsan v\u0259 ilan taleyi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131lar, ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131…<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnl\u0259r h\u0259r ikisinin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259ri idi.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n qaydalar\u0131 olmasayd\u0131, h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z taleyi, iki f\u0259rqli h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi olsa da, birinin insan, dig\u0259rinin heyvan oldu\u011funu bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 eyni duy\u011fuya boyun \u0259y\u0259rdil\u0259r. Sevgi il\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 birlikd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259k, dola\u015fmaq?! Amma H\u0259yat\u0131n qanunlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Bu d\u00fcnyada do\u011fulduqdan sonra onun qanun v\u0259 qaydalar\u0131na tabe olmaq vacibdir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 insan\u0131n insan, heyvan\u0131n is\u0259 heyvan qalmas\u0131 daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Bu qaydalar olmasayd\u0131, onlar sevgi dolu h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 birg\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259r, d\u00fcnyan\u0131, kainat\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 dolanard\u0131lar. Amma haradan\u2026<\/p>\n

Dediyim kimi, bu hekay\u0259 bel\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bir ilan balas\u0131 qur\u015fa\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r qalxan otlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259 oynay\u0131b \u0259yl\u0259nirdi. O \u015f\u0131ltaq v\u0259 \u00e7ox oynaq idi. S\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259yi\u00a0 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bir yerd\u0259 durmazd\u0131. \u00dcst\u0259lik, dig\u0259r ilanlardan bir q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqli idi! Bel\u0259 ki \u0259trafdak\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 bigan\u0259 deyildi, insanlar t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7ox\u00a0 meyl edirdi. Ana ilan \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 bundan\u00a0 qorxurdu, balas\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r danlasa da, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r insanlardan,g\u00f6z\u0259llikd\u0259n \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kindirm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, o buna nail ola bilm\u0259di. Ax\u0131rda t\u0259slim oldu. Bala ilandak\u0131bsevgi , m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t duy\u011fular\u0131 ana \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qalib g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259lliyi sev\u0259n bu balaca, qa\u00e7\u0131r,durur, buludlar\u0131 seyr edir, g\u00f6y\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini, bula\u011f\u0131n axmas\u0131na, \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri seyr edirdi. H\u00fcnd\u00fcr da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n ya\u015fam t\u0259rzin\u0259 bax\u0131r, onunla \u0259yl\u0259nirdi. Bu ikiayaql\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00f6rdayaql\u0131 m\u0259xluqlar\u0131 niy\u0259 sevdiyini bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 insan olmaq, insanlarla qaynay\u0131b-qar\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 caylooda-yaylaqda bu boz ev-yurt tikildiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n. H\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 yar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, gen\u0259\u015fin \u00e7\u00fcalar\u0131ndan\u00a0 tez da\u015fl\u0131 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259nha bir \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. X\u00fcsusil\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259lirdi. O, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini par\u0131ldadaraq uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 izl\u0259yirdi,\u00a0 insanlar\u0131n h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259, yeri\u015fin\u0259 diqq\u0259t edirdi. Lakin h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 deyildi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 beynin\u0259 deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259: \u201cNiy\u0259?,\u201d “N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn”- suallar\u0131 verirdi.<\/p>\n

Onun sevm\u0259diyi bir \u015fey vard\u0131, niy\u0259 ham\u0131 ondan qorxur. “Niy\u0259?! – ilan o\u011flan\u00a0 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, – M\u0259n onlara n\u0259 pislik etmi\u015f\u0259m?l! \u018fksin\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 tullanan quzularla, \u00e7\u0259pi\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259, buzovlarla, qulunlarla, balaca o\u011flanlarla, q\u0131zlarla oynamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. H\u0259tta bu k\u00f6rp\u0259 ilan onun \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 u\u00e7an qanadl\u0131 qu\u015fa heyran qal\u0131rd\u0131. O da qu\u015flar kimi qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qalx\u0131b u\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Amma ilan\u0131 he\u00e7 kim ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Kim ona rast g\u0259lirdi, ondan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Onun uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u015flara yax\u0131nla\u015fan adamlar, oyy- dey\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yaz\u0131q ilan. Onun bu durumunu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tindir. \u0130nsanlarla \u00fcz \u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k ona \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 o he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fcz k\u0259ndin i\u00e7in\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. B\u00f6y\u00fck bir yurtun(evin) qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n qazan-tava \u015faqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, insan hay k\u00fcy\u00fc, qad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri e\u015fidilirdi. Bu s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 u\u015faq s\u0259si qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015fey ona tan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan balas\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f ba\u015f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi bu ev\u0259 indi girirmi\u015f kimi dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma hans\u0131sa g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z q\u00fcvv\u0259 onu tutub saxlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu vaxt bir adam q\u0259fild\u0259n evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.\u0130kisi d\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir-birind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259yib, bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek indiy\u0259 kimi \u00e7ox ilan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Amma bu ilan dig\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqli idi – a\u011f ilan idi. C\u0259mi iki v\u0259 ya \u00fc\u00e7 qar\u0131\u015f uzunlu\u011funda olan bala ilan!<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta As\u0131lbek, dayan\u0131b baxmasayd\u0131, onu \u00e7ubuq kimi bir \u015fey hesab ed\u0259c\u0259kdi, z\u0259r\u0259rsiz bir \u015fey kimi g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi! As\u0131lbek onun ilan da olsa, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ziyans\u0131z oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Amma onu yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir vahim\u0259,qorxu basd\u0131. \u0130lan lap qaba\u011f\u0131nda idi. \u00dcst\u0259lik, d\u00fcz qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda olan ev\u0259 baxan v\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd edirdi. As\u0131lb\u0259k ilana \u201cDur-r!\u201d dedi. Bu s\u00f6z onda xo\u015f, h\u0259m d\u0259 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z v\u0259 qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir hiss buraxd\u0131. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki,o As\u0131lbeki haradasa g\u00f6r\u00fcb.Bu onun insanla ilk qa\u015f\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131 idi.Yuxusuna girdiyi vaxtdan her zaman onu dusunurdu, bilmirdi bu yaxs\u0131d\u0131 yoxsa pis.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 bala ilan axmaq kimi yer\u0259 uzand\u0131 v\u0259 adam\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt As\u0131lbek d\u0259mir bel\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f cumdu, onu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb hirsl\u0259 ilana t\u0259r\u0259f f\u0131rlatd\u0131.Bala ilan arxas\u0131nda lapatkan\u0131 hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k dala bel\u0259 baxmadan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Lapatka g\u00f6yd\u0259 u\u00e7ub onun arxas\u0131nda yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r yer\u0259 sapland\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r ilan\u0131n ilan c\u0259ldliyi olmasayd\u0131,y\u0259qinki \u00fclg\u00fcc kimi iti lapatka onu iki b\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.Bu bir anda ba\u015f verdi. \u0130lan geri \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259-“M\u0259n siz\u0259 n\u0259 pislik etmi\u015f\u0259m” dedi. \u00d6z sual\u0131na cavab tapmam\u0131\u015f \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi-“Ka\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck ilan olayd\u0131m”. O g\u0259ldiyi yer\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“M\u0259n iri ilan olanda!..\u201d dey\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259n m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131, amma fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck ilan olsa bel\u0259, insan\u0131 insan\u0131n ilan\u0131 t\u0259hqir etdiyi q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259hqir ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. \u0130nsana ba\u011flanmaq bir yana qals\u0131n, insanla heyvan\u0131 ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n nam\u0259lum b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u00fcvv\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n aldan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131?..<\/p>\n

Balaca ilan bel\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259rt qayal\u0131\u011fa q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259ldi v\u0259 orada dayand\u0131, arxaya d\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131. O b\u0259rk hirsl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Hirsind\u0259n , \u0259s\u0259bind\u0259n bura nec\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman art\u0131q g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f da\u011flar\u0131n dal\u0131nda gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. K\u0259ndin yar\u0131s\u0131 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259 ,yar\u0131s\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. .Bir azdan sonra qaranl\u0131q qar\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131. Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Canl\u0131 al\u0259ml\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey yava\u015f yava\u015f yuxuya gedirdi. \u018ftrafa sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma bala ilan bunu ist\u0259mirdi! O n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc ist\u0259yirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259 olmaq ist\u0259yirdi ,aktiv h\u0259yat\u0131 sevirdi. S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r o g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmaq bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

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As\u0131lbek komuzunu d\u0131nq\u0131ldad\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq \u00f6z ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na im\u0259kl\u0259yir v\u0259 balaca \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 ona toxunaraq \u00f6z dilind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi. Ata is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub barmaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 siml\u0259r \u00fcstd\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015f\u0259r\u0259k heyr\u0259tamiz bir musiqi ifa edirdi. Qab qaca\u011f\u0131 yumaqdan ba\u015f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan S\u0131rqa n\u0259hay\u0259t , ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ldib mehribanl\u0131qla \u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. Sonra o da g\u0259lib \u0259rinin v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturdu. D\u0259rin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259il\u0259 \u0259rin\u0259 baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Qollar\u0131n\u0131 onun boynuna dolad\u0131 v\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,dodaqlar\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. As\u0131lbekin komuzun siml\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131 dayand\u0131, musiqi susdu.<\/p>\n

-Can\u0131m m\u0259nim!..- qad\u0131n p\u0131\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131, – N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, s\u0259n varsan! M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz n\u0259 ed\u0259rdim?.. S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yims\u0259n, can\u0131msan!..<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n sevgi dolu ehtirasl\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 As\u0131lbek\u0259 bir anl\u0131\u011fa h\u0259r \u015feyi unutdurdusa da , yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131 v\u0259 komuzunu k\u0259nara qoyub dedi:<\/p>\n

-Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259r?..<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259rqi yox idi. O \u0259rinin boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 onun bir az \u0259vv\u0259l komuzun dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 dizl\u0259ri \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 oturdu.. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 sevinirmi\u015f kimi onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxaraq g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. El\u0259 bil ki, onlar\u0131 bir birin\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131. Az\u0131lbek q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 -h\u0259r ikisini b\u0259rk b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131. H\u0259r ikisini qoxlay\u0131rd\u0131, s\u0259ad\u0259td\u0259n s\u0259rxo\u015f kimi olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Yataq daha, can,-xan\u0131m\u0131na dedi.,- S\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131 yat\u0131rt, m\u0259n d\u0259 bir heyvanlara, mal-qaraya bax\u0131m.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r, o yata\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259nnid\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirdi. S\u0131r\u011fan\u0131n qara g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qaranl\u0131qda bir az da t\u00fcndl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu ona daha da g\u00f6z\u0259llik verirdi. Kirpikl\u0259ri el\u0259 bil o g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ke\u015fiyind\u0259 durmaqdan h\u0259zz al\u0131rd\u0131. O d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259di v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yava\u015fca yumdu. Bu hissi ana olanlar bil\u0259r. Sirqa bel\u0259c\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 yat\u0131rtd\u0131, paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib gec\u0259 donunu geyindi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b buraxd\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259rinin dal\u0131nca \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

O lap gec\u0259 p\u0259risin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Daban\u0131na kimi a\u011f geyimd\u0259 idi. As\u0131lbek bu totuq b\u0259d\u0259nli p\u0259risini \u00e7ox asanl\u0131qla yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq kimi f\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. O xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131rlatd\u0131qca f\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131\u2026Da\u011f mehi d\u0259 onlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r h\u0259zin bir rayih\u0259 yaradaraq onlar\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fay\u0259t edirdi. A\u011f donun alt\u0131ndan girib sa\u00e7lar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r gedir, onlar\u0131 darayaraq sanki s\u0259maya s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Onlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r el\u0259 bil Ay da, da\u011f da f\u0131rlan\u0131rd\u0131. Ulduzlar is\u0259 utan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi gah gizl\u0259nir, gah da g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, sayr\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n S\u0131rqa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 As\u0131lbekin \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub g\u00fcl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259:<\/p>\n

-As\u0131ke?<\/p>\n

-H\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Aya bax, o da biz\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frudan da, d\u00fcma\u011f g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f sini kimi par\u0131ldayan dolu Ay\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 onlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Az\u0131lbek g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131. :<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6r nec\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131d\u0131!\u00a0 Nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi! \u018fg\u0259r bir q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z da olsa,onun ad\u0131n\u0131 Dolunay qoyar\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 x\u0259yallara dald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

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Bu gec\u0259 onlar bala ilan\u0131n yuxusuna girdil\u0259r. \u0130nsan\u0131n ilandan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259hl\u0259si gets\u0259 d\u0259, onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 insan onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

A\u011f \u00f6rp\u0259kli, \u00fcst\u00fc tikm\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259kli arxal\u0131q geyinmi\u015f qad\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu. A\u011f di\u015fl\u0259ri onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 x\u00fcsusi g\u00f6z\u0259llik verirdi. Onlar ilana yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ilan qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir ,amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 quyru\u011funu oynad\u0131r, amma yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi. Bu zaman ki\u015fi \u0259yilib ilan\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 al\u0131r. Qad\u0131n onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tumarlay\u0131r, sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nini quyru\u011funa kimi\u00a0 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r. Balaca adam\u00e7\u0131\u011faz da \u0259ll\u0259rini ona t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131r. Sonra onlar d\u00f6rd\u00fc d\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l otun \u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 harasa uzaqlara gedirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi bala ilan yuxudan oyand\u0131 v\u0259 \u015fehli otlar\u0131n aras\u0131 il\u0259, islanaraq yurta t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. O k\u0259l\u0259 k\u00f6t\u00fcr da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaraq yen\u0259 d\u0259 yurta t\u0259r\u0259f baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bala ilan d\u00fcn\u0259nki incikliyi bu gec\u0259ki xo\u015f yuxudan sonra unutmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Evin xan\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 toxunma bir xal\u0131 s\u0259rdi v\u0259 be\u015fiyi onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Be\u015fikd\u0259ki k\u00f6rp\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259yil\u0259r\u0259k \u0259mizdirdi v\u0259 onun \u0259ll\u0259rini qundaqdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b s\u0259rb\u0259st buraxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Be\u015fik, n\u0259nni ilan balas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.\u00a0 K\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131ldan\u0131r, \u0259l qolunu or abura at\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan balas\u0131na el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, k\u00f6rp\u0259 m\u0259hz onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r. O yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 hay\u0131l-may\u0131l oldu. Ona t\u0259r\u0259f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ax\u0131r ax\u0131rda o lap k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u0259 is\u0259 el\u0259 bil onu hiss edirdi. O q\u0131\u011f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ona t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirib \u0259traf\u0131 dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bununla sanki onu yan\u0131na\u00a0 \u201c\u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131\u201d. \u0130lan qorxurdu ki, bird\u0259n evd\u0259n o ki\u015fi \u00e7\u0131xar, amma evd\u0259 xan\u0131mdan ba\u015fqa kims\u0259 yox idi. Qad\u0131n ev\u0259 girdi. Bu f\u00fcrs\u0259td\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n ilan balas\u0131 bir anda be\u015fiyin yan\u0131nda dik dayand\u0131. Balaca inzanc\u0131\u011faz v\u0259 ilan balas\u0131 bir birin\u0259 s\u0259ssizc\u0259 baxd\u0131lar v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 tezc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Onlar aras\u0131nda bir \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t yaranma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026 K\u00f6rp\u0259 \u0259lini ilan balas\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131b ona toxunma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bala ilan is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 be\u015fiyin dir\u0259yin\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuxar\u0131 \u00e7evirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu zaman evd\u0259n o qad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u00fcz onlara t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu zaman qorxmu\u015f ilan \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc palaz\u0131n alt\u0131na soxdu.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131? Humay anam\u0131, m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rmi g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcr?! -deyib ana u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 geyindirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.- \u00dcmidim m\u0259nim,g\u00f6z\u0259lim m\u0259nim! H\u0259\u0259\u2026 q\u0131z\u0131m indi bir candonu, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tikm\u0259li arxal\u0131q\u00a0 geyin\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131ma \u00e7ox yara\u015f\u0131r! Tez c\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131n, tez y\u0131rt\u0131ls\u0131n arxal\u0131\u011f\u0131n, q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259nim! Paltarlar\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc uzun olmas\u0131n, \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn uzun olsun, h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259nim! Bunu m\u0259nim \u0259lim yox, p\u0259ril\u0259rin sehirli \u0259ll\u0259ri tikib!-Batma, Zuura\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130lan insan olmasa da s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n olsa da,o da ana m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini,ana sevgisini anlay\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na alan ana bird\u0259n xal\u00e7an\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 ilan balas\u0131n\u0131 tapdalad\u0131. Balaca ilan d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir a\u011fr\u0131 hiss etdi. Az qala qad\u0131n\u0131 sancacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gec\u0259 bala ilan \u201cev\u0259\u201d getm\u0259yib \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131ll\u0131qda gec\u0259l\u0259di. Amma o bilmirdi ki, anas\u0131 narahatd\u0131, onu s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Bilmirdi ki, anas\u0131 ax\u0131rda d\u00f6zm\u0259yib onu axtarma\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xacaq. Tapmayanda is\u0259 gedib insanlar\u0131n evl\u0259rini alt-\u00fcst ed\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

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Gec\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ana ilan birba\u015fa yurta g\u0259ldi. Bu ev ana ilana yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f idi. O o\u011flunu axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bura \u00e7ox g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Yurtdan adamlar\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, u\u015faqlar\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f v\u0259 arada bir a\u011flamaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lirdi. \u201cBunlar\u0131n u\u015faqlar\u0131 yan\u0131ndad\u0131, he\u00e7 bir qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 zad\u0131 yoxdu!.. B\u0259s m\u0259nim balam?.. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n haradad\u0131?\u201d -B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k ana ilan yurtun d\u0259mir hasar\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. O b\u00fct\u00fcn evin i\u00e7ini i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131ran kerosin lampas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda iri soban\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 odunun nec\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rt\u0131 il\u0259 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Soban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qazanda n\u0259s\u0259 qaynay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki,balas\u0131 buradad\u0131. O bala ilan\u0131n burada olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki balas\u0131n\u0131 burada tap\u0131b ev\u0259 aparacaq.T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ondan bir x\u0259b\u0259r yox idi, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc d\u0259. Anan\u0131 t\u0259la\u015f b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. \u201cOnu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yibl\u0259r ki?\u201d \u201cB\u0259s han\u0131?\u201d. Bu fikirl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 ik\u0259n \u00f6nun g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 balas\u0131n\u0131n cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259ni g\u0259lirdi. Bu fikirl\u0259r onun can\u0131na \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 sald\u0131. Oy \u2026 aman Allah, s\u0259n saxla! Allah el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f, bel\u0259 bir \u015fey olsayd\u0131, onda o anan\u0131 he\u00e7 kim, he\u00e7 n\u0259 saxlaya bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan ana birba\u015fa qap\u0131ya s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc! S\u0259ssizc\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Onun sakitc\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259nc ail\u0259nin x\u0259b\u0259ri bel\u0259 olmad\u0131. Yaln\u0131z balaca k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z onun g\u0259ldiyini duydu, bir anl\u0131\u011fa heyr\u0259tl\u0259 ona t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131 v\u0259 yax\u0131n adam\u0131n\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi astanaya t\u0259r\u0259f qol qanad a\u00e7d\u0131. Bunu hiss ed\u0259n ilan n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arpmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f ke\u00e7\u0259nin alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

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Hava tam qaranl\u0131qla\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6yd\u0259 art\u0131q \u00dclk\u0259r ulduzlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rin dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da tamam k\u0259sildi. \u0130lan h\u0259rd\u0259n balacan\u0131n imr\u0259nm\u0259sini v\u0259 anan\u0131n yava\u015fca be\u015fiyi yell\u0259m\u0259sini e\u015fidirdi. T\u00fcnd\u00fckd\u0259n s\u0259man\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n As\u0131lbek \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 sulara q\u0259rq olmu\u015f kimi d\u0259rin yuxuya getdi. Onun n\u0259f\u0259s almas\u0131 ilan\u0131n lap qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dibind\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

Bay\u0131rda da sakitlik idi. Atlar\u0131n tapp\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n ki\u015fn\u0259m\u0259l\u0259ri tamam k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Kainat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259rin yuxuya getmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ana ilan bu zaman\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. O b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259traf\u0131 \u00e7ox diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259di,sonra h\u0259m hissiyat \u00fczvl\u0259ri il\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 intuitive olaraq boz yurtun i\u00e7ini tam ara\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, onun balas\u0131 burada yoxdu. Bu yax\u015f\u0131 hal deyildi. \u0130lan balas\u0131n\u0131n burada olmamas\u0131 ana ilan\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 olmayan fikirl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vadar edirdi. B\u0259d\u0259ni bumbuz oldu. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri od tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131. O yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015f As\u0131lbek sin\u0259sind\u0259 bir x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 hiss etdi. \u018fli il\u0259 yor\u011fan\u0131n alt\u0131ndan sin\u0259sini yoxlad\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi. Yenid\u0259n yan\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7evrilib yatma\u011fa davam etdi.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259l\u0259 yatmam\u0131san?-S\u0131rqa q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 oyatmaqdan qorxaraq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Yox<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n d\u0259. N\u0259s\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n

-Bilmir\u0259m\u2026- S\u0131rqa n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259 \u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131,<\/p>\n

-Yata bilmir\u0259m\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu zaman ilan onlar\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb be\u015fiy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz dayan\u0131b u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259s almas\u0131n\u0131 din\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130st\u0259di u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7als\u0131n, amma bunu etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u0259lm\u0259di. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 anal\u0131q hissi, ana \u00fcr\u0259yi onun qisas hissin\u0259 m\u0259\u011flub oldu. \u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 qisas almaq ist\u0259y\u0259n ilan:\u201d Bala itirm\u0259yin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu qoy bilsinl\u0259r. Qoy i\u00e7l\u0259ri yans\u0131n. M\u0259nim kimi f\u0259ryad etsinl\u0259r\u201d\u2026 Bird\u0259n onun a\u011fl\u0131na bir fikir g\u0259ldi v\u0259 h\u0259m\u0259n geriy\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Be\u015fiyin yan\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259nin s\u00fcd \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259si vard\u0131. O \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7in\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rini p\u00fcsk\u00fcrd\u00fcb t\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 bundan sonra sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n m\u0259st olmu\u015f c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka da bir n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b g\u0259ldiyi yolla geri qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdd\u0259n yan\u0131b yax\u0131lan, \u00fcr\u0259yi od tutub yanan ana ilan h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyl\u0259 a\u011flayaraq yer\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131laraq gedirdi. O \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 and i\u00e7ib s\u00f6z verdi ki, \u00fcr\u0259yi sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r insan n\u0259slini sakit buraxmayacaq, daim onlardan intiqam alacaq!<\/p>\n

Bu zaman \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131ll\u0131qda da\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda yatan bala ilan yerind\u0259n atland\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131n iyini hiss etdikd\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r dik dayand\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131yanda sevincl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Eyni vaxtda S\u0131rqa da balas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda idi. Q\u0131z n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 narahat idi. O \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 yar\u0131yuxulu z\u0131qq\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc verm\u0259k ist\u0259dikd\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 yana \u0259ydi,\u00a0 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di.S\u0131rqa be\u015fiyi yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k layla \u00e7alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Can\u0131m balam, a lay-lay,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 balam , a lay-lay.<\/p>\n

-Var\u0131m d\u00f6vl\u0259tim, k\u00f6rp\u0259 quzum,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 qurban, \u00f6z\u00fcm, g\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Aa…Aa\u2026 A\u2026Aa\u2026Aa\u2026A<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 be\u015fiyi he\u00e7 b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259di. Narahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 daha da artd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 o t\u0259r\u0259f bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259r\u0259k daha da b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Can\u0131m m\u0259nim, k\u00f6rp\u0259 quzum! S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 oldu?-dedi v\u0259 \u0259yilib d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc bir daha k\u00f6rp\u0259nin a\u011fs\u0131na soxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma q\u0131z anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc indi q\u0259ti g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di. Bundan sonra ana \u0259rini-As\u0131lbeki oyatd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Atas\u0131, oyan bir. Q\u0131z\u0131n haras\u0131 is\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r, n\u0259di?!\u00a0 Onda bel\u0259 \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 S\u00fcd verimmi,q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259nim? \u2013 o h\u0259y\u0259canla ,t\u0259la\u015fla \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 \u0259li il\u0259 yoxlayaraq s\u00fcd \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. U\u015faq da el\u0259 bil n\u0259ys\u0259 bir \u015fey hiss etmi\u015f kimi q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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El\u0259 bu vaxtda ana ilan o\u011flu il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flu q\u0259fild\u0259n sa\u011f salamat onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flunu sa\u011f salamat g\u00f6r\u0259n anan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc! Bala ilan is\u0259 anas\u0131na \u015f\u0131rmanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O quyru\u011funu bulaya bulaya \u0259qiq kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 anas\u0131na el\u0259 mehriban bax\u0131rd\u0131 ki!.. Ana ilan az qala hu\u015funu itir\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ana g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. Yerind\u0259 tir kimi donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Handan hana ana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 asta s\u0259sl\u0259 f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Ts-s-s-s! Ts-s-s-s!..-Bu f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 fit\u0259 d\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, d\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259\u2026 Q\u0259m, k\u0259d\u0259r dolu\u00a0 bu a\u011f\u0131r s\u0259s anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinin lap d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra ona \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tl\u0259 baxan o\u011fluna t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259yildi v\u0259 balas\u0131na sarma\u015fd\u0131. Ay\u0131n qaranl\u0131qlardan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda bala anan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u015feh kimi iki damc\u0131 su g\u00f6rd\u00fc!..T\u0259\u0259c\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. A\u011flama\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259y\u0259n bala n\u0259 bil\u0259ydi ki, sonralar o da a\u011flayacaq!.. \u0130ndi is\u0259 tezc\u0259 yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ancaq xo\u015f anlar \u00e7ox s\u00fcrm\u0259di. Balas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259 qoxusuna s\u0259rm\u0259st olan ilan bird\u0259n g\u0259rildi, o\u011flunu boynundan yer\u0259 atd\u0131. Silk\u0259l\u0259ndi v\u0259 yurta-boz ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f yerind\u0259n\u00a0 ox kimi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Anas\u0131n\u0131n boynundan yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bala ilan da onun dal\u0131nca g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Anas\u0131 ondan kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r aralansa da, o anas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259qib edir, ona \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bu vaxt\u0131 yurtda-boz evd\u0259 \u00e7axna\u015fma var idi. U\u015faq rahat yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 bird\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa, k\u00fcrl\u00fck etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Valideynl\u0259ri n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r onun \u0259traf\u0131nda dolansalar da, ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rlansalar da, yalvarsalar da q\u0131z sakitl\u0259\u015fmirdi. A\u011flamaqdan b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259r\u0259 batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. As\u0131lbek lampan\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 lampan\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni tap\u0131b xan\u0131m\u0131na uzatd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Al yedir onu! G\u00f6r i\u00e7ird\u0259 bilirs\u0259nmi?..<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 bu d\u0259qiq\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa n\u0259 q\u0259dr el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcd\u00fc i\u00e7m\u0259di. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 inadla yana \u00e7evir\u0259r\u0259k a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.- \u018fmmir!-Ana a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki q\u0131z \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r he\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona n\u0259s\u0259 olmu\u015fdu el\u0259 bil.-Aman Allah, neyl\u0259yim indi m\u0259n?! Can\u0131m, \u00fcr\u0259yim, Qurban olum s\u0259n\u0259, nooldu s\u0259n\u0259?.. Sakit ol! Sevimcim m\u0259nim\u2026Ay, ay,.. As\u0131lke,\u00a0 bird\u0259n onu c\u00fcc\u00fc zad di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r, a? .-dey\u0259 \u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdi.<\/p>\n

-Allah, s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn saxla! Allah\u0131m ona d\u0259ym\u0259!- As\u0131lbek n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ilan balas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. O q\u0131z\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb var-g\u0259l ed\u0259-ed\u0259 onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Beynind\u0259ki bu fikri atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 daxil\u0259n etiraz ed\u0259r\u0259k yen\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131na:<\/p>\n

– Ona s\u00fcd ver, s\u00fcd i\u00e7s\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.-dedi. Bununla o fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n qurtulmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ar\u0259siz qalm\u0131\u015f S\u0131rqa \u0259li il\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni axtard\u0131 v\u0259\u2026\u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131qda yerind\u0259 donub qald\u0131. Onun \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 uzanan \u0259li g\u00f6yd\u0259 qald\u0131 v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nini bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259, titr\u0259tm\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc . O qeyri-ixtiyari q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Aa-aa-aa-a!!!- s\u0259si \u0259trafdak\u0131 sakitliyi alt \u00fcst etdi. Bu zaman art\u0131q ilan\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 lap qad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda, qalan hiss\u0259si is\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 idi. Onlar\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri bir birin\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. Onlara baxan As\u0131lbek yerind\u0259 donub qald\u0131. B\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n k\u0259skin bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 ke\u00e7di v\u0259 onu t\u0259r basd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qara xall\u0131 iri bir ilan. Lampan\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda onun qorxunc g\u00f6zl\u0259ri daha da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc! As\u0131lbek v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirib tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131. O evin arxas\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc ilan balas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Dem\u0259li yax\u0131nl\u0131qda onlar\u0131n yuvas\u0131 vard\u0131!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131qdan sonra S\u0131rqan\u0131n dili tutuldu v\u0259 sakitc\u0259 oturub ilana bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan is\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ondan \u00e7\u0259kmir yan bax\u0131\u015fla As\u0131lbekin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini izl\u0259yirdi. As\u0131lbek ilanla insan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda anas\u0131ndan\u00a0 \u00e7ox \u015fey e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. O ilana baxaraq,g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 q\u0131rpmadan az qala dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Sakit\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra S\u0131rqa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 iniltisini dayand\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan da g\u0259rginlikd\u0259n azad olub b\u0259d\u0259nini bo\u015faltd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 insanlara ha\u00e7a dilini g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi kimi dilini bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131:<\/p>\n

-T-s-s-s\u2026<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 m\u0259zar s\u00fckutu \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. H\u0259tta u\u015faq da a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib balaca \u0259ll\u0259rini\u00a0 a\u00e7\u0131b yumaraq \u201coyuncaq\u201d g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi ilana t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131rd\u0131. Onu tutma\u011fa, ona toxunma\u011fa c\u0259hd edirdi. \u0130lan h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 bir anda s\u00fcd \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 sar\u0131ld\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa bunun yuxu v\u0259 ya reall\u0131q oldu\u011funu anlaya bilmirdi. Onun b\u0259d\u0259nini b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259r basd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirmi\u015f halda yer\u0259 oturdu, art\u0131q he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitmirdi. Nec\u0259 olsa da As\u0131lbek m\u00f6hk\u0259m dayand\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di. O bu b\u00f6y\u00fck ilan\u0131n h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini izl\u0259yirdi. Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259rdi ki, ilan gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 ev\u0259 girib h\u0259r \u015feyi alt-\u00fcst ed\u0259r. As\u0131lbek bunu kimd\u0259ns\u0259 e\u015fits\u0259ydi, inanmazd\u0131!<\/p>\n

S\u00fcd \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 dolanm\u0131\u015f ilan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bir az qaba\u011fa uzatd\u0131, bu zaman \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin \u00e7at\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidildi v\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259r yer\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin dibi b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckl\u0259 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki s\u00fcd is\u0259 ilan\u0131n boynundan axaraq xal\u00e7aya hopdu. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra o sakitl\u0259\u015fdi, silk\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan As\u0131lbek qap\u0131da anas\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n bala ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bildi ki, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 yerd\u0259di: \u201c O m\u0259nd\u0259n balas\u0131n\u0131 vurdu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qisas ald\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bu m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 hadis\u0259d\u0259n, ilanlar \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra onlar ikisi d\u0259, sakitc\u0259 oturmu\u015fdular. Bird\u0259n S\u0131rqa h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131raraq a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. As\u0131lbek bir q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Sakit!<\/p>\n

\u201cYen\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 ola bil\u0259r\u201d?!- S\u0131rqa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 t\u0259la\u015fla \u0259traf\u0131na baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!- dey\u0259 o q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131..<\/p>\n

Onun h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 anlayan \u0259ri dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Ss-s<\/p>\n

-Sakit! Oyadarsan!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sakitc\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ana v\u0259 bala ilan is\u0259 qara buludlar kimi q\u0259mli k\u0259d\u0259rli, sirli soraql\u0131 da\u011flara t\u0259r\u0259f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Qorxudan v\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259d\u0259n S\u0131rqan\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131 titr\u0259yirdi. As\u0131lbek q\u0131z\u0131 onun quca\u011f\u0131na verib t\u00fclk\u00fc d\u0259risind\u0259n olan k\u00fcrk\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fc is\u0259 dizi \u00fcstd\u0259 oturaraq \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259r yeri yoxlad\u0131, h\u0259tta barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcd\u00fcn axd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ke\u00e7\u0259nin alt\u0131na soxub oran\u0131 da yoxlad\u0131.\u201d Bu n\u0259 tapmacad\u0131? \u0130lan bununla n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi? \u201c- bu v\u0259 bu kimi suallar onun beynin\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma he\u00e7 bir cavab tapa bilmirdi. Bu n\u0259 dem\u0259k idi? Burada n\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi? \u0130lan\u0131n qisas almas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcd \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259si, balas\u0131n\u0131 diri tapd\u0131qdan sonra bu s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259rin qay\u0131d\u0131b boz ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259si, z\u0259h\u0259rli s\u00fcd \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b z\u0259h\u0259rli s\u00fcd\u00fc yer\u0259 t\u00f6km\u0259si Yaradanla, ilandan ba\u015fqa kims\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259lum deyildi.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek d\u0259mir soban\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131. Quru budaqlar v\u0259 quru peyin tez yanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir azdan soba guruldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00e7aydanlar tezc\u0259 qaynad\u0131. Evd\u0259 h\u0259yat \u0259vv\u0259lki axar\u0131nda davam etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ev sahibi -As\u0131lbek qaynayan \u00e7aydandan isti \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u00fcb xan\u0131m\u0131na uzatd\u0131?<\/p>\n

-Al,isti,isti i\u00e7\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7ay i\u00e7ib bir q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131\u015fandan sonra S\u0131rqa tam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. O d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u0259rin\u0259:<\/p>\n

-As\u0131lbek g\u0259l a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya ,arana en\u0259k?<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi cavab verm\u0259di. O xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtd\u00fc v\u0259 onlar\u0131 bel\u0259c\u0259 yat\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar tam yatandan sonra bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ma ayd\u0131n idi. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f sakitlik i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 idi. Yaln\u0131z a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan suyun s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. G\u00f6yd\u0259 ay v\u0259 ulduzlar par\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cTezlikl\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lacaq\u201d dey\u0259 t\u0259miz havadan d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131 v\u0259 beynind\u0259ki onu rahat buraxmayan suallara yen\u0259 d\u0259 cavab axtarmaqda davam etdi. As\u0131lbek: \u201c Bunlar qeyri-adi ilanlard\u0131! Niy\u0259 onlar m\u0259hz m\u0259nim evimin \u0259traf\u0131nda f\u0131rlan\u0131rlar. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 bir s\u0259hv i\u015fmi tutmu\u015fam, bu m\u0259nim g\u00fcnahlar\u0131md\u0131m\u0131? M\u0259n n\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m?!\u201d Amma suallara cavab tapa bilmirdi. O uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 g\u0259zib yaln\u0131z ulduzlar s\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259, dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. S\u0131rqa h\u00f6vlnak yerind\u0259n\u00a0 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b durdu. G\u0259l\u0259nin As\u0131lbek oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rs\u0259 d\u0259, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259di. S\u0131rqa b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni q\u0131zd\u0131rma i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 bu m\u0259n\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259m!.. -As\u0131lbek onu sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xaraq sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi. -Art\u0131q qorxma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259z, onlar geri qay\u0131tmayacaq. Getdil\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbekin xan\u0131m\u0131na yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi, \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131. Ki\u00e7ik zamanda o d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, \u00e7ox qorxurdu. As\u0131lbek onu u\u015faq kimi b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb yen\u0259 d\u0259 yat\u0131rtd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qabdak\u0131 s\u00fcd\u00fc fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fcd\u0259 baxd\u0131. S\u00fcd s\u00fcd kimi ,\u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qaymaql\u0131 adi s\u00fcd idi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndi v\u0259 qab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b s\u00fcd\u00fcn bir hiss\u0259sini yurtun \u0259traf\u0131nda yer\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc. B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00fcd s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r baxd\u0131.\u00a0 Qalan\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 quyru\u011funu bulayan k\u00f6p\u0259yin qaba\u011f\u0131na qoydu. Sahibinin s\u0259xav\u0259tind\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259n Kumay\u0131k arxa ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturaraq ona v\u0259 qaba bax\u0131rd\u0131. As\u0131lbek k\u00f6p\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa y\u00fcxudan oyananda g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f art\u0131q xeyli qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun b\u0259d\u0259ni \u00e7ox z\u0259ifl\u0259mi\u015fdi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131ra bilmirdi. \u018frinin qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f m\u00fcnasib\u0259tininin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri alt\u0131nda z\u0259ifl\u0259mi\u015f olsa da, yata\u011f\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-As\u0131lbek?! As\u0131ke, s\u00f6z deyir\u0259m,bura g\u0259l!<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek at\u0131n y\u00fcy\u0259nini dir\u0259y\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131b ev\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 olub? N\u0259 ba\u015f verib?<\/p>\n

– Ged\u0259k,As\u0131ke?!<\/p>\n

O daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n \u0259rinin bil\u0259yind\u0259n tutub astanadan \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 ke\u00e7di v\u0259 gec\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin s\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeri ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n

-Ora bax!- o qorxu il\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi. As\u0131lbek \u00e7om\u0259lib soban\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015f si\u00e7an\u0131 qam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 arxas\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259 \u00e7evirdi. O si\u00e7an\u0131 atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259k\u0259ndaz g\u0259tir\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131na:<\/p>\n

-Atma!<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259?-S\u0131rqa t\u0259\u0259c\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Bird\u0259n z\u0259h\u0259rli olar, itl\u0259r yem\u0259sin dey\u0259.<\/p>\n

-As\u0131ke?! G\u0259l, buradan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259k?!..<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek yen\u0259 d\u0259 susdu. El\u0259 bil he\u00e7 e\u015fitm\u0259di. Si\u00e7an\u0131 x\u0259k\u0259ndaza qoyub \u00e7\u0131xaranda dedi:<\/p>\n

-Ke\u00e7\u0259nin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131 qaz\u0131y\u0131b yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259, q\u0131z ona d\u0259ym\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa h\u0259min g\u00fcn u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 buraxmad\u0131. Yaln\u0131z yatandan sonra onu ikiqat yor\u011fan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub ke\u00e7\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259ni \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. D\u00fcn\u0259n s\u00fcd\u00fcn t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc yeri\u00a0 qaz\u0131y\u0131b t\u0259mizl\u0259di v\u0259 yerin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 torpaq t\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259 bir si\u00e7an da vard\u0131. Evd\u0259kil\u0259r yatd\u0131qdan sonra v\u0259 ya \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda bu si\u00e7an yem\u0259k axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yuvas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Onun oynaq v\u0259 daim qorxan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri vard\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri kimi mehriban v\u0259 saf idi. \u0130lk vaxtlar o evd\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259n qorxurdu. Sonradan onlar bir birl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. S\u0131rqa onun yuvas\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ona yem d\u0259 qoyurdu. O da daha kis\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131rtm\u0131r v\u0259 yor\u011fan d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yin i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u0259zmirdi. Onun a\u011fz\u0131 v\u0259 par\u0131ldayan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yuvadan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n kimi S\u0131rqa s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi:<\/p>\n

-Ay qar\u0131nqulu, t\u0259nb\u0259l, t\u00fcfeyli! Art\u0131q g\u0259lmis\u0259n? Gedib o \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yem axtarsan?! Biz ged\u0259nd\u0259 b\u0259s ax\u0131r\u0131n nec\u0259 olacaq?!- deyib \u0259lini yell\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131q si\u00e7an! \u0130lan\u0131n qorxusundan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 astanada olan S\u0131rqa indi si\u00e7an\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi. O b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni say\u0131qlad\u0131, v\u0259 tez tez yerind\u0259 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b dururdu, h\u0259rar\u0259ti qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n As\u0131lbek\u00a0 atla a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 endi v\u0259 ara h\u0259kimi \u2013 \u015faman Bubu qar\u0131 il\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. Bubu qar\u0131 u\u00e7 g\u00fcn S\u0131rqa il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn S\u0131rqa il\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r t\u0259r t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Ona dualar oxuyur, pis ruhlar\u0131 qovmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn rituallar yerin\u0259 yetirirdi. Sif\u0259ti q\u0131zar\u0131r, bozar\u0131r, a\u011far\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ki\u00e7ilib balacala\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ,\u201dsuf-f!\u201d dey\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0 ,\u201dsuf-f!\u201d dey\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 onun a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 bulud kimi yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bu arada o \u0259ll\u0259rini yan\u0131na sal\u0131b h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz oturdu, sonra yor\u011fun halda yenid\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 yax\u0131n g\u0259l, g\u00f6r\u00fcm!-o \u201cbir d\u0259ri, bir s\u00fcm\u00fck\u201d\u00a0 z\u0259rif, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 yenid\u0259n onu \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndirdi. Arada balaca Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka da dua oxudu.<\/p>\n

-Allah sizi saxlay\u0131b! -dedi, -q\u0131za g\u00f6z d\u0259yib, \u00e7ox pis g\u00f6z d\u0259yib! Amma ,bax\u0131n,Yaradan\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131n ki, ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b…<\/p>\n

-Hans\u0131 b\u0259dn\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, apa? Biz caylooda-yaylaqda olan m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 onu yad adam, he\u015f kim g\u00f6rm\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

\u015eaman g\u0259nc anaya naraz\u0131 halda\u00a0 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259ki baxd\u0131, y\u0259ni \u201c el\u0259 hesab edirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259n yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram?\u201d<\/p>\n

-U\u015fa\u011fa g\u00f6z d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259rs\u0259 ke\u00e7ib gedir. Burada m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 ba\u015fqad\u0131\u2026- o g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131, bir xeyli yerind\u0259 oturdu v\u0259 sonra\u00a0 yerind\u0259 yell\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k :<\/p>\n

-Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ey r\u0259himli R\u0259hman! -\u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b dedi-\u018flsiz-ayaqs\u0131z o qara xall\u0131 ilan\u0131n bu u\u015faqda g\u00f6z\u00fc var.<\/p>\n

\u018fr-arvad ikisi d\u0259 heyr\u0259tl\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 apa, o ilan da tam eyni el\u0259 idi!-dey\u0259 S\u0131rqa q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-\u0130lan ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 eviniz\u0259 girib\u2026 \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 bu yerd\u0259 yat\u0131b, -\u015eaman \u00e7\u0259likl\u0259 As\u0131lbekin yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 vurdu. -Ocaq s\u00f6n\u0259ndan sonra o be\u015fiy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb. As\u0131lbek , s\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259 hiss etmis\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131:\u201d M\u0259n? Nec\u0259?..\u201d Sonra o sin\u0259sind\u0259 n\u0259yins\u0259 x\u0131\u015f\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u0259liyl\u0259 yoxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, he\u00e7 n\u0259 tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, bilm\u0259mis\u0259n. -onun fikrini oxuyan qar\u0131 dedi, – Bu r\u0259himli R\u0259hman\u0131n ,Yaradan\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi deyilmi\u2026 Bundan sonra ilan n\u0259nniy\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb, xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u00a0 u\u015fa\u011fa bax\u0131b. Onda g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259yib\u2026Onda u\u015faqlar dayanmadan a\u011flay\u0131r,\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131r,ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r, sakitl\u0259\u015fmir\u2026- \u015faman g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7madan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li!-sehrl\u0259nmi\u015f c\u00fctl\u00fck cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, ilan qay\u0131d\u0131b! Yoxsa b\u0259d n\u0259z\u0259r balacan\u0131 aparard\u0131! Bunu d\u0259rk ed\u0259n ilan b\u0259d n\u0259z\u0259rini geri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb.!..<\/p>\n

– Apa, o bizd\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yir?- dey\u0259 As\u0131lbek s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Apa daha dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi, ya da sad\u0259c\u0259 yorulmu\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– O\u011ful, m\u0259n qoca adamam, yoruldum! \u00dcst\u0259lik, m\u0259n Allah deyil\u0259m! Yaradan\u0131n icaz\u0259 verdiyind\u0259n art\u0131q dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m! \u2013 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti bitirdi.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn S\u0131rqa aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Sonra Bubu apa bunlar\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturtdu v\u0259 qam\u00e7\u0131 il\u0259 bir-bir onlara toxunaraq uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t dualar oxudu. Sonra is\u0259 o, t\u0259sbehini barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u00a0\u00e7evir\u0259r\u0259k, doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda m\u0131z\u0131ldanaraq, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 yell\u0259ndi. Balaca Q\u0131zmoncoq n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlay\u0131rdi.O sakitc\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda oturub ,\u015f\u0259fa ver\u0259n\u0259-\u015famana bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fr arvad bir birin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Bax\u0131\u015flar \u201d Ba\u015fqa n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k?\u201d deyirdi. Xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra silk\u0259l\u0259ndi v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toparlay\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

-L\u0259-il\u0259h\u0259 ill\u0259llah M\u00fch\u0259mm\u0259d\u00fcn R\u0259sulillah!- bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.- \u018fsta\u011ffurullah, \u018fsta\u011ffurullah!- dey\u0259r\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturan \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ba\u011fl\u0131 baxaraq dedi:<\/p>\n

-Bu q\u0131za vergi verilib,- \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si il\u0259 q\u0131za i\u015far\u0259 etdi,- Onun m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s himay\u0259darlar\u0131 var…<\/p>\n

Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra qar\u0131 \u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131na ke\u00e7di v\u0259 orada kiminl\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-O s\u0259ni t\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k… Getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k!-Bundan sonra daha da yax\u0131n olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z!.. \u018fsta\u011ffurullah! G\u00f6zl\u0259rim n\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli \u015feyl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr,ruhum n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr? D\u0259h\u015f\u0259tdi bu!..<\/p>\n

Bubu susaraq diqq\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259ssizliyi din\u015f\u0259di. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Ohhhhh!-v\u0259 yor\u011fun halda oturdu.<\/p>\n

-Apa?!-\u00dcr\u0259yi s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n S\u0131rqa s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 sou\u015fdu.- N\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn,apa?!<\/p>\n

Dal\u011f\u0131n-da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q As\u0131lbek d\u0259 u sual\u0131 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 verdi. Amma soru\u015fma\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Bilmir\u0259m!-ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 il\u0259 cavab verdi.- Sevinc v\u0259 ya k\u0259d\u0259r kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr! N\u0259s\u0259 inan\u0131lmaz bir \u015fey!<\/p>\n

\u015eaman Bubu daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n \u0259t\u0259yini silk\u0259l\u0259yib yerind\u0259n durdu:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

-A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 de, apa?!- S\u0131rqa onun qolundan tutdu.-M\u0259n\u0259 de, apa?!<\/p>\n

-\u015e\u015f! Bu n\u0259 soru\u015fur? G\u0259nc sad\u0259l\u00f6vh qad\u0131n?! M\u0259n Allaham?! M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 insanlara r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n,onlara z\u0259r\u0259r verm\u0259d\u0259n yax\u0131nla\u015fan onlardan xo\u015fu g\u0259l\u0259n ilanlardan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram…<\/p>\n

-Ah…-Sirqan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi sakitl\u0259\u015fdi, o yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259kim-\u015faman\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir paltar v\u0259 \u00e7apan sald\u0131, v\u0259 onun \u00e7antas\u0131na bir ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif pay qoydu. -Apa,\u00a0\u00a0 bunlar\u0131 da u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131za g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

\u015eaman astanadan \u00e7\u0131xanda n\u0259s\u0259 xat\u0131rlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, indi bu surun\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n qorxmay\u0131n. \u0130lanlardan siz\u0259 he\u00e7 bir z\u0259r\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259z. Onlar sizin h\u0259m sevincli g\u00fcnl\u0259rinizd\u0259, h\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259rli g\u00fcnl\u0259rinizd\u0259 sizinl\u0259 olmaq ist\u0259yirl\u0259r…Bunu h\u0259r adama dem\u0259yin, yax\u015f\u0131 olar ki, gizli saxlayas\u0131n\u0131z! \u2013 o \u0259ll\u0259rini a\u00e7araq xeyir-dua verdi:<\/p>\n

-Q\u00fcdr\u0259tli Yaradan sizi faci\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259rd\u0259n, batan \u015f\u0259r, b\u0259lalardan qorusun! Amiin!<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek onu bir madyana mindirib evin\u0259 apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqan\u0131n r\u0259ngi a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 tam h\u0259yata qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bundan sonra As\u0131lbek sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

-Apa n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131?- S\u0131rqa ax\u015fam yem\u0259yind\u0259 soru\u015fdu.,- \u00e7ox alic\u0259nab insand\u0131…-Qocal\u0131b daha, qocal\u0131q onu yenib.<\/p>\n

-Ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259 deyirdi ki, \u201d Bu il doxsan ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olur\u201d. H\u0259l\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, ayaq\u00fcstd\u0259 g\u0259zir. M\u00f6hk\u0259mdi! S\u0259n is\u0259 bir ilana g\u00f6r\u0259 al\u0259mi qatd\u0131n,ham\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131n. Deyir\u0259m vaxt\u0131ndan tez qocalmayasan-dey\u0259 As\u0131lbek zarafat etdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 onun boynunu qucaqlad\u0131 v\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259k! B\u0259sdi! Bu bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015facaqsan?!<\/p>\n

-B\u0259s deyil! Dan\u0131\u015faca\u011fam! Yaland\u0131m\u0131?..<\/p>\n

Onlar el\u0259 \u201cs\u00f6z g\u00fcl\u0259\u015fdirdikl\u0259ri\u201d yerd\u0259 d\u0259 uzand\u0131lar. Onlar ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n etibar\u0259n inan\u0131lmaz bir hekay\u0259 ba\u015flan\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok arxas\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259 oynayaraq \u00f6z dilind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Valideynl\u0259ri is\u0259 sakit uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130lan balas\u0131 yurtun \u00e7ubuqlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldu v\u0259 buradan balaca q\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oynama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Q\u0131z ona t\u0259r\u0259f im\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda m\u0259hr\u0259mlik, yax\u0131nl\u0131q daha da artd\u0131<\/p>\n

Bu dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u0259krar olunurdu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq yava\u015f yava\u015f ilana \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdi. O g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00f6rd g\u00f6zl\u0259 onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131, yurtun ilan g\u0259l\u0259n de\u015fiyin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259yilib ora bax\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015faq n\u0259 bilirdi ki, ilan n\u0259di?!..onu oyuncaq bilirdi.. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri par\u0131ldayan, ha\u00e7adilli oyuncaq…<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r As\u0131lbek v\u0259\u00a0 S\u0131rqa bunu g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Sonradan art\u0131q onlar da h\u0259rd\u0259n ilan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00dcst\u0259lik Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oqun ilanla \u00f6z dilind\u0259 b\u0131d\u0131r-b\u0131d\u0131r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ilana qar\u015f\u0131 bir reaksiya verdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r.\u00a0 Bax indi onlar Bubu qar\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inand\u0131lar. \u0130nand\u0131lar ki, qar\u0131 qocal\u0131qdan, a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Onlar da ilana \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n m\u00fcst\u0259qim, dostcanl\u0131, xeyirxah m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rini hiss ed\u0259n ilan balas\u0131 da onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Oynamaqdan yorulan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yuxuya ged\u0259nd\u0259 ilan balas\u0131 da q\u0131vr\u0131laraq be\u015fiyin yan\u0131nda yuxuya gedirdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa da art\u0131q ona etibar etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b bir i\u015f dal\u0131nca ged\u0259nd\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k n\u0259zar\u0259tsiz buraxmaqdan qorxmurdu. Qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanda:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n madyanlar\u0131 sa\u011faca\u011fam, s\u0259n m\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131ma yax\u015f\u0131 bax, oldumu?!-deyirdi. Bel\u0259 des\u0259 d\u0259, anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda idi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Ard\u0131 var<\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z v\u0259 ruscadan t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 Elli Atayurd<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 326 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(fantaziya-mistik hekay\u0259) I kitabdan   M\u0259n\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, d\u0259li deyirsiniz! Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 bir \u015fey g\u0259l\u0259r?! Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259r ax\u0131?! Kimin a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259r ki, kims\u0259siz bir t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan bu ilan\u0131n balas\u0131 insan kimi insana valeh olar, insan olmaq ac\u0131s\u0131 duyar! Bu hadis\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r heyr\u0259tamizdir ki, e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 adam\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u00a0b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sir!.. Boz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19581"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19581"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19581\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19592,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19581\/revisions\/19592"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19581"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19581"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19581"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}