{"id":19626,"date":"2024-01-30T10:45:32","date_gmt":"2024-01-30T06:45:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19626"},"modified":"2024-01-30T10:45:32","modified_gmt":"2024-01-30T06:45:32","slug":"jipar-isabayeva-sevgi-cilovlanmaz-4-cu-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19626","title":{"rendered":"J\u0131par \u0130sabayeva – Sevgi cilovlanmaz (4-c\u00fc hiss\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"IMG-20240122-WA0001\"<\/a>Bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda onlar ruhun daxili f\u0259ryad\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdil\u0259r v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri ki\u00e7ildi, cans\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ona dikildi! Bu durum sanki \u0259srl\u0259r boyu yatm\u0131\u015f ilan d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rini oyatd\u0131! \u0130ndi \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r sakit olan s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259 b\u0259zi sirli h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy daha da g\u00fccl\u0259ndi!<\/p>\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 girm\u0259d\u0259n astanada dayanan Can qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131! Bir n\u00f6v q\u00fcrur, inam, bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259rar\u0259t hissi onun \u00fcr\u0259yini titr\u0259tdi. Bir anda geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc v\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi kimi d\u0259, tez d\u0259 getdi! \u0130lan s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc ox kimi onun arxas\u0131nca d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u015e\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcb evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan ilanlar\u0131n s\u0259si qaynayan qazan\u0131n s\u0259sini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131.Bu ilanlar d\u0259st\u0259si \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 ill\u0259rdi ki, \u00a0he\u00e7 bir canl\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 boz, k\u00f6hn\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 oradan da y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fru \u015f\u00fct\u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

\u00d6n c\u0259rg\u0259d\u0259 a\u011f ilan var idi! Onun yan\u0131nda u\u015faql\u0131qda a\u011f ilan\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda d\u00f6vr\u0259 vuran, onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fc hesab ed\u0259n v\u0259 onun olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc k\u00fcr\u0259kli o g\u00f6z\u0259l qara ilan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Onlar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda is\u0259 ba\u015fqa ilanlar s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

\u0130lanlar Can\u0131n u\u015faql\u0131qdan insanlara meyilli oldu\u011funu, onlarla qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0259yat s\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, h\u0259tta insanlardan as\u0131l\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 onlars\u0131z ya\u015faya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini \u00f6yr\u0259ndikd\u0259n sonra uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t d\u0259st\u0259ni t\u0259rk etm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u018fn uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcr\u0259n, \u00e7ox \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey bil\u0259n qara zolaql\u0131 Ana \u0130lan bilirdi ki, he\u00e7 bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 onu dayand\u0131ra bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Bu Ana \u0130lan y\u00fcz ild\u0259n \u00e7ox ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 bilmirdi. Amma o bilirdi ki, a\u011f ilan\u0131n dig\u0259r ilanlardan f\u0259rqlidi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 a\u011f ilan\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq as\u0131b, h\u0259r an onun k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Elik-Jonu t\u0259p\u0259sind\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcyr\u0259n qoca Akbay camaata \u00e7ata bilm\u0259di, aya\u011f\u0131 dola\u015f\u0131b b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. K\u0259narda dayan\u0131b baxan bir iki n\u0259f\u0259r vard\u0131. Onlar bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00a0ehtiyatla onun \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutdular v\u0259 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– U\u015faqlarlar! M\u0259nim \u0259zizl\u0259rim?! \u2013 \u00fcr\u0259yi qorxu v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can i\u00e7ind\u0259 tez-tez \u00a0d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n qoca t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s ona d\u0259st\u0259k olan u\u015faqlara t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6n\u00fcb n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rm\u0259d\u0259n davam etdi: \u2013 El\u0259m\u0259yin, etm\u0259yin, u\u015faqlar?! Dayan\u0131n?!.<\/p>\n

Az qala hu\u015funu itir\u0259n v\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qocan\u0131n arvad\u0131 camaat\u0131n aras\u0131ndan qa\u00e7araq qocaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 onu qucaqlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ay Allah, m\u0259nim qocam?! Allah s\u0259n saxla?! S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 oldu?!.. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l, a qoca?! G\u00f6r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qoymusan?!.. Qoca, nec\u0259s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Sonra u\u015faqlar\u0131, g\u0259linl\u0259ri v\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri onlar\u0131 \u0259traf\u0131na topla\u015faraq t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 hay-k\u00fcy salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n tayfas\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck Akbaydan sonra ikinci olan \u0130\u015fenbay adl\u0131 \u00e7oban da g\u0259lib onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, \u0259ll\u0259rini tutub n\u0259bzini yoxlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 oldu, a\u011fa?! \u2013 v\u0259 sonra o da naraz\u0131l\u0131qla dedi, – Biz indi s\u0259ni nec\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259k?!,,- s\u0259n xalqa qar\u015f\u0131 gedirs\u0259n, \u0259jdaha yuvas\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 edirs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Qoca yalvar\u0131\u015f v\u0259 \u00fcmid dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla ona baxaraq dedi.<\/p>\n

– Onlar\u0131 dayand\u0131r, qarda\u015f!<\/p>\n

Amma \u0130\u015fenbay:<\/p>\n

-Sus, qarda\u015f!<\/p>\n

\u0130senbay u\u015faql\u0131qdan As\u0131lbekl\u0259 r\u0259qib olmu\u015fdu, ona nifr\u0259t edirdi. As\u0131lbek S\u0131rqan il\u0259 evl\u0259ndiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nifr\u0259ti daha da artd\u0131! \u00a0“B\u0259lk\u0259 evl\u0259ns\u0259m h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k!” \u2013 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc aldadaraq, inand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma evl\u0259ndikd\u0259n sonra da k\u00f6hn\u0259 yaras\u0131 sa\u011falmad\u0131! \u018fksin\u0259, arvad\u0131n\u0131n davran\u0131\u015f\u0131, xasiyy\u0259ti S\u0131rqa il\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 oluna bilm\u0259zdi v\u0259 o, x\u0131rda \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 hirsl\u0259nm\u0259k v\u0259rdi\u015fi tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u201cZaman b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rdl\u0259rin d\u0259rman\u0131d\u0131r\u201d deyirl\u0259r, amma ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdir ki, \u0130\u015fenbay\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki kin-k\u00fcdur\u0259t onun sin\u0259sind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u0130\u015fenbay ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n S\u0131rqan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u201cxo\u015f\u201d niyy\u0259tini bildir\u0259nd\u0259, o, sad\u0259c\u0259 cavab olaraq onu danlad\u0131: \u201cBir daha m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r dem\u0259! Onda As\u0131lb\u0259kin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 nec\u0259 baxacaqsan?! Nec\u0259 oldu ki, m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r dem\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdin?!”-dey\u0259 hirsl\u0259ndi. Sonra \u0130\u015fenbay g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, o vaxtdan onun h\u0259sr\u0259ti, S\u0131rqaya olan sevgisi get-ged\u0259 soyuyub, nifr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evrilib. Ax\u0131rda q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, n\u0259 olursa-olsun, onlar\u0131n ikisind\u0259n d\u0259 intiqam als\u0131n.Qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259ri onu hirsl\u0259ndi, \u00e7\u00fcnki o \u00e7oxdand\u0131r ki, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc, qisas\u0131n\u0131n al\u0131naca\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi!<\/p>\n

Otlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan yay\u0131lan alov \u0259traf\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Onun al-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngi g\u00f6y\u0259 qalxan qara t\u00fcst\u00fc il\u0259 bir birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259s-k\u00fcy, \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131lar g\u00fccl\u0259ndi, s\u0259ssiz alov b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndi i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131! \u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259ki insanlar el\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, el\u0259 bil \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n tikan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Birc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qoca Akbay aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b \u0259trafdak\u0131lar\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman alov art\u0131q evin qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 d\u0259 ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

Qoca p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n tutdu v\u0259 d\u0259li kimi evin i\u00e7ini g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 axtard\u0131, \u00a0amma he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259di!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u00fcf\u0259ngl\u0259 ke\u015fik \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n adamlar As\u0131lb\u0259kin ail\u0259sini qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259s\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar! Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda Ab\u0131lay v\u0259 \u0130\u015fenbay da var idi:<\/p>\n

– U\u015faqlar! \u0259zizl\u0259rim?! Siz bunu ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zsiniz! Bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tiniz s\u0259hv h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdi! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lin?! Sizin ham\u0131n\u0131za \u00a0n\u0259 olub?! Allah bunu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z?! \u0130nsanlar n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k?! Sabah bizim yaramazl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti uza\u011fa ged\u0259c\u0259k, r\u00fcsvay olaca\u011f\u0131q, ay camaat?! \u2013 qoca g\u0259lib h\u0259r birinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, sanki h\u0259r \u015fey bu silahl\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

Yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lan qoca aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f tebeteyini g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q dayan\u0131b papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutmu\u015fdu. A\u011f saqqal\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan islanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 o, yen\u0259 onlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda diz \u00fcst\u0259 oturaraq geni\u015f ictimaiyy\u0259tin cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n onun \u0259traf\u0131nda\u00a0 qurduqlar\u0131 m\u00fchasir\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6vladlar\u0131 t\u0259la\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n! \u2013 dedi b\u0259zil\u0259ri qoca Akbayla raz\u0131la\u015fmayaraq, \u2013 Onun da gizl\u0259tdiyi bir \u015fey var y\u0259qin?!<\/p>\n

– Oy-booy, \u0259lb\u0259td\u0259, ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r?! – qad\u0131nlardan biri p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 yan\u0131nda dayanan ki\u015fiy\u0259 dedi, – Sizc\u0259, As\u0131lbek el\u0259 bel\u0259mi bu ki\u015fiy\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir?!<\/p>\n

– Ola bilm\u0259z?!…<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, olar. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik qay\u0131nanam bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Sanki ox\u015farl\u0131q axtar\u0131r, ikincisi susdu v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Oh, booy, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n… D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n! \u2013 \u0259minlikl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n en\u0259n zaman qoca Akbaya yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n o\u011flan izdiham\u0131 yar\u0131b onu qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa getdi. Ona \u00e7atan kimi qocan\u0131 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131, diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00fczr ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi aln\u0131na toxundu.<\/p>\n

Camaat bir anl\u0131q susdu v\u0259 bu zaman ancaq at\u0259\u015f s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

– Ay camaat!!! \u2013g\u0259nc qoca il\u0259 bir s\u0131rada dayanaraq dedi, \u2013 H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 gec deyil, qarda\u015flar?! \u018fvv\u0259la, ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n, xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n – a\u011fsaqqallar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 ged\u0259 bilm\u0259rik. El\u0259diyimiz bu \u015feyl\u0259r biz\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k! \u0130kincisi, \u0259g\u0259r h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259jdahalar bu i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131bsa, bu \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259 biz he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 nail ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 burada bitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n

– Bu o\u011flan kimdir?! \u2013 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Ay d\u0259d\u0259m, bu Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin n\u0259v\u0259si deyilmi?! – b\u0259zil\u0259ri cavab verdi. – D\u0259rvi\u015f olan!<\/p>\n

– Oh-oh, yoxsa qay\u0131d\u0131b n\u0259di? Oralarda n\u0259 tap\u0131r ax\u0131?!<\/p>\n

– Elm dal\u0131nca s\u0259yah\u0259t edir deyirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Ahh…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259min ilanlar haqq\u0131nda na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 tez-tez e\u015fidirdim! – g\u0259nc davam etdi, – o deyirdi: “Evin\u0259 gir\u0259n ilana d\u0259ym\u0259!” \u018fg\u0259r Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok do\u011frudan da iland\u0131rsa, onda biz onunla \u00a0xo\u015f davranmal\u0131y\u0131q ona d\u0259ym\u0259m\u0259liyik! \u018fks halda, ilan qisas alacaq! Sabah qalan ilanlar sizin yan\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259ls\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259ksiniz?! Bo\u015f yer\u0259mi deyirl\u0259r \u201c\u018fjdahan\u0131n quyru\u011funu tapdama!\u201d?!<\/p>\n

– Qorxursansa, he\u00e7 kim s\u0259ni m\u0259cbur el\u0259mir! Ged\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n! – camaat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n kims\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

Bununla bel\u0259, insanlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti, sanki g\u0259ncin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 inanan kimi oldular, bir az da h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131lar. Bundan istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n S\u00fcyunbay c\u0259ld penc\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b or abura \u00e7\u0131rparaq yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Qoca Akbay, daha iki-\u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r, az sonra bir \u00e7oxlar\u0131 da ona qo\u015fuldular. K\u0259ndi q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alov \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 qara t\u00fcst\u00fc b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z Ab\u0131lay, Qan\u0131m\u0259t, Tan\u0131rbay, \u0130\u015fenbay kimi adamlar yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259n camaata arxadan bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259ri soyumam\u0131\u015f kimi, naraz\u0131 v\u0259 ac\u0131ql\u0131 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 olan halda As\u0131lbek sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259ndd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getsin! – onlar dedil\u0259r. – Bu ona son x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131qd\u0131r! \u018fg\u0259r getm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259, unutmas\u0131n \u00a0ki, sonra camaat\u0131,mill\u0259ti he\u00e7 kim v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dayand\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k!!!<\/p>\n

Can izdiham\u0131 yar\u0131b ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259mi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 metr qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bird\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r onun diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdi. O, dik durub arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 ilanlar\u0131 saxlad\u0131. Can camaat\u0131n yan\u0131ndan alov dill\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 yayaraq s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yan\u011f\u0131n K\u0131zmon\u00e7okgilin evl\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 yan\u0131rd\u0131. Bunu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 o, daha da q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi, Hirsi ba\u015f\u0131na vurdu v\u0259 bu k\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn camaat\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv ed\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi ir\u0259li s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Tan\u0131rbay\u0131n dediyi: \u201cSabahdan \u0259vv\u0259l k\u00f6\u00e7s\u00fcnl\u0259r!\u201d \u2013 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri Can\u0131n \u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka v\u0259 valideynl\u0259rin\u0259 bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra insanlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tini dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi.<\/p>\n

– Qoy getsinl\u0259r! Qoy \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ba\u015fqa yer\u0259 getsinl\u0259r! Sabah g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xana kimi burada olsalar, onlar\u0131 diri-diri da\u015fqalaq ed\u0259c\u0259yik! Raz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131, camaat?! \u2013 dey\u0259 Kanim\u0259t soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Camaat raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b evl\u0259rin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda:<\/p>\n

– Ay camaat, ay adamlar, aman Allah?! – qad\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259si yax\u0131nl\u0131qda dayanan ilanlar\u0131 bel\u0259 qorxutdu. Bu \u00a0yataqda x\u0259st\u0259 yatan Ab\u0131lay\u0131n arvad\u0131 Saira idi.<\/p>\n

– Camaat! M\u0259ni d\u0259limi etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz, h\u0259?! O\u011flum haradad\u0131r?! O\u011flum haradad\u0131r, aman Allah?!<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131rma\u011fa, sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yolma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00fcll\u0259 kimi qa\u00e7an Ab\u0131lay onu aya\u011fa qald\u0131r\u0131b:<\/p>\n

– Dayan! N\u0259 edirs\u0259n?! O\u011flumuz sa\u011f-salamatd\u0131.\u015f yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r!!! Bax, As\u0131lbekin evi! \u2013 dedi v\u0259 evi g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f olsa da, sa\u011falsa da, ilan\u0131n qorxusundan camaata qo\u015fula bilm\u0259y\u0259n Saira dayana bilm\u0259yib o\u011flundan \u00f6tr\u00fc qa\u00e7\u0131b bura g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s o han\u0131, haradad\u0131r?! \u2013 o, p\u0259ri\u015fan, yalvar\u0131\u015fla \u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq soru\u015fdu, \u2013 o\u011flum haradad\u0131r?! Ax\u0131 s\u0259n onu geri qaytarma\u011fa getmi\u015fdin?! N\u0259 oldu b\u0259s?!?!<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6zl\u0259!<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n Ab\u0131lay\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 o, Sayradan ayr\u0131l\u0131b As\u0131lb\u0259kin evin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. O, \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sairan\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn:<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum?! G\u0259l ged\u0259k?! Ged\u0259k, o\u011flum?! G\u0259l, Beki?! Bax,g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259n, anan buna d\u00f6zm\u0259z! Odur orada, yerd\u0259 oturub a\u011flay\u0131r! – dedi.<\/p>\n

Cavab yox idi! Bundan sonra Ab\u0131lay qa\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 art\u0131q z\u0259if yanan qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir-iki ki\u015fi ona k\u00f6m\u0259k edib ev\u0259 girdil\u0259r… m\u0259lum oldu ki, evd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yoxdur!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyirdi. Amma b\u0259zil\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 el\u0259 q\u0259bul edirdil\u0259r ki, As\u0131lbek v\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131lar ilana \u00e7evrilib yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131blar!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Can ilanlar\u0131 el\u0259 h\u0259min yerd\u0259 saxlay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259kc\u0259 ev\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ab\u0131lay v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri ev\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 Can da Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Alatoran oldu\u011fundan ev qaranl\u0131q idi v\u0259 Ab\u0131lay evi i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u00f6u nazik \u00e7ubu\u011fun ucunu yand\u0131rd\u0131. O alov \u015f\u00fcas\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qlananda evin i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130nsanlar yen\u0259 d\u0259 ilanla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar v\u0259 bir s\u0259s v\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n yerl\u0259rind\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131lar! Boyunun yar\u0131s\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r dayanan a\u011f ilan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qda daha da q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 sanki od sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131! Bu anda o, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n \u00e7ox q\u0259z\u0259bli v\u0259 \u00e7ox ac\u0131ql\u0131 idi! Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r oxunurdu- “Birc\u0259 onlara toxunun!”\u00a0 Ab\u0131lay:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?.. – dedi, dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n, sakitc\u0259 a\u011f ilana p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, – Aman Allah\u2026 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla?! T\u0259kc\u0259 o\u011flumu ver?! He\u00e7 n\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Anas\u0131na yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin?..<\/p>\n

\u0130lan d\u0259rhal sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. B\u0259d\u0259ninin g\u0259rilmi\u015f duru\u015fu yava\u015f-yava\u015f bo\u015fald\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f tutdu, sanki onlara \u201c\u00e7\u0131x\u0131n\u201d deyirdi. Ab\u0131lay v\u0259 onu asanl\u0131qla ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n dig\u0259rl\u0259ri ilan\u0131n \u00a0s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259r\u0259k qap\u0131dan qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. H\u0259tta b\u0259zil\u0259ri arxaya baxmadan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– \u0130lan! \u018fjdaha!!! \u2013 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 dayananlara dedil\u0259r. D\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n insanlar daha da b\u0259rkd\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini itirm\u0259d\u0259n As\u0131lbekin evind\u0259n m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqla\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Arxas\u0131na baxmadan bay\u0131ra qa\u00e7an, lakin h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flayan arvad\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n Ab\u0131lay s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f camaata bax\u0131b ehtiyatla onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ay insanlar?! B\u0259y\u0259m biz bel\u0259mi raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q?! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yor\u011fun Akbay evin astanas\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu, \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 uzadaraq, alovun s\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259, insanlar\u0131n bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fdiyind\u0259n raz\u0131 idi. Ab\u0131lay\u0131n s\u0259si onu yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. O, g\u00fccl\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 Sayrn\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu:<\/p>\n

– C\u0259sar\u0259tli ol, q\u0131z\u0131m! \u201cBir d\u0259qiq\u0259,indi g\u0259lir\u0259m…\u201d dedi v\u0259 ev\u0259 girdi. As\u0131lbekin evind\u0259n qa\u00e7an adamlar Ab\u0131layla Sayraya qo\u015fuldular. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri A\u011fsaqqal Akbay\u0131n getdiyi evd\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259sini axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evin \u0259traf\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n Can onlar\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 burada olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yax\u0131nl\u0131qda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini v\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sini hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

– Can! \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ilan\u0131 hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dedi. Bektemir bu s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u00fclvi bir n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259 q\u0131za baxd\u0131. (Can cand\u0131r. Bektemir el\u0259 bilirdi ki, ona can deyir. \u00c7ox yax\u0131n adama, dey\u0259k ki, sevil\u0259n, \u00f6vlad, qarda\u015f v\u0259 s. “Can\u0131m”).<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Yan\u011f\u0131n ba\u015flayan kimi As\u0131lbek ail\u0259sini yeralt\u0131 otaqda gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. Bunu he\u00e7 kim bilmirdi. Bu he\u00e7 kimin a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. O, bel\u0259 bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi, yoxsa ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey planla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259lum deyildi. B\u00fct\u00fcn yay\u0131 yerin alt\u0131ndan bir otaq haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259tta ota\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 qap\u0131 da d\u00fcz\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. Bir ail\u0259 ora yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rini hamarlay\u0131b, divarlar\u0131 pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 samanla suvam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Can bunu bilirdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 o bu otaqda gec\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 Can o d\u00f6ng\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259sas qap\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 Akbay i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan n\u0259f\u0259sini tutdu v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n qocaya baxd\u0131. A\u011fsaqqal Akbay onu g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– As\u0131lbek! \u2013 dedi v\u0259 otaqda \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirib din\u015f\u0259di,- O\u011flum, hardasan, \u0259zizim?<\/p>\n

Bu ail\u0259 \u00e7oxdan Akbay baban\u0131 sevirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki Akbay As\u0131lbekin valideynl\u0259rinin yax\u0131n dostu idi. As\u0131lbek atas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, As\u0131lbek h\u0259l\u0259 balaca ik\u0259n r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getmi\u015fdi, yegan\u0259 o\u011flunu anas\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Sabirkan n\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bu ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u00e7ox h\u00f6rm\u0259t edirdi. Bunu As\u0131lbek d\u0259 bilirdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan baba Akbay ona \u00e7ox yax\u0131n adam kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ona \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yirdi. Ayslbek onun quca\u011f\u0131nda olma\u011f\u0131, birlikd\u0259 at minm\u0259yi, onu s\u0131\u011fallama\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259tta bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n onunla getdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n danlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131! S\u0259n, yetkin bir o\u011flan, h\u0259r k\u0259sin quca\u011f\u0131nda yatmaq ist\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n utanmal\u0131san! – o, h\u0259rd\u0259n gileyl\u0259nirdi:<\/p>\n

– Ay balam! S\u0259n\u0259 ata m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131… Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259 onu \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259n adam axtar\u0131rsan! – deyirdi. As\u0131lbek is\u0259 h\u0259tta babas\u0131 Akbaydan komuz \u00e7alma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Onlar tez-tez Elik-Cona \u00e7\u0131xaraq k\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fru yan-yana oturub g\u00fcn batma\u011f\u0131n\u0131,q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 seyr edirdil\u0259r. Baba Akbay ona komuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn musiqil\u0259r se\u00e7ir, ona q\u0259dim \u0259cdadlar\u0131ndan na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma bu g\u00fcn As\u0131lbek babas\u0131 Akbaydan inciyib: \u201cDo\u011frudanm\u0131 m\u0259nim atam Akbay bu i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b?!..\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O el\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, Akbay adamlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b ,onun evin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rib \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259 oturub.<\/p>\n

– Asike?! G\u0259linim?! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!<\/p>\n

Qocan\u0131n s\u0259sini d\u00fcz \u00fcstl\u0259rind\u0259 e\u015fits\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, ham\u0131 sakit durdu.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim o\u011flum?! Bu m\u0259n\u0259m! Hardasan, canim?!<\/p>\n

Otaqda \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl s\u0259ssizlik h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, sanki he\u00e7 kim yox idi!<\/p>\n

Qocan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qarald\u0131. O, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 bir-iki add\u0131m atd\u0131, ota\u011f\u0131 dola\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 son add\u0131m\u0131 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 q\u0259fil y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131!<\/p>\n

– Baba?! Akbay baba!.. \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tamamlamadan qorxaraq yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131. “\u0130lan vurmu\u015f ola bil\u0259rdi!” \u2013 dem\u0259k ist\u0259di, amma Bektemir\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 dem\u0259di. As\u0131lbek d\u0259 bu haqda fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyi pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 qalx\u0131b, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u201cqap\u0131\u201dn\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arxa t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxan As\u0131lbek Akbay baban\u0131n arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Can\u0131n is\u0259 onun \u0259traf\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Baba \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259 inl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ilan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb ba\u015fqa ota\u011fa ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek babaya su verdi v\u0259 toz-torpa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n yast\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b qocan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoydu. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qoca:<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum, – dedi v\u0259 \u0259lini As\u0131lbekin ard\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259n Bektemir\u0259 uzatd\u0131, – get, ata-anan\u0131n yan\u0131na, o\u011flum! S\u0259ni k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r… Anan\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti pisdir. S\u0259n get, m\u0259n d\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131ndayam…\u201d dedi v\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r susduqdan sonra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131mla b\u0259rab\u0259r ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Xalq\u0131m\u0131, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131 qoyub ged\u0259c\u0259m! \u2013 dedi, sanki camaatdan incidi.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n he\u00e7 yer\u0259 getmir\u0259m, ata! \u2013 As\u0131lbek \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcz\u0259ldib dedi, \u2013 camaata h\u0259qiq\u0259ti ba\u015fa salacam, t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015faca\u011fam! \u018fslind\u0259, n\u0259 m\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 xalq g\u00fcnahkar deyil! B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar…<\/p>\n

\u0130lan\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u0130lan! Onu diri-diri \u0259zib c\u0259s\u0259dini xalq\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na ataca\u011fam! Onda bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r m\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m kimdi!!!<\/p>\n

Amma bunu ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan deyirdi.<\/p>\n

Qoca Akbayla Bektemir onun n\u0259d\u0259n, kimd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dil\u0259r. Onda da el\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r ki, As\u0131lbek Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– As\u0131lbek \u0259mi! \u2013 Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b qoxulayan atan\u0131n bird\u0259n bel\u0259 sars\u0131d\u0131c\u0131 fikir s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259n v\u0259 inana bilm\u0259y\u0259n Bektemir q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Get! – As\u0131lbek Bektemir\u0259 dedi, – \u0130ndi get ev\u0259!<\/p>\n

Bir-birinin ard\u0131nca ota\u011fa daxil olan Sirqa v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok As\u0131lbekin s\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

-Bek! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi – G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, sabah h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq! N\u0259 s\u0259nin atan anan, n\u0259 d\u0259 camaat biz\u0259 nifr\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 indi getm\u0259lis\u0259n!<\/p>\n

O\u011flan he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di, ancaq q\u0131z\u0131n: \u201cSabah biz\u0259 nifr\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r… h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259ri onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi, geriy\u0259 qalanlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxaraq, yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015fa t\u0259r\u0259f getdi\u2026 Ota\u011f\u0131n d\u0259hlizinin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f ilan bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 onu izl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

O\u011flunun boyu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n kimi ata anas\u0131 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq ona t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra Ab\u0131lay el\u0259 bil, \u201c\u0130ndi onlara n\u0259 ist\u0259yirsiniz edin!\u201d deyirmi\u015f kimi, arvad-u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evin\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130nsanlar As\u0131lbekin evind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b bel\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259ldil\u0259r ki, As\u0131lbek s\u0259h\u0259r k\u0259ndd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259, onu arvad\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 da\u015fqalaq ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n evd\u0259 yenid\u0259n a\u011f ilan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259si, As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259sinin izsiz itm\u0259si v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti daha da g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Bundan sonra t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir s\u0259b\u0259b yox idi v\u0259 h\u0259tta b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndlil\u0259r As\u0131lbekin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259sinin \u0259jdaha oldu\u011funa inand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Camaat\u0131n da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Can As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 aradan qalxd\u0131. \u0130lanlara t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Amma onlar yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dil\u0259r. Sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 gec\u0259 idi! S\u00fcbh a\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f mal-qara qorxu i\u00e7ind\u0259\u0259 vurnuxurdu, atlar h\u00fcrk\u00fcrd\u00fc, itl\u0259r ulay\u0131r, zingild\u0259yirdil\u0259r. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 is\u0259 panikaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bay\u0131ra bax\u0131rd\u0131lar, sanki hans\u0131sa f\u0259lak\u0259t ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Saira o\u011flunun \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Ab\u0131layla birlikd\u0259 Bektemir\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ondayd\u0131, el\u0259 bil kims\u0259 onu o\u011furlayacaq. Ab\u0131lay t\u00fcf\u0259ngini v\u0259 silah-sursat\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131na qoydu. Bektemir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yatm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn fikri-zikri sabahla ba\u011fl\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

O, As\u0131lbekin \u201cS\u0259ni diri-diri tapdalayaca\u011fam\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. Lakin o, q\u0131z\u0131na ata m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti v\u0259 ata m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir pis m\u00fcnasib\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259di. \u201cOnda niy\u0259 \u201c\u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u201d dedi? B\u0259lk\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilan kostyumu var?! B\u0259lk\u0259 onu \u0259zm\u0259k, insanlara g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k v\u0259 elan etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi: \u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bir daha ilana \u00e7evrilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k!\u201d, camaatdan \u00fczr ist\u0259m\u0259kmi? Ax\u0131 o dedi ki, \u201cH\u0259qiq\u0259ti dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qlayacam\u201d?! \u0130nsanlar art\u0131q h\u0259qiq\u0259ti bilirl\u0259r! Ba\u015fqa n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r ki?! Ba\u015fqa sirr n\u0259dir? Baba Akbay onlarla n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaq? B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259dir!..\u201d \u2013 m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 fikirl\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n g\u0259nc art\u0131q havan\u0131n nec\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun mehriban v\u0259 inaml\u0131 dediyi bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r, dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 onun fikirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi daha da m\u00f6hk\u0259m d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Sabahdan g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259nc ancaq s\u00fcbh \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yuxuya ged\u0259 bildi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130lanlar is\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259ri k\u0259ndd\u0259n bir az aral\u0131da As\u0131lbekin evinin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar. \u00dcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259t\u0259n\u0259, d\u0259v\u0259tikan\u0131 otu bitmi\u015f t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fc ilanlarla dolu idi. T\u0259p\u0259 bu g\u00fcn bu \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 sin\u0259sini g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259k ba\u015flad\u0131. Tufan\u0131n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli ulama s\u0259si k\u0259ndi b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, onsuz da qorxu i\u00e7ind\u0259 olan \u00a0k\u0259nardak\u0131 evl\u0259r\u0259 qorxu sald\u0131, Evd\u0259kil\u0259r n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxdular. B\u0259rk k\u00fcl\u0259k evl\u0259rin qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rini \u015faqq\u0131ldatd\u0131, damlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 arxas\u0131nca yaln\u0131z g\u00fccl\u00fc bir gurultu,n\u0259rilti buraxd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 k\u0259ndlil\u0259r bu hadis\u0259ni “\u0259jdaha” – K\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259si d\u0259 yata bilm\u0259yib s\u0259h\u0259ri diri g\u00f6zl\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gec\u0259 \u201c\u0259jdaha q\u0131z\u201d\u0131n kimliyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutan k\u0259nd camaat\u0131 aras\u0131nda ilk olaraq baba Akbay oldu. O, bu ail\u0259nin dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131na qulaq asd\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturan \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 zill\u0259di. Bilmirdi onlara inans\u0131n ya yox. S\u0131n\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 qap\u0131lardan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n dolu, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q k\u00fcl\u0259k onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda qalan ki\u00e7ik alovu,odu s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. S\u0131r\u011fa is\u0259 odu,alovu k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n qoruma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n qalan x\u0259z paltosunu \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atm\u0131\u015f Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok anas\u0131na s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k oturub at\u0259\u015f\u0259 bax\u0131r, fikirl\u0259\u015firdi. As\u0131lbek susurdu, sanki Akbay\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi v\u0259 ham\u0131ya baxaraq:<\/p>\n

– Deyil\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 d\u00fczd\u00fcr, n\u0259v\u0259m m\u0259nim? \u2013 A\u011fsaqqal Akbay Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxaraq soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Aha- dedi Kyzmonchok, valideynl\u0259rinin daha \u0259vv\u0259l dedikl\u0259rini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 is\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f kimi ota\u011f\u0131n d\u0259hlizinin uzaq k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. V\u0259 bird\u0259n:<\/p>\n

– D\u0259d\u0259, Canla tan\u0131\u015f olmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?! \u2013 q\u0131z soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-?! – Baba n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131z k\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan sivi\u015fib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259hliz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi:<\/p>\n

– Can?!<\/p>\n

O, e\u015fikd\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki qaranl\u0131q ota\u011fa bax\u0131b Can\u0131 din\u015f\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, getdi, q\u0131z\u0131m. O, y\u0259qin ki,\u00a0 b\u00f6y\u00fck izdiham\u0131n onu g\u00f6rm\u0259sini ist\u0259m\u0259zdi\u201d, \u2013 S\u0131rqa bildirdi.<\/p>\n

– Yox, ana. Onun n\u0259f\u0259sini \u00a0e\u015fidir\u0259m burada oldu\u011funu duyuram! Can! “G\u0259l, ata s\u0259n\u0259 pislik etm\u0259z” dedi q\u0131z, sanki ilan\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini oxuyurdu. Sonra o otaqdan Can\u0131n t\u0259rp\u0259ni\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidildi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yerl\u0259 onun aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n a\u011f ilan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qda oldu\u011fu kimi qucaqla\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130lan q\u0131z\u0131n boyuna kimi dik qalx\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoydu. \u0130lan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ninin qalan hiss\u0259si is\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131laraq yerd\u0259 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Can! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla doldu yaln\u0131z bir isti damc\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 Can\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 axd\u0131. Q\u0131z daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan da o v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi. Da\u011flar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc bo\u015f p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00a0baxd\u0131, sanki indic\u0259 onu belin\u0259 \u00a0al\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n tullanaraq onunla d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u0259zm\u0259k, onunla birlikd\u0259 uzaq \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7maq v\u0259 ay\u0131n, ulduzlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Bunun qeyri-m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 d\u0259 olsa d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k d\u00fcnyadan v\u0259 onun t\u0259bi\u0259t qanunlar\u0131ndan inciy\u0259r\u0259k yer\u0259 oturdu!<\/p>\n

Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bunlar\u0131n \u00a0ikisin\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ssizc\u0259 baxan \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rin \u00a0bu an b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rind\u0259n bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok! – As\u0131lbek dedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lanla q\u0131z el\u0259 bil \u015firin yuxular\u0131ndan ay\u0131l\u0131blar. Can Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00e7iynind\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 ikisi d\u0259 onlara\u00a0 t\u0259r\u0259f yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. As\u0131lbek, S\u0131rqa, h\u0259tta baba Akbay bel\u0259 bu s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259xluqa yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Heyvan olsa da, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qald\u0131rma\u011fa utanaraq, uzaq durma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u015f N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 utan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi o biri t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxmas\u0131na bel\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndil\u0259r. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r ya\u015f ya\u015fayan Akbay bel\u0259 bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi! V\u0259 bu onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn heyr\u0259tamiz bir \u015fey idi!..<\/p>\n

– Can! \u2013 As\u0131lbek adama xitab edirmi\u015f kimi, ac\u0131ql\u0131, ara ver\u0259-ver\u0259 dedi, \u2013 G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259 n\u0259 ba\u015f verir?!.. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu hay-k\u00fcy\u00fcn niy\u0259,.. kim\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259nmi?!..<\/p>\n

-?.. \u2013 ilan utanaraq, g\u00fcnahkar kimi baxd\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 atas\u0131na, sonra ilana bax\u0131b n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qorxmu\u015f kimi oturdu. As\u0131lbek, sanki daha se\u00e7imi yox idi, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susduqdan sonra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:<\/p>\n

– Sabah biz\u0259 n\u0259 olacaq?! S\u0259nc\u0259 insanlar bizi dinc qoyacaqlar?! S\u0259nin vecin\u0259 deyil. \u0130st\u0259diyin vaxt ist\u0259diyin yer\u0259 ged\u0259 bilirs\u0259n! B\u0259s s\u0259n bilirs\u0259nmi ki, bu ehtiyats\u0131z h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rinl\u0259 bu q\u0131z\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini m\u0259hv etdin?!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan As\u0131lbekin dedikl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259di, \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n v\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n Akbay baba t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 S\u0131rqan\u0131n yaxas\u0131ndan tutub p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 soru\u015fdu soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– O insan\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

Sirqa \u201cB\u0259li\u201ddey\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Bundan sonra Akbay baba dedi:<\/p>\n

– Hey, As\u0131lbek! ,\u00a0 Bir ondan soru\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259k insanlardan n\u0259 ist\u0259yir?<\/p>\n

\u0130lan k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 baba Akba\u0131ya baxd\u0131. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri deyirdi: \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 insanlardan sevgid\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil\u201d. Bunu ancaq Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok oxuya bildi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 Can\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka olan sevgisini ana, q\u0131z v\u0259 ilan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim anlaya bilm\u0259di. Bel\u0259 ki, onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birinin bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq \u0259zmi v\u0259 ist\u0259yi yox idi.<\/p>\n

– Onun g\u00fcnah\u0131 n\u0259dir? \u2013 dedi S\u0131rqa. Aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 aradan qald\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq, \u2013 Bu i\u015fl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnahkar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m! \u00a0\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259yi gizl\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoparacaqlar\u0131ndan, dilimi k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxmadan camaata des\u0259ydim, bel\u0259 olmazd\u0131?! Sonda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r v\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259rdil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

– Sirqa, az q\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc! \u2013 As\u0131lbek naraz\u0131l\u0131qla bildirdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259s-k\u00fcy k\u0259sildi v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 sakitlik yarand\u0131, he\u00e7 bir s\u0259s e\u015fidilmirdi, n\u0259f\u0259s k\u0259s\u0259n sakitlik vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Getm\u0259! \u2013 qoca Akbay aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u0131xan ilana dedi.<\/p>\n

“Niy\u0259?” – \u0130lan dayand\u0131 v\u0259 qocadan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Sabah insanlar h\u0259qiq\u0259ti \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259lidirl\u0259r! – dedi Akbay. – \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r, he\u00e7 kim K\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanmaz!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan raz\u0131la\u015faraq geri s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok:<\/p>\n

– Baba! \u2013dedi, -Cana h\u00fccum edib onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259zl\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

– Yox!..<\/p>\n

– Hey, As\u0131lbek! – Bundan sonra Akbay baba dedi, – Onda ondan soru\u015f ki, insanlardan n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/p>\n

\u0130lan k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 baba Akba\u0131ya baxd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri deyirdi: \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 sevgid\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 laz\u0131m deyil, ancaq Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok oxuya bildi. Ancaq bu d\u0259f\u0259 Jean\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka olan sevgisini ana, q\u0131z v\u0259 ilan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim bilmirdi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 onlar\u0131n he\u00e7 birinin bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq \u0259zmi v\u0259 arzusu yox idi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s onun g\u00fcnah\u0131 n\u0259dir? \u2013 dedi S\u0131rqa aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 y\u00f6nd\u0259msizliyi sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq, \u2013 H\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259nd\u0259n gedir!.. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259yi gizl\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 u\u00e7uracaqlar\u0131ndan, dilimi k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxmadan camaata dey\u0259rdim, bu hala g\u0259lib?! Sonda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

– Sirqa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nama\u011f\u0131 burax! \u2013 As\u0131lbek naraz\u0131l\u0131qla dedi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259s-k\u00fcy k\u0259sildi v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 sakitlik yarand\u0131, n\u0259 s\u0259s, n\u0259 d\u0259 ah.<\/p>\n

– Getm\u0259! \u2013 qoca Akbay aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 olan ilana dedi.<\/p>\n

“Niy\u0259?” – \u0130lan dayand\u0131 v\u0259 qocadan cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Sabah insanlar h\u0259qiq\u0259ti \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259lidirl\u0259r! – dedi Akbay. – \u018fg\u0259r s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r, he\u00e7 kim K\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanmaz!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan art\u0131q raz\u0131la\u015faraq geri s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n kimi:<\/p>\n

– Baba! \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi, -Cana h\u00fccum edib onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259zl\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

– Yox!..<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, k\u0259nd yuxudan oyand\u0131.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek bundan sonran\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalmaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. Qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri b\u0259rkitdi, h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n da\u015flar\u0131 atd\u0131, ev\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f saman\u0131, otlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Gec\u0259 qorxmu\u015f v\u0259 \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn mal-qaran\u0131 yenid\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. O, yanm\u0131\u015f t\u00f6vl\u0259nin yerind\u0259n k\u00fcl\u00fc y\u0131\u011faraq camaat\u0131n toplanmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Tez-tez s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f bax\u0131rd\u0131. O, ham\u0131n\u0131 narahat ed\u0259n, xalq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sirr v\u0259 tapmacaya \u00e7evrilmi\u015f \u0259jdaha \u0259fsan\u0259sini tezlikl\u0259 da\u011f\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n

Qeyd olundu\u011fu kimi camaata, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fduqca k\u0259nd m\u0259clisinin ke\u00e7irildiyi yer\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Akbay ata, As\u0131lbek, S\u0131rqa, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok v\u0259 Can be\u015fi d\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rini qaydaya sal\u0131b camaatla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00dcr\u0259yi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k az qala yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi<\/p>\n

– Ana, qorxuram! -.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qorxma, q\u0131z\u0131m, \u2013 dedi Sirqa, \u2013 biz n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmal\u0131y\u0131q? Onlar da bizim kimi insanlar deyilmi?<\/p>\n

Bir azdan camaat d\u00fcn\u0259nki kimi yen\u0259 evi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z Ab\u0131lay\u0131n ail\u0259si evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. B\u0259zil\u0259ri h\u0259tta onlar\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Ata, adamlar g\u0259ldil\u0259r! \u2013 Bektemir p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bay\u0131ra baxaraq dedi.<\/p>\n

– Qoy g\u0259lsinl\u0259r! \u2013 dedi Ab\u0131lay astanada dayan\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi, \u2013 g\u0259lsinl\u0259r! Bu biz\u0259 aid deyil!<\/p>\n

– Ata, n\u0259d\u0259n qorxursan?! Onlar biziml\u0259 eyni adamlard\u0131r?! \u00dcst\u0259lik, bu g\u00fcn As\u0131lbek day\u0131 xalqa h\u0259qiq\u0259ti dey\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Sonra Ab\u0131lay israrla:<\/p>\n

– Qoy desin! Biz he\u00e7 yer\u0259 getmirik!<\/p>\n

– Onda he\u00e7 olmasa icaz\u0259 ver?! \u2013 Bektemir qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq dedi. El\u0259 bu vaxt atas\u0131 silah\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ona t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evirib dedi:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0259kil! Yoxsa, s\u0259ni g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Saira o\u011flunun ayaqlar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, u\u015faqlar q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131lar, evi s\u0259s-k\u00fcy basd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ab\u0131lay?! – art\u0131q iki-\u00fc\u00e7 adam onun p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sini d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, – Tez \u00e7\u0131x! Tez ol!..Bu i\u015fi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r tez bitirm\u0259liyik!<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay \u201cN\u0259 olar!..Yax\u015f\u0131.\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k q\u0131f\u0131l\u0131n qarmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki camaata qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bektemir v\u0259 \u00c7intemir d\u0259 onun ard\u0131nca getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

As\u0131lb\u0259kin evind\u0259n birinci baba Akbay \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Camaat susub v\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– \u018fzizl\u0259rim! \u2013 a\u011fsaqqal t\u0259mkinl\u0259 dedi: -Biz bir \u00e7aydan su i\u00e7mi\u015f, bir yerd\u0259n duz dadm\u0131\u015f camaat\u0131q, qarda\u015f-bac\u0131y\u0131q! \u00a0\u201c\u0130\u015fi bitir, amma t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n!\u201d deyibl\u0259r. D\u00fcn\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idik, az qala a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z bir i\u015f edirdik!!<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131rbay qrupdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Onlarla eyni dam\u0131n alt\u0131nda gec\u0259l\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra bu da onlar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131?! Do\u011frudanm\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 aldada bil\u0259c\u0259yinizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?! D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259k, ay camaat, onun \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n As\u0131lbekl\u0259 bir n\u00f6v gizli \u0259laq\u0259si var! Onlar\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri v\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri eynidir!<\/p>\n

Onu d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

– Tam olaraq! O haql\u0131d\u0131r! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b Tan\u0131rbaya d\u0259st\u0259k verdil\u0259r. Bu zaman evd\u0259n As\u0131lbek, S\u0131rqa v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Bektemirin \u00fcr\u0259yi b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, g\u00f6zl\u0259di v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u00fcmidl\u0259, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k bir adam peyda olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 indi \u0259n q\u0131sa zamanda g\u0259lm\u0259sini arzulad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015flar! – dedi As\u0131lbek, – S\u0259br edin, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qulaq as\u0131n! Budur, m\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m sizin \u00a0qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda dayan\u0131b!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ona baxan izdihamdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qoruyaraq anas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259ndi. Can p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 baxaraq As\u0131lbekin i\u015far\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi sizl\u0259rd\u0259n kim bu q\u0131za \u201c\u0259jdaha\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259 c\u00fcr\u0259t edir?! M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt insan\u0131n heyvana \u00e7evrildiyini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, ata-babamdan e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m!<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s Sairan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n o a\u011f \u0259jdaha? Yoxsa quca\u011f\u0131nda s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131\u011f\u0131n o iland\u0131? Deyirs\u0259n, bu bizim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb el\u0259mi? ,biz bunu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, el\u0259mi?! Bu bel\u0259dir, camaat?! Dem\u0259li, As\u0131lbekd\u0259n ba\u015fqa ham\u0131 qanmaz v\u0259 axmaqd\u0131r, h\u0259?! \u2013 qoca B\u0259kib\u0259y q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ay Allah!, qoy bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bitirisin?! \u2013 Dild\u0259kan adl\u0131 uzun sa\u00e7l\u0131, g\u00f6z\u0259l b\u0259d\u0259n qurulu\u015flu g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n onlar\u0131 saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ay g\u0259lin, s\u0259n y\u0259qin ki, yaz\u0131q Tileki d\u0259 ist\u0259diyin kimi idar\u0259 edib, s\u0259r\u0259ncam verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tmis\u0259n! \u2013 Tan\u0131rbay eyb\u0259c\u0259r sif\u0259tl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131. Dild\u0259kan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey dem\u0259k ist\u0259di, amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u018fziz xalq\u0131m! \u00a0Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m deyil, sizin d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r! S\u0259nin v\u0259 Saira xalan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259n ilan is\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok deyil,.. he\u00e7 insan da deyil! Bu balaca vaxt\u0131ndan evimiz\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f adi iland\u0131r! M\u0259n\u0259 inanm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zsa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz bax\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n insanlar t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. V\u0259 eyni zamanda, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 a\u011f, n\u0259h\u0259ng bir ilan evin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k, su kimi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 axd\u0131, g\u0259lib As\u0131lbek v\u0259 ail\u0259sinin yan\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Ham\u0131 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7oxu As\u0131lbekin s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inand\u0131lar. Lakin Tan\u0131rbay\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259si camaatdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Tez \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b qoca Qan\u0131meti qaba\u011fa g\u0259tirdil\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Camaat! Yax\u015f\u0131, i\u015f buras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, \u0259g\u0259r biziml\u0259 dava salan, camaat\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, Sairaya h\u00fccum ed\u0259n \u0259slind\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yox, iland\u0131rsa, o zaman onun ba\u015fqas\u0131na h\u00fccum etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 he\u00e7 kim z\u0259man\u0259t ver\u0259 bilm\u0259z! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 As\u0131lbek ilan\u0131 el\u0259 burda \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259lidi v\u0259 bununla insanlara g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011funu s\u00fcbut etm\u0259lidi!<\/p>\n

– O haql\u0131d\u0131r! Bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131! \u2013 \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259t dedi. Qan\u0131m\u0259t is\u0259 fikrini bel\u0259 tamamlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yoxsa, As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259si el\u0259 buradaca da\u015fqalaq edil\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259nki \u201cK\u0259ndd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7s\u00fcn\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rini nec\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259diyinin f\u0259rqin\u0259 bel\u0259 varmad\u0131: \u201cQoy onu da\u015flas\u0131nlar!\u201d<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qarald\u0131, qulaqlar\u0131 tutuldu v\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lini s\u0131xaraq b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259di. Sad\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131r\u0131b t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbekin b\u0259d\u0259nini soyuq t\u0259r basd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini ona zill\u0259yib baxan insanlara n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

– Yox! – dedi, – bunu etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m! “Suya bir da\u015f atarsan, \u0259trafda dal\u011falar yaradar.” Heyvan olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, ki\u00e7ik ya\u015flar\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Ona yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259d\u0259m, mil\u00e7\u0259yi bel\u0259 incitm\u0259z!<\/p>\n

– Axmaq!!! Arvad\u0131m az qala \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, bu s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 n\u0259di?! Deyirs\u0259n ki, s\u0259nin \u0259jdahan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 insan h\u0259yat\u0131ndan daha d\u0259y\u0259rlidi?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay q\u0259z\u0259bind\u0259n titr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dedi. O q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi ki, \u00fcz\u00fc q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O t\u00fcf\u0259ngini qald\u0131r\u0131b ilan\u0131 ni\u015fan ald\u0131. Bektemir d\u0259rhal atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259ki t\u00fcf\u0259ng\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f cumdu v\u0259 onun \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131. Onda silahs\u0131z Ab\u0131lay yerd\u0259n da\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259sin\u0259 atma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir onun \u0259ll\u0259rini tutub \u201cAta! Ata!\u201d dedi. Atas\u0131 is\u0259 onu it\u0259l\u0259yib As\u0131lbekgili da\u015flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bektemir yerd\u0259ki da\u015flar\u0131 atas\u0131ndan uza\u011fa, k\u0259nara at\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0 He\u00e7 kim ona mane olmurd\u0131, h\u0259tta ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu \u00c7intemir sonra da camaat ona qo\u015fuldu v\u0259 getdikc\u0259 da\u015f atanlar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7oxald\u0131, As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259sin\u0259 dolu kimi da\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Da\u015flar onlara d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda ev\u0259 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa bel\u0259 vaxt tapmad\u0131lar. \u018fll\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259rini \u00f6rt\u0259r\u0259k da\u015flardan qorunaraq bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Can d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 hiss etdi, da\u015flardan yay\u0131nmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o yan-bu yana d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc. N\u0259hay\u0259t, bir anda ecazkar bir s\u0259sl\u0259 fit \u00e7ald\u0131 v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b\u00a0 dik dayand\u0131!<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi \u0259trafda n\u0259s\u0259 u\u011fultu s\u0259sl\u0259ri yarand\u0131 v\u0259 bird\u0259n k\u0259ndi ilan b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc! Onlar camaat\u0131 m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131b f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r, \u0259n ki\u00e7ik h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259ri, ha\u00e7a dill\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xararaq h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Dil bo\u011faza qoymayan Qan\u0131met qoca, Ab\u0131lay, B\u0259kibay, \u0130\u015fenbay dayanmadan dua oxuyur, qad\u0131nlar q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, u\u015faqlar a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Az sonra k\u0259ndi s\u0259s-k\u00fcy b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. X\u00fcsusil\u0259, As\u0131lbek, a\u011fsaqqal Akbay, S\u0131rqa v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun sif\u0259tl\u0259ri kimdondu. Fikirl\u0259rind\u0259 yaln\u0131z bir \u015fey vard\u0131: \u201cXalq\u0131n bizi sevm\u0259m\u0259si b\u0259s deyilmi\u015f,\u00a0 indi d\u0259 biz\u0259 xain, xalq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni dam\u011fas\u0131 vuracaqlar?\u201d<\/p>\n

R\u0259ngl\u0259ri A\u011f ilandan da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli olan qara, zolaql\u0131, q\u0259hv\u0259yi v\u0259 al-\u0259lvan ilanlar\u0131n b\u0259zil\u0259ri k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki insanlar\u0131 m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131lar, b\u0259zil\u0259ri is\u0259 d\u00fcz insanlar\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k dair\u0259y\u0259 daxil olurdular!<\/p>\n

Adamlara el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, As\u0131lbekin yan\u0131nda dayanan Can onlara g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f v\u0259 \u0259mr verir.<\/p>\n

– Can! – Akbay o an bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi, – Bunu etm\u0259, Can, \u0259zizim, can\u0131m?! Bizi ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla?! Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n insanlar\u0131?! Bir-birimizi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n saymayaq!<\/p>\n

Qoca Can\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxaraq yalvar\u0131\u015fla \u0259mr etdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0131rqa il\u0259 As\u0131lbek dair\u0259y\u0259 girmi\u015f qara zolaql\u0131 ilan\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131lar!.. O da el\u0259 o vaxtk\u0131 kimi ac\u0131ql\u0131 idi. Qoca Akbaya t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Can yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcb s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 qara zolaql\u0131 ilana t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131. Ana \u0130lan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik n\u00fcmayi\u015f etdir\u0259r\u0259k hirsl\u0259 quyru\u011funu silk\u0259l\u0259di, d\u00f6n\u00fcb geri s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda ilanlar b\u00fct\u00fcn camaat\u0131 m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131b k\u0259ndi \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r! Yaln\u0131z h\u0259m insanlar, h\u0259m d\u0259 ilanlar sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u200b\u200bv\u0259 t\u0259la\u015fa son qoyulanda, Can Qyzmonchoka q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7ok!\u201d- dedi sakitc\u0259,- \u201cs\u0259n insanlar\u0131n n\u0259cibliyind\u0259n, alic\u0259nabl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n oxuyub na\u011f\u0131l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n\u201d. S\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 insanlar\u0131n mehriban v\u0259 n\u0259cib oldu\u011funa inan\u0131rd\u0131n, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 inand\u0131m! S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259dirdin: \u201cBir insan kimi mehriban, s\u0259birli v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan ol!\u201d B\u0259s indi onlar\u0131n bu a\u011flas\u0131\u011fmaz v\u0259 \u00e7irkin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Can?! – o, ilan\u0131n nitqini k\u0259sdi v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131: ” Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m daha davam etm\u0259, he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259, Can?!”<\/p>\n

-?!<\/p>\n

– Dediyim na\u011f\u0131llarda h\u0259qiq\u0259t var! B\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi pis deyil! S\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 vaxt insanlara inam\u0131ndan vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n, Can?!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan q\u0131za yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ona baxd\u0131 v\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n imtina etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m… He\u00e7 vaxt… \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn bu b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc s\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m…<\/p>\n

– Can! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ovucu il\u0259 sildi,<\/p>\n

– T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m, Can!<\/p>\n

Bir-birl\u0259rini qucaqlad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonuna kimi s\u0259n\u0259 minn\u0259tdar olacam, Can! Amma m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla?!<\/p>\n

-?..<\/p>\n

– Yaradan s\u0259ni ilan, m\u0259ni is\u0259 insan yaratmasayd\u0131, s\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259zdim!- q\u0131z Can\u0131n ya\u015fla dolu g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 oxudu:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok!<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n d\u0259, Can! – N\u0259vazi\u015fli bax\u0131\u015flarla ona bax\u0131b sakitc\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. Can el\u0259 bil bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi rahatlad\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 sald\u0131. \u0130lan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259yirdi, sanki h\u0259r h\u00fcceyr\u0259si il\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Hissl\u0259riyl\u0259 s\u00fckutla dan\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n ikisin\u0259 d\u0259 insanlar da, ilanlar da sakitc\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 ilan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nini yudu.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok! – ilan q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7iynind\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131, – Raz\u0131la\u015fsan… \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 qul olacam? Ged\u0259k buradan, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?<\/p>\n

– Yox, Can!!! El\u0259 dem\u0259! Qoy bu son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz olsun!<\/p>\n

– ?!!<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n iki f\u0259rqli m\u0259xluquq! Bunu \u00f6z\u00fcn anlay\u0131rsan…<\/p>\n

– Halbuki bizim sevgimiz eyni deyilmi?!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 Can\u0131n b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nini ondan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n s\u0259nin xo\u015fb\u0259xt olman\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Can! – o, sakitc\u0259 ona sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ilan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259nar ed\u0259r\u0259k geri \u00e7\u0259kildi, – bilir\u0259m ki, ilanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ya\u015famaq s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tindir! Amma insanlar aras\u0131nda yerin yoxdur! Odur ki, bu g\u00fcn ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, siz \u00f6z d\u00fcnyan\u0131za, v\u0259t\u0259niniz\u0259 ged\u0259siniz v\u0259 buradan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik ged\u0259siniz! Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra m\u0259n sakit olaca\u011fam!<\/p>\n

Can uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t q\u0131za baxd\u0131. O, yava\u015f-yava\u015f yer\u0259 yuvarland\u0131, \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 izdiham\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Tezlikl\u0259 Can b\u00fct\u00fcn ilanlar\u0131 toplay\u0131b k\u0259ndi t\u0259rk etdi! Yan\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc r\u0259ngli ilan bir r\u0259qib bax\u0131\u015f\u0131yla, sevin\u0259r\u0259k arxaya baxd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011f ilanla birlikd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla birlikd\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ay kimi axan ilanlar\u0131 g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r seyr etdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

(1-ci kitab\u0131n sonu)<\/p>\n

Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131zcadan v\u0259 ruscadan t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259n Elli Atayurd<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 335 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda onlar ruhun daxili f\u0259ryad\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdil\u0259r v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri ki\u00e7ildi, cans\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ona dikildi! Bu durum sanki \u0259srl\u0259r boyu yatm\u0131\u015f ilan d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rini oyatd\u0131! \u0130ndi \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r sakit olan s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259 b\u0259zi sirli h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy daha da g\u00fccl\u0259ndi! S\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259 girm\u0259d\u0259n astanada dayanan Can qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131! Bir n\u00f6v q\u00fcrur, inam, bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131na […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19626"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19626"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19626\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19628,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19626\/revisions\/19628"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19626"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19626"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19626"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}