{"id":20117,"date":"2024-07-28T16:55:31","date_gmt":"2024-07-28T12:55:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20117"},"modified":"2024-07-28T16:55:31","modified_gmt":"2024-07-28T12:55:31","slug":"h%c9%99yatimiza-isiq-g%c9%99tir%c9%99n-adamlar-feyruz-muradovun-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20117","title":{"rendered":"H\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tir\u0259n adamlar – Feyruz Muradovun hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>\u0130nsanlar var ki,h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. T\u0259mizlik , ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. \u0130nsanlar\u00a0 da olur ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u011fmaq, azaltmaq v\u0259\u00a0 bizi qaranl\u0131qla-ra q\u0259rq etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Bel\u0259l\u0259ri xatirimizd\u0259 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar yarada-raq\u00a0 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdan itirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Raufun u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259 ba\u015f\u00a0 vermi\u015f ki\u00e7ik\u00a0 bir hadis\u0259, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259hz bu fikirl\u0259r a\u011fl\u0131nda dolan\u0131rd\u0131. Aradan \u00e7ox ill\u0259r \u00f6ts\u0259\u00a0 d\u0259 h\u0259min\u00a0 hadis\u0259\u00a0 yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, ill\u0259r Rauf anas\u0131 il\u0259 , babas\u0131 Mirz\u0259x\u0259lild\u0259n qalm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00a0k\u0259rpic evd\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131lar.Babas\u0131 c\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycandan m\u00fchacir\u0259t etmi\u015fdi. Qald\u0131qlar\u0131 evi he\u00e7 d\u0259 asanl\u0131qla tikdirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 rayonlarda,ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 evl\u0259rd\u0259 \u00a0\u00e7oxu\u015faql\u0131 ail\u0259si il\u0259 10 il kiray\u0259d\u0259\u00a0 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00a0 B\u00f6y\u00fck \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rd\u0259n\u00a0 sonra babas\u0131 bu rayona g\u0259lmi\u015f,\u00a0 bu rayonda axundluq etmi\u015fdi.Dini m\u0259rasiml\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259lin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qazanc\u0131 il\u0259 yurd yeri alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 onlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 h\u0259min\u00a0 k\u0259rpic evi tikdirmi\u015fdi. \u00c7oxu\u015faql\u0131\u00a0 ail\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259r bu evd\u0259 , bir\u00a0 dam\u0131n alt\u0131nda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Axund Mirz\u0259x\u0259lilin u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. U\u015faqlardan kimisi\u00a0 ail\u0259 qurmu\u015f ,\u00a0 kimisi is\u0259 t\u0259hsil almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Bak\u0131ya yollanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Mirz\u0259x\u0259lilin b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 R\u00fcbab\u0259 \u00a0ail\u0259l\u0259ri qon\u015fu rayonda ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 zaman, Bak\u0131ya getmi\u015fdi. Orada\u00a0 musiqi\u00a0 t\u0259hsili alaraq opera teatr\u0131nda\u00a0 apar\u0131c\u0131 m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnil\u0259rd\u0259n biri kimi\u00a0 m\u0259\u015fhurla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O,ki\u015fik bac\u0131 v\u0259 qarda\u015flar\u0131na da arxa durur, Bak\u0131ya g\u0259lib t\u0259hsil\u00a0 almalar\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259klik g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi.<\/p>\n

Ki\u00e7ik xalalar\u0131 v\u0259 ki\u00e7ik day\u0131s\u0131 ata evinin t\u0259rk etdikl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259min k\u0259rpic ev dem\u0259k olar ki, bo\u015falm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259kt\u0259bli Rauf anas\u0131 il\u0259 art\u0131q k\u00f6hn\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259 olan k\u0259rpic evd\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259rd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik day\u0131s\u0131 da g\u0259lib qal\u0131rd\u0131. Amma qalma\u011f\u0131 uzun \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra o t\u0259yinatla\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00f6nd\u0259rildiyi k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rs dem\u0259y\u0259 yollanird\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck day\u0131s\u0131 \u018fnv\u0259r \u00a0evl\u0259nmi\u015f v\u0259\u00a0 onlar\u0131n qald\u0131qlar\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ail\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn da\u015fdan b\u00f6y\u00fck ev tikdirmi\u015fdi. O, ticar\u0259t sah\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. \u018fnv\u0259r Bak\u0131dan bu rayona t\u0259yinatla\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00f6nd\u0259rilmi\u015f Sevinc adl\u0131 g\u0259nc m\u00fc\u0259llim q\u0131z il\u0259 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.\u0130ki \u00f6vladlar\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Ail\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu oldu\u011fundan\u00a0 atas\u0131 Mirz\u0259x\u0259lil \u00a0ona daha \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259klik g\u00f6sr\u0259rirdi. \u00dcm\u00fcd b\u0259sl\u0259yirdi ki, o\u011flunun v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti\u00a0 yax\u015f\u0131la\u015far v\u0259 o \u00a0da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 \u00a0ki\u00e7ik\u00a0 bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k \u0259lini\u00a0 uzadar. Lakin babas\u0131\u00a0 \u00fcm\u00fcdl\u0259rind\u0259 yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Mirz\u0259x\u0259lil d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu \u018fnv\u0259r daha \u00e7ox \u00f6z ail\u0259sinin maddi v\u0259ziyy\u0259tinin yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131na diqq\u0259t ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131-qarda\u015flar\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259klik etdilm\u0259sini is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bac\u0131s\u0131 R\u00fcbab\u0259nin \u00f6ht\u0259sin\u0259 atma\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verirdi.<\/p>\n

Rauf u\u015faq vaxtlar\u0131ndan kitablara b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259s g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259\u00a0 babas\u0131ndan\u00a0 qalm\u0131\u015f k\u0259rpic evin otaqlar\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259n na\u011f\u0131l\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 kitab\u0131 tapd\u0131. Y\u0259qin kitab xalalar\u0131ndan hans\u0131n\u0131nsa kitab\u0131 idi. Onlar getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Kitab is\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Rauf kitab\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259di.Yava\u015f-yava\u015f oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.Vaxt\u0131n nec\u0259 ke\u00e7-diyini hiss etm\u0259di. Sonra otaqlar\u0131 g\u0259zib, ba\u015fqa kitab\u0131n\u00a0\u00a0 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yoxlad\u0131.Daha iki kitab tapd\u0131 . Onlar\u0131 da\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 oxudu. Amma evd\u0259\u00a0 daha ayr\u0131 kitab tapa bilm\u0259di. Kitab oxumaq onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259vi t\u0259labata \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 o \u00f6z\u00fc gedib kitab almaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u0130lk\u00a0 d\u0259f\u0259 kitab ma\u011fazas\u0131na getdi.O vaxt Rauf art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc sinf\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Yeni , daha maraql\u0131 kitablar al\u0131b oxumaq h\u0259v\u0259sind\u0259 idi. Kitablar onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn insanlarla \u00fcns\u00fcyy\u0259ti \u0259v\u0259z etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.Oxudu\u011fu kitablar\u0131n say\u0131 get-ged\u0259 art\u0131rd\u0131.Onlara\u00a0 yer yapmaq laz\u0131m idi. K\u0259rpic evl\u0259rinin otaqlar\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259,qara r\u0259ngli bir sand\u0131q var idi. Rauf h\u0259min\u00a0 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259yib \u00a0oxudu\u011fu kitablar\u0131n\u0131 ora y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Sand\u0131q onun kitabxanas\u0131na \u00a0\u00e7evrildi. Aylar \u00f6t\u00fcr Rauf yeni-yeni kitablar al\u0131rd\u0131.Onun kitab\u00a0 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitablarla dolurdu.Onun kitablara alud\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Sevic v\u0259 day\u0131s\u0131 \u018fnv\u0259r k\u0259nardan g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259\u00a0 buna faydas\u0131z bir m\u0259\u015fquliyy\u0259t kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131lar.Onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 h\u0259yat \u015f\u0259raitl\u0259rini, bac\u0131s\u0131 R\u00fcb\u00fcb\u0259nin say\u0259sind\u0259 daha da yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259yat \u015f\u0259raitinin yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 \u0259n m\u0259nal\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259n m\u00fch\u00fcm i\u015f idi.Qalan\u00a0 n\u0259 varsa ham\u0131s\u0131 onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259nas\u0131z\u00a0 idi. Bu i\u015fd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131ndan h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 istifad\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. Bak\u0131da ad-san qazanan R\u00fcbab\u0259 tez-tez onlara qonaq g\u0259lirdi. Atas\u0131 \u00a0Mirz\u0259x\u0259lil d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdikd\u0259n sonra qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n evi ona ata evini \u0259v\u0259z etmi\u015fdi. O, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 qonaq g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bahal\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259tirirdi.Cavan qarda\u015f\u0131 arvad\u0131na c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr paltarlar h\u0259diyy\u0259 verirdi. Sevinc h\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259ynind\u0259 yeni d\u0259st geyimi il\u0259 diqq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi.Rayon yerind\u0259 ya\u015fayan he\u00e7 bir qad\u0131n bel\u0259 paltarlar al\u0131b geyin\u0259 bilmirdi. Ham\u0131 Sevinc m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259\u00a0 qipt\u0259 il\u0259 bax\u0131r v\u0259 anlay\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, o bunlar\u0131 ancaq\u00a0 bald\u0131z\u0131 R\u00fcbab\u0259nin say\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259ld\u0259 edir.Xalas\u0131 R\u00fcbab\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n onlar\u0131n qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0131 k\u0259rpic ev\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259ri ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Raufa v\u0259\u00a0 anas\u0131na n\u0259 is\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari\u00a0 bir h\u0259diyy\u0259 al\u0131b g\u0259tirirdi ki, onlar naraz\u0131\u00a0 qalmas\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn day\u0131s\u0131 \u018fnv\u0259r evl\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259z\u0259 bir \u015fkaf alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015ekafda kitablar qoymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn r\u0259fl\u0259r d\u0259 m\u00f6vcud idi. \u015ekaf bahal\u0131 oldu\u011fundan onu g\u0259l\u0259n qonaqlar\u0131n diqq\u0259tini c\u0259lb etsin dey\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259\u00e7arpan bir yer\u0259 qoydular.Amma evl\u0259rind\u0259 kiatab r\u0259fin\u0259 d\u00fczm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 olsun kitab yox idi. Ax\u0131 bu ev-d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u00a0 kitabla maraqlanm\u0131rd\u0131. \u018f\u015fyap\u0259r\u0259stliy\u0259 meyilli olduqlar\u0131ndan kitab onlar\u0131n\u00a0 yadlar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u0130ndi t\u0259z\u0259 \u015fkaf\u0131n r\u0259fl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131qda Sevinc m\u00fc\u0259llimin yad\u0131na Raufun kitab sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, h\u0259rd\u0259n Raufu, \u0259lind\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 kitab ev\u0259 g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. A\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 bir fikir g\u0259ldi ki, Raufun kitablar\u0131n\u0131 bir yolla ondan al\u0131b \u00a0kitab probleml\u0259rini bu yolla h\u0259ll etsin. Onda evl\u0259rin\u0259 adl\u0131-sanl\u0131 qonaqlar g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131n kitablar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r. Qonaqlarda ev sahibl\u0259ri haqda y\u00fcks\u0259k intellektli, y\u00fcks\u0259k\u00a0 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tli adamlar t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131 yaranar.Bu niyy\u0259tl\u0259 Sevinc ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 evd\u0259n Raufun anas\u0131 il\u0259 qald\u0131qlar\u0131\u00a0 k\u00f6hn\u0259, k\u0259rpic ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

Rauf Sevinci evl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131.G\u00fcn hardan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, Sevinc onlar\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi? Bir anl\u0131q ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, Sevinc onlara ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259, yoxlama\u011fa g\u0259lib.Bu fikird\u0259n sevinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Amma sevinci uzun s\u00fcrm\u0259di. Day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 salamla\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra\u00a0 bir an sual dolu n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 Raufa baxd\u0131.O sanki s\u00f6z\u0259 n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 Raufun onun dedikl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 buna nec\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259yini \u00a0qabaqcadan bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t o s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Kitab oxuyurdun?<\/p>\n

-H\u0259.<\/p>\n

-Kitablar\u0131n\u0131 bu sand\u0131\u011fa y\u0131\u011f\u0131rsan?-dey\u0259 Sevinc sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259.<\/p>\n

-Kitablar\u0131 niy\u0259 burada saxlay\u0131rsan? Burada bu kitablar\u0131 he\u00e7 kim g\u00f6rm\u00fcr.Kitablar\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6rs\u00fcnl\u0259r.Biz t\u0259z\u0259 \u015fkaf alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.S\u0259n d\u0259 onsuz bu kitablar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxumusan.Bizim t\u0259z\u0259 \u015fkaf\u0131n kitab r\u0259fi bo\u015fdur.Y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa kitablar laz\u0131md\u0131r.Bu kitablar\u0131 apar\u0131b r\u0259f\u0259 y\u0131\u011fsaq s\u0259liq\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r.S\u0259n d\u0259 hans\u0131sa kitab\u0131 oxumaq ist\u0259s\u0259n, g\u0259lib bizd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n.Onsuz da ananla biz\u0259 g\u0259lirsiz.<\/p>\n

Do\u011frudan da\u00a0 Rauf h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015famlar televizora baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn anas\u0131 il\u0259 day\u0131s\u0131gil\u0259 gedirdil\u0259r.H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ndi ki,Rauf bu evd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc rahat hiss ed\u0259 bilmirdi, buna baxmayaraq\u00a0 anas\u0131 getdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 o da\u00a0 gedirdi. \u0130ndis\u0259 balaca Rauf bunlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlayaraq g\u00fcnahkarcas\u0131na Sevinc\u0259 baxd\u0131. Sanki Sevinc evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259lib-gedikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Raufun onlara\u00a0 borclu oldu\u011funu hiss etdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.O kitablar\u0131n\u0131 Sevinc\u0259 verm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi.Onun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n xahi\u015find\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 hiss edirdi.O, el\u0259 bilirdi ki,\u00a0 Sevinc\u00a0 g\u0259lib onun kitablar\u0131 il\u0259 maraqlanacaq, ondan oxuma\u011fa\u00a0 hans\u0131sa bir kitab\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.Yaxud\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fc Raufun kitaba h\u0259v\u0259sini g\u00f6r\u00fcb ona kitab h\u0259diyy\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259k.Lakin Sevinc bel\u0259 fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n tamam uzaq idi.O, ki\u00e7ik Raufun kitabxanas\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn kitablar\u0131 aparmaq ist\u0259yind\u0259 idi. Rauf kitablar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox\u00a0 sevirdi.Sanki kitablar qald\u0131qlar\u0131\u00a0 k\u00f6hn\u0259 ev\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q, bir nur b\u0259x\u015f edirdi.\u0130ndi g\u0259lib bu nuru , bu i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00a0ondan al\u0131b aparmaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r.Bu Raufu \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131.Lakin bunu dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdi.O kitablar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Amma Sevincin t\u0259labkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 cavab\u0131nda nec\u0259 \u201cyox\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259yinin d\u0259 bilmirdi.Odur ki, k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz-k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz kitablar\u0131n\u0131n day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 apar\u0131lmas\u0131na\u00a0 raz\u0131l\u0131q verdi.O ayr\u0131 c\u00fcr nec\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259yin m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funu a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259tir\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Sevinc sevinc\u0259k halda\u00a0 sand\u0131qdak\u0131 kitablar\u0131 hiss\u0259-hiss\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131na y\u0131\u011faraq t\u0259z\u0259 ald\u0131qlar\u0131 \u015fkaf\u0131n r\u0259fin\u0259 d\u00fczm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00a0\u00f6z evl\u0259rin\u0259 apard\u0131.Raufdan da ona bu i\u015fd\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259klik g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sini ist\u0259di.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc t\u0259k ona a\u011f\u0131r olurdu.<\/p>\n

Kitablar\u0131 apar\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra Raufa el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, sanki evl\u0259ri tamam bo\u015fal\u0131b.Sanki evl\u0259rind\u0259ki\u00a0 i\u015f\u0131q s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.El\u0259 bil evl\u0259ri z\u00fclm\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259rq edilmi\u015fdi.Rauf m\u0259yusluq i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn Rauf nam\u0259lumluq i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259di.Sevincin is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 vecin\u0259 deyildi. H\u0259min onunla \u00a0vaxtdan Rauf day\u0131s\u0131, onun arvad\u0131, onlar\u0131n \u00f6vladlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda bir yadl\u0131q, \u00f6zg\u0259lik yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00a0hiss etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.A\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar bir\u00fcz\u0259 verilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 Rauf bu yadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sez\u0259 bilirdi.Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 bunu xay\u0131nl\u0131qla edib.\u00a0 Pax\u0131ll\u0131qdan edib.Niy\u0259 onun kitablara mara\u011f\u0131na g\u00fcl\u00fcnc bir m\u0259\u015f\u011fuliyy\u0259t kimi baxd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 istehza il\u0259 hiss etdirirdil\u0259r?\u00a0 B\u0259lk\u0259 Raufa \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d\u00a0 apar\u0131r,qipt\u0259 edirdil\u0259r?<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di. Balaca Rauf da b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb bu h\u0259y\u0259ti t\u0259rk etdi. Bir vaxt babas\u0131n\u0131n titdirdiyi evd\u0259\u00a0 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f \u00a0v\u0259 sonra bu m\u0259kan\u0131 t\u0259rk etmi\u015f xalalar\u0131, day\u0131lar\u0131 kimi\u00a0 o da bu evd\u0259n getdi. Ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o bir d\u0259, bu\u00a0 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259mirdi.Qohum olsalar da yad, q\u0259lb\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 olan adamlar\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259sind\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulam\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Sevinc m\u00fc\u0259llimin h\u0259yat\u0131 is\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 qurtarmad\u0131.Onlara yax\u0131ndan k\u00f6m\u0259klik g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n bald\u0131z\u0131, tan\u0131nan ,sevil\u0259n m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni R\u00fcbab\u0259 xan\u0131m tez d\u00fcnyadan getdi.Onun ard\u0131nca h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 \u018fnv\u0259r 57 ya\u015f\u0131nda h\u0259yatla vidala\u015fd\u0131.\u00d6vladlar\u0131 da cavan ya\u015fda x\u0259st\u0259lik tap\u0131b d\u00fcnyalar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdil\u0259r. Sevinc xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lki \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tind\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmad\u0131.O,ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131 arxas\u0131nda,t\u0259klikd\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi.Onun meyidini s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u00fc ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 a\u015fkar etdi.Rauf is\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt Sevinc olan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 ayaq\u00a0 basmad\u0131.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fox sevdiyi\u00a0 kitablar ona s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat\u0131na i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tir\u0259n adamlar\u0131n yan\u0131na get. Onlar\u0131n q\u0259drin bil. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qapadan adamlardansa uzaq ol.Onlara h\u00f6rm\u0259t, diqq\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259.\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar buna layiq deyill\u0259r.Bir d\u0259 ki,Rauf anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki,onun h\u0259yat\u0131na i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tir\u0259n sevdiyi kitablard\u0131r.H\u0259min kitablar\u0131 yazan m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259rdir.Rauf onlar\u0131 h\u0259yatda g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 , tan\u0131masa da bilirdi ki, onun h\u0259yat\u0131na i\u015f\u0131q salan adamlar o kitablar\u0131 yazanlard\u0131r.H\u0259min uzaq, amma daxil\u0259n yax\u0131n olan adamlar.<\/p>\n

15\/ iyul \/2024<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 72 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130nsanlar var ki,h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. T\u0259mizlik , ayd\u0131nl\u0131q g\u0259tirirl\u0259r. \u0130nsanlar\u00a0 da olur ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdak\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u011fmaq, azaltmaq v\u0259\u00a0 bizi qaranl\u0131qla-ra q\u0259rq etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. Bel\u0259l\u0259ri xatirimizd\u0259 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar yarada-raq\u00a0 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdan itirl\u0259r. Raufun u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259 ba\u015f\u00a0 vermi\u015f ki\u00e7ik\u00a0 bir hadis\u0259, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259hz bu fikirl\u0259r a\u011fl\u0131nda dolan\u0131rd\u0131. Aradan \u00e7ox ill\u0259r \u00f6ts\u0259\u00a0 d\u0259 h\u0259min\u00a0 hadis\u0259\u00a0 yad\u0131ndan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20117"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20117"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20117\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20118,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20117\/revisions\/20118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20117"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20117"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20117"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}