{"id":20774,"date":"2025-02-01T15:22:44","date_gmt":"2025-02-01T11:22:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20774"},"modified":"2025-02-01T15:24:06","modified_gmt":"2025-02-01T11:24:06","slug":"tamammi-%c9%99f%c9%99ndim-irad%c9%99-aytel-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20774","title":{"rendered":"Tamamm\u0131, \u0259f\u0259ndim? – \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>\u0130BRAH\u0130M \u0130LYASLI \u0130L\u0130<\/i><\/strong><\/p>\n

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K\u00fcll\u00fc-al\u0259m bir ola,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir an\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259d\u0259mm\u0259z.<\/em><\/p>\n

Vaxt bir Allah g\u00f6rk\u00fcd\u00fc,<\/em><\/p>\n

Vaxta Salam-\u018fleyk\u00fcm!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 \u201cSalam-\u018fleyk\u00fcm\u201dl\u0259 ba\u015flamaq. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n \u201cSalam-\u0259leyk\u00fcm\u201d\u00fc il\u0259.<\/p>\n

Telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259timizd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

– \u201cBa\u015f\u0131 b\u0259lal\u0131m, nej\u0259siz?\u201d<\/p>\n

-Nej\u0259 olajam, d\u0259rdi\u015f, bel\u0259j\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

-Deyir\u0259m, ay \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131, m\u0259n sevdiyim \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259n yan ke\u00e7mir\u0259m, o \u015ferin m\u00fc\u0259llifind\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131ram, ama he\u00e7 sizd\u0259n yazmam\u0131\u015fam….<\/p>\n

-\u0130nan\u0131rsanm\u0131, d\u0259rdi\u015f, bu savax el\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 onu fikirr\u0259\u015firdim ki, Aytel niy\u0259 he\u00e7 m\u0259nn\u0259n yazm\u0131r…\u201d<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259timizd\u0259n xeyli vaxt ke\u00e7ir… maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, yazmaq ist\u0259diyim adamdan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 gec yaz\u0131ram. T\u0259l\u0259sir\u0259m, amma gecikm\u0259y\u0259…<\/p>\n

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\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Akif S\u0259m\u0259dl\u0259 eyni zamanda tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam. Daha do\u011frusu, Akif S\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 ithaf etdiyi \u015feirl\u0259 h\u0259m \u0130brahim m\u00fc\u0259llimi, h\u0259m d\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259di tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fam:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259nim xalamo\u011flu do\u011fru ki\u015fiydi,<\/em><\/p>\n

Yalanlar \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc Akif S\u0259m\u0259di.<\/em><\/p>\n

…T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t, \u0259sg\u0259rd\u0259n r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t<\/em><\/p>\n

Alanlar \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc Akif S\u0259m\u0259di!<\/em><\/p>\n

– el\u0259 bu \u015feird\u0259n sonra Akif S\u0259m\u0259d yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 oxudum, \u00f6yr\u0259ndim v\u0259 \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u018fli K\u0259rim ad\u0131na Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r Poeziya klubunda ba\u015f tutdu. G\u00f6z\u0259l insan, kitablar\u0131n m\u0259h\u015fur t\u0259rtibat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, sin\u0259si s\u00f6zl\u0259 (g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259) dolu Ramiz H\u00fcmm\u0259tin say\u0259sind\u0259 ba\u015f tutan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f zaman\u0131 m\u0259n h\u0259m d\u0259 bildim ki, \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 bu poeziya evinin\u00a0 direktoru v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Onu \u00e7oxlar\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tind\u0259n, insaniyy\u0259tind\u0259n, qonaqp\u0259rv\u0259rliyind\u0259n, humanistliyind\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7mayaca\u011fam, sad\u0259c\u0259, o b\u00f6y\u00fck insan\u0131n \u2013 \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan b\u0259hs ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. O yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ki, ustadlar\u0131ndan \u2013 Yunis \u018fmr\u0259d\u0259n, Qurbanid\u0259n, Tufarqanl\u0131 Abbasdan, X\u0259st\u0259 Qas\u0131mdan, Vaqifd\u0259n, Vidadid\u0259n, Qaracao\u011flandan, A\u015f\u0131q \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rd\u0259n, H\u00fcseyn Cavidd\u0259n, Sabird\u0259n, Hadid\u0259n, S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fundan, \u015e\u0259hriyardan, \u018fli K\u0259rimd\u0259n v\u0259 s. d\u0259rs ald\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259rs oldu. Ham\u0131 kimi qat-qat, qalaq-qalaq, r\u0259f-r\u0259f kitablar yazmaqdansa, az-az, lakin b\u0259dii v\u0259 m\u0259ntiqi (k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 v\u0259 sabaha u\u011furlu) fikirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol se\u00e7di. V\u0259 el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Yunis \u018fmr\u0259nin ruh davam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d \u201c\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 \u201cs\u00f6zd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc ba\u015fqas\u0131ndan borc ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259, ba\u015fqas\u0131na \u0259l a\u00e7ma\u011fa ehtiyac\u0131 yoxdu\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259di, \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na etibar el\u0259di, g\u00fcv\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n

Akif S\u0259m\u0259dd\u0259n, \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131dan dan\u0131\u015fanda r\u0259ssam Nevai Metinin d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu \u00fc\u00e7 dostun q\u0259mi-d\u0259mi, yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131-pisi bir ocaqda bi\u015fib, bir ocaqdan boy verib. \u015eairin N\u0259vai Metin\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ray\u0131l\u0131s\u0131nda da bu \u0259rk g\u00f6rkl\u0259nir:<\/p>\n

Ay N\u0259vai, bilirs\u0259nmi,<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u0259di m\u0259nim davam s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dost-dostuyla n\u0259f\u0259s alar,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259riklidi havam s\u0259nn\u0259n.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n bir d\u0259li r\u0259ssamam\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 is\u0259<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259kill\u0259nir q\u0259l\u0259mimd\u0259
\nDo\u011fulmam\u0131\u015f bir adam.
\nM\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m, yavrum,
\nM\u0259n bir d\u0259li r\u0259ssamam<\/em>.<\/p>\n

– dey\u0259n \u015fair b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng, \u0259tirli, s\u0259sli, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131, k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u015feirl\u0259rini el\u0259 r\u0259ssam dostu Nevai Metinin tablolar\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcr v\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fc boyunca arzular\u0131nda yolland\u0131\u011f\u0131 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 ithaf etdiyi \u015feirinin giri\u015find\u0259 d\u0259 r\u0259ssam\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir v\u0259 onun say\u0259sind\u0259 v\u00fcsal\u0131na erdiyi T\u00fcrkiy\u0259ni bel\u0259 v\u0259sf edir:<\/p>\n

N\u0259 zamand\u0131r bu nura, i\u015f\u0131\u011fa yol g\u0259lirdim,<\/em><\/p>\n

Bir s\u00f6z \u0259zizl\u0259nirdi \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 – T\u00fcrkiy\u0259!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Q\u0259ml\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259m sinonimdi h\u0259m d\u0259 antonim. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259r biri eyni hissd\u0259n do\u011fan fikrin feill\u0259nm\u0259sidi. lakin, \u00e7ox f\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259. Sanki bu iki hal birlikd\u0259 K\u00fcr \u00e7ay\u0131d\u0131r. O h\u0259lim, m\u00fclayim, sakit d\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, yaxud, d\u0259li-dolu, l\u0259p\u0259li, da\u015fl\u0131-\u00e7\u0131nq\u0131ll\u0131 da. N\u0259tic\u0259 etibar\u0131 il\u0259, bir yer\u0259 \u00fcz tutur, m\u0259qs\u0259di o yolu getm\u0259kdir. Y\u0259ni q\u0259m\u0131n l\u0259piri g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n, sakit-sakit \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259 (s\u00f6z\u0259) yol g\u0259lir, k\u0259d\u0259r is\u0259 dal\u011fal\u0131-dal\u011fal\u0131, hissl\u0259ri yara-yara, arzular\u0131 tapdalaya-tapdalaya, \u0259trafdak\u0131lar\u0131 yand\u0131ra-yand\u0131ra, a\u011flada-a\u011flada, g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259 i\u00e7d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Bu b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259 v\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fair a\u015f\u0131q \u018fli Quliyev\u0259 ithaf etdiyi qo\u015fmas\u0131nda \u00e7ox lakonik \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 anlad\u0131r:<\/p>\n

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…D\u0259rd yar\u0131 olard\u0131 d\u0259rd ola bils\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

Biz \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n n\u0259dis\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259rdi, \u0259mi!<\/em><\/p>\n

Q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n axanda q\u0259m y\u0131\u011fna\u011f\u0131d\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

Saza qald\u0131randa k\u0259d\u0259rdi, \u0259mi!…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

V\u0259 buradan bir n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k olar; \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 d\u0259rdin k\u0259d\u0259r yox, el\u0259 q\u0259m hal\u0131ndad\u0131. \u00c7\u0259kdikl\u0259rini sakit-sakit, m\u0259hzun-m\u0259hzun, gizlin-gizlin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir. \u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 da\u015fm\u0131r, sel-tufan olmur. Onun k\u0259d\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 i\u00e7in\u0259 ba\u015f vurmaq laz\u0131md\u0131. \u0130\u00e7in\u0259 ba\u015f vuranda is\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 zaman\u0131yla ayaqla\u015fammasa da, zaman\u0131yla s\u00f6zl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yi, dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bacaran \u015fairin zaman\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 s\u0259rrastl\u0131qla a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki, \u0259slind\u0259 xalq\u0131n m\u00f6vcud durumuna, haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, qana-qadaya o ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox yan\u0131r, ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox reaksiya verir:<\/p>\n

\u2026Divarlar\u0131n bu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nQism\u0259tim q\u00fcbard\u0131 m\u0259nim.
\nH\u0259r yan g\u00f6z\u0259llikdi, Tanr\u0131m,
\nH\u0259r yan\u0131m divard\u0131 m\u0259nim.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ona z\u0259ng ed\u0259nd\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cNec\u0259s\u0259n\u201d \u015feirinin misralar\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131ram. El\u0259 yaz\u0131m\u0131 da bu misrayla ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bu \u015feir \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir; s\u0259mimi, co\u015f\u011fulu, q\u0259mli, sevgi dolu, g\u0259nc… v\u0259 bu \u015feirin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n misalla \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, \u015feiri b\u00fct\u00f6v verir\u0259m:<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim s\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlarda
\nYamand\u0131 hal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n\u00d6zg\u0259sin\u0259 qism\u0259t olan
\nCah\u0131-c\u0259lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/em><\/p>\n

Yalana d\u00f6nd\u00fc ger\u00e7\u0259yim,
\nAy g\u00f6z\u0259lim, ay g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259yim.
\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259nim, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yim,
\nP\u0259t\u0259yim, bal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/em><\/p>\n

Da\u015fam yolun \u00fcst\u0259 bit\u0259n,
\nN\u0259 sirdi anlamaz yet\u0259n.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc, k\u00f6nl\u00fc dil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n,
\nDill\u0259ri lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/em><\/p>\n

Z\u0259r-zibam, l\u0259lim, g\u00f6vh\u0259rim,
\nYaqut-Y\u0259m\u0259n, simu-z\u0259rim,
\nBarmaqlar\u0131 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rim,
\nBa\u015f\u0131 b\u0259lal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn d\u00f6nm\u0259z m\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n mu\u011fat ol bar\u0131.
\n\u0130brahimin sit\u0259mkar\u0131,
\nNec\u0259s\u0259n, zal\u0131m, nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/em><\/p>\n


\n<\/em><\/strong>\u0130nc\u0259li olmaq el\u0259 \u015fair olmaq dem\u0259kdir. \u0130nc\u0259li olmaq inc\u0259 q\u0259lbli, \u015firin l\u0259hc\u0259li, sazl\u0131-s\u00f6zl\u00fc, bayat\u0131l\u0131, q\u0131mq\u0131mal\u0131 olmaq dem\u0259kdir. \u0130nc\u0259 q\u0131mq\u0131malar\u0131 ta n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimizin dilind\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yol g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z bakir\u0259liyini, orjinall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259yib. \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 da o q\u0131mq\u0131malara sadiq qalaraq \u00f6z q\u0131mq\u0131malar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rdir, misralar\u0131nda \u0259zizl\u0259yir, boyunu sevir:<\/p>\n

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\u0130nc\u0259d\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u011flar,<\/em><\/p>\n

Qara baxt\u0131 \u2013 a\u011f yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u011f umudu qara \u00f6rp\u0259k:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n yar\u0131mdan yar\u0131mad\u0131m,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni d\u0259 he\u00e7 yar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131\u00e7\u0131k, –<\/em><\/p>\n

Sar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, sar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131\u00e7\u0259k.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131b. “Ham\u0131 bir k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir” (1998), “M\u0259n bir s\u00f6z bilir\u0259m” (2006), “Yuxuma s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015f adam” (2011)\u00a0 kitablar\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir. Mart ay\u0131n\u0131n 10-da Qazax rayonunun Aslanb\u0259yli k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olmu\u015f \u015fairin bu il 50 illik yubileyi qeyd edildi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn dem\u0259k olar ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn mediya ondan yazd\u0131, ondan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131… T\u0259k m\u0259n susdum. Q\u0259rib\u0259 olan is\u0259 bu idi ki, \u0130brahim m\u00fc\u0259llimd\u0259n s\u00f6z dem\u0259yi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n ist\u0259mi\u015fdim. Fikrimi Nevai Metin\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim ki, \u015fairi qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259ncliyi m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti il\u0259 m\u0259n t\u0259brik etm\u0259dim ax\u0131… Cavab\u0131nda: \u201cYubiley ilboyu olur, bu il \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 ilidi, yazarsan\u201d dedi. V\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259brikimi pay\u0131za saxlad\u0131m. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 baharda d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n \u015fairin pay\u0131za yolunu el\u0259 pay\u0131zda qutlamaq imi\u015f qism\u0259tim. O \u015fairin ki, h\u0259r \u015feiri yarananda ur\u0259yind\u0259 s\u00f6z k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn yeri qal\u0131r:<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni
\nQana-qana
\nYazmaq olmur,
\nYaza-yaza
\nQanmaq.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yetm\u0259yin
\nBirc\u0259 yolu var:
\nYanmaq!!!
\nYanmaq!!!
\nYanmaq!!!
\n<\/em>
\n\u018fsil \u015fairliyin Tanr\u0131 vergisi oldu\u011funu dey\u0259n \u015fair, \u015feirl\u0259rinin birba\u015fa \u0130lahi q\u00fcvv\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011funu a\u00e7\u0131qlay\u0131r. Y\u0259ni m\u0259qs\u0259dli \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 (qana-qana) \u015feir yazmazlar, yana-yana yazmaq, \u015feri qo\u015fmaq yox, \u015fair olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131 deyir:<\/p>\n

Q\u0259l\u0259m, d\u0259ft\u0259r \u2013 d\u00f6rd divar,
\nSevinc, q\u0259m, giley-g\u00fczar,
\n\u015eeir qo\u015fma\u011fa n\u0259 var, –
\n\u015eair olmaq z\u00fcl\u00fcmm\u00fc\u015f!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eeir – sevgidir! \u015eeir yazmaq sevdiyin insanla sevi\u015fm\u0259k, can bir q\u0259lb olmaqd\u0131r! Nec\u0259 ki insan sev\u0259nd\u0259 durulur, dar\u0131l\u0131r, h\u0259yata ba\u011flan\u0131r, olum v\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulay\u0131r (q\u0131sqancl\u0131q, x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lanan zaman), t\u0259k bir n\u0259f\u0259rin timsal\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259ti sevir, sevgilisin\u0259 can at\u0131r, v\u00fcsal h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 qovrulur, hicran oduna yan\u0131r \u015feir d\u0259 el\u0259dir. Yazmay\u0131nca qovrulursan, v\u00fcsal\u0131na \u00e7atanda durulursan, k\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7ini silk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259nirs\u0259n, ruhunun p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidirs\u0259n:<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n divan\u0259dir,<\/em>
\nBilir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/em>
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mla da\u011f\u0131-da\u015f\u0131,,<\/em>
\nD\u0259lir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/em><\/p>\n

Uydurmad\u0131m daha n\u0259l\u0259r,<\/em>
\nQurtar\u0131bd\u0131r b\u0259han\u0259l\u0259r.<\/em>
\nQon\u015funuza ax\u015fam-s\u0259h\u0259r,<\/em>
\nG\u0259lir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130brahim\u0259m i\u00e7in-\u00e7in,<\/em>
\nS\u0131zlay\u0131ram, gedir k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm.<\/em>
\n\u00d6lm\u00fcr\u0259m ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/em>
\n\u00f6l<\/em>\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/em><\/p>\n

V\u0259 sonda, \u201c\u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131 ili\u201d munasib\u0259ti il\u0259 \u015fairi v\u0259 \u015feirsev\u0259rl\u0259ri t\u0259brik edir\u0259m,\u00a0 \u015fair, yana-yana yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131z oxucular\u0131n\u0131za mayak olsun, yol g\u00f6st\u0259rsin (nec\u0259 ki mayakd\u0131r, yol g\u00f6st\u0259rir!<\/p>\n

V\u0259ss\u0259lam!
\n– Tamamm\u0131, \u0259f\u0259ndim?
\n– Tamam, tamam!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\"\"<\/a>\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/em><\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131ya 231 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130BRAH\u0130M \u0130LYASLI \u0130L\u0130   K\u00fcll\u00fc-al\u0259m bir ola, Bir an\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259d\u0259mm\u0259z. Vaxt bir Allah g\u00f6rk\u00fcd\u00fc, Vaxta Salam-\u018fleyk\u00fcm! \u00a0 N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 \u201cSalam-\u018fleyk\u00fcm\u201dl\u0259 ba\u015flamaq. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131n\u0131n \u201cSalam-\u0259leyk\u00fcm\u201d\u00fc il\u0259. Telefon s\u00f6hb\u0259timizd\u0259n… – \u201cBa\u015f\u0131 b\u0259lal\u0131m, nej\u0259siz?\u201d -Nej\u0259 olajam, d\u0259rdi\u015f, bel\u0259j\u0259n\u0259. -Deyir\u0259m, ay \u0130brahim \u0130lyasl\u0131, m\u0259n sevdiyim \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259n yan ke\u00e7mir\u0259m, o \u015ferin m\u00fc\u0259llifind\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131ram, ama he\u00e7 sizd\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20774"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20774"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20774\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20777,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20774\/revisions\/20777"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20774"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20774"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20774"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}