{"id":19913,"date":"2024-06-21T14:08:52","date_gmt":"2024-06-21T09:08:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19913"},"modified":"2024-06-21T14:13:23","modified_gmt":"2024-06-21T09:13:23","slug":"xos-gunl%c9%99r-arzular-h%c9%99l%c9%99-qabaqda-irad%c9%99-aytel-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=19913","title":{"rendered":"XO\u015e G\u00dcNL\u018fR, ARZULAR H\u018fL\u018f QABAQDA… – \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel yaz\u0131r…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"faiq-yazi-ucun-formada-716x477\"<\/a>(Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin 60 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259…)<\/i><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/b>Ham\u0131m\u0131z kimi o da otuz il idi ki, Qaraba\u011f h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131-a\u011fr\u0131 s\u0131zlay\u0131r, h\u0259sr\u0259t-h\u0259sr\u0259t g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi.\u00a0 \u0130\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131ndan yer, narahat ruhlar\u0131yla Az\u0259rbaycan s\u0259mas\u0131nda dola\u015fan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlayanda, ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n G\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. Ham\u0131m\u0131z kimi otuz ildir onun da s\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015fdi, azadl\u0131q toxumunu s\u0259p\u0259nl\u0259rin \u2013 20 Yanvar \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinin arzular\u0131n\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rtm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can\u0131n\u0131 fada ed\u0259n o\u011fullar\u0131n \u0259m\u0259yinin yerd\u0259 qalma\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu:<\/p>\n

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U\u011frunda \u00f6ld\u00fckl\u0259ri torpa\u011f\u0131<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Qanlar\u0131 il\u0259 suvard\u0131lar ki,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

AT\u018f\u015eK\u018fS bitsin!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131q toxumunu<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

s\u0259p\u0259nl\u0259rin arzular\u0131<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

c\u00fcc\u0259rib, bitsin.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Elind\u0259n, dilind\u0259n, dinind\u0259n uzaqda, gavur qandallar\u0131 alt\u0131nda qanadlar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lan \u0259sirl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131nda \u0259sir olurdu:<\/p>\n

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\u0130lim-ilim itirik, g\u0259lmir sora\u011f\u0131m\u0131z da,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f saral\u0131r, solur yarpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z da.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259hid qan\u0131 \u00e7il\u0259n\u0259n \u015e\u0259hid torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

De, budurmu, azadl\u0131q?!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Talanan ocaqlar\u0131n, al\u0131nan torpaqlar\u0131n geri qay\u0131tmayaca\u011f\u0131ndan, qisas\u0131n yerd\u0259 qalaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu. Yeniyetm\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan sirrin\u0259 sirda\u015f, d\u0259rdin\u0259 h\u0259md\u0259m, sevdas\u0131na at\u0259\u015f olan q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b q\u0131l\u0131nc g\u0259zirdi:<\/p>\n

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Q\u0131l\u0131nc verin siz m\u0259n\u0259, at\u0131m qal\u0131b m\u0131x\u00e7ada,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

T\u00fcf\u0259ng verin siz m\u0259n\u0259 at\u0131m, qal\u0131b tax\u00e7ada.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m yen\u0259 d\u0259 yat\u0131m qal\u0131m ba\u011f\u00e7ada,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00fcst\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 yaraq verin siz m\u0259n\u0259!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Zaman g\u0259ldi, vaxt yeti\u015fdi. N\u0259yi, nec\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt ed\u0259c\u0259yini \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bil\u0259n, 44 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi siyasi v\u0259 h\u0259rbi taktikas\u0131na b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131 heyran qoyan Ali Ba\u015f Komandan\u0131m\u0131z \u0130lham \u018fliyev m\u0259rd, qorxmaz Az\u0259rbaycan o\u011fullar\u0131na \u201c\u0130r\u0259li!\u201d \u0259mrini verdi. Otuz ildir davam ed\u0259n, s\u0259ngim\u0259y\u0259n Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si il\u0259 sona yetdi. Otuz ildir qolu qandall\u0131, sin\u0259si tapdaql\u0131 Faiq Balab\u0259yli poeziyas\u0131 da Z\u0259f\u0259r sevinciyl\u0259 s\u00fcsl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

\"306514312_8293289434022457_7726744490452880016_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

M\u0259nim qoca \u015f\u0259h\u0259rim, m\u0259nim uca \u015f\u0259h\u0259rim,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

ne\u00e7\u0259 ilin h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, yor\u011fun \u015e\u0259h\u0259rim!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u00e7ox uzaq,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131n,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259nha, o\u011frun \u015e\u0259h\u0259rim!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ax\u0131r ki, qay\u0131td\u0131q, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ayd\u0131n!..<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ayd\u0131n!!!<\/p>\n

Bu il yubiley ili olan, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259li-dolu \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 gerid\u0259 qoyub, ah\u0131lla\u015fan, aqill\u0259\u015f\u0259n, a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fan Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin poeziyas\u0131na yenid\u0259n n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131m, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, qeydl\u0259r apard\u0131m. \u0130lk olaraq diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n o oldu ki, Faiq Balab\u0259yli \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuyanda ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa \u015fairl\u0259r yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di, kimins\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlamad\u0131m. Sevindim ki, \u015fair kims\u0259ni t\u0259krarlam\u0131r, kims\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr – \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn duy\u011fular\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri, arzular\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yolu, izi var. V\u0259 bu \u00e7\u0259hlimd\u0259 – yolda bir silsil\u0259 – \u201cM\u0259hbusun d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259n\u201d olan \u015feirl\u0259r var ki, oxucunu dayanma\u011fa, durma\u011fa, d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vadar edir. Bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t d\u0259ft\u0259rin sahibi \u2013 m\u0259hbus el\u0259 \u015fairin \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r \u0259n ki\u00e7ik odalarda yaz\u0131l\u0131r, \u0259n i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 k\u0259\u015ffl\u0259r \u0259n qaranl\u0131q gu\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir. Faiq Balab\u0259yli yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ox sevdiyim poetik n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 cismin ba\u011fl\u0131, ruhun azad oldu\u011fu bir yerd\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Qollar ba\u011fl\u0131yk\u0259n ruhu qorumaq, onun azadl\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almamaq da h\u0259r ki\u015fiy\u0259 qism\u0259t deyil, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc irad\u0259y\u0259, m\u0259nliy\u0259 malik olasan g\u0259r\u0259k. \u015eair h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 \u201cd\u0259rdiyi\u201d dustaq q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131na verir:<\/p>\n

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…anas\u0131n\u0131n<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tutaraq<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O\u011flum v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Onda g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 yox,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259riml\u0259 d\u0259rdiyim g\u00fcll\u0259ri<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Barmaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n o tay\u0131nda olan<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131ma verdim.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

…Bunlar\u0131n he\u00e7 \u0259tri yoxdu ki,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00d6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 solublar, – dedi q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

v\u0259 o balaca, m\u0259sum q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b barmaql\u0131qlar aras\u0131nda olan atas\u0131na v\u0259 tottu\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc il\u0259 azadl\u0131q qazanan q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 bir d\u0259 boylan\u0131r. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259sum bir sevgi, h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, qorxu da oxunurdu. O q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz atas\u0131n\u0131n da barmaql\u0131lar arxas\u0131nda bu g\u00fcll\u0259r kimi solaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu, \u00e7ox qorxurdu…<\/p>\n

M\u0259hbus \u015fairin d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259n \u201cAx\u015famk\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra\u201d<\/b> \u015feirini oxuyuruq:<\/p>\n

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Ax\u015famk\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Do\u011fan G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin istisin\u0259<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Boy ver\u0259c\u0259k yamya\u015f\u0131l otlar<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ya\u015faya bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 inanacaqlar…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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O g\u00f6y otlar, g\u00f6y a\u011faclar, g\u00f6y insanlar bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin istisin\u0259 dev atlar, dev \u0259jdahalar, dev insanlar da g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 o g\u00f6y otlar\u0131, g\u00f6y a\u011faclar\u0131, g\u00f6y insanlar\u0131 tapdalayacaqlar, \u0259z\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Ax\u015famk\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra<\/p>\n

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K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259ki g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

…Qar\u0131\u015fqa kimi qaynayacaq \u00e7\u00f6m\u00e7\u0259quyruqlar.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Qurba\u011fa olacaqlar\u0131n\u0131n<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

F\u0259rqin\u0259 varmayacaqlar…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

V\u0259 o b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6m\u00e7\u0259quyruqlar, \u00e7\u00f6m\u00e7\u0259quyruq adamlar da bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ki\u00e7ikl\u0259ri yey\u0259n qurba\u011fa, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n z\u0259ifl\u0259ri tapdalayan zal\u0131m, qani\u00e7\u0259n olacaqlar…<\/p>\n

\u201cAx\u015famk\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra\u201d<\/b>n\u0131n do\u011fan G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi ana obraz\u0131d\u0131r. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, analar b\u00fct\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131 adamlar\u0131n \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f kimi boylan\u0131r. Bu is\u0259 \u0259n \u00fclvi hissl\u0259rin – sevginin, qay\u011f\u0131n\u0131n umacaqs\u0131z, t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z olaraq yaln\u0131z analara m\u0259xsus olmas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r verir. Bu \u015feird\u0259 d\u0259 bala \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yinin t\u0259p\u0259rini, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259rid\u0259n, balas\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n, balas\u0131 yananda yanan ana oxucunu yand\u0131r\u0131r:<\/p>\n

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Ax\u015famk\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Anam\u0131n fikri iki,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u00f6rd olacaq:<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Aran\u0131 da\u011fa da\u015f\u0131yacaq, da\u011f\u0131 arana…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

…bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xacaq isti otaqdan,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130slanacaq.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

V\u0259 el\u0259 z\u0259nn ed\u0259c\u0259k ki,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Dustaq o\u011flu kimi durub ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u2013<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Can\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131racaq…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bu yax\u0131nlarda Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin anas\u0131 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Gah barmaql\u0131qlar, gah x\u0259st\u0259xana divarlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndak\u0131 balas\u0131n\u0131 arxas\u0131nda da\u011f sanan, balas\u0131 sin\u0259sind\u0259 da\u011f olan,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni da\u011f bilirdi, da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kdim ona,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Sin\u0259si od tutar, \u00fcr\u0259yi yanar.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Qorxuram nazil\u0259r, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r, s\u0131nar<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Dilind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yim, aman, anam\u0131n!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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bir ana d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. M\u0259n bu x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcls\u0259m d\u0259, i\u00e7imd\u0259 bir t\u0259s\u0259lli d\u0259 boy verdi. Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin nadinc \u00fcr\u0259yinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxmayaca\u011f\u0131ndan, onu yar\u0131yolda qoyaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdum. Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin \u015feirind\u0259n, s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qorxurdum:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O\u011flumun \u00fcr\u0259yi bir k\u00f6r\u00fck kimi<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u0259rar tutmayacaq gen sin\u0259sind\u0259.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6mb\u0259lib oturub bir k\u00fcncd\u0259 sakit,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u018fli qalacaqd\u0131r lal \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

M\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r duracaq d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131mda.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0Bir anan\u0131n bala q\u0259bri \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sim-\u0259sim \u0259s\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxurdum:<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6y d\u0259 saxlaya bilmir g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u0259ksini,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131ram ki, orda g\u00f6r\u00fcm t\u0259k s\u0259ni,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u0131z vaxt\u0131 toxudu\u011fun \u201csar\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u201d tikm\u0259ni<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kib q\u0259brimin \u00fcst\u0259, a\u011flarsan \u0259sim-\u0259sim.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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V\u0259 bu qorxunun i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 \u015fairin o\u011ful balas\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir m\u0259ktub qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131:<\/p>\n

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S\u0259ni k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fcn yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmayan ayazl\u0131 gec\u0259siydi.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Qaraz\u0259ncird\u0259n k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 – evimiz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Piyada getdiyimiz h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u2013<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259n bu k\u0259ndi, n\u0259n\u0259mgilin k\u0259ndini \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fmu\u015fdun<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259, \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ki, burda ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

K\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getdim ki, bu sevgi azalmas\u0131n…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

… O q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ki,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni at\u0131b ged\u0259 bilmir\u0259m…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u015eair, balan\u0131z siz\u0259 \u0259ziz oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r, ax\u0131, siz d\u0259 anan\u0131za \u0259zizsiniz. Siz balan\u0131z\u0131 sevdiyiniz, qorudu\u011funuz q\u0259d\u0259r anan\u0131z da sizi sevir, qoruyurdu… \u018fg\u0259r siz anan\u0131za bala da\u011f\u0131 q\u0131ysayd\u0131n\u0131z, onda g\u00fcnaha batacaqd\u0131n\u0131z, onda a\u011flayacaqd\u0131 m\u0259sum a\u011faclar…<\/p>\n

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K\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 oturdu\u011fum g\u00fcn han\u0131?<\/b><\/p>\n

Buda\u011f\u0131ndan qoxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcl han\u0131?<\/b><\/p>\n

Xat\u0131rlay\u0131b m\u0259n etdiyim g\u00fcnah\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n

A\u011flad\u0131 a\u011faclar…<\/b><\/p>\n

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Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin anas\u0131 balas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn yolundan \u0259yl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k bu d\u00fcnyaya vida etdi… V\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131m, ka\u015f, b\u00fct\u00fcn analar bala \u00e7iynind\u0259 getsin son m\u0259nzil\u0259…<\/p>\n

Yeri C\u0259nn\u0259t, ruhu \u015fad olsun analar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n!<\/p>\n

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\u015eairl\u0259r qo\u015fmalar\u0131 kimi d\u0259li-dolu, t\u0259cnisi kimi \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn, bayat\u0131s\u0131 kimi k\u00f6vr\u0259k, s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feirl\u0259ri kimi azad, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q olurlar. \u015eairl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 bigan\u0259 qalm\u0131rlar, \u015fairl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259rin yan\u0131ndan fa\u011f\u0131r ke\u00e7mirl\u0259r. Faiq Balab\u0259yli d\u0259 ta m\u0259kt\u0259b vaxtlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlara bigan\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. H\u0259tta \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 etiraf edir ki:<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r, q\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0259kildi yaz oldu,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 i\u015fv\u0259 oldu, naz oldu.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Sevm\u0259diyim sevdiyimd\u0259n az oldu,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

K\u0259ndimizin q\u0131zlar\u0131…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Faiq ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na g\u00fcl d\u00fcz\u00fcb,\u00a0 ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z o\u011frun-o\u011frun Faiq\u0259 bax\u0131b, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbini o\u011furlay\u0131b Faiq:<\/p>\n

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\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259rib sa\u00e7lar\u0131na<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O q\u0131z taxd\u0131m\u0131, taxd\u0131m\u0131?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O\u011frun-o\u011frun m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

O q\u0131z baxd\u0131m\u0131, baxd\u0131m\u0131?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00ad\u00ad<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Amma h\u0259yat\u0131nda he\u00e7 vaxt, he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevimli bir qad\u0131n olub:<\/p>\n

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S\u0259n he\u00e7 yaddan \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131n,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259n he\u00e7 unudulmad\u0131n.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Heca-heca doland\u0131<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Dodaqda-dild\u0259 ad\u0131n.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ey sevimsiz odada<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

X\u0259yallardan \u00e7\u0131xmayan<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Sevimli qad\u0131n!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Bu qad\u0131n \u015fairin anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259lini, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn yar\u0131, \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n anas\u0131, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rinin n\u0259n\u0259sidir. Gen g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131, huzuru, dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 – \u00fcr\u0259yi cismin\u0259, cismi barmaql\u0131qlar aras\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmayanda do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131, yax\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 axtaranda sevgisin\u0259, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na, x\u0259yal\u0131na tap\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131n:<\/p>\n

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S\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n tutmaq,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

h\u0259r \u015feyi unutmaq…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

…yaral\u0131 qu\u015f kimi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Sin\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131lmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

M\u0259ni he\u00e7 k\u0259s y\u0131xa bilm\u0259z<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim fikrimc\u0259, \u0259sil ki\u015fi g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc qad\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 s\u0131namayan, qad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fc ed\u0259n, qad\u0131na y\u0131x\u0131lan ki\u015fil\u0259rdir. Ki\u015fi qad\u0131n\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259yilirs\u0259, Tanr\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f o q\u0259d\u0259r ucal\u0131r. Franz\u0131slarda bel\u0259 bir m\u0259s\u0259l var; \u201cQad\u0131n ist\u0259y\u0259ni Tanr\u0131 da ist\u0259yir\u201d<\/i><\/b>. H\u00fcqo deyir ki, \u201cQad\u0131na h\u0259rd\u0259n h\u00f6km etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ita\u0259tind\u0259 durasan<\/i><\/b>\u201d. B\u0259li, \u0259sil ki\u015filik qad\u0131n\u0131n ita\u0259tind\u0259 durma\u011f\u0131 bacarmaqd\u0131r. B.Vervil deyir ki, \u201cTanr\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131, ki\u015fi is\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 yaratd\u0131\u201d. <\/b>Bu lakonik fikird\u0259ki hikm\u0259tin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 diqq\u0259t edin. Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 (Tanr\u0131 yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 saf, t\u0259miz, g\u00fcnahs\u0131z, bakir\u0259 yarad\u0131r) q\u0131z\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r ist\u0259diyi formaya salar, ist\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259k ed\u0259r, ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feytan. V\u0259 dem\u0259li b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259l\u0259k qad\u0131nlar v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn pislik qad\u0131nlar ham\u0131s\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259rin \u0259s\u0259ridir.<\/p>\n

Faiq Balab\u0259yli is\u0259 yaz\u0131r ki:<\/p>\n

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H\u0259l\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131\u011fal\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lim g\u0259lm\u0259yir.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bir qad\u0131n \u0259linin tumar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bir q\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lim g\u0259lm\u0259yir!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

S\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259, t\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

D\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z \u0259lim.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bas\u0131m s\u0259ni ba\u011fr\u0131ma,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Birc\u0259 hovur dinc\u0259lim.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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M\u0259cnun sevdana \u0259hs\u0259n, \u015fair!<\/p>\n

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D\u0259d\u0259-babalar\u0131m\u0131zdan biz\u0259 (qan\u0131, soyu ar\u0131lara, durulara) \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkan, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t, ki\u00e7iy\u0259 m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t, ata-anaya s\u0259cd\u0259… kimi m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir miras qal\u0131b. Bu miras Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin oturu\u015fundan-duru\u015fundan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi, \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 boy verir. \u015eair ill\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l v\u0259fat etmi\u015f atas\u0131ndan yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinir, yen\u0259 d\u0259 ona hesabat verir. D\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox erk\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f qarda\u015f\u0131 o\u011flu V\u00fcsal\u0131n xatir\u0259sin\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 elegiyada V\u00fcsaldan atas\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fur v\u0259:<\/p>\n

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Baban s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dedi,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Doyunca ox\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

sa\u00e7\u0131na \u0259l g\u0259zdirib<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

boyunu ox\u015fad\u0131m\u0131?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259nin \u00e7al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Toyunu ox\u015fad\u0131m\u0131?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u0131nad\u0131m\u0131 baban bizi?<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Biz s\u0259ni qoruya bilm\u0259dik,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n baban bizi…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n balas\u0131n\u0131 qoruya bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn atas\u0131ndan \u0259fv dil\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Onu da qeyd edim ki, Faiq Balab\u0259yli \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, \u015feirl\u0259 h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259t olanda,<\/p>\n

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Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fc var,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bu d\u00f6rd divar.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00dcz tutsam, g\u00f6yl\u0259r od tutar,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u018fyils\u0259m torpaq yanacaq.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 des\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259n v\u0259 nikbin birisidir. \u015eairin \u015feirl\u0259rini oxumasan, i\u00e7ini g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259n, onu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt, d\u0259rdsiz, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131z insan\u0131 sanarsan.<\/p>\n

Bu yax\u0131nlarda Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 Faiq Balab\u0259yli il\u0259 yolda\u015f olduq, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimizin \u015eu\u015fa qalas\u0131na,<\/p>\n

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Doyunca \u0259yilib i\u00e7dim suyundan;<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Tam\u0131 tamahland\u0131rd\u0131, yumdum g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

dad\u0131 dama\u011f\u0131ma k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc, i\u00e7im\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

havan\u0131 udmaq<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

geri qaytarmamaq… yordum \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Qaratikanlar\u0131n, b\u00f6y\u00fcrtk\u0259nl\u0259rin<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0259limi dalad\u0131, ovcumu, dizimi –<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

amma incitm\u0259di, bel\u0259c\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fcm, s\u0259h\u0259rim.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Da\u011flar\u0131n qoynunda m\u0259\u011frur dayanan<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

ism\u0259tli, namuslu g\u0259lin \u015e\u0259h\u0259rim!..<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

misralar\u0131yla v\u0259sf etdiyi \u015eu\u015fa \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259r etdik. Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxmayan, h\u0259r ki\u00e7ik eyhamdan s\u00f6zalan, dolan \u00fcr\u0259yi yenic\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Buna baxmayaraq, \u015fair \u00e7ox nikbin, \u015f\u0259n, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tli, xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dey\u0259c\u0259ksiniz ki, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n bu q\u0259d\u0259r faci\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra \u015eu\u015fada kim \u015f\u0259n, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaz ki? B\u0259li, h\u0259min g\u00fcn onun nikbinliyinin \u0259sas s\u0259b\u0259bi \u015eu\u015fa olsa da, \u015fair \u00fcmum\u0259n d\u0259 \u015f\u0259n v\u0259 nikbin – i\u00e7ind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fqalar\u0131na y\u00fckl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n,\u00a0 ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n sevincin\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 salmayan, d\u0259rdini i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259n adamd\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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… Faiq Balab\u0259yli C\u0259lilabad rayonun Sabirabad k\u0259ndind\u0259 do\u011fulub. \u015eeirl\u0259ri biz\u0259 Faiq Balab\u0259yli \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fcn-g\u00fcn, il-il s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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Ucqar k\u0259ndimizin torpaq yollar\u0131,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcrtk\u0259n kollar\u0131, moruq kollar\u0131,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

…yad\u0131ma g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc bu ax\u015fam…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi ba\u015fa vurub v\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u0259niz\u00e7ilik M\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 oxuyub. Sonra h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tini bitir\u0259r\u0259k Q.M\u0259mm\u0259dov ad\u0131na Bak\u0131 D\u0259niz Yollar\u0131 M\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 t\u0259hsil al\u0131b. 1984-c\u00fc ild\u0259n X\u0259z\u0259r D\u0259niz Neft Donanmas\u0131nda mator\u00e7u, elektrik mexaniki, g\u0259mi kapitan\u0131n ba\u015f k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi v\u0259 g\u0259mi kapitan\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k gerid\u0259 qalan ehtiyac dolu g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 vidala\u015f\u0131b:<\/p>\n

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B\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ki\u00e7ik k\u00f6yn\u0259yin,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Bir daha \u0259ynim\u0259 geym\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Haz\u0131rda \u201cD\u0259niz\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 Sosial D\u0259st\u0259k\u201d Birliyinin dar\u0259 hey\u0259tinin s\u0259dridir.\u00a0 B\u00fct\u00fcn bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 olsun, \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan, jurnalistikadan k\u0259nar qalmay\u0131b. \u0130kiillik Jurnalist S\u0259n\u0259tkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kursunu, BSU-nun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q fakult\u0259sini bitirib, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdir ki, “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”nd\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir, publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131, \u015feirl\u0259ri ard\u0131c\u0131l olaraq m\u0259tbu orqanlarda d\u0259rc edilib. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt \u015fair g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n, uzaqla\u015fan, soyuqla\u015fan k\u0259ndl\u0259rini unutmay\u0131b:<\/p>\n

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H\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib, \u0259zizim, h\u0259r \u015fey.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0130ndi k\u0259ndimizd\u0259<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

K\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k qovdu\u011fumuz vaxtlar\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7ay k\u0259nar\u0131nda,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Otlaqlarda u\u00e7u\u015fan<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

R\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u0259riyib insanlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc…<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

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Haz\u0131rda “M\u00fcst\u0259qil.AZ ” sayt\u0131n\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 v\u0259 \u00a0ba\u015f redaktoru olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, ASCO-nun \u00a0\u00a0X\u0259z\u0259r D\u0259niz Neft Donanmas\u0131nda g\u0259mi kapitan\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. “Eh ayr\u0131l\u0131q, n\u0259 yamansan”<\/b>, “K\u0259silm\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259can fiti”, “S\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131lan \u015feirl\u0259r”, “Burda dar\u0131xmaq olmaz”, “Ya\u015f\u0131l yuxulu d\u0259niz”, “Bay\u0131ldan bay\u0131ra”, \u201cYa\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra\u201d<\/b> , \u201cBak\u0131 buxtas\u0131-20 Yanvar\u201d, n\u0259v\u0259si D\u0259nizin ad\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cD\u0259niz\u201d v\u0259 dig\u0259r\u00a0 <\/b>\u00a0kitablar\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir.<\/p>\n

\u018fziz Faiq Balab\u0259yli!<\/p>\n

Bu il sizin ilinizdir. Bu il \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir dura\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b, ah\u0131ll\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru yenid\u0259n yol almaq ilidir. M\u0259n bu m\u00fcbar\u0259k il, m\u00fcbar\u0259k yubiley m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 Sizi \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n t\u0259brik edir\u0259m v\u0259 sizin \u00f6z dilinizl\u0259 deyir\u0259m:<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r, arzular h\u0259l\u0259 qabaqda,<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7acaq ya\u015f\u0131l budaqda.<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

Deyir\u0259m n\u0259 ola, \u00f6m\u00fcr d\u0259 baxt da<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131m\u0131\u015fa s\u0259nin!<\/i><\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0M\u0259nb\u0259: “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 67 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Faiq Balab\u0259ylinin 60 illik yubileyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259…) \u00a0Ham\u0131m\u0131z kimi o da otuz il idi ki, Qaraba\u011f h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131-a\u011fr\u0131 s\u0131zlay\u0131r, h\u0259sr\u0259t-h\u0259sr\u0259t g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi.\u00a0 \u0130\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131ndak\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131ndan yer, narahat ruhlar\u0131yla Az\u0259rbaycan s\u0259mas\u0131nda dola\u015fan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlayanda, ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n G\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. Ham\u0131m\u0131z kimi otuz ildir onun da s\u0259bri t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015fdi, azadl\u0131q toxumunu s\u0259p\u0259nl\u0259rin \u2013 20 Yanvar \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinin arzular\u0131n\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rtm\u0259k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19913"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=19913"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19913\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19919,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19913\/revisions\/19919"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=19913"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=19913"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=19913"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}