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\"IMG-20240122-WA0015\"<\/a>\u00a0Fantaziya-mistik hekay\u0259<\/p>\n

(Q\u0131r\u011f\u0131zcadan v\u0259 ruscadan t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259n Elli Atayurd)<\/p>\n

Kitab 2<\/p>\n

H\u0259min ilin pay\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131sa oldu v\u0259 c\u0259mi bir gec\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259\u00a0 qar el\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131 ki, yer yurd a\u011fappaq a\u011fard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Camaat sakitl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u0259jdaha kimliyi t\u0259kzib edilmi\u015fdi v\u0259 h\u0259yat h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi davam edirdi. Bektemir Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla evl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. O israrla valideynl\u0259rini As\u0131lbekin evin\u0259 el\u00e7iliy\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ona g\u00f6r\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131 ki, sad\u0259c\u0259 Cana olan hissl\u0259rind\u0259n qurtulmaq v\u0259 adi insanlar kimi ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdi… Bil\u0259 bilm\u0259rik, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259. Amma o vaxtdan b\u0259ri h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r v\u0259 ax\u015fam p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n da\u011flara bax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bir bahar h\u0259sr\u0259ti g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc… V\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n Can\u0131 yuxuda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yata bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 eyni \u015fey oldu… H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, o g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin ilk \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 oyand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 oldu yen\u0259? \u2013 Bektemir oyanaraq soru\u015fdu. – Yen\u0259 o yuxu?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

– Yen\u0259 Can\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn yuxuda? \u2013 Bektemir soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok s\u0259ssizc\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bay\u0131ra baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Vaxt var idi ki, bahar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, ana torpaq h\u0259rar\u0259tl\u0259n\u0259rdi, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f h\u0259r yeri isitm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flard\u0131… indi is\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2013 Yuxunda m\u0259n idim, \u2013 Bekt\u0259mir zarafat etdi, \u2013 yuxuna ilan kimi gir\u0259n m\u0259n idim, \u0259zizim… M\u0259ni tan\u0131mad\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok mehribanl\u0131qla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r e\u015fitdim …- dedi. – Onun s\u0259si idi, o \u00e7ox yax\u0131n idi. M\u0259n onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6zl\u0259ri nec\u0259 idi?<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fqa…<\/p>\n

– Onun haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u0259sdir daha! Onu bir daha m\u0259nim yad\u0131ma salma! – S\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015f o\u011flan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. O, yor\u011fan\u0131n bir ucundan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b k\u0259nara baxd\u0131. – Daha onun haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fma, yoxsa!<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, son vaxtlar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bu s\u00f6zd\u0259n qorxurdu: \u201cYoxsa…\u201d Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcrp\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Buna baxmayaraq, o, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu, el\u0259 bil n\u0259yis\u0259 t\u0259xmin edir, \u00fcmid edirdi, sanki ruhunu bu i\u015f\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

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Can da k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f tutqun idi v\u0259 k\u0259ndi duman b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ara-s\u0131ra itl\u0259rin h\u00fcrm\u0259si e\u015fidilir, t\u00fcst\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yin tan\u0131\u015f qoxusu g\u0259lirdi. Onun dar\u0131xmas\u0131, insanlara h\u0259sr\u0259ti t\u00fc\u011fyan edir, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t sin\u0259si h\u00fcznl\u0259 dolurdu. Dayana bilm\u0259yib a\u011f\u0131r b\u0259d\u0259nini yerd\u0259n silk\u0259l\u0259di v\u0259 da\u011fdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 f\u0131rland\u0131…<\/p>\n

Can \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dayand\u0131rma\u011fa n\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259bri var idi. O, uzun ill\u0259r birlikd\u0259 oynay\u0131b b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fc Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan, ata-anas\u0131ndan, k\u0259ndind\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirdi. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n qurtula bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

O, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb sahil\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca k\u00fcl\u0259yin s\u0259si get ged\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 tamam dayand\u0131. Bu zaman ilan da dayand\u0131, el\u0259 bil kims\u0259 onun quyru\u011fundan tutmu\u015fdu. K\u0259ndd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s daha ayd\u0131n oldu! N\u0259f\u0259sini tutdu…<\/p>\n

– Can?! Bu s\u0259ns\u0259n? – e\u015fitdiyi s\u0259s bu idi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok, m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 s\u00fckut h\u00f6km s\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 dedim ki, g\u0259lm\u0259?<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. S\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131ram! Bir q\u0131\u015f m\u0259n\u0259 bir \u0259sr kimi g\u0259ldi! – Can bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n g\u00fcnahkar kimi, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 onunla \u0259laq\u0259ni k\u0259sm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f kimi dedi.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011flant\u0131 k\u0259sildi. Can \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n sonra Can onu yen\u0259 e\u015fitdi:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131ram. H\u0259r x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131ya diqq\u0259t k\u0259silirdim, qula\u011f\u0131m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259sd\u0259 idi v\u0259 bu ana q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259m k\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m. Amma… \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan bo\u011fulurmu\u015f kimi susdu. \u0130lan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni b\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Amma n\u0259?! \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131qla soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Amma… Qay\u0131t, Can! \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n… – Q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259si yenid\u0259n k\u0259sildi. Bu zaman Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ona dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di: \u201cM\u0259n Bektemirl\u0259 evl\u0259ndim\u201d. Can bunu e\u015fits\u0259ydi n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr bel\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. O ist\u0259mirdi ki, Bektemirl\u0259 Can d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olub bir-birin\u0259 yamanl\u0131q etsinl\u0259r!<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259?! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!<\/p>\n

\u018flaq\u0259 tamamil\u0259 k\u0259sildi!<\/p>\n

\u00dcmidini itirm\u0259d\u0259n yenid\u0259n din\u015f\u0259di, \u0259laq\u0259 yaratma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma sanki inciklikd\u0259n, s\u00fckutdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fidilmirdi. Kizmon\u00e7okun bitirm\u0259diyi yegan\u0259 s\u00f6z: \u201c…\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n…\u201d qulaqlar\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi: \u201cQalan\u0131n\u0131 niy\u0259 dem\u0259di?!\u201d N\u0259yi dem\u0259di?! \u00c7\u00fcnki… n\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi?! B\u0259lk\u0259 insanlar onu incitdil\u0259r?! Oh yox!!!”<\/p>\n

Eyni zamanda Bektemir haqq\u0131nda da fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r, ya\u015fananlar, h\u0259zinlik, q\u0131sqancl\u0131q, dey\u0259s\u0259n, onun b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131ra bilm\u0259yib uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t yerd\u0259 taq\u0259tsiz halda uzand\u0131. “N\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di?!” N\u0259?!”<\/p>\n

A\u011fl\u0131na xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z \u015feyl\u0259r g\u0259ldi, sonra narahatl\u0131qla k\u00f6kz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259rhal ora t\u0259r\u0259f u\u00e7maq ist\u0259di. Amma Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi yan\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o an h\u0259yat\u0131nda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulad\u0131! \u201cDo\u011fru deyirs\u0259n!\u201d dedi v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ruhland\u0131raraq dedi: \u201cBunu etm\u0259k ist\u0259r heyvan, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 insan kimi ya\u015faya bilm\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 salmaqdan yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r!\u201d<\/p>\n

Sanki onun fikirl\u0259rini oxuyurmu\u015f kimi, bu anda heyr\u0259tamiz g\u00fccl\u00fc bir ild\u0131r\u0131m qopdu, yax\u0131nl\u0131qda \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7axd\u0131 v\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 iri dolu ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.T\u0259bi\u0259t el\u0259 bil onun hisl\u0259rini ger\u00e7\u0259kliy\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Can\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini hiss edirmi\u015f kimi \u00e7arpay\u0131dan s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman ki\u00e7ik p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259di. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin tutqunlu\u011funa baxmayaraq, o, da\u011flara t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn?! \u2013 Bektemir \u00e7arpay\u0131dan yar\u0131 qalxaraq soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yalvar\u0131\u015fla Bektemir\u0259 baxd\u0131, sanki r\u0259hm v\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259?! \u2013 Bektemir qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131, sanki xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 ist\u0259diyini, n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259diyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ya sevincd\u0259n, ya k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259linin n\u0259f\u0259si tezl\u0259\u015fdi, o d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, sin\u0259sini qald\u0131r\u0131b s\u0259ssizc\u0259 \u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki fikirl\u0259ri oxuyurmu\u015f kimi b\u0259d\u0259nini g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00e7arpay\u0131ya at\u0131b cans\u0131z kimi uzand\u0131. \u00c7ox incidi. Xeyr, incidiyi deyildi, q\u0131sqanmaqdan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di. El\u0259 bilirdi ki, evl\u0259ns\u0259l\u0259r, a\u011fr\u0131dan, s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131dan qurtulacaq. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259zdi ki, h\u0259r \u015fey, \u0259ksin\u0259, daha da pisl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, daha da m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259rinin yan\u0131na g\u0259lib isti, yum\u015faq \u0259ll\u0259rini onun sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoydu:<\/p>\n

– Bektemir?<\/p>\n

G\u0259linin h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 s\u0259si Bektemirin qan\u0131n\u0131 daha da qaynatd\u0131, damarlar\u0131n\u0131 alovland\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u018fzizim? \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sakitc\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, sanki n\u0259s\u0259 soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Xan\u0131m indi \u0259rinin \u0259ll\u0259rini s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 yumru\u011funa \u00e7atanda \u0259lini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bektemirin h\u0259r iki yumru\u011fu ya q\u0131sqancl\u0131qdan, ya da q\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n yay kimi s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b titr\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yenid\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y el\u0259 gurulday\u0131rd\u0131 ki, adam qorxurdu. Da\u011f yamac\u0131ndan \u00e7axan \u015fim\u015f\u0259k ox kimi \u0259yilib q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131b \u0259riy\u0259r\u0259k yox olurdu.<\/p>\n

Bektemir h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 orada uzan\u0131b doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259ri aras\u0131nda s\u0131xaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yummu\u015fdu. Halbuki, indi o xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b soyunub yan\u0131nda uzanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, boynunu qucaqlay\u0131b s\u0131\u011fallayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ondan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k m\u00f6hk\u0259m yap\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259r ild\u0131r\u0131m gurultusu g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 sanki qorxurmu\u015f kimi ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131naca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan yaln\u0131z onun qanad\u0131 alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi, ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kims\u0259nin. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k olmaq ist\u0259yi ona \u00e7ox \u0259zab ver\u0259n bir hal idi.<\/p>\n

O, tez-tez Qyzmonchoka \u00f6z \u0259sass\u0131z q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cOnu q\u0131sqand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259liy\u0259mmi?! \u2013 deyir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verirdi. – o kimdir, m\u0259n kim\u0259m?! Yerd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n iland\u0131r, yaz\u0131q, axmaq m\u0259xluqdur! Laz\u0131m olsa, o he\u00e7 kim deyil!..\u201d Bununla o, bir az rahatl\u0131q hiss etdi, amma… h\u0259r \u015fey yenid\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. X\u00fcsusil\u0259, bunun s\u0259b\u0259bi K\u0131zmon\u00e7okdur. H\u0259tta Bektemirin quca\u011f\u0131nda uzananda \u201cx\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131\u201d s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n kimi qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259kl\u0259yir, sanki kimis\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rpmadan, s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xarmadan da\u011flara baxaraq sakitc\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir bunu hiss etm\u0259mi\u015f kimi davran\u0131rd\u0131. Bununla bel\u0259, onun Cana nifr\u0259ti daha da g\u00fccl\u0259nirdi. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa onu do\u011frama\u011fa haz\u0131r idi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta o m\u0259xluqu yuxuda da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yuxuda Can ya ki\u015fi, ya da \u0259jdaha kimi g\u0259lir, Bektemir\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda dayan\u0131r v\u0259 sanki h\u0259r ikisind\u0259n \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bilmir, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmirdi. Gah Bektemirin yan\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131r, gah da Can\u0131n yan\u0131na qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi Bektemir bu r\u0259qab\u0259tin he\u00e7 vaxt bitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini anlayaraq soyuq t\u0259r t\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

D\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 qeyri-sabit olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n xan\u0131m\u0131na nifr\u0259t edir, ona baxmaq bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi. Bel\u0259 anlarda evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259rdi\u015f hal\u0131na salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259k v\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259mir, yaln\u0131z da\u011fa qalx\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bununla o bir q\u0259d\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015firdi. Ancaq Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oksuz h\u0259yat ona h\u0259yat kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Evin i\u00e7ind\u0259 sakitlik h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 yaln\u0131z k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259yin u\u011fultusu e\u015fidilirdi. Dolu il\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan nadir, g\u00fccl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k qap\u0131lar\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri, damlar\u0131 yerind\u0259n qopar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin yan\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fc da\u011fa baxan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun boynundan arxaya at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 ilana b\u0259nz\u0259r iki h\u00f6r\u00fck sallan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O yenid\u0259n Canla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

“M\u0259n bilirdim ki, s\u0259n b\u0259la u\u00e7urumuna d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n v\u0259 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rin insanda olan a\u011fr\u0131dan daha \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131yacaq v\u0259 ruhun s\u0131x\u0131lacaq!” – dedi. K\u0259nardan onun s\u0259si e\u015fidilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, Bektemir\u0259 onun Canla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131n idi. \u00dcz\u00fc q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dodaqlar\u0131 titr\u0259yirdi v\u0259 el\u0259 bil burada yox, ona yad, ba\u015fqa \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259, ba\u015fqa \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc f\u0259zada idi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir daha d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok!<\/p>\n

Lakin Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onu e\u015fitm\u0259di. B\u0259d\u0259ni soyuq t\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O eyni v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz \u00a0heyk\u0259l kimi oturur v\u0259 arabir b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Can il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259ni k\u0259sm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi, bu hissi, \u00e7oxdan arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti t\u0259rk etm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. O ruhani al\u0259md\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 Can\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etm\u0259k, ona \u00e7ox vacib bir \u015fey s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 cavab\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-o-ok!!! – Bektemir onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 almaq ist\u0259di. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, indi Can ota\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 onlar el\u0259 o vaxtk\u0131 kimi, sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 vidala\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi qucaqla\u015facaqlar. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ona h\u0259qar\u0259tli bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 nec\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sanki onu \u0259l\u0259 sal\u0131b \u201cs\u0259n\u0259 xidm\u0259t edir\u201d dediyini, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun gah sevincd\u0259n, ya da k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 ona bax\u0131b ilan\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdiyini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdi. .!<\/p>\n

– Yox yox!!! – o\u011flan yen\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – Yox yox!!!<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259s h\u0259r \u015feyi silk\u0259l\u0259di. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndi silk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n bu s\u0259s, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla Can aras\u0131ndak\u0131 ba\u011flant\u0131n\u0131 pozdu. Sanki y\u00fcks\u0259k g\u0259rginlikli rabit\u0259 naqili k\u0259silib, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u0259rgin b\u0259d\u0259ni soyuq t\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc, oynaqlar\u0131 s\u00fcstl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 o, iflic olmu\u015f kimi yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u0130lan da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259rib\u0259 hiss etdi, b\u0259d\u0259ni burulma\u011fa, \u0259yilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Boynu k\u0259nd\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri is\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun evin\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Bir azdan sonra o, dik qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131 havada yell\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zdan he\u00e7 bir cavab g\u0259lm\u0259di. Can\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n qopan a\u011fac kimi yer\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Boynu s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f kimi… Yanl\u0131\u015f e\u015fitdiyin\u0259 \u00fcmid edirmi\u015f kimi, pis hissl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmaq ist\u0259mirmi\u015f kimi, yenid\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b qulaq asd\u0131. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi olmad\u0131. A\u011f\u0131rl\u0131qdan b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259yir, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

O, \u00f6z instinktl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131… Amma qism\u0259t bel\u0259ymi\u015f, el\u0259 bu anda k\u00fcl\u0259yin fitind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00e7\u0259tin hiss olunan v\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lmayan sonuncu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri: \u201cG\u0259lm\u0259, Can. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n…\u201d fikirl\u0259ri beynind\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 t\u0259krarlan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Eyni zamanda pax\u0131ll\u0131q v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n Bektemirin b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259tta ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, indi Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ilana \u00e7evrilib ona h\u00fccum ed\u0259c\u0259k. Fikirl\u0259rini bir yer\u0259 toplaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n Bektemirin ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259nir, a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131r, n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamirm\u0131\u015f kimi \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n halda \u0259trafa bax\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok, \u0259laq\u0259 k\u0259sildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0131x\u0131landa \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u0259ydi. Bektemir \u0259ll\u0259rini onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoymaq ist\u0259di amma dayand\u0131. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ilan hardasa yax\u0131nl\u0131qdad\u0131r v\u0259 \u00fcmidsiz halda ev\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. Bu hissi uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t idi ki, o ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Yatanda da xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 hiss edirdi b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259, sanki onunla xan\u0131m\u0131 aras\u0131nda ilan uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r daim soyuq t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 oyan\u0131rd\u0131. Oyananda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 soyuqdan \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcb b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u0259rdi, ya da onu qucaqlayaraq b\u0259d\u0259ni il\u0259 isid\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

-\u00dc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n- dedi v\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. – El\u0259 z\u0259ifl\u0259mis\u0259n ki s\u0259n, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok… Balaca bir qu\u015fun k\u00f6lg\u0259si alt\u0131nda v\u0259 hiss olunmayan s\u0259rin mehd\u0259n donarsan…<\/p>\n

Bektemir onu h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b qucaqlayanda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u0259d\u0259ni od v\u0259 alov kimi parlay\u0131r, q\u0131zar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yad\u0131na salan Bektemir indi \u00e7ar\u0259siz halda yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka bax\u0131b heyr\u0259tamiz bir \u015fey haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 do\u011frudan da m\u0259ni gec\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131b, ilana d\u00f6n\u00fcb onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?!\u201d<\/p>\n

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– \u0130nsanlar niy\u0259 bel\u0259dir? \u0130nsanlar niy\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nmir? Niy\u0259 bir-birini aldad\u0131rlar? Nifr\u0259t edirl\u0259r? Niy\u0259 onlar t\u0259bi\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00fclh i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131rlar? Niy\u0259 biziml\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik edirl\u0259r? Niy\u0259 bizd\u0259n qorxurlar?! – ilan u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka verdiyi suallarla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259zabland\u0131rd\u0131, – Niy\u0259 insanlar bizi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 da\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr?<\/p>\n

Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 cavab tapa bilm\u0259di. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bir hekay\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r:<\/p>\n

– Bir zamanlar insanlar v\u0259 heyvanlar bir yerd\u0259, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q, bir harmoniya i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Amma bir g\u00fcn Allah\u0131 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndirib l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259ndil\u0259r, el\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n, t\u0259bi\u0259tin qanunlar\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi… \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

-Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, biz d\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259t qanununu pozuruq? \u2013 a\u011f ilan soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Bilmir\u0259m, \u2013 q\u0131z \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi, -Ola bil\u0259r. Hissl\u0259r, hissl\u0259r v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259, h\u0259tta uzaqdan v\u0259 yax\u0131ndan \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurma qabiliyy\u0259timiz v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirir. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 beynim\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259li, s\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259bi\u0259tin s\u0259hviyik? – bu fikir bird\u0259n ilan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259ldi. O, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, bununla raz\u0131 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259lum deyildi.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259… q\u0131z cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

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“T\u0259bi\u0259tin s\u0259hvi…”<\/p>\n

\u201cNiy\u0259 m\u0259n insanlardan f\u0259rqli yarad\u0131ld\u0131m?\u201d \u2013 Bu haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sual\u0131na cavab tapa bilm\u0259di. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 o, u\u015faq ik\u0259n valideynl\u0259rinin dedikl\u0259ri yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– As\u0131ka, Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlay\u0131rsanm\u0131: \u201cG\u00f6zl\u0259rim n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr, sin\u0259m n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r hiss edir?! Bu inan\u0131lmazd\u0131r!..?<\/p>\n

– Dayan, Sirqa, qocan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259 des\u0259n g\u0259lir. Yoxsa n\u0259di? Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 Allahd\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Buna aldanan v\u0259 rahatlayan S\u0131rqa yen\u0259 s\u00fckutu pozaraq soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– As\u0131ka?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s o ilan niy\u0259 bizi t\u0259rk etmir?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259sdi daha, Sirqa, icaz\u0259 ver bir az yataq!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 yatmaq, As\u0131lbek? \u2013 S\u0131rqa ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Valideynl\u0259rinin n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamayan yar\u0131myuxulu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131qdan qald\u0131r\u0131b soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Ata? ana? S\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259 vaxt a\u00e7\u0131lacaq?<\/p>\n

Onun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bildiyi t\u0259k \u015fey ilan idi. S\u0259h\u0259rin tez g\u0259lm\u0259sini ist\u0259yirdi ki, n\u0259hay\u0259t ilanla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131b onunla oynaya bilsin.<\/p>\n

– Yat, yat m\u0259nim balam. Ana q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rt\u0259r\u0259k dedi: -Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumsan, s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lacaq, \u00a0qalxaca\u011f\u0131q. – Yat, a balam, yat.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131 sona q\u0259d\u0259r dinl\u0259m\u0259diyin\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259ndi. O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yatm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k sussa da, \u0259rinin hans\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilirdi. Amma indi b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirib Bektemir\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi. Bel\u0259 m\u0259qamlarda o, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q v\u0259 kin-k\u00fcdur\u0259td\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi par\u00e7alan\u0131r, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131ndan uzaqla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Onu ikrah hissi il\u0259 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k arxas\u0131na baxmadan qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r v\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bundan sonra bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n bir yerd\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki bel\u0259 hallarda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259kc\u0259 ruh\u0259n deyil, b\u0259d\u0259ni d\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131, qollar\u0131 buz kimi olurdu…<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n kims\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 dart\u0131b d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131,.. el\u0259 bil qap\u0131n\u0131 yerind\u0259n qoparacaqd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bektemir d\u0259, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok da yerl\u0259rind\u0259n at\u0131ld\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131 yenid\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Bir-birini g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n ikisi d\u0259 cavab v\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

-Bu kimdir? – Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flara:<\/p>\n

-B\u0259lk\u0259 sizin ilan\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131? \u2013 Bektemir bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

-Bilmir\u0259m, – g\u0259lin narahat oldu.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisin\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, yen\u0259 ilanlar ke\u00e7\u0259n pay\u0131z kimi k\u0259nd\u0259 soxulub v\u0259 qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 boyu s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Aman Tanr\u0131m?! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok titr\u0259y\u0259n dodaqlarla dedi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir sanki: \u201cS\u0259nin ist\u0259diyin v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyin bu idi, el\u0259mi?\u201d deyirdi. Eyni zamanda sual dolu v\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131 yen\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131ldad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q tutqun olan evin i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259r bay\u0131rda n\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini hiss edirdil\u0259r. Bu zaman qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n u\u011fultu e\u015fidildi v\u0259 u\u011fultu el\u0259 bil evin i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. Bir anl\u0131\u011fa p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 qaranl\u0131\u011fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc, evin i\u00e7i daha da qarald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 bunun n\u0259 oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Qaranl\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin s\u0259thind\u0259ki t\u0259r damc\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ovuclar\u0131 il\u0259 sildil\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri baxd\u0131lar, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131lar v\u0259 ancaq dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda anlad\u0131lar ki, dumanl\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fan adam Bektemirin anas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Bektemir?! Bektemir?!! – anan\u0131n h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlara qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bo\u011fuq s\u0259si, sanki ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n qorxurdu, sanki \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 do\u011frudan da n\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f verirdi:<\/p>\n

– Bektemir?! Ordasan, o\u011flum?! Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7?! M\u0259ni e\u015fidirs\u0259n, Bektemir?!<\/p>\n

– Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259, ana. G\u0259lir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Bektemirin cavab\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidil\u0259nd\u0259 ev i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131. Bel\u0259ki ,ana p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilib evin qap\u0131s\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lib qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.Geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda\u00a0 Saira a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131. O k\u00f6yn\u0259kd\u0259 idi, qalo\u015flar\u0131 da aya\u011f\u0131na t\u0259rs geyinmi\u015fdi. Ab\u0131lay onun arxas\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00c7intemir qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ataraq onlara baxd\u0131…<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 ba\u015f verdi?! \u2013 Bektemir do\u011frudan da n\u0259s\u0259 olubmu\u015f kimi soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum, h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131ndad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, n\u0259 olub?!<\/p>\n

Saira \u0259yilib evin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik ba\u015f\u0131na yayl\u0131q ba\u011flayan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxd\u0131 v\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Heyr\u0259t! Vay! M\u0259n bir yuxu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,- dedi. – Uf, yuxu c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259, sad\u0259c\u0259 yuxu olaraq qals\u0131n \u2013 Aman Allah. M\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 oyan\u0131b ba\u015fqa \u015feyl\u0259r fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u200b\u200bs\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131n, o\u011ful?! El\u0259 bildim qula\u011f\u0131ma s\u0259s g\u0259ldi, amma onlar da e\u015fitdil\u0259r. Qorxdum ki, s\u0259ni bir \u015fey sancd\u0131, n\u0259di!<\/p>\n

O\u011ful anas\u0131 \u201cbir \u015fey\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259tta anan\u0131n niy\u0259 bura qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00a0bilm\u0259m\u0259zliy\u0259 qoydu:<\/p>\n

– Dayan, ana! \u2013 dedi Bektemir. \u2013 Yen\u0259 n\u0259 oldu, yenid\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

– Art\u0131q ged\u0259k, hey! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay ged\u0259nd\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. – H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259s\u0259n!… H\u0259r c\u00fcr \u015feyl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n insanlar\u0131 panikaya sal\u0131rsan… N\u0259 vaxt bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Saira o\u011fluna \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 il\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O\u011ful, s\u0259n d\u0259 yuxu g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, qorxdun? Niy\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m, ana. Qorxdum, qorxdum da. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 indi n\u0259 etm\u0259liyik,t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaq bn\u00fct\u00fcn bu h\u0259ngam\u0259l\u0259ri? Ax\u0131 m\u0259n balaca o\u011flan deyil\u0259m!<\/p>\n

“Yax\u015f\u0131” dedi Saira v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxd\u0131. – Gedin, x\u0259mir yo\u011furun v\u0259 yeddi yast\u0131 k\u00f6k\u0259 bi\u015firin (Bu, insan bir \u015feyd\u0259n qorxduqda edil\u0259n rituald\u0131r. Bu, Allahdan, pis \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n qorunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn edilir)…<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015f \u00fcstd\u0259, ana.<\/p>\n

O, ayr\u0131lark\u0259n m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u201cBu yuxular o\u011fluma yox, onun axmaq ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn… Ya R\u0259bb, m\u0259nim \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131, qullar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131nama. M\u0259ni dinl\u0259m\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 axmadi, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ncdi. O\u011flumu b\u0259lalardan qoru, onu b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259lalardan qurtar, ya R\u0259bb?!\u201d<\/p>\n

Saira, el\u0259 bil ki, n\u0259yins\u0259 pis olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n bilirdi, g\u0259lini e\u015fitsin dey\u0259, g\u0259zin\u0259r\u0259k donquldanma\u011fa davam etdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok art\u0131q bundan incimir, \u0259ksin\u0259, zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ri ona haql\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu ail\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcnahkar hesab edirdi. Ancaq Sair\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259la\u015f\u0131n\u0131n aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 sonsuz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n gizli m\u00fcnaqi\u015f\u0259ni dayand\u0131rmas\u0131, ev\u0259 can verm\u0259si v\u0259 onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmas\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku da, Bektemiri d\u0259 sevindirdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u015f\u0259f\u0259q sa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259 in\u0259kl\u0259r, buzovlar, qoyun-quzular m\u0259l\u0259yir, itl\u0259r h\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Eyni zamanda Ab\u0131lay da ail\u0259si il\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Ortaya ya\u011fda t\u0259z\u0259 bi\u015fmi\u015f yast\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k-\u00e7ebureki qoyuldu v\u0259 Ab\u0131lay dua oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Saira da ona qo\u015fuldu:<\/p>\n

– Amin! Allah\u0131m, ail\u0259mi, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131, B\u0259ktemiri h\u0259r c\u00fcr \u015f\u0259rd\u0259n, b\u0259d n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n, pis g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n qoru. \u201cM\u0259ni i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n pax\u0131ll\u0131qdan xilas et…\u201d dedi, qalan\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, xeyir-dua ist\u0259di. Bundan sonra evd\u0259 ham\u0131 s\u00fckutla oturub qovrulmu\u015f Saira \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Son zamanlar Saira g\u0259linin\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nm\u0259m\u0259k, onun i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmaq, onun h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini izl\u0259yirdi. Bu da \u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00a0\u201c\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li\u201d yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259kc\u0259 bu evd\u0259 deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 arzuolunmaz hiss edirdi. X\u00fcsusil\u0259 valideynl\u0259ri As\u0131lbek v\u0259 S\u0131rqan\u0131n d\u00fcnyan\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259si onu daha da t\u0259nha v\u0259 narahat edirdi. \u00dcst\u0259lik, Bektemirin q\u0131sqanc olmas\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yozumlar verm\u0259si g\u0259linin Can h\u0259sr\u0259tini daha da g\u00fccl\u0259ndirir. Bu d\u00fcnyada onu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n v\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qalan t\u0259k o idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. Bir-birin\u0259 baxaraq susub oturmu\u015fdular. Saira \u201cDo\u011frudan da onlara el\u0259 bil n\u0259s\u0259 olub… \u018fb\u0259s yer\u0259 deyildi ki, Allah\u0131m yuxuda \u00a0m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rdi\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7ib \u0259lind\u0259ki st\u0259kan\u0131 \u00e7evirdi o\u011fluna, g\u0259linin\u0259 baxaraq m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o, gizlic\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucu il\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ay t\u00f6k\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan titr\u0259di. Lakin onun dem\u0259k olar ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn fikirl\u0259ri Can\u0131n yan\u0131nda idi, onunla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi: \u201cO harda ola bil\u0259r? B\u0259lk\u0259 yax\u0131n bir yerd\u0259, bizi izl\u0259yir? \u00dcmid edir\u0259m ki, onu he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u0259z…\u201d H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 bir fikir g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131r, daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 din\u015f\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Bektemir \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259lininin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 fincanla vurmaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ona mane olan yegan\u0259 \u015fey valideynl\u0259ri oldu.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman qap\u0131da yatan it q\u0259fil h\u00fcrd\u00fc, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qorxdu, titr\u0259di, qay\u0131natas\u0131na verdiyi st\u0259kan \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 qaynar \u00e7ay qaynatas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259, k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Oh, aman Allah – Saira q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Tsk, l\u0259n\u0259t olsun! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n c\u0259ld qalx\u0131b \u0259li il\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yini \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n aralay\u0131b qaynar \u00e7ay\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n yer\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Ondan bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k olard\u0131! Biz\u0259 sata\u015f\u0131r, qocal\u0131qda bizi yand\u0131rmaqm\u0131 ist\u0259yir!? Axmaq, diqq\u0259tli olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r (yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fal tiygir)! \u2013 dey\u0259 qocas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqa ota\u011fa aparan Saira q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ged\u0259k! Ged\u0259k! \u015ealvar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar! Oh-vaaay, bax\u0131n d\u0259ri nec\u0259 soyulur! Bektemir, pal\u00e7\u0131q g\u0259tir!<\/p>\n

– Get! Pal\u00e7\u0131q g\u0259tir. \u2013 Bektemir d\u0259 \u00c7\u0131ntemir\u0259 \u0259mr etdi. -N\u0259 var \u00f6l\u00fc kimi bax\u0131rsan. Pal\u00e7\u0131q g\u0259tir!<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir ged\u0259nd\u0259 evd\u0259 s\u00fckut h\u00f6km s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bektemir Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka bax\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0131x\u0131b gedirs\u0259n?! \u2013 axmaqcas\u0131na soru\u015fdu. Q\u0131z s\u0259ssizc\u0259 yer\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Hey! Gedirs\u0259n, soru\u015furam?! Dan\u0131\u015f! \u2013 B\u0259ktemir q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 soru\u015fdu. \u2013 G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259! \u00c7\u0131x get!<\/p>\n

O otaqda susmayan Sayran\u0131n s\u0259si k\u0259sildi v\u0259 bunlar\u0131 dinl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n art\u0131q d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z olmusan, s\u0259nc\u0259, o bunu q\u0259sd\u0259n edib?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay\u0131n Sayraya gileyl\u0259ndiyi e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

– O\u011fluna de ki, axmaqlamas\u0131n!<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n n\u0259 bilirs\u0259n, sakit otur! \u2013Saira dedi. V\u0259 susdular.<\/p>\n

-Hara gedim?! – Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qarald\u0131, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131 boyu axma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. – Valideynl\u0259rim sa\u011f olsayd\u0131, ged\u0259c\u0259k bir yer olard\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

-Ata anan\u0131, \u0259rini v\u0259 ba\u015fqa adamlar\u0131 neynirs\u0259n, onlar s\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131?! \u0130lan\u0131n var, s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259sdir! S\u0259n ki, bunu ist\u0259yirdin, bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdin. \u0130ndi g\u0259l, get. Get! Odur oradad\u0131, o, qap\u0131ya g\u0259lib. Onu \u00f6z \u201c\u0259laq\u0259niz\u201d \u00a0vasit\u0259sil\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran s\u0259n idin.<\/p>\n

– Bektemir?! \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259rin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u018fri do\u011frudan da ondan iyr\u0259n\u0259n kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259! M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n bezmi\u015f\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun uzad\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0259li dondu v\u0259 o, yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. O, titr\u0259di v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni da\u015f kimi soyudu.<\/p>\n

Bir vedr\u0259 torpaqla i\u00e7\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259n \u00c7intemir bir q\u0259d\u0259r onlara baxd\u0131, sonra is\u0259 ev\u0259 girdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok hiss edirdi ki, o, bu ev\u0259 he\u00e7 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r, onu ancaq ilan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, yaln\u0131z o ona laz\u0131md\u0131r. O, Can\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, valideynl\u0259rind\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, q\u00fcss\u0259 v\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131qdan k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndiyini onunla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 o zaman \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daha yax\u015f\u0131 hiss ed\u0259rdi? \u018fg\u0259r buna s\u0259mimi raz\u0131l\u0131q vers\u0259ydil\u0259r v\u0259 onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ona son \u015fans vers\u0259ydil\u0259r, o zaman o, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r onlara borclu olard\u0131. \u00d6mr\u00fc boyu b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zablara d\u00f6z\u0259rdi, des\u0259ydil\u0259r oda gir\u0259rdi. Onun h\u0259sr\u0259tini h\u0259r yer\u0259 yayard\u0131. Onu bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 yola salard\u0131: \u201c\u0130ndi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik sa\u011fol, can\u0131m. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu ail\u0259y\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131yam\u201d. Amma b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq yerin\u0259 yetirilm\u0259mi\u015f bir arzu idi, x\u0259yal idi.<\/p>\n

\u018fn az\u0131ndan Bektemird\u0259n xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r, xo\u015f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Lakin Bektemir xan\u0131m\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259 bir m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t\u0259 ehtiyac g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sanki bay\u0131rda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ng ilandan qorxurmu\u015f kimi, yaxud bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xsa evd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015fey olaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurmu\u015f, kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n\u0259 yalvar\u0131ram, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259! Art\u0131q get, burada durma! S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k bel\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m! \u2013 Bektemir n\u0259 vaxtsa yalvar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi sakit, h\u0259ssas s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman o biri otaqdak\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rin \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

-\u0130t kim\u0259 h\u00fcrd\u00fc?<\/p>\n

-\u0130\u015fenbay\u0131n danalar\u0131na,- dedi \u00c7intemir. Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Bektemir bir anl\u0131q rahatl\u0131q hiss etdi, sanki \u00e7iynind\u0259n bir a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259 at\u0131b arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzand\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00a0bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t onu izl\u0259y\u0259n qay\u0131natas\u0131 il\u0259 \u00c7intemirin s\u00f6hb\u0259tini e\u015fitdi:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdil\u0259r?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li.<\/p>\n

-L\u0259n\u0259t olsun onlara… – Ab\u0131lay hirsl\u0259ndi sanki h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar bu danalard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, onlar\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131nm\u0131? \u2013 Saira soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li. \u0130\u015fenbay\u0131n o\u011flu onlar\u0131 apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Saira a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi v\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131ya dayad\u0131. O, fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, o\u011flu il\u0259 g\u0259lini yenid\u0259n bar\u0131\u015f\u0131b, qucaqla\u015f\u0131b sakit v\u0259 dinc oturublar. Onlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 pozmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi \u00f6sk\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259bri \u00e7atmad\u0131, yava\u015fca qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 ota\u011fa sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 o\u011fru pi\u015fik kimi qap\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcd\u00fcrs\u0259n? \u00c7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, adi qaydada \u00e7\u0131x! – Ab\u0131lay\u0131n s\u0259si Sayran\u0131 s\u0259ks\u0259ndirdi. O, otaqdan yar\u0131ya q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri girmi\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tez geri \u00e7\u0259kdi<\/p>\n

– \u015eox heyf?! \u2013 dey\u0259 Saira \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi. \u2013 S\u0259n neyn\u0259din?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub, balaca u\u015faq kimi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirs\u0259n?! G\u0259linl\u0259 dala\u015fma\u011fa utanm\u0131rsan?! O\u011flun onunla evl\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259kl\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdi! Olar\u0131n normal ya\u015famas\u0131na imkan vermirs\u0259n?! H\u0259l\u0259, valideynl\u0259rinin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir il bel\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259yib s\u0259n onu art\u0131q dinl\u0259y\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, onunla dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirs\u0259n. He\u00e7 olmasa, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin ruhu xatirin\u0259 onun x\u0131rda n\u00f6qsanlar\u0131na g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc yuma bilm\u0259rikmi?! O\u011flunun da normal h\u0259yat s\u00fcrm\u0259sin\u0259 imkan vermirs\u0259n!..<\/p>\n

– Eh s\u0259n d\u0259! G\u0259lin s\u0259nin v\u0259 o\u011flunun beynini \u00e7evirib! Yoxsa s\u0259n m\u0259nim g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimi nec\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n, m\u0259nim hiss etdikl\u0259rimi nec\u0259 hiss etmirs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

– Sonra? N\u0259 hiss edirs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Saira onun yaninda oturub sakitce dedi:<\/p>\n

– Bahar g\u0259ldi. \u0130lanlar q\u0131\u015f yuxusundan oyanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. G\u0259linin davran\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015fdiyini hiss etmirs\u0259n? Bu, onun qan\u0131nda var, n\u0259 is\u0259 hiss edir. M\u0259nc\u0259 o ilan geri qay\u0131dacaq. O, h\u0259tta bir yerd\u0259 normal otura bilmir. O n\u0259s\u0259 bir bir \u015fey ed\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259vv\u0259l h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131na \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015f\u0259n Ab\u0131lay indi onun dedikl\u0259rinin do\u011fru ola bil\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 ola bil\u0259r? \u2013 s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259d\u0259n sakitc\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Allah bilir, qoca. \u0130nsanlar bunu el\u0259 bel\u0259d\u0259n yox, bir s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n deyirl\u0259r. Deyirl\u0259r ki, Bubu qar\u0131 \u00f6lm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l As\u0131lbeki \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b heyr\u0259tamiz bir \u015fey dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik As\u0131lbek bunu S\u0131rqaya da dem\u0259yib, ax\u0131rda bunu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 S\u0131rqan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u0259yib. Onun \u00fcr\u0259yi el\u0259 bel\u0259 durdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 partlayayard\u0131m\u0131? B\u0259db\u0259xt As\u0131lbek d\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca getdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n do\u011frulu\u011funu kim yoxlad\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u2013 Al\u0131mkan Bubu qar\u0131 il\u0259 As\u0131lbekin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fidib. \u2013 Qay\u0131nana As\u0131lbek\u0259 hans\u0131 maraql\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259ri dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir? \u2013 dey\u0259 o fikirl\u0259\u015fib v\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259kl\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li? \u2013 Ab\u0131lay sual dolu baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, tutaq ki, o, bu q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131b bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 buraxmay\u0131b? O, h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlaya bilm\u0259zdi, o bir iki adama a\u00e7\u0131b t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc! Bax, b\u0259db\u0259xt diri \u00f6l\u00fc kimi g\u0259zir. Bubu qar\u0131 adi qar\u0131 deyil, bilirs\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n yeddi g\u00fcn ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f Al\u0131mkan b\u0259rk y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itirdi. Onun bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini \u015f\u0259rh ed\u0259nl\u0259r is\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr deyirdil\u0259r: \u201cZavall\u0131 Al\u0131mkan, qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dili tutuldu. Al\u0131mkan onun \u00a0evin\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox balaca ik\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ana-bala kimi olublar\u201d. Dig\u0259rl\u0259ri is\u0259 dedi: \u201cAh, bel\u0259 deyildi. O, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flaya bilmir, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 yaz\u0131q qay\u0131nanas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259nib!\u201d Bu q\u0259d\u0259r r\u0259vay\u0259tl\u0259r aras\u0131nda h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 \u0259n yax\u0131n olan\u0131 Sairan\u0131n f\u0259rziyy\u0259si idi…<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259nin a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259lir? \u2013 Ab\u0131lay arvad\u0131n\u0131n nitqin\u0259 uyaraq soru\u015fdu. – B\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259linl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b ondan bir \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd ed\u0259s\u0259n? Ax\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 olsa s\u0259n qad\u0131nsan.<\/p>\n

– Oh, s\u0259nc\u0259 o m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaq? U\u015faql\u0131qdan ilanla b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 insanlardan uzaq olub, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ancaq o ilanla dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fib. A\u011fz\u0131ndan bir s\u00f6z d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. O\u011flunun ondan n\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259ldiyini bilmir\u0259m. Onun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyinin n\u0259 xeyri var? G\u0259lin g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259li, dem\u0259li, g\u00fclm\u0259li, adamlarla \u00a0dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r ki xo\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015fas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Arvad\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rinin m\u0259ntiqli oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Ab\u0131lay susdu.<\/p>\n

– Gec\u0259 yuxuda m\u0259n onlar\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Bekibek qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, qollar\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131na uzad\u0131b yat\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 o, Allah g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sin, d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc! Torsonun yuxar\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fc, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da is\u0259 uzun, q\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ilan var idi!<\/p>\n

Saira bunu dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda \u00c7intemir g\u00fcld\u00fc v\u0259 ikisi d\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bu da! Adama axmaq bax\u0131r!-dey\u0259 Saira ona q\u0131can\u0131b \u0259lini qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Sonra ? \u2013 Ab\u0131lay \u0259yilib \u00e7ay\u0131n t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc yerl\u0259ri \u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu. Ab\u0131lay g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131ndan Sairan\u0131n fal\u0131na inan\u0131r v\u0259 ona qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Sonra da n\u0259,.. bu canavar o\u011flumun \u0259lind\u0259dir! G\u0259lini oyatmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sik Bektemiri oyatma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m: \u201cBek? Bekibey? – M\u0259n dedim. Qorxudan oyand\u0131 v\u0259 yan\u0131nda uzanan \u0259jdahan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 d\u0259rhal aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u0259lin oyananda onlar tuta\u015fd\u0131lar, ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n ilanla tuta\u015fan kimi… Ay babam vay t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n m\u0259n nec\u0259 qorxdum. Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131na durmaq ist\u0259dim, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 beynimi d\u0259lib ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

Sayira ah \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, el\u0259 bil ki, bunu o ger\u00e7\u0259klikd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Siz d\u0259 e\u015fitdiniz v\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z birlikd\u0259 onlar\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131q…<\/p>\n

Onlar susdular. H\u0259tta \u00c7intemir d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fcr, fikirl\u0259\u015firdi.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, Bektemir d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 hiss edir. A\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 adamd\u0131r, \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, o da n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir, – dey\u0259n Saira, n\u0259s\u0259 pis bir \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi ki\u00e7ik o\u011fluna \u0259mr etdi: – Ay \u00c7\u0131ntemir, get, bir onlara bax! S\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lmir,tamamil\u0259 susdular?!<\/p>\n

O biri t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 oturan \u00c7intemir d\u0259rhal bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259yib bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t astanada dayan\u0131b dinl\u0259di, sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Art\u0131q \u00e7\u0131x, ya R\u0259bb! – Yaln\u0131z anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra getdi v\u0259 d\u0259rhal qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 N\u0259 oldu?! – ikisi d\u0259 cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– O yoxdu, gedib! \u2013 \u00c7intemir a\u011flams\u0131nm\u0131\u015f dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?.. yox, bo\u015f-bo\u015f dan\u0131\u015fma?! \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b!<\/p>\n

– H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki qap\u0131 da a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s Bektemir?<\/p>\n

– O uzan\u0131b…<\/p>\n

Rahatla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259n Saira \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi\u015f v\u0259 tez \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259?!<\/p>\n

O n\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr?<\/p>\n

– O, uzan\u0131b, deyir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni uzan\u0131b. N\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Saira qa\u00e7araq otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, onun ard\u0131nca Ab\u0131lay v\u0259 \u00c7intemir g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemirin dediyi kimi, b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259 v\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc he\u00e7 yatmayan Bekt\u0259mir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yana \u0259y\u0259r\u0259k k\u00fcr\u0259yi \u00fcst\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,a\u011fz\u0131ndan selik ax\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok valideynl\u0259rinin evin\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259ti ot bas\u0131b. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 As\u0131lbekin musiqisi, Sirqan\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri v\u0259 h\u0259tta Can\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri il\u0259 dolu olan ev tamam bo\u015fluq idi, Bura g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00e7atan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok daha da \u00fcmidsizliy\u0259 qap\u0131ld\u0131. O, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b ciy\u0259rl\u0259ri doldurdu v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ana-aa?! Ata-ah! \u2013 o, d\u00fcz h\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda dayan\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, el\u0259 bil indi qap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131lacaq, ata-anas\u0131 da onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qa\u00e7acaq, ard\u0131nca Can… Yaln\u0131z bunun ba\u015f verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini anlayanda astanada y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka t\u0259s\u0259lli ver\u0259n yox idi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok da \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bunu – t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdir i\u00e7ind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259ri v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bi atma\u011fa kims\u0259nin mane olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi!<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 bit\u0259nd\u0259 v\u0259 daha a\u011flama\u011fa g\u00fcc\u00fc qalmayanda o, sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Onda da o, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7may\u0131b, giri\u015f\u0259 yax\u0131n uzan\u0131b, sanki valideynl\u0259ri onu quca\u011f\u0131nda s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n astanas\u0131na qoydu.<\/p>\n

Yuxusunda anas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n qoxusunu duyurdu…<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n davaml\u0131 olaraq bir-birini s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b zarafatla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 e\u015fidirdi… S\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda \u0259rini s\u0131\u011fallayan S\u0131rqa As\u0131lb\u0259kin oxumas\u0131 komuz melodiyas\u0131 e\u015fidilirdi,… \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 atas\u0131na baxd\u0131. Sonra anas\u0131na… Bundan d\u0259rhal sonra s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n ilan s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidildi… Bel\u0259 anlarda o, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq as\u0131r, dostunun harada gizl\u0259ndiyini hiss edir v\u0259 onu asanl\u0131qla tap\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n nec\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturub oynad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, Cana nec\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif na\u011f\u0131llar dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yal edirdi… K\u0259nardan s\u0259sl\u0259r e\u015fidildikd\u0259 Can\u0131n c\u0259ld s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb gizl\u0259ndiyi yol… Amma zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259, bu ev, bu h\u0259y\u0259t, h\u0259tta bu k\u0259nd onlara dar\u0131sqal oldu. Onlar haqq\u0131nda el\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 adam\u0131n t\u00fckl\u0259ri tik\u0259n-tik\u0259n olurdu. B\u0259zi insanlar \u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k v\u0259 ya bir \u015fey e\u015fitm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u00fcsusi olaraq evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lirdil\u0259r. Yaz\u0131q As\u0131lbekl\u0259 S\u0131rqa h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 m\u0259qamlarda \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qal\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7mi\u015fi xat\u0131rlayan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bir anda aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Qollar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rmalay\u0131b yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi, k\u0259m\u0259r ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f kimi belini d\u00fcz\u0259ldib ev\u0259 girdi.<\/p>\n

O, astanadan ke\u00e7\u0259n kimi arxa ota\u011f\u0131n divar\u0131nda as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f komuzu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Tozlu, h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k toruna b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f komuz sanki canl\u0131 \u0259lin toxunu\u015fu il\u0259 d\u0259rhal a\u011flad\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259lini uzatd\u0131, ona \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, lakin q\u0259fil dayand\u0131. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, hans\u0131sa siluet ke\u00e7di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilm\u0259di. B\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259di. O, ota\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 silueti, Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin k\u00f6lg\u0259sini g\u00f6rd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok n\u0259f\u0259sini itirdi. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Bubunun obraz\u0131n\u0131 ikinci d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 onu q\u0259birl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 dua oxumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Bubunun qar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131na gedirdil\u0259r. T\u0259p\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f q\u0259birl\u0259rin yan\u0131nda s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b Bubu n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 dua oxuyurdular.<\/p>\n

Valideynl\u0259ri onu bura g\u0259tirib: \u201cG\u0259l q\u0131z\u0131m. S\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 komuz \u00e7alma\u011f\u0131, ilanla dost olma\u011f\u0131 deyil, qullu\u011fu da bacarmal\u0131san. Dig\u0259r u\u015faqlar da ged\u0259c\u0259k. \u0130nsanlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t\u0259 al\u0131\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r\u201d dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar q\u0259brin yan\u0131nda oturub dua oxuyark\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sonradan xalq aras\u0131nda \u015fayi\u0259l\u0259r yay\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok az qala ilana \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. G\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yi donanda v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni donanda anas\u0131 onu apard\u0131!…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259!<\/p>\n

Amma Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ilana \u00e7evrilmirdi. O, m\u0259rhum Bubunun \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka el\u0259 bil canl\u0131 bax\u0131rd\u0131, sanki ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lirdi, d\u0259rdin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik olurdu. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131na Bubu n\u0259n\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc dey\u0259nd\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin ki, sad\u0259c\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etmis\u0259n. Qorxma, balam m\u0259nim. Canl\u0131lardan qorxmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r, \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxasan ki?!\u201d dedi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 buna \u0259min oldu v\u0259 qorxuya \u00fcst\u00fcn g\u0259ldi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun qorxusu yox olmu\u015fdu. Bubu qar\u0131n\u0131n obraz\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f qarald\u0131 v\u0259 yox oldu.<\/p>\n

Divardan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f komuza baxd\u0131. Onu \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131, ovucu il\u0259 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131 v\u0259 qolu il\u0259 tozunu sildi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n qaynar bir damla ya\u015f d\u00fcz komuzun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Valideynl\u0259ri v\u0259fat ed\u0259nd\u0259 qaynanas\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259rinin qohumlar\u0131 onlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Ana, atam\u0131n komuzunu tapa bilmir\u0259m!? – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi.<\/p>\n

– Bir-iki \u015feyi saxlad\u0131q. He\u00e7 olmasa komuz qals\u0131n. M\u0259rhumlar\u0131n ruhu \u015fad olsun. Sonra g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rik\u201d, – dey\u0259 Sayraqan bildirdi. Onun fikrinc\u0259, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok buna g\u00f6r\u0259 ona minn\u0259tdar olmal\u0131 idi. Ancaq Sairan\u0131n komuzdan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259m\u0259sinin s\u0259b\u0259bi ba\u015fqa idi. \u00d6z g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilana melodiya \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu cihaz\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di. \u018fslind\u0259 o, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku da ev\u0259 buraxmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Yaln\u0131z Bektemirin \u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7okla evl\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259m \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m!\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 o, raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok is\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n ona niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r nifr\u0259t etdiyini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. O, Sairan\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini oxumaq ist\u0259yirdi. Amma qorxulu v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini oxumaq qorxulu idi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259kc\u0259 qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini oxuma\u011fa qorxurdu. G\u00fcl\u0259n v\u0259 xo\u015f bir insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqli bir d\u00fcnya, ba\u015fqa hissl\u0259r, ba\u015fqa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi!<\/p>\n

Bu h\u0259m d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00e7ox vaxt insanlar\u0131n fikirl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymamas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259n biri idi. “Bir ilan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 oxumaq v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini hiss etm\u0259k daha asan v\u0259 daha xo\u015fdur” deyirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u015fey oldu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok hans\u0131sa bayramda Bubunun g\u0259lini Al\u0131mkanla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturmu\u015fdu. Lal qad\u0131n uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t v\u0259 dayanmadan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 ona \u00e7ox \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, q\u0131z bird\u0259n onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 fikirl\u0259ri oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201cS\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zsan… – Al\u0131mkan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bel\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu idi. “Ancaq g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin s\u0259ni n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini bilmirs\u0259n.” Zavall\u0131 anan\u0131n da x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdur. Atana g\u0259linc\u0259, o, h\u0259r \u015feyi i\u00e7ind\u0259 saxlay\u0131r. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 qay\u0131nanamla dan\u0131\u015fandan b\u0259ri\u00a0 yediyi bo\u011faz\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mir yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n. Art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015fey ayd\u0131nd\u0131r. Ay yaz\u0131q, bilirs\u0259nmi ki, s\u0259ni ancaq onlar\u0131n sevgisi saxlay\u0131r?! Yoxsa bu soyuq d\u00fcnya v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n amans\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n ilana d\u00f6n\u0259rdin!\u201d<\/p>\n

Onda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok titr\u0259di v\u0259 Al\u0131mkan da onun fikirl\u0259rind\u0259n titr\u0259di, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 \u00e7evirdi. Bilirdi ki, q\u0131za fikirl\u0259rini oxuma\u011fa icaz\u0259 verib v\u0259 narahat oldu. Sonra As\u0131lbekl\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla Al\u0131mkan\u0131n gizlic\u0259 \u201cdan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131\u201d anlayan As\u0131lbekin qan beynin\u0259 vurdu. O q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi ki, gicgahlar\u0131ndak\u0131 qan damarlar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fdi. Yem\u0259k g\u0259tirilm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq, Al\u0131mkan izdiham\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00c7a\u015fm\u0131\u015f As\u0131lbek d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131z\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

-Ana, m\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim sevm\u0259s\u0259, m\u0259n do\u011frudan da ilana \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259mmi? \u2013 q\u0131z ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Bo\u015f-bo\u015f dan\u0131\u015fma, q\u0131z\u0131m! – anas\u0131 dedi. – Bunu kim deyir?! \u0130nsanlar h\u0259r \u015feyi uydurub dey\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok anas\u0131na g\u00fcv\u0259nirdi. Atas\u0131na is\u0259 daha \u00e7ox g\u00fcv\u0259nirdi. Onlar\u0131n d\u00fcz, \u0259dal\u0259tli v\u0259 mehriban t\u0259bi\u0259tin\u0259 \u0259saslanaraq hiss edirdi ki, bu h\u0259yatda onlardan daha f\u0259zil\u0259tli insanlar yoxdur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131na g\u00fcv\u0259nirdi. Bununla bel\u0259, o, Al\u0131mkanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k v\u0259 bu haqda \u0259trafl\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Alimkan is\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bunu unutdu. Ax\u0131 o, art\u0131q h\u0259r g\u00fcn deyil, h\u0259r saat \u00f6z\u00fc haqq\u0131nda daha a\u011f\u0131r, a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 hekay\u0259l\u0259r e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

O, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n:<\/p>\n

– Ey insanlar!!! Ay allah, kims\u0259 varm\u0131?! – g\u00fccl\u00fc q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 art\u0131q narahat idi:<\/p>\n

-Bu Sairad\u0131r? \u2013 camaat t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Dey\u0259s\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evind\u0259n g\u0259lir?!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na d\u0259rhal Can g\u0259ldi. Onun yenid\u0259n Saira il\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259yaxa oldu\u011funu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdi: \u201cAman Allah?!\u201d – o, t\u0259l\u0259sik dedi. \u201cXilas et v\u0259 qoru, \u0130lahi?!\u201d O, h\u0259y\u0259tin k\u0259nar\u0131na qa\u00e7araq \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc divara s\u0131xd\u0131. Ax\u0131r ki, bir d\u0259st\u0259 qad\u0131n v\u0259 ki\u015fi Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evin\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

-Dey\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n hadis\u0259 ba\u015f verdi! \u201cSon vaxtlar g\u0259linimin davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, pis g\u00f6rs\u0259nir\u201d \u2013 yaz\u0131q xalam deyirdi! – g\u0259z\u0259n qad\u0131nlardan biri dedi.<\/p>\n

-Demirl\u0259rmi ki, g\u0259linin valideynl\u0259ri o ilan\u0131n sancmas\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u00fcbl\u0259r? Dey\u0259s\u0259n, q\u0131z\u0131n evl\u0259ndirilm\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nibl\u0259r. \u0130ndi o da bunlara h\u00fccum edib!<\/p>\n

-\u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l biz a\u011fsaqqallar m\u0259clisi ke\u00e7irdik ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ba\u015fqa ilan do\u011fmadan onu qurtaraq. Biz uy\u011fun vaxt\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik! \u2013 qad\u0131nlarla g\u0259z\u0259n ki\u015fi dedi.<\/p>\n

\u018frinin evin\u0259 narahatl\u0131qla t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok: “Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan qurtulmaq ist\u0259dik” s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi. O indi anlad\u0131 ki, ev\u0259 qay\u0131da bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k…<\/p>\n

“B\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259 insanlara, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015fg\u0259nc\u0259 verm\u0259d\u0259n intiharla \u00f6lm\u0259k daha yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131?” – o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bu, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zablardan qurtulma\u011f\u0131n \u0259n asan yoludur. O, d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucundan ba\u015flayaraq b\u0259d\u0259ninin soyuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi. Al\u0131mkan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri: \u201cS\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim sevm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ilana \u00e7evrilirs\u0259n…\u201d \u2013 o, art\u0131q insan kimi yox, ilan kimi bu yerd\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxurdu. \u201c\u0130nsan kimi \u00f6l\u00fcb valideynl\u0259rinin yan\u0131na getm\u0259k daha yax\u015f\u0131 deyilmi…!\u201d – a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131 ki, el\u0259 bil kims\u0259 onu t\u0259qib edirdi. Yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b yar\u0131ya b\u00f6ld\u00fc, iki ucunu da ba\u011flad\u0131, evin tavan\u0131na g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi, yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hardan asaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 axtard\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yudu v\u0259 bu evd\u0259ki u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlayaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu. O, atas\u0131n\u0131n komuz \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131n qazan-qabla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011funu, dam\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259ki ki\u00e7ik d\u0259likd\u0259n ilan s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n o, balaca bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n “hee hee” g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fitdi. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 bu evd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. \u00d6z s\u0259sini \u00a0dinl\u0259diyi kimi dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi. N\u0259f\u0259sini tutdu. S\u00fckut. Yaln\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri e\u015fidilirdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cHe-hee-hee…\u201d yen\u0259 sanki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lp\u0259si kimi cingild\u0259y\u0259n saf g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f e\u015fidildi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ev y\u00fcng\u00fcl v\u0259 xo\u015f g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 doludur. Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc getdikc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 indi onun yan\u0131ndan e\u015fidilirdi. H\u0259tta n\u0259f\u0259sini, s\u0259sini d\u0259 e\u015fidirdi… Evin \u0259traf\u0131nda d\u00f6vr\u0259 vuran balaca k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 oldu\u011funu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar onun u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc… Ona yax\u0131n, lap balaca q\u0131z… Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u201cRuhum do\u011frudanm\u0131 m\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrilib?\u201d. Bu zaman yum\u015faq, ip\u0259k kimi, ki\u00e7ik \u0259ll\u0259r Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun da\u015f kimi soyuq \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 do\u011fru \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda parlaq bir q\u0131z dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona baxanda onun g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k olard\u0131. O, dayan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini iri a\u00e7araq Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxaraq g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n kims\u0259n? \u2013 bunun yuxu, yoxsa reall\u0131q oldu\u011funu anlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sakitc\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

\u2022-Ig-\u0131s… – q\u0131z dedi.<\/p>\n

\u2022 Ir\u0131s? Ad\u0131n Ir\u0131sdir?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra Kyzmonchok u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n x\u0259yal olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131. O, ehtiyatla \u0259trafa baxd\u0131, kims\u0259nin olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoxlad\u0131. O, diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni sin\u0259sin\u0259 tutub, iyl\u0259di. Ki\u00e7ik q\u0131z\u0131n ona sevgi, z\u0259riflik v\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 baxmas\u0131ndan, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 istilik yay\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259rhal soyuq \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131na il\u0131q qan axd\u0131 v\u0259 o, bir n\u00f6v cazib\u0259darl\u0131qla \u0259hat\u0259 olundu. \u0130ndi onun \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 o, ya\u015famaq ist\u0259di. O, axan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmam\u0131\u015f boyunba\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 boynundan a\u00e7d\u0131, \u0259yilib q\u0131z\u0131n boynuna ba\u011flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Bu s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr, Ir\u0131s.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun hissl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 ki\u00e7ik ovucu il\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildi.<\/p>\n

-T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m, \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 dedi. -Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdir ki, kims\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silmir.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok daha da \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n oldu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n balaca \u00e7iynin\u0259 \u0259yib a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra n\u0259yis\u0259 xat\u0131rlayaraq t\u0259l\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n getm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ir\u0131s ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Ged\u0259rk\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 divardan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f komuzu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u0259rhal h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259di, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u00c7ox sakit idi v\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndlil\u0259r Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evin\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 yol boyu getm\u0259k t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li idi. O, evin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 yolu yoxlamaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u0130nsandan h\u00fcnd\u00fcr b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n alaq otlar\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n qorudu. Can il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi t\u0259nha yol onu da\u011flara apard\u0131…<\/p>\n

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\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 Can Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun dediyin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qad\u0131n onun k\u0259nd\u0259 getm\u0259yin\u0259 \u00a0qar\u015f\u0131 olsa da, k\u0259nd\u0259 getdi. Onlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 olmasa uzaqdan onlar\u0131 dinl\u0259m\u0259k, s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259k v\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki d\u0259rin h\u0259zinlik hissini da\u011f\u0131tmaq haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 endi. K\u0259ndin k\u0259nar\u0131na \u00e7atan kimi Sair\u0259nin ac\u0131 s\u0259si onu da sars\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ondan bir az aral\u0131da tarlada on-on iki qoyun otaran \u0130\u015fenbay ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirib k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131, bir az dayand\u0131qdan sonra e\u015f\u015f\u0259yini \u00e7evirib k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7aya su g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n q\u0131zlar da vedr\u0259l\u0259rini yer\u0259 qoyub q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259si g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta \u00e7oxdan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n, lakin bayaq dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onu narahat etm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259n Can da… n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, s\u00fcr\u0259tini art\u0131r\u0131b d\u00fcz As\u0131lbekin evin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Ev\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 intizar\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259ti sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmayan, evi, ail\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xan adama b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi o ham\u0131ya pax\u0131ll\u0131q edirdi. O \u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k, s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fitm\u0259k, iyl\u0259m\u0259k kifay\u0259t idi! Bu h\u0259yatda bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, sevinc v\u0259 s\u0131ad\u0131t yoxdur!<\/p>\n

Amma As\u0131lbekin evi onu tamam ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Can bir an ba\u011f\u00e7aya b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n, tikanlarla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Yava\u015fca \u00f6n qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri baxd\u0131. S\u0259ssizliyin s\u00fckutun p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fidilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131dan ke\u00e7irib h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131. Ev bo\u015f idi! Can pis bir \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi b\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. O, a\u011f\u0131r b\u0259d\u0259ni il\u0259 ev\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 bir anda dayand\u0131, daha\u00a0 s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 davam etm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

T\u0259rk edilmi\u015f evin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259li az qala yana\u011f\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f balaca bir q\u0131z yat\u0131rd\u0131… Can ona baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n boynundak\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da tan\u0131d\u0131! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bu q\u0131za ox\u015fayanda valideynl\u0259ri onu k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n tacird\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131 ilan\u0131n da xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi. Parlaq q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131 taxan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131landa sevincd\u0259n f\u0131rlan\u0131r, b\u0259rkd\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcr, ilan da oynay\u0131r, onun \u0259traf\u0131nda f\u0131rlan\u0131r, ham\u0131s\u0131 sevinirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi Can q\u0131z\u0131 qorxutmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ota\u011f\u0131n o biri k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7ib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131n oyanmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcmid edirdi ki, bu q\u0131z onun kim oldu\u011funu v\u0259 bu evin sakinl\u0259rinin hara getdiyini dey\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Tezlikl\u0259 q\u0131z yumruqlar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fduraraq oyand\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok kimi \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib boyunba\u011f\u0131ya baxd\u0131 v\u0259 onu \u0131li il\u0259 oynatd\u0131\u015f Bird\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ilana sata\u015fd\u0131. Onun qorxdu\u011fu, yoxsa t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndiyi b\u0259lli deyildi. O, ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 donub qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan da u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qorxutmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259f\u0259sini tutdu v\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzand\u0131. Yaln\u0131z o da q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 pis niyy\u0259tli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn quyru\u011funun ucunu yava\u015fca t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Q\u0131z bunu anlayan kimi g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b ilana t\u0259r\u0259f getdi…<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259rib\u0259dir ki, bu d\u0259f\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 Can\u0131n da yuxusuna girdi. O, h\u0259yatda oldu\u011fu kimi \u0259yri deyil, qoltu\u011funda \u00e7ubuqla h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi q\u0259birl\u0259rin aras\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

– N\u0259n\u0259? Bubu n\u0259n\u0259? \u2013 Bektemir onun q\u0131zmar, s\u0259rt bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alov b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qolunun alt\u0131nda \u0259sa tutmu\u015f n\u0259n\u0259 var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 ona s\u00f6yk\u0259nib dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 vaxtsa bu \u00e7ubuq canland\u0131 v\u0259 bir anda ilana \u00e7evrildi! Bektemir qorxdu v\u0259 yerind\u0259n at\u0131ld\u0131. Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ubuq ilan\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131ndan tutdu v\u0259 Bektemir\u0259 baxd\u0131, sanki soru\u015fdu: \u201cN\u0259 etdin?\u201d Bektemir onun Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok haqq\u0131nda soru\u015fdu\u011funu anlad\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar kimi hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131. Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 onun anas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259binin yum\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 du\u015fmu\u015fdu. O c\u0259ld arxaya d\u00f6n\u00fcb yenid\u0259n Bektemir\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda bir xahi\u015f oxundu: \u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7oku t\u0259hqir etm\u0259, onunla yax\u015f\u0131 davran\u201d.<\/p>\n

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Bu zaman gur qad\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi v\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir b\u0259d\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Bektemir n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamad\u0131 v\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdi. O g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Allah! M\u0259nim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yeyibl\u0259r, ay camaat?! \u2013 onun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Bu s\u0259s onun qula\u011f\u0131na tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirdi, amma kimin s\u0259si oldu\u011funu ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilmirdi v\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lmirdi. Amma t\u0259dric\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bilirdim, ay Allah! Bunun olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim! \u00c7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259dim! M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 baxd\u0131m? Do\u011frudanm\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim m\u0259ni pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoyur?<\/p>\n

Yar\u0131 yuxulu: \u201cM\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. \u00d6l\u00fcm \u00e7ox tez v\u0259 asan olur, el\u0259 deyilmi? \u2013 Bektemir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Zavall\u0131 anas\u0131na yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Atas\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getdi:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0259kil g\u00f6r\u0259k! U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 burax?!<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259n rahatla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Bektemir?! Bektemir?! – atas\u0131 onun h\u0259r iki \u00e7iynind\u0259n silk\u0259l\u0259yib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. – A\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, o\u011flum?!<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqa bir x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 oldu, Saira xala? H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n

-Sayra xala, a\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, ya R\u0259bb!<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 durmadan dinl\u0259y\u0259n B\u0259ktemir var g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259,\u0259traf\u0131 an\u015f\u0131rma\u011fa \u00a0\u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, kirpikl\u0259rini qald\u0131ra bilmirdi, \u0259lini qald\u0131rma\u011fa bel\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259znik, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131..<\/p>\n

-Ey Yaradan?! Aman Tanr\u0131m! N\u0259 olub? – topla\u015fanlar el\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r ki, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 ilan g\u00fcnahkard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Ana? \u2013 Bektemir oyananda p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sairan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 su s\u0259pdil\u0259r\u015f U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131, sanki onun s\u0259si anaya \u00a0yegan\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n ona nec\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Bektemir d\u0259rhal \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 ba\u015f verib?<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n sa\u011fsan, o\u011flum? \u2013 Sayra q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ana, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok haradad\u0131r? \u2013 g\u0259ncin ilk soru\u015fdu\u011fu bu oldu.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc fikirl\u0259\u015f! S\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn\u0259 salan odur! \u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q ,cavab vermirs\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n getmis\u0259n!<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 yuxuya getmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n qrip olmu\u015fam,bu ona g\u00f6r\u0259dir y\u0259qin, ana.<\/p>\n

Bektemir Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi \u0259trafa baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Vallah, s\u0259nin g\u0259linin do\u011frudan da he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr?\u00a0 Onu \u00a0bir qad\u0131n m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t edirdi.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n bu yax\u0131nlarda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok xalan\u0131n atas\u0131 evin\u0259 girdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,- dedi dol\u011fun o\u011flan v\u0259 astanada dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

-O evd\u0259 o n\u0259 axtar\u0131r?! Guya orda onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n var?! Oturun \u0259zizl\u0259rim? \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7in\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259 Saira camaata dedi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r oturub s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bektemir s\u0259h\u0259r ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini, yuxusunu xat\u0131rlay\u0131b yerind\u0259 oturdu. Bir xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Hara?! \u2013 dey\u0259 Saira soru\u015fdu. O, ortada s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Saira onun hara getm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini t\u0259xmin edib naraz\u0131l\u0131qla o\u011fluna baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-He\u00e7 bir yer\u0259 getmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-Dur o\u011flum, onun arxas\u0131nca getm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdur. Hara gets\u0259, geri qay\u0131dacaq. O, g\u0259lm\u0259yib yoxa \u00e7\u0131xsa, daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r! Ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u00f6rm\u0259td\u0259n salma, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

-Do\u011fru deyir, anan\u0131 dinl\u0259, \u0259zizim,- ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131nlardan biri dedi. -O hara ged\u0259 bil\u0259r ki?<\/p>\n

-Dala\u015fm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? \u2013 Asanbu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iri qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7ir\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Ab\u0131lay\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qaynar \u00e7ay t\u00f6kd\u00fc, \u0259ld\u0259n k\u00fct?<\/p>\n

-Oh-baaay, bu harada g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcb?!<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcb Ab\u0131laya baxd\u0131. Ab\u0131lay indi alt paltar\u0131nda oturdu\u011funu xat\u0131rlay\u0131b qa\u00e7araq o biri ota\u011fa ke\u00e7di. Qad\u0131nlardan bir-ikisi g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r o bunu edibs\u0259, Ab\u0131lay onu danlasa, eybi yox idi. T\u0259bii ki, \u201cEhtiyatl\u0131 ol!\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259kdi. M\u0259n el\u0259 bel\u0259 dayanmad\u0131m, m\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259t etdim – Ya R\u0259bb, s\u0259n g\u00f6yd\u0259n bax\u0131rsan?!<\/p>\n

-T\u0259bii ki, onun n\u0259 etdiyini dem\u0259liy\u0259m. Yoxsa buna g\u00f6r\u0259 onu t\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259liy\u0259m?<\/p>\n

Bektemir s\u0259ssizc\u0259 getdi. Saira t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-\u018fg\u0259r o evd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yoxdursa, o, niy\u0259 ora gedib? \u2013 qad\u0131nlardan biri \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 il\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Do\u011frudan da… \u2013 deyib oturanlar bir-birinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Onlar el\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r ki, Bektemirin evind\u0259 do\u011frudan da ilanlar ya\u015fay\u0131r v\u0259 b\u0259zil\u0259ri onlardan \u00e7\u0259kinirdil\u0259r, qorxurdular.<\/p>\n

-Laz\u0131msa, ged\u0259k,- dedi Saira. – Hey, qoca, dur ged\u0259k! Onun dal\u0131nca ged\u0259k. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, o\u011flun da ora gedib.<\/p>\n

Bundan az sonra bir qrup ki\u015fi v\u0259 qad\u0131n Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b As\u0131lbekin evin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Bu vaxt Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok art\u0131q atas\u0131n\u0131n evini t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi v\u0259 Can q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bu q\u0131z\u0131n boynuna nec\u0259 ili\u015fdiyini v\u0259 bu evd\u0259kil\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k ona g\u00fcl\u0259n balaca q\u0131z\u0131 qorxutmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ir\u0131s birba\u015fa ilan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 getdi. H\u0259r iki dizini onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yer\u0259 qoyaraq d\u00fcz g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259di. Ancaq bu q\u0131z\u0131n davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 onu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun balacala\u0131\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 muncuqlar haqq\u0131nda bilm\u0259k ist\u0259di. Q\u0131z ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ilan\u0131n yan\u0131nda uzad\u0131b oturdu, boynundak\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131dan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 onun fikrini yay\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131. Bu zaman bay\u0131rda qad\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

Ir\u0131s-\u0131\u0131-\u0131ss Ir\u0131sta-ay?!<\/p>\n

Bay\u0131rdan bu s\u0259si e\u015fid\u0259n q\u0131z sakitc\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259di?<\/p>\n

\u0130lan n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di. Burdan getm\u0259li idi. Amma q\u0131z\u0131 qorxutmas\u0131n dey\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259ki insanlar\u0131n s\u0259si getdikc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

T\u0259k\u0259r kimi q\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ilan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ir\u0131s?! – bir qad\u0131n\u0131n, sonra ki\u015finin s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?! – bu s\u0259s Can\u0131 \u00fcrp\u0259rtdi. Bu Bektemirin s\u0259si idi. Can bilirdi ki, daha burada yalan dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259z. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirib yer\u0259 endirdi. Sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f boynunu uzadaraq dam\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxan Ir\u0131s\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi v\u0259 o g\u00fcld\u00fc. Q\u0131r\u0131\u015fan ilana diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxaraq onu tutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lini uzad\u0131b dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q insanlar h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 yar\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi:<\/p>\n

– \u0130lan!!! \u0130lan!!! – onu g\u00f6r\u0259n o\u011flan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Dig\u0259rl\u0259ri o\u011flan\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Bu Cand\u0131! – camaat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n kims\u0259 dedi. \u00c7\u00fcnki pay\u0131z hadis\u0259sind\u0259n sonra k\u0259ndd\u0259 dig\u0259r ilanlardan f\u0259rqli olaraq bu a\u011f ilan\u0131 tan\u0131mayan yox idi. Onlar bunu xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131lar, b\u0259zil\u0259ri h\u0259tta yuxular\u0131nda ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131qdan k\u0259ndlil\u0259rin h\u0259r birini tan\u0131yaraq b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. \u018ftraf\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259si tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan h\u0259tta onlar\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259rini v\u0259 davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 Ab\u0131lay, Saira, Bektemir, Tan\u0131rbay v\u0259 \u0130\u015fenbay, K\u0259s\u0259n, Al\u0131mkan, Bektemirin dostlar\u0131… He\u00e7 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yibl\u0259r. \u0130lana qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259sin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qorxu, nifr\u0259t v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259b vard\u0131… Can bunu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra hiss etdi. Ancaq yaln\u0131z As\u0131lbek, S\u0131rqa v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sirr idi, onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259min adamlar\u0131n bu evi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 ald\u0131qlar\u0131, yand\u0131rd\u0131qlar\u0131, da\u015f atd\u0131qlar\u0131 anlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. “Y\u0259qin ki, ilanlar ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tsiz insanlar evi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131blar. \u0130lanlar ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra onlar\u0131 m\u0259hv edibl\u0259r?” – ilan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 onlara m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r halda burada qalma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi. O, astanadan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb c\u0259ld s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259y\u0259tin arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7di. B\u0259ktemir n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini, n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi, \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n halda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ilana \u00e7evrilib, harasa s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb gedir. Beyni qana d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Qizmon\u00e7u-ox!” \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil onun s\u0259sin\u0259 cavab olaraq evin qap\u0131s\u0131 c\u0131r\u0131ldayaraq yava\u015f-yava\u015f a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r geri \u00e7\u0259kilib bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 Bektemir yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 q\u0131rpm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ir\u0131s evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bu ham\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar daha da \u015fa\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa \u00a0d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131 boynunda olan q\u0131z, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, he\u00e7 n\u0259yin f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmadan dayand\u0131 v\u0259 parlaq, xo\u015f bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 camaata baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ir\u0131s? M\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131m?! \u2013 t\u0259xmin\u0259n iyirmi be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n izdiham\u0131n yan\u0131ndan sivrilib q\u0131za t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.: “Oibaay, u\u015fa\u011fa baxm\u0131rsan, b\u0259s n\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olursan?”,- dey\u0259 soru\u015fan h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 do\u011frusunu s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 qorxdu. – “Yan\u0131mda oynay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n harasa yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131”. \u018fslind\u0259 o da\u00e7 kimi yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdiyind\u0259n is\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rk edilmi\u015f bir evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131, he\u00e7 kimin girm\u0259diyi evd\u0259n,.. X\u00fcsus\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilanl\u0131 evind\u0259n \u2026 Bu g\u0259lini lap d\u0259li ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00a0Ana onun yan\u0131na qa\u00e7ark\u0259n \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Balaca q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz anas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259l\u0259r fikirl\u0259\u015fdiyini, n\u0259 durumda oldu\u011funu bilmirdi, he\u00e7 f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259\u00a0 o daha da b\u0259rkd\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r qa\u00e7araq g\u0259lib qad\u0131n\u0131 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131lar. Y\u0131x\u0131landa g\u0259linin\u00a0 \u0259ll\u0259ri yer\u0259 s\u00fcrt\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ovcunun i\u00e7i q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O axsaya axsaya q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bektemir, Ab\u0131lay v\u0259 Saira ba\u015fda olmaqla adamlar ev\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

– Hey, Bektemir, dayan! \u2013 dey\u0259 Ab\u0131lay qaba\u011f\u0131nda ged\u0259n o\u011flunu saxlad\u0131. – \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259n girir\u0259m, dayan!<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, el\u0259dir, s\u0259n birinci get! \u2013 dey\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 dayanan Saira dedi. Bektemir onlara qulaq asmad\u0131, ev\u0259 girdi v\u0259 evin ortas\u0131nda dayand\u0131. \u018ftrafa baxanda yerd\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259rilmi\u015f yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Arxadan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nl\u0259r p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar:<\/p>\n

– Bu n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Bu yayl\u0131qd\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– Bu g\u0259linin yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r! – dey\u0259 Saira s\u0259sini onlar\u0131nkind\u0259n d\u0259 ucadan qald\u0131rd\u0131, y\u0259qin ki, ham\u0131 e\u015fitsin.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc \u0259lind\u0259ki yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortadak\u0131 tiki\u015find\u0259n iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fc. Sonra \u0259lind\u0259 yumrulay\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259 top kimi s\u0131xd\u0131. Yandak\u0131 bay\u0131r ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7anda oradan\u00a0 p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 qaranqu\u015f u\u00e7ub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tapa bilm\u0259yib \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131naraq divarlara v\u0259 Bektemir\u0259 qanadlar\u0131 il\u0259 bir-iki z\u0259rb\u0259 vurdu v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t yar\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n u\u00e7ub getdi. Tavandak\u0131 yuvadak\u0131 sar\u0131 dimdikl\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259l\u0259r c\u0131v\u0131ldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

Bektemirin \u00fcr\u0259yi az qala yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O geri \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 arxas\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k onu buraxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Azama-aat!!! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Bektemir camaat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 o o\u011flan\u0131 axtard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li?! \u2013 bay\u0131rdan ona cavab verdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Bura g\u0259l?!<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar yol verdi. \u018fz\u0259m\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar kimi hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dikdi v\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku n\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n?! \u2013 Bektemir soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Xeyli vaxt olar. Sizin ev\u0259 ged\u0259n yolda.<\/p>\n

– Hara gedirdi?!<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lib bura girdi.<\/p>\n

– Daha sonra?!<\/p>\n

O\u011flan bundan sonra n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn susdu.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f. Qorxma, aman Allah, onu bura s\u0259n g\u0259tirm\u0259din ki! \u2013 o\u011flan\u0131n anas\u0131 dedi.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259y\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q idi. V\u0259… bayaq baxd\u0131m ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok xala qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.<\/p>\n

– Sonra n\u0259 oldu?!<\/p>\n

O\u011flan \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n

– Daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Sonra sizin ev\u0259 getdim…<\/p>\n

– Yan\u0131nda kims\u0259 var idi?<\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m. Aa, yox… he\u00e7 kim yox idi.<\/p>\n

-Ir\u0131si onun yan\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n? \u2013 ba\u015fqa bir adam s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015faraq soru\u015fdu. O\u011flan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Ir\u0131s\u0131n anas\u0131:<\/p>\n

-O, boyunba\u011f\u0131 taxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,- dedi v\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n boynundak\u0131 boyunba\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

– \u00d6zba\u015fnal\u0131q! – Asanbu dedi. – \u015e\u0259rfi \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b atd\u0131 v\u0259 boyunba\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n boynuna taxd\u0131… sonra da ilana \u00e7evrildi, h\u0259?! Y\u0259ni o a\u011f ilan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdur?!<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 burada dayananlar, h\u0259tta Bektemir bel\u0259 buna \u0259min idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Kim bilir…- dedi Dildekan.<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n siz\u0259 dedim ki, bel\u0259 olacaq! Siz m\u0259n\u0259 inanmad\u0131niz?!\u201d -Saira Bektemirl\u0259 \u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi nec\u0259 olacaq?! \u2013 qad\u0131nlardan biri qorxmu\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Onu d\u0259rhal tapmal\u0131y\u0131q! \u2013 ki\u015fi m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131: -Sor\u011fu-sual etm\u0259liyik.<\/p>\n

– Onu tapanda n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yik? \u2013 bayaqdan susmu\u015f ucaboy sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n adam araya girdi. – O t\u0259k deyil. Pay\u0131zda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri unutmusunuz?<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcz deyir. Hirsli ba\u015fla he\u00e7 bir i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259k olmaz, daha diqq\u0259tli olmal\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z! Yax\u015f\u0131, biz art\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. G\u0259lin u\u015faqlar\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259k, dey\u0259 camaatin i\u00e7ind\u0259n biri dedi.<\/p>\n

– Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 a\u011fsaqqal Akbay \u00f6ld\u00fckd\u0259n sonra biz\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259rlik ed\u0259c\u0259k bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 yoxdur! \u2013 qad\u0131nlardan biri ah \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fenbay, Ab\u0131lay v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ba\u015fqa adam, dey\u0259s\u0259n, bundan he\u00e7 d\u0259 m\u0259mnun deyildi.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lin, ax\u015fam y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b bu haqda bir az daha dan\u0131\u015faq. B\u0259lk\u0259 Tan\u0131rbay qarda\u015f da o vaxta \u00a0q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259r. \u2013\u0130\u015fenbay dedi.<\/p>\n

– Eh, bu Tan\u0131rbay day\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 xeyir var?! – Asanbu dedi.<\/p>\n

– Onda dey\u0259c\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcn varsa, fikrin varsa, dan\u0131\u015f, dinl\u0259yirik?!<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar aras\u0131nda h\u0259r \u015feyi bil\u0259n, ham\u0131dan gec g\u0259ldiyind\u0259n\u00a0 burada olan s\u00f6hb\u0259ti tam e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259n Dildekan:<\/p>\n

– Ya R\u0259bb, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok h\u0259l\u0259 yan\u0131m\u0131zda olanda onunla ortaq bir dil tap\u0131b, t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcatlar\u0131 daha yax\u015f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nib h\u0259r \u015feyi s\u00fclh yolu il\u0259 h\u0259ll ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdikmi? \u2013 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. – Bunu etm\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259, yen\u0259 \u201c\u0259jdahan\u0131n quyru\u011funu tapdalamaq\u201d bizim g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z deyilmi!<\/p>\n

Sayra \u201conun bostan\u0131na da\u015f atana\u201d Dildekana q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 bax\u0131b:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, Dildekan?! Yen\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan! S\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259ydim.<\/p>\n

– Laz\u0131m deyil, Saira! Ham\u0131 qulaq asd\u0131lar v\u0259 dediyin kimi etdil\u0259r. He\u00e7 kim s\u0259nin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259leyhin\u0259 deyildi, ham\u0131m\u0131z s\u0259ni dinl\u0259dik. Onun valideynl\u0259ri pis insanlar deyildi. He\u00e7 olmasa onlarla ortaq dil tapa bil\u0259rdiniz? M\u0259n siz\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Oh-baay!.. Adama imkan vers\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259lir dan\u0131\u015facaq!<\/p>\n

Bektemir onlar\u0131n dava-dala\u015f\u0131na, m\u00fcbahis\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asmaq ist\u0259mirmi\u015f kimi camaat\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi\u0259. Evi dolanaraq ilan\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 getdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259n yox idi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir, tikan v\u0259 otla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u0259raziy\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi, \u00fcmid edirdi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok v\u0259 Can bu yerd\u0259 hardasa gizl\u0259nirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?! \u2013 sonra s\u0259rt tonda deyil, sakit s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

– Can?!<\/p>\n

Cavab ver\u0259n olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Evin i\u00e7ind\u0259 dala\u015fanlar\u0131n, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 ed\u0259nl\u0259rin s\u0259si k\u0259sildi, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259ki s\u0259s\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok-yax\u015f\u0131?! Ca-an?!<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259kil\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Saira h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259tin arxas\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018flind\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutan Bektemir \u00fcz\u00fc da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, arxas\u0131 is\u0259 camaata t\u0259r\u0259f idi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arxaya at\u0131b az qala \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f g\u0259ncin a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi…<\/p>\n

Saira o\u011fluna t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259nd\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutaraq onu saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Onu rahat burax\u0131n. Qoy sakitl\u0259\u015fsin.<\/p>\n

Bektemir \u00e7oxdand\u0131r ki, bel\u0259 a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131. Cadug\u0259rin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131na qo\u015fulan Dildekan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ntiqli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O g\u00fccl\u0259 ayaq \u00fcstd\u0259 dayan\u0131b ona yalvaran Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku xat\u0131rlad\u0131: \u201cHara getm\u0259liy\u0259m? Valideynl\u0259rim bel\u0259 yoxdur!\u201d Amma, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq, o, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun getm\u0259sini t\u0259kid etdi!<\/p>\n

Bektemirin i\u00e7i\u00a0 od tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131, da\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 nifr\u0259t edirdi. O \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc danlad\u0131,q\u0131nad\u0131 v\u0259 ac\u0131-ac\u0131 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 qovaq a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda as\u0131l\u0131 halda seyr edirdi.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259y\u0259tin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 bu qovaq a\u011fac\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131qdan Can\u0131n sevimli yeri idi. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 a\u011faca sar\u0131lard\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck qova\u011f\u0131n zirv\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 v\u0259 buradan g\u00f6r\u0259 bildiyi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 baxard\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndi m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. Orada olan h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti g\u00f6r\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Buradan h\u0259r \u015fey bir bax\u0131\u015fda ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fn \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndiyi is\u0259 Bektemir, \u00c7intemir v\u0259 bir qrup ba\u015fqa u\u015faqlar\u0131n zar (\u00e7uko) oynama\u011fa getm\u0259l\u0259ri idi. Onlara baxanda insan kimi sevinirdi, el\u0259 bil el\u0259 h\u0259min an onlar\u0131n cinsin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib oynama\u011fa qa\u00e7acaqd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu u\u015faqlar\u0131n yerin\u0259 qoymaq, onlar kimi iki qolu, iki aya\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi!<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda oynayan, dal\u0131nca ged\u0259n, dala\u015fan, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 ed\u0259n u\u015faqlara baxd\u0131 v\u0259 onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t qanovda gizl\u0259ndi. N\u0259hay\u0259t bundan bezdi v\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdi ki, u\u015faqlar ona sevin\u0259c\u0259k, qeyri adi v\u0259 maraqla baxacaqlar. H\u0259tta onu tutub, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b: \u201cBu ilan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdur?\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, onunla dostla\u015facaqlar. Amma he\u00e7 d\u0259 onun t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdiyi kimi olmad\u0131. Onu g\u00f6r\u0259n u\u015faqlardan biri q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Aaa, ilan!,- o\u011flan\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259n onun \u00e7ox qorxdu\u011funu anlamaq \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 k\u0259nara aral\u0131ya qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. Dayan\u0131b he\u00e7 yer\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015f, onlar\u0131n oynad\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n ilana baxd\u0131lar. Ham\u0131dan incimi\u015f v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bli u\u015faq kimi orada yell\u0259n\u0259n ilana yava\u015f-yava\u015f yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-O, m\u0259nim qur\u011fu\u015funlu a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 uzan\u0131b! – bir o\u011flan dedi.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259nim a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n da…<\/p>\n

\u201c\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzansam, u\u015faqlar \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, m\u0259nim onlara qar\u015f\u0131 ziyans\u0131z oldu\u011fumu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259 Can u\u015faqlara inanaraq g\u00f6zl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bektemirin i\u00e7i\u00a0 od tutub yan\u0131rd\u0131, da\u011flan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 nifr\u0259t edirdi. O \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc danlad\u0131,q\u0131nad\u0131 v\u0259 ac\u0131-ac\u0131 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 qovaq a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda as\u0131l\u0131 halda seyr edirdi.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259y\u0259tin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 bu qovaq a\u011fac\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131qdan Can\u0131n sevimli yeri idi. O h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 a\u011faca sar\u0131lard\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck qova\u011f\u0131n zirv\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 v\u0259 buradan g\u00f6r\u0259 bildiyi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 baxard\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndi m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. Orada olan h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti g\u00f6r\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Buradan h\u0259r \u015fey bir bax\u0131\u015fda ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fn \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndiyi is\u0259 Bektemir, \u00c7intemir v\u0259 bir qrup ba\u015fqa u\u015faqlar\u0131n zar (\u00e7uko) oynama\u011fa getm\u0259l\u0259ri idi. Onlara baxanda insan kimi sevinirdi, el\u0259 bil el\u0259 h\u0259min an onlar\u0131n cinsin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib oynama\u011fa qa\u00e7acaqd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu u\u015faqlar\u0131n yerin\u0259 qoymaq, onlar kimi iki qolu, iki aya\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi!<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda oynayan, dal\u0131nca ged\u0259n, dala\u015fan, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 ed\u0259n u\u015faqlara baxd\u0131 v\u0259 onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t qanovda gizl\u0259ndi. N\u0259hay\u0259t bundan bezdi v\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdi ki, u\u015faqlar ona sevin\u0259c\u0259k, qeyri adi v\u0259 maraqla baxacaqlar. H\u0259tta onu tutub, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b: \u201cBu ilan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdur?\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, onunla dostla\u015facaqlar. Amma he\u00e7 d\u0259 onun t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdiyi kimi olmad\u0131. Onu g\u00f6r\u0259n u\u015faqlardan biri q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Aaa, ilan!,- o\u011flan\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259n onun \u00e7ox qorxdu\u011funu anlamaq \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n ba\u015fqalar\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 k\u0259nara aral\u0131ya qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. Dayan\u0131b he\u00e7 yer\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015f, onlar\u0131n oynad\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n ilana baxd\u0131lar. Ham\u0131dan incimi\u015f v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bli u\u015faq kimi orada yell\u0259n\u0259n ilana yava\u015f-yava\u015f yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-O, m\u0259nim qur\u011fu\u015fun a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 uzan\u0131r! – bir o\u011flan dedi.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259nim a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n da…<\/p>\n

\u201c\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzansam, u\u015faqlar \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, m\u0259nim onlara qar\u015f\u0131 ziyans\u0131z oldu\u011fumu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r\u201d, \u2013 dey\u0259 Can u\u015faqlara g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla oldu\u011fu kimi dostluq ed\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259, \u00fcmumi dil tapaca\u011f\u0131na v\u0259 onlarla anla\u015faca\u011f\u0131na \u00fcmid edirdi.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar is\u0259 ki\u00e7ik add\u0131mlarla yava\u015f yava\u015f ona yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa davam etdil\u0259r v\u0259 \u0259yilib yerd\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015fl y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Balaca Can onlar\u0131n pis bir \u015fey ed\u0259c\u0259yini a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lmirdi. Ax\u0131, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok da b\u0259z\u0259n da\u015f toplay\u0131r v\u0259 onlardan ki\u00e7ik evl\u0259r tikirdi. Onu tikib qurtard\u0131qdan sonra orada oturub saatlara oynay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259 u\u015faqlardan biri q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

“Vur-yay!!!” v\u0259 d\u0259rhal Can\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015f dolu ya\u011fd\u0131. V\u0259 yaln\u0131z bundan sonra u\u015faqlar\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini anlad\u0131 v\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faqlar is\u0259 onu t\u0259qib etm\u0259y\u0259 davam ed\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

– Onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259liyik! Vur onu!<\/p>\n

– Budur, burada! Bura girdi!<\/p>\n

– Vur!<\/p>\n

– Tsits, l\u0259n\u0259t olsun, qa\u00e7d\u0131!<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar onu bir xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t t\u0259qib etdil\u0259r, yeti\u015fib tapa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r v\u0259 dayand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan u\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259ri bu anlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi Bektemir, \u00c7intemir, Jak\u015f\u0131lay v\u0259 Mukay… Indi ham\u0131s\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb d\u0259yi\u015fib, art\u0131q ata ,ana olublar, h\u0259r\u0259sinin bir-iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

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Bektemir sanki bir q\u0259rar vermi\u015f kimi izdiham\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib harasa istiqam\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Bekki? \u2013 Saira h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 onun yolunda dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma Bektemir anas\u0131na bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n onun yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di. \u0130ndi ona izah etm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131 yox idi.<\/p>\n

– Getdi! \u2013 dey\u0259 Saira k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi Ab\u0131laya, Mukana, camaata g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. – Onu axtarma\u011fa getdi…<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 kim ona cavab verm\u0259di. Saira o\u011flundan \u00f6tr\u00fc qorxaraq a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah, o niy\u0259 el\u0259 el\u0259di?… he\u00e7 olmasa n\u0259s\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259rdi, cavab ver\u0259 bil\u0259rdi? \u2013 qad\u0131nlardan biri dedi.<\/p>\n

– Atlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yin! \u2013 xeyli vaxt susub dayanan \u0130\u015fenbay arxay\u0131nl\u0131qla dedi v\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 Sairadan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku tapmal\u0131y\u0131q!<\/p>\n

“G\u0259lin Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku tapaq!” s\u00f6zl\u0259ri Can\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na xo\u015f g\u0259ldi. O, indiy\u0259d\u0259k he\u00e7 vaxt xo\u015f s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259n \u0130\u015fenbaya qar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir istilik hiss etdi. Saira g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 saxlayaraq:<\/p>\n

– Qoy itsin, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olsun! \u2013 dedi. – Onu m\u0259nim yan\u0131ma g\u0259tirm\u0259yin! G\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6rm\u0259sin onu, yoxa \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n onu!..<\/p>\n

-El\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259, Saira. Yax\u015f\u0131, onun valideynl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdinizmi,\u00a0 tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin ruhuna h\u00f6rm\u0259t edin! \u018fg\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259y\u0259nmirdins\u0259, ist\u0259mirdins\u0259, onda g\u0259r\u0259k onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259ydin ! \u2013 Dildekan dedi.<\/p>\n

Can yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u00f6hb\u0259tin t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcatlar\u0131n\u0131 anlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259birli olun, camaat. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qay\u0131danda dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q\u201d, – \u0130\u015fenbay dedi.<\/p>\n

– Allah\u0131m! – Asanbu boynunu qaba\u011fa uzatd\u0131 – \u201cG\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259yi deyirsiniz?! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilan \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 indic\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259dinizmi?! Batman\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131na boyunba\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 verib, yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da at\u0131b gedib, qay\u0131tmaq fikri d\u0259 yoxdu!<\/p>\n

Ir\u0131s\u0131n anas\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoyub boyunba\u011f\u0131n\u0131n boynundan \u00e7\u0131xarmaq ist\u0259di, amma Ir\u0131s boyunba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iki \u0259lli tutdu v\u0259 onu \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa qoymad\u0131, a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n, lakin ke\u00e7\u0259n ilki hadis\u0259d\u0259n qorxaraq susanlar Asanbunu d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 deyirsiniz, n\u0259 ed\u0259k,ay camaat? – Ab\u0131lay soyuq v\u0259 titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fqa se\u00e7imimiz yoxdur. N\u0259 ba\u015f verm\u0259li idi, n\u0259hay\u0259t ba\u015f verdi. G\u0259lin onu oldu\u011fu kimi buraxaq. Qalan\u0131n\u0131 vaxt\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yik,- uzun boylu sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n dedi. Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Saira yor\u011fun halda yer\u0259 oturdu v\u0259 bu t\u0259klifi b\u0259y\u0259nib-b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259diyi bilinmirdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s Bektemir? \u2013 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259t\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu. – \u0130st\u0259rdim ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok o\u011fluma z\u0259r\u0259r verm\u0259d\u0259n, el\u0259c\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– Yaz\u0131q Saira, onsuz da ondan qorxur, – Dildekan t\u0259xmin edirmi\u015f kimi dedi. \u2013 Ona \u00e7ox nifr\u0259t etdin v\u0259 sonunda g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n n\u0259 oldu?.. Yen\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b s\u0259ni sanc\u0131b vursa, ay yaz\u0131q?! Deyirl\u0259r: \u201c\u018fn z\u0259r\u0259rsiz varl\u0131qlar bel\u0259, onlar\u0131 incits\u0259niz, sizin cavab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u201d…<\/p>\n

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Camaat burada m\u00fcbahis\u0259 etdiyi vaxt Can a\u011fac\u0131n buda\u011f\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259h\u0259r dediyi s\u00f6z\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bini o indi anlad\u0131: \u201cM\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, amma g\u0259lm\u0259!\u201d \u00c7\u00fcnki…” v\u0259 bu da As\u0131lb\u0259kl\u0259 S\u0131r\u011fan\u0131n h\u0259yatda olmad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259b idi!.. Heyvan olsa da, insan kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, s\u0259hv do\u011fuldu\u011funa, taleyin\u0259 pe\u015fman olmu\u015fdu! O bir daha anlad\u0131 ki, bir insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 insan kimidir. , heyvan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131\u00a0 heyvan kimi. Heyifki, iki ayr\u0131 d\u00fcnya birl\u0259\u015fib bir b\u00fct\u00f6v ola bilmir! Bel\u0259 bir \u00e7\u0259tin bir h\u0259yat imtahan\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir c\u0259zad\u0131, ya da h\u0259r hans\u0131 s\u0259hvdi. .. ka\u015f bil\u0259ydi tale ona niy\u0259 bu c\u00fcr h\u0259yat verdi, hans\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bunun s\u0259b\u0259bini anlay\u0131b izah ed\u0259n bir adam varm\u0131? Bu sirli suallar, ilan\u0131 t\u0259p\u0259sind\u0259n tutmu\u015f quyru\u011funa kimi od tutub yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da ged\u0259n m\u00fcbahis\u0259l\u0259ri daha e\u015fitmirdi.Onlar\u0131 e\u015fitm\u0259k art\u0131q ona laz\u0131m deyildi.<\/p>\n

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Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok\u00a0 komuzu sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xaraq valideynl\u0259rinin q\u0259birl\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 el\u0259 gedirdi ki, el\u0259 bil dal\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb onu qovan birisi var. O bir-birin\u0259 biti\u015fik olan iki ki\u00e7ik t\u0259p\u0259nin \u0259n yax\u0131n\u0131na \u00e7ataraq yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ana, ata! – dey\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 dayand\u0131qdan sonra, yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131laraq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzand\u0131. K\u00fcl\u0259k onun paltar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u0259yirtkl\u0259rin c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, mil\u00e7\u0259yin v\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, s\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin qanad \u00e7\u0131rpma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 almasan, onun \u0259traf\u0131nda he\u00e7 bir can\u0131 yox idi. A\u011f\u0131r s\u00fckut. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu sakitliy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok burada, valideynl\u0259rinin yan\u0131nda, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r qalmaq ist\u0259yirdi. \u018ftrafda h\u0259r \u015fey sakitl\u0259\u015fdi, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yumuldu…<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n arxadan yava\u015fca add\u0131m\u00a0 s\u0259sl\u0131ri g\u0259ldi! Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259s\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– “\u015firp-\u015firp”<\/p>\n

Ona t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259l\u0259n sakit v\u0259 ehtiyatla h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi… – Can? – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilk a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n fikir… – Yox, bu Cana ox\u015fam\u0131r! “Bektemir?!” – \u00dcr\u0259yi da\u015f kimi dayand\u0131, el\u0259 bil aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n slt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fll\u0259ri v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131 yenid\u0259n soyuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O titr\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u0259f\u0259 o ilana \u00e7evrilm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxmurdu… \u018fksin\u0259, ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu torpaqda azad ilan kimi s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259k, Sairan\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bi il\u0259 yenid\u0259n \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259n Bektemirin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitm\u0259kd\u0259n v\u0259 xalq\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259k qorxusu il\u0259 ya\u015famaqdan daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. S\u0259s yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca ayd\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Onun b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni uyu\u015fdu v\u0259 ilan olmaq ist\u0259yi yarand\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu, di\u015fl\u0259rini yumdu… O, dodaqlar\u0131nda, dilind\u0259, di\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 soyuqluq hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

“B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m?” \u2013 fikrind\u0259 Qyzmon\u00e7ok \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 soru\u015fdu. \u201cH\u0259r halda, m\u0259n ist\u0259rdim ki, birc\u0259, o g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f olsun…\u201d<\/p>\n

Lakin K\u0131zmon\u00e7okun arzusu yerin\u0259 yetm\u0259di. Ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri onun d\u00fcz onun qula\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131 v\u0259 yan\u0131nda dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z onun n\u0259f\u0259sini duyma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O, g\u0259l\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 hiss etdi. Amma bu n\u0259 Can, n\u0259 d\u0259 Bektemir deyildi. “B\u0259s onda kim idi?!” Qizmon\u00e7ok cavab tapa bilm\u0259di. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, indi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7sa, bu onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n

O \u0259lind\u0259ki a\u011fac\u0131n ucu il\u0259 q\u0131za bir ne\u00e7\u0259 yerind\u0259n toxundu, it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yoxlad\u0131. Onsuz da s\u0259rt\u00a0 donmu\u015f q\u0131z t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi. K\u00f6lg\u0259\u00a0 \u0259yilib sanki q\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131. Bundan sonra isti barmaqlar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun bil\u0259yin\u0259, n\u0259bzin\u0259 toxundu. Lakin o, c\u0259ld q\u0131z\u0131n bil\u0259yini buraxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nini sakit buraxaraq yoluna davam etdi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u201cN\u0259bzim niy\u0259 vurmur, yoxsa do\u011frudanm\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m?\u201d. Yoxsa, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, ilana \u00e7evrilir\u0259m?”.<\/p>\n

O, ayr\u0131lan nam\u0259lum fiqura baxmaq ist\u0259di, lakin bu, problem yarada bil\u0259rmi\u015f kimi, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzanma\u011fa davam etdi v\u0259 yaln\u0131z s\u0259s k\u0259sildikd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Ged\u0259n adam qad\u0131n idi! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oq onu ob d\u0259qiq\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131 -Al\u0131mkand\u0131r! Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin g\u0259lini!<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi,\u0259lind\u0259ki a\u011fac\u0131 yer\u0259 qoydu, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131 v\u0259 ax\u0131rda ovcu il\u0259\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qapad\u0131. Bundan sonra o, bir xeyli bu yerd\u0259 oturdu.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu ki, el\u0259 bil a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u0259d\u0259ni g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda isinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n soyuqluq get-ged\u0259 yox olma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131… \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259ni kim xat\u0131rlay\u0131r? Kim m\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgisini g\u00f6st\u0259rir?…\u201d \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131r Al\u0131mkan a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi, \u0259ll\u0259rini yumruq kimi y\u0131\u011f\u0131b yava\u015f-yava\u015f aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yerd\u0259 yatan q\u0131z atlar\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n tapp\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. S\u0259s getdikc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

“\u00d6lm\u0259kd\u0259 olan” Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok q\u0259fild\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Yenic\u0259 q\u0259ddini d\u00fcz\u0259ldib aya\u011fa qalxan Al\u0131mkan onu g\u00f6rd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Ay anaam!!! – o q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. H\u0259r ikisi g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rin\u0259 v\u0259 e\u015fitdikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdil\u0259r. X\u00fcsusil\u0259 d\u0259 Al\u0131mkan \u015fokda idi. O q\u0131za yalvar\u0131\u015f dolu n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 baxaraq titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00fccl\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131, boynuna, bo\u011faz\u0131na g\u0259zdirdi, \u0259lini ovcunu dodaqlar\u0131nda g\u0259zdirdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok da bo\u015f n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Xala? \u2013 K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sakit s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

O cavab verm\u0259di. O da rahat g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, sanki ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Al\u0131mkan \u015foka d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, \u00fcz\u00fc haldan hala d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 geri s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Al\u0131mkan xala? \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sevincini gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259yib \u00e7evrildi.<\/p>\n

– Xala, bu m\u0259n\u0259m Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc yenid\u0259n r\u0259ngini d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

-“Ana” dedin s\u0259n? – K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok soru\u015fdu. \u2013 S\u0259n… dan\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Bu zaman onlardan bir az aral\u0131da it s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

Kizmon\u00e7ok n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259di,\u00a0 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0131rlanaraq \u00e7ar\u0259 axtarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Al\u0131mkan c\u0259ld t\u0259rp\u0259nib Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun bil\u0259yind\u0259n tutdu! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dart\u0131naraq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onun \u0259lind\u0259n\u00a0 qurtarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Xala, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m?! Qoy gedim?! Burax, gedim.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan onu dinl\u0259m\u0259k bel\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259di. O, q\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 q\u0259birl\u0259rin aras\u0131n ke\u00e7irib harasa apard\u0131. Dam\u0131 u\u00e7mu\u015f g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7atanda \u0259lini yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k: \u201c\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir!\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015fqa yolu yox idi.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan q\u0131z\u0131 gizl\u0259dib Bu unun m\u0259zar\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131. El\u0259 bu vaxt Bektemir g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O Aktuyak\u0131n cilovunu \u0259lind\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu. Al\u0131mkan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 apard\u0131 ki,onu g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. O, \u0259ll\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 oturdu, yava\u015f-yava\u015f o yana bu yana h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir d\u00fcz qaynatas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 qaynanas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259birl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Diz \u00fcst\u0259 oturdu, onlara dua oxudu v\u0259 xeyir-dua ist\u0259di. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra q\u0259bir\u0259 baxanda tapdanm\u0131\u015f otlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu yax\u0131nlarda kims\u0259 burada yat\u0131b. O h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Alymkan \u0259ll\u0259ri yuxar\u0131da g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qula\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir qad\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, \u0259lini a\u00e7\u0131b Al\u0131mkanla birlikd\u0259 dua etdi.<\/p>\n

– Al\u0131mkan xala, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku burda g\u00f6rm\u0259mis\u0259n? \u2013\u00a0 o soru\u015fanda Alemkan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Siz n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259ldiniz?<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr, e\u015fitmirmi\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir Al\u0131mkan\u0131n bil\u0259yind\u0259n tutdu, As\u0131lbek il\u0259 S\u0131rqan\u0131n q\u0259brl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f apard\u0131, tapdanm\u0131\u015f,\u0259zil\u0259n otlar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Al\u0131mkan onun n\u0259 soru\u015fdu\u011funu \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 ba\u015fa sald\u0131:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n burada oturub\u00a0 dua el\u0259dim. Sonra da n\u0259n\u0259nin q\u0259brin\u0259 getdim.<\/p>\n

Bektemir inand\u0131, kefi pozuldu. At y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259di v\u0259 minib Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7apd\u0131…<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc h\u0259rd\u0259n at\u0131 saxlay\u0131b geriy\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemirin iti Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun iyini alan kimi, yeri iyl\u0259y\u0259 iyl\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fcz k\u00f6hn\u0259 g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan qorxdu. Pis bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qorxudan \u00fcr\u0259yi a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259ldi, t\u0259zyiqi artma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131..<\/p>\n

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\u0130t g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, yeri iyl\u0259di v\u0259 quyru\u011funu yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k zingild\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Lakin Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka yax\u0131nla\u015fa bilm\u0259yib, narahat \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bay\u0131rda oturdu.<\/p>\n

Bektemir \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 itin davran\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259di. Sad\u0259c\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki,\u201cy\u0259qin, yem\u0259yin iyini hiss edib\u201d. \u0130ndi onu ba\u015fqa \u015fey narahat edirdi, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259vv\u0259l burada dayan\u0131b bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xan Al\u0131mkan haqq\u0131nda \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc: \u201cO, bir anda yox oldu… hara getdi?\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bektemirin fikrinc\u0259, lal Al\u0131mkan xala \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li h\u0259m d\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. N\u0259 is\u0259 bilirmi\u015f kimi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 oxunurdu, sif\u0259ti a\u011farm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, el\u0259 bil n\u0259yis\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0130tin h\u00fcrm\u0259si onu fikirl\u0259rind\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130t dam\u0131 u\u00e7mu\u015f g\u00fcnb\u0259zin a\u011fz\u0131nda dayan\u0131b, quyru\u011funu bulayaraq narahatl\u0131qla h\u00fcr\u00fcr,arada zingild\u0259yir, uzan\u0131b yerind\u0259n tullan\u0131rd\u0131. Normalda a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 bir it \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu davran\u0131\u015f son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li idi.Bektemir<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0131x get! \u2013 dedi itin\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka g\u0259linc\u0259, o, Bektemirin onu tapaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 qu\u015f kimi u\u00e7ub getm\u0259k, ya da bacarsa, ilan kimi s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k sivi\u015fib sakitc\u0259 ortadan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Vaxt da daral\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0 Bektemir is\u0259 bir xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t orada qald\u0131. \u201c\u00c7\u0131xa bil\u0259r\u0259m? \u2013 fikirl\u0259\u015fib\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u201c\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b ona dem\u0259liy\u0259m ki, m\u0259n daha onunla, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m, bu torpa\u011f\u0131, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m?! Bird\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 qulaq asmasa ,e\u015fitm\u0259s\u0259?! Bird\u0259n onlar h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn axtarsalar?! Aman Allah, birc\u0259 insanlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259yim! \u0130t olmaq, ya qu\u015f olmaq bundan yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131…”<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri g\u00fcnb\u0259zin o biri k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259ki qal\u0131n tur\u015f\u0259ngin aras\u0131nda g\u0259zdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu yarpaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda gizl\u0259ns\u0259, onu tapmaq daha \u00e7\u0259tin olar, tapa bilm\u0259zl\u0259r… Bu, onun sa\u011f qalmaq arzusu idi.<\/p>\n

“Aman Allah, m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k et?” – Yava\u015f-yava\u015f tur\u015f\u0259ng\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bird\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda yerd\u0259 bir d\u0259lik yarand\u0131 v\u0259 o, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni il\u0259 q\u0259bir\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Y\u0131x\u0131lan q\u0131z yaln\u0131z bir s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131: \u201cYick!\u201d – v\u0259 daha he\u00e7 n\u0259. Onun n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 baxaraq dondu! \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u00fcz qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ar\u0131q, uzun bir ilan durub ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin \u0259yri, r\u0259ngar\u0259ng \u00e7\u0259liyin\u0259 \u00e7ox ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259?… S\u0259n kims\u0259n? – Kizmonchokun geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n oxunurdu. \u0130lan, sanki i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n kilidl\u0259nmi\u015f kimi, K\u0131zmon\u00e7oka reaksiya verm\u0259di. O Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka sakitc\u0259 baxd\u0131. Bu bax\u0131\u015flar q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa v\u0259 yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, \u0259g\u0259r Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259s\u0259, var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rsa v\u0259 yerin alt\u0131ndan \u00e7irkli, toz torpaql\u0131 sif\u0259tl\u0259, \u00f6l\u00fc kimi \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xsa, n\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259rdi?<\/p>\n

Al-\u0259lvan ilan ona bu v\u0259 ya dig\u0259r \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di… \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib h\u00fcr\u0259n it indi m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259nin \u0259traf\u0131nda qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u0130t b\u0259rkd\u0259n h\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, zingild\u0259yirdi. O \u0259vv\u0259l Bektemir\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f, sonra is\u0259 g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t, at\u0131 yed\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n Bektemir buna fikir verib g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259 g\u00fcnb\u0259zin dam\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcst\u00fc t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f m\u0259zar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Sahibinin diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bildiyind\u0259n raz\u0131 qalan it dilini \u00e7\u0131xararaq h\u00fcr\u0259 h\u00fcr\u0259 ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130tin getdiyi t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n guppultu e\u015fidildi v\u0259 cilovu cingild\u0259y\u0259n be\u015f-alt\u0131 atl\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bektemir qonaqlar\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259yini ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f kimi at\u0131na minib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tabutun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki ar\u0131q ilan n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nini y\u0131\u011f\u0131b sakitc\u0259 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259n kims\u0259n? – \u0130lan q\u0131z\u0131n sual\u0131na cavab verm\u0259di. Sanki Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi, ya da burada olub-olmamas\u0131n\u0131n vecin\u0259 deyildi, \u0259ks t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxaraq uzanma\u011f\u0131na davam etdi.<\/p>\n

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Bu zaman As\u0131lbekin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 olanlar ilanla Irs\u0131n a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flama\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t etmirdil\u0259r. Evd\u0259n, yaxud oralardan birinin \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131ndan qorxurdular. Camaat\u0131n arxas\u0131nda dayanan v\u0259 ilan\u0131 ilk g\u00f6r\u0259n Azamat oldu:<\/p>\n

– Ca-an!!!-dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131q s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, sanki h\u0259yat dayand\u0131. Ayr\u0131lanlar Azamat\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131lar: Can v\u0259 ar\u0131q pi\u015fik a\u011fac\u0131n budaqlar\u0131nda bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar! Can n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yay\u0131nma\u011fa v\u0259 ya \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259rib s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, pi\u015fik d\u0259rhal onun yolunu k\u0259sdi, h\u00fccum edib bo\u011fu\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, Can v\u0259 pi\u015fik aras\u0131nda \u015fidd\u0259tli d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259nl\u0259r yerind\u0259 donub bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. T\u0259bi\u0259tc\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi \u015fi\u015firtm\u0259yi sev\u0259n Asanbu:<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah, bu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oqdur! \u2013 dey\u0259 Sairan\u0131n diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Saira susdu. Amma yayl\u0131q onun boynundan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, b\u0259d\u0259ni soyuq t\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fc, el\u0259 bil indi o da ilanla d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil ki, pi\u015fik d\u0259 eyni \u015feyi, ilan\u0131n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini ist\u0259yirdi, p\u0259o da yer\u0259 tulland\u0131, ilan\u0131n yolunu k\u0259sdi. Eel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdi ki, q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 art\u0131q onundur, uzand\u0131, o t\u0259r\u0259f bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 oynad\u0131 v\u0259 ilan \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259 yenid\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cYallaq\u201d v\u0259 \u201caxmaq\u201d l\u0259q\u0259bli qad\u0131n dayan\u0131b pi\u015fikl\u0259 ilan aras\u0131nda ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc seyr edirdi. O, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 el\u0259 al\u00fcd\u0259 olmu\u015fdu ki, az qala q\u0131z\u0131 itir\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ir\u0131s\u0131n onun quca\u011f\u0131ndan nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259ri bel\u0259 olmad\u0131. Yaln\u0131z q\u0131z ilanla pi\u015fiyin aras\u0131na g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Ir\u0131\u0131\u0131-\u0131\u0131s!!! – dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar toparlan\u0131b da\u015f atma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bu m\u0259qamdan istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n ilan \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nliy\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi. H\u0259tta Ir\u0131sdan v\u0259 insanlardan qorxan pi\u015fik d\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n! U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 normal olaraq \u0259lind\u0259 saxlaya bilmirs\u0259n? Axmaq? – Saira q\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n burun d\u0259likl\u0259ri ba\u011fland\u0131 v\u0259 o, Ir\u0131s\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 vuracaqm\u0131\u015f kimi q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – Bacar\u0131qs\u0131z!<\/p>\n

Azamat ortada a\u011flayan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb anas\u0131na verdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130landan qisas ala bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259ki q\u0259z\u0259bi k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n Saira, sanki Ir\u0131s\u0131 vuracaqm\u0131\u015f kimi yumru\u011funu qald\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259di, ey \u0259claf!<\/p>\n

Ir\u0131s Sairadan qorxurmu\u015f kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk yumub anas\u0131n\u0131n boynunu b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131. Onun boynunda boyunba\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u0130lan bel\u0259 onu sancmad\u0131!<\/p>\n

Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t s\u0259ssiz qalan ana Sairan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 daha d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259yib dedi:<\/p>\n

– S\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir ver! “Ya\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 susdum, s\u0259n is\u0259 az qala q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00fcrs\u0259n!” Daha b\u0259sdi!<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259din nec\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259yirl\u0259r! Allah el\u0259sin, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z da Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok olsun!<\/p>\n

– Onun d\u0259rdi s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lsin, da\u015f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 etdi?!<\/p>\n

– M\u0131rtdama! -Saira titr\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Dey\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259 be\u015f d\u0259 art\u0131q! Do\u011fru deyirl\u0259r: \u201cg\u0259lin pis olmaz, getdiyi yer pis yerdir\u201d(G\u0259lin ,g\u0259lin olmaz. Getdiyi yer g\u0259lin olar.). Onu murdar dilinl\u0259 bu yer\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n s\u0259n oldun. U\u015faq kimin yax\u015f\u0131, kimin pis oldu\u011funu yax\u015f\u0131 bilir. Kimin z\u0259r\u0259rsiz oldu\u011funu hiss edir v\u0259 ilana yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r. S\u0259n onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r,g\u00f6r o s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kmi?<\/p>\n

– Oybaaaay, axmaq! S\u0259sini k\u0259s!<\/p>\n

– K\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok h\u0259l\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcb, m\u0259n onun yerind\u0259 olsayd\u0131m, s\u0259ni \u00e7oxdan did\u0259rdim!<\/p>\n

Camaat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n Ir\u0131s\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131n Saira il\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n\u00a0 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u201cEyvaah, aman Allah,\u00a0 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u00fcbahis\u0259 etm\u0259di. Onu n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r danlad\u0131msa da, o, he\u00e7 vaxt s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259di v\u0259 cavab\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 susdu…\u201d \u2013 bu fikirl\u0259r Sair\u0259nin beynind\u0259 ili\u015fib qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flayan, inild\u0259y\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok m\u0259zardan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu zaman yax\u0131nl\u0131qda insanlar\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidilirdi.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259s el\u0259 bil bu yerin alt\u0131ndan g\u0259lirdi, el\u0259 deyilmi? – Ab\u0131lay idi. – Yoxsa siz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi?<\/p>\n

-Yox, biz d\u0259 e\u015fitdik,- bu s\u0259s Mukana m\u0259xsus idi.<\/p>\n

-Qad\u0131n\u0131n a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 siz d\u0259 e\u015fitdinizmi? \u2013 T\u0259sdiql\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n Ab\u0131lay yenid\u0259n soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259 h\u0259!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc daha da sol\u011funla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131n axd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259n kimi ilan yenid\u0259n yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b q\u0131za baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim ki, o, valideynl\u0259rinin m\u0259zar\u0131na g\u0259lib. O, ba\u015fqa hara ged\u0259 bil\u0259rdi? – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan yuxar\u0131da qay\u0131natas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si yenid\u0259n e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

– Aaa, burda da q\u0259bir u\u00e7ub… – Mukan m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259birin u\u00e7du\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Dizl\u0259rini y\u0131x\u0131b b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n ur\u0259yi yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc<\/p>\n

– Eh, u\u015faqlar, bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 g\u00fcnb\u0259zdir… Madam ki, bura g\u0259lmi\u015fik, dua tutaq.<\/p>\n

Duan\u0131n melodik oxunu\u015fu art\u0131q susmu\u015fdu v\u0259 yaln\u0131z arabir k\u00fcl\u0259k u\u011fulday\u0131rd\u0131, s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 kollar\u0131 q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u201ca\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131\u201d. K\u00fcl\u0259yin \u201cp\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131\u201d bel\u0259 yox idi. Adamlar ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdular. Bu zaman yax\u0131nl\u0131qda hardansa qad\u0131n\u0131n asq\u0131rmas\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6sk\u00fcrm\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r bir s\u0259s e\u015fidildi. Ham\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Ab\u0131lay s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n, amma s\u0259sini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b duan\u0131 oxudu, h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131, c\u0259ld sonunu p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131, t\u0259l\u0259sik \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259rin ruhuna xeyir-dua verdi v\u0259 s\u0259s\u0259 diqq\u0259t k\u0259sildi.<\/p>\n

Mukan k\u00f6hn\u0259 g\u00fcnb\u0259zin i\u00e7ini g\u00f6st\u0259rib p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ora bax\u0131mm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc baxma\u011fa q\u0259rar verdi. Ancaq d\u0259rhal g\u0259lib baxmaqdan qorxaraq g\u00fcnb\u0259zin giri\u015find\u0259ki divara s\u00f6yk\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

– Bizi qaranl\u0131qdan qoru, allah – d\u00fcz \u0259yilib m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 girm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 arxadan \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Oturanlar qorxdular v\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f d\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Onlardan on-iyirmi add\u0131m aral\u0131da Al\u0131mkan dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun \u00a0belind\u0259 \u00e7uval vard\u0131, \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 ucuna iz\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir-iki quru in\u0259k t\u0259z\u0259yi ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

– Aman, Tanr\u0131m! \u2013 dedi Ab\u0131lay, onu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 sevinib- sevinm\u0259diyi b\u0259lli deyil. – Dem\u0259li, s\u0259n idin?!<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi, sonra qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k dua oxuma\u011fa g\u0259ldiyini eyham vurdu. Ab\u0131lay da, dig\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u0259 inilti s\u0259sinin ondan g\u0259ldiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k qad\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getdil\u0259r. Al\u0131mkan arxadak\u0131 adamlar\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259sdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259ld add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. Onlar\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin m\u0259zar\u0131na apar\u0131rd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z atl\u0131lar dualar\u0131n\u0131 bitirib getdikd\u0259n sonra o aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun gizl\u0259ndiyi g\u00fcnb\u0259z\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. \u00c7antas\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 qoydu, i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi v\u0259 onu tapa bilm\u0259di. G\u00fcnb\u0259zin dam\u0131n\u0131n u\u00e7du\u011funu, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259lik oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259n Al\u0131mkan heyr\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldi.\u00a0 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok d\u0259likd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Toz-torpaq i\u00e7ind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Al\u0131mkan\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 \u0259traf\u0131 silk\u0259l\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131qda he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Onun g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 z\u0259if siluet v\u0259 gurultudan u\u015faql\u0131qda e\u015fitdiyi na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 t\u0259kayaql\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u00fc m\u0259xluq obraz\u0131 g\u0259ldi. A\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 o da q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki qad\u0131n bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok oldu. O, Alimkan\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131b \u0259ll\u0259rini uzad\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Xala?<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n\u0131n yuxudan ay\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f kimi donmu\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti daha da \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 yen\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa davam etdi:<\/p>\n

– Xala-aa?! Uuuuuuu…<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi, amma dayan\u0131b \u0259lini uzadan, a\u011flayan q\u0131za baxma\u011fa davam etdi. V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti daha da \u00fcmidsizl\u0259\u015f\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok daha b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O, qad\u0131n\u0131n daha da pis tutmas\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ndi onun k\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7ata bil\u0259c\u0259k birc\u0259 canl\u0131 oldu\u011funu xat\u0131rlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi, ucadan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Caa-an?! Caan?!<\/p>\n

Alimkan titr\u0259di. Sanki bu ad onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdi, sanki kims\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 soyuq su t\u00f6k\u00fcb ay\u0131ltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Can d\u0259 bu s\u0259si e\u015fitdi…<\/p>\n

Pi\u015fikl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n sonra o, hara getdiyini bel\u0259 bilmirdi, y\u00f6n\u00fc hara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc ,ora gedirdi. Bir zamanlar As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259sini insanlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n xilas ed\u0259 bil\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd\u0259 az qala f\u0259lak\u0259t g\u0259tir\u0259n ilan bil\u0259k boyda bir m\u0259xluqun oyunca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7evrilib, insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f obyekti oldu. Bu onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ay\u0131b idi! Pi\u015fiyin onu di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxmurdu, \u0259ksin\u0259, Kizmon\u00e7oka verdiyi \u201che\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 kim\u0259 z\u0259r\u0259r verm\u0259m\u0259k\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc pozmaqdan qorxurdu.<\/p>\n

-Ca-an?! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n Can\u0131n\u00a0 h\u0259r \u015fey yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Geriy\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ca-an?! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259sini yenid\u0259n e\u015fitdi.<\/p>\n

O, susdu, \u0259trafa baxd\u0131 v\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k dil\u0259y\u0259n o z\u0259if, titr\u0259k s\u0259si axtard\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Haradasan, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!<\/p>\n

Lakin onun sual\u0131 cavabs\u0131z qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan oturub \u0259lini uzatd\u0131, \u00a0O el\u0259 bil Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman onun b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni, \u00fcz\u00fc toz-torpaqla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, b\u0259rbad halda idi. H\u0259tta bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259 bir \u0259lind\u0259 komuz tutaraq, m\u0259zardan g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa-tuta yerl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Al\u0131mkan onun aya\u011fa qalxmas\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k edib, bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259birl\u0259rin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi yerd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da iki-\u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259n ma\u011fara var idi. Ma\u011faran\u0131n i\u00e7i n\u0259m idi v\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ot basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun harada oldu\u011funu adi g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Al\u0131mkan peyin y\u0131\u011fan zaman t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n bu ma\u011fara tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O vaxtdan n\u0259m olan v\u0259 ya torbaya s\u0131\u011fmayan peyinl\u0259ri bura qoyurdu, laz\u0131m olanda g\u0259lib g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku Bektemird\u0259n gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu ma\u011faraya aparmaq ist\u0259yirdi, amma t\u0259l\u0259sdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu k\u00f6hn\u0259 m\u0259qb\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 gizl\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

Sanki evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kimi s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259 kollar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 aralad\u0131, \u0259yilib i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi v\u0259 \u201castanada\u201d t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd ed\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u0259lind\u0259n tutaraq i\u00e7\u0259ri dartd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayaq \u00fcstd\u0259 dayana bilm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z \u0259yilib yar\u0131 yolda i\u00e7\u0259ri y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Al\u0131mkan onu o biri k\u00fcncd\u0259 s\u0259rilmi\u015f \u00e7antan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 uzad\u0131b, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na ba\u015fqa bir \u00e7anta qoydu. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra o, rahatla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Uh-hh! – D\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b yerin\u0259 oturdu.<\/p>\n

Qolunun ucu il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini sildi, \u0259li il\u0259 onun boynunu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259bzini yoxlad\u0131. O, sanki Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun qollar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallayaraq ovuclar\u0131n\u0131n istisini ona \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qay\u0131nanas\u0131 kimi dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259t\u0259r\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rini q\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan daban\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259zdirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– S-suf! (insandan stress v\u0259 pis \u015feyl\u0259ri aradan qald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 deyirl\u0259r)<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rinin istiliyind\u0259n, ana sevgisind\u0259n v\u0259 ya bir sui-q\u0259sdin g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. Al\u0131mkan el\u0259 bil bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi bir \u0259li il\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131, o biri \u0259li il\u0259 balaca tavta qab\u0131 onun dodaqlar\u0131na g\u0259tirdi. \u018fvv\u0259l Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bir-iki qurtum al\u0131b dad\u0131na baxd\u0131, ondan d\u0259rhal sonra Al\u0131mkan\u0131n daha onu i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 qoymayaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurmu\u015f kimi i\u015ftahla udqunma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan yen\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 u\u015faq kimi yer\u0259 qoydu, qolunun ucu il\u0259 \u00e7alapdak\u0131 a\u011f t\u00fckl\u0259ri (\u00e7alap ayrandan su, duz \u0259lav\u0259 edilir) sildi, aln\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ona baxan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015farma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdir ana sevgisini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Bunu Alimkan da ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ovucu il\u0259 sildi, kemseli (qad\u0131n v\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rin nazik \u00fcst paltar\u0131. \u00c7uval bezi, par\u00e7a, m\u0259xm\u0259rd\u0259n tikilir. Kesimi diz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131r, uzun v\u0259 ya q\u0131sa qolludur. \u0130\u00e7i nazik par\u00e7a astarl\u0131d\u0131.Haz\u0131rda \u0259n \u00e7ox yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f n\u00f6vl\u0259r yaxas\u0131na, \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 v\u0259 qollar\u0131na tikm\u0259 il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f d\u00fcz v\u0259 ya fitinqli bluzkalard\u0131r.) v\u0259 onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok tezlikl\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq kimi yuxuya getdi.<\/p>\n

O, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc caayloda-yaylaqdak\u0131 kimi x\u0259yal edirdi.<\/p>\n

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Bura, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n da\u011flarla \u0259hat\u0259 olunmu\u015f, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n gurultulu sular axan ecazkar yerdir. Ortada ki\u00e7ik bir boz uy (yurt) vard\u0131. Yurd evinin qaba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259l i\u015fi xal\u00e7a vard\u0131, xal\u00e7an\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 is\u0259 ard\u0131c be\u015fiyi… Be\u015fikd\u0259n balaca ilan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 sallan\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o dey\u0259s\u0259n be\u015fikd\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 il\u0259 oynay\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcr, balaca \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 ilan\u0131 tutma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 bacar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131qdan qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bu, onlar\u0131n Can il\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi…<\/p>\n

Can o an k\u0259nd\u0259 baxmaq bel\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi. Bu, pi\u015fikl\u0259 davaya g\u00f6r\u0259 deyildi. K\u0259ndd\u0259 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xacaq, onu axtaracaq, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r art\u0131q yox idi. Ad\u0259t\u0259n k\u0259ndi xat\u0131rlayanda \u00fcr\u0259yi sevincl\u0259, h\u0259rar\u0259tl\u0259 dolurdu, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, onun c\u0259nn\u0259ti m\u0259hz bu k\u0259ndd\u0259dir, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dolu bir yerdir.<\/p>\n

Can da\u011fdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enm\u0259yi dayand\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u2022 \u015e\u015f-\u015f\u015f!.. \u2013 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u201cf\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131\u201d v\u0259 kimd\u0259ns\u0259 cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi \u0259trafa baxd\u0131. Cavab g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0 q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131, incidi v\u0259 geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-Can, Can? Hee hee… – hardansa balaca u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc e\u015fidildi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259lbi v\u0259 can\u0131 il\u0259 dinl\u0259di. Bu, m\u0259hz balaca Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc idi. Y\u00fcng\u00fcl bir k\u00fcl\u0259k bu g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc yen\u0259 g\u0259tirdi v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra yox oldu. Can As\u0131lbekin evind\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu balaca Ir\u0131s\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 daha da d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015firdi. Ax\u0131, yaln\u0131z o v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bir-birini uzaqdan hiss etm\u0259k v\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259k qabiliyy\u0259tin\u0259 malik idi. Bu da\u00a0 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259 verm\u0259zdi; onlar yaln\u0131z h\u0259r ikisi h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n \u0259laq\u0259 qurmaq ist\u0259dikd\u0259 bir-birl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259 v\u0259 hiss ed\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi is\u0259 o bilmirdi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok h\u0259r ikisinin u\u015faq oldu\u011fu vaxta aid bir yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 onu o balaca m\u0259nliyin s\u0259si, hissl\u0259ri v\u0259 duy\u011fular\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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\u00dcf\u00fcq al-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f qayalar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan ma\u011faradan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259trafa baxd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z bir n\u0259f\u0259rin d\u0259 canl\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olduqdan sonra ma\u011faran\u0131n giri\u015find\u0259ki iri d\u0259liyi ba\u011flay\u0131b, \u00e7antan\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 atd\u0131 v\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 gir\u0259n kimi ota\u011f\u0131n sonunda Sairan\u0131n oturdu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc! O, \u015fokda idi. Al\u0131mkan salam deyirmi\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi, ke\u00e7ib\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yudu v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Yenid\u0259n ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131, r\u0259fd\u0259ki qatlanm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcfr\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdi. \u00dcz\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, ya\u011f, xama qoydu. Saira:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n art\u0131q narahat idim. T\u0259z\u0259k toplamaq o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 uzun \u00e7\u0259kmir ax\u0131, harda idin? \u2013 dedi v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi ya\u011fa bat\u0131r\u0131b a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan quru t\u0259z\u0259k tapa bilm\u0259diyini, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikd\u0259n daha da ir\u0259li getm\u0259li oldu\u011funu, sonra is\u0259 Bektemir v\u0259 Ab\u0131layla nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, anas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lib ona dua oxudu\u011funu dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131… b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 \u0259l h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 izah edirdi. Al\u0131mkan\u0131n Sairaya \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259diyi fikirl\u0259rin ham\u0131sn\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259dirdi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan, mimikalar\u0131ndan ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Al\u0131mkan, Sairan\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, amma verm\u0259k ist\u0259diyi ba\u015fqa bir sual\u0131n oldu\u011funu anlayaraq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 narahat hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Saira Al\u0131mkan\u0131n n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qorxdu\u011funu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini gizl\u0259dib zill\u0259diyini hiss etdi v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ona daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131. Al\u0131mkana el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu qad\u0131n insanlar\u0131n fikrini oxumaq qabiliyy\u0259tin\u0259 malikdir v\u0259 indi do\u011frudan da ill\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l qay\u0131nanas\u0131ndan e\u015fitdiyi sirri \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259la\u015fla ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cO zaman qulaqlar\u0131m t\u0131xansayd\u0131, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131! Niy\u0259 onun qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ondan o s\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u00a0 e\u015fitdim?!\u201d \u2013 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

“\u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim?! Bu qad\u0131ndan qurtulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 etm\u0259liy\u0259m?! Ya R\u0259bbim! Yaln\u0131z S\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131ram, S\u0259n\u0259 dua edir\u0259m! K\u00f6m\u0259k et? Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259ni xilas et?! Ay ana! ?! K\u00f6m\u0259k ?!” \u2013 qad\u0131n \u00e7ar\u0259siz qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan\u00a0 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik qay\u0131nanas\u0131na yalvar\u0131rd\u0131. O \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259n bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 olanda Saira amiran\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

-Al\u0131mkan?!<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan titr\u0259di:<\/p>\n

-B\u0259li, xala?! – O, nec\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 bel\u0259 varmad\u0131. Bunu e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 Al\u0131mkana yuxar\u0131dan baxan Saira titr\u0259di. Onlar bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra Saira:<\/p>\n

-Aman Tanr\u0131m? S\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

Sual\u0131nda sevinc yox, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u00e7ilik vard\u0131, sanki cinay\u0259tin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Al\u0131mkan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini gizl\u0259dib, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi, sanki: \u201cBunun nec\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 anlamad\u0131m…\u201d dedi. Saira kinay\u0259 il\u0259 ona g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 dilini barma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yib:<\/p>\n

-Ah ah ah! S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 oldu, h\u0259?! Aman Tanr\u0131m! Dem\u0259li\u00a0 s\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259n! Niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc lall\u0131\u011fa vururdun?!<\/p>\n

N\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259y\u0259n Al\u0131mkan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Sairaya dikdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi oxumu\u015f kimi yenid\u0259n baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qay\u0131nanas\u0131 Bubu \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131: \u201cAna, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla?!\u201d M\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ya R\u0259bb?! N\u0259 edim, bu qad\u0131na n\u0259 deyim, m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r, ana?!\u201d \u2013 o, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259krarlay\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r oturduqlar\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. H\u0259tta doquldanan Saira da dilini udmu\u015f kimi n\u0259f\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Aralar\u0131nda s\u0259ssiz bir s\u00fckut h\u00f6km s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu is\u0259 Al\u0131mkan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nini daha da g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdirirdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n tutdu v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n oturdu. Sairan\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259di. Bir azdan g\u00fcnahkarcas\u0131na g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b yava\u015fca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Sairaya baxd\u0131. Saira s\u0259ssizc\u0259 oturub yar\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan da o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131, he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n qalx\u0131b bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman evd\u0259n Sairan\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bli \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidildi. Al\u0131mkan qa\u00e7araq ev\u0259 girdi v\u0259 Sairan\u0131n arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzan\u0131b q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 tavana baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Xala?! – o q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. O, n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lib qa\u00e7araq Sairan\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi v\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Yenic\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fan, yenic\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 enerji\u00a0 il\u0259 gileyl\u0259n\u0259n Sairan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bom-bo\u015f idi. Onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 geri yer\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tezlikl\u0259 qon\u015fu qad\u0131nlar ev\u0259 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

– \u0130lahi! \u0130ndi g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 oldu?! \u2013 dey\u0259 birinci g\u0259l\u0259n Asanbu q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 Sayran\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, \u0259lini qoltu\u011funun alt\u0131na qoydu v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259n istiliyini yoxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Jiyde haradad\u0131r? Qoy onun n\u0259bzini yoxlas\u0131n?! \u2013 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc Sairan\u0131n hal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb dedi. – \u018ftraf\u0131na topla\u015fmay\u0131n, qoyun n\u0259f\u0259s als\u0131n!<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini bilm\u0259d\u0259n onun \u0259traf\u0131nda o t\u0259r\u0259f bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259zirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Jiyde a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259 getdi, evd\u0259 yoxdur,- dedi qad\u0131nlardan biri.<\/p>\n

– Su v\u0259 \u0259ski par\u00e7a g\u0259tirin! Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r!<\/p>\n

G\u0259linl\u0259rd\u0259n biri Sair\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na iki-\u00fc\u00e7 yast\u0131q qoydu.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan b\u00f6y\u00fck qabda c\u0131r-c\u0131nd\u0131r v\u0259 su g\u0259tirdi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n c\u0131r-c\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131 suya bat\u0131r\u0131b, Sairanin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, boynunu, sin\u0259sini sildi.<\/p>\n

Bunu etm\u0259y\u0259 davam ets\u0259 d\u0259, hu\u015funu itirmi\u015f Saira \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi.<\/p>\n

-Aman allah, onu Jiyded\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim yoxlaya bilm\u0259z, el\u0259 deyilmi? \u2013 qad\u0131n qara t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 dedi. – Hey, Sayra, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub, aman allah?! G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7?<\/p>\n

-B\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259ni n\u0259s\u0259 di\u015fl\u0259yib? \u2013 Asanbu Al\u0131mkana baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Duduk Al\u0131mkan\u0131n dediyi kimi:<\/p>\n

-Yox! – o cavab verdi. \u2013 Onun he\u00e7 n\u0259yi yox idi. O n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi, sonra y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131…<\/p>\n

Sairan\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda dayanan qad\u0131nlar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Al\u0131mkana dikdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Vay, aman allah! – Sairan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutan qad\u0131n t\u0259\u0259c\u00fcbl\u0259 dedi. G\u00fcnah etmi\u015f kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc narahat hiss ed\u0259n Al\u0131mkan bird\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u201cNiy\u0259 qorxuram? Yoxsa dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa haqq\u0131m yoxdur?!\u201d:<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 bax\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Yoxsa \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu lal olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yirdiniz? Allah \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259nim s\u0259simi al\u0131b eyni \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qaytard\u0131! – ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131raraq dedi. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259zizim. Allah verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259, ver\u0259c\u0259k. Almaq ist\u0259s\u0259, alacaq. Yaz\u0131q?<\/p>\n

-M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m, oh! S\u0259sini nec\u0259 geri qaytard\u0131n, xala?<\/p>\n

-Dayan, adam d\u0259rd b\u0259ladad\u0131, s\u0259n d\u0259… Saira xala il\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yik?<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra qad\u0131nlar\u0131n diqq\u0259ti Sairaya y\u00f6n\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– Ki\u015fil\u0259r haradad\u0131r? \u2013 onlardan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7oxlar\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku axtarma\u011fa getdi.<\/p>\n

– Getdil\u0259r. Tapsalar ilan\u0131 da, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku da yerind\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u201cB\u0259s q\u0131z\u0131 yatark\u0259n tap\u0131b \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u0259l\u0259r?!\u201d Al\u0131mkan\u0131n r\u0259ngi a\u011fard\u0131. O, nifr\u0259tl\u0259 Sairaya baxd\u0131: “M\u0259n s\u0259nin bu na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131ndan bezmi\u015f\u0259m, bundansa,\u00f6z evimd\u0259 otursam bundan yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131” – o d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. – M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt bu fikr\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdim, amma bu g\u00fcn, sanki bir \u015fey hiss etdim… Niy\u0259 g\u0259ldim! Yax\u015f\u0131, bu \u201cl\u0259zz\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeyib i\u00e7ir\u201d, b\u0259s \u201cdodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259l\u0259 qurumam\u0131\u015f\u201d adam\u0131n aqib\u0259ti nec\u0259 olacaq? B\u0259lk\u0259 o, art\u0131q qorxu il\u0259 oyand\u0131? \u0130ndi m\u0259n neyl\u0259yim? \u201cM\u0259n ev\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m, s\u00fcd bi\u015fir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, \u0259tli \u015forba da bi\u015fir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n g\u0259ldim ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcm k\u0259ndd\u0259 sakitlikdirmi? Bel\u0259 a\u011flas\u0131\u011fmaz hadis\u0259nin ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259yini haradan bil\u0259ydim?\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sair\u0259nin yan\u0131na oturma\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 qad\u0131nlar ona yol verdil\u0259r v\u0259 onlardan bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da oturdular. Ola bilsin, \u201cBu, Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin g\u0259linidir\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, ya da q\u0259fild\u0259n s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xan qad\u0131ndan qeyri-adi bir \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, dizi \u00fcst\u0259 oturmu\u015f Al\u0131mkan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub, n\u0259s\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131r, o yan-bu yana yell\u0259nirdi v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Suff! – o, Sairan\u0131 sehrl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Orada olanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki Al\u0131mkan\u0131n bel\u0259 bir i\u015f, sehirbazl\u0131q,\u015famanl\u0131q ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdil\u0259r. Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 sa\u011f olanda Al\u0131mkan \u00e7evik, c\u0259lg h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n bir g\u0259lin idi. O \u00e7ox \u015fey\u0259 fikir vermirdi. Sonralar qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra dili tutuldu, z\u0259ifl\u0259di. Onun sa\u011f olub-olmamas\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, k\u0259ndd\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131, ona \u00a0fikir vermirdil\u0259r, \u00a0tamamil\u0259 yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259tta \u0259ri: \u201cAnam\u0131 b\u0259db\u0259xt etdin\u201d deyib qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259n olan dul qad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na getmi\u015fdi. Al\u0131mkana x\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7atd\u0131 ki, onun yeni arvad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fqa ki\u015fid\u0259n iki \u00f6vlad\u0131 var. Al\u0131mkan\u0131n is\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdiyi q\u0131z\u0131 ail\u0259li idi. K\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n, \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259n bir o\u011flundan is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r yox idi. N\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259fn olunanda da g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sonradan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi v\u0259 o vaxtdan ondan he\u00e7 bir x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdur. \u0130kinci o\u011flu is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck olsa da, ruhi x\u0259st\u0259 idi. O anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259z\u0131yy\u0259tind\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc ovudurdu. Al\u0131mkan ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 intihar etm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, onu, o\u011flunu t\u0259k qoyub ged\u0259 bilmirdi. O a\u011f\u0131l x\u0259st\u0259si olsa da \u00e7ox mehriband\u0131, anas\u0131 a\u011flayanda onunla birlikd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, sonra onu qucaqlay\u0131r, t\u0259s\u0259lli verir. S\u0259h\u0259r in\u0259yi otlama\u011fa \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcr, ax\u015fam is\u0259 qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b geri qap\u0131ya \u00a0qaytar\u0131r. Bu o\u011flan h\u0259tta buzovu ba\u011flaya bilir, ona su, yem ver\u0259 bilirdi . Atas\u0131 onu iki-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 yan\u0131na aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma o qa\u00e7\u0131b qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u201cAh, o\u011flum, \u00e7\u0259tin ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131 il\u0259 dul qalan qad\u0131n v\u0259 atan s\u0259ni sevdiyind\u0259n yan\u0131na apars\u0131n. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, s\u0259ni mal-qaraya baxma\u011fa, ev i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 apar\u0131rlar. D\u00fcz edib qay\u0131tm\u0131san\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 Alimkan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 o, ev\u0259 girib evd\u0259 bir qrup qad\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 az qala a\u011flayacaqd\u0131. Ax\u0131 insanlar onlar\u0131n evl\u0259rin\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xt hadis\u0259 olanda topla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. N\u0259n\u0259si \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131 s\u0259sini itir\u0259nd\u0259, atas\u0131 ged\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n

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O \u00e7oxlu qad\u0131nlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda anas\u0131n\u0131 axtard\u0131, Sairan\u0131 arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f, anas\u0131n\u0131 dua ed\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcb, astanada oturdu.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n Sayran\u0131n barmaqlar\u0131 titr\u0259di, sakitc\u0259 inild\u0259di v\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-O, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir! \u2013 g\u0259linl\u0259rd\u0259n biri dedi.<\/p>\n

– Suf-f!.. \u2013 Son n\u0259f\u0259sini ver\u0259n Al\u0131mkan iflic olmu\u015f kimi yerind\u0259 oturdu.<\/p>\n

Saira g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131. Sanki ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi, ya da tan\u0131m\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi Al\u0131mkana baxd\u0131, sonra da \u0259trafdak\u0131 qad\u0131nlara baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldinmi, \u0259zizim? – Al\u0131mkan aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra M\u0131sqal Sair\u0259nin yan\u0131na oturdu. – Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qorxutdun!<\/p>\n

Saira h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 susurdu. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlam\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi ham\u0131ya baxma\u011fa davam etdi.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xanda art\u0131q hava qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay s\u00fcd kimi a\u011fappaq idi. K\u00fcl\u0259k da\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n

Qolunun ucu il\u0259 aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini sildi, t\u0259miz havadan d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Can g\u0259lib Elik-Conun ba\u015f\u0131nda, Akbay baban\u0131n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oturdu\u011fu k\u0259ndin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0259ks olunan a\u011f b\u0259d\u0259nini yer\u0259 b\u0259rk s\u0131xaraq, sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini dinl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259sini bir daha e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dinl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc t\u0259krarlanm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 siqnal g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 onu e\u015fitmirdi, he\u00e7 cavab vermirdi. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259t Can\u0131 daha da k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndirdi. Bektemirin arxas\u0131nca getm\u0259diyin\u0259 pe\u015fman oldu.<\/p>\n

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Bu zaman Bektemir ilanlar\u0131n m\u0259sk\u0259ni olan, d\u0259rinliyi sonsuz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n Cindi-\u00c7ap’a g\u0259ldi. O, yar\u0131q, \u00e7at boyunca getdi, oralara baxaraq q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ca-an! Q\u0131zzmon-\u00e7o-ok!!! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Onun s\u0259si da\u011flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi. O, \u0259trafa diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 din\u015f\u0259di. El\u0259 bil indic\u0259 kims\u0259 yanda s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xacaq. At is\u0259 gah f\u0131nx\u0131r\u0131r, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinib qorxurdu, qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259kl\u0259mi\u015fdi, gah da cilovu g\u0259mirirdi. B\u0259ktemir d\u0259:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259! \u2013 at\u0131 d\u0259hm\u0259rl\u0259di v\u0259 qam\u00e7\u0131 il\u0259 vurdu.<\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131qdan Jindi-\u00c7ap\u0131n tarixini bilirdi. B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259 d\u0259 uzaqdan bax\u0131r, qaya \u00e7at\u0131,yar\u0131\u011f\u0131 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131. Dostlarla g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 atlar\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yar\u0131\u011fa gedib, uzan\u0131b a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. D\u00fc\u015f\u0259n da\u015f\u0131n s\u0259sinin k\u0259silm\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxt ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yini hesablay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Bir, iki, \u00fc\u00e7… otuz… \u0259lli… y\u00fcz…<\/p>\n

– Hey, bu y\u00fczd\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

– Daha yox! Sad\u0259c\u0259 daha e\u015fidilmir! \u2013 hay-k\u00fcy salird\u0131lar. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r vaxtdan sonra art\u0131q maraqlanmad\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ya da do\u011frudan da, yar\u0131\u011f\u0131n ciddiliyini anlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar, buralara daha g\u0259lm\u0259dil\u0259r,buran\u0131 t\u0259rk etdil\u0259r. Onlardan b\u0259zil\u0259ri bundan sonra iki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndi v\u0259 valideynl\u0259ri onlar\u0131 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin duas\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Ay-baay, s\u0259ni ora \u015feytan apar\u0131b, n\u0259di?! Daha getm\u0259! O qaranl\u0131q yar\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n n\u0259 olard\u0131! Oraya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qu\u015f bel\u0259 bir daha \u00e7\u0131xma bilm\u0259z! \u2013dey\u0259 k\u0259ndlil\u0259r qorxudurdular.<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, itkin heyvan\u0131 axtaranda v\u0259 onu he\u00e7 vaxt tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini anlayanda:<\/p>\n

– Onlar y\u0259qin ki, yar\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r. Edil\u0259c\u0259k bir \u015fey yoxdur… Bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259d\u0259r axtard\u0131q. Bu da \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Camaat As\u0131lbeki v\u0259 ail\u0259sini da\u015fqalaq etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, az qala evini yand\u0131rmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, Can ilan s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc toplay\u0131b da\u011fdan \u00e7ayla en\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndi b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra insanlar ilan d\u0259st\u0259sinin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r tutdular. V\u0259 sonradan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan \u00f6yr\u0259ndi ki, Can il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ilanlar bu d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 – Cindi-\u00c7apdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bura Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku axtarma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n

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Can a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u0259birl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Bu yol, buradan birba\u015fa k\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259n q\u0131sa v\u0259 rahat yoldur.<\/p>\n

Can Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l insanlar m\u0259rhum Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin meyidini bu da\u011flara aparanda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok:<\/p>\n

-Orada n\u0259n\u0259nin meyidini d\u0259fn etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirirl\u0259r- dedi. Sonra Canla pi\u015fiyin dala\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qoca a\u011fac\u0131n buda\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b camaata baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Bu zaman Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla doldu.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan? – ilan soru\u015fdu. – Q\u0259mgins\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi v\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc. Can ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub boynunu qucaqlad\u0131. Bu onun t\u0259s\u0259llisi idi.<\/p>\n

– \u0130nsan da, heyvan da bu d\u00fcnyaya bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259lir. \u0130ndi Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 biz\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k… – q\u0131z dedi. \u2013 Biz d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa onun arxas\u0131nca ged\u0259c\u0259yik. M\u0259n d\u0259 onun ard\u0131nca ged\u0259c\u0259m. Amma… \u2013 yad\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi dayand\u0131, \u2013 Amma min insandan biri Allah\u0131n izni il\u0259 y\u00fcz ild\u0259n sonra bu h\u0259yata qay\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259? – ilan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m. B\u0259lk\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259yatda insan olmusan? V\u0259 ya b\u0259lk\u0259 valideynl\u0259riniz insanlar idi? M\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259yatda ilan idim?<\/p>\n

– Yoxsa s\u0259ni valideynl\u0259rin? – Can dedi.<\/p>\n

Onlar \u00f6z f\u0259rziyy\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 inan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– S\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 inand\u0131n? – q\u0131z g\u00fcld\u00fc. – Sad\u0259c\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi. Bu fantastikad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Can b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, n\u0259n\u0259sinin m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda yeni q\u0259birl\u0259r tikilib. “B\u0259lk\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun valideynl\u0259ri d\u0259 bu yerd\u0259 d\u0259fn olunublar..” – bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k ilan \u0259trafa baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Amma daxili ist\u0259yi onu tez bir zamanda daha da ir\u0259li apard\u0131 v\u0259 ir\u0259lid\u0259 onu yax\u015f\u0131 n\u0259yins\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259l\u0259sik qaba\u011fa s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 onsuz da s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 olan ruhunun v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ninin xo\u015f bir duy\u011fu il\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdiyini, \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edirdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka yax\u0131nla\u015fanda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu sakitliyi hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, Can Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yan\u0131nda, Al\u0131mkan\u0131n ma\u011faras\u0131nda yat\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n yax\u0131nl\u0131qda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259si e\u015fidildi! V\u0259 sin\u0259sin\u0259 bir \u015fey s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. O, alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131 bel\u0259 hiss etm\u0259yi unutdu v\u0259 sevincd\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itirdi!<\/p>\n

Bu zaman ona t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259l\u0259n bir silueti g\u00f6rd\u00fc. “Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!” – Can\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r! Can daha d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259di. O, ox kimi qaba\u011fa at\u0131l\u0131b ma\u011faran\u0131n giri\u015fini ba\u011flayan adam boyda boz h\u00fcnd\u00fcr otlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n bu qaranl\u0131q siluet\u0259 do\u011fru u\u00e7du!<\/p>\n

Bu zaman o d\u00fcz Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 onun b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni sanki at\u0259\u015f\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015f kimi yan\u0131rd\u0131! Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n Can\u0131n ba\u015fgic\u0259ll\u0259nm\u0259 hiss etdiyi an idi. O, siluetd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di, he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di v\u0259 sevincd\u0259n \u015fi\u015fdi. Amma yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca i\u00e7ind\u0259ki alovun soyudu\u011funu, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 sevinc hissinin s\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss etdi. K\u00f6lg\u0259 d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 u\u00e7ark\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 dayand\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da ged\u0259n qad\u0131na diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Bu, Al\u0131mkan idi! Can onu tan\u0131d\u0131 v\u0259 f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Q\u00fcss\u0259d\u0259n ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki,onun i\u00e7i yan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Alimkan yax\u0131nla\u015fanda qisas al\u0131b sin\u0259sind\u0259ki odu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, sanki bu qad\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn sevincini, \u00fcmidini o\u011furlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131! O, sancmaq niyy\u0259tiyl\u0259 d\u00fcz onun qaba\u011f\u0131na tullanmaq ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Amma bacarmad\u0131. Yolun q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda dayan\u0131b uzaqla\u015fana q\u0259d\u0259r \u00a0Al\u0131mkan\u0131n arxas\u0131nca baxd\u0131. Sonra s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k Bektemirin evin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi…<\/p>\n

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Ma\u011faran\u0131n giri\u015fin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fan Al\u0131mkan sakitc\u0259 \u00f6sk\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– \u00d6h\u00f6..\u00f6h\u00f6…<\/p>\n

O, i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi, kibrit yand\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z k\u00fck\u00fcrd iyini hiss ed\u0259n kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Xala?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259m… Qorxma.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan g\u0259tirdiyi \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Saat ne\u00e7\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Art\u0131q gecdir. S\u0259n acsan?<\/p>\n

– Yox.<\/p>\n

– Qalx, \u0259zizim. Yem\u0259k g\u0259tirdim. Dur bir az yem\u0259k ye.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok oturdu, amma yem\u0259y\u0259 toxunmadan \u0259trafa baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u018fl-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuyursan? \u2013 dey\u0259 Alimkan soru\u015fdu. – Su g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fll\u0259rini v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yu. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd yuxuya ged\u0259nd\u0259 sonra ged\u0259rik m\u0259nim evim\u0259. Orada yax\u015f\u0131 yuyunarsan<\/p>\n

Onlar \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n k\u0259nd\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m-, \u0259ll\u0259rini v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yuyaraq Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 burada yatmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Yox, ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Hara?<\/p>\n

-Bilmir\u0259m-, dedi Kyzmonchok. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qorxurmu\u015f kimi Alimkan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutdu:<\/p>\n

– Xala, kims\u0259 g\u0259lir…<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi s\u0259mt\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi:<\/p>\n

– Tez i\u00e7\u0259ri gir!<\/p>\n

Sanki kims\u0259 onu tutmaq ist\u0259yirdi, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok c\u0259ld i\u00e7\u0259ri qa\u00e7d\u0131. Onun arxas\u0131nca i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n Al\u0131mkan lampan\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yenic\u0259 canlanan ma\u011fara m\u0259zar kimi s\u00fckuta q\u0259rq oldu. Onlar qorxudan da el\u0259 bil, bir-birl\u0259rinin \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini e\u015fidirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Atlar\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259m\u0259si, insanlar\u0131n ayaq tapp\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 v\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 getdikc\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Onlar\u0131 burada g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n, Mukan? \u2013 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

– Yox. Gets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, uzaqda deyildil\u0259r, – atl\u0131lar dodaqalt\u0131 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-Dayan,- daha ciddi v\u0259 m\u00f6t\u0259b\u0259r bir s\u0259s e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

– K\u00fck\u00fcrd v\u0259 neft lampalar\u0131n\u0131n iyini hiss edirsiniz? \u2013 bu Ab\u0131lay\u0131n s\u0259si idi.<\/p>\n

Onlar susdular.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259li, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n-, dedi onlardan biri. Yen\u0259 susdular, \u0259trafa baxd\u0131lar, burunlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib iyl\u0259dil\u0259r v\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Al\u0131mkan\u0131n bil\u0259yind\u0259n tutub b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan oturdu, ovuclar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi ir\u0259li-geri yell\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k dua etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qaranl\u0131qdan Al\u0131mkan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, l\u0259l\u0259k otlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda siluetinin nec\u0259 yell\u0259ndiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Al\u0131mkan dua edirmi\u015f kimi \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra yenid\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Bunu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir vaxt Ab\u0131lay:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259f\u0259sim k\u0259silir-, dedi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259ki gurultu v\u0259 donqultular, dey\u0259s\u0259n, getdikc\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qaranl\u0131qda t\u0259k g\u0259z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, burada mal-qaras\u0131n\u0131 axtaran var idi, \u2013 Ab\u0131lay yor\u011fun-yor\u011fun dedi, el\u0259 bil tez buradan uzaqla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n axtar\u0131\u015fa ba\u015flayaq. B\u0259lk\u0259 Bektemir art\u0131q onu tap\u0131b ,onunla ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b? \u2013 dedi Mukan. – Tan\u0131rbay baba camaatla qay\u0131d\u0131b? Dedil\u0259r ki, ilan tapsaq, d\u0259rhal \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259liyik.<\/p>\n

– Jakj\u0131l\u0131k niy\u0259 gecikir? \u2013 dey\u0259 Ab\u0131lay soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– O da g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Gerid\u0259 qalan Jakj\u0131l\u0131q onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca g\u0259l\u0259n iti yem\u0259k iyi al\u0131b, birba\u015fa ma\u011faraya gedib i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qal\u0131n otlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n itin konturunu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 az qala q\u0131\u015fq\u0131racaqd\u0131. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259y\u0259n Al\u0131mkan tez ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 it\u0259 bir tik\u0259 \u0259t atd\u0131. \u0130t \u0259ti udan kimi bir tik\u0259 atd\u0131, sonra bir tik\u0259. G\u00f6zl\u0259nildiyi kimi, b\u00fct\u00fcn ax\u015fam ac qalan it qad\u0131nlara tez isni\u015fdi v\u0259 daha \u00e7ox yem\u0259k \u00fcmidi il\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n astanas\u0131na uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu arada Ab\u0131lay dedi:<\/p>\n

– U\u015faqlar, ged\u0259k! \u0130ndi qalan \u015fey Allah\u0131n irad\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259di\u015f n\u0259 olacaq olacaq.<\/p>\n

N\u0259rilti getdikc\u0259 uzaqla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 sonra tamamil\u0259 yox oldu. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, atl\u0131lar k\u0259nd\u0259 endil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Can Ab\u0131lay\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 girdi. Bu evin g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i iti Bektemirl\u0259 getdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259sin\u0259 mane olan, yolunu k\u0259s\u0259n yox idi. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131 da a\u00e7\u0131q idi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyatlanan ilan he\u00e7 k\u0259sin diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn divar\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fc il\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc, astanada dayan\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Vallah, niy\u0259 getdin Al\u0131mkan\u0131n yan\u0131na?! \u2013 M\u0131sqal yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lib Sair\u0259y\u0259 dedi. – Yaz\u0131q qar\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bu ev\u0259 he\u00e7 kim girm\u0259di, \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. S\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n bilirdin ki, burada murdar bir \u015fey var. Bir g\u00f6r o g\u0259lin ne\u00e7\u0259 il lal olub, indi yen\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, hu\u015funu itirmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259li, b\u0259li-, dedi Asanbu.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259lk\u0259 \u015feytanlar Tean\u0131 ora apar\u0131blar? Bu yax\u0131nlarda enerji il\u0259 dolu idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan astanaya q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k i\u00e7\u0259ri baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sayra \u00e7arpay\u0131da uzan\u0131b s\u0259ssizc\u0259 tavana bax\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0131sqal, Asanbu, Alma\u015f v\u0259 Zeyn\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdular. Astanaya yax\u0131nla\u015fan \u00c7intemir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131 v\u0259 oturub a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ay allah, ooh, ki\u015fil\u0259r g\u0259ls\u0259ydi, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. Nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r ki, k\u0259ndd\u0259 bir canl\u0131 da yoxdur. M\u00fcharib\u0259mi ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, xala? Burada i\u015fl\u0259r getdikc\u0259 pisl\u0259\u015fir…\u201d dey\u0259 Zeynep sakitc\u0259 s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n yax\u0131nla\u015fan bir d\u0259st\u0259 atl\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi v\u0259 Can qalaqlanm\u0131\u015f t\u0259z\u0259yin aras\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir yax\u0131nla\u015fanlar\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131. Atas\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi, at\u0131 dir\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kdi v\u0259 ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259ktemir g\u0259ldi? \u2013 Ab\u0131lay \u00fcmidl\u0259 dolu s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu. \u00c7intemir daha da a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Anam\u0131n dili tutulub-, dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259, n\u0259?! N\u0259 olub? \u2013 Ab\u0131lay pla\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b ev\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi arvad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259ssizc\u0259 uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Saira\u015f?! Saki\u015f?! Aman Allah, ey insanlar?! N\u0259 ba\u015f verdi? – h\u0259y\u0259canla dedi. M\u0131skal onun k\u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah\u0131m, Ab\u0131lay. Saira\u015f\u0131na he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b, o yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131!<\/p>\n

Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Ab\u0131lay sanki rahatl\u015fad\u0131 v\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda oturan M\u0131skaldan daha xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O, \u00a0Al\u0131mkan\u0131n yan\u0131na getmi\u015fdi. Y\u0259qin ki, cadug\u0259rl\u0259rin ruh-cinl\u0259ri edibl\u0259r. Al\u0131mkan dua edib, ritual edib onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Kim?!<\/p>\n

– Al\u0131mkan! Onun dili a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b! Onun nitqi b\u0259rpa olunub, amma bu…<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Oxxx s\u0259ni! O neyl\u0259yib?!<\/p>\n

– Oh, kim bilir n\u0259 edib?! Ay o\u011ful, dur! Bir dinl\u0259! \u2013 M\u0131skal k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan Ab\u0131laya dedi. – \u0130ndi Al\u0131mkan\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259yin faydas\u0131 yoxdur. Sabah da onun yan\u0131na ged\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur ki, yuxar\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259 gedin, bir molla g\u0259tirin, bir i\u015f g\u00f6rs\u00fcn?! uhh ah! Biz el\u0259 o saat \u00a0bunu etm\u0259k ist\u0259dik, amma ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 biri yox idi.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay o\u011fluna baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– K\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng et!<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay arvad\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259li il\u0259 yoxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Saira daha da b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Zavall\u0131, dey\u0259s\u0259n, o\u011flu haqq\u0131nda soru\u015fur-, dedi Myskal. \u2013 O g\u0259lir?<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay arvad\u0131na bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Cindi-\u00c7apa getdi… Onu axtar\u0131r… Tezlikl\u0259 qay\u0131dacaq.<\/p>\n

Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Sayran\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-Ah… ah… ah…-, dey\u0259 k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259di, h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 sin\u0259si titr\u0259yirdi. Sonra hu\u015funu itir\u0259r\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131…<\/p>\n

– K\u0259s\u0259n?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – K\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng et!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan e\u015fitdi ki, Bektemir Cindi-\u00c7ap t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gedib, o yar\u011fana do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00c7\u00fcnki q\u0131z h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ilan s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn m\u0259sk\u0259ni say\u0131lan bu yerl\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 ondan d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 xahi\u015f edirdi ki, buran\u0131 ona g\u00f6st\u0259rsin. O maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131! \u00a0“Dem\u0259li, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok m\u0259ni axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Cindi-\u00c7ap’a getmi\u015fdi!” – d\u0259rhal a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

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Bu zaman ma\u011farada olan it sahibinin getdiyini duyub aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259td\u0259n \u00fcmidsizmi\u015f kimi iki qad\u0131na baxd\u0131, ma\u011faradan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 atl\u0131lar\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getdi.<\/p>\n

– Uhh! \u2013 getdikl\u0259rini anlayanda Al\u0131mkan p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dedi. – Dey\u0259s\u0259n xilas olduq. Qalx, can\u0131m m\u0259nim. Ev\u0259 get.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

– Qulaq as m\u0259n\u0259. G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc topla v\u0259 bir az \u015forba i\u00e7. Y\u0131x\u0131lardan, itl\u0259r\u0259, qu\u015flara yem olarsan.<\/p>\n

Alimkan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qaranl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 torbaya qoyub kibrit yand\u0131rmadan belin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Qalx…<\/p>\n

Onlar k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir \u0259li il\u0259 komuz tutan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ayaqlar\u0131 s\u0259rxo\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131nki kimi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz idi.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok! – bird\u0259n bu s\u0259s onun qula\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131…<\/p>\n

“Bektemir?!” – arxaya baxd\u0131. S\u00fckut…<\/p>\n

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Bu, do\u011frudan da, Bektemirin s\u0259si idi…<\/p>\n

Ayl\u0131 gec\u0259 oldu\u011fundan \u0259traf i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir yar\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131na \u00e7atanda at qorxu hiss edib dayand\u0131. Fikirl\u0259r\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015f g\u0259nc at\u0131 \u015fah\u0259 qalx\u0131b arxa ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 dayananda Aktuyakdan nec\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 hiss etm\u0259di. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamayan Bektemir aya\u011fa qalxmaq ist\u0259di. Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, b\u0259d\u0259nini t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259di, arxas\u0131na baxd\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yi titr\u0259di. O, u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu v\u0259: “H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq.” M\u0259n indi qalxaca\u011fam. \u0130ndi…\u201d dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131. Amma aya\u011fa qalxa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259min olduqdan sonra b\u0259rkd\u0259n inild\u0259di. O, s\u00fcr\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, buradan getm\u0259yi, aralanma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Yaln\u0131z h\u0259r iki qol, sin\u0259, \u00e7iyin, boyun v\u0259 ba\u015f qaba\u011fa uzanm\u0131\u015f, beld\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 yer\u0259 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Aktuyaka baxd\u0131. At z\u0259ncirini \u00e7\u0259kib harasa getdi. \u0130ndi arxalana bil\u0259c\u0259yi yegan\u0259 \u00fcmid yeri o idi. At\u0131 g\u0259lib quyru\u011funu, yal\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259s\u0259, bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi…<\/p>\n

– Mo?! Mo?! Aktuyak?! – O n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131sa, alt\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llar bir o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018ftraf\u0131nda yeri \u0259li il\u0259 yoxlayaraq tutacaq bir \u015fey axtard\u0131. Orada x\u0131rda da\u015flardan v\u0259 otlardan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi. Torpaq bo\u015f v\u0259 \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l qar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fundan s\u0259thd\u0259ki otu bir az b\u0259rk dartsa, torpaq oldu\u011fu yerl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Bektemirin vaxt\u0131 daral\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lk a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n anas\u0131 oldu: \u201cM\u0259n onun niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q etdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm, amma \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, bel\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi. Ana! Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla?!” G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u015f g\u0259ldi. Bektemi g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 buraxmamaqdan q\u00fcrur duymu\u015f kimi onu geri \u00e7\u0259kdi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 rahatlay\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay\u0131n b\u00fct\u00f6v vaxt\u0131 idi. Y\u0259qin el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 idi ki, ulduzlar bu g\u00fcn f\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 parlay\u0131rd\u0131, parlaq v\u0259 ayd\u0131n idi. Yoxsa s\u0259ma h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olurmu\u015f?!<\/p>\n

O, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, bir Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi, he\u00e7 n\u0259yi g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, e\u015fitm\u0259yib. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: “B\u0259lk\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok da indi aya bax\u0131r?” Onun q\u0131za ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi, \u00e7\u00fcnki ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri,z\u00fclm\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131: \u201c\u0130st\u0259nil\u0259n vaxt u\u015faq sahibi ola bil\u0259rs\u0259n, \u0259g\u0259r sa\u011flamsansa, arvad tapa bil\u0259rs\u0259n, yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131zlar \u00e7oxdur, o\u011flum. Onunla he\u00e7 bir \u015fey al\u0131nmazsa, b\u0259lk\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131 il\u0259 daha yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Bunu yadda saxla. O s\u0259ni xo\u015fb\u0259xt etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Qar\u015f\u0131da sizi n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini n\u0259 bilirsiniz? Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u0259yimi xat\u0131rlad\u0131m: \u201cAnam niy\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 edir? M\u0259ni sevirs\u0259, niy\u0259 m\u0259nim sevdiyim insan\u0131 sev\u0259 bilmir? Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku sevdiyim kimi ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 sev\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, anam v\u0259 atam n\u0259 vaxtsa kimis\u0259 v\u0259 ya bir-birini sevibl\u0259rmi? Sevginin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu, he\u00e7 olmasa bu h\u0259yatda, q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilirl\u0259rmi?\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u0130r\u0259lid\u0259n hardansa Aktuyak\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259m\u0259si v\u0259 ayaq tapp\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidildi. At yava\u015f-yava\u015f sahibin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.<\/p>\n

Bekt\u0259mir yenid\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131n bir hiss\u0259si s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Aktuyak \u0259l \u00e7atan m\u0259saf\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Ancaq sahibin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi iyl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k burunba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ona s\u00fcrt\u0259 bilm\u0259di, el\u0259 bil n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qorxdu, qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 dik qald\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu.<\/p>\n

\u201cB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n qorxur? Yox. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bundan qorxmurdu. B\u0259s onda?..\u201d<\/p>\n

Bundan Bektemir anlad\u0131 ki, yax\u0131nl\u0131qda kims\u0259, n\u0259s\u0259 var. “Kim?!.” – \u00dcr\u0259yi sin\u0259sind\u0259n yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaqm\u0131\u015f kimi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni soyuq t\u0259r bas\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7ok? Yox, onda Aktuyak qorxmazd\u0131. \u0130lan?!”<\/p>\n

– Can?! \u2013 \u018ftrafa qulaq as\u0131b ehtiyatla dedi. S\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bir fikir var idi: \u201cNiy\u0259 gizl\u0259nirs\u0259n?! Niy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rsan?!\u201d Aktuyak d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 yeri \u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 ki\u015fn\u0259di. H\u0259tta \u00e7evrilib yanak\u0131 dayand\u0131 ki, h\u0259r an qa\u00e7a bilsin.<\/p>\n

– Can? Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!<\/p>\n

Sol t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc… Bu, Can deyildi, daha b\u00f6y\u00fck, qorxunc zolaql\u0131 bir ilan idi! Par\u0131ldayan b\u00f6c\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fc kimi iki g\u00f6z \u00a0Bektemir\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lan yava\u015fca ona t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bektemir onu g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b dayand\u0131 v\u0259 donub qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Onlar bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Qara zolaql\u0131 ilan ha\u00e7a dilini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir n\u0259z\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rpmadan ilana baxd\u0131. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yi yerind\u0259n bir millimetr bel\u0259 k\u0259nara d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259, qara zolaql\u0131 ilan onunla oyun oynamayacaq, m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 d\u0259rhal onun bo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

Aktuyak q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi ucadan ki\u015fn\u0259di. Onun bu nidas\u0131 \u00e7ox uzaqdan e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

– \u015e\u015f!! – insan\u0131n acizliyini d\u0259rk ed\u0259n ilanda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n q\u00fcrur hissi yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… v\u0259: \u201cBura m\u0259nim \u0259razimdir, m\u0259nim torpa\u011f\u0131md\u0131r!\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si il\u0259 Bektemir\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259bb\u00fcrl\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bektemir aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b ilanla m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparma\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u201cUzan\u0131b \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k daha yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 yerind\u0259 oturdu. Amma aya\u011fa qalxa bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi. He\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259zdi ki, bir g\u00fcn ilana \u201cyem\u201d olacaq, h\u0259tta m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Buna baxmayaraq o, bir daha aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa c\u0259hd ets\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259ni ona qulaq asmad\u0131, alt\u0131ndak\u0131 da\u015f-\u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

– Uhh-hh! – a\u011f\u0131r ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. Qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tutub yap\u0131\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259traf\u0131nda bir \u015fey axtard\u0131. Ancaq he\u00e7 n\u0259 tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n

Aktuyak cilov g\u0259mirirdi. O yeri t\u0259pikl\u0259yirdi, z\u0259nciri yerl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f sel kimi ax\u0131rd\u0131. Heyvan kimis\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 yenid\u0259n ucadan ki\u015fn\u0259di. Bu anda ba\u015fqa bir heyr\u0259tamiz \u015fey onun diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n

Bektemirl\u0259 qara ilandan bir az aral\u0131da, onlar\u0131n istiqam\u0259tin\u0259, ayd\u0131n ay\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda par\u0131ldayan, h\u0259r da\u015fdan, a\u011facdan, mene\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n yay\u0131naraq, s\u00fcr\u0259tli, hamar su ax\u0131n\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259, var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 onlara t\u0259r\u0259f \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir ilan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc! Aktuyak onu tan\u0131d\u0131, Can idi! Sevinirmi\u015f kimi, Bektemir\u0259 m\u00fcjd\u0259 verirmi\u015f kimi, Candan k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi indi bir q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yer\u0259 t\u0259pik vurma\u011fa, ki\u015fn\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6vd\u0259sini yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u0259trafa baxan Can u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturmu\u015f Bektemiri tan\u0131d\u0131. Yan\u0131nda qara zolaql\u0131 ilan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Sanki yer\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fcz onlara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. Amma indi kimin t\u0259r\u0259fini tutaca\u011f\u0131…onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

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Qara ilan hardansa ir\u0259lid\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n, yax\u0131nla\u015fan s\u0259si e\u015fitdi, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 boynu, ba\u015f\u0131 titr\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan\u0131n f\u0259rqli davranma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n g\u0259nc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: “Y\u0259qin ki, h\u00fccum ed\u0259c\u0259k”. Ancaq m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k v\u0259 cavab qaytarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn iki \u0259lind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi. Buna baxmayaraq, ilan\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131ndan tutmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi qollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b haz\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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Can s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qara zolaql\u0131 ilan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini adamdan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n Can\u0131n g\u0259ldiyini hiss etdi. O, quyru\u011funun ucunu d\u00fcz qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 silk\u0259l\u0259di. O bununla sanki onu qar\u015f\u0131da n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini x\u0259b\u0259rdar edirdi, sonra yenid\u0259n yer\u0259 uzand v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– \u015e\u015f\u015f! – uzun uzad\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bekt\u0259mir d\u0259 hiss etdi ki, bu \u00e7evr\u0259d\u0259 ikisind\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 da var. Amma onun \u0259traf\u0131na baxmaq imkn\u0131 yox idi. T\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00a0G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qara ilandan \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n f\u0259rqli ba\u015fqa bir x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 e\u015fitdi. R\u0259qib d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Bektemird\u0259n ay\u0131rmadan buna cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

– \u015e\u015f\u015f!<\/p>\n

Quyruq qalx\u0131b bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yer\u0259 d\u0259ydi. Bekt\u0259mir ilan\u0131n bununla n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, daha bir ilan\u0131n ortaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0259qin etdi. \u201cL\u0259n\u0259t olsun s\u0259n\u0259, \u0259dal\u0259tsiz d\u00fcnya! \u2013 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalan Bektemir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. – Birinin olmas\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kifay\u0259t deyildi, amma indi onlardan ikisi var! Ax\u0131r m\u0259nim \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm ilanlardan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k! Yaz\u0131q anam\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etdiyi bu imi\u015f!\u201d<\/p>\n

O, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rk\u0259n art\u0131q Bektemirl\u0259 qara ilan\u0131n aras\u0131nda nam\u0259lum bir ilan dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131! N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 Bektemirin \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri v\u0259 boynu dart\u0131ld\u0131. O, inams\u0131zl\u0131qla ortadak\u0131 ilana baxd\u0131. A\u011f b\u0259d\u0259ni ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0259ks olunan a\u011f ilan\u0131n Can oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Bektemirin b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bu a\u011f ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi onu \u0259z\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!” – Bektemir uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b, h\u0259tta bu yola \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi is\u0259 bel\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi, \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. He\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, Canla bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259, bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k… Soyuq t\u0259r g\u0259ncin aln\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, yanaqlar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 axd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qara zolaql\u0131 ilan yerd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bununla bel\u0259, o, ay\u0131q v\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. \u00a0Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Can\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 p\u0259r\u00e7iml\u0259nmi\u015fdi. A\u011f ilan daha da yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni il\u0259 yer\u0259 yatd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 susdu. \u0130kisi d\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz dayand\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc Bektemird\u0259 sanki bir-birini s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, iyl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdurmu?..\u201d \u2013 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 indi Bektemir bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sanki qara zolaql\u0131 ilana \u00e7evrilmi\u015f Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Can\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ya da \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l bu yaz\u0131q adam\u0131n ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Bektemir\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, h\u0259r ikisi bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ona t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6n\u00fcb birlikd\u0259 h\u00fccum ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bunlar\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n Aktuyak is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi ki\u015fn\u0259mirdi, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u00fcrd\u00fc, n\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi uzaqdan seyr edirdi.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 kim yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi, he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtsa qara ilan qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259ndi v\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f Bektemir\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Cana g\u0259linc\u0259, o, yer\u0259 z\u0259ncirl\u0259nmi\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259, arxas\u0131 B\u0259kt\u0259mir\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 qara ilandan qorxmadan, sanki qara zolaq onu sehrl\u0259mi\u015f kimi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

B\u0259kt\u0259mirin \u00fcr\u0259yi sin\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaq kimi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u201cSonunda m\u0259ni ilan y\u0131xacaq\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. – H\u0259r \u015fey bitdi! Yaz\u0131q anam!\u201d \u2013 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt tapmam\u0131\u015f, Can\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda ild\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fcr\u0259ti il\u0259 geri \u00e7evrildi! Qara ilan ehtiyatla yax\u0131nla\u015faraq, b\u0259d\u0259nini yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131, Can d\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 onlar bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

Aktuyak yen\u0259 ki\u015fn\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bektemir donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki ilan indi bir-birini \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259k kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131. Qara ilan iki-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 bo\u015fluqla Can\u0131n boynunu sancma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, Can c\u0259ld qa\u00e7\u0131b qara zola\u011fa \u0259ks h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ay\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ikisinin d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 nec\u0259 vuru\u015fduqlar\u0131 ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bektemir Can\u0131n qara zolaqdan qat-qat nazik v\u0259 q\u0131sa oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, iri, qara zolaql\u0131 ilan Can\u0131 yar\u0131ya b\u00f6l\u00fcb udacaq. Amma Can ondan daha \u00e7evik idi, ild\u0131r\u0131m kimi s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi. He\u00e7 vaxt Cana r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n Bekt\u0259mir ona k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259di, yen\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, yaln\u0131z bir \u015fey ist\u0259yirdi ki, aya\u011fa qalxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcc v\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fcl\u00fck g\u0259lsin! Ka\u015f ki… durub qara zolaql\u0131 ilan\u0131 qovsayd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq ir\u0259li \u0259yildi. Aman Allah, sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuna qan axd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdi. Amma yuxar\u0131 hiss\u0259si da\u015f kimi idi v\u0259 he\u00e7 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nmirdi,\u00a0 sol aya\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 tamamil\u0259 cans\u0131zd\u0131r!<\/p>\n

– Vay-h-h!!! \u2013 Bektemir yumru\u011funu yer\u0259 vurdu. Bu zaman iki ilan b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f k\u0259ndir kimi bir-birin\u0259 doland\u0131. Tez yenid\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131lar, bir-birind\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar, yenid\u0259n \u0259traflar\u0131na sar\u0131ld\u0131lar, d\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi ba\u011fland\u0131lar v\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f daha da q\u0131z\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259 vaxtsa qara ilan a\u011f ilandan qurtulub Bektemir\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u0131\u00e7rayanda, sanki: \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259yin bahas\u0131na olursa olsun, s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 aparacam\u201d dey\u0259n Can onun qaba\u011f\u0131na s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b ilan\u0131n\u0131n boynundan tutdu.. Di\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 ili\u015f\u0259n ilan\u0131 buradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Can \u0259traf\u0131na dolanan qara zolaql\u0131 ilanla nam\u0259lum istiqam\u0259t\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onlar g\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fanda g\u0259nc \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini burax\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Bektemir, m\u0259n qara zolaql\u0131n\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min idim. O ya buna g\u00f6r\u0259, ya da onlardan qurtula bildiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Heyr\u0259t! Vay! \u2013 bir az rahatlanaraq n\u0259f\u0259sini verdi. \u018ftraf\u0131na baxd\u0131 v\u0259 buradan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n yolunu axtard\u0131. \u201c Aktuyak yax\u0131n olsayd\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yax\u0131nda olmas\u0131 fikri yenid\u0259n onun beynin\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?! \u2013 \u0259traf\u0131 din\u015f\u0259di. S\u0259s-s\u0259mir g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?! \u2013 yen\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Haradansa yax\u0131nla\u015fan bir k\u00f6lg\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. “Bu kimdi?! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdumu?”<\/p>\n

K\u00f6lg\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca, ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 ki, bu\u00a0 qara zolaql\u0131d\u0131, o geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb! Can onun yan\u0131nda deyidil… \u201c\u00d6ld\u00fc!…\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc Bektemir. Q\u0259h\u0259ri yumrulan\u0131b bo\u011faz\u0131na dir\u0259ndi, i\u00e7i \u00e7\u0259kildi<\/p>\n

– Ca-an?! \u2013 Bektemir b\u00fct\u00fcn da\u011f\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131na qald\u0131raraq q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. \u2013 Ca-an?!<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u015fm\u0131\u015f halda uzanm\u0131\u015f Can \u201csilk\u0259l\u0259ndi\u201d v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ca-an?!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan bu ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131da bir k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yi, k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac s\u0259si duydu. Can aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, qara ilan\u0131n dal\u0131nca h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdi.<\/p>\n

Qara ilan Can\u0131n aya\u011fa qalxa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u0259min olaraq, q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 arxay\u0131n olaraq, Can\u0131n ona nec\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etm\u0259di. Qara zolaql\u0131 d\u00fcz Bektemirin qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayand\u0131 v\u0259 onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131lma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n, Can di\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 onun boynundan tutdu!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi yenid\u0259n yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Qara zolaqdan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b buraxmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Can\u0131n \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Bir-birin\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131b m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparan, yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan ilanlar Bektemiri vurub onunla birlikd\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman dem\u0259k olar ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259r\u0259ni b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n bir f\u0259ryad e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

– Aah!!! \u2013 v\u0259 dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0259r\u0259nin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 asma k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rladan \u00e7at\u0131n bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n o biri t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzanan qoca bir a\u011fac vard\u0131. Top kimi yuvarlanan Bektemir d\u00fcz bu a\u011fac\u0131n budaqlar\u0131na ili\u015fib a\u011fac\u0131n ortas\u0131nda qald\u0131. Uzun ill\u0259r bu yerd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f a\u011fac el\u0259 bil y\u0131x\u0131lacaq kimi y\u0131r\u011falan\u0131b dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

“H\u0131xk” ed\u0259n adam s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xarmadan a\u011fac\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131. Lakin uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 diyirl\u0259n\u0259n \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llarla bir-birin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan da\u015flar\u0131n s\u0259si k\u0259silmirdi.<\/p>\n

Sonra is\u0259 o he\u00e7 n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7anda is\u0259 bir d\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu a\u011facla b\u0259rab\u0259r d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc z\u0259nn edib qorxudan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131n i\u00e7i d\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda da a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirib arxas\u0131na baxmaq ist\u0259di, ancaq belind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 sapland\u0131. Ancaq yerind\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb a\u011fac\u0131n qaya t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 bitdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. A\u011fac\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda dayananda bel\u0259 h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fcn insan boyundan b\u00f6y\u00fck oldu\u011fu ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, qayaya ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015f Kojoja\u015f\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdi. \u201cAman Allah!\u201d dedi, hirsind\u0259n i\u00e7i al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yand\u0131.\u201dSevgid\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m budur?!Yoxsa kimis\u0259 incitdim? O\u011furluq etdim, qeyb\u0259t etdim? M\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdin,Allah\u0131m? B\u0259lk\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 zavall\u0131 anama qulaq asmad\u0131m, s\u0259n q\u0259rar verdin ki, m\u0259nim art\u0131q qar\u011falara, ilanlara yem olmaq vaxt\u0131md\u0131r?! \u201dN\u0259 vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r burada yatacaq? \u00a0O, g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer aras\u0131ndak\u0131 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f a\u011facda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalaca\u011fam? Ax\u0131r bir g\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc itir\u0259c\u0259k, suyum t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131laraq heyvanlara yem olaca\u011fam? Yoxsa ac qal\u0131b s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rimi \u201c\u0259zm\u0259zd\u0259n\u201d \u0259vv\u0259l \u0259timi t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vuran qu\u015flar yey\u0259c\u0259k\u201d?<\/p>\n

A\u011fac\u0131n buda\u011f\u0131nda qu\u015f yuvas\u0131 var idi. Bunu o bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yum\u015faq otlu, yunlu yuvada iki-\u00fc\u00e7 sar\u0131 bo\u011fazl\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259 var… Eyni budaqda ba\u015fqa bir yuvada d\u00f6rd-be\u015f yumurta vard\u0131. Yumurtalar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n yem\u0259k yem\u0259diyini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Qarn\u0131 quruldad\u0131 v\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n suyu axd\u0131. Onun fikirl\u0259rini oxumu\u015f kimi, balaca boz qu\u015f qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 vuraraq d\u00fcz onlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 narahatcas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

A\u011facdan as\u0131lan adam\u0131n canland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 daha da narahat oldu. O, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nmas\u0131n\u0131 bir az da art\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 adam\u0131 qanadlar\u0131 v\u0259 dimdiyi il\u0259 vurma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t t\u0259krarland\u0131. Bektemir x\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u201cEhh, yuvaya getm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm olsayd\u0131?..\u201d H\u0259r halda, burada n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalsa da, yax\u0131nl\u0131qda canl\u0131 varl\u0131qlar\u0131n olmas\u0131ndan m\u0259mnun idi. N\u0259 vaxtsa qu\u015flar\u0131n \u201cc\u0131v\u0131ldamas\u0131\u201d g\u00fccl\u0259ndi, h\u0259tta yumruqdan da ki\u00e7ik canl\u0131lar\u0131n \u201ck\u0259ndind\u0259\u201d s\u0259s-k\u00fcy yarand\u0131. T\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qu\u015flar\u0131n say\u0131 daha da artd\u0131, c\u00fcc\u0259l\u0259rin c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Bektemirin \u00fcr\u0259yi n\u0259 is\u0259 hiss edirmi\u015f kimi titr\u0259di…<\/p>\n

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Aktuyak Bektemirsiz g\u0259lmi\u015fdi k\u0259nd\u0259. At\u0131n t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259si k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259ri aras\u0131nda panika yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Aktuyak t\u0259k g\u0259ldi!<\/p>\n

– Bu yaz\u0131qlar\u0131n d\u0259rdl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd g\u0259lib! \u2013 b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fc-ki\u00e7ikli ki\u015fi-qad\u0131n fikirl\u0259\u015fib Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Camaat g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Ab\u0131lay h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 idi v\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n dizl\u0259rin\u0259 vuraraq o t\u0259r\u0259f, bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gedirdi. Tan\u0131rb\u0259yin ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q etdiyi izdiham\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb onlar\u0131n pis x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini g\u00fcman etdi. V\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Aman allah, n\u0259 olub?!<\/p>\n

– Hey, sakit ol! \u2013 Tan\u0131rb\u0259y el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cU\u015fa\u011f\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259ldik\u201d At\u0131n\u0131n onsuz g\u0259ldiyini e\u015fitmi\u015fik? \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qorxaraq qa\u00e7\u0131b?<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, o\u011fluma m\u00fctl\u0259q n\u0259s\u0259 olub! Onun at\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt onu t\u0259rk etmir!<\/p>\n

– Hardan bilirs\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259linl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb…<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay sanki bir az rahatlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– T\u0259ki el\u0259 olsun! \u00dcmid edir\u0259m ki?!<\/p>\n

K\u0259nardan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nl\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 topla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-Saira nec\u0259dir? \u2013 M\u0131skal soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

“O, b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131dan q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131b.” El\u0259 indic\u0259 yuxuya gedib. Ona Aktuyak\u0131n t\u0259k g\u0259ldiyini dem\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131? \u2013Ab\u0131lay dedi.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fczd\u00fcr. X\u0259st\u0259 olan adam\u0131 qorxutmaq olmaz… O\u011flun haqq\u0131nda bir \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f ona dem\u0259yin m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdu<\/p>\n

– U\u015faqlar, atlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yin! \u2013 dedi. -Ged\u0259k baxaq. Qoy \u00c7\u0131ntemir Aktuyak\u0131 y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259sin, o, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 heyvand\u0131r, onu da yiy\u0259sinin qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 apar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay at\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bu x\u0259b\u0259r Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka da \u00e7atd\u0131. O ki\u015fi geyimi geyinib tax\u0131l anbar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan onu yuyundurub, o\u011flunun paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyindirib v\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r bura anbara g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

– Bu g\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma. Qoy getsinl\u0259r axtars\u0131nlar. Sonra \u00e7\u0131xarsan. M\u0259n\u0259 qulaq as, q\u0131z\u0131m. \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn burada qal. Qay\u0131natan arvad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rini s\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259r. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r. O iri, lakin axmaq o\u011flan da \u0259l\u0259 ver\u0259 bil\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ona da g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259. T\u0259cili x\u0259b\u0259r olmasa ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Ye v\u0259 bir az istirah\u0259t el\u0259. – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259lind\u0259 komuzla anbarda oturmu\u015fdu. Amma m\u0259zarla m\u00fcqayis\u0259d\u0259 bura onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259nn\u0259t idi.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtsa Al\u0131mkan\u0131n \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259yi e\u015fidildi v\u0259 anbar\u0131n qapa\u011f\u0131 geri \u00e7\u0259kilib a\u00e7\u0131lma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“Bektemirin at\u0131 t\u0259k qay\u0131td\u0131” dey\u0259 Al\u0131mkan yar\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q qapa\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131ndan p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259?! Sonra n\u0259 olub? N\u0259 ba\u015f verib?<\/p>\n

– Kim bilir n\u0259 olub. Aktuyak qan-t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7aparaq g\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 indi b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u015fil\u0259r Bektemiri axtarma\u011fa gedirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fcst hiss etdi.<\/p>\n

Sanki a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

“M\u0259n buradan getm\u0259liy\u0259m” dedi.<\/p>\n

-Buradan \u00e7\u0131xanda hara ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Gedim baxaram… Amma bir sual\u0131m var. Bunu s\u0259n d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n… Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, xala?<\/p>\n

Alimkan\u0131n simas\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. O, d\u0259rhal \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q anbardan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Al\u0131mkan\u0131n aln\u0131ndan soyuq t\u0259r axd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Xala? \u2013 dedi daxili s\u0259s<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li? – S\u0259si titr\u0259di v\u0259 o, sanki xo\u015funa g\u0259lmirmi\u015f kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n daha sakit dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman bir it h\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan el\u0259 bil bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi t\u0259l\u0259sik:<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lirl\u0259r! – Giri\u015fi ba\u011flad\u0131 v\u0259 qapa\u011f\u0131 da\u015f, ot v\u0259 torpaqla \u00f6rtd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Azac\u0131q i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u00a0 anbar tamamil\u0259 qaranl\u0131q oldu. Bundan az sonra b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nirmi\u015f kimi atlar\u0131n tapp\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, h\u0259tta insan s\u0259sl\u0259ri d\u0259 ayd\u0131n e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

– Hey u\u015faqlar, bir az tez el\u0259yin! – qay\u0131natas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si idi.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7intemir?!<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lir\u0259m ata.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ki iki qruplara b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn. B\u00fct\u00fcn yerl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131n v\u0259 qu\u015flar\u0131n yerl\u0259rin\u0259 bel\u0259 bax\u0131n, b\u0259lk\u0259 hu\u015funu itirib! \u2013 dedi Tan\u0131rb\u0259y. – Durbininizi unutmay\u0131n!<\/p>\n

– Ho! H\u0259 di, g\u0259l! \u2013 \u0130\u015fenbay m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131. – Bizim \u0259cdadlar\u0131m\u0131zda bel\u0259 olmay\u0131b…<\/p>\n

-\u0130lanlar h\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131\u015f yuxusuna gir\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv etm\u0259liydik! N\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik bilmir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

– \u018fsas odur ki, o\u00f6lan\u0131 sa\u011f salamat tapaq, qalan\u0131n\u0131 sonra g\u00f6r\u0259rik!<\/p>\n

Hay-k\u00fcy uzaqla\u015fanda v\u0259 u\u011fultu s\u0259si k\u0259sil\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lin:<\/p>\n

– Xala? – p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dedi. – Al\u0131mkan xala?<\/p>\n

Cavab yoxdu.<\/p>\n

– Xala?<\/p>\n

Yava\u015f add\u0131mlayan birinin s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z susdu.<\/p>\n

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\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259ki s\u0259s d\u0259 el\u0259 bil \u0259trafa qulaq as\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi k\u0259sildi. Bir azdan sonra s\u0259s yenid\u0259n uzaqdan e\u015fidildi. \u201cDey\u0259s\u0259n, xalan\u0131n Bubu n\u0259n\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda e\u015fitdikl\u0259ri do\u011frudur. Kim\u0259s\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131ndan qa\u00e7\u0131rmaqdan, dem\u0259kd\u0259n qorxur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 insanlardan qa\u00e7\u0131r, t\u0259k g\u0259zir… Amma m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn narahat oldu\u011fu, \u00fcr\u0259yi yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n do\u011frudursa, niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 demir?..\u201d, \u2013 q\u0131z fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Yen\u0259 h\u0259min bayram\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Al\u0131mkan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cZavall\u0131 q\u0131z, ka\u015f bil\u0259ydin ki, s\u0259ni ancaq ata-anan\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, sevgisi qoruyur, onlar\u0131 itir\u0259n g\u00fcn ilana d\u00f6n\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d. Q\u0131z bunun m\u0259nas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Amma onun qara, iri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u00fcz Al\u0131mkana bax\u0131rd\u0131. Onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda yaln\u0131z oxumaq olard\u0131: \u201cNiy\u0259?\u201d Amma Al\u0131mkan cavab verm\u0259kd\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 qorxurmu\u015f kimi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirdi v\u0259 h\u0259tta camaat\u0131n yan\u0131ndan qa\u00e7araq k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Sonra n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamad\u0131. As\u0131lbek n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirmi\u015f kimi Al\u0131mkanla Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka baxd\u0131!<\/p>\n

– Al\u0131mkan xala s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dedi? \u2013 dey\u0259 ev\u0259 qay\u0131dark\u0259n soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Ancaq q\u0131z ba\u015f ver\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi tez unutdu. Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r onun beynind\u0259 yaln\u0131z bu xatir\u0259l\u0259r canlan\u0131r. Gec\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 soru\u015fa bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, Alimkan\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini oxuma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma o da sanki t\u0259xmin edirmi\u015f kimi beyninin, \u015f\u00fcurunun \u0259laq\u0259l\u0259rini Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan tamamil\u0259 k\u0259sdi. Al\u0131mkan birba\u015fa onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxmama\u011fa, onun haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka onun \u015f\u00fcuruna girm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k tamam ba\u015fqa \u015feyd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131! Onun bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259si, t\u0259la\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si v\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha da art\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Alimkan\u0131 dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra burada dayanmaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Yoxsa bir az dinc\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259 olursa olsun yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n

Fikirl\u0259rind\u0259 Can\u0131n konturlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, \u0259laq\u0259 qurmaq ist\u0259di, amma bir az daha g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n onu \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxurdu. \u201c\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 Alimkan xala il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b onun sirrini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259liy\u0259m. Ax\u0131 o, m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edir, b\u0259lk\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k…\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259n s\u0259s yen\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– Xala? – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259s quyuya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z susdu.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259n adam s\u0259ssizc\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131 v\u0259 qapa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u015feyl\u0259ri \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259yib onu t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, Al\u0131mkan\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rinin, s\u0259sl\u0259rinin nec\u0259 oldu\u011funu t\u0259xmin\u0259n bilirdi.Hiss edirdi ki, bu o deyil…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00c7uxurun i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ed\u0259n a\u011f i\u015f\u0131q daha da b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 taxta qapa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7atlar\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 qaranl\u0131\u011fa al\u0131\u015fan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6rt\u0259r\u0259kni\u015f\u0131qdan guzl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Qapaq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z k\u00fcncd\u0259 dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yuxar\u0131dan y\u00f6nd\u0259msiz bir adam\u0131n silueti g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00fcr\u0259yi titr\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Bir anda quyunun qapa\u011f\u0131 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259ndi. \u00dcstd\u0259ki adam qarn\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzan\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu Alimkan\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 T\u0131nar idi !<\/p>\n

Bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

Bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi, sakitl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u015e\u015f! – barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131na qoydu.<\/p>\n

T\u0131nar ona daha da h\u0259y\u0259canla baxma\u011fa davam etdi v\u0259 bir anda aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ma-a-ma-a! \u2013 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmi\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran T\u0131nar y\u00f6nd\u0259msiz \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ev\u0259 girdi, \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah, Alimkan\u0131n o\u011fluna\u00a0 n\u0259 oldu? O niy\u0259 el\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 davran\u0131r? \u2013 Dildekan geriy\u0259 ona t\u0259r\u0259f baxaraq dedi. – B\u0259lk\u0259 ilan g\u00f6r\u00fcb?<\/p>\n

Yetkin q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib dedi:<\/p>\n

-O, a\u011f\u0131ldan k\u0259mdi. O q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yib h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yinin alt\u0131nda g\u0259zir… He hee…<\/p>\n

– Dayan, q\u0131z\u0131m. X\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259zl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

– Ona bax, ana, lap u\u015faq kimidi. Anas\u0131 el\u0259 indi\u00a0 buzovu h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 getdi.<\/p>\n

Alimkan buzovun h\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015fla yer\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131.O, o\u011flunun s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131, da\u015f\u0131 at\u0131b ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. \u201cAllah\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcn qoru. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 oldu?! Canm\u0131 g\u0259ldi?! N\u0259 olub?”<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 \u00e7atanda az qala \u00fcr\u0259yi yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00c7uxurun qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n peyin yanlara s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi! Gedib yoxlama\u011fa vaxt yox idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu zaman iki qad\u0131n T\u0131nar\u0131 qollar\u0131ndan tutub s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ona t\u0259r\u0259f yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n u\u015faq qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n qoparaq qapal\u0131 yerin istiqam\u0259tini g\u00f6st\u0259rdi v\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259r dem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cAy o\u011ful, s\u0259nin bu h\u0259r \u015feyi i\u015fl\u0259yib,\u00e7\u00fcyl\u0259m\u0259yinl\u0259 m\u0259n n\u0259 edim! Bu o dem\u0259kdir ki, m\u0259n onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm! \u2013 Alimkan \u0259lacs\u0131z halda fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. – \u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim?! Allah bizi bir daha s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rar verdi?!\u201d<\/p>\n

Alimkan qad\u0131nlar\u0131 ev\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00a0 ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259s\u0259niz, \u0259zizl\u0259rim? Nec\u0259 dolan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Ev\u0259 ke\u00e7irsinizmi? Ev\u0259 ke\u00e7in!<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. Bura yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, sakitlikdi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n biz\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 izah etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Bilmir\u0259m, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dik.<\/p>\n

– Ondan n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rik, ay bala? Bu, vaxta\u015f\u0131r\u0131 Ay b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 onun ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lir. Ayda bir d\u0259f\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259liyi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fcruz\u0259 verir… Buyurun, ev\u0259 ge\u00e7in.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, bel\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilmirdik. Art\u0131q qorxmu\u015fduq, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 ba\u015f verib… K\u0259ndd\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 olsun ki\u015fi qalmay\u0131b. Ham\u0131 Bektemiri axtarma\u011fa gedib. \u0130n\u015fallah,yax\u015f\u0131 olar…<\/p>\n

– Biz\u0259 yaln\u0131z bir balaca par\u00e7a laz\u0131md\u0131. Yaz\u0131q Sairan\u0131n yan\u0131na getm\u0259liyik. Bu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok hara getdi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?…<\/p>\n

“Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok”u e\u015fid\u0259n T\u0131nar yenid\u0259n yerind\u0259 qaynama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yy, yy!.. – dolama yol t\u0259r\u0259fi g\u00f6st\u0259rib, hay-k\u00fcy salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bura g\u0259l! Ev\u0259 get! \u2013 anas\u0131 m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259tl\u0259 dedi. O\u011flan daha \u00e7ox hay-k\u00fcy salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131n bil\u0259yind\u0259n tutub quyuya t\u0259r\u0259f apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub? – ana ged\u0259-ged\u0259 o\u011flunun qoluna v\u0259 \u00e7iynin\u0259 vurma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Burax, deyir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131nlar daha da maraqland\u0131lar, el\u0259 bil T\u0131nar bir n\u00f6v m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k:<\/p>\n

– Get bax\u0131n. Dey\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 bilir, n\u0259yis\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s bird\u0259n ilan olsa?!<\/p>\n

\u00c7uxurun a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259lib anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lini buraxd\u0131. Barma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, yy, yy! – T\u0131nar dedi.<\/p>\n

– Allah\u0131m! H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n ilana b\u0259nz\u0259yir! – qad\u0131nlar yerind\u0259 donub qald\u0131lar. Al\u0131mkan \u0259yilib \u00e7uxurun i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131, qapa\u011f\u0131 ba\u011flama\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Amma \u0259yilmi\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259\u00a0 oturub fikirl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Xala, h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131ndad\u0131r?! \u2013 Asanbu narahat olaraq soru\u015fdu. – N\u0259 var orada?! \u0130lan?!<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan susdu, yenid\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yildi v\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 d\u0259liyin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 baxd\u0131 – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yox idi…<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur\u201d dey\u0259n Al\u0131mkan sevin\u0259c\u0259k, yoxsa k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259d\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra qad\u0131nlar yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar, \u00e7uxurun i\u00e7in\u0259 baxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

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Bu zaman Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok art\u0131q uzaqda idi.<\/p>\n

T\u0131nar q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b ev\u0259 do\u011fru qa\u00e7anda o d\u0259rhal bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, arx\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qa\u00e7d\u0131. Lakin o, Alimkan\u0131n sirrini a\u00e7a bilm\u0259diyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nirdi. \u201c\u018fg\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131 olsam, qay\u0131daca\u011fam, onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259m…\u201d dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verdi. Amma az sonra t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. El\u0259 bil kims\u0259 onun ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z k\u0259ndirl\u0259 ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cB\u0259s m\u0259n bu k\u0259nd\u0259 qay\u0131tsam, Alimkanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259m?!\u201d<\/p>\n

O, komuzunu sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b \u00e7ar\u0259siz oturdu. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra parlaq a\u011f i\u015f\u0131\u011fa boyanm\u0131\u015f bu \u00e7\u00f6l, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 ayl\u0131 gec\u0259nin alt\u0131nda ruhu \u0259zablarla y\u00fcks\u0259ld\u0259n, b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259n, s\u0259sl\u0259ri q\u0259lbi par\u00e7alayan, notlar damarlarda titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olan g\u00f6z\u0259l, h\u0259zin bir melodiya i\u00e7ind\u0259 oynama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7alma\u011f\u0131 bitir\u0259n q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u0259 bu melodiyaya h\u0259sr ed\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub oturdu v\u0259 qapal\u0131 kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259n damc\u0131lar g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc, yanaqlar\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… Bu, onun q\u0259m v\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 dolu melodiyas\u0131 idi, z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 edirdi. Bu, he\u00e7 kimin e\u015fitm\u0259diyi bir melodiya idi, amma s\u0259si m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l ayd\u0131n v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l idi, sanki \u00e7alan adam \u00f6z al\u0259ti il\u0259 bir idi, sanki \u00e7alan adam\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu yaln\u0131z bu melodiyan\u0131 oxumu\u015f v\u0259 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Aktuyak b\u00fct\u00fcn atlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda gedirdi. Narahat heyvan b\u00f6y\u00fck c\u0259hdl\u0259 qaba\u011fa, sahibin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7intemirin qam\u00e7\u0131 il\u0259 vurma\u011f\u0131na ehtiyac bel\u0259 yox idi. At \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Bektemir\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f u\u00e7ururdu.<\/p>\n

Oraya daha tez \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259nc at\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini bir az da s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndirm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi v\u0259 at\u0131 qam\u00e7\u0131lad\u0131. At el\u0259 bil bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi daha da b\u0259rk qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6nd\u0259 \u00e7apan a\u011fsaqqallar\u0131 qabaqlama\u011fa c\u0259sar\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259n Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 Mukan\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q etdiyi g\u0259ncl\u0259r:<\/p>\n

-Ged\u0259k! \u0130r\u0259li! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b \u00c7\u0131ntemirin arxas\u0131nca \u00e7apd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Qocalar art\u0131q onlardan ir\u0259li ke\u00e7mi\u015f uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00a0g\u0259ncl\u0259rin arxas\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ir\u0259li \u00e7apd\u0131lar<\/p>\n

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A\u011fac\u0131n budaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 qu\u015flar c\u0131v\u0131lday\u0131b u\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bektemir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259if \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b arxaya baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can onun aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda q\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 arxas\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc o\u011flan yenid\u0259n diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Can?<\/p>\n

Can da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir ilan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli, yor\u011fun bir bax\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259ldin? \u2013 o\u011flan soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman bir qar\u011fa onlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurdu v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yem\u0259k tutmaq ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-Can, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok haradad\u0131r? \u2013 Bektemir g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumaraq p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 soru\u015fdu. H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 el\u0259 bil a\u011fz\u0131ndan isti od \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can dey\u0259s\u0259n ona f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, n\u0259 dediyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, – Bektemir yenid\u0259n diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Cana baxd\u0131. – m\u0259ni qara zolaql\u0131dan qorudu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bektemir g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7\u0131b yumub qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa davam etdi. Can bilmirdi ki, Bektemir belini z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yib. Bir az dayand\u0131qdan sonra o\u011flana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n? \u2013 Bektemir z\u0259if s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geri d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi, sanki: “Ged\u0259k!”<\/p>\n

Onun jestini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u0259nc dedi:<\/p>\n

– Aya\u011fa qalxa bilmir\u0259m! M\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin ki yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259m. Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n ilan ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr k\u0259d\u0259rli s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lirmi? Onda yuxar\u0131 qalx. Oralardan bir ke\u00e7\u0259n adam \u00a0g\u00f6rs\u0259n, k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r. M\u0259ni buradan \u00e7\u0131xarts\u0131nlar…<\/p>\n

O, fikirl\u0259rini ucadan dil\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015f kimi, sad\u0259 qaydada ifad\u0259 etdi.O ilan\u0131 yan\u0131nda g\u00f6rs\u0259 bel\u0259 inana bilmirdi ki, ilan insan nitqini bel\u0259 s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilsin.<\/p>\n

Can, Bektemirin fikrini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi ona baxd\u0131, sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b qayaya d\u0131rma\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu bo\u015f, boz d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259nha hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

Bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlay\u0131b a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r ah \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

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Bektemiri axtaran g\u0259ncl\u0259r d\u00fcz Cindi-\u00c7ap t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz tutdular v\u0259 Jer-Kui zirv\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atanda atlar\u0131n\u0131n cilovunu \u00e7\u0259kib s\u00fcr\u0259ti azaltd\u0131lar. S\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7ap\u0131lan atlar b\u0259rk t\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r,burun d\u0259likl\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259rini \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 tez-tez p\u00fcsk\u00fcrd\u00fcr, cilovlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259mirirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 ed\u0259k? – Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131k soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-G\u0259lin Aktuyak\u0131 qaba\u011fa buraxaq- dedi Mukan. – Bizi Bektemirin qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 o aparacaq.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, Akutyak\u0131n boynunu s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, aln\u0131n\u0131 yal\u0131na basd\u0131, sanki \u201cxahi\u015f edir\u0259m,m\u0259ni pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoyma, p\u0259rt el\u0259m\u0259\u201d deyirdi v\u0259:<\/p>\n

– Get. Bektemirin yan\u0131na get! Ho! \u2013 at\u0131n k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 vurdu. At sanki \u00c7intemirin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Aktuyak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulayaraq yerim\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir xeyli m\u0259saf\u0259 q\u0259t etmi\u015f ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arxaya \u00e7evirib dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, otlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dayand\u0131, l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n s\u0259ni…? \u2013 ata hirsl\u0259n\u0259n \u00c7intemir dedi. – Ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f!<\/p>\n

Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131k onun k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 vurdu:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq, qarda\u015f\u0131m. G\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n!<\/p>\n

– Dayan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259rik, iki yer\u0259 ayr\u0131laq. Askat, Murat, s\u0259n o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7, – Mukan durbinl\u0259 baxd\u0131. – G\u00f6yd\u0259 f\u0131rlanan qu\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck!<\/p>\n

– Onda gedin! Belek, Uzak, Asanbek, u\u00e7urumda bitmi\u015f a\u011fac g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck.<\/p>\n

– Gedin! \u018fmir, Yolda\u015f, dolan\u0131b d\u0259r\u0259nin o biri t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ke\u00e7in. He\u00e7 bir yeri g\u00f6zd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rmay\u0131n! Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131n!<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, qarda\u015f! Ho! \u2013 iki g\u0259nc atlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirib g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n istiqam\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7apd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r art\u0131q qocalar da g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131kdan v\u0259 Mukandan ayr\u0131l\u0131b d\u0259r\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxd\u0131. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da qaranl\u0131q d\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bektemir o d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 idi. Yeri ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u0259n v\u0259 d\u0259rin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru uzanan \u00e7at ona n\u0259h\u0259ng \u0259jdahan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.Bektemiri art\u0131q i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n v\u0259 yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn haz\u0131rla\u015fan \u0259jdaha kimi\u2026<\/p>\n

Onu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 bo\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, amma o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tez \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir, u\u00e7urumla a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Durbinini endirib bir d\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 qolu il\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259r\u0259k yava\u015f yava\u015f enm\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi<\/p>\n

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Qrupdan ayr\u0131lan \u00c7intemiri, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir yerd\u0259 dayan\u0131b durbinini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b baxan bu o\u011flana\u00a0 Can \u00e7oxdan fikir verirdi. Can t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O ist\u0259yirdi ki, \u00c7intemir daha tez h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etsin, ya da ata minib tez Bektemirin yan\u0131na getsin.<\/p>\n

Yolda onu qar\u015f\u0131lamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Amma o\u011flan\u0131 qorxutmaqdan qorxurdu.<\/p>\n

-Bektemi-ir!!! – Ab\u0131lay\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131 qayalara \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 t\u0259krarland\u0131.<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay Aktuyaka yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, \u0259yilib k\u0259ndiri g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 apard\u0131. – Yen\u0259 d\u0259 heyvan \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdiyini edir! Burda dur! O\u011flumu sa\u011f-salamat tapsam, s\u0259nin \u0259tini \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr qurban\u0131 ed\u0259c\u0259m!<\/p>\n

\u00d6nd\u0259 ged\u0259n \u00c7intemir bird\u0259n sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131lan ilan g\u00f6r\u00fcb dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi, do\u011frudan da yamacda ilan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan da dayand\u0131, el\u0259 bil \u00c7intemiri g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan yoxlamaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi v\u0259 bir-iki add\u0131m ir\u0259li atd\u0131, ilan da ir\u0259li getdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir dayand\u0131. \u0130lan da dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Can? \u2013 dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Can ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 geri \u00e7evirdi v\u0259 key kimi qalm\u0131\u015f o\u011flan\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yer\u0259 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir bir add\u0131m ir\u0259li atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can d\u0259 ir\u0259li getdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir ilan\u0131n n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini v\u0259 hardasa yol g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyini anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman o\u011flan\u0131n atas\u0131 onun arxas\u0131nca g\u0259lirdi:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7intemir!<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir, sanki f\u0259rqind\u0259 deyilmi\u015f kimi, u\u00e7uruma u\u00e7an t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evrildi v\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tini art\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, tezlikl\u0259 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Arxada dayananlar bir-birin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Ay \u00c7intemir?! \u2013 dedi Mukan.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir arxas\u0131na bel\u0259 baxmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bu n\u0259di, \u2026 l\u0259n\u0259t s\u0259n\u0259…! Onun n\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131 var?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi. – Onu buraxmay\u0131n, dal\u0131nca gedin!<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc at\u0131n y\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 qalx\u0131b onun arxas\u0131nca getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00c7intemir h\u0259r iki \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b yanlara yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Arxada qalanlar \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Ona n\u0259s\u0259 olub! \u2013 dedi Ab\u0131lay.<\/p>\n

Mukan at\u0131n\u0131 y\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 qalx\u0131b durbinini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu:<\/p>\n

– A\u011f ilan! – bird\u0259n dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dedin?!<\/p>\n

– Can \u00c7intemirin qaba\u011f\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

– Aman Tanr\u0131m! Bu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdi?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay hay-k\u00fcy salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u2013 Birc\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olsun, aman Allah\u0131m?!<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qorxaq olan Tan\u0131rbay\u00a0 dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olursa olsun, diqq\u0259tli olaq. Kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bizi d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir!<\/p>\n

Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Abylay\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n soyuq t\u0259r axd\u0131 v\u0259 d\u00f6rd g\u00f6zl\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dedi?! \u2013 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259t\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri qarald\u0131, el\u0259 bil atdan y\u0131x\u0131lacaqd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– O\u011flanlar\u0131m… – \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 saxlaya bildi.<\/p>\n

– Hey, Abyke, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub?! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al! – K\u0259s\u0259n dedi. \u2013 Biz s\u0259nin o\u011flunu axtarma\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fik, b\u0259y\u0259m?! Biz s\u0259ni t\u0259k qoya bil\u0259rikmi?! Biz s\u0259nin yan\u0131nday\u0131q!<\/p>\n

K\u0259s\u0259n bunu x\u00fcsusi olaraq Ab\u0131lay\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyib.<\/p>\n

– Ah… B\u0259li! M\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131yam!.. \u2013 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 pi\u015fik g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259ydik! \u2013 arxadak\u0131 o\u011flanlardan biri dedi.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r Mukan\u0131n v\u0259 Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259ydi. Onlar ir\u0259liy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259r\u0259k bir-birini \u00f6tm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00c7intemir insanlar\u0131n onun arxas\u0131nca getdiyini hiss ets\u0259 d\u0259, arxas\u0131na baxmird\u0131. O, sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq qollar\u0131n\u0131 yanlar\u0131na a\u00e7araq i\u015far\u0259 edirdi: \u201cM\u0259saf\u0259ni saxla! Yax\u0131nla\u015fma!\u201d<\/p>\n

Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n at\u0131 ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u015fah\u0259 qalxd\u0131, qorxdu v\u0259 az qala sahibini y\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n atird\u0131. Mukan\u0131n at\u0131 da q\u0259rib\u0259 davranma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, yerim\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259yib geri \u00e7\u0259kildi.<\/p>\n

Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 o atdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u0259lin. Biz piyada gedirik! – v\u0259 cilovu arxada ged\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 verdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan daha da s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc u\u015faqlar bir vaxtlar u\u015faql\u0131qda oynad\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi Can\u0131n arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7d\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

Ora \u00e7atanda u\u00e7urumun q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n qar\u011falar da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131…<\/p>\n

A\u011f ilan qu\u015flar\u0131n oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 u\u00e7du.<\/p>\n

Birinci g\u0259l\u0259n \u00c7intemir a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Qar-da\u015f\u015f!!! \u2013 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – Ata?! Qarda\u015f\u0131m buradad\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 Mukan da g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Arxada ged\u0259nl\u0259r ora \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f atlar\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb onlara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

O\u011flunun qayadan as\u0131lan, d\u0259r\u0259 boyu \u00fcf\u00fcqi b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n qoca a\u011fac\u0131n budaqlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n Ab\u0131lay hay-k\u00fcy salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 az qala a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 at\u0131lacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ata, ehtiyatl\u0131 ol! \u2013 \u00c7intemir atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutdu. – Tezlikl\u0259 onu \u00e7\u0131xaraca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim o\u011flum? Bektemir? Bekibey?! s\u0259n sa\u011fsan, \u0259zizim? M\u0259n\u0259 bir i\u015far\u0259 ver, o\u011ful? Bekiba-ay?! \u2013 ata g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can Bektemirin k\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bektemir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259rli sif\u0259tl\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxan Ab\u0131lay o\u011flunun v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcb s\u0259brini itirdi. \u00c7apan\u0131n\u0131, ba\u015f geyimini, sandal\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 ip verin? \u2013 \u0259trafdak\u0131lara dedi. – \u00c7intemir?!<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131ntemir at\u0131n yan\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131, d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f k\u0259ndiri a\u00e7d\u0131, \u00a0atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259tirdi.<\/p>\n

– \u018fmi, icaz\u0259 verirs\u0259n? \u0130caz\u0259 verin, m\u0259n enim- dedi Mukan.<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131rb\u0259y ilandan qorxurmu\u015f kimi:<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259 bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259mirsiniz?<\/p>\n

K\u0259s\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rini yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 sanki Bektemirin belind\u0259ki a\u011f ilan\u0131 qorxutmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi \u0259ll\u0259rini yell\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0259k! \u00c7\u0259kil, get!!!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan onlar\u0131n qorxdu\u011funu anlayan kimi harasa s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– \u0130tdi! \u018fn y\u00fcng\u00fcl kimdi, onu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sallayaq! \u2013 dedi \u0130\u015fenbay. -Hans\u0131n\u0131z enirsinizs\u0259, Bektemi yax\u015f\u0131ca ba\u011flay\u0131n, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n m\u00f6hk\u0259m ba\u011flay\u0131n. S\u0131ra il\u0259 yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yik. – K\u0259s\u0259nin dediyini ham\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m- dedi \u00c7intemir.<\/p>\n

-Yox, iri g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259m d\u0259, y\u00fcng\u00fcl\u0259m- dedi Ab\u0131lay, sanki ba\u015fqalar\u0131na g\u00fcv\u0259nmirmi\u015f kimi dedi. \u00c7intemirin is\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini he\u00e7 ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

Onlar orada dayananda Mukan belin\u0259 k\u0259ndiri ba\u011flay\u0131b bir ucunu Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa uzatd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-“\u00c7atd\u0131m” dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rana q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259ni yava\u015f-yava\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131n,-o, ham\u0131ya arxay\u0131nl\u0131qla baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qalanlar bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susdular v\u0259 \u00e7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259rhal bir s\u0131raya d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Mukan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

D\u0259r\u0259nin divarlar\u0131ndan da\u015f-\u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259vv\u0259l t\u0259miz olan yeri toz-torpaq b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Bir anda, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7atd\u0131m! \u2013 Mukan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131ntemir u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayan\u0131b v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti izl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Mukan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc k\u0259ndirl\u0259 Bektemirin ombas\u0131n\u0131, belini, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini ba\u011flad\u0131 v\u0259 bir ucunu \u0259lin\u0259 dolayaraq \u00c7\u0131nt\u0259mir\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdi.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0259kin! \u2013 dey\u0259 \u00c7\u0131ntemir k\u0259ndir tutanlara i\u015far\u0259 verdi. Ham\u0131 bir n\u0259f\u0259r kimi \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

K\u0259ndir h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 qalx\u0131b u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 qayada amanab\u0259nd dayanan da\u015f-\u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bir anda u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131ndan bil\u0259yin\u0259 k\u0259ndir dolanm\u0131\u015f \u0259l, az sonra ikinci \u0259l, sonra Mukan\u0131n boz toz-torpaqla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Mukan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi o biril\u0259ri qa\u00e7\u0131b a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Tozdan he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc, sanki yer \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

A\u015fan Bektemir a\u011fac\u0131 yaln\u0131z toz t\u0259mizl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum nec\u0259dir?! \u2013 dey\u0259 Ab\u0131lay soru\u015fdu. \u2013 Sa\u011f-salamatd\u0131rm\u0131?!<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011fd\u0131, day\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Vallah, inan\u0131ram,inan\u0131ram ki, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131ntemir v\u0259 Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q Mukan\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 dolanan k\u0259ndiri c\u0259ld a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi yaln\u0131z Bektemiri \u00e7\u0131xartmaq qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0131ntemir, s\u0259n ona bax! Biz \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yik. \u2013 dey\u0259 Mukan g\u0131st\u0259ri\u015f verdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131ntemir u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qalanlar\u0131 Bektemiri \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah, l\u00fctf\u0259n, Allah? Biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259, o\u011flumun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas el\u0259? \u2013 Ab\u0131lay al\u00e7aq s\u0259sl\u0259 Allaha yalvard\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259ktemirin b\u0259d\u0259ni h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 u\u00e7uruma d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, qopan \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llardan toz \u2013 torpaq qalx\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bir az daha! Bir az da, daha \u00e7ox!.. – amma Bektemir h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 divarlara s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 \u00c7\u0131nt\u0259mirin sin\u0259si s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 o a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxtsa Bektemirin b\u0259d\u0259ni qayal\u0131qdak\u0131 da\u015fa d\u0259yib dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah\u0131m n\u0259 olub?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay narahat oldu.<\/p>\n

– Da\u015f! O, b\u00f6y\u00fck bir da\u015fa ili\u015fib.<\/p>\n

Bir anda: Dayan! \u00c7\u0259km\u0259! \u2013 \u00c7\u0131ntemir q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 ba\u015f verdi?! Nooldu?<\/p>\n

– \u0130p… q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259si soyuq bir \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Qayan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan qara da\u015f\u0131n iti k\u0259nar\u0131 k\u0259ndiri h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yuxar\u0131 dartanda s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131b k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Aman Tanr\u0131m, n\u0259 dedin?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay bunu anlayaraq soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 buraxmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r! – \u00c7intemir dedi. Dig\u0259rl\u0259ri onun dediyi kimi etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f bir-iki add\u0131m at\u0131n! Bir az daha… Bir az daha! V\u0259 – v\u0259, h\u0259\u0259 budur! \u0130ndi \u00e7\u0259kin!<\/p>\n

O, \u0259mr etdiyi kimi k\u0259ndir yenid\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Qalx\u0131r?! \u2013 Mukan soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qal\u0131b?!<\/p>\n

-He\u00e7 bir \u015fey, az qal\u0131b- dedi \u00c7intemir v\u0259 Mukan\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. – Mukan qarda\u015f?!<\/p>\n

Mukan v\u0259 \u00c7intemir qa\u00e7araq g\u0259lib Bektemiri s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Onlar, biri B\u0259ktemirin \u00e7iynind\u0259n, dig\u0259ri ayaqlar\u0131ndan tutdu v\u0259 ham\u0131 qa\u00e7araq k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

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Jean bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 enib qayan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 ki\u00e7ik bir \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259kliy\u0259 girdi. Buradan yuxar\u0131dak\u0131lar v\u0259 Bektemirin ili\u015fib qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u200b\u200ba\u011fac ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Can qara zolaql\u0131 ilanla d\u00fcn\u0259nki d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n yorulmu\u015f halda el\u0259 orada uzanmaq ist\u0259yirdi. B\u0259d\u0259nin di\u015fl\u0259nmi\u015f hiss\u0259l\u0259ri sanki iti bir \u015feyl\u0259 t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar de\u015filirdi v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nim b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r bir \u0259\u015fyadan \u0259zilmi\u015f kimi a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma burada uzanmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Ax\u0131, u\u00e7urumun zirv\u0259sind\u0259ki insanlar\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc, y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n y\u0131r\u011falanan a\u011fac, onun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vuran qar\u011falar, s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb axan \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llar, qalaq-qalaq da\u015flar Cana rahatl\u0131q vermirdi. \u018fn \u00e7ox da Bektemirin iniltil\u0259ri ona rahatl\u0131q vermirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 insanlara fikir verm\u0259d\u0259n, harasa uzaqlara getm\u0259li idi… \u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7ok indi harada v\u0259 neyl\u0259yir?\u201d \u2013 Bu fikirl\u0259r ona rahatl\u0131q vermirdi, i\u00e7ini,daxili al\u0259mini, ruhunu didi\u015fdirirdi. U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fqan\u0131 bel\u0259 ona yax\u0131n buraxmazd\u0131, amma indi bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 onu qoruya bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn utan\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun bir d\u0259f\u0259 nec\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndiyini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Onda o, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcmidl\u0259 Can\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 sonda yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nla\u015faraq h\u0259r c\u00fcr q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Can? Can haradad\u0131r, ana? Cana deyin ki, getm\u0259sin, ata? U\u00e7ub gedir… Ona bax? \u2013 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yenid\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, soyuq t\u0259r basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ad\u0259t\u0259n Can\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259sini ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n As\u0131lbek onda:<\/p>\n

– Bu Can haradad\u0131r?! \u2013 yax\u0131nl\u0131qda oldu\u011funu bilmi\u015f kimi soru\u015fdu v\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Bu q\u0259d\u0259r onu ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, indi o han\u0131, o haradad\u0131r?!<\/p>\n

Onda Can\u0131n evin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u00e7ik d\u0259likd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Tez q\u0131za t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoyub uzand\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Qzmo\u00e7nok \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k olard\u0131 ki, Can onun b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0131zd\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 uzan\u0131b n\u0259f\u0259sini dinl\u0259yir. B\u0259zil\u0259ri onun sin\u0259sin\u0259 uzanaraq a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259nildiyi kimi, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzanan, he\u00e7 n\u0259 hiss etm\u0259y\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 kirpikl\u0259rini qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Can?!<\/p>\n

O, z\u0259if qollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259dib Can\u0131nn \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu, sanki onu qucaqlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbekl\u0259 S\u0131rqa bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar v\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r ki, sevinsinl\u0259r, yoxsa k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nsinl\u0259r. Ax\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l As\u0131lbek Can\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b v\u0259 ondan bir daha bu ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmamas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b edib v\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd \u0259jdaha adland\u0131r\u0131r! Q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xt olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m! Yoxsa s\u0259n onun b\u0259db\u0259xtliyinimi ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?! Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Can b\u0259d\u0259nini g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb k\u0259ndi t\u0259rk etdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Can\u0131n \u0259b\u0259di getdiyin\u0259 inanmad\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f hal\u0131 pisl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox pis hiss etdi v\u0259 gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 As\u0131lbek Bubu n\u0259n\u0259ni g\u0259tirdi:<\/p>\n

-Riqq\u0259tli k\u0259d\u0259r… Bubu q\u0131z\u0131n damarlar\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k dedi. – Ba\u015fqa x\u0259st\u0259lik yoxdu, melanxoliya, hicran, h\u0259sr\u0259t, \u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k…<\/p>\n

Deyildiyi kimi, ilan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n ert\u0259si g\u00fcn Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok x\u0259st\u0259liyind\u0259n sa\u011falaraq \u00e7arpay\u0131dan s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb v\u0259 g\u0259zib.<\/p>\n

– \u201cFikir\u2026 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259\u201d nec\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259tlidi? \u2013 dey\u0259 Can d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. O da hiss edirdi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir. \u018fg\u0259r n\u0259 vaxtsa onu g\u00f6rs\u0259ydi, s\u0259sini e\u015fits\u0259ydi, yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 olursa olsun, k\u00fcl\u0259yin bel\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dura bil\u0259rdi,k\u00fcl\u0259yi bel\u0259 \u00a0k\u0259s\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cBir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259\u2026bel\u0259 \u00f6ls\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131…\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Amma, Bektemir Can\u0131n meyitini s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k onun c\u0259s\u0259dini \u00e7\u0259kib Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun qaba\u011f\u0131na atsayd\u0131… Onda ona n\u0259l\u0259r olard\u0131?! Yox! Can onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Art\u0131q valideynl\u0259rini itirmi\u015f h\u0259ssas, m\u00fcdafi\u0259siz q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259k buraxmaq olmazd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Diqq\u0259tini yay\u0131nd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yuxar\u0131 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar, dem\u0259k olar ki, Bektemirin sar\u0131n\u0131b ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f b\u0259d\u0259nini dart\u0131b u\u00e7urumdan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bildil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Az sonra Bektemir hu\u015funu itirmi\u015f halda u\u00e7urumun ba\u015f\u0131nda idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fenbay, a\u011fsaqqal Tan\u0131rbay v\u0259 K\u0259s\u0259n oturub Bektemirin ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0259ndiri a\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim \u00f6vlad\u0131m?! Bekibey?! \u018fzizim?! S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131san, atan\u0131 e\u015fidirs\u0259nmi, q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131m m\u0259nim?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay o\u011flunun yan\u0131nda diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc, ba\u015f barmaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoyub o\u011flunun n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131. Sonra bil\u0259yini qald\u0131r\u0131b damara toxundu:<\/p>\n

– \u0130lahi, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc ver! Ay Allah! – O\u011flunun sa\u011f oldu\u011funa \u0259min olaraq \u0259yildi. – U\u015fa\u011f\u0131m sa\u011fd\u0131r! \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun R\u0259bbim\u0259, S\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun Uca Tanr\u0131! Allah qorusun balam\u0131!..<\/p>\n

Yal\u0131 v\u0259 quyru\u011fu yanlara yell\u0259n\u0259n Aktuyak sahibin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b onu iyl\u0259di v\u0259 sanki sakitl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f kimi burnundan d\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131, sonra is\u0259 otlama\u011fa getdi. Orada olanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 indi K\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259s\u0259n onlar\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi dedi:<\/p>\n

– At\u0131n \u00e7ulunu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259tirin!.<\/p>\n

Jak\u015f\u0131l\u0131q qa\u00e7d\u0131, Aktuyakdan katauru a\u00e7d\u0131, y\u0259h\u0259ri s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb yer\u0259 atd\u0131, \u00e7ulunu ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Oraya s\u0259rin! \u2013 Tan\u0131rb\u0259y yan t\u0259r\u0259fi g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k dedi. U\u015faqlar \u00e7ulu birba\u015fa yer\u0259 qoyub a\u00e7d\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Mukan Bektemiri qald\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma Bektemir a\u011fr\u0131dan inild\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Aman Tanr\u0131m! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f qald\u0131. – Bir yerimi s\u0131n\u0131b, n\u0259 oldu?! Ehtiyatl\u0131 ol, Mukan!<\/p>\n

K\u0259s\u0259nin g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fi il\u0259, ham\u0131 Bektemiri qald\u0131r\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f \u00e7ulun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydular.<\/p>\n

Bektemir dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259t\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

– Su?! \u2013 dedi. \u00c7\u0131ntemir qa\u00e7\u0131b toroka ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f kum\u0131s dolu ki\u00e7ik bir qab g\u0259tirdi v\u0259 Bektemirin dayayaraq ona i\u00e7dirdi.<\/p>\n

Bektemir bununla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nmi\u015f kimi sakitc\u0259 yer\u0259 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0259s\u0259n qollar\u0131n\u0131 dirs\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, \u0259ll\u0259rini su il\u0259 islad\u0131b yudu:<\/p>\n

-\u00c7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rinizi \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131n- dedi. U\u015faqlar d\u0259rhal ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131blar.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc v\u0259 s\u0259br ver, Uca Allah…- dey\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131 v\u0259 ovucunu yava\u015f-yava\u015f Bektemirin b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 g\u0259zdir\u0259r\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131yan yeri axtard\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ayaqlar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, he\u00e7 bir \u0259zilm\u0259 v\u0259 \u015fi\u015flik yoxdur… \u018fla,- Kasen m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Belim- Bektemir sakitc\u0259 s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Beli?! Belim dedi?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay narahatl\u0131qla K\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kasen yava\u015f-yava\u015f o\u011flan\u0131 yan\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7evirdi, \u0259ll\u0259rini onun onur\u011fas\u0131na \u00a0qoydu v\u0259 onur\u011fas\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini apararaq yoxlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Onun bel s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fc orta s\u00fcm\u00fckd\u0259n yuxar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si var- dedi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259?! S\u0131n\u0131q? \u0130ndi n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r olacaq, \u0130lahi?! Sa\u011falacaq, h\u0259?! O, yeriy\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kmi?! – Ab\u0131lay narahat oldu. Kasen \u0259minlikl\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilmirmi\u015f kimi:<\/p>\n

-B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar Uca Allah\u0131n irad\u0259sidir, \u0259g\u0259r l\u00fctf ets\u0259, b\u0259li, sa\u011falacaq.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259yi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutursan?! A\u00e7\u0131q v\u0259 birba\u015fa dan\u0131\u015f!\u2013 dedi Ab\u0131lay<\/p>\n

-Bi yerd\u0259n e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m, ilan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi bel\u0259 bir v\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nadir d\u0259rmanlardan biridir- dedi Kasen.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n bir qrup o\u011flan\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif istiqam\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yuxar\u0131-a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 tulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t olsun, o, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 at\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259rb\u0259st s\u00fcr\u0259rdi. Yadmda qalan o he\u00e7 vaxt y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131… \u2013 dey\u0259 onlara baxan Ab\u0131lay hirsini udub, kimis\u0259 g\u00fcnahland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259lk\u0259 onu qorxudublar- dedi Tan\u0131rbay.<\/p>\n

– Kim? \u2013 geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u0130lan olar,\u00f6zg\u0259 kim! Biz d\u0259 ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 atdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Aktuyak\u0131n qorxdu\u011fu ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259ni and\u0131ra qalasan!..- Ab\u0131lay q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Zorla n\u0259f\u0259s alan Bektemir onlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 qo\u015fulmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 ba\u015f verib, \u0259zizim? \u2013 ata diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. – Bir az daha s\u0259br et, \u0259zizim. \u0130ndi yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

-Can- o, davam etm\u0259k ist\u0259di, lakin ucadan inild\u0259di.<\/p>\n

\u018ftrafdak\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 qoca ona baxd\u0131. Bektemir daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259yib susdu.<\/p>\n

Bayaqdan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k camaat\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n Can anlad\u0131 ki, Bektemir: \u201cCan g\u00fcnahkar deyil, o m\u0259ni xilas etdi\u201d dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir v\u0259 fikrini tamamlaya bilmir.<\/p>\n

Amma ba\u015fqalar\u0131 s\u0259hv ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndil\u0259r. Ab\u0131lay\u0131n titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259li k\u0259m\u0259rind\u0259ki x\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259ydi:<\/p>\n

– Canavar\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc sona \u00e7atsa da, qoyun \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7at\u0131r!” O\u011flum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Can v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan qisas ala bilm\u0259s\u0259m, ad\u0131m Ab\u0131lay olmas\u0131n!<\/p>\n

Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n Can yenid\u0259n yer\u0259 yatd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Yuxar\u0131dan baxan adama el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, qumun, da\u015flar\u0131n t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc, amma he\u00e7 dolmayan d\u0259r\u0259nin dibi yoxdur… \u00d6mr\u00fc boyu burada ya\u015fayan Can da indi eyni hissi ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcb \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f iribynuzlu mal-qaran\u0131n a\u011f s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259ri h\u0259r yer\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Can bir d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka dedi;<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n \u00e7ox t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ni v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 apara bilm\u0259r\u0259m…”.<\/p>\n

\u201cH\u0259r halda, nec\u0259 olsa da m\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m…\u201d q\u0131z dedi. Sonra o, Jindi-\u00c7ap\u0131n niy\u0259 bel\u0259 qorxulu oldu\u011funu soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Onda da Can tam cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ba\u015f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 bu fikirl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu idi: \u201cNiy\u0259?\u201d – sual\u0131na cavab olaraq bir il \u0259vv\u0259l bir hadis\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131, s\u00fcr\u0259tini azald\u0131b dayand\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Gec\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n

Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin komas\u0131n\u0131n dam\u0131 \u0259yilmi\u015f a\u011facdan idi, \u00fcst\u00fc is\u0259 samanla \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Evin yan\u0131ndan ki\u00e7ik bula\u011f\u0131n \u00a0suyu ax\u0131rd\u0131. Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda ki\u00e7ik \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n

Ay s\u00fcd kimi parlaq v\u0259 a\u011f idi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, yuxar\u0131dan – koman\u0131n dam\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u0259n saman\u0131n aras\u0131ndan baxan Cana Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fc ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Parlaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 a\u00e7an n\u0259n\u0259nin r\u0259ngi sol\u011fun, yanaqlar\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. As\u0131lbeki yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 ka\u011f\u0131z kimi nazik dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259if t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k, bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okdan d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l e\u015fitmi\u015f Can bu \u0259hvalat\u0131 na\u011f\u0131l kimi q\u0259bul edirdi…<\/p>\n

H\u0259min gec\u0259 As\u0131lbek ham\u0131dan gizlin gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131nda evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, \u0259trafa baxd\u0131, sonra da k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalxd\u0131. Ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 maraqlanan Can onun arxas\u0131nca getdi. As\u0131lbek is\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259sinin yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 o, koman\u0131n dam\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum, daha yax\u0131n otur… – Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 As\u0131lbeki yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. As\u0131lbek yax\u0131na oturdu.<\/p>\n

-Y\u0259qin ki, bu s\u0259h\u0259r oyanmayaca\u011fam- dedi n\u0259n\u0259 bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259. Ancaq y\u00fcz il ya\u015fayan anan\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259 pe\u015fmanl\u0131qdan, t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t yox idi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, Can “na\u011f\u0131la” \u00e7ox \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259di v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 daim diqq\u0259ti yay\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00a0h\u0259r \u015feyi tam e\u015fitm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi bildikl\u0259rimi kim\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq idi… Amma s\u0259n bu sirri he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmamal\u0131san.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 As\u0131lb\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n s\u0259nin sirrini \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 m\u0259zara aparaca\u011fam, n\u0259n\u0259- dedi As\u0131lbek.<\/p>\n

– Xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131n da x\u0259b\u0259ri olmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– O m\u0259nd\u0259n bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

-Do\u011frudur- o, mavi s\u0259maya baxd\u0131. -S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tutmasan, pis bir \u015fey ola bil\u0259r!<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek b\u0259d\u0259ninin titr\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi v\u0259 tezlikl\u0259 \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d davam etdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 sanki o hadis\u0259, o gec\u0259 onun beynind\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 t\u0259krarlan\u0131r, o vaxt e\u015fitdikl\u0259rini, g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini tam olaraq t\u0259krarlay\u0131rd\u0131. Can d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin bo\u011fuq s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdi:<\/p>\n

– Deyirl\u0259r ki, bu t\u0259p\u0259 bir vaxtlar ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131q olub, qal\u0131n otla \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc olub… \u00c7\u0131lpaq qayan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndan bulaq ax\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, g\u0259nc q\u0131zlar oradan su g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb f\u0131\u015fq\u0131ran \u015f\u0259lal\u0259d\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rini yuyardular…<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bunu el\u0259 bil o qayan\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259, bula\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131nda uzan\u0131b, \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edib…<\/p>\n

– Sonra… bir g\u00fcn bu k\u0259nd\u0259 qara g\u00fcn g\u0259ldi. He\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n \u00a0x\u0259b\u0259ri olmayan sakinl\u0259r h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n quldurlar\u0131n h\u00fccumuna m\u0259ruz qal\u0131rlar. Onlar\u0131n k\u0259ndi quldurlar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n bir anda yand\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r, k\u00fcll\u0259ri g\u00f6y\u0259 sovrulur! Quldurlar \u0259traf\u0131 m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 alaraq suda \u00e7imib oynayan q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u0259l\u0259 salma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131blar. Amma deyirl\u0259r ki, bu q\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda biri var imi\u015f – sehrbaz bir ki\u015finin q\u0131z\u0131,, sehrbaz, h\u0259m d\u0259 nec\u0259, yayda qar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b, q\u0131\u015fda b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259ri oxutdura bilirdi. Q\u0131z deyib: “Onlar\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, burada \u00f6lm\u0259yi \u00fcst\u00fcn tuturuq! K\u0259ndimizi yerl\u0259-yeksan ed\u0259n qatill\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 aparaq!” – v\u0259 atas\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyi \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r tilsiml\u0259ri oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n yer ayaqlar alt\u0131nda titr\u0259yir, qaranl\u0131q bir gec\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer aras\u0131nda davaml\u0131, qatma-qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7ax\u0131r. Da\u011flar titr\u0259yir, yer ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcr v\u0259 f\u0259lak\u0259t ba\u015f verir! Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131ndan bulaq \u00e7\u0131xan t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r yar\u0131l\u0131r, qad\u0131nlar v\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 silah v\u0259 zirehl\u0259rl\u0259 bu d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan sonra sanki t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259ki h\u0259r \u015fey buna a\u011flad\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn bulaqlar, \u015f\u0259lal\u0259 qurudu, qas\u0131r\u011fa orada olan h\u0259r \u015feyi apard\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ancaq tale he\u00e7 kimin \u0259lind\u0259 deyil v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259zdir. Sehrbaz\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 K\u00fcnay\u0131m Allah\u0131n l\u00fctf\u00fc il\u0259 he\u00e7 bir z\u0259r\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n sa\u011f qald\u0131. O, b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131 hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k, k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259trafa baxd\u0131. Aya\u011fa qalxanda ilk fikri ba\u015fqalar\u0131 haqq\u0131nda oldu. “M\u0259n sa\u011f adam tapa bil\u0259r\u0259mmi?” \u2013 d\u0259r\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki c\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259r\u0259k fikirl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 hardansa zar\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259si e\u015fitdi. O, torpa\u011f\u0131 e\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u00fcnay\u0131m titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131ya m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan qazma\u011fa davam etdi… D\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 bir-bir t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucundan qan s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc, ancaq qazma\u011fa davam etdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, barmaqlar\u0131 isti v\u0259 yum\u015faq bir \u015fey tapd\u0131. Yor\u011funluqdan titr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7ana q\u0259d\u0259r torpa\u011f\u0131 \u0259li il\u0259 k\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi. Duraimin sa\u011f oldu\u011funu anlayanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 sevinc ya\u015flar\u0131 parlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Eyni ild\u0259, ayda, eyni g\u00fcnd\u0259 do\u011fulan bu q\u0131zlar eyni adlar\u0131 al\u0131blar v\u0259 bac\u0131 kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcbl\u0259r. K\u00fcnayim atas\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyi tilsiml\u0259ri bel\u0259 gizlinc\u0259 dostuna \u00f6yr\u0259dirdi…<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d\u0131n bu hiss\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7atanda o fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k mat qalm\u0131\u015f As\u0131lbekd\u0259n soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259ni dinl\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

“Bird\u0259n yuxuya ged\u0259r?” v\u0259 ya sanki: “Qoy diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq ass\u0131n” dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, n\u0259n\u0259. M\u0259n s\u0259ni dinl\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bubunun hekay\u0259si bel\u0259 davam etdi:<\/p>\n

“Bel\u0259likl\u0259, ikisi d\u0259 daha sa\u011f qalm\u0131\u015f adam axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar v\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc sa\u011f qalan\u0131 – h\u00fccum ed\u0259nl\u0259r qrupundan bir g\u0259nci tapd\u0131lar. Ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimi tapa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Onun iniltisi, zar\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 idi ki, adam ona k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Q\u0131zlar\u0131n ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lib k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r: \u201cD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u0259 olsa, h\u0259r halda insan \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259likl\u0259, bunlar\u0131n\u00a0 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131lar v\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da, d\u0259r\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa qald\u0131lar. Bel\u0259 olan halda, tilsimin\u0259 bunlar\u0131 da \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: \u201cBiz xalq namin\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131zdan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r\u0131q v\u0259 buradan \u00e7\u0131xanda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259mizi burada qoymayaca\u011f\u0131q, onu\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 aparma\u011fa haz\u0131r\u0131q. Bu bizim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z bahas\u0131na ba\u015fa g\u0259ls\u0259 bel\u0259 onlar\u0131 da buradan aparaca\u011f\u0131q\u201d<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 dayand\u0131 v\u0259 s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201cAz-\u00e7ox, zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 onlar g\u00fcnd\u0259lik h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz ill\u0259rdir bu yerd\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fan ilanlarla uy\u011funla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rlar, onlarla birg\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar…”<\/p>\n

Bir yerd\u0259 bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan anan\u0131n s\u0259si daha da a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 D\u00fcr\u0259yim g\u0259ncin K\u00fcn\u0259yim\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 isti m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcb, onlar\u0131 q\u0131sqanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ax\u0131 onun da onlar\u0131n ikisind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz\u00a0 g\u0259nc\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 hissl\u0259ri var idi… R\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi: \u201cS\u0259n\u0259\u00a0 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m!\u201d -dey\u0259\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. N\u0259 K\u00fcn\u0259yim, n\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011flan Dur\u0259yimin sirrini bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn q\u0131z x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nir.K\u00fcn\u0259yim g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7anda g\u00f6r\u00fcr ki, D\u00fcr\u0259yim ovcuna y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qumu onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z israrla g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 girmi\u015f qumdan qurtulma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fark\u0259n, D\u00fcr\u0259yim x\u0259nc\u0259ri K\u00fcn\u0259yimin sin\u0259sin\u0259 soxur. O\u011flan\u00a0 yem\u0259y\u0259 bir \u015fey tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oradan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getmi\u015fdi. D\u00fcr\u0259yim x\u0259nc\u0259ri r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin sin\u0259sin\u0259 soxduqdanbsonra o\u011flan\u0131n\u00a0 dal\u0131nca\u00a0 qa\u00e7d\u0131. Onu tutaraq: “O, s\u0259ni ilana vurdurmaq ist\u0259yirdi, m\u0259n d\u0259 onu bel\u0259 etdim” deyir v\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Amma \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259 olan q\u0131z\u0131n x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131, onu hans\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259diyini bilm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259nin s\u0259si al\u00e7al\u0131b tamamil\u0259 k\u0259sil\u0259n kimi: As\u0131lbek yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b, \u0259lini onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoydu v\u0259\u00a0 kimis\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Onun s\u0259sind\u0259, Can\u0131n xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, narahatl\u0131q v\u0259 qorxu hiss olunurdu.<\/p>\n

– Kims\u0259 var? Esentur?! Al\u0131mkan?!.<\/p>\n

Alimkan qa\u00e7araq birinci\u00a0 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na bir qa\u015f\u0131q su t\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259rt \u015f\u0259kild\u0259: \u201cGet!\u201d dedi. G\u0259lini v\u0259 o\u011flu ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yen\u0259 hekay\u0259ni davam etdirdi…<\/p>\n

M\u0259hz o zaman Can\u0131n Al\u0131mkan haqq\u0131nda pis t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131 yarand\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki qay\u0131nanan\u0131n \u201cget!\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc getmi\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k orada qald\u0131, gizl\u0259ndi v\u0259 As\u0131lbekd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimin e\u015fitm\u0259m\u0259li oldu\u011fu “hekay\u0259ni” dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 …<\/p>\n

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Bu zaman:<\/p>\n

– Ca-an!! \u2013 yeri silk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli f\u0259ryad ilan\u0131 \u201ctitr\u0259tdi\u201d. \u0130ndi \u0259vv\u0259lki fikirl\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yuxar\u0131 boyland\u0131. Ab\u0131lay u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayand\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ca-an?! \u2013 ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 Ab\u0131lay\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259n qopan hayq\u0131rt\u0131 daha da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli idi.<\/p>\n

\u201cBektemir do\u011frudanm\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fc?!\u201d – f\u0259lak\u0259tli hiss ilan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nini titr\u0259tdi. O, t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f v\u0259 t\u0259la\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

“Biz\u0259 ilan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi laz\u0131md\u0131r!” – Kasenin s\u00f6zl\u0259ri beynind\u0259n ke\u00e7di. \u201cDem\u0259li, m\u0259ni buna g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rlar?!\u201d – Can\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na\u00a0 g\u0259ldi. – B\u0259kt\u0259mir\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi verimmi?!<\/p>\n

Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259 bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 haz\u0131r idi. \u201c\u0130ki d\u00fcnya aras\u0131nda ya\u015famaqdansa, bunu etm\u0259k daha yax\u015f\u0131 olmazm\u0131…\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201cAncaq bu, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259kmi? \u201cAncaq bu, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259kmi? O, Can\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini c\u0259sar\u0259t v\u0259 alic\u0259nabl\u0131q kimi qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259c\u0259k, yoxsa qorxaql\u0131q v\u0259 m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259t kimi? Fikir vers\u0259niz, onun hans\u0131m\u0131za daha \u00e7ox ehtiyac\u0131 var? \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, Bektemir! Ax\u0131 o da ki\u015fidir. B\u0259s m\u0259n kim\u0259m? \u0130nsan v\u0259 heyvan d\u00fcnyas\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmayan m\u0259xluq!..\u201d<\/p>\n

Can\u0131n k\u00fcsk\u00fcnl\u00fckd\u0259n bo\u011faz\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri geni\u015fl\u0259ndi, sanki onu isti bir \u015fey b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bunu \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. Onun fikrinc\u0259, bu, insanlar\u0131n k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 v\u0259 ya sevin\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flamas\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Bel\u0259 anlarda quyru\u011funun ucundan isti bir ax\u0131n qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss edirdi. Xo\u015f bir hiss yarand\u0131, sanki b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259riyirdi.<\/p>\n

Bu hiss Can\u0131 narahat edirdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259riyib yox olmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir… \u0130ndi o, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r oldu\u011fu kimi, ona ox\u015far, lakin\u00a0 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z bir \u015fey hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yenid\u0259n baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Daha iki-\u00fc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259r u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda getdi…<\/p>\n

Q\u0259rar\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011fu h\u0259l\u0259 m\u0259lum deyildi, lakin Can\u0131n qa\u00e7maq fikri yox idi, o insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 getm\u0259k fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu arada o, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlamaq ist\u0259yirdi. Onu he\u00e7 olmasa uzaqdan e\u015fitm\u0259k, hiss etm\u0259k v\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

O dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z fikirl\u0259ri ba\u015f\u0131ndan qovdu, yax\u015f\u0131 fikirl\u0259rl\u0259 beynini t\u0259mizl\u0259di, sonra da Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t\u0259 yol a\u00e7maq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi… B\u0259lk\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 \u015fans, imkan var, dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yox… Onun \u00fcmidl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc do\u011frultmad\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onunla dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa haz\u0131r deyildi, sanki onun \u201cd\u0259v\u0259tini\u201d g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi, q\u0259bul etm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

Onun bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti Can\u0131 daha da q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndirdi.<\/p>\n

O art\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131na son qoymaq ist\u0259yirdi!<\/p>\n

Amma bird\u0259n o, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n yolunu tapm\u0131\u015f kimi sevindi!<\/p>\n

\u201cBilir\u0259m ki, indi onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na gets\u0259m, insanlar \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u0259z\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Sonra sin\u0259mi k\u0259sib a\u00e7acaqlar, \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b Bektemirin dama\u011f\u0131na qoyacaqlar, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n halda… \u00dcr\u0259yim uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t Bektemirin a\u011fz\u0131nda, sonra bo\u011faz\u0131nda, qarn\u0131nda d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 onun qan\u0131 il\u0259 birl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k… O, bu \u00fcr\u0259k sevgisi il\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku sev\u0259c\u0259k! O da m\u0259nim sevdiyim q\u0259d\u0259r ehtirasla sev\u0259c\u0259k! M\u0259n ona nec\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259r verir\u0259ms\u0259, o da bel\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259c\u0259k!.. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onu xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k Bektemir sevgisi deyil, m\u0259nim sevgim olacaq!.. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok n\u0259f\u0259simi \u0259rinin n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n, iyimi onun qoxusundan hiss ed\u0259c\u0259k… Sevgim , \u00fcr\u0259yim Bektemirin qan\u0131nda f\u0131rlanacaq… Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olacaq, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 bir f\u0259dakarl\u0131q etdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edib, i\u00e7ind\u0259 oldu\u011fum Bektemirin b\u0259d\u0259nini b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlay\u0131b, sevincd\u0259n m\u0259st olacaq… B\u0259s bird\u0259n… \u0130nsanlar K\u0131zmon\u00e7oku da \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u0259l\u0259r ,onda bu olmayacaq? B\u0259s onda?!\u201d<\/p>\n

Can yuxar\u0131 qalxd\u0131, n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb t\u0259la\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc qara zolaql\u0131 ilan camaata qar\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z incikliyini, yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f i\u015fi varm\u0131\u015f kimi qay\u0131d\u0131b, adamlarla \u00fcz \u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldi!<\/p>\n

Can\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdi. D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 bir az isti hissl\u0259r ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, ya da sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq insanlara t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kildi. O bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda qara zola\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f “u\u00e7du” v\u0259 onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fcz\u0259ldi!<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi inan\u0131lmaz, y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir-birind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 l\u00f6vb\u0259r kimi donub sa\u011fa-sola yell\u0259ndil\u0259r. D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 onlar bir-birl\u0259rini di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k bir-birl\u0259rinin boyunlar\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131laraq, sanki bir-birini bo\u011fmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rin\u0259 sar\u0131laraq b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259z\u0259b v\u0259 hirsl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131lar geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259kd\u0259 davam etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay o\u011fluna yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. O, \u0259lind\u0259ki x\u0259nc\u0259rl\u0259 haz\u0131r dayand\u0131, el\u0259 bil o\u011flu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 gir\u0259c\u0259kdi. Dig\u0259rl\u0259ri onun arxas\u0131nda dayand\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fenbay Mukan\u0131n v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259rinin getdiyi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxaraq:<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n! Laz\u0131m olanda yan\u0131m\u0131zda olmurlar. B\u0259xtimiz g\u0259tirmir! \u00dcmid ed\u0259k ki, ilanlar g\u0259lib bizi yem\u0259mi\u015f g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xarlar! \u2013 az qala a\u011flayacaq s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

– T\u00fcf\u0259ng haradad\u0131r?! \u2013 dey\u0259 qorxudan soyuq t\u0259r basan Tan\u0131rbek soru\u015fdu. – Abyke, indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u00fcf\u0259ng atandahe\u00e7 vaxt h\u0259d\u0259fd\u0259n yay\u0131nmam\u0131san, b\u0259lk\u0259 ikisini d\u0259 bird\u0259n\u00a0 bitir\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259?! B\u0259lk\u0259 Allah \u00f6z\u00fc onlar\u0131 Bekib\u0259y\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirib? B\u0259lk\u0259\u00a0 bunu ed\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259?!<\/p>\n

\u201cDo\u011frudur\u201d dey\u0259 Ab\u0131lay d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. O, Bektemirin yan\u0131nda yerd\u0259 yatan silah\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131 ni\u015fan ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ata? \u2013 Soyuq t\u0259r\u0259 batm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n Bektemir a\u011f\u0131r yuxudan oyanm\u0131\u015f kimi s\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131. – Atma…<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q titr\u0259y\u0259n barma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259tiy\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n, art\u0131q atma\u011fa haz\u0131r olan Ab\u0131lay silah\u0131 endirib, qolunun ucu il\u0259 aln\u0131ndak\u0131 t\u0259ri silib Bektemir\u0259 baxd\u0131: – N\u0259 dedin, o\u011ful?<\/p>\n

Bu \u0130\u015fenbay v\u0259 Tan\u0131rbay\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Eee neynirs\u0259n! \u2013 \u0130\u015fenbay Ab\u0131lay\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n naraz\u0131 kimi dedi. – Bu nec\u0259 adamd\u0131r?!<\/p>\n

Bu zaman ilanlar bir-birinin boyunlar\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015faraq bir-birini s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ata… Can m\u0259ni xilas etdi… \u2013 Bektemir ara-s\u0131ra dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. – Bu qara zolaql\u0131 ilandan…<\/p>\n

– Xilas etdi? \u2013 o\u011flunun nitqini s\u0259hv e\u015fitmi\u015f kimi yenid\u0259n soru\u015fdu. Ab\u0131lay ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. – Qara zolaql\u0131dan?..<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259tin t\u0259f\u0259rr\u00fcat\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi ilanlar\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t olsun ona, bu ilan\u0131n m\u0259nim o\u011flumla n\u0259 i\u015fi var?! \u2013 dey\u0259 Ab\u0131lay r\u0259ngi a\u011fard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman bir-birini t\u0259qib ed\u0259n Can v\u0259 qara zolaq geri qay\u0131td\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Qara zolaql\u0131 – Bu K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok deyil?! \u2013 Tan\u0131rbay ortaya s\u00f6z atd\u0131. Ab\u0131lay aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, silah\u0131 yell\u0259di v\u0259 ilanlar\u0131 ni\u015fan alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir anda y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259s e\u015fidildi: “Bang-ng!!!” Cindi \u00c7apda a\u00e7\u0131lan at\u0259\u015f n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 qaya divarlar\u0131ndan da\u015flar d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. Oradan b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259r\u0259 qal\u0131n, boz tozla \u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fc. V\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da f\u0259lak\u0259t ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bunun z\u0259r\u0259ri ilan d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259 pis g\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ilan b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00fcnd\u00fcrl\u00fckd\u0259n d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qoyun v\u0259 in\u0259k boyda da\u015flar\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u0259zildi… Bu hadis\u0259 il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar ilanlar ordusu d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcll\u0259nin d\u0259ydiyi yerd\u0259 \u0259l boyda bo\u015fluq var idi.<\/p>\n

Qara zola\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fs\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259ni bir yerd\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259 q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 qalx\u0131b adamlara t\u0259r\u0259f hoppand\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b dilini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, sanki qisas almaq ist\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar geri \u00e7\u0259kildil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

O\u011flunu qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn geri \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259n, ged\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259k Ab\u0131lay idi.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu vaxt s\u00f6y\u00fcd budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n o\u011flanlar\u0131n atlar\u0131 ki\u015fn\u0259yib dayand\u0131. Atlardan tullananlar \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 da\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ilan\u0131n hoppanan ba\u015f\u0131na atma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 ki\u00e7ik bir da\u015f qala\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda qald\u0131 v\u0259 susdu.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay tezc\u0259 ilan\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dini \u00e7apan\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6rtd\u00fc, dizi il\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 basd\u0131 v\u0259 ciy\u0259rini k\u0259sib \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir vaxt Ab\u0131lay ilan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nini tik\u0259-tik\u0259 do\u011frad\u0131 v\u0259 bird\u0259n axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tapmayan u\u015faq kimi az qala a\u011flayaraq K\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Onun \u00fcr\u0259yi yoxdur, Kake?!<\/p>\n

Bektemirin yan\u0131nda, sanki Allahdan \u015f\u0259fa dil\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi soyuq t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 oturan K\u0259s\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 t\u0259mkinl\u0259 ona baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Da\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131n, alt\u0131na bax\u0131n!<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 adam onun n\u0259 dediyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. Onun n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini anlayan kimi Ab\u0131lay aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b da\u015f qalaqlar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 da\u015flar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n narahat olan u\u015faqlar yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b da\u015f q\u0259bri a\u00e7d\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi ilan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7apanla \u00f6rtd\u00fc v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra \u201covunun\u201d bir ucunu dizi il\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 dizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan boynu k\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n

Bundan az sonra Ab\u0131lay ilan\u0131n titr\u0259y\u0259n, d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yini ovcunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 sevincd\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259candanb onu t\u0259r basd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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At\u0131\u015fma an\u0131nda yerind\u0259n at\u0131lan Can b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yax\u0131nl\u0131qda izl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n onlar Jer-Kuinin dibind\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n ana ilan\u0131n onlara t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fidib, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k bir birind\u0259n uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130\u00e7l\u0259rind\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 hirs v\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259b\u00a0 qaynasa da, h\u0259r biri \u00f6z yolu il\u0259 getmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra Can d\u0259rhal Bektemirin yan\u0131na qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ondan \u0259vv\u0259l Bektemir\u0259 \u00e7atmaq v\u0259 onu qorumaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi bu qara zolaql\u0131 amans\u0131zcas\u0131na \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, ciy\u0259rini par\u00e7alad\u0131lar,\u00fcr\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131lar v\u0259 bunlar\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259likl\u0259ri sa\u011faltmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn istifad\u0259 edirl\u0259r. Can bilmirdi n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fsin. Onun beyni, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amma o, qara zolaql\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda\u00a0 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z idi. Can\u0131n m\u0259qs\u0259di yaln\u0131z Bektemirin \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259sinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 almaq idi!<\/p>\n

Bir anda Can titr\u0259di! Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b qulaq asd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259\u00a0 bir \u00e7ox \u015fey e\u015fitdi v\u0259 hiss etdi. O \u00fcmidsizliy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi quyru\u011fu il\u0259 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131b az qala a\u011flayacaq! Ax\u0131, bu an q\u0259z\u0259bli v\u0259 ac\u0131ql\u0131 ilan d\u0259st\u0259si gurultu il\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, ke\u00e7\u0259n il oldu\u011fu kimi, qayaya “axaraq” yuxar\u0131 d\u0131rma\u015fd\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

Candan sonra atlar da bunu hiss etdil\u0259r! Onlar ki\u015fn\u0259yib f\u0131nx\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 qorxudan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Atlar\u0131n d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131ndan\u00a0 sah\u0259d\u0259 toz torpaq,\u00a0 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy y\u00fcks\u0259ldi. T\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rin ortas\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259razi sanki f\u0259lak\u0259t\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f, u\u011fultuya, qeyri adi s\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Aktuyak\u0131 y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259n o\u011flanlar\u0131n \u0259n ki\u00e7iyi Ermek d\u0259 qorxmu\u015f ata min\u0259r\u0259k camaatdan ayr\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamayan insanlar indi \u015foka d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u015f\u0259kild\u0259\u00a0 \u0259trafa o t\u0259r\u0259f,bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– \u0130lanlar!! – u\u015faqlardan biri q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lanlar u\u00e7urumdan yuxar\u0131 qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar!<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar donub qald\u0131lar, onlardan s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Onlardan c\u0259mi be\u015f- add\u0131m aral\u0131da qara zolaql\u0131 ilan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni yer\u0259 s\u0259rilmi\u015fdi… *<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu vaxt k\u0259nd t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n toz buludunu qald\u0131raraq \u00e7apan, atl\u0131 bir adam g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Arxadan onu t\u0259qib ed\u0259n ba\u015fqa biri d\u0259 peyda oldu…<\/p>\n

Aktuyak qabaqda idi. Qulaqlar\u0131 yap\u0131rtm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yal v\u0259 quyru\u011fu yell\u0259nir, a\u011fz\u0131ndan k\u00f6p\u00fck da\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131. Onun belind\u0259 olan\u00a0 \u018frm\u0259k \u00e7oxdan yolda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… \u0130ndi onun yerind\u0259 o\u011flan paltar\u0131nda, tembetd\u0259 (ba\u015f geyimind\u0259) Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok idi.<\/p>\n

At\u0131n arxas\u0131nda min\u0259n \u015f\u0259xs Al\u0131mkan idi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r Aktuyak\u0131n t\u0259k qay\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259n v\u0259 Jindi-\u00c7apda q\u0259rib\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verdiyini hiss ed\u0259n K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok narahat olaraq Al\u0131mkandan yol g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sini xahi\u015f etdi. Al\u0131mkan da onu t\u0259k g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259yib, o\u011flu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yegan\u0259 at\u0131 y\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259yib onunla getdi.<\/p>\n

Bunlar t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n ilanlardan qorxaraq qa\u00e7an Aktuyakla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131lar. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Al\u0131mkan\u0131n at\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb Aktuyak\u0131n dal\u0131nca qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dayana bilm\u0259y\u0259n heyvan bir q\u0259d\u0259r uza\u011fa qa\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 dayand\u0131. Geri qay\u0131d\u0131b onu iyl\u0259di v\u0259 f\u0131nx\u0131r\u0131b ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 vurma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, sanki ba\u015flar\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri ona dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Aktuyak\u0131n ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259k qay\u0131tmas\u0131n\u0131n el\u0259 bel\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7apd\u0131. El\u0259 bu vaxt adamlar onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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O biri ilanlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda ged\u0259n ana ilan eyni zamanda arxas\u0131nca q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nmi\u015f qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 almaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi dayan\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Da\u015flar\u0131n taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 v\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qum-\u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259s-k\u00fcyd\u0259n ba\u015fqa, yenic\u0259 ortaya \u00e7\u0131xan q\u0259rib\u0259 u\u011fultu yox oldu, \u0259traf sakitl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Ana ilan n\u0259yis\u0259 hiss edirmi\u015f kimi u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayanan adamlara baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qabaqlar\u0131nda qanl\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259zilmi\u015f ilan c\u0259s\u0259dini g\u00f6r\u0259n ana ilan donub qald\u0131. T\u00fck\u00fc aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n gizilti ke\u00e7di ke\u00e7di v\u0259 o, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n ona baxd\u0131…<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcz ed\u0259n Bektemird\u0259n ba\u015fqa ham\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyin yoluna d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fcmidi il\u0259 durub dua oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n

Ana ilan indi d\u00f6n\u00fcb qara zolaql\u0131n\u0131n le\u015fin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Bu zaman Can g\u00fcll\u0259 kimi yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131… \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m kimi q\u0131vr\u0131laraq c\u0259ld adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib onun yolunda dayand\u0131. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f onlara t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n ana ilan da dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar sanki ay\u0131ld\u0131lar. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n:<\/p>\n

– Aman Tanr\u0131m?!<\/p>\n

– Aman Tanr\u0131m?<\/p>\n

– Can, \u0259zizim? \u2013 sakit s\u0259sl\u0259r e\u015fidildi.<\/p>\n

Can ilanlarla insanlar aras\u0131nda dayand\u0131, sanki onlar\u0131 ay\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi v\u0259 onun f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 havada \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi:<\/p>\n

– \u015e\u015f\u015f..!<\/p>\n

\u0130lanlar ordusundan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ilan ona cavab verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131lar, lakin analar\u0131n\u0131n reaksiyas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yenid\u0259n yer\u0259 \u201cuzand\u0131lar\u201d.<\/p>\n

Ana \u0130lan v\u0259 Can bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

Aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t sanki getdikc\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259nirdi, b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259ri h\u0259rd\u0259n quyruqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucuna q\u0259d\u0259r titr\u0259yirdi. Boyunlar\u0131 sa\u011fa-sola, ir\u0259li-geri f\u0131rland\u0131, sanki q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcbahis\u0259y\u0259 girdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u015fq\u0131n, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan v\u0259 n\u0259 etdiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n Ab\u0131lay yaln\u0131z o\u011flu haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: \u201cM\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qorumal\u0131yam\u201d. O, silah\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ni\u015fan alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman yax\u0131nl\u0131qdan Aktuyak\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259m\u0259si e\u015fidildi…<\/p>\n

Aktuyak t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. El\u0259 bil g\u00f6l\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcb ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. O adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259yib \u015fah\u0259 qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259l\u0259sik atdan s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, z\u0259nciri yer\u0259 atd\u0131 v\u0259 onlara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc\u00a0 atdan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 at\u0131b bo\u011fuq s\u0259si il\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-o-ok?! Q\u0131z mo-n\u00e7a?! \u201cOna el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ona yeti\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, gah y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, indi qalx\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u0130lanlar\u0131n camaata v\u0259 Cana y\u00f6n\u0259lmi\u015f bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 indi Al\u0131mkan v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evrildi.<\/p>\n

Bu anda da ilan anas\u0131 v\u0259 Can g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir-birind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dil\u0259r, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 \u201cba\u011fland\u0131lar\u201d v\u0259 yaln\u0131z Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onlara \u00e7atanda arxaya d\u00f6nd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00c7iyinl\u0259ri titr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alan g\u0259lin ilanlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131ndan tebeteyi \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Ba\u015f geyimini \u00e7\u0131xaran kimi ba\u015f\u0131na dolanan uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dizl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?! \u2013 insanlar daha da canland\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b, b\u0259d\u0259nini dik\u0259ltdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 Cana, sonra ana ilana baxd\u0131 v\u0259 yaln\u0131z bundan sonra \u0259trafdak\u0131 q\u0131vr\u0131lan canl\u0131lar\u0131 ara\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259hv etdiyini anlad\u0131. Onlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanma dil\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ana ilan da, dig\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 anlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi davranma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. V\u0259 sanki ona tabe olub, \u0259traf\u0131na topla\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ndi. Az qala g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fulacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu uzun s\u00fcrm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok geri \u00e7evrildi . Ab\u0131lay\u0131n silah\u0131 d\u00fcz onun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131!<\/p>\n

– Ata? \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dedi v\u0259 yava\u015fca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

– Get! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay titr\u0259yir\u0259r\u0259k \u0259traf\u0131na baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6rm\u0259sin s\u0259ni. Get! Onlar\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczl\u0259 apar..! Bunlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb apar!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok Ab\u0131lay\u0131n yan\u0131nda duranlara baxd\u0131. Ancaq he\u00e7 kimin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ona qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259r hans\u0131 bir h\u0259rar\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Ham\u0131s\u0131 ona s\u0259ssiz v\u0259 laqeyd bax\u0131rd\u0131lar, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn ilanlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k buradan getm\u0259sini ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r, yalvar\u0131rd\u0131lr, t\u0259l\u0259b edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok udqunaraq yava\u015f-yava\u015f onun bo\u011faz\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b, ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015f q\u0259h\u0259ri udqundu.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka qar\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z nifr\u0259ti onu bu ayaqs\u0131z, qolsuz canl\u0131larla birlikd\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 vadar edirdi!<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bununla b\u0259rab\u0259r, bir z\u0259if, hiss olunmayan, ki\u00e7ik bir sevgi Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku ayaqda tuturdu! Bu sevginin kimd\u0259n v\u0259 haradan g\u0259ldiyini d\u0259 bilirdi. Bu, Al\u0131mkan\u0131n ona olan sevgisi idi! Amma Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun hiss etm\u0259diyi ba\u015fqa, daha qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n, sayr\u0131\u015fan sevgid\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok onun ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259n ilanlara, adamlara baxaraq narahat halda titr\u0259y\u0259n Cana baxd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Ayaqlar\u0131 v\u0259 qollar\u0131 olmayan m\u0259xluqlar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tl\u0259rini bildirdil\u0259r. Onu sevdikl\u0259rini v\u0259 insanlar\u0131n s\u0259rt v\u0259 \u0259dal\u0259tsiz r\u0259ftar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 onun m\u00fcdafi\u0259sin\u0259 qalxma\u011fa haz\u0131r olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bildirdil\u0259r. Onlar onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131lar, sanki h\u0259r an d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 at\u0131lma\u011fa haz\u0131r idil\u0259r. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f Bektemir\u0259 baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Bektemir?..- dedi.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 qald\u0131ran Bektemir n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdi, E\u015fitdikl\u0259rinin, g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rinin yuxu, yoxsa reall\u0131q oldu\u011funu anlaya bilmirdi. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey bulan\u0131q v\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u015f verirdi.<\/p>\n

Onun ayd\u0131n e\u015fitdiyi t\u0259k \u015fey bu idi: – Get get! Get! – m\u0259nim atam.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rini daha geni\u015f a\u00e7\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 daha ayd\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259razini dolduran ilanlar aras\u0131nda\u00a0 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 o ona ilan kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bir anda ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, d\u00fcn\u0259nki qara zolaql\u0131 kimi atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131lacaq. Daha sonra bir anda ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ilanlar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku \u0259hat\u0259 edib ona \u0259zab verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Ata, vur! \u2013 Bektemir g\u00fccl\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – \u00d6ld\u00fcr, ata!<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay o\u011flunu s\u0259hv ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k silah\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka tu\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 daha da silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu halda:<\/p>\n

-Yox-o!!! \u2013 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. – Atma!<\/p>\n

Bir az aral\u0131dan Al\u0131mkan onlara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Onun yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n iki h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f halda bir az qa\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Xala-aa?! – q\u0131z q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018ftrafa bir s\u0259ssizlik \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Ham\u0131 Al\u0131mkan\u0131n aya\u011fa qalxmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Lakin qad\u0131n y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 uzanaraq qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok qa\u00e7araq Al\u0131mkan\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi, onun h\u0259r iki \u00e7iynind\u0259n tutub qald\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq qad\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni letargik durumda idi v\u0259 he\u00e7 bir h\u0259yat \u0259lam\u0259ti yox idi!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z camaata baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 silah\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 endirmirdi, gah g\u0259linini, gah da ilanlar\u0131 ni\u015fan al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131rbay v\u0259 \u0130\u015fenbay onun arxas\u0131nda, o\u011flanlar is\u0259 Mukan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. He\u00e7 biri yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi dayan\u0131b durmu\u015fdular.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259l\u0259sik \u0259trafa s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k \u0259trafa yay\u0131lan ilanlara, onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda olan ana ilana v\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n Cana:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0131x get! \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. – Tez! Yoxsa sizi tapdalayacam!<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u00fct\u00fcn fikiri Al\u0131mkanda idi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn ilanlar gets\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn camaat topla\u015f\u0131b qa\u00e7araq Al\u0131mkana k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– Gedirs\u0259n!? – q\u0131z n\u00f6vb\u0259 il\u0259 ana ilana v\u0259 Cana baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, gedin. Yoxsa, Al\u0131mkan xalam daha da pisl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Az sonra insanlar b\u00fct\u00fcn ilanlar\u0131n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b harasa s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k getdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Ab\u0131lay h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngl\u0259 dayan\u0131b ilanlar\u0131 ni\u015fangahda saxlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lanlar g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n kimi adamlar sanki yenid\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131lar. B\u0259zil\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 buran\u0131 nec\u0259 tez t\u0259rk etm\u0259k bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259 davam edirdi. Adamlar\u0131n bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u0259n Kyzmonchok:<\/p>\n

-Ata?!..-dey\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik dedi. \u2013 Alimkan xalaya k\u00f6m\u0259k edin?..<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 kim ona fikir verm\u0259di, sanki onu he\u00e7 kim e\u015fitmirdi, g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Camaat Bektemirin uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 at \u00e7ulunu d\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n qald\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 bu iki qad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k et, ata?! – yalvaran Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259si z\u0259ifl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Mukan? Ata? Chintemi-ir?<\/p>\n

O, diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n insanlara bax\u0131b yalvar\u0131rd\u0131, bibisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xahi\u015f edirdi:<\/p>\n

– Xalan\u0131z\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fczl\u0259 apar\u0131n? t\u0259rk etm\u0259yin?! M\u0259nim xalam…<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q he\u00e7 kim ona fikir vermirdi. Onun \u0259traf\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7dil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259nl\u0259r uzaqla\u015fanda g\u0259lin qalx\u0131b bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 onlar\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getdi. O, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t onlar\u0131n arxas\u0131na baxd\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259dric\u0259n s\u0259si tamamil\u0259 k\u0259sildi v\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Xalam\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn!?…<\/p>\n

O, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 adamlar\u0131n dal\u0131nca bax\u0131rd\u0131. Art\u0131q onlar\u0131n siluetl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, o, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan\u0131n cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259ninin yan\u0131nda Can…<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dal\u011fan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n kimi hiss etdi. Ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda yerin titr\u0259diyini hiss etdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri qarald\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131 f\u0131rlanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259n ya\u011fan soyuq ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, boynunu yuyub sin\u0259sind\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 axma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nl\u0131qda, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7axd\u0131.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259 saxlayan v\u0259 n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini bel\u0259 d\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok depressiyaya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, yor\u011fun v\u0259 \u0259zgin v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 idi, h\u0259tta kirpikl\u0259rin\u0259 v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 hakim ola bilirdi. Ayaq barmaqlar\u0131ndan sin\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259skin soyu\u011fun onu nec\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn f\u0259rqin\u0259 bel\u0259 varmad\u0131. Hiss etdiyi yegan\u0259 \u015fey b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k nec\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

Tezlikl\u0259 buzlu k\u00fcl\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131lan q\u0131z\u0131n paltar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 paltar\u0131n\u0131n qollar\u0131n\u0131n ucunu f\u0131rlatd\u0131. Onun yan\u0131nda d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurub g\u00fccl\u0259ndi, s\u0131xla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k burul\u011fana \u00e7evrild. Burul\u011fan bir anda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259n insanlar\u0131n ard\u0131nca getdi…<\/p>\n

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\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r oldu\u011fu kimi yen\u0259 bir f\u0131rt\u0131na g\u0259ldi. O, boz t\u0259p\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131zd\u0131 v\u0259 da\u011f\u0131td\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn toz torpa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Gurultu, n\u0259riltilili \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 sanki t\u0259la\u015f, h\u0259y\u0259canla getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Son vaxtlar t\u0259rt\u0259miz olan \u0259traf bird\u0259n bomboz v\u0259 toz torpaqla bir oldu. Yenic\u0259 ayd\u0131nla\u015fan s\u0259man\u0131 qara buludlar b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m guruldad\u0131, \u015fim\u015f\u0259k \u00e7axd\u0131 v\u0259 dolu il\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q g\u00fccl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n atlar\u0131n ki\u015fn\u0259m\u0259si, itl\u0259rin h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si e\u015fidilirdi. V\u0259 qas\u0131r\u011fa Bektemiri aparan insanlar\u0131n bir add\u0131m da atmas\u0131na imkan verm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k onlar\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259n, g\u00fccl\u0259 yeriy\u0259n insanlar \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6rtm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bektemiri ortal\u0131\u011fa qoydular, bir-birinin qoltuqlar\u0131ndan tutaraq bir dair\u0259d\u0259 durdular.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman onlardan bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da g\u00f6yd\u0259n ya\u011fan v\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan burul\u011fan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. Yerind\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 f\u0131rlanan burul\u011fan-tornado indi onlara yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

– Aman Tanr\u0131m! Aman , Allah? Qullar\u0131n\u0131 qoru?!<\/p>\n

– M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli v\u0259 q\u00fcdr\u0259tli Allah\u0131m\u0131z. Qullar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259ladan qoru… – bir-birinin ard\u0131nca Allaha dua etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 f\u0131rlanan burul\u011fan qrupla\u015fm\u0131\u015f insanlara y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 toxundu v\u0259 s\u0259maya qalxd\u0131. Burul\u011fan\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 insan aya\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 qolu g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 d\u0259rhal da g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi.<\/p>\n

\u018ftraf\u0131 saran qumdan insanlar ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b yuxar\u0131 baxa bilmirdil\u0259r. Kimisi arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, kimisi \u00fcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, Ab\u0131lay o\u011flunu b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlayaraq yerd\u0259\u00a0 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Burul\u011fan y\u00fcks\u0259ldikc\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy t\u0259dric\u0259n azald\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259traf sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qas\u0131r\u011fan\u0131n \u201cquyru\u011fu\u201d a\u011f ilan kimi q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131r, yerd\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259 qalx\u0131r, daha da y\u00fcks\u0259lirdi. \u0130nsanlar is\u0259 qas\u0131r\u011fan\u0131n k\u0259ndin k\u0259nar\u0131nda qocaman \u00e7inar kimi qanadlar\u0131n\u0131, budaqlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7mas\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yaln\u0131z o, da\u011fa \u201cd\u0131rma\u015f\u0131b\u201d g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259nd\u0259 insanlar sanki \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. H\u0259r \u015feyin yerind\u0259 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir-birl\u0259rini sayma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bir anda Ab\u0131lay:<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum, o\u011flum, hardasan?! – onun uca s\u0259si s\u00fckutu pozdu. B\u0259zil\u0259ri ortada s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f Bektemir\u0259 baxd\u0131. Amma o, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7intemi-i-ir?! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay s\u0259maya baxd\u0131, qollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b yenid\u0259n ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ata, m\u0259n buradayam! \u2013 atas\u0131 an\u0131nda arxadan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259 do\u011fru \u00e7evrildi. O\u011flunu g\u00f6r\u0259n Ab\u0131lay sevincd\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Kim yoxdu? \u2013 dey\u0259 Tan\u0131rb\u0259y soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Asan?! – Bu an K\u0259s\u0259nin q\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. \u2013 O\u011flum g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr?! Han\u0131?!<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra insanlar \u0259n ki\u00e7iyi olan Asan\u0131 qas\u0131r\u011fa apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildil\u0259r. Onlar burul\u011fan istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

K\u0259s\u0259n dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259 oturub ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 sal\u0131b ucadan Allah\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Alimkan\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259m\u0259liydik! Niy\u0259 onu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 aparmad\u0131q?! – Bayaqdan bu haqda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n, lakin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan ya\u015flar\u0131 buraxmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259yib yeriy\u0259n K\u0259s\u0259n art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259n i\u00e7d\u0259n \u0259zab verirdi. O, sad\u0259c\u0259 yerd\u0259 yatan zavall\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dinin \u0259traf\u0131nda ke\u00e7ib getdiyin\u0259 hirsli v\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli idi. Amma indi o, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyas\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f kimi ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ka\u015f onu \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 aparsayd\u0131q, t\u0259rk etm\u0259s\u0259ydik?! Ya R\u0259bb! \u0130ndi n\u0259 edim? O\u011flum, o\u011flum! \u0130ndi neyl\u0259yim?..<\/p>\n

Bu anda onlardan biri s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xarsa, g\u00fccl\u0259 dayanan k\u00fctl\u0259 iki yer\u0259 par\u00e7alana bil\u0259rdi. O, \u00e7oxdan i\u00e7ind\u0259 Ab\u0131laya q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki getm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l: -Alimkana k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259s\u0259m, onda m\u0259n nec\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa\u00e7\u0131yam? Bunu h\u0259tta Tanr\u0131 da ist\u0259m\u0259z, el\u0259 deyilmi? \u2013 dey\u0259 Ab\u0131laydan soru\u015fdu. Ab\u0131lay is\u0259 buna etiraz etdi v\u0259 cavab\u0131nda: “Bel\u0259 \u00e7irkin v\u0259 r\u0259zil insanlara k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k g\u00fcnahd\u0131r!” -dedi. K\u0259s\u0259n\u00a0 cavan olanda x\u0259yal edirdi ki, ka\u015f Al\u0131mkan m\u0259nim h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m olayd\u0131?\u201d Ancaq utancaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 gecikdi v\u0259 ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n onu aparmas\u0131na imkan verdi. B\u0259s o, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini bel\u0259 bir m\u0259qamda nec\u0259 t\u0259rk ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi? Getm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l he\u00e7 olmasa ona su ver\u0259 bil\u0259rdi! Bu n\u0259di, taleyin ac\u0131 oyunumu !<\/p>\n

Al\u0131mkan dili tutulub lal olanda da \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131! Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa k\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 gedib onu sa\u011faltmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yol axtar\u0131rd\u0131! Al\u0131mkan\u0131n sa\u011fald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, nitq qabiliyy\u0259tini b\u0259rpa etdiyini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r sevindi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131nda hiss edirdi!<\/p>\n

Yol boyu bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n Kasen h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n z\u0259if s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi at\u0131b, d\u00f6n\u00fcb geri qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdi, balaca u\u015faq kimi! Ancaq qorxurdu ki, camaat ona satq\u0131n dam\u011fas\u0131 vurub l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, ki\u015fil\u0259r is\u0259 onu \u00f6z \u00e7evr\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259bul etm\u0259yib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131racaqlar! Onun g\u0259nclik sevgisind\u0259n, ona m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olanlar sabahdan s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015flayacaqlar. Bu halda onsuz da pis v\u0259 qorxunc arvad\u0131 onun qan\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan ba\u015fqa K\u0259s\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda o\u011flunu da itirdi. Ba\u015f ver\u0259n bu hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259yib yer\u0259\u00a0 uzan\u0131b yeri qucaqlad\u0131 v\u0259 balaca u\u015faq kimi h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ab\u0131lay\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q etdiyi ki\u015fil\u0259r n\u0259inki n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini bilmirdil\u0259r, h\u0259tta n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini d\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. Bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz dayand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

O\u011flanlardan biri g\u00f6y\u0259 baxaraq dedi: “Bu, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok xala v\u0259 ya Can olmal\u0131d\u0131r…”. – Quyru\u011fu a\u011f ilan kimi idi? Siz d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc?<\/p>\n

– K\u0259s\u0259n qarda\u015f, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l! \u2013 Mukan yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259fa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n belind\u0259n tutdu. – Asan\u0131 da tapaca\u011f\u0131q! Siz Bektemiri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u0259nd\u0259 enin. Biz is\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca ged\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259ri sanki ham\u0131n\u0131 inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n getm\u0259liy\u0259m? – K\u0259s\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. \u2013 O\u011flumu axtarmal\u0131yam?<\/p>\n

– Yox! \u2013 Ab\u0131lay titr\u0259di. – M\u0259nim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259di, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan s\u0259n, hara gedirs\u0259n,ay axmaq?! Onu nec\u0259 t\u0259rk ed\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n, bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoyub hara gedirs\u0259n, h\u0259?!<\/p>\n

K\u0259s\u0259n hirsind\u0259n titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Ay, ay camaat, bu n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, h\u0259?! Sizin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131z u\u015faqd\u0131r, m\u0259nimki is\u0259 u\u015faq deyil, bunu dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiniz?! Burada ya\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t edir\u0259m, s\u0259ni e\u015fidir\u0259m , k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, amma buna bax! Y\u0259ni g\u0259r\u0259k u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 b\u0259lada,\u00e7\u0259tinlikd\u0259 qoyub s\u0259ninkin\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edim?!\u00a0 Maraql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, nankorluq deyilmi bu?!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259, n\u0259?! N\u0259 dedin?! Kim nankordur, h\u0259?!<\/p>\n

Onlar bir-birinin yaxas\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, bir-birin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259rbyax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar ki, az qala vuru\u015facaqd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259sdirin, dayan\u0131n! \u2013 Tan\u0131rbay onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda dayand\u0131. – Onsuz da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259rd, b\u0259lan\u0131n\u00a0 yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131 halda niy\u0259 bir birinizi t\u0259hqir edirsiniz? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb d\u00fczg\u00fcn q\u0259rar ver\u0259k, ki\u015fil\u0259r?! Hirsinizi ba\u015fqa \u015fey\u0259 saxlay\u0131n. Dayan\u0131n!<\/p>\n

– K\u0259s\u0259n day\u0131, s\u0259n d\u0259 get. Tezlikl\u0259 Asan\u0131 tap\u0131b sizinndal\u0131n\u0131zca g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik. Qas\u0131r\u011fa \u00e7ox da b\u00f6y\u00fck deyil, m\u0259nc\u0259 uza\u011fa getm\u0259yib. Orda bir da\u011f var, el\u0259 deyilmi, da\u011f qoymaz qas\u0131r\u011fa uza\u011fa getsin. S\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f olacaq… – Mukan inam\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131raraq dedi. – Get!<\/p>\n

Bundan az sonra piyadalar d\u0259st\u0259si iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fc, qocalar Bektemiri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fru apard\u0131lar. V\u0259 Mukan\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q etdiyi d\u0259st\u0259 Asan\u0131 axtarmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn da\u011f\u0131n s\u0259thi il\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Al\u0131mkan\u0131n yan\u0131na qona bilm\u0259y\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259l le\u015fyey\u0259n quz\u011funlar\u00a0 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 u\u00e7dular.<\/p>\n

Can \u00fcmidsizliy\u0259 qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, o q\u0259d\u0259r ay\u0131q-say\u0131q idi ki, sanki h\u0259r an yuxar\u0131ya u\u00e7a bil\u0259rdi. Can Al\u0131mkana bax\u0131b Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yenic\u0259 yer\u0259 en\u0259n v\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fmam\u0131\u015f quz\u011funlar ilan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi hoppan\u0131b u\u00e7ub getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Can ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alan sin\u0259sin\u0259 qoydu, onu iyl\u0259di, sanki Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilana \u00e7evrildiyini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. O, qeyri-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 v\u0259 quyru\u011funu yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. Bu f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131 n\u0259 sevincli idi, n\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rli.<\/p>\n

Onun yuvarlaq ba\u015f\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yumru\u011fu boyda idi. O q\u0131z\u0131n paltar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i il\u0259, qoltu\u011fundan girib sonra yaxas\u0131ndan, sonra qolunun ucundan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdi.<\/p>\n

O, bildi ki, q\u0131z\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ninin yaln\u0131z yuxar\u0131 hiss\u0259si birt\u0259h\u0259r isti temperaturu saxlayaraq h\u0259yat \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259ri g\u00f6st\u0259rir. B\u0259d\u0259ninin qalan hiss\u0259si soyuq idi v\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin s\u00f6hb\u0259tini xat\u0131rlad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259si, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 v\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f n\u0259f\u0259s almas\u0131 fakt\u0131 olmasayd\u0131, el\u0259 bil\u0259rdin ki, Bubu n\u0259n\u0259d\u0259n siluetdi, k\u00f6lg\u0259di. Onu dinl\u0259y\u0259n As\u0131lbek bird\u0259n:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259n\u0259?! N\u0259 fikrin var?! \u2013 diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259rini tutaraq h\u0259y\u0259canla soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k…!<\/p>\n

\u201cH\u0259l\u0259 dem\u0259li oldu\u011fum s\u00f6z\u00fc bitirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m\u201d dey\u0259n ana ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131r\u011falay\u0131b As\u0131lbekin yerin\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259di v\u0259 ondan sonra s\u0259bir t\u0259l\u0259b edirmi\u015f kimi bir anl\u0131q susdu. Bunu anlayan As\u0131lbek o q\u0259d\u0259r qorxdu ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259 qalan\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259sinndey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onun yalvaran bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda yax\u015f\u0131 bir n\u0259tic\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yi, hekay\u0259nin sonunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259si vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu sirri i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m saxlamal\u0131san\u201d dey\u0259n vaxt yeti\u015fdi, As\u0131lbek sakitc\u0259 oturanda ana yen\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldanma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu vaxt yax\u0131nl\u0131qdan \u201c\u015firp\u201d s\u0259si e\u015fidildi, n\u0259n\u0259 qapal\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131, diqq\u0259tini toplad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Orada kim var? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu, sanki ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n onlar\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini\u00a0 dinl\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek \u0259trafa baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201cHe\u00e7 kim yoxdur, n\u0259n\u0259\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susdu:<\/p>\n

\u201cDem\u0259li, s\u0259b\u0259b odur ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok v\u0259 ilan…\u201d dey\u0259 davam etdi v\u0259 sanki kims\u0259 onu bo\u011furmu\u015f kimi dayand\u0131, qollar\u0131 v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131 titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek c\u0259ld aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259sinin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 st\u0259kandan su i\u00e7irtm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra qar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi v\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131 , \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxaraq t\u0259l\u0259sik davam etdi:<\/p>\n

– Budur, o\u011flum… Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun insanlara, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 insanlar\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka olan inam\u0131, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti v\u0259 sevgisi ona su v\u0259 hava q\u0259d\u0259r laz\u0131md\u0131r. Bil ki, bunsuz o, sabah\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n itirildiyi g\u00fcn o, ilana \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259r. Bunun mahiyy\u0259ti qeyd etdiyim hekay\u0259d\u0259, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m na\u011f\u0131ldad\u0131r. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 s\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z g\u00fcnahkar deyilsiniz. Yaln\u0131z q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259cridd\u0259n v\u0259 ruhunda t\u0259nhal\u0131qdan qoruyun. Onu insanlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131n v\u0259 sevgid\u0259n m\u0259hrum etm\u0259yin…<\/p>\n

Bunu e\u015fid\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259 As\u0131lbek yox, Can da titr\u0259di. Amma n\u0259n\u0259nin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri ilan\u0131n xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi. Sonra da h\u0259r g\u00fcn Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun ilana \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Ancaq t\u0259dric\u0259n bunun sad\u0259c\u0259 bir \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 onu ba\u015f\u0131ndan atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259n\u0259?! \u2013 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fuldu.<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131n taxta d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f \u0259lini ovuclar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131x\u0131b yalvar\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flarla g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n ona baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cBu bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 m\u0259lumat verm\u0259yin, and\u0131 pozsan\u0131z, n\u0259 siz, n\u0259 d\u0259 onu e\u015fid\u0259n adam sa\u011f qalar\u201d. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun is\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 var… \u2013 ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n dedi.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman yenid\u0259n x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259si e\u015fidildi – “\u015firp”.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259 bu s\u0259sin haradan v\u0259 kimd\u0259n g\u0259ldiyini bildi v\u0259 naraz\u0131l\u0131qla qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Onda Can onlardan bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da peyin y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259n\u0259n, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qulaq asan Al\u0131mkan\u0131 paltar\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131. O, \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d bit\u0259n kimi qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra Al\u0131mkan niy\u0259 susdu? Niy\u0259 indi tarlan\u0131n ortas\u0131nda t\u0259k cans\u0131z uzan\u0131b? Niy\u0259 As\u0131lbek v\u0259 Sirqa Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku t\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k, onu bu q\u0259d\u0259r problemin \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259k buraxd\u0131lar? V\u0259 niy\u0259 bu h\u0259yat\u0131 bel\u0259 tez t\u0259rk etdil\u0259r? B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n h\u0259min \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201dla ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funa q\u0259rar verdi v\u0259 bunun ger\u00e7\u0259kliy\u0259 \u00e7evrildiyin\u0259 inana bilm\u0259di…<\/p>\n

– Bubu n\u0259n\u0259? ata? ana? – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi, sanki onun fikirl\u0259rini oxudu. – Xala?<\/p>\n

Yuxu il\u0259 reall\u0131q aras\u0131nda, bir-birin\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olmayan iki h\u0259yat aras\u0131nda, iki d\u00fcnya aras\u0131nda uzanan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259, As\u0131lbek, S\u0131rqa, Al\u0131mkan v\u0259 Can obrazlar\u0131 peyda oldu.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan bilmirdi ki, yadda\u015f\u0131nda olan o \u0259hvalat v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259ri h\u0259r \u015fey q\u0131za aralar\u0131ndak\u0131 \u0259laq\u0259 vasit\u0259sil\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– Xala? – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok s\u0131zlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f kimi Al\u0131mkana baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n\u0131n cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 do\u011fru qar\u011falar u\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Jean \u00fcmidsizliy\u0259 qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b Al\u0131mkana t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ucadan inl\u0259di. \u00c7\u00fcnki ilan\u0131n getm\u0259si il\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u201d da yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cB\u0259s sonra n\u0259 oldu?..\u201d dey\u0259 h\u0259yatla \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131nda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss ed\u0259n q\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Can? ata? – o, ham\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b, davam etm\u0259k v\u0259 h\u0259min hekay\u0259nin davam\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. – Ana?.. Xala?<\/p>\n

Lakin bu anda onlar yox, hans\u0131sa anla\u015f\u0131lmaz, tan\u0131\u015f olmayan k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r, tan\u0131\u015f olmayan sensasiya, tan\u0131\u015f olmayan bir al\u0259m onu \u0259hat\u0259 edib harasa dartma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. O, sanki g\u00f6yl\u0259 yer aras\u0131nda as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kimi titr\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n, vaxta\u015f\u0131r\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n nam\u0259lum bir i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Amma onun kim oldu\u011funu v\u0259 n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bil\u0259 bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n kims\u0259n? \u2013 fikrind\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Onun yax\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. M\u00fc\u0259mmal\u0131 z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n sanki h\u0259yat\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, ruhu q\u0131zd\u0131ran h\u0259rar\u0259t. Bu qaranl\u0131qdan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 kimi Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun sin\u0259sin\u0259 nazik h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k torlar\u0131 t\u0259k d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, sanki onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn vasit\u0259\u00e7ilik edib soyuq d\u00fcnya il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131… G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, bu, insan kimi hiss olunsa da, H\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu kimdir? ata? ana? – K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok soru\u015fdu. – Bektemir?.. Can?<\/p>\n

Yox. V\u0259 onlar da etmirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Xala?<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nl\u0131qda xalas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Amma o da soyuq idi, a\u011f, isti i\u015f\u0131qs\u0131z idi…<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

T\u0259p\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan kimi Asan\u0131 tapacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u0259yus oldular.<\/p>\n

Buralar bombo\u015f idi, sanki burada he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar bir-birin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi harada axtaraca\u011f\u0131q? \u2013 Kal\u0131s \u00fczg\u00fcn s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Cindi-\u00c7ap Mukan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda tam a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Axtard\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n orda oldu\u011funu g\u00fcman edib \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u0259lin ged\u0259k! \u2013 dedi, hara ged\u0259c\u0259yini bilirmi\u015f kimi yola ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra o\u011flanlardan biri:<\/p>\n

– Qas\u0131r\u011fa! – q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Deyildiyi kimi, Cindi \u00c7ap yolunda bir qas\u0131r\u011fa g\u0259zirdi.<\/p>\n

– Bu duman deyil? – u\u015faqlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Mukan durbinl\u0259 baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u201cXeyr…\u201d \u00fcmidsiz \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259 il\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 burul\u011fandad\u0131rsa, yaz\u0131q Asan m\u00fctl\u0259q h\u0259yatda deyil! \u2013 Kal\u0131\u015f da \u00f6z fikrini bildirdi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u0259lin ged\u0259k! Daha s\u00fcr\u0259tli!<\/p>\n

Lakin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qa\u00e7salar da, qas\u0131r\u011faya yeti\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fdan el\u0259 bil eyni yerd\u0259 idi, amma yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca, getdikc\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 daha da uzaqla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O\u011flanlar\u0131n \u0259n ki\u00e7iyi, \u0259n z\u0259ifi Esen y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qalxma\u011fa davam edirdi. Amma bir anda y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra daha aya\u011fa qalxa bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar onu qoyub orada uzaqlara getdil\u0259r, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi aya\u011fa qalxmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Lakin o aya\u011fa qalxmad\u0131 v\u0259 onlar geri qay\u0131tmal\u0131 oldular.<\/p>\n

– Ulan, onunla qal! \u2013 Mukan yor\u011fun halda uzanm\u0131\u015f Esenin \u0259ll\u0259rini s\u0131xaraq dedi. –\u00a0 o daha ged\u0259 bilm\u0259z. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

– Onu qocalar\u0131n yan\u0131nda qoymal\u0131yd\u0131q! – Ulan maraql\u0131 bir fikir s\u00f6yl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi dedi.<\/p>\n

Mukan qas\u0131r\u011faya t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u0259lin ged\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Qabaqda ged\u0259n iki o\u011flan bir anda pis bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f kimi bir anda dayand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda indic\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f burul\u011fan sanki d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 \u201cd\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u201d kimi yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ulu babas\u0131 eyni olan Asanla bir h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n Qal\u0131s yumruqlar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 vurub ba\u011f\u0131r ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Kal\u0131s? – Mukan \u0259lini onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoydu. – D\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fc ol, dostum.<\/p>\n

-Nec\u0259?! \u2013 Kal\u0131s ulay\u0131rd\u0131. – Onu quca\u011f\u0131mda g\u0259zdirmi\u015f\u0259m. Onunla oynatm\u0131\u015fam. \u00c7iynimd\u0259 g\u0259zdirmi\u015f\u0259m. O h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259yib?!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 ed\u0259k?..<\/p>\n

– Bu yax\u0131nlarda o m\u0259n\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bir q\u0131za nec\u0259 a\u015fiq oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259di?! Niy\u0259?! Bu nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, h\u0259?! Niy\u0259 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259m\u0259lind\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259lidir?! Niy\u0259 \u00c7\u0131ntemir yox, Ab\u0131lay?! Niy\u0259 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z u\u015faq?! Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-o-ok?! Niy\u0259 ona bel\u0259 etdin, h\u0259?!<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qalx, \u2013 Mukan diz \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f Kal\u0131s\u0131n qoltu\u011fundan tutub yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi, \u2013 qar\u0131ldama qar\u011fa kimi. Biz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Asan\u0131n nec\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilmirik. Qalx, baxmal\u0131y\u0131q!<\/p>\n

– Harada?! Cindi-\u00c7apda?! D\u0259r\u0259nin dibind\u0259?! Yoxsa onu yerin o biri ucuna apar\u0131b? Oraya gedib-g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259bil\u0259\u015f\u0259n Kal\u0131s, qism\u0259n istehza il\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fla q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Onu nec\u0259 axtarma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif edirs\u0259n, h\u0259?!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?! \u2013 indi Mukan da q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. – El\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan ki, el\u0259 bil h\u0259r \u015feyi m\u0259n qurmu\u015fam, el\u0259 bil h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259dir!<\/p>\n

Kals\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131! \u2013 Mukan ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dedi. – S\u0259n burada otur, dinc\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259nd\u0259 enib dualarla m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259! getdim.<\/p>\n

Mukan inamla v\u0259 q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 qas\u0131r\u011fan\u0131n \u201ca\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc\u201d t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 getdi.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b oturub ulayan Kal\u0131\u015f n\u0259 vaxtsa g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silib Mukan\u0131n arxas\u0131nca getdi…<\/p>\n

Yanan, n\u0259f\u0259si k\u0259sil\u0259n Mukan u\u00e7urumun k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kainat\u0131 \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7irm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n \u0259jdaha kimi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an n\u0259h\u0259ng bir d\u0259r\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… \u0130ndi o s\u0259hv bir add\u0131m atsa, d\u00fcz d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Ancaq durbinini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirib Asan\u0131 o \u0259jdahan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda,d\u0259r\u0259nin dibind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc h\u0259r yer\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, onu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fcmidi v\u0259 ya \u00fcmidsizliyi il\u0259 axtar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259ki k\u00f6lg\u0259 d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fdikc\u0259 qal\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, dibi is\u0259 zifiri qaranl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evrilirdi. Bird\u0259n onun uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxmaqdan ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Ona yeti\u015f\u0259n Kal\u0131s:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259?! \u2013 n\u0259f\u0259si k\u0259sil\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu: -N\u0259 var, n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr?!<\/p>\n

Mukan susdu. O, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn kainata bax\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r baxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 Al\u0131mkanla Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259mt\u0259 d\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki qad\u0131n ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 yerl\u0259rd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilm\u0259y\u0259n Can d\u0259 vard\u0131…<\/p>\n

Durbini onlardan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 bir anda Mukan bilm\u0259di hara baxs\u0131n, dayand\u0131…<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 oldu?! Tap\u0131ld\u0131?! \u2013 Kal\u0131s bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb soru\u015fdu. – Dan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Durbini Mukan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Asan\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k ay\u0131ltd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k m\u0259qs\u0259din\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f kimi yava\u015f\u0131d\u0131 v\u0259 dayand\u0131. Amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra onu t\u0259p\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259, paltar\u0131na, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Qas\u0131r\u011fa aparmas\u0131ndan tutmu\u015f, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131na getm\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey ona yuxu kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7madan uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sanki yatmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sakinl\u0259r h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok haqq\u0131nda ehtiyatla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri m\u00fczakir\u0259 edirdil\u0259r, hans\u0131 ki,bu s\u00f6z s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00f6zl\u0259ri ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara baxmayaraq, Asan ondan 3-4 ya\u015f ki\u00e7ik olsa da, yeniyetm\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259n q\u0131za qar\u015f\u0131 hissl\u0259ri var idi.<\/p>\n

Ancaq q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, h\u0259tta yax\u0131n olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq, bunu ed\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sad\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, bu f\u00fcrs\u0259t \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. B\u0259z\u0259n o\u011flanlar bir yerd\u0259 oturub bu q\u0131zdan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Onlardan biri onun haqq\u0131nda art\u0131q \u0259skik fikir s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259, pis s\u00f6z des\u0259, dava ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Bununla bel\u0259, o, bilirdi ki, onlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 bu sirli q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 Kyzmonchoku yax\u0131ndan g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Asan:<\/p>\n

– As\u0131lbek day\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 gedib q\u0131z\u0131na baxaq? – Onun t\u0259klifini he\u00e7 kim r\u0259dd etm\u0259zdi. Sanki ham\u0131 bunu ist\u0259yirdi:<\/p>\n

– G\u0259lin ged\u0259k!<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s nec\u0259?! \u2013 yerl\u0259rind\u0259n at\u0131ld\u0131lar. \u0130ndi \u0259vv\u0259lki d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fc davan\u0131 unudub u\u015faqlar birl\u0259\u015firdil\u0259r, As\u0131lb\u0259k day\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 girm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcxt\u0259lif hiyl\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 \u00fcsullar tap\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik v\u0259 \u0259yri \u00fcyr\u00fc add\u0131mlarla ged\u0259rdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m,\u00a0 Asan\u0131n yol boyu \u00fcr\u0259yi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 soyuq t\u0259r bas\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurmu\u015f kimi, daha g\u00fccl\u00fc v\u0259 x\u00fcsusi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, ir\u0259li getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flard\u0131. Bel\u0259 y\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259krarlansa da, onlar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku yaln\u0131z bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 yen\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun dal\u0131nca getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. U\u015faqlar qap\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda\u015f\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq\u00a0 eyni vaxtda iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00c7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 iki vedr\u0259 su da\u015f\u0131yan bulaqdan ged\u0259n q\u0131z u\u015faqlara bel\u0259 baxmad\u0131, sad\u0259c\u0259 onlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 girdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n arxas\u0131nca baxan o\u011flanlar \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f As\u0131lbek evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Burada n\u0259 edirs\u0259n?! Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131n! Tez olun! Oh, \u0259claflar! \u2013 onlar\u0131 da\u015fla vurmaq ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi yer\u0259 \u0259yildi.<\/p>\n

As\u0131lbek Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun k\u0259nd o\u011flan v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 il\u0259 oynamas\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, bunun m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00c7\u00fcnki Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku h\u0259\u015f\u0259ratlardan bel\u0259 qoruyan ilan\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n bu g\u00fcn v\u0259 ya bu g\u00fcn olmasa da, ba\u015fqa bir g\u00fcn u\u015faqlara z\u0259r\u0259r vuraca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dil\u0259r. Onlar ilan haqq\u0131nda haradan bil\u0259 bil\u0259rdil\u0259r? H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 dabanlar\u0131na t\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar. Uza\u011fa qa\u00e7araq As\u0131lb\u0259yi t\u0259hqiredici s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 da\u015fa alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Amma bunu tez unudub dayana bilm\u0259yib Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bolot:<\/p>\n

-Hey, onun bel\u0259 kirpikl\u0259ri var-dedi v\u0259 kirpikl\u0259rini \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir, sanki onlar\u0131 uzat\u0131r, b\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– O q\u0259d\u0259r uzun boynu var, g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s onun \u00fcz\u00fc qar kimi b\u0259yazd\u0131r, bunu deyin?<\/p>\n

– Hey. Bilirs\u0259n n\u0259 oldu? Onun \u0259t\u0259yi \u0259lim\u0259 toxundu!<\/p>\n

– Oh, yalan\u00e7\u0131!<\/p>\n

– And i\u00e7ir\u0259m! Bu do\u011frudur!<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 anlarda Asan b\u00fct\u00fcn o\u011flanlara Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku q\u0131sqan\u0131rd\u0131. Onun ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yan\u0131na g\u0259ldiyini, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nec\u0259 mahn\u0131 oxudu\u011funu, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun onun aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini sildiyini, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yum\u015faq s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, As\u0131lbek day\u0131n\u0131n buna etiraz etm\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015faraq onlara bir n\u00f6v yan\u0131q verir, pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 oyatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. . Asan yuxular\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u201cna\u011f\u0131llar\u0131\u201d reall\u0131\u011fa \u00e7evir\u0259r\u0259k payla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015faqlar a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b onun dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 ham\u0131 ona inan\u0131rd\u0131, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011flanlar aras\u0131nda onun n\u00fcfuzu y\u00fcks\u0259k idi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku t\u0259kc\u0259 o\u011flanlar deyil, k\u0259ndin q\u0131zlar\u0131 da, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, ham\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin d\u0259fnind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. El\u0259 o vaxt da As\u0131lbek, S\u0131rqa v\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131 ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 g\u0259lib, t\u0259l\u0259sik birinci onlar \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdil\u0259r. Bundan sonra insanlar As\u0131lbekin ail\u0259sin\u0259 da\u015f atanda K\u0131zmon\u00e7oku g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 k\u0259ndi ilan d\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min pay\u0131z\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun Bektemirl\u0259 evl\u0259ndiyini bil\u0259n Asan \u00fcmidsiz halda evd\u0259n dem\u0259k olar ki, paltars\u0131z qa\u00e7d\u0131. Evd\u0259n, k\u0259ndd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca daha \u00e7ox a\u011flay\u0131r v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s olanda, yeriy\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 dayan\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259n, kimd\u0259n incidiyini anlam\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 yaln\u0131z \u00e7ox soyuq olandan sonra ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 \u201cAb\u0131lay o\u011flunu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla evl\u0259ndir\u0259c\u0259k\u201d \u015fayi\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131. Lakin valideynl\u0259rinin ni\u015fan m\u0259clisin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t olundu\u011funu bil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259rq oldu. Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evind\u0259n qay\u0131dan valideynl\u0259ri Asan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131dan inild\u0259diyini, b\u0259d\u0259ninin od kimi isti oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok kimins\u0259 arvad\u0131 olduqdan sonra o, art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259rar verdi: “H\u0259r \u015fey bitdi v\u0259 m\u0259n onu \u0259ld\u0259n verdim!” Lakin ilk, m\u0259sum hissl\u0259rinin, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qalan q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131n q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar\u0131 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7ay\u0131 ilk i\u00e7diyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n yenid\u0259n parlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Onun evl\u0259nm\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n biri d\u0259 o idi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok art\u0131q he\u00e7 kim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sirr deyildi v\u0259 he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n gizl\u0259nmirdi. Ham\u0131 bilirdi ki, bunun yegan\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bi onunla b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n v\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan onun \u201cm\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7isi\u201d olmu\u015f ilan\u0131n getm\u0259sidir. \u00dcst\u0259lik, o, indi normal bir ail\u0259nin \u00fczv\u00fc olmas\u0131ndan m\u0259mnun idi.<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlarla yana\u015f\u0131, g\u0259lin g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri Ab\u0131lay\u0131n evi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u201cg\u0259lini g\u00f6rm\u0259k\u201d ad\u0259tini b\u0259han\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar g\u0259l\u0259n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ya\u015fl\u0131 qonaqlarla dolurdu. .<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda g\u0259ncl\u0259r d\u0259 var idi. Onlar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun t\u00f6kd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7ib heyr\u0259tl\u0259 oturub t\u0259z\u0259 xalan\u0131n h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. H\u0259tta Asan Q\u0131zzmon\u00e7oka baxark\u0259n “dondu”. U\u015faqlar is\u0259 onu dirs\u0259kl\u0259ri il\u0259 buraraq \u201coyada\u201d bildil\u0259r. Bu, o\u011flanlar\u0131n ona la\u011f etm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu.Bundan sonra Asan\u0131n xasiyy\u0259ti, v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fdi, fikir\u0259 q\u0259rq olurdu, bel\u0259c\u0259 depressiyaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00c7int\u0259mir\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 gedib, ondan bibisi haqq\u0131nda soru\u015fur, onun haqq\u0131nda e\u015fitdiyi h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 al\u0131r, yuxular\u0131nda onlar\u0131 na\u011f\u0131la \u00e7evirirdi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yoxa \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259nki x\u0259b\u0259r onun ruhunu darmada\u011f\u0131n etdi! N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi… Camaata qo\u015fulub Bektemiri axtarma\u011fa gets\u0259 d\u0259,\u00a0 fikrind\u0259 yaln\u0131z\u00a0 bir \u015fey var idi: \u201cYaz\u0131q hara getdi? B\u0259lk\u0259 ilanlar\u0131n yan\u0131na getdi?<\/p>\n

H\u0259 b\u0259s sonra n\u0259 oldu?<\/p>\n

O, yer\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qum v\u0259 \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131llarla \u201cd\u00f6y\u0259n\u201d k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 hirsl\u0259nirdi. K\u00fcl\u0259yin onu n\u0259inki it\u0259l\u0259yib \u00e7\u0259kdiyin\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fin, sevgilisinin \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259zz almas\u0131na imkan verm\u0259diyin\u0259 lap q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259ndi. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259tm\u0259k, b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 yuvarlanmaq ist\u0259di, amma hiss edirdi ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131rpsa bel\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn fikirl\u0259rini itir\u0259c\u0259k. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259di, \u0259ksin\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini daha da b\u0259rk yumdu v\u0259 sonra ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Sonra… H\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etdi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok ilanlar d\u0259st\u0259sinin \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 nec\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259, onlar\u0131n krali\u00e7as\u0131 kimi oturub… Ab\u0131lay\u0131n nec\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, qorxudan titr\u0259diyini, qo\u015fa l\u00fcl\u0259li t\u00fcf\u0259ngini \u0259lind\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b ilanlar ordusunu\u00a0 ni\u015fan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku ni\u015fan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.. Sonra Al\u0131mkan\u0131n haradansa peyda olub hu\u015funu itir\u0259r\u0259k y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131… Sonra Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla Alimkan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259sini xat\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tezlikl\u0259 ilanlar da\u011fa \u201cd\u0131rma\u015fd\u0131lar\u201d v\u0259 orada g\u00f6zd\u0259n itdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n insanlar yaln\u0131z bundan sonra d\u0259rhal Bektemiri g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r, Al\u0131mkan\u0131n cans\u0131z c\u0259s\u0259dini uzanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 orada qoydular v\u0259 buna fikir verm\u0259dil\u0259r. Onun yan\u0131nda oturmu\u015f Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u0259traf\u0131nda dolan\u0131b adlay\u0131b ke\u00e7dil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 camaat\u0131n aras\u0131ndan qa\u00e7\u0131b ona k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 insanlar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n etiraz edilm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxaraq dayand\u0131. Atas\u0131na, qarda\u015f\u0131na v\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131na \u015f\u0259fq\u0259t v\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t dil\u0259di. Onun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259n atas\u0131 onun \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutub s\u0131xd\u0131, sanki: \u201cSakit ol!\u201d Bununla bel\u0259, Asan atas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik bir ya\u015f axd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n

Arxas\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcb adamlar\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259sind\u0259n ayr\u0131laraq\u00a0 qa\u00e7maq, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun yan\u0131na qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdi. Amma o, atas\u0131ndan v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131ndak\u0131lardan qorxurdu. \u00dcr\u0259yi acizliyind\u0259n yan\u0131r, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan gizl\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k yeriyirdi…<\/p>\n

– Ay\u0131bd\u0131, o, art\u0131q b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011fland\u0131r, amma a\u011flay\u0131r! \u2013 atas\u0131 ri\u015fx\u0259ndl\u0259 dedi v\u0259 niy\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamasa da, \u201c\u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, Bektemir\u0259 r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yir, ya da y\u0259qinki n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7ox qorxurdu…\u201d \u2013 atas\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259hz o vaxt boz, iri burul\u011fan onlar\u0131n yolunu k\u0259sdi v\u0259 bir add\u0131m da ir\u0259li getm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di… Sanki g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z da\u015f divara ili\u015fdil\u0259r, ir\u0259li ged\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. Bu azm\u0131\u015f kimi k\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 onlar\u0131 burul\u011fan\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Onlar g\u00fccl\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atandan sonra bir-birini tutaraq onun \u0259traf\u0131nda dayand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman arxaya baxan Asan q\u0259rib\u0259 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onlardan bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fan n\u0259h\u0259ng qas\u0131r\u011fa daha da g\u00fccl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 daha da b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b Asan\u0131 d\u0259rhal k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq kimi b\u00fck\u00fcb quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, yerd\u0259n qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6y\u0259 u\u00e7du.<\/p>\n

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-Ata?! \u2013 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r. Amma hiss etdi ki, s\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bundan sonra ba\u015f ver\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyin reall\u0131q, yoxsa yuxu oldu\u011funu art\u0131q m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilmirdi. O, yerd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca v\u0259 daha y\u00fcks\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 qalxd\u0131qca, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da olan insanlar bir o q\u0259d\u0259r ki\u00e7ildi v\u0259 bir anda ona ovucu kimi ki\u00e7ik g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Daha sonra? Bundan sonra n\u0259 oldu, n\u0259 ba\u015f verdi? He\u00e7 n\u0259 bilmir. He\u00e7 n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlam\u0131r… Birc\u0259 onu bilir ki, burada yat\u0131b.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fc s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi daha s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 oynaqlar\u0131 n\u0259yis\u0259 ,,,hiss edirmi\u015f kimi y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, s\u0259ssizliyin onu bo\u011fdu\u011funu hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f, aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, axsaq b\u0259d\u0259nini v\u0259 \u0259zalar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259, s\u0259hrada uzan\u0131b…<\/p>\n

Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u0259razid\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259ki qar\u011fa-quz\u011funlardan, yerd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 v\u0259 he\u00e7 kim sa\u011f deyil…<\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259ninin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etm\u0259di. \u018fll\u0259rini b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 v\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcrtd\u00fc. Dey\u0259s\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131b, h\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z yerind\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b \u0259trafa baxd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u0259trafa al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda bu yer ona tan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n haradayam?.. Bura n\u0259 yerdi?..\u201d<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, harada oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131… Cindi-\u00c7ap?!..<\/p>\n

N\u0259f\u0259s almas\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259ndi\u00a0 v\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s darl\u0131\u011f\u0131, t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259slik hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, buran\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, bilirdi ki, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidir. O\u011flan n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini, haradan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini v\u0259 ya hara qa\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259di v\u0259 yerind\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259z qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonra s\u0259mada d\u00f6vr\u0259 vuran qar\u011falara t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi, ondan bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f adam siluetini g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

V\u0131y\u0131ldayan k\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 dolub sakitl\u0259\u015fdi. Sonra sanki g\u00fcc toplay\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc, Asan\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, getdiyi istiqam\u0259t\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259di v\u0259 o\u011flanla sanki yar\u0131\u015f\u0131b qa\u00e7d\u0131…<\/p>\n

Durbinl\u0259 baxan Qal\u0131s bird\u0259n sevincd\u0259n titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Asa-a-an!!!<\/p>\n

– Haradad\u0131? M\u0259n\u0259 ver?! \u2013 Durbini al\u0131b baxan Mukan sevincd\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b Qal\u0131s\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011fd\u0131! O, sa\u011fd\u0131!<\/p>\n

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Asan Al\u0131mkanla ilana yax\u0131nla\u015fanda s\u00fcr\u0259tini azaltd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can qad\u0131n\u0131n cans\u0131z\u00a0 b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259- h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz ayaq v\u0259 qollar\u0131na, boynuna v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 sar\u0131laraq onu Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

O\u011flan ilan\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini sakitc\u0259 izl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Onu Can\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc yox, qad\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dini hara v\u0259 n\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259diyi maraqland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. O, Can\u0131n n\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n idi.<\/p>\n

\u0130kisinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 u\u00e7an qar\u011falar Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 u\u00e7araq,\u00a0 onu ni\u015fan al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 u\u00e7anda, Can dartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cy\u00fck\u00fc\u201d qoyub o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra ilan\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tinin s\u0259b\u0259bini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Asan, ilan \u0259lind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etdiyi halda adam\u0131n insan kimi davranmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn utand\u0131. Bunu d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nama\u011fa, nifr\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu ona daxil\u0259n s\u0131xma\u011fa \u0259zab verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n yerin\u0259 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 utanc hissi ke\u00e7irdi. El\u0259 bu anda onun a\u011fl\u0131na d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli bir \u015fey g\u0259ldi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc pis hiss etdi, b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– “Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-ok?!” – Sonra g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla dolmu\u015f y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. Diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 d\u0259rhal aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131! El\u0259 bil ciy\u0259rl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. O\u011flan t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n birba\u015fa onun yan\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

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D\u0259rdd\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u011fulan ilan q\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sini dinl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb onun sin\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. V\u0259 sanki h\u0259sr\u0259t v\u0259 intizrla \u0259n yax\u0131n varl\u0131\u011fa can ataraq, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n bir az yuxar\u0131 qoydu, sevgilisinin qoynuna girdi. S\u0259sd\u0259n yax\u0131nl\u0131qda adam\u0131n qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131. Buna baxmayaraq, o, sanki bu anlar\u0131 bo\u015funa itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirmi\u015f kimi, ya da adam\u0131n yax\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz qald\u0131. Yaln\u0131z Asan onlardan aral\u0131da dayananda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Asan\u0131n sin\u0259si k\u00f6r\u00fck kimi qalx\u0131b enirdi. O t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131 v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 yumruqlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131xd\u0131. O, Can\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, sanki ya yax\u0131nla\u015fmaqdan qorxur, ya da onu duel\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n sual dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla adama baxd\u0131. Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n oxumaq olard\u0131: \u201cN\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?!\u201d – v\u0259 eyni zamanda ruhunun d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 bir q\u0131sqancl\u0131q hissi oyand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Uzaqla\u015f! \u2013 Asan t\u0259l\u0259sik dedi. – Qalx, s\u0259n\u0259 dedim!<\/p>\n

Can yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f b\u0259d\u0259ninin qalan hiss\u0259sini d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 do\u011fru qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 sanki \u201cc\u0259sar\u0259tin varsa g\u0259l!\u201d deyirdi. \u2013\u00a0 onu t\u0259hrik ed\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 uzand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Asan \u0259trafa bax\u0131b silaha b\u0259nz\u0259r bir \u015fey axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ka\u015f ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n ilan\u0131 k\u0259nar ed\u0259 bils\u0259ydi, onda q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxa bil\u0259rdi, – dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Amma o, \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n daha da q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259n\u0259n ilana yax\u0131nla\u015fmaqdan v\u0259 ya ona n\u0259s\u0259 etm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxurdu, b\u0259d\u0259nini soyuq t\u0259r basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Qalx! \u2013 yen\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lan yerind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan sanki daha da k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndi, a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-I\u0131\u0131..\u0131\u0131\u0131… Get buradan!<\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7ok n\u0259 vaxtsa ilana \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k! \u0130lana d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k… D\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k…!” – qulaqlar\u0131nda s\u0259sl\u0259r e\u015fidildi. U\u015faq qorxurdu ki, ilan indi Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku ilana \u00e7evirir. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok bir daha art\u0131q onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xmayacaq. Buna inanmaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n o\u011flan daha da b\u0259rkd\u0259n a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

“O \u00f6lm\u0259yib?!” – beynin\u0259 bu fikir g\u0259ldi v\u0259 bir-iki add\u0131m ir\u0259li getdi:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok xala, qalx? – dedi. – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131, sanki Asan\u0131n yax\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131 xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– \u015e\u015f\u015f\u015f\u015f!<\/p>\n

Asan\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131 alt-\u00fcst oldu.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yib yalvaranda k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u0130ndi d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, art\u0131q \u00e7ox gec olmu\u015fdu, dayan\u0131b g\u00fccs\u00fczc\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bu, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n amans\u0131z c\u0259za idi, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259min odundan da bet\u0259r!<\/p>\n

O\u011flan dizl\u0259ri \u00fcst\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-ok?! M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-ok?!<\/p>\n

\u0130lan titr\u0259yib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu s\u0259s b\u00fct\u00fcn Cindi-\u00c7ap\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi, u\u00e7urumun lap dibin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131, oradan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, da\u011flardan ke\u00e7di v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn kainata yay\u0131ld\u0131…<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-ok!!!<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259s hans\u0131sa nam\u0259lum d\u00fcnyaya q\u0259rq olan q\u0131z\u0131 da \u201coyatd\u0131\u201d. Sanki kims\u0259 onu \u0259hat\u0259 ed\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n qurtar\u0131b\u00a0 harasa \u201capar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u201d! O, daha s\u00fcr\u0259tli n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, sanki kims\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fck g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130nsanlar\u0131n Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok sevgisi qurtaranda o, ilana \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k…\u201d – Cana el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, Bubu n\u0259n\u0259nin As\u0131lbek\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cna\u011f\u0131l\u201d ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b v\u0259 o, art\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131n \u201cg\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259\u201d inan\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130lanlar d\u00fcnyas\u0131na…<\/p>\n

-As\u0131lbek, h\u0259r \u015fey ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, art\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131n ilanlar al\u0259min\u0259 \u201cg\u0259ldiyin\u0259\u201d inan\u0131rd\u0131… Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lirdi, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00fcmid edirdi ki, n\u0259hay\u0259t\u00a0 q\u0131z insan \u0259zab\u0131ndan, insan kimi olmaq \u0259zab, \u0259ziyy\u0259tind\u0259n xilas olur. \u00dcmid edirdi ki, ilana \u00e7evrilmi\u015f Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku da \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb uzaq bir yer\u0259 aparacaq. Amma o an \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onun b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131!<\/p>\n

O, ah \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rk\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 ki\u00e7ik h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r ba\u015flad\u0131. Sin\u0259si n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259 doldu, qollar\u0131n\u0131n, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n uclar\u0131, h\u0259tta kirpikl\u0259ri bel\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bundan sonra o, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Asan bunu hiss etm\u0259di. Yerd\u0259 uzand\u0131, bir dair\u0259d\u0259 ba\u011fland\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-ok?! M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7o-ok?! M\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?!<\/p>\n

Asan \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 v\u0259 ruhunda gizl\u0259n\u0259n m\u0259sum sirri h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 a\u00e7anda Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u0259d\u0259ni t\u0259rp\u0259ndi v\u0259 \u201ccanland\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n

Bunu hiss ed\u0259n Jean q\u0131z\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n yer\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7an Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 s\u0259man\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

O, tez bir zamanda \u015f\u0259klini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n buludlara bax\u0131rd\u0131, u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 uzan\u0131b baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 o v\u0259 u\u015faq ilan tez-tez bel\u0259 uzan\u0131b buludlara bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

“Oradak\u0131 buluda bax, Can, bu s\u0259ns\u0259n…” Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dedi. – V\u0259 budur, bu m\u0259n\u0259m …<\/p>\n

Can h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 baxanda v\u0259 ona v\u0259 ya q\u0131za b\u0259nz\u0259r bir \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u0259dikd\u0259, ona k\u00fcsd\u00fc v\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 onun reaksiyas\u0131na baxaraq g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di …<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi d\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok dola\u015f\u0131q a\u011f buludlar aras\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 yax\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hardansa kimins\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdi.<\/p>\n

Uzaqdan e\u015fidil\u0259n, ara-s\u0131ra g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q daha da ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 sanki ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qulaq asmama\u011fa, f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmama\u011fa, fikir verm\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, s\u0259si k\u0259silmirdi.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok? Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla?! Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259ni xilas ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim?! Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilm\u0259dim?! S-s-s…<\/p>\n

“Bu kimdir?” – N\u0259f\u0259sini tutaraq bunun kimin s\u0259si oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevirdim, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m! S\u0259ni haqq etm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 sevdim! Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259nim z\u0259ifliyimi, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok… Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni?! Ah-ah!..<\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?..\u201d q\u0131z t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. – Bu kimdir? Bektemir?..\u201d<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz nec\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131m, daha ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur! M\u0259nas\u0131z! Oooh<\/p>\n

\u201cYox, bu Bektemirin s\u0259si deyil…\u201d \u2013 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7evirdi…<\/p>\n

Yax\u0131nl\u0131qda kims\u0259 yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u201cBu kimdir?\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc \u201cOna n\u0259 olub?..\u201d<\/p>\n

O, bu haqda fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 macal tapmam\u0131\u015f o\u011flan\u0131n yan\u0131nda ba\u015fqa biri peyda oldu. O, ilan\u0131n q\u0131vr\u0131lan b\u0259d\u0259nini tan\u0131d\u0131: “Can!?” – harada oldu\u011funu v\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlayan q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 ucadan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can yerd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015f Asan\u0131n yan\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 onu \u00e7almaq ist\u0259yi il\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ir\u0259li-geri yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc haz\u0131rlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ca-an?! \u2013 q\u0131z yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qorxmu\u015f Can dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerind\u0259n dik \u201cat\u0131ld\u0131\u201d v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

A\u011flamaq s\u0259si d\u0259 k\u0259sildi.<\/p>\n

\u018ftraf\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm s\u00fckutu b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok v\u0259 Jan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri v\u0259 dill\u0259ri il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

– Can? – incimi\u015f q\u0131z onun davran\u0131\u015f\u0131na inanm\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?..<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 olub, Can?! – Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun b\u0259d\u0259ni titr\u0259di v\u0259 hiss olunmadan yell\u0259ndi. – Bu n\u0259dir?! S\u0259n…onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdin?!<\/p>\n

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\u0130lan n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini v\u0259 ona n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. O \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r o, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxsa, uduzacaq v\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okun s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259rhal sonra \u00e7\u0259n\u0259si \u201cba\u011flanan\u201d Asan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7okla Can\u0131n bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na baxd\u0131. O, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplad\u0131 v\u0259 ilan Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oka z\u0259r\u0259r verm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259, onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 tullan\u0131b yal\u0131n \u0259li il\u0259 onu bo\u011fma\u011fa haz\u0131r idi.<\/p>\n

Amma ilan yer\u0259 sanc\u0131lm\u0131\u015f m\u0131x kimi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz qald\u0131. H\u0259tta g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz v\u0259 cans\u0131z idi… El\u0259 bu vaxt o:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259ni g\u00f6r n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qoyublar, n\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tiribl\u0259r, Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok?! – dey\u0259 cavab verdi. -S\u0259nc\u0259, s\u0259nin \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kdiyini izl\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn asand\u0131r?<\/p>\n

\u0130lan bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlad\u0131, sanki kims\u0259 onun bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok h\u0259ssas duy\u011fusu il\u0259 onun qan\u0131n\u0131n, insanlara qar\u015f\u0131 nifr\u0259t v\u0259 ikrahla nec\u0259 qaynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

Bu, onun u\u015faql\u0131qdan v\u0259rdi\u015fidir: \u201cHe\u00e7 vaxt insanlar\u0131 incitm\u0259yin. Xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bel\u0259 bir m\u0259s\u0259li var: \u201cDa\u015fla vursalar, qar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131na yem\u0259k qoy\u201d dey\u0259rdi h\u0259r na\u011f\u0131lda. \u0130nsanlara hirs v\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n Can h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona inan\u0131b sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi. Q\u0131zmon\u00e7oku incitm\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 ya onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qan\u0131 qaynayanda bel\u0259 s\u0259birli olma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. \u0130ndi d\u0259 onun v\u0259t\u0259r kimi yenic\u0259 dart\u0131lm\u0131\u015f b\u0259d\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fir, bo\u015fal\u0131rd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z bundan sonra:<\/p>\n

– Bu kimdir? \u2013 Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni bomboz toza bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f, yegan\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n Asan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu. \u00dcz\u00fc kir v\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na boyanaraq onu tamamil\u0259 tan\u0131nmaz hala salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can insanlar\u0131n getdiyi istiqam\u0259ti g\u00f6st\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n

– Bunlardan biri…<\/p>\n

Onun haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259xmin etmi\u015f kimi Asan aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ona baxan g\u0259lin\u0259 birba\u015fa baxa bilm\u0259yib t\u0259l\u0259sik b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ninin tozunu silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n kims\u0259n? – K\u0131zmon\u00e7ok soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n Asan…- o, bo\u011fuq s\u0259sl\u0259 sakitc\u0259 cavab verdi. – K\u0259s\u0259nin o\u011flu… \u00c7intemirin dostu.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fqalar\u0131 haradad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– Getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zmon\u00e7ok y\u0131x\u0131lan Al\u0131mkana t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131. O yox idi…<\/p>\n

– Al\u0131mkan xalan\u0131 apar\u0131blar? \u2013 q\u0131z sevincl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Yox, g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259dil\u0259r, \u2013 Asan g\u00fcnahkar kimi yer\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Can Al\u0131mkan\u0131n yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Na\u011fara \u00e7alaraq, yava\u015f-yava\u015f ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

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