{"id":20932,"date":"2025-04-03T11:09:57","date_gmt":"2025-04-03T07:09:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20932"},"modified":"2025-04-03T11:09:57","modified_gmt":"2025-04-03T07:09:57","slug":"nur%c9%99ddin-%c9%99diloglu-qoca-r%c9%99ssam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=20932","title":{"rendered":"Nur\u0259ddin \u018fD\u0130LO\u011eLU – QOCA R\u018fSSAM"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>(Hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 idi. \u00c7im\u04d9rliy\u04d9 yax\u0131n yolun k\u04d9nar\u0131ndak\u0131 uca \u00e7inar a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u04d9si getdikc\u04d9 sahil\u04d9 do\u011fru uzan\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131l, s\u0131x yarpaqlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u04d9n q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcn\u04d9\u015f z\u04d9rr\u04d9l\u04d9ri nar\u0131n qum d\u04d9n\u04d9cikl\u04d9rind\u04d9, d\u04d9nizin mavi sular\u0131nda, \u00e7im\u04d9rlik geyiml\u04d9ri v\u04d9 z\u04d9rif \u04d9ndamlar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 ba\u015fdan alan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcsl\u04d9y\u04d9n zin\u04d9t \u04d9\u015fyalar\u0131nda b\u04d9rq vururdu. Bir azdan ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kdi. Getdikc\u0259 kims\u0259sizl\u0259\u015f\u0259n d\u0259niz narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla y\u0131r\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131. Arabir mavi dal\u011falar\u0131n qoynundan sahil\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc x\u0259zri \u0259sirdi.<\/p>\n

O, sakitc\u0259 dal\u011fal\u0131 d\u0259niz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Uzaqlara dikilmi\u015f bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda t\u0259nha bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn iztirablar\u0131 q\u0259rar tutmu\u015fdu\u2026 Bayaqdan molbertin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u2013 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b-y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan balaca k\u0259tild\u0259 oturub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalan tablodan ona g\u0259nc bir q\u0131z boylan\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki r\u0259ssam\u0131n bikef hal\u0131na ac\u0131yan \u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li\u201dnin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259ri \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u2026\u0130ll\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259s\u0259r\u0259 yar\u0131\u00e7\u0131lpaq poza ver\u0259n sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, q\u0131vr\u0131msa\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259nizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan su p\u0259risin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. R\u0259ssam r\u0259smini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 ona d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 a\u015fiq olmu\u015fdu. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fa da, cavab \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 q\u0131z g\u00fclm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcb \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. F\u0259q\u0259t tablosunu bitirm\u0259mi\u015f k\u00fcl\u0259kli g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131n d\u0259nizin qoynunda qeyb olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 r\u0259ssam he\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirm\u0259zdi. D\u0259lil\u0259r kimi, \u201cLal\u0259, Lal\u0259\u2026\u201d \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131raraq, hu\u015fu it\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n d\u0259niz\u0259 ba\u015f vurmu\u015fdu. Dal\u011f\u0131clar iki g\u00fcn axtarsalar da q\u0131z\u0131n c\u0259s\u0259dini tapmad\u0131lar\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130tkin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li\u201dnin at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u201c\u00dcmid m\u0259sk\u0259ni\u201d adlanan u\u015faq evind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n olunanda, d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli itgid\u0259n sars\u0131lan r\u0259ssam m\u00fcqq\u0259ssir kimi m\u00fchakim\u0259 edildi. \u018fvv\u0259l h\u0259bsxanaya, sonra ruhi x\u0259st\u0259xanaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Aradan ill\u0259r \u00f6td\u00fc\u2026 Bir g\u00fcn emalatxanas\u0131nda o yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f tablosunu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb sahil\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, su p\u0259risin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f sevgilisi d\u0259nizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yen\u0259 onun h\u00fczuruna g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k\u2026<\/p>\n

Taxta \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7\u0131v\u0259d\u0259 ill\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz dayanmaqdan usanan q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259kili d\u0259 sanki canl\u0131 varl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcb qoca r\u0259ssam\u0131 dald\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259nizind\u0259n ay\u0131rmaq, yenid\u0259n onun ilham p\u0259risi olmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cS\u0259n hardasan, Lal\u0259?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cD\u0259nizd\u0259y\u0259m\u2026 Atam da, anam da d\u0259nizd\u0259 olur!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cAx\u0131 ata-anan olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 niy\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259dirdin?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259n onlar\u0131 h\u0259yatda \u00e7ox axtar\u0131b-arad\u0131m, amma d\u0259nizd\u0259 tapd\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cB\u04d9s niy\u04d9 s\u04d9n m\u04d9n\u04d9 on s\u04d9kkiz ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 \u00e7oxdan doldurdu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u04d9din?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c\u00c7\u04d9kdiyim \u04d9zab\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dedim. M\u04d9n anam\u0131n b\u04d9tnin\u04d9 d\u00fc\u015f\u04d9nd\u04d9n \u04d9zabdayd\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6zl\u00fc, d\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li, m\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u0259ni burda g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cDar\u0131xma, bir g\u00fcn s\u0259ninl\u0259 yen\u0259 burda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik!..\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi qoca r\u0259ssam g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir an bel\u0259 dal\u011fal\u0131 d\u0259nizin qoynundan ay\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u015faqraq q\u0131z g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc qulaqlar\u0131na doldu. \u00c7evrilib \u0259trafa boyland\u0131, ancaq he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f s\u0259si \u00e7\u0259kib onu arxas\u0131nca ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 apard\u0131\u2026 \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 Lal\u0259 il\u0259 burada rastla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; onun sar\u0131, g\u00fcll\u00fc \u00e7im\u0259rlik paltar\u0131, hamar i\u015f\u0131ldayan d\u0259risi, \u015fux, inc\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259ni ruhunu yerind\u0259n oynatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, xeyli dil-a\u011f\u0131z ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra q\u0259z\u0131n r\u0259smini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 F\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 salan anda qeyri-iradi \u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li\u201d dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bird\u0259n diksinib dayand\u0131. L\u0259p\u0259d\u00f6y\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir q\u0131z uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dal\u011falar sahili \u00f6p\u00fcb-ox\u015fad\u0131qca onun q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259nizin \u015for suyu q\u0131z\u0131n inc\u0259, z\u0259rif b\u0259d\u0259nini ehmall\u0131ca si\u011fallay\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z bu t\u0259masdan m\u0259st olur, sanki sevincind\u0259n qanad a\u00e7\u0131b u\u00e7maq, qa\u011fay\u0131lara qo\u015fulmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cLal\u0259\u2026 D\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li, qay\u0131td\u0131n n\u0259hay\u0259t\u2026 M\u0259n\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cS\u04d9n… m\u04d9nim nigaran ruhumun r\u04d9smini \u00e7\u04d9k\u04d9 bil\u04d9rs\u04d9n?\u201d<\/p>\n

R\u0259ssam c\u0259ld add\u0131mlarla h\u0259mya\u015f\u0131d oldu\u011fu qoca \u00e7inar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259ki molbertin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. O, bu g\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259yyar emalatxana se\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Buradan h\u0259m yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7im\u0259rlik ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u0259nizin dal\u011falar\u0131 il\u0259 u\u015faq kimi \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259n q\u0131za baxa-baxa bir an yerind\u0259c\u0259 heyk\u0259l kimi donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026 \u201c\u0130lahi, bu q\u0131z m\u0259nim Lal\u0259m\u0259 \u2013 d\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259lim\u0259 nec\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir!.. B\u0259lk\u0259 o, d\u0259nizin qoynundan \u00e7\u0131xan ba\u015fqa su p\u0259risidir? B\u0259s onda niy\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri bu q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir?!\u201d<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z da qum \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 uzan\u0131b, q\u0131zmar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f istisind\u0259n v\u0259 il\u0131q l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259mas\u0131ndan l\u0259zz\u0259t ala-ala ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 oynad\u0131r, dodaqlar\u0131nda z\u0259rif bir mahn\u0131 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 edirdi. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f is\u0259 mavi d\u0259nizl\u0259, qumlu sahill\u0259, ayd\u0131n s\u0259ma il\u0259 vidala\u015fma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra q\u0131z daha cingiltili s\u0259sl\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc. El\u0259 bil i\u00e7ind\u0259 ill\u0259rl\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b qalan \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259li bir ehtiras vulkan kimi k\u00fckr\u0259di\u2026 \u201cM\u0259nim Lal\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z d\u0259rdini g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdiyi q\u0131z \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259-g\u0259z\u0259 sanki \u00e7im\u0259rlik paltar\u0131nda n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li\u201d yar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131ndan qalib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O gah dal\u011falar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 at\u0131l\u0131r, gah d\u0259niz\u0259 ba\u015f vurur, gah da \u0259traf\u0131 \u00fcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 seyr edirdi\u2026 \u201cAman tanr\u0131m, o do\u011furdan da m\u0259nim itkin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sevgilimin ox\u015far\u0131d\u0131r\u2026 \u201d<\/p>\n

T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259, duru\u015funda saymazyana \u0259da vard\u0131. Qoca r\u0259ssam is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 sanki bu inc\u0259 m\u0259xluqu yem\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z ona m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan yar\u0131b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc dizl\u0259ri bir-birind\u0259n aral\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 uzan\u0131b q\u00fcrub g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin sonuncu z\u0259rr\u0259l\u0259rinin il\u0131q t\u0259mas\u0131ndan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumaraq, islaq sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tumarlay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 Qoca r\u0259ssam fir\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131. Yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f \u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li\u201d tablosunu tamamlamaq \u00fcmidiyl\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fild\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bu g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 yox oldu\u2026 D\u0259nizd\u0259n peyda olan bir g\u0259nc o\u011flan q\u0131z\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub suya \u00e7\u0259kdi. Q\u0131z var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra ikisi d\u0259 t\u0259ngin\u0259f\u0259s halda dayanaraq bir-birin\u0259 sar\u0131ld\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Qaca r\u0259ssam t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissiyl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir an d\u0259niz qoynundak\u0131 bu intim tablondan \u00e7\u0259kib avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131na sar\u0131 boyland\u0131. Sonra asta-asta sol qolunu qald\u0131r\u0131b, saat\u0131na baxd\u0131. V\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259nizin sahilind\u0259 intim v\u0259 canl\u0131 tablonun seyrin\u0259 dald\u0131\u2026 G\u0259nc o\u011flanla o d\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259lin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z qucaqla\u015f\u0131b h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. El\u0259 bil bu iki n\u0259f\u0259r ill\u0259rl\u0259 bir-birini axtar\u0131r\u0131m\u015f, t\u0259sad\u00fcf onlar\u0131 burada- q\u00fcrub g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin nuruna q\u0259rq olan d\u0259nizin sahilind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Cavanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fqa sahild\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

Qoca r\u0259ssam g\u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc tax\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi q\u0259zeti a\u00e7\u0131b oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yox, buna oxumaq dem\u0259zdil\u0259r, bu \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tapan anda itir\u0259n adam\u0131n pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q i\u00e7ind\u0259 vurnuxmas\u0131, daha do\u011frusu, yaln\u0131z q\u0259zetin s\u0259rl\u00f6vh\u0259sind\u0259 yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 oxuma\u011fa k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz halda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259cbur etm\u0259k c\u0259hdi idi\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 ac\u0131qla q\u0259zeti onun \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b c\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Qoca r\u0259ssam i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir bo\u015fluq duydu. Q\u0259zeti ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyub, k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin yaxas\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b i\u00e7ind\u0259ki bo\u015flu\u011fu doldurmaq ist\u0259di. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu. X\u0259yal\u0131nda ruhunu titr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259k bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259, he\u00e7 bir r\u0259ssam\u0131n yarada bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi bir tablo canland\u0131; b\u0259d\u0259ninin b\u00fct\u00fcn cizgil\u0259rini g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 mavi \u00e7im\u0259rlik paltar\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u0259l bir q\u0131z\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na x\u0259fif \u0259s\u0259n meh s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Yuxar\u0131dan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f q\u0131za, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan q\u0131z da g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. D\u0259niz mavi, s\u0259ma mavi, h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f masmavi r\u0259ng\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Birc\u0259 nar\u0131n qum d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259ri q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131. \u018ftraf m\u0259stedici sakitliy\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu. Sanki bura c\u0259nn\u0259tin \u00f6z\u00fc idi\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu zaman ma\u015f\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Dayanacaqdak\u0131 avtobusdan xeyli adam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00e7im\u0259rliy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sd\u0131. Kiminin quca\u011f\u0131nda u\u015faq, kiminin \u0259lind\u0259 \u0259rzaq torbas\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259sizlik edib onun ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0259zeti qap\u0131b a\u011fac\u0131n budaqlar\u0131na ili\u015fdirdi. Orada q\u0259zet k\u00fcl\u0259yin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti h\u00fccumuna davam g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Ikiy\u0259 paralan\u0131b havada d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurdu. K\u00fcl\u0259yin d\u0259c\u0259lliyin\u0259 \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259d\u0259n qoca r\u0259ssam yen\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259tin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 intim tabloya baxmaq ist\u0259di. Lakin \u00e7im\u0259rliy\u0259 yeni g\u0259l\u0259n adamlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda h\u0259min tablo g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi qoca p\u0259ssam \u00e7inar\u0131n alt\u0131nda oturub he\u00e7 n\u0259 v\u0259 he\u00e7 kim haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Seyr\u0259k sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ox\u015fayan s\u0259rin mehd\u0259n l\u0259zz\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fins\u0259 q\u00fcr\u00fcba en\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131yd\u0131, havada n\u0259mi\u015flikl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r q\u0259rib\u0259 t\u0259rav\u0259t, qoxu hiss olunurdu\u2026<\/p>\n

Dayanaca\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti avtobusdan daha he\u00e7 kim d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. O, g\u00f6zl\u0259rini azac\u0131q yumdu. Bird\u0259n qulaqlar\u0131na yen\u0259 h\u0259min q\u0131z\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. Bu s\u0259sd\u0259 yor\u011funluqdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t bel\u0259 yox idi. Q\u0131zla g\u0259nc o\u011flan qum \u00fcst\u0259 uzan\u0131b g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f vannas\u0131 q\u0259bul edirdil\u0259r. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f onlara xatir \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259rin arxas\u0131nda batma\u011fa yuban\u0131rd\u0131\u2026 Bird\u0259n q\u0131z n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259, bir ovuc qumu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb o\u011flan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131. O\u011flan c\u0259ld bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 onun belind\u0259n tutaraq yer\u0259 y\u0131xd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n sin\u0259si d\u0259mir\u00e7i k\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fc kimi qalx\u0131b-enird\u0131..<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yumulu v\u0259ziy\u0259td\u0259 o\u011flana m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd etmirdi. Sanki q\u0259lbinin, ruhunun, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rib\u0259 hissl\u0259rin sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O\u011flan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m q\u0131zdan k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilib \u00f6z ovuna heyran olan ov\u00e7u kimi ona tama\u015fa edirdi. Bu zaman d\u0259nizin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qa\u011fay\u0131lar q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar\u2026<\/p>\n

R\u0259ssam molbertinin yan\u0131na cumdu, k\u0259tan \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoydu\u011fu \u201cD\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li\u201d r\u0259sminin davam\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

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O, qoca \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131n alt\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131yaraq d\u0259nizin s\u0259sini, k\u00fcl\u0259yin v\u0131y\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, qa\u011fay\u0131lar\u0131n haray\u0131n\u0131 ruhuna hopdurmaq ist\u0259yirdi. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rind\u0259 qalan xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rini, a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131-ac\u0131l\u0131 anlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdi\u2026 Q\u0259lbinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 ke\u00e7di. Kirpikl\u0259rinin ucundan yanaqlar\u0131na iki dam\u0131la g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc \u2026<\/p>\n

Qoca r\u0259ssam f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259nara qoydu. T\u0259bi\u0259tin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 canl\u0131 tablonu sanki k\u0259tan par\u00e7aya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259diyinin f\u0259rqin\u0259 vard\u0131. O, qa\u011fay\u0131larla birlikd\u0259 r\u0259smini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259diyi d\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259lin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fmaq ist\u0259di. Bu anda cavan o\u011flan qoca r\u0259ssam\u0131n el\u0259 bil \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni duydu, barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucu il\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n boyun-bo\u011fz\u0131na yap\u0131\u015fan qumlar\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259di, \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131na \u0259l g\u0259sdirib, yana\u011f\u0131ndan, dodaqlar\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n

Hardansa lap uzaqlardan g\u0259mi fit verdi. \u201cEheyy, sizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ha\u2026\u201d Sonra q\u0131z fit s\u0259sind\u0259n utan\u0131rm\u0131l\u015f kimi o\u011flandan aralan\u0131b, sahil boyu qa\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259 d\u0259niz\u0259 ba\u015f vurdu\u2026 \u018fll\u0259ri il\u0259 suyu ovuclay\u0131b o\u011flana ata-ata \u015f\u0131ltaqcas\u0131na \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xatd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir azdan d\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7l\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026H\u0259r \u015fey t\u0259krar-t\u0259krar g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc yuxu kimi g\u0259lirdi ona. \u0130lahi, ax\u0131 ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 o da Lal\u0259 il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 eyn\u0259n bel\u0259 sevinci-sevgini ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

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Mar\u015furut avtobusu dayanaca\u011fa yan ald\u0131, o, son d\u0259f\u0259 saat\u0131na baxd\u0131, sonra \u00e7im\u0259rlikd\u0259 qoyub getdiyi canl\u0131 tablosunu arad\u0131, vidala\u015fmaq ist\u0259di onunla, ancaq d\u0259niz g\u00f6z\u0259li sevgilisi il\u0259 yen\u0259 harasa qeyb olmu\u015fdu. El\u0259 z\u0259nn etdi ki, onlar g\u00f6zd\u0259n uzaq x\u0259lv\u0259t bir gu\u015f\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilibl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Amma yox, sevgilil\u0259r d\u0259nizin i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u2013 sahild\u0259n onca metr aral\u0131qda dir\u0259kl\u0259r \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 taxta p\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qa\u011fay\u0131lar\u0131n u\u00e7u\u015funu seyr edirdil\u0259r\u2026 \u00c7im\u0259rlikd\u0259 is\u0259 tam sakitlik idi. Dayanacaqda da ins-cins g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00fcas\u0131n\u0131n zola\u011f\u0131 d\u0259nizin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259tt kimi uzan\u0131rd\u0131. O zolaqda iki insan silueti g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Q\u0131z v\u0259 o\u011flan. Bir azdan onlar sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Q\u0131z\u0131n \u015fabal\u0131d\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alovu xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Bu q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alovun fonunda onlar qo\u015fa add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026 El\u0259 bil h\u0259yat\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131ndan, yalan v\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq bir al\u0259m\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026 Bir-birini sev\u0259-sev\u0259, bir-birind\u0259n ilham ala-ala, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik selind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259-\u00fcz\u0259 \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fma\u011fa can at\u0131rd\u0131lar\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir azdan onlar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yox oldular\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu an yax\u0131nl\u0131qda \u2013 qoca r\u0259ssam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qo\u015fa qa\u011fay\u0131 u\u00e7urdu\u2026<\/p>\n

K\u00fcl\u0259k yenid\u0259n v\u0131y\u0131ldad\u0131, d\u0259niz yenid\u0259n u\u011fuldad\u0131..<\/p>\n

Qoca r\u0259ssam molbertini v\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb dayanaca\u011fa do\u011fru add\u0131mlad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ancaq onun avtobusu \u00e7oxdan getmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n

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