{"id":20021,"date":"2024-07-19T23:17:42","date_gmt":"2024-07-19T19:17:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20021"},"modified":"2024-07-19T23:17:42","modified_gmt":"2024-07-19T19:17:42","slug":"boncuk-gunel-natiqin-hekay%c9%99si-s%c9%99sli-kitab","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20021","title":{"rendered":"“”Boncuk” – G\u00fcnel Natiqin hekay\u0259si (s\u0259sli kitab)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"g\u00fcnel-natiq-ghjmn-300x228\"<\/a>Evimizd\u0259n y\u00fcz metr aral\u0131da sahibsiz torpaq var. Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, lap \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r bura q\u0259biristanl\u0131q olub. Sonra bir adam al\u0131b buran\u0131, \u015fumlay\u0131b, \u0259kin \u0259kib, amma bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 tarla od tutub yan\u0131b. D\u00fcnyag\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131lar deyib ki, \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259rin ah\u0131 tutub o qaramat adam\u0131. O vaxtdan da adam ilim- ilim itib, bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n olmay\u0131b. H\u0259min torpaq sah\u0259sin\u0259 is\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib…<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda h\u0259min torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259yi sevir\u0259m. El\u0259 bil do\u011fma adamlar\u0131n, do\u011fma varl\u0131qlar\u0131n iyini duyuram. Q\u0259rib\u0259 \u0259tir g\u0259lir torpaqdan…
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\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda sevinm\u0259dim. \u018fksin\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 ya\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131na pe\u015fman etdim, yamanlad\u0131m. \u201cTorpa\u011f\u0131 suyun alt\u0131nda qal\u0131b indi\u201d – dedim \u00f6z\u00fcm-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259. Soyu\u011fu he\u00e7 sevm\u0259zdi, isti adyallar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 xumarlanard\u0131. Yeri isti, kefi lap k\u00f6k olanda astadan m\u0131r\u0131ldayar v\u0259 quyru\u011funu yell\u0259d\u0259rdi. Anamla bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259rdik.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcz\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259dim nec\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za girdi. Ail\u0259c\u0259 it-pi\u015fik saxlama\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259mi\u015fik. Ancaq g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 evd\u0259 si\u00e7an peyda olanda ayr\u0131 \u0259lac\u0131m\u0131z qalmad\u0131. M\u0259n t\u0259miz, sa\u011flam pi\u015fik balas\u0131 soraqlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n pi\u015fiyi t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 balalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dedi, pi\u015fiyin bir a\u011fca balalar\u0131 var ki, iki g\u00f6z ist\u0259yir tama\u015fa etsin.<\/p>\n

-Bilirsiz, m\u0259n balaca pi\u015fikl\u0259ri sevir\u0259m,- dedim,- amma b\u00f6y\u00fck pi\u015fikl\u0259r\u0259 qan\u0131m qaynam\u0131r, aya\u011f\u0131ma toxunanda is\u0259 \u0259tim \u00fcrp\u0259\u015fir.<\/p>\n

-\u018fg\u0259r balacal\u0131qdan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb saxlasaz, \u00f6yr\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259ksiz, – evind\u0259 5-6 pi\u015fiy\u0259 \u201canal\u0131q\u201d ed\u0259n i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-Onda m\u0259n\u0259 a\u011f r\u0259ngli balan\u0131 g\u0259tirin. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, anam v\u0259 m\u0259n pi\u015fikl\u0259ri sevmirik, amma birt\u0259h\u0259r saxlayar\u0131q. \u018fslind\u0259 \u00e7ox da a\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259smir…<\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bir h\u0259ft\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Dediyim s\u00f6z\u00fc art\u0131q unutmu\u015fdum ki, i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131mdan z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

-Balan g\u0259lib, g\u0259l apar.<\/p>\n

Getdim. Balaca a\u011f bir m\u0259xluq i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda vurnuxurdu.<\/p>\n

-Anas\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131r, – i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131m k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k dedi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 onu m\u0259nim quca\u011f\u0131ma verdil\u0259r. Bu balaca m\u0259xluqa nec\u0259 davranaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilm\u0259dim, h\u0259tta caynaqlar\u0131ndan qorxdum da. \u201cQorxma, o, h\u0259l\u0259 lap k\u00f6rp\u0259dir\u201d, dey\u0259 pi\u015fik saxlamaqda t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si olan i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yolboyu a\u011f m\u0259xluq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 torbadan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b arams\u0131z miyolday\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259ng\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00f6z\u00fcmz-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dedim ki, ist\u0259y\u0259n olsa ona ver\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, m\u0259n bununla ba\u015f ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Amma sonra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, oyuncaq deyil ha. Canl\u0131 varl\u0131qd\u0131r. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259man\u0259t edilibs\u0259, art\u0131q ondan imtina ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m.
\nAnam\u0131n n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f deyildim. \u0130t-pi\u015fikd\u0259n diksin\u0259n anam \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, onu q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. T\u0259z\u0259 dostum is\u0259 yumruq boyda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 arams\u0131z torbadan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u015fikay\u0259t edirc\u0259sin\u0259 miyolday\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fam. Anam is\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b biz\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcr. \u201cOla bilm\u0259z\u201d \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Anam is\u0259 daha da xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

-Hardan bildin ki, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n dondurma yem\u0259k ke\u00e7ir! – dedi.<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259, o, dondurma qutusunda g\u0259tirdiyim pi\u015fiyi dondurma z\u0259nn edibmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

Anam Boncu\u011fun dondurma deyil, b\u0131\u011fl\u0131, quyruqlu v\u0259 arams\u0131z miyoldayan pi\u015fik balas\u0131 oldu\u011funu bil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015futdu. Amma m\u0259n t\u0259kid etdikd\u0259n sonra:<\/p>\n

-Bir-iki g\u00fcn qals\u0131n, sonra baxar\u0131q, -dedi.<\/p>\n

Biz pi\u015fikl\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimizi g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy ed\u0259rk\u0259n o, divan\u0131n dal\u0131nda gizl\u0259nmi\u015fdi, t\u0259kc\u0259 quyru\u011funun ucu g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

-Aman Allah! Divan\u0131n arxas\u0131nda s\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131b qalar, z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r, onu d\u0259rhal \u00e7\u0131xarmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r,- anam pi\u015fiyi xlas etm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n

Bir-iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Boncuk biz\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdi, daha k\u00fcnc-bucaqda gizl\u0259nmirdi, anam\u0131n qolunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yumrulan\u0131b yat\u0131rd\u0131. Anam is\u0259 onu oyatmaqdan qorxaraq \u0259lini saatlarla t\u0259rp\u0259tmirdi. Sonra is\u0259:<\/p>\n

-Zavall\u0131 bala, kims\u0259siz bala, m\u0259ni anas\u0131 bilir – dey\u0259 ehmalca onun t\u00fckl\u0259rini s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, Boncuk h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za daxil oldu. El\u0259 bildik el\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu Boncukla b\u0259rab\u0259r ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Biz yatanda g\u0259lib aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131nda q\u0131vr\u0131lar, yem\u0259k yey\u0259nd\u0259 quyru\u011funu t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z pay\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259r, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00f6yr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 oturar, bizi anlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259rdi. Do\u011frudan da, h\u0259rd\u0259n biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, o bizi anlay\u0131r. Haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fanda \u2013 ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 \u2013 harda olsa, yan\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259r, muncuq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 zill\u0259y\u0259rdi. Bu 15 ild\u0259 ba\u015fqa heyvan g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259si, adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ya\u015famas\u0131 el\u0259 bil onu bizd\u0259n biri etmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

-Ana, Boncuk g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n daha m\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallam\u0131rsan, – b\u0259z\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259nirdim.<\/p>\n

-Art\u0131q sonbe\u015fik Boncukdur, – anam yar\u0131zarafat, yar\u0131ciddi deyirdi. \u2013H\u0259m o kims\u0259sizdir, onun qay\u011f\u0131ya daha \u00e7ox ehtiyac\u0131 var. \u2013V\u0259 saatlarla sevimli \u201co\u011flunu\u201d tumarlay\u0131rd\u0131. Boncuk is\u0259 isti qucaqda xumarlan\u0131r, arabir d\u0259 m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131rd\u0131. Ad\u0259t\u0259n pi\u015fikl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u0259rini xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss ed\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rlar.
\nBoncuk ip\u0259-sapa yatan pi\u015fik deyildi. Aradan \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gir\u0259v\u0259 g\u0259zirdi, qap\u0131 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bay\u0131ra at\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ox uza\u011fa getm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 qorxur, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 yuxar\u0131da, ya da yandak\u0131 blokda gizl\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 nec\u0259 oldusa, Boncuk evd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131. Gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda anamla k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 onu g\u0259zir, h\u0259r d\u0259lm\u0259-de\u015fiy\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131q. Boncukdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t yox idi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn anam s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi yatmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n Boncuk g\u0259l\u0259r dey\u0259 tez-tez qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bloka \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Boncuk is\u0259 sanki ya\u011fl\u0131 \u0259pp\u0259k olub g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259c\u0259l pi\u015fiyimizi axtarma\u011fa yolland\u0131q. Birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259ki pill\u0259k\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f t\u00fckl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259yirdi. Anam \u201cBu, Boncu\u011fun t\u00fckl\u0259ridir, y\u0259qin itl\u0259r onu apard\u0131\u201d – deyib a\u011flad\u0131.
\nQon\u015fu o\u011flan\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, gec\u0259 blokda pi\u015fikl\u0259r \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 m\u00fcharib\u0259 apar\u0131b, bir-birl\u0259rini didik-didik edibl\u0259r. Aralar\u0131nda bir a\u011f pi\u015fik d\u0259 varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Anam \u00fcr\u0259yini tutdu:<\/p>\n

-Aman Allah, bizim Boncuk \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 evd\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b, he\u00e7 ba\u015fqa pi\u015fik d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, o, davan\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259z ki. Y\u0259qin o biri pi\u015fikl\u0259r onu fa\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcb incidibl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Ay Sona, yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 t\u00fckl\u0259ri pirtla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir pi\u015fik var, sizin pi\u015fik olmaya?- qon\u015fulardan biri d\u0259 bel\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Tez yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 cumduq. \u00dcst m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r c\u00fcr vaxt\u0131 \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015f, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurmu\u015f laz\u0131ms\u0131z \u0259\u015fyaya rast g\u0259lm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn idi. \u018fslind\u0259 pi\u015fiyi axtarark\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 bura \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q, amma iz-filan g\u00f6rm\u0259yib geri qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Dem\u0259li, daha diqq\u0259tl\u0259 axtarmaq laz\u0131m idi.<\/p>\n

-Tansu, bir bura bax! – anam s\u0259sl\u0259ndi. Onun g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi k\u00fcnc\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259yildim. Toz basm\u0131\u015f taxtalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir c\u00fct g\u00f6z biz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bu, Boncuk idi, amma g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fc deyildi. Gec\u0259ki qorxu b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 hopmu\u015fdu. Gizl\u0259ndiyi yerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00fcr\u0259k el\u0259mirdi, yerind\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nY\u0259qin h\u0259yatda \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n birini itkin do\u011fman\u0131 tapmaqd\u0131, ya yenid\u0259n ona qovu\u015fmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Can\u0131m Boncuk, g\u00f6z\u0259l Boncuk, – dey\u0259-dey\u0259 onu ehtiyatla taxtalar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131q, amma o, iti di\u015fl\u0259rini biz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rib x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q etdi ki, \u0259g\u0259r bundan art\u0131q toxunsaq, di\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Odur ki, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kildik. Boncuk taxtalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturub m\u00fcdrik bir g\u00f6rk\u0259m ald\u0131. Sanki gec\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri \u00e7\u00f6zm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Onu \u201cd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ril\u0259\u201d ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qoyub ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131q, yar\u0131 can\u0131m\u0131z is\u0259 pi\u015fiyimizin yan\u0131nda idi. Yaln\u0131z bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 s\u0259bir ed\u0259 bildim, sonra yenid\u0259n onun yan\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Boncuk bir az \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallama\u011fa icaz\u0259 verdi v\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131mda ev\u0259 g\u0259ldik. Anam v\u0259 m\u0259n bir-birimiz\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdik. \u0130kimiz, yox, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 sevincli idik.<\/p>\n

Boncuk bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t bay\u0131r-bacadan qorxub k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131na yax\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259di. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00fcrl\u00fck edib balkondan y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n u\u00e7ark\u0259n balkonun a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 k\u0259nar\u0131na tutunma\u011fa macal tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zavall\u0131 pi\u015fik g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi v\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi v\u0259 durmadan miyolday\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq anam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di v\u0259 tez qap\u0131ya qa\u00e7d\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra o, art\u0131q a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qon\u015funun eyvan\u0131nda pi\u015fiyin xilas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259dbirl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na taburetka qoyub \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 Boncu\u011fun quyru\u011fundan tutub a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu quyruq n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr?- b\u0259z\u0259n anam Boncu\u011fu \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n deyirdi.<\/p>\n

-Y\u0259qin ki, soyuq olanda \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn – m\u0259n izah edirdim, amma anam bu versiya il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131r v\u0259 daha detall\u0131 bilgi ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

“Yay vaxt\u0131 t\u0259tilimizi nec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yik” sual\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259 qorxurduq. \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda Boncukdan uzaq qalacaqd\u0131q. \u018fslind\u0259 diriba\u015f pi\u015fik idi, \u00f6z qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qala bilirdi. \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259 qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131na dinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 onun bir h\u0259ft\u0259lik yem\u0259yini v\u0259 suyunu t\u0259dar\u00fck edib yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik. Amma yar\u0131 can\u0131m\u0131z sevimli pi\u015fiyimizin yan\u0131nda, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r evind\u0259 qalard\u0131. Lap c\u0131rhac\u0131r istid\u0259 anam \u201cbird\u0259n pi\u015fiyin ba\u015f\u0131na bir i\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r, qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259si ba\u011fl\u0131 otaqda ba\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7atlayar\u201d dey\u0259 kritik hava il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 eynin\u0259 almam\u0131\u015f, k\u00f6lg\u0259likd\u0259n m\u0259hrum ba\u011f yollar\u0131yla pay -piyada \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, Boncuk he\u00e7 d\u0259 dar\u0131xmay\u0131b v\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin o tay\u0131na qonan qu\u015flarla dostluq qurub.<\/p>\n

Qu\u015flara baxma\u011f\u0131, \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 onlarla oynama\u011f\u0131 sevirdi. El\u0259 bilirdi ki, onlar p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin bu biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259dir v\u0259 \u0259l uzatsa \u00e7atar, odur ki, q\u0259fild\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tullan\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, qu\u015flar bu yek\u0259p\u0259r m\u0259xluqun sad\u0259l\u00f6vhl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, \u0259g\u0259r Boncuk adam olsayd\u0131, \u00e7ox m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli v\u0259 xeyirxah biri olard\u0131. Qap\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n, ya t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n evimiz\u0259 adlayan pi\u015fik balalar\u0131na \u00f6z yem\u0259yini g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 ged\u0259r, onlar\u0131 he\u00e7 q\u0131sqanmaz, dallar\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb maraqla izl\u0259y\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Sa\u011flam pi\u015fik idi, he\u00e7 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259zdi, b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, g\u00fccl\u00fc xarakteri onu diri saxlay\u0131r. Ax\u0131 pi\u015fikl\u0259rin d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus xasiyy\u0259ti olur. Amma 15 ya\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri bir az yava\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 baytara apard\u0131q, 15 ya\u015f\u0131nda oldu\u011funu dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131, \u201cy\u0259qin peyv\u0259ndini vaxtl\u0131-vaxt\u0131nda vurdurmusuz\u201d – dedi. \u201cYox, peyv\u0259nd-filan vurdurmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q, \u0259ksin\u0259, bel\u0259 prosedurlardan qorumu\u015fuq onu\u201d – dedik. Baytar he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n pi\u015fiyi m\u00fcayin\u0259 etdi, amma sonda: \u201c\u00c7ox qocal\u0131b, uza\u011f\u0131 6 ay \u00f6mr\u00fc qal\u0131b\u201d – dedi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmadan g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n ya\u015f s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00fccl\u00fc xarakterli anam is\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259ldikd\u0259n sonra baytar\u0131n dal\u0131nca deyindi.<\/p>\n

-Sanki Allahd\u0131r, \u00f6m\u00fcr bi\u00e7ir!<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 faydas\u0131 toxunan s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 inanmaq ist\u0259yir. M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259.<\/p>\n

Boncuk \u0259vv\u0259lki qaydada yeyirdi, i\u00e7irdi. Amma olanlara \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi \u00e7evik reaksiya vermirdi.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 yen\u0259 m\u0259ni h\u0259min o torpaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n torpaqla t\u0259mas\u0131ndan g\u0259l\u0259n qoxular\u0131 hiss etdim, i\u00e7im, ruhum t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259ndi, ev\u0259 g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

Boncuk m\u0259ni bu d\u0259f\u0259 qap\u0131da qar\u015f\u0131lamad\u0131. Ota\u011f\u0131n bir g\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259d\u0259n oturmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Boncuk \u00e7ox saymazyana davran\u0131r, – anama zarafatla dedim.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259s\u0259 narahatd\u0131r bu g\u00fcn. Alt\u0131na palaz sal\u0131ram, o is\u0259 quru yerd\u0259 oturur. Y\u0259qin soyuq d\u0259yib.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 Boncu\u011fun x\u0259fifc\u0259 titr\u0259diyini duydum. Tumarlad\u0131m, n\u0259s\u0259 dedim, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Boncuk g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu, m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bunu onun \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na yozdum, yatma\u011fa getdim.<\/p>\n

Sabah\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcn Boncuk yen\u0259 ad\u0259ti \u00fczr\u0259 yem\u0259yini yedi, suyunu i\u00e7di, evd\u0259 g\u0259zi\u015fdi v\u0259 anam\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda saatlarla oturdu.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min g\u00fcn yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 gec saatda bitirdim, saat 2 olard\u0131, anam art\u0131q yuxudayd\u0131, komp\u00fcteri s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb Boncu\u011fa yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. O, qap\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131 titr\u0259yirdi, p\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259ri h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz kimiydi. Qarn\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fckl\u0259rinin r\u0259ngi d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, sanki \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn bir hiss\u0259si formas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onun can verdiyini anlad\u0131m. Quca\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259dim, amma \u0259limin aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Yerini h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc se\u00e7\u0259rdi. Yan\u0131nda oturdum, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, qarn\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131m. Qarn\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fckl\u0259ri ya\u015f idi.<\/p>\n

15 il qabaq onu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 ev\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyim g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. O vaxt bu evd\u0259 arzuolunmaz qonaq idi. Amma bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 n\u0259inki ona, yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn heyvanlar\u0131na qar\u015f\u0131 fikrimizi d\u0259yi\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. \u0130slaholunmaz heyvansev\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdik.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 onu da xat\u0131rlad\u0131m ki, ondan sonra h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z nec\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc nec\u0259 daha g\u00fcmrah hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, bac\u0131m yeni i\u015f\u0259 girmi\u015fdi, anam toxdam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259nim o\u011ful balamd\u0131r, – anam Boncu\u011fu oynadaraq zarafatla deyirdi.<\/p>\n

Anam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 o\u011ful arzusunda olmu\u015fdu. Bac\u0131mdan sonra bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 u\u015faq salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 – o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131. Bac\u0131m bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 sirr kimi demi\u015fdi ki, h\u0259min d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n u\u015faqlar \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r q\u0259biristanl\u0131q olan \u0259razid\u0259 basd\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b. Bac\u0131m\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri m\u0259ni a\u011flatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Onda anam h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ordan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 o u\u015faqlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131r?- demi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

O da m\u0259ni sakitl\u0259\u015fdirib demi\u015fdi ki, h\u0259r qad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda el\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 anlar olur, amma o anlar h\u0259yat\u0131n ger\u00e7\u0259kliyi kimi q\u0259bul edilir v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n b\u00fcruz\u0259 vermir.<\/p>\n

Amma h\u0259yat ger\u00e7\u0259kliyini q\u0259bul etm\u0259k \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r idi v\u0259 m\u0259n o g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra anam\u0131n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirm\u0259diyi, h\u0259min sahibsiz torpaqda basd\u0131r\u0131lan u\u015faqlar haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm v\u0259 torpaqdan g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 \u0259trin sirrini anlayan kimi olurdum.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi, Boncu\u011fun can verdiyini g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n, anam\u0131 yuxudan oyatmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim, amma o sanki duyuq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb oyand\u0131. G\u0259lib Boncu\u011fa baxd\u0131. N\u0259 m\u0259n ona bir \u015fey dedim, n\u0259 d\u0259 o m\u0259n\u0259, amma pi\u015fiyin \u00f6lm\u0259k \u00fczr\u0259 oldu\u011funu onun da bildiyini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n get yat, – anam dedi, – m\u0259n burda oturacam.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdimi kim\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k, a\u011flamaq, hayq\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdim, amma susurdum. Yerim\u0259 girib \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rimin x\u0259fifl\u0259m\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259r saat 6-da oyand\u0131m. Anam otaqda kresloda oturub ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Boncuk iki ota\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Koridordan s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k yan\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Anamla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturdum. Y\u0259qin anam da Boncu\u011fun 15 il qabaq ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bu ev\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131 – onun nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, dadl\u0131 tik\u0259 yey\u0259nd\u0259 dilini yalamas\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015firin g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ota\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda tirtap uzan\u0131b bizim onu \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259yimizi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259sini\u2026<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin o tay\u0131nda qu\u015flar s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 verib civild\u0259\u015fir, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni taqq\u0131ldad\u0131rd\u0131lar. El\u0259 bil \u00f6z dostlar\u0131n\u0131 oyuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. Boncuk p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni d\u0259, onun k\u0259nar\u0131na qonan qu\u015flar\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, amma oyuna g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 art\u0131q onun k\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fc d\u0259 yetm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n, anam, qu\u015flar, b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259bi\u0259t, kainat yoxluq i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. Bunu Boncuk da hiss etdi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259fifc\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 – d\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259. V\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Biziml\u0259 halalla\u015fd\u0131, – anam g\u00fccl\u0259 e\u015fidil\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n

Ki\u00e7ik par\u00e7a g\u0259tirib Boncu\u011fun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtd\u00fc. He\u00e7 birimiz dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131q, bir-birimiz\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 \u0259zab verm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdik.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n apar\u0131b basd\u0131racam, – dedim.<\/p>\n

Anam kresloda oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259nim bu i\u015fd\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259yimi, travma alma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259mirdi.<\/p>\n

-Bir xadim\u0259y\u0259 pul ver\u0259r\u0259m, basd\u0131rar, – dedi.<\/p>\n

-Yox, yox, onu zibilliy\u0259 atacaqlar.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 orda olacam, baxacam, narahat olma.<\/p>\n

-Yox, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm onu basd\u0131racam, onu he\u00e7 kim\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131ra bilm\u0259r\u0259m, – dey\u0259 israr etdim.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259n b\u0131\u00e7aq v\u0259 \u0259tdo\u011frayan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Torpaq \u00e7ox s\u0259rt idi. M\u0259n b\u0131\u00e7aqla oyur, anam \u0259tdo\u011frayanla \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra qumu ovuclay\u0131b k\u0259nara at\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

-Blokda bel var, onunla qaz\u0131n, bel\u0259 siz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin olar, – itini g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaran rus qon\u015fu dedi, – amma d\u0259rin qazmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r, itl\u0259r iyl\u0259yib \u00e7\u0131xara bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 pul verin, qazs\u0131n, – onun yan\u0131ndak\u0131 ba\u015fqa bir itg\u0259zdir\u0259n qad\u0131n m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Anamla ikimiz d\u0259 kar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. M\u0259n qaraj\u0131n yan\u0131na, ki\u015fil\u0259rin topla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 getdim, anam is\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 bel n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fiy\u0259 pulu g\u00f6st\u0259rib biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etm\u0259yini xahi\u015f etdim. Yan\u0131mca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u0259ldi, anamdan beli al\u0131b qazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Amma torpaq \u00e7ox s\u0259rt idi, ki\u015finin g\u00fccl\u00fc z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 tabe olmurdu.<\/p>\n

-G\u0259lin, ora ged\u0259k, o \u0259raziy\u0259, – ki\u015fi \u0259liyl\u0259 s\u0259mti g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, – oran\u0131n torpa\u011f\u0131 yum\u015faqd\u0131r.
\nM\u0259n anama baxd\u0131m, anam t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi hasardan tullan\u0131b sahibsiz \u0259raziy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, yeri qazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-D\u0259rind\u0259n qaz\u0131n, itl\u0259r onu \u00e7\u0131xara bil\u0259r, – rus qon\u015fu hasar\u0131n o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n dedi.<\/p>\n

-Hasar \u00e7\u0259kilib, itl\u0259r bura yax\u0131n g\u0259lmir, – ki\u015fi yeri qaza-qaza dedi.<\/p>\n

-B\u00fct\u00fcn hallarda, az\u0131 bir metr qazmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r, – qon\u015fu qad\u0131n t\u0259slim olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

T\u0259xmin\u0259n yar\u0131m metr qazd\u0131qdan sonra Boncu\u011fun uyuyaca\u011f\u0131 yer haz\u0131r oldu. Anam pi\u015fiyi g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev\u0259 getdi, m\u0259n hasar\u0131n bu biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259, ki\u015fi d\u0259 o biri tay\u0131nda qaz\u0131lan \u00e7alaya bax\u0131rd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox da balaca olmayan bir ar\u0131q pi\u015fik hardansa \u00e7alan\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu h\u0259ngam\u0259 ona maraql\u0131 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alaya sal\u0131b qoxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-D\u00fcz g\u0259lm\u0259mis\u0259n, get burdan! – ki\u015fi onu qovalad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Pi\u015fik is\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di, d\u00f6n\u00fcb yenid\u0259n \u00e7alaya yax\u0131n g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 tezdir, – m\u0259n yava\u015fca dedim.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 tezdi, – ki\u015fi \u00f6z i\u015finin n\u0259tic\u0259sin\u0259 fikirli-fikirli baxa-baxa t\u0259krar el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Anam g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi ki\u015fi \u00e7alan\u0131n yan-y\u00f6r\u0259sini bir az da geni\u015fl\u0259ndirdi. Sonra beli k\u0259nara qoydu, \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b:<\/p>\n

-\u018fll\u0259rim d\u0259 suluqlad\u0131, – dedi.<\/p>\n

Anam \u0259lind\u0259 yek\u0259 torbayla g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki ifad\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m – ad\u0259t\u0259n beli, ya ayaqlar\u0131 m\u00f6hk\u0259m sancanda bel\u0259 olurdu. Dinib-dan\u0131\u015fmadan torban\u0131 hasar\u0131n o t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 uzatd\u0131. Ki\u015fi torban\u0131 alanda m\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yana \u00e7evirdim. Yenid\u0259n \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259 Boncu\u011fun a\u011f-qara quyru\u011funun \u00e7aladan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f ucunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u0130ndi d\u0259 quyru\u011funu gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi Boncuq…<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi quyru\u011fu \u00e7alaya it\u0259l\u0259yib \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc torpaqla doldurdu. \u0130zi itirm\u0259y\u0259k dey\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir da\u015f qoydu.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015f ba\u015fa \u00e7atanda \u0259limd\u0259 tutdu\u011fum pullar\u0131 ki\u015fiy\u0259 verdim. 15 illik dostumuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn son ed\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u015fey bu idi…<\/p>\n

Anam \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259mir hasara s\u00f6yk\u0259yib \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f ifad\u0259 il\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n torpa\u011fa qoylanmas\u0131n\u0131 izl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Asan deyildi anama, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc o\u011flunu torpa\u011fa verib geri qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n