{"id":20296,"date":"2024-09-29T14:59:25","date_gmt":"2024-09-29T10:59:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20296"},"modified":"2024-09-29T14:59:25","modified_gmt":"2024-09-29T10:59:25","slug":"t%c9%99klikd%c9%99-olm%c9%99kd%c9%99n-qorxan-adam-feyruz-muradov","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20296","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259klikd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxan adam – Feyruz Muradov"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>( hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat ya\u015famaq he\u00e7 d\u0259 asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyil. B\u0259z\u0259n \u00e7oxlar\u0131 bu h\u0259qiq\u0259ti unudurlar. D\u00fcnyada xo\u015f, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir h\u0259yat ya\u015fama\u011fa can at\u0131rlar. El\u0259 z\u0259nn edirl\u0259r ki, h\u0259yat el\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00a0s\u0259rt \u00fcz\u00fc il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131-qar\u015f\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olmurlar. Ondan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa , yaxa qurtarm\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar.D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olacaqd\u0131r. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 is\u0259 \u00a0h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131n sonu g\u00f6zl\u0259dikl\u0259rind\u0259n daha a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 \u00a0olur.<\/p>\n

Rauf \u00c7ingiz\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llimi cavan ya\u015flar\u0131ndan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. O, vaxt Raufun 23, \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00a050-y\u0259 yax\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qlar\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar olmu\u015fdu. Rauf idman m\u00f6vzusunda\u00a0 yerli q\u0259zet\u0259 m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259r yaz\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ingiz is\u0259 rayonun tan\u0131nan v\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rind\u0259n biri idi. O, idman ustas\u0131 normas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130dman institunu bitirdikd\u0259n sonra m\u0259\u015fq\u00e7\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra \u201cNeft\u00e7i\u201d c\u0259miyy\u0259tinin \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u00a0 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin s\u0259drii v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 ke\u00e7irilmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 dey\u0259rdi :<\/p>\n

— \u00a0Yax\u015f\u0131 idman\u00e7\u0131 olmaq h\u0259l\u0259 o dem\u0259k deyil ki, s\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259\u015fq\u00e7i olacaqsan.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 o yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259\u015fq\u00e7i ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00a0n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259miyy\u0259tin s\u0259dri v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini\u00a0 bildirirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n xarakterli idi. Raufla\u00a0 \u0130lk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131qlar\u0131na onun \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n davran\u0131\u015f\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Rauf idaman\u00e7\u0131lardan yaz\u0131 haz\u0131rlayanda yaln\u0131z\u00a0 m\u0259\u015fq\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n faktlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259kl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259nmirdi.\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 forma il\u0259 zala g\u0259lib\u00a0 idman\u00e7\u0131larla bir yerd\u0259 m\u0259\u015fq edirdi.O, idman\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 duyma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r v\u0259\u00a0 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259r maraql\u0131 al\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131.\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin kabineti idman\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n m\u0259\u015fq etdiyi zal\u0131n yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015firdi.Onun kabinetind\u0259n d\u0259hliz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda idman zal\u0131 ovcun i\u00e7i kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259rd\u0259n onlara tama\u015fa edir , h\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 formas\u0131n\u0131 geyinib zala m\u0259\u015fq etm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. O \u0259sas\u0259n fiziki h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r edir , \u0259n \u00e7ox \u015ftanqla m\u0259\u015fq\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verirdi. Baxmayaraq ki, ya\u015f\u0131 \u0259llini haqlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131qqald\u0131rma m\u0259\u015fql\u0259ri \u00a0onun q\u0259ddi-qam\u0259tli, g\u00fccl\u00fc v\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131ndan cavan g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fdu.M\u0259\u015fqd\u0259n sonra o \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daha g\u00fcmrah, cavan\u00a0 hiss edir v\u0259 q\u00fcrr\u0259l\u0259nib g\u0259nc m\u0259\u015fq\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 meydan da oxumaqdan \u00e7\u0259kinmirdi:<\/p>\n

—\u00a0 Ay\u0259,\u00a0 hans\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n duxusu\u00a0 var\u00a0 forma geyinib \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259 . Liboyunuznan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram. Baxmay\u0131n cavans\u0131z , liboyunuznan\u00a0 g\u00fcl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc m\u0259\u015fq\u00e7il\u0259r \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin iddial\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f qo\u015fmurdular.Onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 he\u00e7 bir cavab vermirdil\u0259r. O, is\u0259 iddial\u0131-iddial\u0131 add\u0131mlayaraq zal\u0131 t\u0259rk edirdi. Raufun\u00a0 \u00c7ingiz\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llim haqda ilk yaddaqalan t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131 el\u0259 bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin iki qarda\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259r iki qarda\u015f\u0131 ali t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. B\u00f6y\u00fck\u00a0 qarda\u015f\u0131 Elman rayonda r\u0259hb\u0259r\u00a0 v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131 G\u00fcnd\u00fcz is\u0259\u00a0 zavodda m\u00fch\u0259ndis idi. H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f yax\u015f\u0131 ail\u0259 sahibi idil\u0259r. \u00c7ingizin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Aynur xan\u0131m rayon x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131nda h\u0259kim i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Rayonda onu h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 \u00c7ingizd\u0259n az tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131lar.H\u00f6rm\u0259ti d\u0259 ondan az deyildi. Ail\u0259d\u0259 iki o\u011flan \u00f6vlad\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.U\u015faqlar\u0131n t\u0259hsilin\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n analar\u0131 diqq\u0259t\u00a0 ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.\u00d6vladlar\u0131 ail\u0259 \u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 sadiq qalaraq h\u0259r ikisi orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi\u00a0 yax\u015f\u0131 qiym\u0259tl\u0259 bitirib ali\u00a0 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bul olundular.\u0130nstitutu bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra\u00a0 b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Moskvaya getdi v\u0259 ail\u0259si il\u0259 orada ya\u015fama\u011fa q\u0259rar verdi. Valdeynl\u0259r etiraz etm\u0259dil\u0259r. \u2013 \u201c T\u0259ki cavanlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olsun \u201c \u2013dedil\u0259r. Evin ki\u00e7ik o\u011flu is\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b evl\u0259ndi v\u0259 Bak\u0131da qald\u0131. \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim bunu da sevincl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131.O,\u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u0259 mane olmaq ist\u0259mirdi.\u0130st\u0259yirdi h\u0259r \u015fey \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinc\u0259 olsun. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ya\u015fas\u0131nlar. Ata da ana da \u00f6vladlar\u0131na \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r bir k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yatlar\u0131 bu qayda il\u0259 olduqca nizaml\u0131 t\u0259rzd\u0259 davam edirdi. Sanki qar\u015f\u0131da onlar\u0131 he\u00e7 bir \u00e7\u0259tinlik v\u0259 s\u0131naqlar g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. \u018fg\u0259r Aynur xan\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259fil x\u0259st\u0259liy\u0259 tutulmas\u0131 olmasayd\u0131 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yatlar\u0131 sonad\u0259k bel\u0259 nizaml\u0131 davam ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. Amma q\u0259fil f\u0259lak\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n\u00a0 h\u0259yat he\u00e7 k\u0259s s\u0131\u011fortalam\u0131r. Aynur xan\u0131m\u0131n q\u0259fil x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259si v\u0259 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259si \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259yat planlar\u0131n\u0131 alt-\u00fcst etdi. O, taleyin bu d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. Lakin bu itki\u00a0 il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldu. Bundan sonra t\u0259k ya\u015famal\u0131 idi.\u00c7\u0259tin d\u0259 olsa\u00a0 \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim bu xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z yeni h\u0259yatla bar\u0131\u015fmal\u0131, ona al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131 oldu. \u0130ll\u0259r bir-birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. S\u0259hh\u0259tind\u0259 probleml\u0259r d\u0259 ortaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.Narahatl\u0131qlar\u0131 get-ged\u0259 artma\u011fa\u00a0 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Qohum-tan\u0131\u015flar m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00a0 edirdil\u0259r ki, bir qad\u0131n tap\u0131b evl\u0259nsin.T\u0259k qalmas\u0131n. Bel\u0259 bir add\u0131m atmaq \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi.\u0130st\u0259yirdi ki, kim is\u0259 ona h\u0259yan olan qad\u0131n olsun. Amma inanm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, bu ya\u015fda hans\u0131sa qad\u0131n sevdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onunla ail\u0259 qursun.Ona g\u0259l\u0259n qad\u0131n \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, onun m\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259ki evin\u0259 v\u0259 puluna g\u00f6r\u0259 ail\u0259 quracaqd\u0131.Daha sevdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yox. Bu is\u0259 \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi qorxudurdu. O evl\u0259nm\u0259k niyy\u0259tind\u0259n vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259li olurdu. Bir d\u0259 ki, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00a0xatir\u0259sini taptamaq ist\u0259mirdi.\u0130nanm\u0131rd\u0131 ki, h\u0259yatdan getmi\u015f Aynur xan\u0131m kimi ikinci bir qad\u0131n tapa bil\u0259c\u0259k.Bel\u0259c\u0259 ill\u0259r bir\u2013birini \u0259v\u0259z edirdi.<\/p>\n

Rauf h\u0259rd\u0259nbir yolda \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 rastla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Aralar\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fck ya\u015f f\u0259rqi olmas\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 bir mane\u0259 yarad\u0131rd\u0131.\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim \u0259sas\u0259n \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na uy\u011fun adamlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qurma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Odur ki,\u00a0 rastla\u015fanda k\u0259nardan-k\u0259nara salamla\u015f\u0131b ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r. \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim \u0259sas\u0259n m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t evinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259ki parkda g\u0259zib , istirah\u0259t etm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00a0Rauf h\u0259min yerd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n\u00a0 \u00c7igiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi bir anl\u0131q yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Rauf\u00a0 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 ki, o \u00e7oxdand\u0131r \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr .<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u201c B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin ba\u015f\u0131na bir i\u015f g\u0259lib? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr? \u201c- dey\u0259 \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ax\u0131 nec\u0259 olmasa \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim ya\u015fl\u0131 adam idi. Ya\u015f\u0131 80-\u0131 \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Bu vaxt Rauf yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 asfalt yolun \u0259ks t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 idman\u00e7\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 Eyvaz\u0131n ona t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259l etdiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O, aftomobill\u0259rin ke\u00e7ib\u00a0 getm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi ki, yol bo\u015fald\u0131qdan sonra Raufla t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259lsin. Salamla\u015f\u0131b hal-\u0259hval tutdular. S\u00f6hb\u0259t aras\u0131 Rauf\u00a0 Eyvaz\u0131n \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6r\u00fcb-g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi il\u0259 maraqland\u0131. Eyvaz k\u00f6hn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n idi. Ustal\u0131\u011fa namiz\u0259d idi.Bir vaxtlar \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin m\u0259\u015fqin\u0259 getmi\u015fdi.Onun haqq\u0131nda\u00a0 m\u0259lumatl\u0131 ola bil\u0259rdi. Eyvaz bir q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131m\u0131\u015faraq\u00a0 Raufa baxd\u0131. Anlad\u0131 ki, Rauf \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f yaxud\u00a0 sa\u011f olmas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Odur ki, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259-g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259 dedi :<\/p>\n

–\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi bir az bundan \u0259vv\u0259l po\u00e7tun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Po\u00e7tun m\u00fcdiri il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r. Niy\u0259 soru\u015furdun ki ? B\u0259lk\u0259 ondan yazmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ?<\/p>\n

— Yox .Yazmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soru\u015fmurdum.\u00c7oxdand\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr ona g\u00f6r\u0259 maraqland\u0131m.<\/p>\n

— Neyl\u0259k.Yazmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 dey\u0259r\u0259m \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259. S\u0259ninl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlayar.<\/p>\n

Bunu dey\u0259r\u0259k Eyvaz Raufla xudafizl\u0259\u015f\u0259r\u0259k ondan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. O, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m ir\u0259ll\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimin onlara t\u0259r\u0259f\u00a0 g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Eyvaz bunu\u00a0 g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259, arxaya, Rauf t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259k \u0259li il\u0259 \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

–Odey,\u00a0 o da \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim.G\u0259lir<\/p>\n

Sonra da s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u00a0 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259\u00a0 add\u0131mlayaraq el\u0259 uzaqdan-uza\u011fa dedi :<\/p>\n

–\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim , jurnalist indic\u0259 sizi soru\u015furdu. Deyir \u00e7oxdand\u0131r \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m. G\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 deyir. Dey\u0259s\u0259n sizd\u0259n yazmaq ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Eyvaz s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc deyib uzaqla\u015f\u0131b getdi. Dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 onun v\u0259kil il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc var idi.N\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ki\u015fm\u0259si il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar onunla m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259li idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim asta add\u0131mlarla Raufa yana\u015f\u0131b onunla salamla\u015fd\u0131.Yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 skamyada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 astaca yell\u0259yib Raufa t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7evril\u0259r\u0259k\u00a0 dedi :<\/p>\n

—D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n , bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259hf etm\u0259mis\u0259n. 3-4 ay idi Bak\u0131da idim.O\u011flumun yan\u0131na getmi\u015fdim. Orada qal\u0131rd\u0131m. Dar\u0131xd\u0131m. Qala bilm\u0259dim. O\u011flumun bura qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lm\u0259sini , burada ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirdim.G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u00a0 al\u0131nm\u0131r.Onlar da ail\u0259dir.\u00d6z i\u015f-g\u00fccl\u0259ri var.O\u011flum neft \u015firk\u0259tind\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259zif\u0259d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir.\u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 i\u015fini at\u0131b rayona \u00a0qay\u0131tsa, burda el\u0259 i\u015f tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.Yolda\u015f\u0131 da\u00a0 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimdir. Rayona qay\u0131tsalar onlara burada \u00e7\u0259tin olacaq. Odur ki, qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

—- B\u0259s , indi nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqs\u0131z? \u0130ndiy\u0259 kimi nec\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131msa el\u0259 ya\u015famal\u0131yam. Ayr\u0131 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.Paltarlar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm yuyuram. Evi t\u0259mizl\u0259yir\u0259m.Yem\u0259k haz\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Daha n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r ki ? Birc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik odur ki, son zamanlar \u00fcr\u0259yim m\u0259ni narahat etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Qorxuram ki, gec\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 tuta , \u00f6l\u00fcb el\u0259y\u0259m. He\u00e7 kimin\u00a0 d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri olmaya.Birc\u0259 ondan qorxuram.Qabaqlar yax\u015f\u0131 idim. Ax\u0131r vaxtlar is\u0259 narahatam.Birc\u0259 gec\u0259 t\u0259k\u00a0 \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.<\/p>\n

Rauf onu diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259di. H\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verib bir q\u0259d\u0259r onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xeyli t\u0259sirl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259yatda bundan da a\u011f\u0131r\u0131l\u0131 \u00a0m\u0259qamlar\u0131n \u00a0oldu\u011funu yada salaraq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplad\u0131.Amma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rini \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 dem\u0259yi laz\u0131m bilm\u0259di. H\u0259m d\u0259 bildirdi ki, \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimi x\u0259b\u0259r almas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bi onu \u00e7oxdan g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259sidir. Eyvaz is\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u00fczg\u00fcn ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yib. El\u0259 bilib ki, \u00a0\u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim haqda yazmaq ist\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu soru\u015fur.<\/p>\n

Bir q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdikd\u0259n sonra ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar.Bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra onlar yen\u0259 d\u0259 ara-s\u0131ra yolda rastla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.Yen\u0259 d\u0259 qabaqlar oldu\u011fu kimi uzaqdan salamla\u015f\u0131b ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r.Yana\u015f\u0131 skamyada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259l\u0259ri is\u0259 bir d\u0259 he\u00e7\u00a0 vaxt t\u0259krar olunmad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259r adamla oturub durma\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flam\u0131rd\u0131. O, yaln\u0131z m\u00f6vqeyc\u0259 v\u0259 maddi imkanca \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tay, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r adamlarla m\u00fcnasib\u0259t yaratma\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck verirdi. Raufla skamyada yana\u015f\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259sinin s\u0259b\u0259b \u00a0is\u0259\u00a0 g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u00e7i Eyvaz\u0131n:\u00a0 \u2013jurnalist s\u0259nd\u0259n yazmaq ist\u0259yir \u2013 dem\u0259si\u00a0 olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Bu\u00a0 hadis\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 bir il\u0259 yax\u0131n vaxt ke\u00e7di. Rauf \u00c7ingiz\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llimi, onunla olan s\u00f6hb\u0259tini d\u0259 unutdu. Amma bir g\u00fcn\u00a0 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u00a0 bir x\u0259b\u0259r Raufun b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yenid\u0259n xat\u0131rlay\u0131b yada salmas\u0131na v\u0259\u00a0 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu. \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim ax\u015fam vaxt\u0131 parkda g\u0259zib ev\u0259 qay\u0131dark\u0259n yolda ma\u015f\u0131n onu vurmu\u015fdu.Onun ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bina il\u0259 park aras\u0131ndan aftomobil yolu ke\u00e7irdi. \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u00a0 ax\u015fam\u0131n qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yolu ke\u00e7ib \u00a0binalar\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259rk\u0259n, uzaqdan \u00a0s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n aftomobil onu vurmu\u015fdu.Yaral\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya \u00a0aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. H\u0259kiml\u0259rin b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259yl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmayaraq o s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Rauf \u00c7ingiz m\u00fc\u0259llimiml\u0259 bir il bundan \u0259vv\u0259lki s\u00f6hb\u0259tini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Xat\u0131rlad\u0131 ki, o gec\u0259 evd\u0259 t\u0259k qal\u0131b \u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n qordu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi. Bel\u0259 aqib\u0259td\u0259n yaxa qurtarmaq ist\u0259yirdi.Qorxurdu ki, evd\u0259 gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 t\u0259k d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259 he\u00e7 kim bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutmaz. Q\u0259rib\u0259 \u00a0idi ki, qorxdu\u011fundan v\u0259 qa\u015fmaq ist\u0259diyind\u0259n\u00a0 daha a\u011f\u0131r\u00a0 aqib\u0259t \u00a0onu g\u0259lib tapd\u0131. Gec\u0259 t\u0259klikd\u0259 h\u0259yatla\u00a0 vidala\u015fayd\u0131 bundan qat-qat daha yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. Amma qorxma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 t\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259\u00a0 q\u0131vr\u0131lma\u011f\u0131 onun g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc, q\u00fcvv\u0259sini\u00a0 daha da \u00a0s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 t\u00fck\u0259ndirdi. Bu da onu daha a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 aqib\u0259t\u0259 apar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131? O, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n, anlamadan \u00a0\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daha ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 sonlu\u011fa\u00a0 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat onun h\u00f6km\u00fc il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n adamlar\u0131 \u00a0xo\u015flam\u0131r. Bundan q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259nib ona daha a\u011f\u0131r c\u0259za\u00a0 verir. H\u0259yat s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 qism\u0259t ets\u0259 naraz\u0131l\u0131q edib gileyl\u0259nm\u0259. Qism\u0259td\u0259n qa\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma. Bunun n\u0259tic\u0259si daha ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 olur.\u00a0 \u018fksin\u0259 qism\u0259tini q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f. Onda tale s\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 daha m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli olur.<\/p>\n

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( hekay\u0259) H\u0259yat ya\u015famaq he\u00e7 d\u0259 asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyil. B\u0259z\u0259n \u00e7oxlar\u0131 bu h\u0259qiq\u0259ti unudurlar. D\u00fcnyada xo\u015f, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir h\u0259yat ya\u015fama\u011fa can at\u0131rlar. El\u0259 z\u0259nn edirl\u0259r ki, h\u0259yat el\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00a0s\u0259rt \u00fcz\u00fc il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131-qar\u015f\u0131ya g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olmurlar. Ondan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa , yaxa qurtarm\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar.D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r ki, bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olacaqd\u0131r. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 is\u0259 \u00a0h\u0259yatlar\u0131n\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20296"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20296"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20296\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20298,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20296\/revisions\/20298"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20296"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20296"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20296"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}