{"id":20164,"date":"2024-08-14T18:11:00","date_gmt":"2024-08-14T14:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20164"},"modified":"2024-08-14T18:13:13","modified_gmt":"2024-08-14T14:13:13","slug":"zaur-%c9%99rmugan-uzu-payiza-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20164","title":{"rendered":"Zaur \u018frmu\u011fan – \u00dcz\u00fc pay\u0131za (\u015feirl\u0259r…)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Zaur \u018frmu\u011fan (\u018fsg\u0259rov Zaur Eyvaz o\u011flu) 1979-cu ild\u0259 Neft\u00e7ala rayonunun H\u0259s\u0259nabad q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 anadan olub. 2002- ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. 2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259n d\u00f6vr\u00fc m\u0259tbuatda b\u0259dii, publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ap olunur. Q\u0259zet, jurlal s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, almanax, antologiya v\u0259 toplularda, internet portal v\u0259 saytlar\u0131nda, onlayn d\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259 Zaur \u018frmu\u011fan\u0131n \u015feir v\u0259 hekay\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 tez-tez rast g\u0259linir. O, “G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fc ist\u0259yir\u0259m”(2012), “Tanr\u0131 pay\u0131”(2023) \u015feir kitablar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir. 2019-cu ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/h2>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259t<\/p>\n

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H\u0259sr\u0259t<\/div>\n
g\u00f6zl\u0259rin baxa-baxa<\/div>\n
\u0259ll\u0259rinin yet\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi,<\/div>\n
yollar\u0131 dolanan bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n<\/div>\n
\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259diyi,<\/div>\n
taleyinin<\/div>\n
q\u0259lbind\u0259n axan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259diyi<\/div>\n
h\u0259yatd\u0131r,<\/div>\n
i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in k\u0259d\u0259ri ox\u015fay\u0131rsan…<\/div>\n
H\u0259sr\u0259t<\/div>\n
sevginin \u00f6lm\u0259diyi<\/div>\n
nicatd\u0131r,<\/div>\n
\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131rsan…<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki qara xal<\/div>\n
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Sa\u00e7larda z\u0259r k\u0259hk\u0259\u015fan,<\/div>\n
Q\u0131z\u0131l tac\u0131n tel\u0259 \u015fan.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259llikd\u0259n bir ni\u015fan<\/div>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki qara xal.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Sevm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r na\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yim sirr da\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Quruyan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r<\/div>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki qara xal.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Yuxumdak\u0131 o buta<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc bir ovuda.<\/div>\n
H\u0259sr\u0259t, a\u011fr\u0131, d\u0259rd, x\u0259ta —<\/div>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki qara xal.<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
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Ahlar\u0131m<\/div>\n
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M\u0259nim d\u0259rdl\u0259rim\u0259 ahlar\u0131m yanar,<\/div>\n
Ahlar\u0131m od tutub yanar i\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/div>\n
M\u0259nim d\u0259rdl\u0259rimi dindir\u0259n ah\u0131m<\/div>\n
El\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k-k\u00f6vr\u0259k a\u011flar i\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
D\u0259rdimin dilini anlar ahlar\u0131m,<\/div>\n
Car \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r bir \u0259lac hay-haray\u0131nda.<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcm b\u0259xti ba\u011fl\u0131 q\u0259m bo\u011f\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r,<\/div>\n
Duas\u0131 s\u0259rg\u0259rdan g\u00fcn sora\u011f\u0131nda.<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
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Do\u011fulmu\u015fam<\/div>\n
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Bir oca\u011fam, odum b\u0259lli,<\/div>\n
Yanar k\u00f6zd\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fam.<\/div>\n
Ruhum b\u0259lli, ad\u0131m b\u0259lli,<\/div>\n
Anam s\u00f6zd\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fam.<\/div>\n
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S\u00f6z k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn d\u0259rgah\u0131d\u0131r,<\/div>\n
S\u00f6z min \u0259hdin p\u0259nah\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n
S\u00f6z yolumun sabah\u0131d\u0131r,<\/div>\n
M\u0259n bir izd\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fam.<\/div>\n
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N\u0259f\u0259simd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm varam,<\/div>\n
\u00d6z s\u0259simd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm varam.<\/div>\n
\u00d6z i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm varam,<\/div>\n
M\u0259n o \u00f6zd\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fam.<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
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Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yollar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/div>\n
Bir e\u015fqinmi sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?!<\/div>\n
M\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 de, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 kim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimi g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259c\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131,<\/div>\n
Telin olsun bu yaram\u0131n sar\u011f\u0131s\u0131.<\/div>\n
Kimdir, g\u00f6r\u0259n, o inam\u0131n o\u011frusu?<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
\u00dcmid dinir, g\u00fcman dinir g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n
S\u00fckut dolu \u00fcmman dinir g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n
Bir ger\u00e7\u0259yi uman dinir g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Kirpiyinin k\u00f6lg\u0259simi gizl\u0259n\u0259n?<\/div>\n
Yad bax\u0131\u015fla \u00f6zg\u0259simi gizl\u0259n\u0259n?<\/div>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259m \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 izl\u0259n\u0259n?<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Sevgil\u0259rd\u0259 do\u011fru da var, yalan da,<\/div>\n
Sevgil\u0259rd\u0259 say\u011f\u0131 da var, talan da.<\/div>\n
Bu \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259 olmayan da, olan da,<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Hans\u0131 v\u0259d\u0259, hans\u0131 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr n\u0259hs d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?<\/div>\n
D\u00fcz yozulan g\u0259rdi\u015fimiz t\u0259rs d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/div>\n
G\u00fcnah kimd\u0259, q\u0131naq kimd\u0259, b\u0259hs d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb?<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcm, and i\u00e7 bu sevginin ad\u0131na,<\/div>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcm, yet\u0259k biz bu e\u015fqin dad\u0131na.<\/div>\n
\u018frmu\u011fand\u0131r, sevib, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb oduna,<\/div>\n
Qoy oxusun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<\/div>\n
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***<\/div>\n
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\u00dcz\u00fc pay\u0131za<\/div>\n
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K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 bir bahar ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131 qal\u0131b,<\/div>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rir budaq.<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 qal\u0131b,<\/div>\n
Kimdir b\u0259s qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n bu qonaq?<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
K\u00f6z-k\u00f6z t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259nir odum, oca\u011f\u0131m,<\/div>\n
Bir yaz z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259si g\u00f6yn\u0259r dodaqda.<\/div>\n
Nec\u0259 \u00fcz \u00e7evirim, bahardan ke\u00e7im?<\/div>\n
\u00d6m.\u00fcr g\u00f6y\u0259rtmi\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n ki o \u00e7a\u011fda!<\/div>\n
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Dolur ota\u011f\u0131ma k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259, sisl\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dayan\u0131b pay\u0131z m\u0259niml\u0259.<\/div>\n
— \u0130ndi ha k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259! —<\/div>\n
Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r bir-iki a\u011f\u0131z m\u0259niml\u0259…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Deyir\u0259m: — Bir aman! Bahardan i\u00e7im…<\/div>\n
Qal\u0131b g\u00f6y tumurcuq g\u00f6z\u00fc yumulu…<\/div>\n
\u018fynim\u0259 don bi\u00e7ir pay\u0131z, bir bi\u00e7im,<\/div>\n
Aya\u011f\u0131m geyinir gur\u015fad \u00e7amuru.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tir,<\/div>\n
D\u00f6\u015f\u0259nib yoluma x\u0259z\u0259l xal\u0131s\u0131.<\/div>\n
Deyir: — Karvan\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259l yola g\u0259tir!<\/div>\n
Bax, s\u00f6y\u00fcd sa\u00e7\u0131nda pay\u0131z x\u0131nas\u0131…<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Qaralan buludlar gec\u0259 qatar\u0131,<\/div>\n
Sozal\u0131b g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin od p\u00fcsk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/div>\n
Bu pay\u0131z taleyin h\u00f6km\u00fc, vadar\u0131,<\/div>\n
Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u00f6yl\u0259rin q\u0259lb h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/div>\n
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\u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131m pay\u0131zd\u0131r, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m da pay\u0131z,<\/div>\n
Aln\u0131ma pay\u0131z\u0131n izi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fcr.<\/div>\n
Aran\u0131m pay\u0131zd\u0131r, da\u011f\u0131m da pay\u0131z,<\/div>\n
Pay\u0131z\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fcr.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
Pay\u0131z, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki bahara d\u0259ym\u0259,<\/div>\n
Bir d\u0259 o bahardan g\u0259l\u0259n ki deyil.<\/div>\n
Pay\u0131z, g\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6ym\u0259,<\/div>\n
K\u00f6n\u00fcl var, saral\u0131b solan ki deyil.<\/div>\n
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Taleyim n\u0259 desin vaxt\u0131n \u0259mrin\u0259?<\/div>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259 pay\u0131zdan x\u0259z\u0259llik qalar.<\/div>\n
Y\u00fcz x\u0259zan yeti\u015f\u0259 pay\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259,<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 bir bahar g\u00f6z\u0259llik qalar.<\/div>\n
.<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 baharla \u00fcz\u00fc pay\u0131za<\/div>\n
Gedir\u0259m, bu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7ib.<\/div>\n
K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 yax\u0131n g\u0259l, boylan avaza,<\/div>\n
Duy\u011fular bir bahar bula\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7ib.<\/div>\n
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Yaz\u0131ya 168 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Zaur \u018frmu\u011fan (\u018fsg\u0259rov Zaur Eyvaz o\u011flu) 1979-cu ild\u0259 Neft\u00e7ala rayonunun H\u0259s\u0259nabad q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 anadan olub. 2002- ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. 2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259n d\u00f6vr\u00fc m\u0259tbuatda b\u0259dii, publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ap olunur. Q\u0259zet, jurlal s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, almanax, antologiya v\u0259 toplularda, internet portal v\u0259 saytlar\u0131nda, onlayn d\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259 Zaur \u018frmu\u011fan\u0131n \u015feir v\u0259 hekay\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 tez-tez rast g\u0259linir. O, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20164"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20164"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20164\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20169,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20164\/revisions\/20169"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20164"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20164"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20164"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}