{"id":20281,"date":"2024-09-27T16:05:51","date_gmt":"2024-09-27T12:05:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20281"},"modified":"2024-09-27T16:05:51","modified_gmt":"2024-09-27T12:05:51","slug":"s%c9%99hidin-bitm%c9%99y%c9%99n-sevgisi-s%c9%99xav%c9%99t-taglar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20281","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u018fH\u0130D\u0130N B\u0130TM\u018fY\u018fN SEVG\u0130S\u0130… – S\u0259xav\u0259t Ta\u011flar"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>(Hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259din 18 ya\u015f\u0131 yenic\u0259 tamam olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259k vaxt\u0131yd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259qi g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ged\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Vaxt darald\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 hakim k\u0259sil\u0259n sevgisini anas\u0131na dem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259qam g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Anas\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z sanki bunu duymu\u015fdu. Odur ki, o\u011flundan soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Bala, bulaq ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 tez-tez gedirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d utana \u2013 utana:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Anacan, n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim e…<\/p>\n

\u2012 De, can\u0131m- g\u00f6z\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

\u2012 Sevir\u0259m!<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131q s\u00fckut yarand\u0131. Ana fikir\u0259 dald\u0131. \u201cKa\u015f o\u011flum bulaq ba\u015f\u0131nda m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259n o q\u0131z\u0131 \u2212 Nazl\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259ydi\u201d Nazl\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri, davran\u0131\u015f\u0131, insanlara m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, s\u0259liq\u0259-s\u0259hman\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z anan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 valeh etmi\u015fdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 ona demi\u015fdi ki, \u018fs\u0259d h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259c\u0259yiniz ziyaf\u0259td\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7in olacam, qonaqlara qulluq g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m. K\u0259ndd\u0259 ad\u0259t hal\u0131 al\u0131b , kim \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 gedir v\u0259 yaxud \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n g\u0259lirs\u0259 dost-tan\u0131\u015f, qohum-\u0259qraba, sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

S\u00fckutu ana pozdu:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Qurban olum, ay \u018fs\u0259d! H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getdiyin yerd\u0259 n\u0259 sevgi? Xidm\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k, sonra ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259mizl\u0259 ni\u015fan, toy olsun.<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d art\u0131q m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bir az da qaba\u011fa getdi:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Ana, niy\u0259 soru\u015fmursan kimi sevirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Ay bala, kimi sevirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u2012 S\u0259n tap?<\/p>\n

\u2012 B\u0131y, ba\u015f\u0131ma xeyir, m\u0259n n\u0259 bilim…<\/p>\n

\u2012 S\u0259nin dilinl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ey o…<\/p>\n

\u2012 O, kimdir?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Fikirl\u0259\u015f, g\u00f6r s\u0259nc\u0259 kim olar?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Onu bilir\u0259m ki, buboyda k\u0259ndd\u0259 q\u0259lbim\u0259 yatan, \u00fcr\u0259yimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n bir q\u0131z var, t\u0259ki onu sev\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u2012 Ana, m\u0259n Nazl\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ana sevinc\u0259k o\u011flunu qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fcb:<\/p>\n

\u2012 N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l! N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l! \u2212 dedi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259min ax\u015fam \u018fs\u0259d\u0259 bir rahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q g\u0259ldi. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 alovlanan sevgisini anas\u0131na b\u0259yan etmi\u015fdi. Anas\u0131 is\u0259 bu sevgiy\u0259, bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Odur ki, qon\u015fu ota\u011fa ke\u00e7ib \u00f6z sevincini, \u00f6z rahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 telefonda Nazl\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

\u2012\u00a0 Alo… \u018fs\u0259d\u0259m!<\/p>\n

\u2012 H\u0259, \u018fs\u0259d! Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Nazl\u0131 mu\u015ftulu\u011fumu ver<\/p>\n

\u2012 N\u0259 mu\u015ftuluq?<\/p>\n

\u2012 X\u0259b\u0259rin var?<\/p>\n

\u2012 …N\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r, n\u0259 mu\u015ftuluq…<\/p>\n

\u2012 Anam da s\u0259ni sevirmi\u015f, m\u0259n\u0259 yaln\u0131z s\u0259ni yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

\u2012 Anana bildirdin?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Bildirdin n\u0259di, raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u2012 T\u00fck\u0259z xalaya demi\u015fdim ki, \u018fs\u0259d xidm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 onun qonaqlar\u0131na qulluq ed\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni a\u00e7d\u0131n. Daha m\u0259n siz\u0259 ged\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259din \u0259li \u00e7al\u0131b, aya\u011f\u0131 oynay\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 tutdu ki, ni\u015fan olsun. Sonra arxay\u0131n h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getsin.<\/p>\n

…El ad\u0259ti il\u0259 ni\u015fan ke\u00e7irildi. Sayl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r qal\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u018fs\u0259d h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flas\u0131n. Yaln\u0131z indi o, Nazl\u0131 il\u0259 gizlind\u0259 yox, a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar sevgi mac\u0259ralar\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131b, ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n planla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 fikir m\u00fcbadil\u0259si apar\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi internetd\u0259 on sualdan ibar\u0259t test blank\u0131n\u0131 cavablandirm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab?<\/p>\n

h\u0259r ikisi: \u2012 Qurani-K\u0259rim.<\/p>\n

\u018fn \u00e7ox sevdiyin r\u0259ng?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012 a\u011f<\/p>\n

Xo\u015funa g\u0259l\u0259n f\u0259sil?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012\u00a0 q\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012 yaz<\/p>\n

Sevdiyin t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259si?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012\u00a0 ilk qar\u0131n ya\u011fmas\u0131<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012\u00a0 bahar \u0259tirinin duyulmas\u0131, yaz\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259si. Novruz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

\u018fn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s insan?<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi: \u2012 Ana<\/p>\n

Sevdiyin m\u0259\u015f\u011fuliyy\u0259t?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012 idman<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012 r\u0259qs.<\/p>\n

Sevginiz\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r bir sevgi?<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi: \u2012 v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi.<\/p>\n

D\u0259y\u0259r verdiyiniz keyfiyy\u0259t?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012 q\u0259hramanl\u0131q<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012 s\u0259daq\u0259t hissi<\/p>\n

Unudulmaz an?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012 ni\u015fan\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012 \u018fs\u0259din m\u0259n\u0259 sevir\u0259m dem\u0259si.<\/p>\n

Cazib\u0259sin\u0259 valeh oldu\u011fun, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r, tay bildiyin \u015f\u0259xs? Sevgin?<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d: \u2012 Nazl\u0131<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131: \u2012 \u018fs\u0259d<\/p>\n

…Qarl\u0131-\u015faxtal\u0131 bir q\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u018fs\u0259din h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yola sal\u0131nmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259clis t\u0259\u015fkil olundu. T\u00fck\u0259z xala Nazl\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yil\u0259 \u00e7e\u015fid-\u00e7e\u015fid yem\u0259kl\u0259r haz\u0131rlad\u0131. Qohumlar, dost-tan\u0131\u015flar, \u018fs\u0259din \u015f\u0259nin\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259yib, r\u0259qs edib , \u015f\u0259nl\u0259ndil\u0259r. T\u00fck\u0259z xala d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt insan\u0131ym\u0131\u015f ki, o\u011flu \u018fs\u0259dl\u0259 onun sevgisi \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. H\u0259r ikisi Nazl\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, h\u0259r ikisi onu evl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f, h\u0259r ikisi onu sonsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sevirmi\u015f… Nazl\u0131 da \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131, sevgili, hissiyatl\u0131 imi\u015f. Get-g\u0259ll\u0259r, m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fdikc\u0259 aralar\u0131nda ilahi bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, sonu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n sevgi ya\u015fand\u0131. Bu ya\u015fant\u0131, bu r\u0259vac k\u0259ndin b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131. \u018fs\u0259di ham\u0131 sevir. Onun idman nailiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri, u\u011furlar\u0131 says\u0131zd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin XI sinifind\u0259 oxuyark\u0259n Karate-do VKS \u00fczr\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan y\u0131\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fc, Avropa \u00e7empionu olmu\u015fdu. Kiyevd\u0259 ke\u00e7iril\u0259n yar\u0131\u015f\u0131n final m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259sind\u0259 erm\u0259ni d\u0131\u011fas\u0131na qalib g\u0259lm\u0259si TV kanallar\u0131nda yay\u0131mlananda onu b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan xalq\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131, sevdi. Bir ay \u00f6lk\u0259nin idman m\u0259tbuat\u0131 \u018fs\u0259din qalibiyy\u0259tini i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, onun u\u011furlar\u0131ndan b\u0259hs etm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bunlar bir yana. \u018fs\u0259d \u00f6z \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkan\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fck-ki\u00e7ik yeri bilm\u0259si, davran\u0131\u015f\u0131, yana\u015fma t\u0259rzi il\u0259 d\u0259 tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n\u0131n diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kib, onlar\u0131n dostuna \u00e7evirilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259clis gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7\u0259n\u0259 kimi uzand\u0131. H\u0259min gec\u0259 \u018fs\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259nin ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fayan idman\u00e7\u0131 dostlar\u0131, idman federasiyalar\u0131n\u0131n n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri, m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri, p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015fkarlar\u0131 da z\u0259ng vurub t\u0259brik etdil\u0259r. G\u0259l\u0259n mesajlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunda\u201cKi\u015filik m\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131lan \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 \u018fs\u0259din onsuz da haz\u0131r oldu\u011fu \u00f6n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi.<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d \u0259sg\u0259rlik \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinlik g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dostlar\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc kimi o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u201cki\u015filik m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259\u201d haz\u0131rl\u0131ql\u0131 bilirdi. S\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 Nazl\u0131ya da deyirdi ki, dar\u0131xma xidm\u0259ti borcumu yerin\u0259 yetirim, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq. Nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k Nazl\u0131ya olan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, \u00fclf\u0259ti, onun \u018fs\u0259dsiz ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti idi. Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r onlar daha \u00e7ox bir yerd\u0259 olurdular. Bir yerd\u0259 olduqca da m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r, m\u00fclahiz\u0259l\u0259r, dialoqlar onlar\u0131n sevgisin\u0259 yeni bir n\u0259f\u0259s, r\u0259ng qat\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcnya \u018fs\u0259din g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 r\u0259mzind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, qalib idi. Sevgisin\u0259 qalib, \u00fcr\u0259yinin h\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 qalib, idmanda qalib…<\/p>\n

…Nazl\u0131 is\u0259 s\u0259ad\u0259ti, sevgini, se\u00e7imi d\u00fczg\u00fcn sayaraq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259xtiyar hiss edirdi. Sanki a\u011f r\u0259ng\u0259 olan sevgi, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u018fs\u0259dl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259rlikd\u0259 ona safl\u0131q, t\u0259mizlik r\u0259mzi olan a\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131rd\u0131. O g\u00fcnl\u0259r ki, sevgisin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, o g\u00fcnl\u0259r ki, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dolu anlara d\u00fc\u00e7ar olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

… \u018fs\u0259d h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. \u201cN\u201d sayl\u0131 h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259d\u0259 ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n f\u0259rql\u0259ndi. T\u0259lim kurslar\u0131nda oldu. H\u0259rbi texnikan\u0131n sirl\u0259rini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di. Komandirl\u0259ri onu nizam-intizaml\u0131, tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 vaxt\u0131nda yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r kimi tan\u0131d\u0131. \u0130\u00e7diyi h\u0259rbi anda sadiqlik, v\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi, xidm\u0259td\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 m\u0259\u011frurlu\u011fu g\u00fcnl\u0259ri bir-birin\u0259 calad\u0131, aylar arxada qald\u0131. \u018fs\u0259d h\u0259r g\u00fcn Nazl\u0131n\u0131 yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcb, onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Alt\u0131 ay\u0131n tamam\u0131nda anas\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z xala Nazl\u0131 il\u0259 birli\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259y\u0259 \u018fs\u0259din yan\u0131na getm\u0259si g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z oldu. H\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131ndan z\u0259ng vurub \u018fs\u0259di \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fs\u0259d g\u0259ldi. Anas\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z\u0259 v\u0259 Nazl\u0131ya sar\u0131ld\u0131. Onlar\u0131 qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na alaraq, \u00f6p\u00fcb ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131. Be\u015f-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259qiq\u0259 onlar ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qald\u0131lar. Sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ota\u011fa ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. \u018fs\u0259d soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

\u2012 K\u0259nd-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259 n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox.?<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131 T\u00fckaz xala:<\/p>\n

\u2012 H\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, can\u0131m… \u2500 dedi.<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 qo\u015fuldu:<\/p>\n

\u2012 \u018fs\u0259d, idman\u00e7\u0131 dostun g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, kubok v\u0259 medal\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u2012 Sa\u011f olsun!<\/p>\n

\u2012 Burada da idman olur?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Ay Naz\u0131, el\u0259 \u0259sil idman buradad\u0131r d\u0259…<\/p>\n

T\u00fck\u0259z xala q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131nda s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131. Apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n stola d\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Anacan, burada biz\u0259 el\u0259 xidm\u0259t edirl\u0259r ki, he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z olmur. Yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259yimiz boldur.<\/p>\n

T\u00fckaz:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Ay bala, bilir\u0259m e, h\u0259r \u015fey boldur. Ax\u0131 bunlar\u0131 Nazl\u0131 bi\u015f-d\u00fc\u015f edib.<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Nazl\u0131n\u0131n yem\u0259kl\u0259ri… yox, yox yem\u0259m\u0259k olmaz!<\/p>\n

Onlar birlikd\u0259 nahar etdil\u0259r. \u018fs\u0259d g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z g\u0259li\u015fd\u0259n m\u0259mnun idi. Bir-bir k\u0259nd u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

\u2012 Az\u0259r n\u0259 edir?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Xasay\u0131n toyu oldumu?<\/p>\n

\u2012 G\u00fcll\u00fc sa\u011fald\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Xas\u0131 evinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc vurdumu?<\/p>\n

Onu maraqland\u0131ran suallar\u0131 anas\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z xala v\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 Nazl\u0131 cavabland\u0131rd\u0131qca o, rahatland\u0131. Dedi ki, komandir \u00fc\u00e7 aydan sonra m\u0259ni m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 buraxacaq. Allah qoysa on g\u00fcnl\u00fck ev\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. Siz m\u0259nd\u0259n sar\u0131 dar\u0131xmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 Nazl\u0131ya tutub:<\/p>\n

\u2012 H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxuma girirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u2012 Nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

\u2012 R\u0259qs ed\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u2012 Sonra nec\u0259?<\/p>\n

\u2012 A\u011f g\u0259linlik paltar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

\u2012 Daha sonra?<\/p>\n

\u2012 \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 sevir\u0259m dem\u0259yini…<\/p>\n

\u2012 Ba\u015fqa?<\/p>\n

\u2012 Toyumuzu…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ayr\u0131lark\u0259n \u018fs\u0259d Nazl\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub, soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

\u2012\u00a0 M\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn?<\/p>\n

Nazl\u0131 is\u0259 bir daha t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0131rna\u011fa \u018fs\u0259di s\u00fcz\u00fcb:<\/p>\n

\u2012\u00a0 M\u0259ktub yaz, \u2012 dedi.<\/p>\n

Onlar ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u018fs\u0259d \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 hiss etdi ki, sanki xidm\u0259t\u0259 yenic\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b. K\u00f6vr\u0259lirdi… Dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u018fs\u0259d art\u0131q h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tin b\u00fct\u00fcn sirl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l yiy\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. S\u0259rh\u0259d zonas\u0131nda xidm\u0259t etdiyind\u0259n tez-tez d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n at\u0259\u015fl\u0259rinin \u015fahidi olurdu. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n itki il\u0259 geri otururdu. Az\u011f\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131z d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259l\u0259rimiz\u0259, \u0259kin\u2013bi\u00e7inl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan dinc \u0259haliy\u0259 iri \u00e7apl\u0131 texnikalardan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Erm\u0259nil\u0259rin ir\u0259li ke\u00e7m\u0259k c\u0259hdi el\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. Od p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u0259n, yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc l\u0259rziy\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin birind\u0259 alt\u0131 erm\u0259ni zabitini qan\u0131na-qaltan edib, silahlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259n \u018fs\u0259d d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259ldi. V\u0259 faci\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 h\u0259lak oldu. V\u0259t\u0259n bir siravi \u0259sg\u0259rini itirdi! \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 daim q\u0259hramanl\u0131q ya\u015fayan bir \u0259sg\u0259rini! Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k r\u00fctb\u0259li erm\u0259ni zabitini m\u0259hv ed\u0259n bir \u0259sg\u0259rini!<\/p>\n

…\u018fs\u0259din c\u0259naz\u0259si do\u011fma k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259tirildi. Ham\u0131 mat\u0259m i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi, ham\u0131 onun q\u0259hramanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, c\u0259surlu\u011fundan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z xala v\u0259 ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 Nazl\u0131 bu faci\u0259y\u0259y\u0259, bu itkiy\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

…H\u00fczn g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc, yeddisi \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259nd po\u00e7tolyonu \u018fnv\u0259r ki\u015fi T\u00fck\u0259z xalagilin qap\u0131s\u0131na g\u0259lib \u018fs\u0259din ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131 Nazl\u0131ya yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ktubu g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Gecikmi\u015f m\u0259ktub \u018fs\u0259din q\u0259hramanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ks etdir\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259dli filmd\u0259 istifad\u0259 olundu.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 244 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Hekay\u0259) \u018fs\u0259din 18 ya\u015f\u0131 yenic\u0259 tamam olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259k vaxt\u0131yd\u0131. \u018fslind\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259qi g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ged\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Vaxt darald\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 hakim k\u0259sil\u0259n sevgisini anas\u0131na dem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259qam g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Anas\u0131 T\u00fck\u0259z sanki bunu duymu\u015fdu. Odur ki, o\u011flundan soru\u015fdu: \u2012 Bala, bulaq ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 tez-tez gedirs\u0259n? \u018fs\u0259d utana \u2013 utana: \u2012 Anacan, n\u0259 gizl\u0259dim e… \u2012 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,30,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20281"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20281"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20281\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20283,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20281\/revisions\/20283"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20281"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20281"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20281"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}