{"id":20403,"date":"2024-11-25T16:19:08","date_gmt":"2024-11-25T12:19:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20403"},"modified":"2024-11-25T16:19:08","modified_gmt":"2024-11-25T12:19:08","slug":"sairin-lesi-kasibin-b%c9%99xti-yaltaq-quzu-v%c9%99-barisiq-seyran-s%c9%99xav%c9%99tin-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20403","title":{"rendered":"\u015eairin le\u015fi \u2013 kas\u0131b\u0131n b\u0259xti, yaltaq quzu v\u0259 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131q – Seyran S\u0259xav\u0259tin hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>U\u015faq vaxt\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7ala\u011fanlar\u0131n, quz\u011funlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 le\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m – at, e\u015f\u015f\u0259k, t\u00fclk\u00fc, \u00e7aqqal le\u015fi – ancaq \u015fair le\u015fi g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m – and olsun, yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc yaradan Allaha ki, g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.\u018fg\u0259r kims\u0259 \u015fair le\u015fi g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259sin, s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259k; m\u0259nim mobil n\u00f6mr\u0259m: 050-313-13-28-dir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u015fair le\u015fi g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, onu t\u0259xmin\u0259n, bilirsiniz, n\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m? Kas\u0131b\u0131n b\u0259xtin\u0259… El\u0259 diqq\u0259t ets\u0259niz, kas\u0131b\u0131n b\u0259xti d\u0259 \u015fairin le\u015fin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r. Ancaq bu c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri oxuyan bir a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fsa ki, g\u00f6rm\u0259diyin \u015feyi n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r ox\u015fad\u0131rsan, bo\u011faz\u0131m quruyacaq, cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, qalacam g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox d\u0259rin\u0259 gedirs\u0259n, eee… b\u0259lk\u0259 he\u00e7 soru\u015fan olmad\u0131… Soru\u015fan olsa da, olmasa da, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, ox\u015fay\u0131r…ancaq ox\u015fadan\u0131 yoxdu, ox\u015fadan\u0131…<\/p>\n

Va\u011fzalda taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u0259trafa boylanmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 cumdusa, \u0259g\u0259r o t\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 toxunsayd\u0131, k\u0259ll\u0259-mayallaq olmu\u015fdum. M\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r s\u0131xd\u0131sa, suyum \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f\u0131m xo\u015f g\u0259lib, s\u0259fa g\u0259tirib… Bu g\u00fcn hardan do\u011fub bel\u0259, ay Allah?<\/p>\n

\u018flini qoltuq cibin\u0259 sal\u0131b eyn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, t\u0259l\u0259sik g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tax\u0131b m\u0259ni ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa s\u00fczd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259…s\u0259ns\u0259n…s\u0259ns\u0259n…do\u011frudan, s\u0259ns\u0259n…<\/p>\n

O \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n, bu \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n mar\u00e7\u0131ldadanda \u0259traf\u0131na boyland\u0131, y\u0259ni ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259, m\u0259n kiminl\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m…<\/p>\n

\u0130ki da\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda onun m\u0259nd\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 nec\u0259 gileyli oldu\u011fu qula\u011f\u0131mda cingild\u0259di: – “El\u0259 hey deyill\u0259r dostun ordan ke\u00e7di, dostun burdan ke\u00e7di…Noolar, ay vicdans\u0131z, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 biz t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259s\u0259n …bir bizim d\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7asan…”<\/p>\n

Bir-birimiz\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259rkimiz var, halal-h\u00fcmm\u0259t…\u0130kimiz d\u0259 Bak\u0131da ali t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, o, Politexnik \u0130nstitutunda, m\u0259n Sergey Mironovi\u00e7 Kirov ad\u0131na Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetind\u0259. Birinci kursun \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 filarmoniyan\u0131n \u00e7ayxanas\u0131nda bir-birimiz\u0259 qu\u015fumuz qonmu\u015fdu, tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fduq, \u0259l vermi\u015fdik. \u0130ndiki kimi yad\u0131mdad\u0131, g\u00fclm\u0259li d\u0259 olsa, dey\u0259c\u0259m, m\u0259n ona \u0259l uzad\u0131b dedim:<\/p>\n

– G\u0259nc \u015fair… Seyran… Seyran Xanlarov…<\/p>\n

Onda h\u0259l\u0259 Seyran S\u0259xav\u0259t deyildim… V\u0259 qoltuq cibimd\u0259n d\u00f6rd qatlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m “Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncl\u0259ri” q\u0259zetini \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b “Bizim arx” \u015feirini g\u00f6st\u0259rdim:<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcm yazm\u0131\u015fam, – dedim.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259zeti al\u0131b \u015feiri iki d\u0259f\u0259 oxuyandan sonra dedi:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng \u015feirdi…<\/p>\n

Sonra da ad\u0131n\u0131 dedi:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim d\u0259 ad\u0131m H\u0259middi, H\u0259mid.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 \u015firin idi ki… Lap bal kimi.<\/p>\n

O vaxt filarmoniyan\u0131n \u00e7ayxanas\u0131nda tan\u0131\u015f olanda ikimizin otuz alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 – \u0259lli-\u0259lliy\u0259. \u0130ndi is\u0259, yen\u0259 bayaqk\u0131 kimi des\u0259k, ikimizin s\u0259ks\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131 var – yen\u0259 \u0259lli-\u0259lliy\u0259. O \u00f6z rayonunda \u00e7ox tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, h\u00f6rm\u0259tli bir adam idi, m\u0259n d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycanda…<\/p>\n

Bir-birimiz\u0259 nec\u0259 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131qsa, bir d\u0259 duyuq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck ki, camaat biz\u0259 bax\u0131r – el\u0259 bil, bir az da utanan kimi olduq; siz\u0259 zarafat g\u0259lm\u0259sin, bayaqk\u0131 t\u0259rzd\u0259 des\u0259k, (\u0259lli-\u0259lliy\u0259) q\u0131rx d\u00f6rd il ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f\u0131q – biz h\u0259l\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 vaxt ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 tik\u0259mizi bir-birimizd\u0259n \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdik – t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 tik\u0259sinin b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini bir Allah bilir, bir d\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 olanlar. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 il\u0259 Allah\u0131n ox\u015farl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bax eee… O d\u00f6vr\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri ham\u0131s\u0131 bizim kimi idi, bir-birin\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yedizdirirdil\u0259r, aram\u0131zda f\u0131rt\u0131q qapan c\u00fcc\u0259l\u0259r civild\u0259mirdi, g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Toylar\u0131m\u0131zda bir-birimizin sa\u011fd\u0131\u015f\u0131-sold\u0131\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fuq, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rimiz d\u0259 bir-birini tan\u0131y\u0131r, onlar\u0131 ki\u00e7ikl\u0259r – biz tan\u0131\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fik; do\u011fuldu\u011fumuz, g\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u0259ndl\u0259rin aras\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fcz kilometrd\u0259n bir az \u00e7ox olsa da, xeyirimiz-\u015f\u0259rimiz bir olub.<\/p>\n

Bu m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t hoqqalar\u0131ndan k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b dilimin yanmas\u0131ndan qorxmadan onu da ki\u015fi kimi dilim\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259rdim ki, bir-birimizd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015f\u0131q v\u0259 bu, biz\u0259 bir-birimizd\u0259n qopma\u011fa imkan verm\u0259yib, biz d\u0259 qopmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. He\u00e7 birimizin yalanla tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoxdu… olmay\u0131b…<\/p>\n

Biz \u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f olmu\u015fuq – m\u0259n, H\u0259mid, H\u0259qiq\u0259t… Heyif ki, bizd\u0259 H\u0259qiq\u0259t ad\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131zlara veririk… Bu bax\u0131mdan biz iki qarda\u015f, bir bac\u0131y\u0131q… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 bir az ac\u0131y\u0131q… Bizim kimil\u0259r\u0259 \u0259tiac\u0131 deyirl\u0259r… Dem\u0259li, adam \u0259ti yey\u0259n adamlar da var. Yoxsa, onlar bizim \u0259timizin ac\u0131 oldu\u011funu hardan bilirl\u0259r, h\u0259?! Adamyey\u0259nl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

…H\u0259mid el\u0259 gen-bol hal-\u0259hval tutdu ki… Ki\u00e7ik ail\u0259mi, b\u00f6y\u00fck ail\u0259mi… El\u0259 bil ki, uzaq olsun, otuz yeddinci ildi v\u0259 ona x\u00fcsusi tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q verilib ki, bu n\u0259sli-k\u00f6k\u00fc tam ara\u015fd\u0131r, g\u00f6r n\u0259 var, n\u0259 yox – bax, heyl\u0259…H\u0259midi \u00f6z\u00fcm kimi, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 H\u0259mid kimi yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 dedim:<\/p>\n

– Qaqa, birinci ged\u0259k a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259yi-a\u011fsaqqal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259k… \u00e7\u00fcnki n\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 etibar var, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259… bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn…h\u0259…sonra hara deyirs\u0259n, ged\u0259k, n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, eliy\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

H\u0259midgild\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b onun xidm\u0259ti “Qaz-24-Volqa” ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na oturanda atas\u0131 da, anas\u0131 da bir a\u011f\u0131zdan dedil\u0259r:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u015fam evimiz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, haaa!..Doyunca s\u00f6hb\u0259t eliy\u0259rik…<\/p>\n

A\u011fz\u0131m n\u0259ydi ki, onlar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xam – H\u0259mid olsayd\u0131, n\u0259 vard\u0131?<\/p>\n

“H\u0259mid olsayd\u0131, n\u0259 vard\u0131?..” dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki… O m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn on s\u0259kkiz ya\u015fl\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 H\u0259mid idi – ancaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn; ki\u015finin o\u011flunun tabeliyind\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 y\u00fczd\u0259n art\u0131q adam i\u015fl\u0259yirdi, ham\u0131s\u0131 da “yetmi\u015f ikinci mill\u0259t” – \u015foferl\u0259r – siz\u0259 zarafat g\u0259lm\u0259sin, avtobazan\u0131n r\u0259isi idi, s\u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259r yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi. \u018flq\u0259r\u0259z, yuxar\u0131da dediyim yetmi\u015f ikinci mill\u0259tin lideri idi.<\/p>\n

Bir-iki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra t\u0259bi\u0259t may\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131, buralar\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 vaxt\u0131yd\u0131. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, bu yerl\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f ed\u0259n iki n\u0259f\u0259r idi – aprel v\u0259 may. V\u0259 bu da bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t idi; H\u0259midin, m\u0259nim bac\u0131m\u0131z H\u0259qiq\u0259t yox haa…el\u0259 bu \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6qt\u0259nin biri boyda h\u0259qiq\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Dolaylarda dolana-dolana g\u0259lib m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na, daha do\u011frusu, hadis\u0259 yerin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131q. “Hadis\u0259 yeri” s\u00f6zl\u0259ri bilm\u0259zd\u0259n, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n dilim\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ancaq s\u0259n dem\u0259, bu, t\u0259sad\u00fcf deyilmi\u015f v\u0259 burda hadis\u0259 oldu. Hadis\u0259 olandan sonra buran\u0131 hadis\u0259 yeri adland\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 kims\u0259 biz\u0259 qada\u011fan ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Ancaq a\u011fl\u0131ma da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki…<\/p>\n

Bura “b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259p\u0259” d\u0259 dem\u0259k olar, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Qaraba\u011fda M\u0259ng\u0259l\u0259nata t\u0259p\u0259si kimi, ki\u00e7ik bir da\u011f da dem\u0259k olar v\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u0259s d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259z. Burdan baxanda, rayon m\u0259rk\u0259zi – ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131qlar i\u00e7in\u0259 q\u0259rq olub batan evl\u0259r ovucun i\u00e7ind\u0259ki kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu ki\u00e7ik da\u011f\u0131nm\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u0259p\u0259ninmi dey\u0259k, yamac\u0131ndak\u0131 yem\u0259kxana el\u0259 bil ki, tikili deyildi, sanki bir a\u011fac kimi burda bitmi\u015fdi – el\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki…<\/p>\n

H\u00fcnd\u00fcr boylu, q\u0131rx-q\u0131rx be\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir o\u011flan qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131za yeriyib “xo\u015f g\u0259ldin” el\u0259di, H\u0259midl\u0259 \u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131, el\u0259 bil n\u0259 is\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259di, yaln\u0131z H\u0259mid him-cim el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259l verdi:<\/p>\n

– Xo\u015f g\u0259lmisiniz, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 siz g\u0259l\u0259siniz. Sizi televizorda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259mid sizin haqq\u0131n\u0131zda \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b, \u00e7oox…<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb H\u0259midin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m – el\u0259 bil ekran idi v\u0259 orda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, “g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yalan deyir.” Sonra bu “ekran”a ikinci g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc g\u0259ldi, “ekran” tutqunla\u015fd\u0131, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi – \u015f\u0259rhsiz. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcd\u0259 is\u0259 bel\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: “S\u0259n niy\u0259 hirsl\u0259nirs\u0259n ee, adamd\u0131 d\u0259\u0259, yerini \u015firin el\u0259yir” v\u0259 sonra televizorun ekran\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc, ora may g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc; i\u015f\u0131q o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc idi ki, art\u0131q orda yaz\u0131lan\u0131 oxumaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi…<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7ib \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdik. D\u00fcnya \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tli Hollandiya r\u0259ssam\u0131 Van Qoq kas\u0131b\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ucbat\u0131ndan \u0259n \u00e7ox sar\u0131 r\u0259ngl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyi kimi, t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck r\u0259ssamlar\u0131ndan olan may ay\u0131 da har\u0131nl\u0131qdan \u0259n \u00e7ox ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Bu ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n t\u0259n ortas\u0131nda b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259rin yoxlu\u011fu sin\u0259sin\u0259 yatan bir Qaratoyuq s\u0259sini ba\u015f\u0131na at\u0131b el\u0259 z\u0259ngul\u0259l\u0259r vururdu ki, deyirs\u0259n b\u0259s, oxuyan ya\u015f\u0131l torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fc. Qaratoyuq bu yum\u015faq qu t\u00fck\u00fc kimi ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 qara y\u0131rt\u0131q kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc v\u0259 adam bu qara y\u0131rt\u0131qdan vahim\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bird\u0259n el\u0259 bildim ki, Qaratoyuq m\u0259nim fikirl\u0259\u015fdikl\u0259rimi e\u015fidir, t\u0259krar edir\u0259m, e-\u015fi-dir. Qu\u015flardan n\u0259 des\u0259n, \u00e7\u0131xar, ax\u0131 adamlara baxanda onlar Allaha daha yax\u0131nd\u0131rlar… v\u0259 Qaratoyuqdan utand\u0131m… Qaratoyuq neynirdi ki… oxuyurdu da… ancaq m\u0259nim Qaratoyuqdan utand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan he\u00e7 k\u0259sin x\u0259b\u0259ri olmad\u0131, he\u00e7 Qaratoyu\u011fun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259…he\u00e7 H\u0259midin d\u0259…<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 fikr\u0259 getmis\u0259n yen\u0259, qarda\u015f? – H\u0259mid \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259 sual\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n: – n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259ldin, evd\u0259kil\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevindi, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 sevindim… G\u00f6r eee, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz yad\u0131mnan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, – dedim.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim yad\u0131mdad\u0131… – H\u0259mid \u0259lini \u00e7iynim\u0259 qoydu.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck?<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fcn tap, – H\u0259midin el\u0259 bil ki, t\u0259rsliyi tutmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Demirs\u0259n, he\u00e7 dem\u0259, – M\u0259n onun t\u0259rsliyini vecim\u0259 almad\u0131m, – Yolda\u015f Hac\u0131yev demi\u015fk\u0259n, “100 qram vuran kimi yad\u0131m\u0131za d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k”. He\u00e7 s\u0259n d\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, dey\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259tin y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259dim. El\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdim d\u0259…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid…<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 var?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, s\u0259nd\u0259n bir s\u00f6z soru\u015facam… ancaq d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de… dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 baxarsan.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259n\u0259tkar, – H\u0259mid ona ver\u0259c\u0259yim sual\u0131 dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 haz\u0131rl\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t al\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda itdi – o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tamam itirmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda peyda oldu, o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 soru\u015fursan ki? – H\u0259mid g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 zill\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Soru\u015furam d\u0259 , dedim, – bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, dostum n\u0259 yuvan\u0131n qu\u015fudu…<\/p>\n

H\u0259midin qa\u015flar\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131ld\u0131, sonra h\u0259r biri qay\u0131d\u0131b \u00f6z \u0259vv\u0259lki anadang\u0259lm\u0259 yerind\u0259 b\u0259rq\u0259rar olandan sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib dedi:<\/p>\n

– Ki\u015fi kimi deyim?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259…ki\u015fi kimi de!<\/p>\n

– Ki\u015filik el\u0259 maa qal\u0131b? – H\u0259mid sa\u011f \u0259li il\u0259 sin\u0259sin\u0259 toxundu.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259… – dedim, – ki\u015filik s\u0259n\u0259 qal\u0131b… S\u0259n\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259, ona, biz\u0259, siz\u0259, onlara…<\/p>\n

– Lap qrammatika d\u0259rsin\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131, eyy…<\/p>\n

– Ay H\u0259mid, niy\u0259 uzad\u0131rsan ax\u0131… S\u00f6z\u00fcn biri “h\u0259”di, biri “yox”du…<\/p>\n

– G\u0259l, bel\u0259 eliy\u0259k d\u0259… qaba\u011fcan \u00f6z sual\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcn cavab ver… m\u0259n sonra deyim. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 n\u0259 var, onu dey\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259\u0259n…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259… s\u0259n… – H\u0259mid iki aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir ba\u015fma\u011fa dir\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Ay avara, – dedim,- hans\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131 xarab yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131ya r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t ver\u0259r? H\u0259?<\/p>\n

– G\u0259l, onda bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faq, – H\u0259mid ba\u015fqa bir istiqam\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, – \u0259g\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t ver\u0259n olsa, alard\u0131n?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid…<\/p>\n

– Hay can…<\/p>\n

– Burcutma d\u0259…. alm\u0131san, yoxsa, yox?<\/p>\n

– And olsun, k\u0259sdiyimiz \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 ki, zorunan almam\u0131\u015fam…veribl\u0259r…h\u0259… M\u0259n d\u0259 onlar\u0131n q\u0259lbini s\u0131nd\u0131rmam\u0131\u015fam… alm\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259li, s\u0259n r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259txor olma\u011f\u0131na r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259txorsan… ancaq, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, humanist r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259txorsan d\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Ay sa\u011f ol… M\u0259n r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t alark\u0259n, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir olan Allah \u015fahiddir ki, humanizm prinsipl\u0259rini \u0259ld\u0259 r\u0259hb\u0259r tutmu\u015fam, – H\u0259mid h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 davam el\u0259di, – \u0130nsan olan k\u0259s he\u00e7 vaxt insan\u0131n q\u0259lbini s\u0131nd\u0131rmamal\u0131d\u0131r. Bu, \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00fcnahd\u0131, – bir az da s\u0259sin\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259t verdi, – q\u0259bah\u0259tdi, qarda\u015f\u0131m, q\u0259bah\u0259t…<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc inana-inana bir az da ir\u0259lil\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Bir Allah \u015fahiddi ki, m\u0259nim ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t he\u00e7 vaxt “\u015firinlik” s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259n bir millimetr d\u0259 yuxar\u0131 qalxmay\u0131b. \u015eirinlik… \u015firinlik insanlar\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 ba\u011flayan \u015feydi, – o, \u0259ll\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 daraqlay\u0131b az qala g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 soxdu, – bax, bel\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Bura bax, H\u0259mid…<\/p>\n

– Hay can,- o, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn dal\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131mdaca vurdu.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, m\u0259ni dolam\u0131san, h\u0259?..<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, qarda\u015f, s\u0259ni dolayan s\u0259nin g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn, – H\u0259midin s\u0259sind\u0259 v\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015firin, \u0259rkyan\u0259 bir hikk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259ydi, – dolamaq n\u0259di, a\u011fz\u0131m \u0259yil\u0259r… s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yims\u0259n… S\u0259ni ba\u015fa salmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t, indiki halda \u015firinlik, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259hnidir. H\u0259… \u015firinlik, insanlar aras\u0131nda \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t dem\u0259kdi. \u0130nsan \u00fcnsiyy\u0259tsiz nec\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259r?!. Bayqu\u015f kimi t\u0259k qalar… t\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259r… qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bir kims\u0259 a\u00e7maz, badi-s\u0259badan qeyri…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, s\u0259n zarafat eliyirs\u0259n, yoxsa…<\/p>\n

– Zarafat-zad bel\u0259 ciddi s\u00f6hb\u0259t vaxt\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 yaramayan bir \u015feydi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z parlaq nitqi v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259ntiqi il\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, zarafatla ciddiliyin aras\u0131nda sanki oyun \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131. Zarafatla ciddiliyin aras\u0131 indiki halda \u0259tl\u0259 d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r olard\u0131. V\u0259 H\u0259midin orada \u015firin-\u015firin meydangirlik etm\u0259si m\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 kimi g\u0259lirdi. Bax, bu m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131m halda H\u0259midd\u0259n soru\u015fdum:<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131…ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm… Qoy olsun \u015firinlik, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t, humanizm… olsun… \u0130ndi bir sual\u0131ma cavab ver…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 anlarda H\u0259mid h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sirdi, halbuki buna he\u00e7 bir ehtiyac yox idi.<\/p>\n

– E\u015fidir\u0259m, sual\u0131n\u0131 ver, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– Bax, o deyirs\u0259n ee, \u015firinlik, \u015firinlik… Bu \u015firinliyin m\u0259bl\u0259\u011fini dey\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 manatd\u0131?<\/p>\n

– O bax\u0131r hans\u0131 \u015firinliy\u0259… onun qradusuna… d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sin\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni bax\u0131r \u015firinliy\u0259… – dedim, – d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sin\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f, h\u0259r \u015feyin bir qanun-qaydas\u0131 var d\u0259… Gedib oturmusunuz Bak\u0131da, buralardan x\u0259b\u0259riniz yoxdu… A ki\u015fi, ay qarda\u015f, ay tovari\u015f, – g\u00fclm\u0259k H\u0259midi tutmu\u015fdu,- \u015firinliyin \u00fc\u00e7 n\u00f6v\u00fc var, \u00fc\u00e7 c\u00fcr \u015firinlik var, h\u0259r\u0259sinin d\u0259 \u00f6z m\u0259z\u0259nn\u0259si var.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid…<\/p>\n

O yen\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sdi:<\/p>\n

– Bir dayan g\u00f6r\u0259k, qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

H\u0259midin onsuz da g\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, el\u0259 hey o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boylan\u0131rd\u0131; t\u0259l\u0259sik aya\u011fa durub, \u00f6z\u00fc demi\u015fk\u0259n, qona\u011f\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na yeridi:<\/p>\n

– Xo\u015f g\u0259ldin, qarda\u015f, xo\u015f g\u0259ldin… G\u0259l \u00e7\u0131x d\u0259… sarfam\u0131z qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid onun qoluna girib m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda otuzduran kimi dedi:<\/p>\n

– Tan\u0131\u015f olun.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259n adam m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l verib g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 (bu, g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox h\u0131rt\u0131ldama\u011fa ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131) dedi:<\/p>\n

– Bu boyda rayonun prokuroru, yolda\u015f Qulamov… Ha-ha-ha-haaa.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdim ki, rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 yumdu:<\/p>\n

– Sizin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc t\u0259qdim etm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdu, can\u0131m, – birba\u015fa ke\u00e7di “s\u0259n”\u0259, – S\u0259ni yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q. ha…ha…haaa… \u00dc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l televiziyadak\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131na baxd\u0131m, – \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb H\u0259mid\u0259 baxd\u0131,- yaman dedi m\u00fc\u0259llim, l\u0259zz\u0259t el\u0259di…<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid g\u00fcnahkar kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n baxmam\u0131\u015fam. Sonra e\u015fitdim ki, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f eliyib. N\u0259 dedi ki? – yolda\u015f Qulamova \u00fcz tutdu:<\/p>\n

– \u018f\u015f\u015fi, yaman dedi ee… N\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fcld\u00fcms\u0259, barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259ss\u0259l\u0259r, x\u0259b\u0259rim olmazd\u0131…Dem\u0259li, m\u00fc\u0259llim a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b dan\u0131\u015fan kimi apar\u0131c\u0131 deyir: “Seyran m\u00fc\u0259llim, ora m\u0259nim yaral\u0131 yerimdi. “M\u00fc\u0259llim n\u0259 deyirs\u0259, apar\u0131c\u0131 q\u0131z deyirdi: “Seyran m\u00fc\u0259llim, ora m\u0259nim yaral\u0131 yerimdi.” M\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm d\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fib dedi ki, ay q\u0131z, bayaqdan n\u0259 deyir\u0259ms\u0259, deyirs\u0259n ki, ora m\u0259nim yaral\u0131 yerimdir. A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa qoymursan… yaral\u0131 yerimdi, yaral\u0131 yerimdi… S\u0259nin he\u00e7 bir salamat yerin yoxdur? N\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r p\u0131qq\u0131ldad\u0131msa…Ondan sonra apar\u0131c\u0131 q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131…h\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rim olmay\u0131b, ee.. – H\u0259mid pe\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n yolda\u015f Qulamovun sif\u0259tin\u0259, g\u00f6zalt\u0131 da olsa, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131msa, orda he\u00e7 n\u0259 oxuya bilm\u0259dim. Onun sif\u0259ti m\u0259nim orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxudu\u011fum ill\u0259rd\u0259ki qaralama d\u0259ft\u0259rin\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir sual m\u0259ni \u015fapala\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na salandan sonra t\u0259pikl\u0259yirdi \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131. Yolda\u015f Qulamovun g\u00fclm\u0259yi sir-sif\u0259tind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259k bilmirdi, ancaq s\u0259sind\u0259n bilirdin ki, bu adam g\u00fcl\u00fcr. “G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, yolda\u015f Qulamov h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, m\u0259nim televiziyada apar\u0131c\u0131 q\u0131za dediyim s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcb… yoxsa, m\u0259n\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 deyir, h\u0259\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Yolda\u015f Qulamov, do\u011frudan, m\u0259n dedikl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcn\u00fcz? – soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

– G\u00fcld\u00fcn d\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc?.. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 arvad q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib g\u00fcld\u00fc…h\u0259…m\u0259n d\u0259 qo\u015fuldum ona…h\u0259…<\/p>\n

Deyir\u0259m ax\u0131, havay\u0131 yer\u0259 dala\u011f\u0131m sancmay\u0131b …dem\u0259li, d\u00fcz s\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m; onlar demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li \u015f\u0259xs qismind\u0259ydi yolda\u015f Qulamov. Buras\u0131n\u0131 da boynuma al\u0131m ki, yolda\u015f Qulamovun sif\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lirdi, el\u0259 bil ki, bu sif\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Ancaq n\u0259 bir billah el\u0259yirdims\u0259, yad\u0131ma sala bilmirdim v\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n bel\u0259 tez xarab olmas\u0131, kor\u015falmas\u0131 m\u0259ni yaman \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdirirdi:<\/p>\n

“S\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, bu p\u0259z\u0259v\u0259ngi harda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, h\u0259? N\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r… Ki\u015finin o\u011flu bayaqdan ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 deyib ki, s\u0259nin g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fad oldum”.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, dostum g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, dedim, bura bax, hey, bizi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259ni rayondan \u00e7\u0131xardaram. Sa\u011f olsun, o da s\u00f6z verdi ki, m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m, sa\u011f olsun.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n rahatl\u0131q tapd\u0131m v\u0259 rahatl\u0131q m\u0259ni valideyn u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 \u015firniqu\u015f verib sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n kimi yerb\u0259yer el\u0259di; indi \u00f6z yerimd\u0259 idim, adam \u00f6z yerind\u0259 olanda el\u0259 bilir ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya qu t\u00fck\u00fc kimidi – yum\u015faq… Qu qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fckl\u0259rini diri-diri yolub yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259pmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Qu qu\u015flar\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc… v\u0259 bu he\u00e7 kimin vecin\u0259 deyildi…<\/p>\n

– Ay m\u00fc\u0259llim, n\u0259 yaman fikr\u0259 getmis\u0259n? – rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov guruldad\u0131, amma ya\u011fmad\u0131, y\u0259qin ki, bir azdan h\u0259m d\u0259 ya\u011far.<\/p>\n

– Yox… n\u0259 fikr\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m ki… yox… Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, dostumun yan\u0131ndayam, – dedim, – q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ca yalan dedim, amma n\u0259 H\u0259mid, n\u0259 d\u0259 rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov bu yalan\u0131n r\u0259ngini g\u00f6rm\u0259di. V\u0259 inand\u0131lar, inand\u0131lar ki, m\u0259n fikr\u0259-zada getm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, el\u0259 buralardayam.<\/p>\n

Onlara qo\u015fuldum:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, – dedim, – g\u00fcnorta yem\u0259yinin vaxt\u0131d\u0131…amma bu boyda yem\u0259kxanada he\u00e7 kim yoxdu, – t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcm sir-sif\u0259timd\u0259n \u015forha\u015for t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

H\u0259mid dedi:<\/p>\n

– Yolda\u015f Qulamov bel\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fc, – \u00e7evrilib yolda\u015f Qulamova baxd\u0131 v\u0259 dedi ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz olsaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, bu boyda ki\u015fi Bak\u0131dan durub biz\u0259 qonaq g\u0259lib… B\u0259s bizim ki\u015filiyimiz\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259lib? Y\u0259ni bir restoran da ba\u011flatd\u0131ra bilm\u0259rik?<\/p>\n

Rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb m\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, dey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259nd\u0259n bir t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. M\u0259n onu \u00e7ox g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259dim v\u0259 onun xat\u0131rlaya bilm\u0259diyim sif\u0259tin\u0259 iri\u015fm\u0259kl\u0259 kifay\u0259tl\u0259ndim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, o da naraz\u0131 qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bayaqdan restoran\u0131n m\u00fcdiri \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259lib ki, yolda\u015f Qulamov, \u00fcr\u0259yiniz n\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259, deyin, bi\u015fir\u0259k. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, yolda\u015f Qulamov restoran m\u00fcdirinin bu get-g\u0259lind\u0259n h\u0259zz al\u0131r, can\u0131na sar\u0131 ya\u011f kimi yay\u0131l\u0131r, ancaq d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bezdi:<\/p>\n

– Bir \u015fey laz\u0131m olsa, dey\u0259rik… get…<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259, g\u00f6z \u00fcst\u0259, yolda\u015f Qulamov…<\/p>\n

T\u0259ndird\u0259 q\u0131zard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0259mlik quzunu q\u0259dim bir m\u0259cm\u0259yid\u0259 g\u0259tirib stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydular.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259l\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f quzudu… – yolda\u015f Qulamov dedi, – h\u0259l\u0259 dil a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, – \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n yen\u0259 bayaqk\u0131 kimi iri\u015fm\u0259li oldum, el\u0259 iri\u015fdim d\u0259… V\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu m\u0259l\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f, dil a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015f quzu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt quzusu hesab eliyir ki, onun \u0259tind\u0259n rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov da yey\u0259c\u0259k. Yaltaq insan \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, ancaq yaltaq quzu g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim… \u018fg\u0259r heyvanlar da yaltaql\u0131q el\u0259yirs\u0259, dem\u0259k, ya d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131d\u0131… ya da ki ax\u0131ra bir \u015fey qalmay\u0131b… \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd add\u0131m… \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd qar\u0131\u015f… \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd…<\/p>\n

– M\u00fc\u0259llim, \u00fcr\u0259yin n\u0259 ist\u0259yir, den\u0259n, bi\u015firtdir\u0259k… – Rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov restoran m\u00fcdirinin ona verdiyi sual\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f do\u011fray\u0131b t\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb q\u0259dim m\u0259cm\u0259yinin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f nakam v\u0259 yaltaq quzuya el\u0259 baxd\u0131 ki, dey\u0259s\u0259n, lap a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n suyu axd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 iri\u015fdim v\u0259 hiss el\u0259dim ki, dey\u0259s\u0259n, iri\u015fm\u0259k rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamova azl\u0131q el\u0259yir, o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 sin\u0259sin\u0259 yatm\u0131r; odur ki, dedim:<\/p>\n

– Yox… yox… N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, \u00e7ox sa\u011f olun. H\u0259r \u015fey \u0259lad\u0131. Sa\u011f olun… Sa\u011f olun…<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dilim\u0259 g\u0259tirdim, ikisi d\u0259 e\u015fitdi, ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcm e\u015fitm\u0259dim. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, yava\u015f-yava\u015f restoran m\u00fcdirin\u0259 v\u0259 H\u0259mid\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131ram… Bu nakam v\u0259 yaltaq quzuya ox\u015fay\u0131ram …v\u0259 yer aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndan qa\u00e7d\u0131, havada yell\u0259n\u0259-yell\u0259n\u0259 qald\u0131m…<\/p>\n

Rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 guruldad\u0131, el\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131 da:<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn, vuraq ee, m\u00fc\u0259llim… Bu yax\u0131nlarda sizin \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259n biri az\u0131b-t\u0259zib g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bura… n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r i\u00e7irtdims\u0259, le\u015fini ma\u015f\u0131na bas\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim d\u00fcz Bak\u0131ya… G\u00f6t\u00fcr, g\u00f6t\u00fcr…<\/p>\n

Bayaqdan ma\u011f\u0131l havada yell\u0259n\u0259-yell\u0259n\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovun bu gurultusu, dal\u0131nca da ya\u011fmas\u0131 yell\u0259ndiyim k\u0259ndiri k\u0259sdi v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm d\u0259r\u0259nin dibin\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259n d\u0259 olmad\u0131… Ancaq sonuncu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259timi rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovdan, dostum H\u0259midd\u0259n ba\u015fqa, uzaqdan durub o\u011frun-o\u011frun biz\u0259 tama\u015fa el\u0259y\u0259n restoran m\u00fcdiri d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc: m\u0259n aya\u011fa durdum, \u0259limd\u0259ki araq dolu rumkan\u0131 q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f nakam v\u0259 yaltaq quzunun ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259dim, b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259cm\u0259yiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b ordan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m v\u0259 d\u0259li kimi \u00fcz\u00fc a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, Bak\u0131 yoluna t\u0259r\u0259f yol ald\u0131m. Bu, getm\u0259kd\u0259n, yerim\u0259kd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox, \u015fumerl\u0259rin k\u0259\u015ff etdiyi t\u0259k\u0259r kimi diyirl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 – M\u0259n bu eni\u015fi getmirdim, diyirl\u0259nirdim.<\/p>\n

Diyirl\u0259n\u0259-diyirl\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m prokuror, yolda\u015f Qulamovun i\u015fl\u0259diyi rayondan \u00e7oxlu yolda\u015f prokuror i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l paytaxt\u0131m\u0131z Bak\u0131ya ged\u0259n yolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259. Rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259nim dal\u0131mca g\u0259lib m\u0259ni geri qaytarma\u011fa c\u0259hd el\u0259m\u0259zdi, daha do\u011frusu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmazd\u0131, e\u015fid\u0259n-bil\u0259n n\u0259 dey\u0259rdi? H\u0259mid d\u0259 onu g\u00f6z\u0259lc\u0259 bilirdi ki, m\u0259n haql\u0131 oldu\u011fumu bil\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259d\u0259m d\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259, xeyri yoxdu. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 bu, t\u0259rslik deyildi, d\u0259rslik idi – ehtiyac\u0131 olan adamlara d\u0259rs verm\u0259k, onlara adam balas\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k; onlar adam balas\u0131 olacaq, ya olmayacaq, bu, qal\u0131r onlar\u0131n qeyr\u0259tin\u0259 – adam balas\u0131 olmaq qeyr\u0259t m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259l qald\u0131rd\u0131m, he\u00e7 birisi saxlamad\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bilirdim m\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rlar, m\u0259\u015fhuram. Qan\u0131m\u0131n qaral\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu iki da\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovun sif\u0259tini harda g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131m, d\u0259qiq yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: qon\u015fumuzdak\u0131 q\u0259ssab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259t do\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fck… H\u0259\u0259… deyir\u0259m ax\u0131, m\u0259n bu sif\u0259ti hardasa g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm d\u0259… G\u00f6z yadda\u015f\u0131m \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovun b\u0259rk i\u00e7irtdikd\u0259n sonra ma\u015f\u0131na bas\u0131b Bak\u0131ya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi \u015fair d\u0259 m\u0259nim yerim\u0259 olsayd\u0131, bel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259rdi? M\u0259nim kimi araq dolu rumkan\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f nakam v\u0259 yaltaq quzunun ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259dim, b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259cm\u0259yiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259rdi?…Yoxsa, yolda\u015f Qulamovu yola ver\u0259rdi? B\u0259rk inand\u0131m ki, le\u015fi ma\u015f\u0131na bas\u0131l\u0131b Bak\u0131ya g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n \u015fair d\u0259 m\u0259nim yerim\u0259 olsayd\u0131, bel\u0259 eliy\u0259rdi, inanmasayd\u0131m, daha do\u011frusu, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc inand\u0131rmasayd\u0131m, \u00e7atlayard\u0131m ortamdan, qalard\u0131m rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovun i\u015fl\u0259diyi rayondan Bak\u0131ya ged\u0259n yolun ortas\u0131nda… Ancaq kims\u0259 i\u00e7im\u0259 bir \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 toxumu da atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki toxum yava\u015f-yava\u015f c\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi – m\u0259n bil\u0259n, bu toxumu m\u0259nim i\u00e7im\u0259 rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamov atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, t\u0259kc\u0259 ondan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir\u0259m, H\u0259midd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259n\u0259si deyil\u0259m ki?… Ancaq iman\u0131mdan da mu\u011fayat olmal\u0131yam – iman\u0131m Allah \u0259man\u0259ti…<\/p>\n

Bir anl\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, \u0259l qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131nlar m\u0259nim yan\u0131ma \u00e7atanda s\u00fcr\u0259ti bir az da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar v\u0259 bu, m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lirdi – qorxurdular ki, yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7\u0259ri d\u00fcrt\u0259r\u0259m? N\u0259 bilim, vallah, adamlardan n\u0259 des\u0259n, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k olar v\u0259 bu, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u0259ldi…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z i\u015fimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm, b\u00f6yr\u00fcmd\u0259n \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlar da \u00f6z i\u015fini: m\u0259n \u0259limi qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m ki, “saxla”, onlar da yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7ib gedirdil\u0259r ki, “saxlam\u0131r\u0131q”.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, ot y\u00fckl\u0259nmi\u015f bir \u00fc\u00e7t\u0259k\u0259rli motosiklet g\u0259lir. \u018flac\u0131m k\u0259silmi\u015fdi, yeridim motosikletin qaba\u011f\u0131na, \u0259limin ikisini d\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131m:<\/p>\n

– Saxla, saxla…<\/p>\n

O da saxlay\u0131b s\u0259sini atd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na:<\/p>\n

– Ay qarda\u015f, m\u0259ni xataya salmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? M\u0259ni evd\u0259 on iki u\u015faq g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, ee…<\/p>\n

– Ne\u00e7\u0259 u\u015faq?<\/p>\n

– On iki…<\/p>\n

– Allah saxlas\u0131n, ay ma\u015fallah…<\/p>\n

Motosiklet s\u00fcr\u0259n k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz, “xalax\u0259trinqalmas\u0131n” dedi:<\/p>\n

– Allah sizinkil\u0259ri d\u0259 saxlas\u0131n. – Y\u0259ni s\u0259n m\u0259nim balalar\u0131ma alq\u0131\u015f el\u0259yirs\u0259n, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ninkil\u0259r\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011f ol, – dedim.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n d\u0259 sa\u011f ol, – dedi v\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sif\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, sif\u0259tin tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lm\u0259sinin birini g\u00f6rd\u00fck d\u0259 – qu\u015fum qonmu\u015fdu ona, n\u0259s\u0259 bir do\u011fmal\u0131q hiss el\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

– Do\u011frudan, on iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n var?<\/p>\n

– On iki imam haqq\u0131, – dedi.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n on iki imam?<\/p>\n

– Vallah, – g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc, – and i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 ki, and olsun, on ikisinin d\u0259 can\u0131na, el\u0259 bilirl\u0259r, on iki imama and i\u00e7ir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onun t\u0259rkind\u0259 oturmu\u015fdum. Bird\u0259n motosikleti saxlad\u0131, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxanda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n nur t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ke\u00e7di ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n nurdan ovuc-ovuc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yusan, bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xar? N\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 ox\u015fayar? Bu sual\u0131n cavab\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259lik deyil, ancaq Allah…<\/p>\n

O, bir d\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa s\u00fcz\u0259nd\u0259n sonra dedi:<\/p>\n

– Saa yaman qu\u015fum qonub, ged\u0259k biz\u0259…bir az dinc\u0259l, sonra yola salaram, ged\u0259rs\u0259n Bak\u0131ya.<\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n darvazas\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, u\u015faqlar\u0131n s\u0259si toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259nin s\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b qeyri-adi bir xor “kapellas\u0131” yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131zm\u0131\u015f, l\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rini arxas\u0131nda daraqlam\u0131\u015f H\u0259\u015ft\u0259rxan xoruzu da ortal\u0131qda xoruzlana-xoruzlana bu xora qo\u015fulurdu:<\/p>\n

– Qur… qur… qur.. qur… qur.. qur… – solo oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n

Rayon m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 k\u0259nd h\u0259yat\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259m-d\u0259stgah\u0131ynan. Dem\u0259li, m\u0259nim t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m \u0259sl k\u0259nd\u00e7i idi – t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0131rna\u011fa. O, samovara od sald\u0131, ancaq st\u0259kana q\u0259nd salmad\u0131, h\u0259l\u0259 tez idi – al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, sonra ma\u015fa g\u0259tirib qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131, arvad\u0131 – yar\u0131 evd\u0259 idi, k\u00fcs\u00fcb getm\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, kims\u0259 g\u0259lib onlar\u0131 bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rs\u0131n…<\/p>\n

\u018fvv\u0259l \u00e7ay d\u0259stgah\u0131 g\u0259ldi – b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndd\u0259-k\u0259s\u0259kd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi; sonra h\u0259y\u0259t \u00e7olpas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rtma, yan\u0131nda da sa\u011fd\u0131\u015f\u0131-sold\u0131\u015f\u0131, tut ara\u011f\u0131, bulaq suyu. Bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 tut ara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 verib i\u00e7dik, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259d\u0259-baba qrafinkas\u0131ynan bir bulaq suyu…<\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 torpaq qaynay\u0131rd\u0131 – torpa\u011f\u0131 bahar qaynad\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7ay d\u0259stgah\u0131 qabaqlar radioda veril\u0259n mu\u011fam d\u0259stgah\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Den\u0259n, bu \u00fc\u00e7 saatda m\u0259nim t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsa, soru\u015fdu ki, ay qonaq, kims\u0259n, n\u0259\u00e7is\u0259n, hardan g\u0259lib hara gedirs\u0259n? Ay t\u00f6vb\u0259, bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259. \u00dc\u00e7 saatdan \u00e7oxdu ki, bir yerd\u0259yik, evind\u0259 oturub ki\u015finin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini yeyir\u0259m, ad\u0131m\u0131 da bilmir, he\u00e7 m\u0259n d\u0259 onun ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m, o dem\u0259yib, m\u0259n d\u0259 soru\u015fmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

T\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n on iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131ndan yeddisi o\u011flan idi, be\u015fi q\u0131z. Yeddi qarda\u015f bir bac\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti burda i\u015f\u0259 yaram\u0131rd\u0131, burda yeddi qarda\u015f, be\u015f bac\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti k\u00f6k atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u00c7ay v\u0259 yem\u0259k d\u0259stgah\u0131ndan sonra u\u015faqlar\u0131nan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f d\u0259stgah\u0131 ba\u015flad\u0131; m\u0259lum oldu ki, on iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir ya\u015f f\u0259rq var; u\u015faqlar\u0131n t\u0259n yar\u0131s\u0131, y\u0259ni alt\u0131s\u0131 \u0259kiz olaraq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib, yerd\u0259 qalan alt\u0131s\u0131 is\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259k. Y\u0259ni \u0259kizl\u0259r o g\u0259li\u015fat\u0131 pozublar – onlar\u0131n aras\u0131 on-on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib. V\u0259 o da m\u0259lum oldu ki, o\u011flanlar\u0131n be\u015fi polis, biri m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259, biri is\u0259 prokuror olmaq ist\u0259yir. Q\u0131zlardan is\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc m\u00fc\u0259llim olmaq ist\u0259yir, ikisi is\u0259 u\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdiri – bax, sosial ist\u0259k bel\u0259 idi. \u0130n\u015fallah. Allah qism\u0259t el\u0259sin…<\/p>\n

Vaxt ke\u00e7irdi, Bak\u0131ya getm\u0259li idim. Yeni tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n on ikisini d\u0259 tut a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda s\u0131raya d\u00fcz\u00fcb, bir-bir \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131m. Evin xan\u0131m\u0131na da t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edib, motosiklet\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdim v\u0259 t\u0131r\u0131ldaya-t\u0131r\u0131ldaya avtova\u011fzala t\u0259r\u0259f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fck. Motosikletin t\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 k\u0259sil\u0259n kimi biz avtova\u011fzala \u00e7atd\u0131q. Motosikletd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n yeni tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ma dedim:<\/p>\n

– Al bunu, m\u0259nim vizit kart\u0131md\u0131r… Burada ad\u0131m, i\u015f yerim, ev telefonum, i\u015f telefonum ham\u0131s\u0131 yaz\u0131l\u0131b. N\u0259 vaxt Bak\u0131ya yolun d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259, g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k.Yax\u015f\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131… Allah qoysa, – t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m dedi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s s\u0259nin ad\u0131n n\u0259dir? – M\u0259n soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

– Ad\u0131m H\u0259middi…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259\u0259? – T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndim,- H\u0259mid?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259… n\u0259di ki?<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7, el\u0259-bel\u0259… dostumun ad\u0131d\u0131, – m\u0259n dedim.<\/p>\n

– Lap yax\u015f\u0131, – el\u0259 bil ki, dostumun ad\u0131n\u0131n H\u0259mid olmas\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olmad\u0131 – m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi…<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131, H\u0259mid, dem\u0259din n\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011fulsan? – Bundan sonra t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131m yox, H\u0259mid dey\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n…m\u0259n taksid\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m…taksi.., “Volqa” ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda bir g\u00fcn m\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m, bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 smen\u015fikim – iki n\u0259f\u0259rik…<\/p>\n

Dostum H\u0259mid g\u0259lib durdu g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 baxmad\u0131; m\u0259n d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdim ki, baxm\u0131r, d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n baxmas\u0131n, he\u00e7 baxmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, sizd\u0259 avtobazada ham\u0131n\u0131n smen\u015fiki olur?<\/p>\n

– Yox, o bax\u0131r adam\u0131na… – Taksi H\u0259mid dedi.<\/p>\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131. Avtobazan\u0131n m\u00fcdiri s\u0259nin on iki u\u015faq atas\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 niy\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alm\u0131r? O m\u00fcdir kimdi, haral\u0131d\u0131?<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z rayonumuzdand\u0131… Onun da ad\u0131 H\u0259middi… Ada\u015f\u0131q…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259mid, ada\u015f\u0131n n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r adamd\u0131? – M\u0259n soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

– Bel\u0259 baxanda, pis adam deyil. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259d\u0259 insafl\u0131 adamd\u0131… Siz oturun, m\u0259n indi g\u0259lir\u0259m,- taksi H\u0259mid dedi v\u0259 getm\u0259yiyn\u0259n qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131 bir oldu. – Bax, o g\u00f6y taksi Bak\u0131ya i\u015fl\u0259yir, \u00fc\u00e7 adam\u0131 var. Siz d\u0259 qabaqda oturacaqs\u0131n\u0131z, rahat ged\u0259rsiniz.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y ma\u015f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fanda taksi H\u0259mid \u0259lind\u0259ki tor z\u0259nbili m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

– Apar u\u015faqlara, \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u0259n\u0259 k\u0259nd \u00e7olpas\u0131d\u0131, arvad tez-t\u0259l\u0259sik p\u00f6\u015fd\u0259di, yoldu, t\u0259rt\u0259mizdi.<\/p>\n

– Ay H\u0259mid, n\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t verirs\u0259n ax\u0131?..<\/p>\n

– X\u0259cal\u0259tdi s\u0259nin ist\u0259m\u0259dikl\u0259rin olsun, – dedi H\u0259mid v\u0259 o saat rayon prokuroru yolda\u015f Qulamovun \u0259t taxtas\u0131na ox\u015fayan, yox, \u0259t taxtas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc kimi olan sif\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda dal\u011faland\u0131. El\u0259 bil ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fc \u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Taksi H\u0259midl\u0259 iyirmi ilin dostu kimi qucaqla\u015f\u0131b ayr\u0131ld\u0131q, k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostlar kimi bir-birimiz\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259dik. T\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131\u015flar kimi yox… k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostlar kimi. Avtobazan\u0131n r\u0259isi, iyirmi illik dostum, qarda\u015f\u0131m H\u0259midin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n iraq… Gec\u0259 saat on ikiy\u0259 be\u015f-on d\u0259qiq\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f ev\u0259 \u00e7atan kimi arvad dedi ki, H\u0259mid bayaqdan \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259yib, deyir, nigaranam.<\/p>\n

\u018flimd\u0259ki tor z\u0259nbili arvada verdim:<\/p>\n

– Al… k\u0259nd \u00e7olpalar\u0131d\u0131…H\u0259mid verdi, – do\u011frudan da, H\u0259mid vermi\u015fdi, int\u0259has\u0131, arvad\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 H\u0259mid yox, m\u0259nim t\u0259z\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, y\u0259ni yalan yox idi.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, H\u0259mid s\u0259ni bel\u0259 tez buraxd\u0131, onnan \u00e7\u0131xmayan i\u015f?<\/p>\n

– Sabah i\u015fd\u0259 olmal\u0131yam, \u00e7ox dir\u0259\u015fdi, ancaq…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259midgil n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259rdil\u0259r?<\/p>\n

Arvad d\u00f6rdt\u0259r\u0259fli hal-\u0259hval tutdu, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yazsam, g\u0259r\u0259k bir-iki v\u0259r\u0259q d\u0259 uzadam; m\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131saltma\u011f\u0131 sev\u0259n adam, d\u00fcz g\u0259lm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Telefon z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131, rayon z\u0259ngi idi. Arvad telefona t\u0259r\u0259f ged\u0259nd\u0259 dedim:<\/p>\n

– Bizimkil\u0259r olsa, h\u0259. H\u0259mid olsa, yorulub yat\u0131b…<\/p>\n

Arvad\u0131n iri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir az da almaland\u0131, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

– Alo, H\u0259mid qarda\u015f, \u00e7ox yor\u011fun g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 yuxulay\u0131rd\u0131, getdi yatma\u011fa…Dedi, m\u0259n evd\u0259 yoxam… Oldu…oldu…oldu…ham\u0131ya salam de…<\/p>\n

S\u0259h\u0259risi g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 yen\u0259 rayon z\u0259ngl\u0259ri, yen\u0259 H\u0259mid, yen\u0259 “m\u0259n evd\u0259 yoxam”. Ax\u0131rda m\u0259cbur olub arvada h\u0259r \u015feyi bitd\u0259-bitd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Arvad da \u00e7ox narahat v\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq asandan sonra q\u0259tnam\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 ki, H\u0259midin \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir antiinsani t\u0259rkib olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar hesab edilm\u0259sin v\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda \u0259rinin q\u0259lbind\u0259 ba\u015flanan naraz\u0131l\u0131qlar i\u015fin\u0259 xitam verilsin. Bax, bel\u0259…<\/p>\n

Arvad\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti ancaq bu m\u00f6vzudayd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259k bilmirdi. Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259t art\u0131q “d\u0131\u011f-d\u0131\u011f” s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 idi; ax\u0131rda bezdim:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n ancaq bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015faram! – dedim, – ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 m\u0259ni onunla \u0259vv\u0259lki \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t\u0259 qaytara bilm\u0259z. – \u018flimi d\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari stola \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131m ki, a\u011fr\u0131mas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– Yaz\u0131q deyir ki, d\u00fczd\u00fcr, m\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m var…ancaq n\u0259 des\u0259, raz\u0131yam. Atamgil d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dedil\u0259r, abr\u0131m\u0131 \u0259t\u0259yim\u0259 b\u00fckd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, bu n\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dirs\u0259, arqac s\u0259nn\u0259n ke\u00e7ib, ax\u0131 o s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, gec\u0259 g\u0259lib bizd\u0259 qalacaq, doyunca s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k. Nooldu b\u0259s?<\/p>\n

– Birc\u0259 \u015f\u0259rtim var, – dedim.<\/p>\n

– Buyurun, g\u00f6r\u0259k, – arvad lap “Vaqif” pyesind\u0259ki s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

– Avtobazan\u0131n r\u0259isidi. Onun bir i\u015f\u00e7isi var, onun da ad\u0131 H\u0259middi, taksi \u015foferidi. D\u00fcz.. n\u0259 az, n\u0259 \u00e7ox, on iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 var. Bir k\u00f6hn\u0259 taksi verib ona, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yan\u0131na bir smen\u015fik d\u0259 verib, bir g\u00fcnd\u0259n bir i\u015fl\u0259yir. Bax, h\u0259min o H\u0259mid\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 bir taksi versin, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 q\u0259mi\u015fsiz – smen\u015fik olmas\u0131n. Ondan sonra onnan bar\u0131\u015faram.<\/p>\n

– Eliy\u0259r, eliy\u0259r… o h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131, – arvad \u00e7ox arxay\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u0259lav\u0259mi d\u0259 etdim:<\/p>\n

– \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ona deyn\u0259n ki, m\u0259n dedikl\u0259rimi el\u0259m\u0259yinc\u0259 z\u0259ng-zad el\u0259m\u0259sin.<\/p>\n

– Dey\u0259r\u0259m, z\u0259ng el\u0259m\u0259z, – arvad\u0131n arxay\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki ay yar\u0131m H\u0259midin z\u0259ngl\u0259ri ba\u015f-beynimizi aparmad\u0131. M\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015firdim ki, taksi H\u0259midin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini m\u00fcdir H\u0259mid, y\u0259qin \u00e7oxdan g\u00f6nd\u0259rib tarixin g\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z, qaranl\u0131q arxivin\u0259…<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam eyvanda arvadla \u00e7ay i\u00e7irdik; yen\u0259 rayon z\u0259ngi. Bizd\u0259 telefon d\u0259st\u0259yini h\u0259r zaman arvad g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr:<\/p>\n

– Alo… b\u0259li…b\u0259li… oo, s\u0259ni \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259r olasan, qoy g\u00f6r\u00fcm, bir d\u0259yq\u0259, – arvad d\u0259st\u0259yi yer\u0259 qoyub eyvana g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259middi, deyir ki, bac\u0131, s\u0259nin dedikl\u0259rini etdim, q\u0259tt\u0259z\u0259 “Volqa”, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0259k… \u0130ndi n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n? – arvad el\u0259 sevinirdi ki…<\/p>\n

– Ona deyn\u0259n ki, deyir, inanm\u0131ram, qoy \u015fofer H\u0259mid u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 da y\u0131\u011fs\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131na, g\u0259lsin Bak\u0131ya, g\u00f6z\u00fcmn\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcm, onnan sonra h\u0259…<\/p>\n

– Eybi yoxdu, qarda\u015f, – arvad d\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259yirdi, – buracan el\u0259mis\u0259n, neyn\u0259k, bunu da el\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259k, bundan sonra n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc olacaq.<\/p>\n

Hiss el\u0259dim ki, arvadla dostum H\u0259mid m\u0259nim t\u0259klifim bar\u0259d\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u0259ldil\u0259r, d\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n d\u0259 bir az sakitl\u0259\u015fdim…<\/p>\n

\u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra \u015fofer H\u0259mid u\u015faqlar\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f yerin\u0259 – “Volqa”ya y\u0131\u011f\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015fdi biz\u0259. Yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n u\u00e7ma\u011fa qanad\u0131 yox idi.<\/p>\n

– \u015eirinlik verdin? – m\u0259n \u015fofer H\u0259midin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 zill\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259..apard\u0131m evinn\u0259…atl\u0131 xal\u00e7a idi…\u00dc\u00e7 metrin metr yar\u0131ma.. h\u0259…n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r el\u0259dim, g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 dedi g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di? – soru\u015fdum.<\/p>\n

– Dedi, apar sat.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdim:<\/p>\n

– Dedi, apar sat, pulunu g\u0259tir? – g\u00f6zl\u0259rim b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– Yoox…Dedi, apar sat, u\u015faqlara \u0259yin-ba\u015f al.<\/p>\n

Deyirl\u0259r ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259rin ax\u0131r\u0131 s\u00fclhn\u0259n qurtar\u0131r; m\u0259n d\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00fcs\u0259nl\u0259r ax\u0131rda bar\u0131\u015f\u0131llar. M\u0259nn\u0259n yazmaqd\u0131… \u0130nanan inans\u0131n, inanmayan lap d\u00fcn\u0259nn\u0259n inanmas\u0131n – he\u00e7 vecim\u0259 d\u0259 deyil…<\/p>\n

“\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”<\/p>\n

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