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\u015flar\u0131n c\u0259h-c\u0259hi s\u00f6k\u00fcr ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\u015flar\u0131n c\u0259h-c\u0259hi s\u00f6k\u00fcr ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n
Qat\u0131r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sevdas\u0131z bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcb axr\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n
Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r bir yandan, g\u00fcll\u0259r bir yandan,<\/p>\n
M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr ilikd\u0259n, qandan.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn can ayr\u0131l\u0131r el\u0259 bil candan,<\/p>\n
Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur.<\/p>\n
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O\u011ful ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu da\u011fa d\u00f6zs\u00fcn,<\/p>\n
Dizinin t\u0259p\u0259ri s\u0131na\u011fa d\u00f6zs\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Qoy a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131n da q\u0131na\u011fa d\u00f6zs\u00fcn,<\/p>\n
Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur.<\/p>\n
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O g\u00f6z\u0259l bax\u0131\u015fdan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n yara,<\/p>\n
Bir e\u015fqin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kir qara.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir dara,<\/p>\n
Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur.<\/p>\n
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Ov\u00e7u o ceyran\u0131 qova s\u0259mtin\u0259,<\/p>\n
S\u0259mtin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259s\u0259n ova, s\u0259mtin\u0259.<\/p>\n
Ged\u0259k leyl\u0259kl\u0259rin yuva s\u0259mtin\u0259,<\/p>\n
Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur.<\/p>\n
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H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdir, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f g\u00fcld\u00fcr,<\/p>\n
Mehrin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131y, o g\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00fcld\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Ilahi s\u0259n m\u0259ni baharda \u00f6ld\u00fcr,<\/p>\n
Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur.<\/p>\n
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M\u018fN\u018f\u00a0 O SALAMI K\u00dcL\u018fKL\u018f G\u00d6ND\u018fR…<\/b><\/p>\n
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Ay\u00fczl\u00fcm, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc b\u0259xt<\/p>\n
Ismar\u0131nc salam\u0131n g\u0259ldi, yeti\u015fdi.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n sa\u011f olsun, g\u0259tir\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt,<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259 o arzuya d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n s\u0259n i\u015fdi…<\/p>\n
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Onda o salam\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259yind\u0259n duyacam onu<\/p>\n
\u018frkl\u0259 yola sal, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Tutiy\u0259, t\u0259b\u0259rrik sayacam onu<\/p>\n
\u00d6p\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcst\u0259 qoyacam onu.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa de, dolan buluda,<\/p>\n
Q\u0131sqanc sevgil\u0259ri qoy unutmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131xaq bird\u0259f\u0259lik qara-qorxudan,<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 k\u0259s bu salamdan x\u0259b\u0259r tutmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
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Yen\u0259 pay\u0131z g\u0259lib \u2013 h\u0259r d\u0259rd\u0259 ortaq,<\/p>\n
Yaz e\u015fqim deyir ki, bu d\u0259rd son olsun.<\/p>\n
Budaqdan \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n sonuncu yarpaq<\/p>\n
Bizim aram\u0131zda po\u00e7talyon olsun.<\/p>\n
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Yersiz yalvar\u0131\u015f da, q\u00fcrur da saxta,<\/p>\n
Ki\u015fi \u00e7ox inc\u0259lm\u0259z qad\u0131n yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
\u00d6geylik \u00e7\u0259kirik do\u011fma ocaqda<\/p>\n
Bizim ikimiz d\u0259 yad\u0131n yan\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
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Soyulur sin\u0259min odu, at\u0259\u015fi,<\/p>\n
B\u0259xti, iqbal\u0131 da yatan g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn siz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn biz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 batan g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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Ay\u00fczl\u00fcm, aya de n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn varsa,<\/p>\n
O m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rar i\u015f\u0131q dilind\u0259.<\/p>\n
X\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 dal\u011falar haray qoparsa<\/p>\n
Qa\u011fay\u0131 ruhumu g\u0259z sahilind\u0259.<\/p>\n
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B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu ist\u0259k ya\u015fan\u0131r h\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Bu yerd\u0259 yersizdi k\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259, q\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nsan o i\u015f\u0131q q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n
I\u015f\u0131q ili q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqsan h\u0259m d\u0259.<\/p>\n
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M\u018fL\u018fY\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n
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Qald\u0131 zirv\u0259l\u0259rin yal\u00e7\u0131n belind\u0259,<\/p>\n
Qoynuna \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di d\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
Bu d\u0259li sevgimin a\u011fl\u0131 olmad\u0131<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yd\u0259n ulduz kimi d\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
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K\u00f6n\u00fcl ovsanmad\u0131 tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ovnan,<\/p>\n
\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131 \u201dx\u0259yal-plov\u201dnan.<\/p>\n
Kimdi s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131yan bu qa\u00e7d\u0131qovnan,<\/p>\n
G\u0259r\u0259k tanr\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc ver\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
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He\u00e7 k\u0259sin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259m olmaz\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n
Bunca h\u0259sr\u0259t olmaz, q\u0259m olmaz\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00fcnyada k\u0259m olmaz\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n
Evind\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259ydi h\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
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Bir g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fik,<\/p>\n
H\u00fcsn\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259q\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fik.<\/p>\n
\u00c7oxumuz g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fik,<\/p>\n
Orda axtar\u0131r\u0131q h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
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Ay Musa, q\u0259lbind\u0259 yasd\u0131, h\u00fczrd\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dczr\u00fcn\u201d g\u00fcnah\u0131ndan bet\u0259r \u00fczrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
G\u0259nclik \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7di, \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
Endir\u0259 bilm\u0259din yer\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
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SEVG\u0130 \u0130ST\u018fY\u0130R\u018fM…<\/b><\/p>\n
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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sevgi ist\u0259yir\u0259m – tanr\u0131 sevgisi<\/i><\/p>\n
H\u0259yat sevgisini m\u0259nd\u0259n almas\u0131n.<\/i><\/p>\n
Musa \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rli<\/i><\/p>\n
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Sevgi ist\u0259yir\u0259m, bir q\u0131z sevgisi,<\/p>\n
B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ruhumu \u00e7als\u0131n.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 ulduz sevgisi<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni bo\u015fluqlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n als\u0131n.<\/p>\n
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A\u011flayan q\u0259lbimi q\u0259lb\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcb,<\/p>\n
G\u0259l\u0259n qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131 yolda \u0259yl\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
Yerd\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yer\u0259 bildirib,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yd\u0259 u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
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N\u0259\u011fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n \u015faqraq g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc<\/p>\n
T\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oxuna bilsin.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u0131ltaq d\u0259l\u0259 kimi at\u0131l\u0131b, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/p>\n
\u018fn z\u0259rif hissim\u0259 toxuna bilsin.<\/p>\n
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Od sa\u00e7an g\u00f6zl\u0259ri do\u011fan s\u0259h\u0259rim,<\/p>\n
Qapqara tell\u0259ri z\u00fclm\u0259tim olsun.<\/p>\n
Dadd\u0131qca dadlans\u0131n bar\u0131, b\u0259h\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
Ondan \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259yim \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olsun.<\/p>\n
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C\u0131rnad\u0131b a\u011flad\u0131m, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
\u015e\u0259rab \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 i\u00e7im m\u0259st olum.<\/p>\n
L\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 seyr edim t\u0259la\u015flar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n
Belin\u0259 k\u0259m\u0259rt\u0259k dolans\u0131n qolum.<\/p>\n
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Yan\u0131mdan yan \u00f6ts\u00fcn qanl\u0131 s\u00fcng\u00fcs\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u018fzray\u0131l qoy h\u0259l\u0259 yada salmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Sevgi ist\u0259yir\u0259m – tanr\u0131 sevgisi<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat sevgisini m\u0259nd\u0259n almas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
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D\u00f6ng\u0259y\u0259, dalana dir\u0259nir b\u0259z\u0259n<\/p>\n
Adam\u0131 hardasa yollar l\u0259ngidir.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyaya \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 ba\u011flana bils\u0259n<\/p>\n
Ya\u015f\u0131n h\u0259r \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda sevgi sevgidir.<\/p>\n
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Sevgi ist\u0259yir\u0259m q\u0259lb\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n
B\u0259nz\u0259ri, ox\u015far\u0131 olmayan sevgi.<\/p>\n
Ya\u015f\u0131n ya\u015f h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u0259 boyun \u0259ym\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259rd\u0259 solmayan sevgi.<\/p>\n
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Dem\u0259 bu sevgid\u0259n pay\u0131m az olub,<\/p>\n
Dem\u0259 ki s\u0131xla\u015f\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7\u0259ni.<\/p>\n
Sevdiyim g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r \u0259l\u00e7atmaz olub,<\/p>\n
\u018fl\u00e7atmaz sevgil\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131r m\u0259ni!<\/p>\n
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M\u018fN M\u018fN\u0130 SEV\u018fN\u0130 TAPA B\u0130LM\u018fD\u0130M<\/p>\n
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M\u0259ni candan sev\u0259n bir g\u00f6z\u0259l p\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259kdir ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n
Qolumda duysam da F\u0259rhad t\u0259p\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
H\u00f6km edib o da\u011f\u0131 \u00e7apa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc ovutdum ka\u011f\u0131z, q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259,<\/p>\n
Ke\u00e7irdim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rdl\u0259, \u0259l\u0259ml\u0259.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00f6z ar\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131m \u015f\u0259hdi-\u015fir\u0259ml\u0259<\/p>\n
O duy\u011fusal q\u0259lb\u0259 hopa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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Ax\u0131r ki, yollardan g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Sonsuz bir h\u0259sr\u0259ti k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonuna \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Yen\u0259 bu yan\u011f\u0131dan qopa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6rm\u0259dim, o g\u00f6z\u0259l yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7di,<\/p>\n
Ruhumdan adlad\u0131, qan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7di,<\/p>\n
Bir \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259lisov an\u0131mdan ke\u00e7di,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 minar\u0259 yapa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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Neynim, tay bildiyim tay\u0131m olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n
Bu yolda add\u0131m\u0131m qay\u0131m olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u018fsil m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n pay\u0131m olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 imi\u015f o z\u00f6vq\u00fc-s\u0259fa, bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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Bu a\u011fr\u0131 m\u0259nimdi, bu g\u00fcnah m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131md\u0131 sin\u0259md\u0259n qopan ah m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n
T\u0259kmi yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n, ay allah m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n
Sevgiymi\u015f verdiyin c\u0259fa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 s\u0131raland\u0131lar,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nd\u0259n ara g\u00f6r\u00fcb araland\u0131lar,<\/p>\n
Bir-bir seyr\u0259ldil\u0259r, uraland\u0131lar,<\/p>\n
Ard\u0131nca a\u011f at\u0131 \u00e7apa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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Sevdim, sevdiyimin yerin\u0259 sevdim,<\/p>\n
Cumdum d\u0259ryas\u0131nda d\u0259rin\u0259, sevdim.<\/p>\n
\u00c7evrildim m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t pirin\u0259 sevdim,<\/p>\n
Yolum e\u015fq yoluydu, sapa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni bu ya\u015f\u0131mda o yand\u0131r\u0131r ki<\/p>\n
Ilahi bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 inand\u0131r\u0131rki<\/p>\n
M\u0259n m\u0259ni sev\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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A G\u00dcLL\u00dc<\/b><\/p>\n
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Tovuz kimi qalxd\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndan<\/i><\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259li G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/i><\/p>\n
Almad\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131n, b\u00fcllur buxa\u011f\u0131n<\/i><\/p>\n
Dodaqlar\u0131n meyli-m\u0259z\u0259li G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A\u015f\u0131q \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
G\u00fcl dodaqda g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n misralar<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7d\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Bu do\u011fmal\u0131q iliyim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259di,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbim acd\u0131, ruhum acd\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z tutursa, \u00fcr\u0259k g\u0259r\u0259k inana,<\/p>\n
Kibrit \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k art\u0131q i\u015fdir yanana.<\/p>\n
Hans\u0131 ya\u015fda olur olsun, insana<\/p>\n
Sevgi \u0259z\u0259l ehtiyacd\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130tiyini vaxts\u0131z g\u0259z\u0259n o\u011flanam,<\/p>\n
\u0130nanmazd\u0131m bu ya\u015f\u0131mda oxlanam.<\/p>\n
At\u0131lsam da, yay\u0131 s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f oxdanam,<\/p>\n
H\u0259d\u0259f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcman azd\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z ox\u015fayan g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131m,<\/p>\n
O kitab\u0131 varaq-varaq g\u0259l a\u00e7\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Gend\u0259n bax\u0131b qovrulmaqd\u0131 \u0259lac\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Bu n\u0259 i\u015fv\u0259, bu n\u0259 nazd\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc?!<\/p>\n
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D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr el\u0259 bir ovdu,<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcrl\u00fck d\u0259 bir oca\u011fa girovdu.<\/p>\n
Yolum buzdu, s\u0131rs\u0131rad\u0131, q\u0131rovdu,<\/p>\n
Yer \u015faxtad\u0131, g\u00f6y ayazd\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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Bit\u0259n deyil g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259rin t\u0259rifi,<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcm s\u0259nt\u0259k h\u00fcsn\u00fc-\u015f\u0259rifi?!<\/p>\n
\u018fv\u0259zind\u0259n \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rin, Vaqifin<\/p>\n
\u015eeiri s\u0259n\u0259 Musa yazd\u0131, a G\u00fcll\u00fc.<\/p>\n
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24.01.2017<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
NEC\u018f A\u011eLAMALI BAXTIM VAR \u0130M\u0130\u015e<\/b><\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 a\u011flamal\u0131 baxt\u0131m var imi\u015f,<\/p>\n
D\u0259rdin zirv\u0259sind\u0259 taxt\u0131m var imi\u015f.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n dem\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u201cvaxt\u0131m\u201d var imi\u015f,<\/p>\n
Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim o s\u00f6z\u00fc, Allah.<\/p>\n
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Bitm\u0259yir bu bitm\u0259z sevgi na\u011f\u0131l\u0131,<\/p>\n
Olub-qalan d\u00fcnyam u\u00e7ur, da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u018fg\u0259r al\u0131rd\u0131nsa ba\u015f\u0131mdan a\u011fl\u0131,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00f6r\u0259ydin bu g\u00f6z\u00fc, Allah.<\/p>\n
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Haqs\u0131zd\u0131, gecikmi\u015f gileyim haqs\u0131z,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fcm ha\u00e7an ke\u00e7di f\u0259ryads\u0131z, ahs\u0131z?!<\/p>\n
M\u0259n ki, al\u0131\u015fanam odsuz, ocaqs\u0131z,<\/p>\n
Neynirdin bu odu, bu k\u00f6z\u00fc, Allah?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir e\u015fqin h\u0259sr\u0259ti girib qoluma,<\/p>\n
Q\u0131z\u0131ma dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, yoxsa o\u011fluma?!
\nKe\u00e7ilm\u0259z da\u011flar\u0131 d\u00fczd\u00fcn yoluma,<\/p>\n
Sin\u0259m\u0259 da\u011f oldu \u201cyar\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc, Allah.<\/p>\n
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Qoy qan\u0131m g\u00f6ll\u0259nsin qaya da\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
Qartala yem olum da\u011flar ba\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
A\u015fiq yetirirs\u0259 yetmi\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Dem\u0259li c\u0259nn\u0259tdi yer \u00fcz\u00fc, Allah.<\/p>\n
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Kims\u0259ni Musa t\u0259k duymam\u0131san s\u0259n,<\/p>\n
E\u015fqini nag\u00fcman qoymam\u0131san s\u0259n.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 q\u0131ymam\u0131san s\u0259n,<\/p>\n
O m\u0259ni g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcl \u00fcz\u00fc, Allah!<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
P\u018fNC\u018fR\u018f<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
O hans\u0131 ay idi, ayland\u0131n, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
O hans\u0131 g\u00fcn idi nurunu sa\u00e7d\u0131n?!<\/p>\n
Bir anda g\u00fcll\u0259ndi \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nim, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131n.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Heyr\u0259tl\u0259 boyland\u0131m g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259, aya,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 tufanl\u0131 d\u0259niz g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n baxd\u0131m d\u00fcnyaya,<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya saf g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc, t\u0259miz g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Aman ist\u0259m\u0259dim, ilhamdan aman,<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f-bo\u015f uydurmad\u0131m da\u011fdan, d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Qap\u0131lar \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 ba\u011flanan zaman<\/p>\n
G\u0259ldi \u015feir pay\u0131m o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fad\u0131 bir e\u015fqin g\u00fcnah\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda zaman \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u0130ll\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n
H\u0259min p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 tutuldu da\u015fa,<\/p>\n
Pu\u00e7 oldu h\u0259yat\u0131n z\u00f6vq\u00fc, s\u0259fas\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7evrildi yuvadan perik\u0259n qu\u015fa<\/p>\n
Ki\u015fi s\u0259daq\u0259ti, qad\u0131n v\u0259fas\u0131.<\/p>\n
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Ay ov\u00e7u, ovun ki ke\u00e7ib b\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n,<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n ovulma g\u0259l na\u015f\u0131-na\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0259tin canlanacaq o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n
Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyin s\u00f6z\u00fcn yadda\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n
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G\u0259r\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6n\u0259 da\u015fa, d\u0259mir\u0259,<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi g\u00f6yn\u0259yir\u0259m kamans\u0131z, udsuz.<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 q\u0131sa deyim ax\u0131 bu \u00f6mr\u0259,<\/p>\n
Sevgi n\u0259hay\u0259tsiz, ist\u0259k h\u00fcdudsuz…<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, yeti\u015fdim imana, din\u0259,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbim \u015fan-\u015fan oldu titr\u0259k s\u0259sind\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00fcv\u0259r\u0259k bir o\u011flan boyland\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n
O \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u015f \u00f6t\u00fcr, sovu\u015fmur ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7\u0259ni,<\/p>\n
Taleyin h\u00f6km\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq olarm\u0131?!<\/p>\n
\u0130ll\u0259r toz ba\u011flayan o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni,<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyaya t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7maq olarm\u0131?!<\/p>\n
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09.06.2017<\/i><\/p>\n
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S\u018fN\u018f T\u018fR\u018fF<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bo\u011faz\u0131ma \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni i\u00e7d\u0259n s\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00fcr\u0259k…<\/p>\n
\u018fl-qolumu d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259yib<\/p>\n
S\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir \u00fcr\u0259k!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir-birin\u0259 dola\u015fsa da,<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259 bitir \u0259ri\u015f-ar\u011fac.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259r yol\u00e7usuyam,<\/p>\n
Can yor\u011fundu, duy\u011fular ac.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Son pay\u0131za s\u0131fqar\u0131lan<\/p>\n
Bahar\u0131n a\u011f \u015f\u0259lal\u0259si.<\/p>\n
\u015eehd\u0259n doymu\u015f \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259rin<\/p>\n
Q\u0259ribs\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259k lal\u0259si.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar,<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kir s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f.<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259lisov h\u00f6km oxuyur<\/p>\n
Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma hopan t\u0259l\u0259b.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 \u00fcmid, i\u015f\u0131q,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 co\u015fqu vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ya\u015f\u0131n h\u0259r bir m\u0259qam\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Sev\u0259n k\u0259sl\u0259r b\u0259xtiyard\u0131r!<\/p>\n
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20.06.2017<\/p>\n
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<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0259tin qorxudarsan can almaq il\u0259<\/p>\n
Can\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan k\u0259si.<\/p>\n
Ab\u0131rdan-h\u0259yadan sald\u0131 bu d\u00f6vran<\/p>\n
Ab\u0131r-h\u0259yas\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan k\u0259si.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
N\u0259 g\u00f6y s\u0259da verir onun s\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 yer dayaq durur ya\u015fam b\u0259hsin\u0259.<\/p>\n
M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 alm\u0131r himay\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n
Bel\u0259 yanan k\u0259si, yax\u0131lan k\u0259si.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Daha o havan\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131ra bilm\u0259z,<\/p>\n
Hans\u0131 k\u00f6kd\u0259 dins\u0259 ald\u0131ra bilm\u0259z.<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 \u00e7\u0259rxi-f\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 qald\u0131ra bilm\u0259z<\/p>\n
E\u015fqin zirv\u0259sind\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131lan k\u0259si.<\/p>\n
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QOVU\u015eA B\u0130LM\u018fD\u0130M O M\u018fH\u018fBB\u018fT\u018f<\/p>\n
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Da\u011f idim, d\u00fczl\u0259n\u0259-d\u00fczl\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n k\u00f6zl\u0259n\u0259-k\u00f6zl\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n ondan gizl\u0259n\u0259-gizl\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259dim o m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Axd\u0131 iliyimd\u0259n, ke\u00e7di qan\u0131mdan,<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn can ay\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259nim can\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n
Simurq qu\u015fu idi, u\u00e7du yan\u0131mdan<\/p>\n
Qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259dim o m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
D\u0259rdil\u0259r m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00fcl\u00fc,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yn\u0259dim bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boynu b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131ld\u0131 \u018fslinin, K\u0259r\u0259min k\u00fcl\u00fc,<\/p>\n
Qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259dim o m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n
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El\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n en\u0259,<\/p>\n
Onunla yeti\u015f\u0259m imana, din\u0259.<\/p>\n
K\u0259m baxa bilm\u0259dim M\u0259cnun e\u015fqin\u0259,<\/p>\n
Qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259dim o m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Gedib\u00a0 s\u0259malarda \u00e7ad\u0131r qursa da,<\/p>\n
Odlu \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259ri sovu\u015fdursa da,<\/p>\n
Ruhumu tanr\u0131ya qovu\u015fdursa da,<\/p>\n
Qovu\u015fa bilm\u0259dim o m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
SEVG\u0130M\u0130<\/p>\n
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G\u0259l m\u0259ni \u0259fv el\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evir<\/p>\n
Yen\u0259 dil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n qu\u015funa \u00e7evir.<\/p>\n
Son anda g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evir<\/p>\n
Da\u015f \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kt\u0259k solan sevgimi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
A\u011fr\u0131 yara vurar, d\u0259rd \u00e7apar m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n
\u018fg\u0259r s\u0259n itirs\u0259n kim tapar m\u0259ni?!<\/p>\n
Apar bu d\u00fcnyadan, tez apar\u00a0 m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n
G\u0259tirm\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya yalan sevgimi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Tufana tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b, k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015fla,<\/p>\n
H\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259ldib, s\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015fla.<\/p>\n
D\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00e7at-\u00e7at olan \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015fla<\/p>\n
Buludt\u0259k qaral\u0131b dolan sevgimi.<\/p>\n
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Y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259, min d\u0259f\u0259 vurulum yen\u0259,<\/p>\n
Sev\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m imana, din\u0259.<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131m, \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim insanlara olan sevgimi.<\/p>\n
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A m\u0259nim can q\u0131yd\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u018fzray\u0131l\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zi.<\/p>\n
S\u0259ns\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259m, yegan\u0259m<\/p>\n
E\u015fqim, arzum, h\u0259v\u0259sim.<\/p>\n
S\u0259ns\u0259n m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m<\/p>\n
\u018fl\u00e7atmaz uca e\u015fqim.<\/p>\n
Verm\u0259z s\u0259nin yerini<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7c\u0259 kim!<\/p>\n
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G\u018fLD\u0130 GETD\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n
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G\u00f6r\u0259n niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r havaland\u0131m, ay allah,<\/p>\n
Havas\u0131z ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131n havas\u0131 g\u0259ldi getdi.<\/p>\n
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\u018flim sin\u0259min \u00fcst\u0259 dava-d\u0259rman g\u0259zirdim,<\/p>\n
Yaral\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimin davas\u0131 g\u0259ldi getdi.<\/p>\n
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\u015eirin x\u0259yal\u0131 il\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldu\u011fum g\u00f6z\u0259l,<\/p>\n
X\u0259yali xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin s\u0259fas\u0131 g\u0259ldi getdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
El\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m ki m\u0259n bir an\u0131n sevincini<\/p>\n
A\u011f\u0131r, \u00e7\u0259tin ill\u0259rin c\u0259fas\u0131 g\u0259ldi getdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ay boyland\u0131 \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259n, bulud gizl\u0259di q\u0259fil,<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yaddaqalan v\u0259fas\u0131 g\u0259ldi getdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
****<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bulan\u0131q bula\u011fam, durulmal\u0131yam,<\/p>\n
Yatm\u0131\u015f bir saatam qurulmal\u0131yam,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n vurulmal\u0131yam,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 vurulmamaq olmur Vallahi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sevgi bir b\u0259lad\u0131r qar\u015f\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/p>\n
\u00d6t\u0259n ya\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r<\/p>\n
Yen\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fc m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 vurulmamaq olmur Vallahi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ax\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdiyin q\u0259m do\u011fma q\u0259mimdi,<\/p>\n
Onu nec\u0259 q\u0131y\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 k\u0259m indi?!<\/p>\n
Zaman d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcm h\u0259mindi,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 vurulmamaq olmur Vallahi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 budur ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcm nuru, s\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Yen\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lkit\u0259k safsan, durusan.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259 evcik qurursan<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 vurulmamaq olmur Vallahi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yaral\u0131 q\u0259lbimin davas\u0131 g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0259kdiyim c\u0259fan\u0131n s\u0259fas\u0131 g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131ma M\u0259cnunluq havas\u0131 g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 vurulmamaq olmur Vallahi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sanm\u0131ram s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u201cb\u0259li\u201d desinl\u0259r,<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcb h\u0259r yandan \u0259li\u201d,- desinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Qoy el\u0259 Musaya d\u0259li desinl\u0259r,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 vurulmamaq olmur Vallahi!..<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu pay\u0131za sevgi qatsaq,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 quruyarm\u0131?<\/p>\n
Yor\u011fun-ar\u011f\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n
Dinclik tap\u0131b uyuyarm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sevgisin\u0259 \u0259min biri,<\/p>\n
Qar\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r h\u0259min biri.<\/p>\n
C\u0259sar\u0259ti k\u0259min biri<\/p>\n
Yolun \u00fcst\u0259 quruyarm\u0131?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bizim\u00e7\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bu da\u015f, qaya,<\/p>\n
Niy\u0259 g\u0259ldik bu d\u00fcnyaya?!<\/p>\n
Qurdumuz \u00fcz tutub aya<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u0259n bir d\u0259 ulayarm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bal dadana b\u0259la vers\u0259k,<\/p>\n
Duy\u011fular\u0131 yola vers\u0259k.<\/p>\n
Bu ya\u015fda qol-qola vers\u0259k<\/p>\n
Kims\u0259 bizi q\u0131nayarm\u0131?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim x\u0259yal sevgim<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Da\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f ruhumda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k bitirdin,<\/p>\n
Keyl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f \u0259limi haqqa yetirdin.<\/p>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 ayr\u0131 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u0259tirdin,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim x\u0259yal sevgim, x\u0259yali sevgim,<\/p>\n
Ab\u0131rl\u0131, ism\u0259tli, h\u0259yal\u0131 sevgim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu da bir taledi, qism\u0259tdi, baxtd\u0131,<\/p>\n
Can\u0131m\u0131n g\u00f6yl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n vaxt\u0131<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qurmusan taxt\u0131<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim x\u0259yal sevgim, x\u0259yali sevgim,<\/p>\n
Ab\u0131rl\u0131, ism\u0259tli, h\u0259yal\u0131 sevgim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bax\u0131b sin\u0259md\u0259ki da\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259ldin,<\/p>\n
Qar alm\u0131\u015f d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259, da\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259ldin,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n niy\u0259 bu k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259ldin<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim x\u0259yal sevgim, x\u0259yali sevgim,<\/p>\n
Ab\u0131rl\u0131, ism\u0259tli, h\u0259yal\u0131 sevgim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131xsaq ax\u0131r\u0131na olar-olmaz\u0131n,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131rsaq biz k\u0259d\u0259rin, yas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\u018fynind\u0259 od tutar o t\u00fcl libas\u0131n<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim x\u0259yal sevgim, x\u0259yali sevgim,<\/p>\n
Ab\u0131rl\u0131, ism\u0259tli, h\u0259yal\u0131 sevgim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259n qeyri-adis\u0259n…<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0259n qeyri-adis\u0259n, qeyri-adis\u0259n<\/p>\n
Pay\u0131zda g\u00fcl a\u00e7an ya\u015f\u0131l vadis\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Retro bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259nin \u0259ski ad\u0131san,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0259n adi olsayd\u0131n m\u0259n bu d\u0259rdimi<\/p>\n
A\u00e7ard\u0131m… Dizl\u0259rim he\u00e7 \u0259s\u0259rdimi?!<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259ksiz yaz\u0131lan he\u00e7 \u0259s\u0259rdimi?<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Pay\u0131zda k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m buluddan bet\u0259r,<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya s\u0131x\u0131r m\u0259ni s\u00fckutdan bet\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Cans\u0131zam g\u0259z\u0259ri tabutdan bet\u0259r,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Duy\u011fu d\u0259nizis\u0259n, d\u0259rd adas\u0131san,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6n\u00fcl n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sis\u0259n, q\u0259lb odas\u0131san.<\/p>\n
Bax indi hay\u0131ma s\u0259n \u00e7atas\u0131san,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kimdi bu t\u00f6hm\u0259ti g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n indi,<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni o a\u011f yola \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n indi?<\/p>\n
Ad\u0131n\u0131 duat\u0259k \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259m indi,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259llik deyil\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n
Ya da ki, el\u0259c\u0259 bir g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n
Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u00e7a\u011f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir vaxt uzaqla\u015fan taleyin \u0259li<\/p>\n
S\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259tirib g\u0259lib.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259liy\u0259m, indi d\u0259 d\u0259li,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Qula\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Y\u0259qin bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc Tanr\u0131 g\u00f6rk edir,<\/p>\n
Nadinc taleyimiz biz\u0259 \u0259rk edir.<\/p>\n
Sevdikc\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 Musa d\u0259rk edir<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131 bir h\u0259v\u0259sn\u0259n qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum,<\/p>\n
Doda\u011f\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259n, qurban\u0131n olum!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
DO\u011eMALIQ<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259r\u0259nfil b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc q\u0259m libas\u0131na,<\/p>\n
D\u00f6nd\u00fc g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na, axd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Do\u011frad\u0131 yollar\u0131 \u00e7arx\u0131 qatar\u0131n,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fmas\u0131t\u0259k baxd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Min ildi g\u0259zirdim bu do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n
Bu xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc, s\u0259si, q\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n
Taledi tanr\u0131n\u0131n bu yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n
Qism\u0259tdi do\u011fmal\u0131q, baxtd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u0259l bu do\u011fmal\u0131\u011fa t\u0259z\u0259 ad ver\u0259k,<\/p>\n
Bizi u\u00e7urana qol-qanad ver\u0259k.<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat\u0131m, qoy ona biz h\u0259yat ver\u0259k,<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00fcn dem\u0259y\u0259k ki, batd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Min ac\u0131 yemi\u015f\u0259m, q\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n
T\u00fck\u0259nib q\u0259lbimd\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r, \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n onun u\u011frunda n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00e7atd\u0131, do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbim\u0259 dayaq ol, ruhuma h\u0259yan,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, ay m\u0259ni duyan.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bir az da b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc d\u00fcnya,<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyada bir az da artd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259 ki qorxacaq, q\u0131sqanc, \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 \u0259l uzad\u0131m bu g\u00fcl l\u0259kin\u0259?!<\/p>\n
Bir anda i\u015fl\u0259di yerin t\u0259kin\u0259,<\/p>\n
\u018fn uca ulduza \u00e7atd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yolunda sada\u011fa qoyub da can\u0131,<\/p>\n
Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259dim bu xo\u015fb\u0259xt an\u0131.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyadan al\u0131b da \u015fair Musan\u0131<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnyaya atd\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
F\u0130RUZ\u018f<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir gec\u0259nin k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n yuxusu<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 ocaq \u00e7atd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u0130ll\u0259rdir ki, q\u00f6vr el\u0259y\u0259n yaram var,<\/p>\n
D\u0259rd sin\u0259md\u0259 qatbaqatd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
T\u0259k olsam da c\u00fct \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n ad\u0131m var,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259sd\u0259 duran, ya\u011f\u0131 olan yad\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
Vaxt\u0131 \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015f at\u0131lmal\u0131 add\u0131m var,<\/p>\n
Yer-yerind\u0259n q\u0259lbim \u00e7atd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bu b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin, safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Gizli qalan q\u0259mi varm\u0131\u015f bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n…<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr\u00a0 ke\u00e7ir… \u015f\u0259riksizdi yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<\/p>\n
\u015eair ruhum narahatd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n do\u011fmalar\u0131q… sevgi, biz,<\/p>\n
Saf q\u0259lbin\u0259 salmad\u0131m\u0131 sevgi iz?<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fan\u0131lan n\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fc sevgisiz,<\/p>\n
\u00d6t\u00fcb ged\u0259n n\u0259 h\u0259yatd\u0131, Firuz\u0259?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130st\u0259k da\u015f\u0131r, \u00fcmid ya\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Qubarland\u0131m o \u201ct\u0259nhayam\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
Qor g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm oca\u011f\u0131ndan, k\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Ruhumda bir \u00e7atha\u00e7atd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259r\u0259nfili d\u0259st g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
N\u0259s\u0259 duydum, \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7axd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6l\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Dil\u0259g\u0259lm\u0259z arzum batd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6m\u0259k olsun o yaradan, o g\u00f6yl\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Alov geysin t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259n k\u00f6s\u00f6yl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Bura q\u0259d\u0259r dedikl\u0259rim b\u0259s eyl\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Dem\u0259diyim s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131, Firuz\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Pay\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fcm, q\u0131yma vaxts\u0131z sarala,<\/p>\n
\u0130nsafd\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fcl \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc xar ala?!<\/p>\n
S\u0259nin kimi bir duy\u011fusal marala<\/p>\n
Bu h\u00f6rm\u0259tdi, iltifatd\u0131, Firuz\u0259!!!<\/p>\n
B\u0130R QATAR YOL GED\u0130R<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u201c\u0130nsafs\u0131z b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i demir \u00e7atm\u0131san,<\/p>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yol gedir qatar \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 el\u0259 yatm\u0131san,<\/p>\n
\u201cYox\u201d des\u0259n inan ki, yatar \u00fcr\u0259yim.\u201d<\/p>\n
M.\u018fl\u0259kb\u0259rli<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Qoynundan bir qatar u\u00e7urar Bak\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fc q\u0259rb\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00f6k\u0259r yollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Paralel x\u0259tl\u0259ri ba\u011fr\u0131na basar,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim ist\u0259yimin \u00e7arpaz qollar\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Do\u011fma obalara yol alar qatar<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim q\u0259\u015f\u015f ed\u0259r do\u011fmal\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Bilm\u0259zdim haray\u0131m tanr\u0131ya \u00e7atar<\/p>\n
\u018fn do\u011fma k\u0259simi yetir\u0259r bir g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bilm\u0259zdim taleyim, b\u0259xtim bel\u0259c\u0259<\/p>\n
\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcls\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr art\u0131rs\u0131n gec\u0259<\/p>\n
Dan yeri g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbimd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r ona \u0259yand\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u018fn saf dil\u0259kl\u0259ri tanr\u0131 e\u015fidir.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n onun g\u00f6rk\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259lb\u0259n inand\u0131m<\/p>\n
Do\u011frudan bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f tanr\u0131 i\u015fidir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc qana d\u00f6nd\u0259rib<\/p>\n
Bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259yib \u0259skik-g\u0259r\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
O qurban oldu\u011fum ax\u0131r g\u00f6nd\u0259rib<\/p>\n
\u015eair sevgisin\u0259 layiq m\u0259l\u0259yi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Talemi xo\u015f \u00fczl\u0259 m\u0259ni dindirib<\/p>\n
B\u0259xtin g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fimi nurunu sa\u00e7d\u0131?!<\/p>\n
\u0130lham p\u0259risini yer\u0259 endirib<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yl\u0259r yaxas\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilahi sehrin\u0259 uydum,<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox da ki, g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ilk k\u0259r\u0259m onu.<\/p>\n
Bu hissin m\u0259n el\u0259 z\u00f6vq\u00fcn\u00fc duydum,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 M\u0259cnun duymu\u015fdu, n\u0259 K\u0259r\u0259m onu.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
C\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259d\u0259rin, yas\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Sevincim h\u0259r c\u00fcr\u0259 d\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259nimdi.<\/p>\n
Olsun ki, o g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259nim olmas\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Ancaq ind\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00fcnya m\u0259nimdi!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00dcZ\u00dcY\u00dcM\u00dcN QA\u015eI F\u0130RUZ\u018fS\u0130ZD\u0130…<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131 firuz\u0259d\u0259ndir…\u201d<\/p>\n
Bir mahn\u0131dan<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
N\u0259 zaman ki ona yeti\u015fdi \u0259lim,<\/p>\n
Qa\u015f\u0131na baxmad\u0131m onda m\u0259n d\u0259li.<\/p>\n
Barma\u011f\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcy\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259li<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131 firuz\u0259sizdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Se\u00e7m\u0259dim \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 da\u015fd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcrt\u0259k itirdim qa\u015fl\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131 firuz\u0259sizdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131 z\u00fclm ed\u0259li, b\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259li,<\/p>\n
Taleyim k\u0259l\u0259y\u0259, f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259li.<\/p>\n
Barma\u011f\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259li<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131 firuz\u0259sizdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 boy verir inc\u0259 bir duyum,<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131 onunla yuyum?!<\/p>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259 bu mahn\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 oxuyum:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131 firuz\u0259sizdi…\u201d<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Heyran olub bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na tutmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fc \u00f6mr\u00fcn yoxu\u015funa tutmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n
S\u0259ni \u015feir ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na tutmu\u015fam,<\/p>\n
Misralar\u0131m \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 dam\u0131rm\u0131?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
H\u0259r kipriyin qana h\u0259ris bir q\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n
Bayram g\u0259lir bir son qoyaq bu q\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n susursan, da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n sin\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n
Sin\u0259nd\u0259ki yoxsa da\u015fm\u0131, d\u0259mirmi?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcl\u0259nim m\u0259ni \u00fcz\u0259 deyir\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Bu h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin d\u00f6z\u0259 deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259rdimi \u015feir\u0259, s\u00f6z\u0259 deyir\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Bu \u015feirl\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015fey demirmi?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
VARMI\u015e<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6z i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib, anadilt\u0259k \u00f6tm\u0259yin,<\/p>\n
X\u0259yallar quca\u011f\u0131nda arzulara yetm\u0259yin,<\/p>\n
Bu ax\u015fam anlad\u0131m ki, m\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259yin<\/p>\n
S\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259 olan \u0259n asan yolu varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259n sevgimi b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n, sevdiyimi \u00f6y\u0259n\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Vay onda ki vurulam, cani-dild\u0259n b\u0259y\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z\u00fc haqdan bulanam, \u015feiri i\u00e7d\u0259n dey\u0259n\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Bu i\u015fd\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi m\u0259l\u0259yin rolu varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fdan vurulmaq bir inc\u0259 gedi\u015fl\u0259di,<\/p>\n
Heyr\u0259timd\u0259n \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, doda\u011f\u0131m\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
Yox \u0259limi c\u0131zmad\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259di,<\/p>\n
Se\u00e7diyim q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u00fcn tikanl\u0131 kolu varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Can\u0131ma yan\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131 s\u0259nin qaynar bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Od i\u00e7ind\u0259 ke\u00e7irdim m\u0259n bu il soyuq q\u0131\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n
El\u0259-bel\u0259 deyilmi\u015f o \u015fim\u015f\u0259yin \u00e7ax\u0131\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n
Sonunda g\u00fccl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f, \u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u011f\u0131 dolu varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Taleyin h\u00f6km\u00fc imi\u015f, n\u0259 var bunu bilm\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n
Kims\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259liymi\u015f bu qarma\u011f\u0131 ilm\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n
M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r can qoyubmu\u015f bizi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n
O g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259zin f\u0259rman\u0131, qolu varm\u0131\u015f!!!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
O S\u00d6Z\u00dc VAXTINDA DEY\u018f B\u0130LS\u018fYD\u0130M…<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
O s\u00f6z\u00fc vaxt\u0131nda dey\u0259 bils\u0259ydim,<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olard\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
Eh, kim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi, n\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi bu k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f bayat\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir vaxt isins\u0259ydin \u0259g\u0259r k\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi inanard\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n
Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lmazd\u0131 y\u0259qin \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki boyat\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131mdan da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r dostum, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi h\u0259d\u0259r yer\u0259 yan\u0131m, al\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259n deyim, n\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n
H\u0259yat\u0131 uduzdum, h\u0259yat\u0131m m\u0259nim!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u00d6HTACDI<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Odu s\u00f6n\u0259n bir ocaq,<\/p>\n
N\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259 yanmaq arzusu,<\/p>\n
H\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6y\u0259 sovrulub k\u00fcl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 dinim m\u0259n, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim k\u00f6n\u00fcl b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcm<\/p>\n
Xo\u015f s\u0259sin\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Musa min yol vuruldu,<\/p>\n
\u00c7alxaland\u0131, duruldu.<\/p>\n
Azadl\u0131qdan yoruldu,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 m\u00f6htacd\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00d6Z\u018fLL\u018fR\u0130 G\u00d6ZL\u018fR\u0130M\u018f K\u00d6\u00c7\u00dcRD\u00dcM<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00fct\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdim,
\nGuya ki \u0259n \u0259las\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7irdim.
\nG\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcm
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 divan tutdum bir \u00f6m\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib getdi g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r,
\nTaleyimd\u0259 yer almad\u0131 he\u00e7 biri.
\nYa\u015f \u00f6td\u00fcs\u0259 a\u00e7mal\u0131yam bu sirri,
\nM\u0259n tapmad\u0131m arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6z\u0259li,
\nOndan \u00f6tr\u00fc n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcyd\u00fcm, n\u0259 diri…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcm,
\nG\u00f6z h\u0259v\u0259si, s\u00f6z h\u0259v\u0259si yar\u0131d\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 onlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu yoxdu d\u00fcnyada,
\nBir \u00e7oxu da indi art\u0131q qar\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dizim \u0259sib, dilim topuq \u00e7alanda
\nDayanmad\u0131m m\u0259n birind\u0259n yan \u00f6td\u00fcm.
\nYan\u0131mdayd\u0131 o xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, g\u00f6rm\u0259dim…
\nHaval\u0131yd\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi qan \u00f6rtd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hissl\u0259rim\u0259 qurban edib a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131
\n\u018fld\u0259n verdim o, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259li.
\nItirmi\u015f\u0259m qapazlar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131,
\nIndi m\u0259nim bir ba\u015f\u0131md\u0131, bir \u0259lim…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 vur\u011fun idim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m,
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n kimi oxlan\u0131rd\u0131m el\u0259c\u0259.
\nX\u0259yalp\u0259rv\u0259r u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
\nBir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6td\u00fc bel\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcm,
\nBu gecikmi\u015f g\u00f6z s\u0131na\u011f\u0131m q\u0131\u015flad\u0131.
\nBir \u00fcnvanda b\u0259nd almayan bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259mt\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m,
\nBu sevgid\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259n nax\u0131\u015f\u0131m
\nBu da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr g\u00f6d\u0259k, o \u0259l\u00e7atmaz d\u0259rd uca,
\nHe\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259 yazd\u0131m bu \u015feiri?
\nNiy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259n yoxdu , ay qoca,
\nQatar gedib, vays\u0131nma\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 xeyri?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6z evimi yaman y\u0131xd\u0131 \u00f6z \u0259lim,
\nHal-\u0259hli yox, bir na\u015f\u0131yam m\u0259n indi.
\nN\u0259 gizl\u0259dim, o g\u0259zdiyim g\u00f6z\u0259lin
\nBir g\u0259z\u0259ri ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131yam m\u0259n indi!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
eyirdin vaxt g\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik biz,<\/b><\/p>\n
Hay\u0131f ki o vaxt da g\u0259lm\u0259di getdi.<\/b><\/p>\n
\u0130qlimd\u0259n iqlim\u0259 ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 zaman<\/b>* * *G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si bizit\u0259rk etdi<\/b><\/p>\n
Deyirdin vaxt g\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik biz,<\/p>\n
Hay\u0131f ki o vaxt da g\u0259lm\u0259di getdi.<\/p>\n
\u0130qlimd\u0259n iqlim\u0259 ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 zaman<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si bizi t\u0259rk etdi.<\/p>\n
SEVG\u0130 S\u00d6Z\u018f \u00c7EVR\u0130LM\u018fS\u0130N<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bax\u0131\u015flardan ax\u0131b getsin,
\nYa yand\u0131r\u0131b-yax\u0131b getsin.
\n\u015eim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7ax\u0131b getsin
\nSevgi s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n, g\u00fcn\u00fcn nuru olsun,
\nBulaq kimi duru olsun.
\n\u00d6y\u00fcnc olsun, q\u00fcrur olsun
\nSevgi s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bat\u0131b q\u0259m\u0259,
\nSusma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259rd el\u0259m\u0259.
\nD\u00f6ns\u00fcn sirli bir al\u0259m\u0259,
\nSevgi s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yand\u0131rsa da k\u00f6z acizdi,
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259ts\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z acizdi.
\nV\u0259sf etm\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z acizdi,
\nSev gi s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcn u\u00e7maq h\u0259v\u0259sind\u0259,
\nQartallar\u0131n q\u0131y s\u0259sind\u0259.
\nQals\u0131n uca zirv\u0259sind\u0259
\nSevgi s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbind\u0259 ney\u0259 \u00e7evrilsin,
\nUlduzlu g\u00f6y\u0259 \u015fevrilsin
\nSevgi sevgiy\u0259 \u00e7evrilsin,
\nSevgi s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259sin!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
M\u018fN\u0130M YANIMDA K\u00d6VR\u018fLD\u0130N<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u011fd\u0131 odum,<\/p>\n
N\u0259f\u0259s g\u0259zdim birc\u0259 udum,<\/p>\n
\u015eim\u015f\u0259k soraql\u0131 buludum,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda k\u00f6vr\u0259ldin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259fil s\u0259ni bo\u011fdu q\u0259h\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m m\u0259n birt\u0259h\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fan s\u0259h\u0259r,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda k\u00f6vr\u0259ldin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n i\u015f\u0131q seli da\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015fd\u0131?!<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya m\u0259nn\u0259n do\u011fmala\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda k\u00f6vr\u0259ldin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
D\u00fcr\u00fcst olsun se\u00e7im g\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7im g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z can\u0131mdan ke\u00e7im g\u0259r\u0259k<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda k\u00f6vr\u0259ldin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
He\u00e7 bilm\u0259zdim dada \u00e7at\u0131m,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n bu sayaq q\u0259lb\u0259 yat\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 m\u00fckafat\u0131m,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda k\u00f6vr\u0259ldin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
T\u0259k b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259m q\u0259f\u0259sim yox,<\/p>\n
Bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259lik h\u0259v\u0259sim yox.<\/p>\n
N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 k\u0259sin yox,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim yan\u0131mda k\u00f6vr\u0259ldin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
19.05.2018<\/p>\n
G\u00d6Z\u018fL<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Ba\u015f-ayaq s\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259sin,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259llik g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn nurudur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n, m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yim<\/p>\n
Bulaq suyundan da durudur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
B\u0259lal\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim \u00e7ox d\u00f6z\u00fcb da\u011fa,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yd\u0259n ya nur d\u00fc\u015f\u0259, ya at\u0259\u015f ya\u011fa…<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin qoyur isla\u011fa,<\/p>\n
Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k qurudur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
B\u0259nz\u0259ri olmayan bu naz, bu \u0259da,<\/p>\n
\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi g\u0259tirir yada.<\/p>\n
\u201cQadan al\u0131m\u201d deyim g\u00f6rm\u0259 d\u0259rd-qada,<\/p>\n
Bu yan\u011f\u0131, bu ist\u0259k uludur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
L\u0259k\u0259siz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdi, ayd\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t,<\/p>\n
S\u0259simi al\u0259m\u0259 yayd\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t.<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131n\u0131n verdiyi payd\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t,<\/p>\n
Sin\u0259m ilahid\u0259n doludur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
Hissimi, duy\u011fumu he\u00e7 vaxt bo\u011fmad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n ist\u0259y\u0259n ulduz niy\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131?!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259lliyin g\u00f6z\u0259 el\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r,<\/p>\n
Adam \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 unudur, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Tufarqanl\u0131 Abbas, A\u015f\u0131q \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Bu h\u00fcsn\u00fc-camal\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u0259ydi \u0259g\u0259r<\/p>\n
\u00d6lm\u0259zdi, yazard\u0131 daim s\u0259ras\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Bu yol a\u015fiql\u0259rin yoludur, g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
N\u0259 \u015feir\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki n\u0259sr\u0259,<\/p>\n
H\u0259lli \u00e7ox m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcld\u00fc, baxma bu k\u0259sr\u0259.<\/p>\n
Ax\u0131r bu \u0259srd\u0259n o biri \u0259sr\u0259<\/p>\n
Bu hans\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131n qoludur, g\u00f6z\u0259l?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u201cG\u0259l erk\u0259n qocalma\u201d \u2013 bunu vaxt deyir,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n bu g\u0259l\u0259n yazda e\u015fq\u0259 bax deyir.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r yerd\u0259, h\u0259r zaman s\u00f6z\u00fc \u015fax deyir,<\/p>\n
Musa duyanlar\u0131n quludur, g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
02.07.2018<\/i><\/p>\n
B\u0130Z\u018f QAYTAQ D\u00dc\u015eM\u00dcR<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Bu s\u0259h\u0259r da\u011flar\u0131n gen quca\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcm duy\u011fular\u0131n oduna d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcz on d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ilkin \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk m\u0259ktub yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Onda \u00fcr\u0259yimin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
B\u0259xtimin a\u011fappaq s\u0259h\u0259ri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Onu yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn d\u0259rdi, q\u0259h\u0259ri<\/p>\n
K\u00fckr\u0259y\u0259n da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131 yudu, apard\u0131.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Safla\u015fd\u0131m, duruldum da\u011f bula\u011f\u0131t\u0259k,<\/p>\n
Sand\u0131m h\u0259sr\u0259timin h\u0259llidi m\u0259ktub.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131 bu \u00fclvi ist\u0259k,<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn sev\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259llidi m\u0259ktub.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbimi q\u0131ym\u0131\u015fd\u0131m h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n
O d\u0259li h\u00f6km\u00fcyd\u00fc g\u0259nclik ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Apard\u0131m o q\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n
B\u0259las\u0131, qov\u011fas\u0131 oldu ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dedim bu m\u0259ktubu o q\u0131za \u00e7atd\u0131r,<\/p>\n
\u201cYox\u201d des\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Bilsin ki ist\u0259yi m\u0259n\u0259 qanadd\u0131r,<\/p>\n
U\u00e7ub da tanr\u0131ya bildir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259ktub<\/p>\n
Yaral\u0131 durnat\u0259k qay\u0131td\u0131 geri.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 ne\u015ft\u0259rl\u0259 qazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259ktub<\/p>\n
Oldu taleyimd\u0259 bir yara yeri.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sel kimi \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131m, yel kimi \u0259sdim,<\/p>\n
M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda haqlad\u0131m onu.<\/p>\n
C\u0259sar\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdim,<\/p>\n
Yolundan bir anl\u0131q saxlad\u0131m onu.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dedim, h\u0259yat\u0131mda bir z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259 var,<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r ki\u015fn\u0259yir \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n
S\u0259ni m\u0259n sevir\u0259m, \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc qaytar,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcld\u00fc, \u201cbiz\u0259 qaytaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Y\u0259qin ki o g\u00fcld\u00fc u\u015faq \u0259rkim\u0259,<\/p>\n
Qaytara bilm\u0259dim onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Kim\u0259 dey\u0259siydim, d\u0259rdimi kim\u0259,<\/p>\n
O ilk ist\u0259yimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ah\u0131l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r o vaxtk\u0131 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn,<\/p>\n
O vaxtdan q\u0259lbimd\u0259 siml\u0259yir qubar.<\/p>\n
Ancaq bilmirdim ki ha\u00e7ansa, bir g\u00fcn<\/p>\n
Zaman\u0131n bu d\u0259rdi qaytarma\u011f\u0131 var.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qas\u0131r\u011fa oldu,<\/p>\n
S\u0259dd heyif, o g\u00fcnl\u0259r getsin g\u0259lm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
Sanki qula\u011f\u0131mda bir s\u0131r\u011fa oldu<\/p>\n
Onun \u201cbiz\u0259 qaytaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259si.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Biz\u0259 qaytaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr…<\/p>\n
Getdi ged\u0259nim,<\/p>\n
G\u0259l\u0259nim ged\u0259ni \u0259v\u0259z etm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
B\u00fclb\u00fcls\u00fcz q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc b\u0259d\u0259nim,<\/p>\n
Taleyim m\u0259niml\u0259 yola getm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hardasan \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131dan m\u0259ktub,<\/p>\n
Solub-saral\u0131rsan hans\u0131 bucaqda?!<\/p>\n
Zaman da, o q\u0131z da s\u0259ni unudub,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259 qovruluram dili ocaqda!<\/p>\n
N\u0259 d\u0259rdin, n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r qat\u0131,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259lbimin titr\u0259k simidir.<\/p>\n
Bu ah\u0131l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda \u00f6mr\u00fcm, h\u0259yat\u0131m,<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131dan m\u0259ktub kimidir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 qaytaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr…<\/p>\n
\u015eumla bu \u00f6mr\u00fc,<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcr\u0259m d\u0259rdimin davas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n
Ha\u00e7an q\u0259rar vers\u0259n qoy dinsin \u0259mrin<\/p>\n
Bir g\u00f6z\u0259l \u201cQaytarma\u201d havas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u201cBu d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r uzunu,<\/p>\n
\u00c7oban qaytar quzunu\u201d<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131ymad\u0131n<\/p>\n
S\u0259n o da\u011flar q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
25.08.2018<\/i><\/p>\n
G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
QOYMA M\u018fN\u0130 QOCALMA\u011eA<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Ay tanr\u0131m\u0131n s\u00f6z sovqat\u0131,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6y uzaqd\u0131, yer d\u0259 qat\u0131.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6kd\u0259 saxla bu ovqat\u0131,<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00fcrs\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259 gur s\u0259sim ol,<\/p>\n
Birincilik h\u0259v\u0259sim ol.<\/p>\n
T\u0259ngiy\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sim ol,<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131ndasan,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimin ba\u015f\u0131ndasan.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259llik ya\u015f\u0131ndasan,<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Od sozal\u0131r oca\u011f\u0131mda,<\/p>\n
D\u0259rd boy verir quca\u011f\u0131mda.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259m, bu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kaman\u0131nda tel\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 tax, g\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Ya da yand\u0131r k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yoxu\u015flarda inad\u0131m ol,<\/p>\n
S\u0259malarda qanad\u0131m ol.<\/p>\n
Sevgi dolu h\u0259yat\u0131m ol,<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
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<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr \u015firin bir r\u00f6yad\u0131,<\/p>\n
M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdi duzu-dad\u0131.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya sevgili d\u00fcnyad\u0131,<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa.<\/p>\n
Qoyma m\u0259ni qocalma\u011fa!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
05.09.2018<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015eA\u0130RL\u0130K, A\u015e\u0130QL\u0130K…<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131 b\u0259x\u015f el\u0259yib bu g\u00f6z\u0259limi,<\/p>\n
Onsuz birc\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n
S\u0259brimi \u00fczs\u0259 d\u0259, ondan \u0259limi<\/p>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcn sonunacan \u00fcz\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131ma yollan\u0131b \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr bu g\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n
Daha d\u0259rd-q\u0259m n\u0259di bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
\u00d6ls\u0259m d\u0259, qalsam da m\u0259tl\u0259b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n
T\u0259l\u0259sik, birba\u015fa g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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M\u0259n\u0259 buta g\u0259lib qadir ozandan,<\/p>\n
Nakam a\u015fiql\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259n, \u015feir yazandan<\/p>\n
Sevda yollar\u0131nda na\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sevgim haqdan g\u0259lib bir t\u00f6hv\u0259 kimi<\/p>\n
F\u0259q\u0259t bu sevgim\u0259 cavab olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b \u00fcr\u0259yim bir s\u00fcfr\u0259 kimi<\/p>\n
\u015eeirim ist\u0259yimi al\u0259m\u0259 yay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
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Ya\u015f\u0131n ya\u015f h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u0259 boyun \u0259yib d\u0259<\/p>\n
A\u011f\u0131r oturacam, batman g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
El\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259vari g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib d\u0259<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131na \u00fcr\u0259yi \u00e7atnan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Aylar\u0131n, ill\u0259rin oduna yan\u0131b,<\/p>\n
Bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n ayr\u0131 yolu ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Yazaca\u011f\u0131m \u015feiri s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131b,<\/p>\n
Ged\u0259c\u0259m, sin\u0259si dolu ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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Bu d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259m ki,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259lbin\u0259 sanc\u0131ls\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n
H\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259, hicranla d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m ki<\/p>\n
V\u00fcsal\u0131n uyu\u015fsun d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n
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\u015eairlik, a\u015fiqlik s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r bir yer\u0259,<\/p>\n
Sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259hv el\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
A\u015fiqt\u0259k ilk anda s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b \u015feir\u0259,<\/p>\n
\u015eairt\u0259k son anda s\u0259hv el\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n
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G\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n, aylardan macal g\u00f6zl\u0259yib,<\/p>\n
Bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n ayr\u0131 yolu ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 olan \u015feiri s\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259yib<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyadan \u00fcr\u0259yidolu ged\u0259c\u0259m!<\/p>\n
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06.09.2018<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
O GEC\u018f<\/p>\n
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(zarafatyana)<\/p>\n
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Ged\u0259n dostun s\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 \u201ctap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n
Sahild\u0259 d\u0259 adam azd\u0131 o gec\u0259.<\/p>\n
Q\u0259fil g\u0259l\u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Y\u0259qin duydun, kefim sazd\u0131 o gec\u0259.<\/p>\n
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Bu n\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t, bu n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l sehrdi,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259lliyin g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yeyirdi…<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 deyirdim<\/p>\n
Birg\u0259 olsaq pis olmazd\u0131 o gec\u0259.<\/p>\n
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Zarafatla t\u0259kliyini q\u0131nad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
S\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 bir axar verdi irad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Uzun yolu ba\u015fa vurdu inad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 itdim, azd\u0131m o gec\u0259.<\/p>\n
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K\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259n bal s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n o dilin<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 q\u00f6vr ed\u0259c\u0259k nisgili…<\/p>\n
Yana-yana t\u0259rk el\u0259dim sahili,<\/p>\n
T\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259nib \u015feir yazd\u0131m o gec\u0259.<\/p>\n
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Yox, Musada qalm\u0131y\u0131b he\u00e7 Musal\u0131q,<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin tora g\u0259l\u0259 o bal\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Dizl\u0259rimd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fmasa qocal\u0131q,<\/p>\n
\u018fll\u0259rini buraxmazd\u0131m o gec\u0259!<\/p>\n
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DANI\u015eAQ<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n
\u00c7ox naha\u011f\u0131q bu \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n bezm\u0259kd\u0259,<\/p>\n
B\u0259xt ac\u0131sa, bal dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n
Duyumlu ol m\u0259nalar\u0131 sezm\u0259kd\u0259,<\/p>\n
Qoy s\u0259ninl\u0259 al dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259k ovan o t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm, o q\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n
M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259dir-qiym\u0259t, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q.<\/p>\n
Bu \u0259srd\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r na\u015f\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n
El\u0259 \u0259hli-hal dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n alov i\u00e7ir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz,<\/p>\n
Bu yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyuruqsa \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz.<\/p>\n
G\u0259r\u0259kdimi s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz?<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015far\u0259yl\u0259, lal dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u018fl yetm\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7ox buda\u011f\u0131 \u0259ymi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259ksizin \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Yeti\u015fibs\u0259, t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015fim,<\/p>\n
Buyur onda kal dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq.<\/p>\n
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Oxudun da ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n Musan\u0131,<\/p>\n
Q\u00fcrr\u0259l\u0259nib dem\u0259 y\u0131xd\u0131n Musan\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir kitabl\u0131q s\u00f6z\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131n Musan\u0131,<\/p>\n
Niy\u0259 qov\u011fa-qal dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq?!<\/p>\n
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QO\u015eMA<\/p>\n
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Dins\u0259 a\u011flayarsan s\u0259n z\u00fcl\u00fcm-z\u00fcl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
Q\u0259m \u00fcst\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259n\u0259n k\u00f6n\u00fcl saz\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
\u00c7al\u0131\u015f aram\u0131zdan axmas\u0131n, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n axan bir Araz\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
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\u0130nsan h\u0259r insana sirrini a\u00e7maz,<\/p>\n
A\u00e7\u0131b-a\u011fartma\u011f\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fmaz.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259l\u0259k ba\u015f a\u00e7maz,<\/p>\n
Qatqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n al\u0131n yaz\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Hissimi, duy\u011fumu \u00f6nl\u0259y\u0259nim yox,<\/p>\n
D\u0259rib d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259yib \u00e7inl\u0259y\u0259nim yox.<\/p>\n
Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr inl\u0259s\u0259m dinl\u0259y\u0259nim yox,<\/p>\n
\u00c7oxda ki xo\u015f s\u0259sim, \u015f\u0259n avaz\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ya\u011fmurlu, buludlu, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzanar pis g\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259?!<\/p>\n
Bu pay\u0131zl\u0131, q\u0131\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7iskin \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259,<\/p>\n
\u015eeirl\u0259 s\u00fcsl\u0259n\u0259n g\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Qibt\u0259yl\u0259 bax\u0131rsa ged\u0259n\u0259 sa\u011flar,<\/p>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 da\u011flar.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcm g\u00fcl\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259yim a\u011flar,<\/p>\n
A\u015fkar sevincim var, gizli yas\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sin\u0259md\u0259 min d\u0259n\u0259 yara yetirsin,<\/p>\n
Yoxdan uzaq tutsun, vara yetirsin…<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni o m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s yara yetirsin,<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131dan can\u00fcz\u0259n iltimas\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
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Atd\u0131 kiprikl\u0259rin \u015fim\u015f\u0259k oxunu,<\/p>\n
\u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u2013 o son qorxunu.<\/p>\n
Bo\u015f yola salsam da \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00e7oxunu,<\/p>\n
Sevgiyl\u0259, ist\u0259kl\u0259 dolu az\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7ox \u00fczd\u00fcm, ist\u0259yim g\u0259lm\u0259di ba\u015fa,<\/p>\n
Dal\u011fa \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r m\u0259ni qayaya, da\u015fa.<\/p>\n
Q\u0131y\u0131b dey\u0259mmir\u0259m dosta, sirda\u015fa,<\/p>\n
D\u0259ryada Musat\u0259k bir g\u00fcdaz\u0131m var!<\/p>\n
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19.11.2018<\/p>\n
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NEYL\u018fY\u018f B\u0130L\u018fRS\u018fN S\u018fN ONDAN ARTIQ<\/p>\n
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Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
T\u0259\u015fn\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yed\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
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Yeri\u015fin yollar\u0131 q\u00fcbarland\u0131rar,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
Tozu g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc dumanland\u0131rar,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc yaxar bu naz, bu \u0259da,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259lliyi g\u00f6zd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
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Yay\u0131 yand\u0131rarsan yaydan da bet\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rin oxlayar yaydan da bet\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
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Pay\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 sell\u0259ndir\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
Uza\u011f\u0131 o da\u015f\u0131 dill\u0259ndir\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Baharda d\u00f6n\u0259rs\u0259n nar a\u011fac\u0131na,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
\u015eairi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rs\u0259n dar a\u011fac\u0131na,<\/p>\n
Neyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n ondan art\u0131q?!<\/p>\n
S\u018fN EL\u018f B\u0130R SEVDASAN K\u0130…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0259n el\u0259 bir sevdasan ki,<\/p>\n
Ac\u0131n m\u0259nd\u0259 \u015firinl\u0259\u015fir.<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n iz<\/p>\n
Ya\u015f \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fir.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yolum \u00fcst\u0259 bir il\u011f\u0131msan,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 tap\u0131l\u0131r, n\u0259 itirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rimn\u0259n gizl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n
G\u0259lib k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 bitirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n
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S\u0259n el\u0259 bir sevdasan ki<\/p>\n
S\u0259ni s\u0259nsiz ya\u015fay\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
H\u0259sr\u0259tini bu \u0259srd\u0259n<\/p>\n
O bir \u0259sr\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnahkaram s\u0259ni bir vaxt<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimc\u0259 dindirm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
O g\u00f6yl\u0259rin m\u0259l\u0259yini<\/p>\n
Q\u0131y\u0131b yer\u0259 endirm\u0259dim!<\/p>\n
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S\u0259n el\u0259 bir sevdasan ki,<\/p>\n
Sevdalara q\u0259nim oldun.<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnyada cisminl\u0259 yox,<\/p>\n
X\u0259yal\u0131nla m\u0259nim oldun!<\/p>\n
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\u0130ndi yaman \u00f6geyl\u0259\u015fib<\/p>\n
Yer d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, g\u00f6y d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n
Yerd\u0259 yersiz \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m<\/p>\n
Bir \u00e7ad\u0131r qur g\u00f6yd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n
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<\/p>\n
S\u0259n el\u0259 bir sevdasan ki,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fcn yoxdu, ay\u0131n yoxdu.<\/p>\n
O duy\u011fusal al\u0259minl\u0259<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnyada tay\u0131n yoxdu.<\/p>\n
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M\u0259n s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn bir ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi g\u0259lm\u0259, y\u0259qin bir vaxt<\/p>\n
Q\u0259brim \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n
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16.03.2019<\/p>\n
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BU G\u00d6Z\u018fL<\/p>\n
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\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fc sald\u0131 do\u011fmal\u0131q,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 nec\u0259 yatd\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
N\u0259 v\u0259d etdi o t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm, o q\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fanmal\u0131 bir h\u0259yatd\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
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Aylar ke\u00e7di o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n
Onu tutdum h\u0259r bir k\u0259sd\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn m\u0259n.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bulud g\u0259ldi t\u00fcst\u00fcmn\u0259n<\/p>\n
T\u0259k k\u00f6s\u00f6vd\u0259n ocaq \u00e7atd\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
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Ox\u015fanmad\u0131 t\u0259mas\u0131nda \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn,<\/p>\n
Qol a\u00e7mad\u0131 s\u0259das\u0131nda \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Ayt\u0259k do\u011fdu s\u0259mas\u0131nda \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn,<\/p>\n
H\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, h\u0259rd\u0259n batd\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcrk\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259canda, t\u0259la\u015fda,<\/p>\n
Yerim yoxk\u0259n n\u0259 ayaqda, n\u0259 ba\u015fda.<\/p>\n
Do\u011furdan da m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu ya\u015fda<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n m\u00fckafatd\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
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Sevgi oldu bu bahar\u0131n sovqat\u0131<\/p>\n
Q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fclt\u0259k pardaqland\u0131 s\u00f6z qat\u0131.<\/p>\n
T\u0259brikiyl\u0259 zil\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi ovqat\u0131,<\/p>\n
Bayram\u0131ma bayram qatd\u0131 bu g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n
26.03.2019<\/p>\n
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Q\u0131\u015f getdi, yaz\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim,<\/p>\n
Yaz getdi, yay\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
D\u0259rdimi a\u00e7d\u0131m buluda<\/p>\n
Sell\u0259n\u0259n \u00e7ay\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n
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F\u0259sill\u0259rin d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n
Etibar\u0131m itdi daha.<\/p>\n
G\u0259lm\u0259, g\u0259lm\u0259, ist\u0259mir\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00f6zl\u0259ntim bitdi daha!<\/p>\n
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30.05.2019<\/p>\n
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\u018fB\u018fD\u0130 SEVG\u0130<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259
\nT\u0259mizdi, \u00fclvidi, sad\u0259di sevgi.
\nZ\u0259h\u0259ri, \u015f\u0259rb\u0259ti \u00f6z\u00fcn se\u00e7irs\u0259n,
\nTanr\u0131 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi bad\u0259di sevgi.<\/p>\n
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N\u0259l\u0259r ya\u015fam\u0131rsan \u00f6m\u00fcr bitinc\u0259,
\nBu \u015firin arzular ba\u015fa yetinc\u0259.
\n\u018fvv\u0259l \u00f6vlad, sonra n\u0259v\u0259, n\u0259tic\u0259
\nOlur bir-birinin mab\u0259di sevgi.<\/p>\n
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\u00c7a\u015fmaq, b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259k var h\u0259r pill\u0259sind\u0259,
\nTanr\u0131 hifz el\u0259sin son \u015fill\u0259sind\u0259n…
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n cinay\u0259t m\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259sind\u0259
\n\u018fn su\u00e7lu, \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r madd\u0259di sevgi.<\/p>\n
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G\u00f6z\u0259 k\u0259m\u0259d at\u0131r, cana susay\u0131r,
\nDi g\u0259l yalan\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n ay\u0131r…
\nSin\u0259y\u0259 gah s\u0131\u011f\u0131r, gah da s\u0131\u011fmay\u0131r,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00fcr\u0259yi boydad\u0131r sevgi.<\/p>\n
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At\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rdnala \u00e7apmayanlara,
\nHalal qism\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7atmayanlara,
\nYerd\u0259 \u00f6z yerini tapmayanlara
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259, ulduzda, aydad\u0131 sevgi.<\/p>\n
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Onun h\u00f6km\u00fcnd\u0259dir oyanan, yatan,
\nCan ver\u0259n, can\u0131n\u0131 canlara qatan.
\nT\u0259miz \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin tanr\u0131ya \u00e7atan
\n\u018fl\u00e7atmaz, \u00fcnyetm\u0259z m\u0259b\u0259di sevgi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox vard\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 qaran\u0131n, a\u011f\u0131n,
\n\u00c7\u0259tin \u0259riy\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259nin d\u0259rd da\u011f\u0131n.
\nRuhun g\u00f6yl\u0259rindi, cismin torpa\u011f\u0131n,
\nAy Musa, bax budur \u0259b\u0259di sevgi,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn sevgil\u0259rin mab\u0259di sevgi!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sevgini qoruyun<\/b><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
N\u0259fs\u0259 qul olmas\u0131n \u015firin uy\u011fusu<\/p>\n
\u018fsin siz, \u00fcr\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sin.<\/p>\n
L\u0259n\u0259tlik olurmu\u015f sevgi duy\u011fusu<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z q\u0259lbini zorlayan k\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sevgiy\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t, q\u0259lb\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259n talay\u0131r, s\u00f6k\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
Yerd\u0259 qorunmursa bu pak \u0259man\u0259t<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yd\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ne\u00e7\u0259 M\u0259cnunlar\u0131n ke\u00e7ib d\u0259rsind\u0259n<\/p>\n
Dem\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259rin na\u011fl\u0131d\u0131 sevgi.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcc al\u0131b tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u201col\u201d k\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259n<\/p>\n
Allah\u0131n ad\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131 sevgi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sevgini qoruyun g\u00f6zb\u0259b\u0259yit\u0259k,<\/p>\n
\u0130st\u0259kl\u0259 al\u0131\u015fan ocaq s\u00f6nm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr yollar\u0131nda s\u0131nmas\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k,<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n h\u0259yatdan \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Amand\u0131r, batmas\u0131n bir k\u00f6n\u00fcl yasa,<\/p>\n
Sevgid\u0259n yaral\u0131 bir q\u0259lbin ah\u0131<\/p>\n
Qara bir buluda d\u00f6n\u00fcb hardasa<\/p>\n
Tapar \u015fairl\u0259ri, bir d\u0259 allah\u0131!<\/p>\n
G\u018fL\u018fND\u018f<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fa, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 boy at,<\/p>\n
Ham\u0131ya xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n duy\u011fular oyat.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki s\u00f6z canlan\u0131r: \u00f6l\u00fcm v\u0259 h\u0259yat<\/p>\n
Ortaya tanr\u0131n\u0131n sirri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Vaxt \u00f6t\u00fcr, xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r arxada qal\u0131r,<\/p>\n
Sevgiyl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 insan qocal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn dostunu \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131r,<\/p>\n
Bim\u00fcrv\u0259t d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u015f\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0259s,<\/p>\n
Uddu\u011fun havaym\u0131\u015f, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259s.<\/p>\n
F\u0259l\u0259k, etibar\u0131n harda qald\u0131 b\u0259s<\/p>\n
G\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 getm\u0259din yeri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Tutu\u015fma yan\u011f\u0131ya, al\u0131\u015fma oda,<\/p>\n
\u0130nsandan \u00f6tr\u00fcd\u00fcr h\u0259r qan, h\u0259r qada.<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn qorxusu yoxdu d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n
G\u0259l\u0259n \u0259qid\u0259c\u0259 diri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm yata\u011f\u0131nda bir ana \u0259sir,<\/p>\n
O\u011ful, q\u0131z \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yarpaqt\u0259k \u0259sir.<\/p>\n
Onunsa g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259rini g\u0259zir<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259c\u0259lin t\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kim vida z\u0259ngini birinci \u00e7als\u0131n,<\/p>\n
Ortada qad\u0131nm\u0131, ki\u015fimi qals\u0131n?!<\/p>\n
Getdi ruh evini sahmana sals\u0131n,<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131las\u0131n \u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
YAZDIM<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Allah raz\u0131 olsun, sizd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r,<\/p>\n
H\u0259r sizi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 odlan\u0131b yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Bir xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259, bir \u015firin s\u00f6z\u0259,<\/p>\n
Bir qaynar bax\u0131\u015fa aldan\u0131b yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
D\u00f6nd\u00fcm i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na bir yanar \u015fam\u0131n,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn, ayl\u0131 ax\u015fam\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Can \u00fcz\u0259n, naz satan t\u0259bin, ilham\u0131n<\/p>\n
Min bir \u0259zab\u0131na qatlan\u0131b yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dilimd\u0259n incit\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
O saf e\u015fqinizl\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
H\u0259rd\u0259n yerd\u0259n-g\u00f6yd\u0259n \u0259lim \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc,<\/p>\n
H\u0259rd\u0259n Koro\u011flut\u0259k atlan\u0131b yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259kt\u0259bim oldunuz, d\u0259rsim oldunuz,<\/p>\n
Uzaqdan-uza\u011fa b\u0259sim oldunuz.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyada \u0259n do\u011fma k\u0259sim oldunuz,<\/p>\n
Yax\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259dim, yadlan\u0131b yazd\u0131m?!<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259n at\u0259\u015f \u0259m\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n
\u0130lahi duy\u011fular oyand\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n
Sizd\u0259n a\u011fac-a\u011fac olsam da gend\u0259,<\/p>\n
V\u00fcsal h\u0259v\u0259siyl\u0259 \u015fadlan\u0131b yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir sevgi m\u0259l\u0259yi ill\u0259rd\u0259n b\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
Yolumdan, izimd\u0259n yox etdi \u015f\u0259ri.<\/p>\n
\u015eeirim sev\u0259nl\u0259rin oldu \u0259zb\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
\u201cM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u015fairi\u201d adlan\u0131b yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
AY BULAQ, O QIZDAN X\u018fB\u018fR\u0130N VARMI<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259yib yolunu Qo\u015fabulaqda,<\/i><\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fc ax\u015fam etdim, niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din?<\/i><\/p>\n
Bir g\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259 dincimi al\u0131b<\/i><\/p>\n
\u018fyl\u0259\u015fib \u015fam etdim, niy\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259din?<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
(On d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131mda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feird\u0259n<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0yad\u0131mda qalan b\u0259nd)<\/i><\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n duru g\u0259l\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 xaliqin nuru g\u0259l\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
O z\u0259rif \u00e7iynind\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir s\u0259h\u0259ng,<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131na n\u0259 boyda yolu g\u0259l\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnl\u0259r sevgi il\u0259 d\u00f6vr el\u0259y\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n q\u00f6vr el\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
V\u0259d\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yib s\u0259h\u0259r, ya ax\u015fam,<\/p>\n
O\u011flanlar d\u00f6rd yan\u0131 d\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u0259l\u0259rdim yan\u0131na k\u0259nd basa-basa,<\/p>\n
O q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n gizli sirri m\u0259n idim.<\/p>\n
S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb<\/p>\n
Onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nin biri m\u0259n idim.<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
Han\u0131 o suyunun bal olan vaxt\u0131,<\/p>\n
O lal\u0259 yanaqda xal olan vaxt\u0131,<\/p>\n
H\u0259r onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nim dilimin<\/p>\n
Topuq \u00e7alan vaxt\u0131, lal olan vaxt\u0131?<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?!<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0259kisi it\u0259rdi a\u011f\u0131r s\u0259h\u0259ngin<\/p>\n
Nec\u0259 y\u00fcyr\u0259k-y\u00fcyr\u0259k yolu ged\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259yi e\u015fql\u0259, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259<\/p>\n
\u00d6nl\u00fcy\u00fc yarp\u0131zla dolu ged\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r ilhamla co\u015fub, \u00e7a\u011flay\u0131b<\/p>\n
Gec\u0259l\u0259r \u015fip\u015firin m\u00fcrg\u00fc olard\u0131n.<\/p>\n
S\u0259n o t\u0259mizlikl\u0259 ilqar ba\u011flay\u0131b,<\/p>\n
S\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fc olard\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yolu n\u0259 yax\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259rin\u0259l\u0259rin,<\/p>\n
Bu odu s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n nec\u0259 ist\u0259kdi?!<\/p>\n
\u0130ll\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259,<\/p>\n
Bir \u015fair \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc tarana \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259mi doymusan \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n-g\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/p>\n
Niy\u0259 kims\u0259sizdi yan\u0131n, ay bulaq?!<\/p>\n
O ilahi e\u015fq\u0259, h\u00fcsn\u0259-camala<\/p>\n
G\u00fczg\u00fc olan vaxt\u0131n han\u0131, ay bulaq,<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcn bu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda onu sorma\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 yeri yoxdu, b\u0259lk\u0259 var yeri.<\/p>\n
Bir s\u0259n \u015fahids\u0259n ki, n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Sin\u0259md\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259yir bir q\u00fcbar yeri<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox \u015feyin yerini d\u0259yi\u015fib ill\u0259r,<\/p>\n
Bir \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 zaman da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kib.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131ndan da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b s\u0259h\u0259ngli q\u0131zlar,<\/p>\n
H\u0259r\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131na bir bulaq \u00e7\u0259kib<\/p>\n
Ay bulaq, o q\u0131zdan x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?<\/p>\n
10.11.2019<\/i><\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/i><\/p>\n
K\u00d6RP\u00dcN\u00dcN ALTINDA G\u00d6R\u00dc\u015e\u018fRD\u0130K B\u0130Z<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik biz,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcm, aram\u0131zda bu gizli sirdi.<\/p>\n
M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yerin\u0259<\/p>\n
H\u0259v\u0259sim g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ill\u0259r u\u00e7urdu,<\/p>\n
K\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda duymurduq bunu.<\/p>\n
Duysayd\u0131q b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259li olard\u0131q<\/p>\n
Ki, bir vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bu e\u015fqin sonu.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
O k\u00f6rp\u00fc \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259r\u015fi-\u0259laya,<\/p>\n
\u018fn uzaq ulduzdan soraq verirdi.<\/p>\n
Sevgi\u00a0 v\u0259d edirdi b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya,,<\/p>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m verir, varaq verirdi.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Sev\u0259n kims\u0259l\u0259rin ayr\u0131 d\u0259rdi yox,<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi duyuram ki onda d\u0259liydik.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnd\u00fcz harda olsaq el\u0259 f\u0259rqi yox,<\/p>\n
Ax\u015fam m\u00fctl\u0259q orda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259liydik.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
El\u0259 qovu\u015fmaqd\u0131 q\u0259sdimiz bizim,<\/p>\n
Yox idi arada bir umu-k\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Onda \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, d\u00fcnya \u0259zizim,<\/p>\n
Vard\u0131 aram\u0131zda sevgi k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc,<\/p>\n
Vard\u0131 aram\u0131zda inam k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
K\u00fckr\u0259k da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n al\u0131nd\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fc,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6yn\u0259m\u0259l\u0259r bitdi k\u00f6n\u00fcl yaramda.<\/p>\n
K\u00f6rp\u0259 bir u\u015faqd\u0131 indi o k\u00f6rp\u00fc<\/p>\n
A\u011fl\u0131y\u0131r s\u0259ninl\u0259 m\u0259nim aramda.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Kims\u0259y\u0259 yetm\u0259yir haray\u0131m, \u00fcn\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
N\u0259 bilim yor\u011funam, ya qocalm\u0131\u015fam?!<\/p>\n
S\u0259ni itir\u0259nd\u0259n, ay \u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
O k\u00f6rp\u00fc y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b, altda qalm\u0131\u015fam!<\/b><\/p>\n
Yaz\u0131ya 367 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u015flar\u0131n c\u0259h-c\u0259hi s\u00f6k\u00fcr ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, Qat\u0131r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131. Sevdas\u0131z bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcb axr\u0131n\u0131, Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur. G\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r bir yandan, g\u00fcll\u0259r bir yandan, M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr ilikd\u0259n, qandan. H\u0259r g\u00fcn can ayr\u0131l\u0131r el\u0259 bil candan, Baharda sevgisiz ya\u015famaq olmur. O\u011ful ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu da\u011fa d\u00f6zs\u00fcn, Dizinin t\u0259p\u0259ri s\u0131na\u011fa d\u00f6zs\u00fcn. Qoy a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131n da q\u0131na\u011fa d\u00f6zs\u00fcn, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":19747,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19742"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19742"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19742\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19748,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19742\/revisions\/19748"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/19747"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19742"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19742"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19742"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}