{"id":20041,"date":"2024-07-25T16:51:55","date_gmt":"2024-07-25T12:51:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20041"},"modified":"2024-07-30T15:01:27","modified_gmt":"2024-07-30T11:01:27","slug":"qatardan-qalan-adam-xalq-yazicisi-anarin-yeni-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20041","title":{"rendered":"Qatardan qalan adam – Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Anar\u0131n yeni hekay\u0259si (s\u0259sli kitab)"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"Anar<\/a>\u0130shaq Salmanzad\u0259 t\u00fcrkiy\u0259li \u015f\u0259riki \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yl\u0259 Budape\u015ft d\u0259mir yolu va\u011fzal\u0131nda vidala\u015fd\u0131. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y onu Eger\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 ad\u0259tiyl\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 sar\u0131ld\u0131lar, yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y:<\/p>\n

– \u0130n\u015fallah may\u0131s\u0131n 5-d\u0259 Nyu Yorkda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz – dedi.<\/p>\n

\u0130shaq:<\/p>\n

– \u0130n\u015fallah – deyib vaqonun pill\u0259siyl\u0259 qalxd\u0131, kupesin\u0259 girdi, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u0259rikin\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259di. Bir an sonra qatar t\u0259rp\u0259ndi, \u0130shaq \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yin \u00e7evrilib uzaqla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Avropa qatarlar\u0131na xas olan oturaq kupeni b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fckl\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, yol-yolda\u015f\u0131 olmas\u0131n, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 adamlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259ti sevmirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 macar dilini bilmirdi, bu d\u00f6rd saatl\u0131q yolda \u00f6z\u00fc-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259, xatir\u0259 v\u0259 arzular\u0131yla t\u0259k qalmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Qalstukunu a\u00e7d\u0131, \u015falvar-penc\u0259yini, k\u00f6yn\u0259yini soyunub mavi idman paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyindi. Bir az dar \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131 yum\u015faq \u015fap-\u015faplar\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 xeyli rahatla\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259rdi\u015fli h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 qol saat\u0131na baxmaq ist\u0259di, d\u0259rhal da yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n ax\u015fam bahal\u0131 “Roleks” saat\u0131n\u0131 \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y bahal\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259ni he\u00e7 c\u00fcr q\u0259bul etm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t, bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259 q\u0259bul etdi:<\/p>\n

– S\u00f6z verin ki, siqara i\u00e7meyi burakacaqs\u0131n\u0131z, Amerikada siqara yasa\u011f\u0131 pek ciddidi. Saatlarla \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlarda siqar i\u00e7meden d\u00f6zmeli olacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Otuz iki ya\u015fl\u0131 \u0130shaq bir \u00e7ox \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 olmu\u015fdusa da, AB\u015e-y\u0259 yolu d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Odur ki, \u015f\u0259riki \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yl\u0259 bu i\u015fg\u00fczar s\u0259f\u0259ri s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Yeni iri bir in\u015faat layih\u0259sini amerikal\u0131 i\u015fda\u015flar\u0131yla raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b imzalamal\u0131yd\u0131lar. Amerika \u015firk\u0259tiyl\u0259 \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q t\u0259klifi \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 \u0130shaq d\u0259rhal raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yeniyetm\u0259lik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndan Amerikan\u0131n heyran\u0131 idi. Ekranlarda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc Amerika filml\u0259ri, Dyuk Elinqtonun, Erol Qardnerin, Stiv Vanderin, Sten Kentonun v\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n caz v\u0259 rok ifalar\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t z\u0259ngin fonokolleksiyas\u0131 vard\u0131. Oxudu\u011fu kitablar – \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r Cek Londonun, Drayzerin, Mark Tvenin, daha sonralar Heminqueyin, Folknerin, Skott Fitscerald\u0131n rus dilind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f romanlar\u0131 \u0130shaq\u0131 bu \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 valeh etmi\u015fdi. \u0130ld\u0259n-il\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259xir\u0259 sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 niyy\u0259ti\u00a0 ingilis dilini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k idi. Bu il bu i\u015f\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q ciddi giri\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y d\u0259 “u\u011furlu biznes \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu, \u0259n \u00f6n\u0259mli \u015f\u0259rtdir” – deyirdi. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yin yar\u0131zarafat-yar\u0131ciddi bir t\u00f6vsiy\u0259si d\u0259 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Amerika biznesind\u0259 y\u0259hudil\u0259rin \u00e7ox m\u00fch\u00fcm n\u00fcfuzu oldu\u011funu bildiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0130shaqa t\u0259klif edirdi ki, soyad\u0131 Salmanzad\u0259d\u0259ki “zad\u0259”ni ats\u0131n. Ad\u0131 da m\u00fcnasibdir, \u0130shaq Salman tam bir y\u0259hudi kimi s\u0259sl\u0259nir. \u0130shaq Salman\u0131n h\u0259qiqi m\u0259n\u015f\u0259yini m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k onu y\u0259hudi bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, ona m\u00fcnasib\u0259t d\u0259 \u00f6z\u0259l olacaq. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib:<\/p>\n

– Tabii, \u015faka yap\u0131yorum – des\u0259 d\u0259, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r \u0130shaq\u0131n yad\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yl\u0259 iki il \u00f6nc\u0259 So\u00e7id\u0259 i\u015fg\u00fczar bir toplant\u0131da tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fdular. \u0130kisi d\u0259 in\u015faat\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259 eyni ya\u015fda olduqlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rhal dil tapm\u0131\u015f, yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y \u0130shaq\u0131 macar i\u015f adam\u0131 Lasloyla da tan\u0131\u015f etmi\u015fdi v\u0259 el\u0259 indi Budape\u015ftd\u0259 d\u0259 birg\u0259 lahiy\u0259l\u0259ri dolay\u0131s\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Amma o So\u00e7i g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0130shaq\u00e7\u00fcn daha \u00f6n\u0259mli bir c\u0259h\u0259ti d\u0259 vard\u0131. So\u00e7id\u0259 Laslonun t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7isi tatar q\u0131z\u0131 Kamilla Kad\u0131rovayla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015f v\u0259 na\u011f\u0131llarda deyildiyi kimi, bir-birin\u0259 bir k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n min k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u0259 a\u015fiq olmu\u015fdular.<\/p>\n

Kamilla Moskvada Xarici Dill\u0259r \u0130nstitutunda macar dilini \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f, kurs yolda\u015f\u0131 Qaborla ail\u0259 qurmu\u015f, onlar institutu bitirdikd\u0259n sonra Eger \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Az sonra \u0130shaqa dem\u0259yi laz\u0131m bim\u0259diyi s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n nigahlar\u0131 pozulmu\u015f, amma art\u0131q Macar\u0131standa rus dilind\u0259n t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i kimi tan\u0131nan v\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u015firk\u0259tl\u0259rin i\u015fin\u0259 c\u0259lb edil\u0259n Kamilla el\u0259 Egerd\u0259 d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130shaq da arvad\u0131ndan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il qabaq ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018frkinazla u\u011fursuz nikahlar\u0131 c\u0259misi bir il \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. \u018frkinaz\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bsiz, m\u0259nas\u0131z v\u0259 \u0130shaq\u0131 d\u0131\u011f ed\u0259n q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131na yaln\u0131z birc\u0259 il tab g\u0259tir\u0259 bildi. \u0130\u015fd\u0259, ya hans\u0131sa t\u0259dbird\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131, telefonla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131, ya ismar\u0131\u015f ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r qad\u0131n he\u00e7 bir \u0259sas olmadan \u018frkinaz\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0131sqancl\u0131q obyektin\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi. Yersiz \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 \u0130shaq\u0131 \u00e7\u0259rl\u0259dirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018frkinaz d\u00fcnyada b\u00fct\u00fcn qad\u0131nlara nifr\u0259t edirdi. Bir yar\u0131s\u0131na ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, onun fikrinc\u0259, h\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q g\u00f6z\u0259l idil\u0259r, o biri yar\u0131s\u0131na da, onun r\u0259yinc\u0259 yaman kifir olduqlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u018flq\u0259r\u0259z, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131, bay\u0131lmalar, h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r, qara-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131qlardan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k ax\u0131r ki, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0131sa s\u00fcr\u0259n u\u011fursuz nikah\u0131 \u0130shaq vahim\u0259li yuxu kimi, qarabasma kimi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Sonralar ara-s\u0131ra m\u00fcxt\u0259lif qad\u0131nlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla qur\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 biznes al\u0259mi ona \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131yla u\u011fra\u015fma\u011fa macal vermirdi. Hannan-hana a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, daha he\u00e7 vaxt sev\u0259 v\u0259 sevil\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Ta Kamillaya rast g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 il macar q\u00fcrb\u0259tind\u0259 ya\u015fayan tatar q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z mill\u0259tin\u0259 do\u011fma olan bir insanla rastla\u015fmas\u0131, ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131yla ba\u011fl\u0131 nostalji hissl\u0259r, ya kim bilir daha n\u0259l\u0259r Kamillan\u0131n el\u0259 ilk g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n ovqat\u0131na hakim k\u0259sildi v\u0259 bu hissl\u0259r \u0130shaq\u0131n da qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 duy\u011fular\u0131na tu\u015f g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u015favir\u0259 sona yet\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0130shaq d\u0259qiq ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, daha Kamillas\u0131z ya\u015faya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Lasloyla \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yin \u015f\u0259rikli \u015firk\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 Macar\u0131stan\u0131 da qo\u015fmaq t\u0259klifi bu \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259rhal \u0130shaq t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n sevincl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131. V\u0259 budur, Kamillayla – \u0130shaq ona bizimc\u0259 Kamil\u0259 deyirdi –\u00a0 ayr\u0131ld\u0131qlar\u0131ndan \u00fc\u00e7 ay sonra, Budape\u015ftd\u0259n Eger\u0259, onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 gedir. D\u00f6rd saatdan sonra Kamil\u0259 onu Eger va\u011fzal\u0131nda qar\u015f\u0131layacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130shaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xo\u015fb\u0259xt adam say\u0131rd\u0131. 44 g\u00fcnl\u00fck z\u0259f\u0259r sava\u015f\u0131ndan, 23 saatl\u0131q m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259d\u0259n sonra ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir d\u0259rd-s\u0259ri, narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Do\u011frudur, bir illik u\u011fursuz nikah\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fcdhi\u015f bo\u015fanman\u0131n f\u0259sadlar\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 diabet qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma vaxtl\u0131-vaxt\u0131nda vurdu\u011fu insulin iyn\u0259l\u0259ri, atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259bl\u0259r vasit\u0259siyl\u0259 qan\u0131nda \u015f\u0259k\u0259ri t\u0259nziml\u0259y\u0259 bilirdi v\u0259 bu x\u0259bis x\u0259st\u0259lik h\u0259l\u0259 ki, ona ciddi problem yaratm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Tambura \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259di, bird\u0259n yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, va\u011fzalda ba\u015f\u0131 \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b siqaret alma\u011f\u0131 unudub. Kupey\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131, \u0259lini \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b bir ne\u00e7\u0259 forint \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, vaqon restorana getdi. \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259y onu m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259t etm\u0259kd\u0259 haql\u0131 idi. Biznesl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olasan, do\u011fma dilind\u0259n v\u0259 rus dilind\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir \u0259cn\u0259bi dil bilm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Macarstanda rus dilind\u0259 bir \u015fey soru\u015fmaq is\u0259 \u0259b\u0259sdi. H\u0259tta rus dilini bil\u0259n olsa da, bu dild\u0259 cavab verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bunu Budape\u015ftd\u0259 oldu\u011fu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259 anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Vaqon restoranda bufet\u00e7iy\u0259 siqaret, siqar s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ortaq bir dild\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, adam ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. H\u0259tta jestl\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yini g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259, bir n\u0259tic\u0259 hasil olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bufet\u00e7i: el\u0259 hey “Nin\u00e7” deyirdi. Budape\u015ftd\u0259 oldu\u011fu bu bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 \u0130shaq yaln\u0131z bu s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi: “Nin\u00e7”, y\u0259ni “yox”.<\/p>\n

Bufetd\u0259 siqaret yoxuydumu, ya sat\u0131l\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131, bunu anlaya bilm\u0259di. Kupey\u0259 \u0259li \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n uzun qay\u0131td\u0131. Siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ehtiyac\u0131 is\u0259 t\u0259rs kimi daha da \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259nirdi. Cib telefonunda saata baxd\u0131 s\u0259kkiz\u0259 on d\u0259qiq\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. Egere iki saat iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00e7atacaqd\u0131lar. Birt\u0259h\u0259r d\u00f6zm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

Bu fikirl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259yk\u0259n bird\u0259n qatar dayand\u0131. \u0130shaq p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bax\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcz onun vaqonun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda k\u00f6\u015fkd\u0259 siqaret sat\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u0130shaq t\u0259l\u0259sik qatardan endi, k\u00f6\u015fk\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131, cibind\u0259ki forintl\u0259ri uzad\u0131b (art\u0131q burda “Kent”in ne\u00e7\u0259 forint\u0259 sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdi) bir qutu siqaret ald\u0131. \u00c7evrilib baxanda g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, qatar h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u00f6vlnak y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc, aya\u011f\u0131 b\u00fcdr\u0259di, y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131, g\u00fcc-b\u0259layla aya\u011fa qalxanda d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, qatar\u0131n son vaqonu uzaqla\u015f\u0131b getm\u0259kd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

“L\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana” dey\u0259 bu i\u015fd\u0259 he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcnah\u0131 olmayan \u015feytan\u0131 s\u00f6yd\u00fc. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t mat\u0131-qutu qurumu\u015f halda qald\u0131. V\u0259ziyy\u0259tin ciddiliyini get-ged\u0259 daha d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rk ed\u0259r\u0259k, el\u0259 bil, b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da unutmu\u015fdu. Va\u011fzal\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 girib qatarlar\u0131n getm\u0259-g\u0259lm\u0259 c\u0259dv\u0259linin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durdu. Eger\u0259 ged\u0259n qatar\u0131n da, Budape\u015ft\u0259 ged\u0259n qatar\u0131n da bu ad\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259diyi \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 yaln\u0131z s\u0259h\u0259r saat yeddid\u0259 v\u0259 yeddi otuzda duraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015fl\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdirdi.<\/p>\n

Nar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u00e7is\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Va\u011fzal\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 ke\u00e7di, taxta skamyada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu daha \u00e7ox eym\u0259ndirir v\u0259 t\u0259la\u015fland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Neyl\u0259m\u0259li, nec\u0259 etm\u0259li. Hafiz\u0259sin\u0259 arxalanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn telefonlar, \u00fcnvanlar cib telefonunda, cib telefonu is\u0259 Eger\u0259 ged\u0259n qatar\u0131n kupesind\u0259 idi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259y ets\u0259 d\u0259, n\u0259 \u018fdh\u0259m b\u0259yin, n\u0259 Laslonun, n\u0259 Kamil\u0259nin, n\u0259 d\u0259 Bak\u0131dak\u0131 telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259rinin he\u00e7 birini yada sala bilmirdi. Birc\u0259, \u00f6z ev telefonunun n\u00f6mr\u0259si yad\u0131ndayd\u0131, amma bo\u015f m\u0259nzild\u0259 kim\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259c\u0259kdi? H\u0259m d\u0259 burdan ora nec\u0259, ne\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi? Cibind\u0259 birc\u0259 forinti d\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259rs kimi, acl\u0131q da hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, ax\u0131 iyn\u0259sinin vaxt\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130ngilisc\u0259 c\u0259mi iki-\u00fc\u00e7 s\u00f6z bilir, macarca is\u0259 “nin\u00e7”d\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Bu xudman\u0131 va\u011fzaldan ayd\u0131n olurdu ki, ki\u00e7ik bir \u0259yal\u0259t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259, ya q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259dir. \u00c7\u0259tin bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 rus dili bil\u0259n ola, o ki qald\u0131 t\u00fcrk, ya Az\u0259rbaycan dilin\u0259. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti kim\u0259 v\u0259 nec\u0259 izah ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n hans\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu vard\u0131? Ax\u015fam saat s\u0259kkizd\u0259n sonra y\u0259qin ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn r\u0259smi idar\u0259l\u0259r ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131. Hara \u00fcz tutsun, kimd\u0259n imdat dil\u0259sin?<\/p>\n

Acl\u0131\u011f\u0131 el\u0259 bil d\u0259qiq\u0259b\u0259d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259nirdi. Yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, c\u0259misi iki d\u0259f\u0259 iyn\u0259nin vaxt\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb v\u0259 h\u0259r ikisind\u0259 az qala koma v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, hardansa bir par\u00e7a q\u0259nd tap\u0131b a\u011fz\u0131na qoymu\u015f, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir t\u0259h\u0259r iyn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018ftrafa boyland\u0131. H\u0259r hans\u0131 d\u00fckandan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t yoxdu. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i qupquru qurumu\u015fdu. “N\u0259 olur olsun, ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib irad\u0259mi toplamal\u0131yam. Ola bilm\u0259z ki bir \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu tap\u0131lmas\u0131n”.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Az sonra arxadan iki \u0259l onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6rtm\u0259sini hiss etdi, s\u0259rin qad\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri idi.<\/p>\n

Kamillan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259ri… M\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. Kamilla n\u0259 sayaqsa onun d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti duymu\u015f, t\u0259l\u0259sik \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bura yetirmi\u015f, \u0130shaq\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 qapam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yum\u015faq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259rin \u0259ll\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n aralad\u0131 qanr\u0131l\u0131b geriy\u0259 baxd\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ng\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015f, qal\u0131n s\u00fcrm\u0259li g\u00f6zl\u0259ri v\u0259 al q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131 olan qad\u0131n dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qad\u0131n ona g\u00f6z vurdu. \u0130shaq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. Ayd\u0131nd\u0131 ki, fahi\u015f\u0259di. Qad\u0131n diliyl\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yalad\u0131 v\u0259 bir daha \u0130shaqa i\u015far\u0259 etdi. \u0130shaq: – nin\u00e7 – dedi. Qad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259yib onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259liyl\u0259 idman paltar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. \u0130shaq ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n deyil v\u0259 onu c\u0259lb ed\u0259n y\u0259qin ki, bahal\u0131 idman paltar\u0131d\u0131r. Durub \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f cibl\u0259rini \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n:<\/p>\n

– Fu – deyib burula-burula uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130shaq g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdurdu, yuxuydumu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc, ya h\u0259qiq\u0259tdi? \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, qad\u0131n\u0131n Kamil\u0259 oldu\u011funu z\u0259nn ed\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259yirmi\u015f. Amma sonra olanlar real idi. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu qad\u0131n\u0131 tale g\u00f6nd\u0259ribmi\u015f, n\u0259 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259s\u0259 onu \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n qurtara bil\u0259rmi\u015f? Bu absurd fikri d\u0259rhal beynind\u0259n qovdu. Acl\u0131\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 daha da \u00e7ox hiss edirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunu m\u00fcc ed\u0259n, taq\u0259tsizl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n, qan\u0131n\u0131 soran bir z\u0259liydi sanki…<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 vaqon restorona getmi\u015fk\u0259n vaxt\u0131ndan bir az qabaq nahar el\u0259m\u0259di? Niy\u0259 telefonu yan\u0131nda deyil? Niy\u0259 milyonlar\u0131ndan \u0259n \u00e7oxu iki y\u00fcz dollar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di ki, taksi tutub Egere \u00e7ats\u0131n? Niy\u0259? Niy\u0259? Niy\u0259? Cavabs\u0131z suallar beynini de\u015firdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131lmazl\u0131q az qala onu d\u0259li ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bir yandan da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli i\u015f\u0259m\u0259k ehtiyac\u0131 hiss edirdi. \u018ftrafa boylan\u0131b tualet l\u00f6vh\u0259sini axtard\u0131, tapd\u0131 v\u0259 ora t\u0259l\u0259sdi. K\u0259sil\u0259-k\u0259sil\u0259 gedirdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tualet\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, qap\u0131da dayanan ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi. \u018fvv\u0259l onu niy\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamad\u0131. Hans\u0131 dild\u0259s\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259di. Ki\u015fi divardak\u0131 yaz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Tualet\u0259 girm\u0259yin qiym\u0259ti yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130shaq bu ax\u015fam ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 idman \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibl\u0259rini \u00e7evirdi, y\u0259ni ki, pulu yoxdu: “Nin\u00e7”. Ki\u015fi laqeydc\u0259sin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131 v\u0259 yen\u0259 yaz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. \u0130shaq siqaret qutusunu ki\u015fiy\u0259 uzatd\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 olmasa “Kent”in \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 onu i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxs\u0131n. \u0130ndi d\u0259 ki\u015fi “nin\u00e7” dedi. \u0130shaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n, biab\u0131r olmaqdan qorxurdu. Daha d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi, ki\u015fini it\u0259l\u0259yib i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di, qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131b, y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Tualetd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda p\u0259z\u0259v\u0259ng bir polisi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Polis v\u0259rdi\u015fli h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 \u0130shaq\u0131n qollar\u0131n\u0131 burdu v\u0259 dart\u0131b ard\u0131nca apard\u0131. El\u0259 buradaca, va\u011fzal\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 polis m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259 girdil\u0259r. Polis \u0130shaq\u0131 q\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 sal\u0131b qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131. \u0130shaq az\u0259rbaycanca v\u0259 rusca dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa \u0259linin i\u015far\u0259siyl\u0259 ac oldu\u011funu bildirdi. Polis ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. \u0130shaq: Ay em diabet – dedi, qolunu g\u00f6st\u0259rdi v\u0259 iyn\u0259 vururmu\u015f kimi: – insulin – dedi. Polis “nin\u00e7” dedi. “\u0130lahi, bu mill\u0259t nin\u00e7d\u0259n ba\u015fqa da bir s\u00f6z bilirmi?” \u0130shaq lap \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Polis bir st\u0259kan su g\u0259tirdi v\u0259 qol saat\u0131nda 8 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. T\u0259bii ki, s\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259kkiz. \u0130shaq ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, onun m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si s\u0259h\u0259r s\u0259kkizd\u0259 h\u0259ll olunacaq. Dem\u0259li, Eger, ya Budape\u015ft qatarlar\u0131na da \u00e7atmayacaq. Ancaq bunu polis\u0259 nec\u0259, hans\u0131 dild\u0259 izah ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi? Ona hans\u0131 c\u0259zan\u0131 ver\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r? C\u0259rim\u0259yl\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131 qurtara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, \u00e7\u00fcnki yan\u0131nda bir q\u0259piyi d\u0259 yoxdu. S\u0259h\u0259r birt\u0259h\u0259r ba\u015fa salacaq ki, m\u00fcst\u0259qil Az\u0259rbaycan respublikas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Budape\u015ftd\u0259ki s\u0259firliyimiz\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t olunmas\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b edir. Amma h\u0259l\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq laz\u0131md\u0131. Acl\u0131q \u015f\u00fcurunu tamamil\u0259 dumanland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, irad\u0259sini m\u00fcc etmi\u015fdi. Yox, b\u00fct\u00fcn irad\u0259sini toplay\u0131b, bu g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n qurtulmal\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 yata, yuxulaya bils\u0259, acl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss etm\u0259z. Divara yaslan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu.<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131da, A\u011f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259, yeddinci qatda, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259ni tutmu\u015f m\u0259nzilind\u0259 idi. Eyvana \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131lan m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 – geni\u015f prospektl\u0259r, modern binalar, iri meydanlar, k\u00f6lg\u0259li ya\u015f\u0131l parklar v\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da mavi d\u0259niz… Bol g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli, m\u00fclayim iqlimli bir g\u00fcn idi. S\u0259rin meh sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fild\u0259n evl\u0259rinin d\u00fcz q\u0259n\u015f\u0259rind\u0259, el\u0259 binalar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rinin say\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r sal bir divar \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Bu divar yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u0259yilib \u0130shaqgilin binas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yerim\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130shaq d\u0259rk edirdi ki, bir an sonra bu p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259siz, qap\u0131s\u0131z m\u0259\u015fum divar onlar\u0131n binalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b yerl\u0259-yeksan ed\u0259c\u0259k. Eyni anda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u015fqa binalar\u0131 da alt-\u00fcst olacaq v\u0259 d\u0259rhal b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r, k\u0259ndl\u0259r tar-mar olacaq. Ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n n\u00fcv\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259si bel\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b an\u0131ndaca bit\u0259c\u0259kdi, z\u0259ncirvari reaksiya b\u00fct\u00fcn yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini xarabaya \u00e7evir\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fn q\u0259rib\u0259si oydu ki, \u0130shaq bundan n\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nir, n\u0259 vahim\u0259l\u0259nir, n\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. \u018fksin\u0259, i\u00e7ini q\u0259rib\u0259 bir f\u0259r\u0259h hissi, b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rlik duy\u011fusu doldurmu\u015fdu. B\u00fct\u00fcn insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259 birlikd\u0259 h\u0259lak olmas\u0131 q\u0259lbind\u0259 bir arxay\u0131nl\u0131q hissi oyatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. He\u00e7 k\u0259s, he\u00e7 k\u0259s qalmayacaqd\u0131. Dem\u0259li, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonu bel\u0259 imi\u015f, qiyam\u0259t g\u00fcn\u00fc dedikl\u0259ri buymu\u015f, t\u0259k, f\u0259rdi yox, ham\u0131l\u0131qla birlikd\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di yoxlu\u011fa qovu\u015fmaq n\u0259 xo\u015f bir hissmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcbh tezd\u0259n polis q\u0259f\u0259sin c\u0259ft\u0259sini a\u00e7anda m\u0259hbusu yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc. N\u0259bzini yoxlad\u0131. Tez polis h\u0259kimini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259kim adam\u0131n t\u0259qrib\u0259n gec\u0259yar\u0131s\u0131 ke\u00e7indiyini m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Morqda m\u0259lum \u0259lam\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 meyitin m\u00fcs\u0259lman, yaxud y\u0259hudi oldu\u011fu ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 m\u00fcs\u0259lman q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0259hudi q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda basd\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rarla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Amma y\u0259hudiliyini q\u0259ti t\u0259sdiq ed\u0259n he\u00e7 bir s\u0259n\u0259d olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ravvin buna izin verm\u0259di. Meyiti krematorid\u0259 yand\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 k\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 yiy\u0259 duran olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 havaya sovurdular.<\/p>\n

18 iyul 2024<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0M\u0259nb\u0259: “525-ci q\u0259zet”<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n