{"id":20252,"date":"2024-08-29T10:33:46","date_gmt":"2024-08-29T06:33:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20252"},"modified":"2024-08-29T10:33:46","modified_gmt":"2024-08-29T06:33:46","slug":"orxan-fikr%c9%99toglunun-yeni-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20252","title":{"rendered":"Orxan Fikr\u0259to\u011flunun yeni \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Qara r\u0259ngli dar k\u00f6yn\u0259yim vard\u0131, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

Sizin evin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

T\u00fcnd q\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131q, gur sa\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

B\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da Koro\u011flut\u0259k burard\u0131m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bizi bahar tan\u0131\u015f etdi, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259di ki, tez isin\u0259n u\u015faqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u0259lini m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 nec\u0259 k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259dim, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sonra s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fck ald\u0131m, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

Barma\u011f\u0131na taxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirdim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni bir pay\u0131za \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getdin, dayanmad\u0131n, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ne\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da\u011f\u0131 da\u011fa da\u015f\u0131d\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, bu d\u00fcnyayla ya\u015f\u0131dam,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 yoxsan, olmam\u0131san, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yad\u0131mdad\u0131, s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f e\u015fqin oca\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

Unutmuram o \u015f\u00f6l\u0259siz \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

N\u0259 qal\u0131b ki, on, on be\u015f il uza\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni nec\u0259 pu\u00e7 el\u0259din, yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yad\u0131mdad\u0131, o q\u0259mz\u0259li bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131mdad\u0131, o \u015fahan\u0259 duru\u015fun,<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131mdad\u0131, k\u00fcl\u0259k il\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fin,<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn qalmay\u0131bd\u0131 yad\u0131mda,<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131nda?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya ceyran g\u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u018fnb\u0259r kimi qoxurdu.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat m\u0259ni sevirdi,<\/p>\n

Dilim n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxurdu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Arzular\u0131m qu\u015f kimi<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr \u015firin du\u015f kimi,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qarda\u015flar\u0131m sa\u011f idi,<\/p>\n

Atam arxa, da\u011f idi.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya a\u011f vara\u011f idi,<\/p>\n

H\u0259rfl\u0259r d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn atam\u0131n an\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Yeddi ildir ki, onunla \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Atam \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259dir. Qarda\u015flar\u0131m da ordad\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 ora g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yim bizim evimizdir.<\/em><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra havalar soyuq ke\u00e7ir,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra soldu ba\u011f\u00e7adak\u0131 nar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra anam dov\u011fa bi\u015firmir,<\/p>\n

Deyir, atan g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259dir, umsunar.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u00fcnya he\u00e7 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di,<\/p>\n

Pis adamlar yen\u0259 surun s\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 itirdim,<\/p>\n

T\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fam bir adaml\u0131q xeym\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yaz\u0131 yaza bilmir\u0259m,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6zl\u0259r qulaq asm\u0131r, baxm\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ordasan, s\u00f6z\u00fcn bitdiyi yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Ordan bir s\u00f6z g\u00f6nd\u0259r, qat\u0131m s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Qalan m\u0259n deyil\u0259m, bir ba\u015fqas\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn tind\u0259, q\u0259fil \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m qar\u015f\u0131ma<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131mad\u0131m g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bir ba\u015fqas\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbiml\u0259 zikr etdim s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

Darl\u0131qda \u015f\u00fckr etdim s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 fikr etdim s\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259s\u0259nmi\u015f…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin yollar\u0131 duza\u011f,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015flar\u0131 saza\u011f.<\/p>\n

Hey axtard\u0131m yax\u0131n-uzaq,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259s\u0259nmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

“Ol!” dedin, oldum ya hu.<\/p>\n

“Qal!” dedin, qald\u0131m ya hu,<\/p>\n

“Bil” dedin, bildim ya hu,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259s\u0259nmi\u015f.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131ma…<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ovcumda bir i\u015f\u0131q var,<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bu q\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259li,<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00f6l\u0259sin itirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin qap\u0131lar\u0131<\/p>\n

Babi-n\u0259fsd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

Adamlar\u0131 fanidi,<\/p>\n

Baqid\u0259 \u015f\u0259ri se\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n Tanr\u0131n\u0131n sirriy\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 m\u0259nim sirrimdi.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m \u0259r\u015fi-f\u0259r\u015fd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259ffaf m\u0259nim ismimdi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaddan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r v\u0259t\u0259nim,<\/p>\n

L\u0259bbad\u0259mdi bu t\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldim, s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259yilim,<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldim, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7evrilim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u018fksin aynada \u015f\u0259ffaf,<\/p>\n

Ha bax\u0131ram, g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00f6z\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni q\u0259lbd\u0259n bilir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Susmu\u015fam bu q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 susub.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m bu q\u00fcrb\u0259ti,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 susub.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Fanidi q\u00fcrb\u0259t eli,<\/p>\n

B\u0259nd\u0259 n\u00f6qsans\u0131z olmur.<\/p>\n

Baqidi k\u00f6nl\u00fcn dili,<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nl\u0259r s\u0259nsiz olmur.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir an s\u0259nsiz olmad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Unutmad\u0131m v\u0259t\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ruhu \u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

C\u0259za verdin bu t\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259ni zikr etdim, ancaq<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni tan\u0131d\u0131m, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 itirmi\u015fdim,<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 buldum s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Atlantik okean\u0131n sular\u0131nda \u00fczd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

\u018flimi s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fczm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

Alp da\u011flar\u0131na qalxd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Aya\u011fa qalxa bilm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

\u00dcf\u00fcqd\u0259n do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259dim…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131nasan dey\u0259, g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi bir-bir<\/p>\n

yand\u0131r\u0131ram x\u0259rab\u0259t tonqallar\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n sar\u0131 simi q\u0131r\u0131lsa da, k\u0259d\u0259ri h\u0259mindi<\/p>\n

indi…<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259n, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax.<\/p>\n

Amma qorxma…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim h\u0259mindi<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi!<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011f\u0131rsan, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m indi.<\/p>\n

Amma qorxma,<\/p>\n

qorxma, bel\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259yimd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Sevgim h\u0259mindi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi<\/p>\n

Azadl\u0131q ist\u0259y\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259rin \u00e7oxu<\/p>\n

azadl\u0131qdad\u0131 indi.<\/p>\n

\u0130t d\u00f6y\u00fcrl\u0259r Ke\u015fl\u0259 bazar\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131ndak\u0131<\/p>\n

torpaq yollarda…<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nmir daha,<\/p>\n

\u0130mtahan etmir.<\/p>\n

Daha qar\u015f\u0131ma yax\u015f\u0131 adamlar \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131ma pis i\u015fl\u0259r g\u0259lir…<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi<\/p>\n

Sevdiyim qad\u0131nlar\u0131n naz\u0131 demodedir,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259di bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dostlar\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 kir\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,<\/p>\n

yar\u0131s\u0131 pula.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi<\/p>\n

Ancaq k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259skisi kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259sirl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Havaland\u0131r\u0131rlar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ancaq k\u00fcl\u0259kli g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim ay\u0131l\u0131r<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi<\/p>\n

S\u0259n hardasan indi?<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi<\/p>\n

M\u0259n hardayam, indi?<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Su axar yal\u0131n-yal\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u018fridir da\u011f\u0131n qar\u0131n.<\/p>\n

D\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259n, nar\u0131n-nar\u0131n<\/p>\n

Suda \u00f6mr\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir damc\u0131da u\u015fa\u011fam,<\/p>\n

\u018frg\u0259n\u0259m bir damc\u0131da.<\/p>\n

Bir axarda d\u0259d\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Babayam bir axarda.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm su kimi ax\u0131r,<\/p>\n

\u018fl eyl\u0259yir uzaqdan.<\/p>\n

A\u011f bacal\u0131 g\u0259miy\u0259m,<\/p>\n

T\u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r bacamdan.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Saf qar idim, \u0259ridim.<\/p>\n

Axarla axd\u0131m arxdan.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n M\u0259l\u0259k do\u011fulmu\u015fdum,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim vaxtdan.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

“Ol!” dedin, oldum,<\/p>\n

“Qul” dedin, oldum.<\/p>\n

“G\u0259l” dedin, oldum,<\/p>\n

Oldummu, ya Hu?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u0259fsi-k\u00fcbra<\/p>\n

L\u0259fsi-z\u0259hra<\/p>\n

Ara-ara, s\u0131ra-s\u0131ra<\/p>\n

Qald\u0131mm\u0131, ya Hu?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

X\u0259lv\u0259td\u0259n a\u015fkara,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015frakdan p\u00fcnhana<\/p>\n

\u00c7atd\u0131m p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259siz hana<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcnm\u00fc, ya Hu?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u0259rd verdi ruzi kimi,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u00fcm lal quzu kimi.<\/p>\n

Faniydim, Baqi oldum,<\/p>\n

Hu \u00e7\u0259kdim, raz\u0131 kimi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdini dem\u0259y\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131n yoxsa,<\/p>\n

Sirrini dem\u0259y\u0259 sirda\u015f\u0131n yoxsa,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 yol olacaq yolda\u015f\u0131n yoxsa,<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259k, ya Tanr\u0131san, ya da ki t\u0259nha.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r Tanr\u0131sansa, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 deyim?<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r t\u0259nhasansa, zaman\u0131 \u0259yir.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r Tanr\u0131sansa, d\u00fcnyan m\u00fcbar\u0259k,<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r t\u0259nhasansa, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn xeyir!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 da t\u0259nhad\u0131, s\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259nhasan,<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fc kimi yaratd\u0131 m\u00f6vlan.<\/p>\n

Dar\u0131xma, bu \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131 dar\u0131xm\u0131r ki, t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\u018fc\u0259l ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259<\/p>\n

Durub \u0259mr g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Anam ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259<\/p>\n

Sabaha n\u0259zir deyir.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Aldad\u0131ram \u0259c\u0259li,<\/p>\n

Aldad\u0131ram anam\u0131.<\/p>\n

Allaha can borcum var,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fa sal\u0131n anam\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr anadan ba\u015flar,<\/p>\n

Ana Allah aman\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm anadan ba\u015flar,<\/p>\n

\u00f6l\u00fcm Allah aman\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m, n\u0259 yapd\u0131m?<\/p>\n

N\u0259 itirdim? N\u0259 tapd\u0131m?<\/p>\n

Bu fanid\u0259 ha \u00e7apd\u0131m,<\/p>\n

Bulammad\u0131m aman\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 oynam\u0131ram,<\/p>\n

Z\u0259r tutursan, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

\u015ee\u015f-be\u015f at\u0131b uduzuram,<\/p>\n

Yekl\u0259 udursan, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ald\u0131n verdikl\u0259rini,<\/p>\n

Verdin bildikl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rimi,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n gedir\u0259m, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259rdin nam\u0259rd\u0259 quldur,<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131n pisin \u0259siri.<\/p>\n

\u015eeytan tutub \u0259limd\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Oynam\u0131ram, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Oyun s\u0259nin oyunundu,<\/p>\n

H\u00f6km\u00fc-z\u0259r s\u0259ns\u0259n, \u0130lahi!<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 fanidi d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n

Baqi t\u0259k s\u0259ns\u0259n, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevm\u0259k ist\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fe\u015f-qo\u015fa ist\u0259dim,<\/p>\n

Du bir verdin, \u0130lahi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm yuxu kimidir,<\/p>\n

Kipriyind\u0259n sallan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr g\u00fczg\u00fc kimidir,<\/p>\n

Adam bax\u0131r, hallan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

H\u0259r an\u0131 bir zaman bil,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc bir g\u00fcman bil,<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 yalan bil,<\/p>\n

Adam bax\u0131r, aldan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yox olacaq h\u0259r n\u0259 var,<\/p>\n

\u018fld\u0259 \u0259sa, sa\u00e7da qar.<\/p>\n

Bu be\u015fikdi, ya m\u0259zar?<\/p>\n

Adam bax\u0131r, yollan\u0131r!<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

Qar ya\u011f\u0131r gorgah \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

Gah alt\u0131na, gah \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

Qar ya\u011f\u0131r, bir ah \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u0259nmi, ata?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnya s\u0259n\u0259 dar idi,<\/p>\n

H\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn bir n\u00fcbar idi,<\/p>\n

S\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn d\u0259 k\u00fcbar idi,<\/p>\n

E\u015fidirs\u0259nmi, ata?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qarda\u015flar\u0131m yan\u0131ndam\u0131?<\/p>\n

Burdak\u0131lar yad\u0131ndam\u0131?<\/p>\n

Yerin alt\u0131 g\u00fcmand\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259nmi, ata?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6yd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc kimi.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6yd\u00fc,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin kimi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qarad\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 kimi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 qarad\u0131r,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rim kimi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc maviy\u0259 baxd\u0131m bir \u00f6m\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n gec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bir \u00f6m\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259ni qaranl\u0131qd\u0131 dey\u0259, g\u00f6rm\u0259din, amma<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rm\u0259din, amma.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

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M\u0259nb\u02596 \u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 48 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Qara r\u0259ngli dar k\u00f6yn\u0259yim vard\u0131, yad\u0131nda? Sizin evin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durard\u0131m. T\u00fcnd q\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131q, gur sa\u00e7lar\u0131m vard\u0131, yad\u0131nda? B\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 da Koro\u011flut\u0259k burard\u0131m.   Bizi bahar tan\u0131\u015f etdi, yad\u0131nda? S\u00f6yl\u0259di ki, tez isin\u0259n u\u015faqd\u0131. S\u0259n \u0259lini m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131n, M\u0259n d\u0259 nec\u0259 k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259dim, yad\u0131nda?   Sonra s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fck ald\u0131m, yad\u0131nda? Barma\u011f\u0131na taxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirdim. S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10749,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20252"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20252"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20252\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20253,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20252\/revisions\/20253"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10749"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20252"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20252"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20252"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}