{"id":21923,"date":"2025-12-30T13:13:41","date_gmt":"2025-12-30T09:13:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=21923"},"modified":"2025-12-30T13:13:41","modified_gmt":"2025-12-30T09:13:41","slug":"kul%c9%99k-aparir-sozumu-sabir-rust%c9%99mxanli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=21923","title":{"rendered":"K\u00dcL\u018fK APARIR S\u00d6Z\u00dcM\u00dc – Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>(Bu g\u00fcn unudulmaz dostum N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nlinin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Onun haqq\u0131nda ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131n\u0131 yenid\u0259n payla\u015f\u0131ram. Birc\u0259 70 r\u0259q\u0259mini 79-la \u0259v\u0259z etdim.)<\/p>\n

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\u00d6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa q\u0131lsayd\u0131, 79 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bayram ed\u0259c\u0259kdik. V\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, ya\u015f onun yax\u0131nlar\u0131na daim g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki i\u015f\u0131\u011fa k\u00f6lg\u0259 sala, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tin\u0259 he\u00e7 bir t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. M\u0259n ondan yar\u0131m il b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcm v\u0259 bu ki\u00e7ik \u201cb\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fckd\u0259n\u201d imtiyaz kimi genin\u0259-boluna istifad\u0259 edir, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259nin h\u0259llind\u0259 bu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ayl\u0131q f\u0259rqd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. Ancaq, m\u0259nc\u0259, uzun dostlu\u011fumuz \u0259rzind\u0259 el\u0259 bir ciddi fikir toqqu\u015fmam\u0131z olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259srin altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rinin sonunda poeziyam\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n v\u0259 q\u0131sa m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 ictimaiyy\u0259tin diqq\u0259tini c\u0259lb ed\u0259n, oxucular\u0131n sevgisini qazanan parlaq bir \u0259d\u0259bi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t idi. Boylu-buxunlu, \u00f6tk\u0259m, g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz, \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259rdi-m\u0259rdan\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259n, etibarl\u0131, s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcz\u0259 dey\u0259n, x\u0131rda\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259y\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yi sevgiyl\u0259 v\u0259 xeyirxahl\u0131qla dolu bir g\u0259nc idi. Bak\u0131ya bizd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 el\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n giri\u015fsiz \u2013 m\u00fcq\u0259ddim\u0259siz bir-birimiz\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Hans\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n, hans\u0131 olaydan? \u2013 xat\u0131rlamaq \u00e7\u0259tindir; y\u0259qin o da d\u0259qiq dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi; m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi, biz el\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan tan\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Bak\u0131ya g\u0259tir\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259tli, ehtiyac dolu yollarda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 olmu\u015fuq. Bunun \u00e7ox sad\u0259 bir s\u0259b\u0259bi vard\u0131: ilk \u015feirl\u0259rimizin \u00e7oxu ox\u015far yollar\u0131n v\u0259 talel\u0259rin, b\u0259nz\u0259r sevgi v\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n, do\u011fma ruhlar\u0131n ifad\u0259siyd\u0131. Bizd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rimiz yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onlar\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra t\u0259qdimata, ke\u00e7mi\u015fin v\u0259 kimliyin haqq\u0131nda \u0259lav\u0259 bilgiy\u0259 ehtiyac qalm\u0131r. Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 m\u00f6vzular\u0131m\u0131z, \u0259d\u0259bi maraq dair\u0259miz geni\u015fl\u0259ndi, ayr\u0131ld\u0131, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259qamlarda bir-birind\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259 allah\u0131n m\u0259hz onun \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoydu\u011fu g\u00f6r\u0259vi da\u015f\u0131ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, ancaq bu, \u0259qid\u0259 yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259di.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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El\u0259 bu ruh do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss olunmadan \u00c7ingiz \u018flio\u011flunu, N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nlini v\u0259 m\u0259ni yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, aram\u0131zda uzun ill\u0259r davam ed\u0259n, \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn nadir bir dostluq n\u00fcmun\u0259si yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Biz xarakterc\u0259 f\u0259rqliydik, ancaq dostlu\u011fumuzun bir s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 bu m\u00fcxt\u0259lif xarakterl\u0259rin bir-birini anlamas\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130ndi bu f\u0259rql\u0259ri yaza bilm\u0259r\u0259m, daha do\u011frusu bu, m\u0259ni ilgil\u0259ndirmir, \u00e7\u00fcnki bu f\u0259rql\u0259ri bizim yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyil. Maraql\u0131 olan bu f\u0259rqliliyin bir arada, bir-birin\u0259 mane olmadan, q\u0131sqanmadan, bir-birinin u\u011furlar\u0131na sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 ya\u015faya bilm\u0259siydi. H\u0259r birimizin ayr\u0131 m\u00fchiti, ayr\u0131 dostlar\u0131m\u0131z da vard\u0131; m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259 F\u0259rman K\u0259rimzad\u0259, M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l, Musa Yaqub, M\u0259mm\u0259d Aslan, Hiday\u0259t, Tofiq H\u00fcseyn, Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n, Seyran S\u0259xav\u0259t, Tahir Qurbanov, \u0130sa \u0130smay\u0131lzad\u0259, Altay M\u0259mm\u0259dov, M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz v\u0259 Sabir \u018fhm\u0259dlini d\u0259, b\u0259zil\u0259riyl\u0259 ya\u015f f\u0259rql\u0259rimiz\u0259 baxmayaraq, yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131m say\u0131rd\u0131m, bir yerd\u0259 oxumaqdan, bir yataqxanada ya\u015famaqdan, bir m\u0259nzild\u0259 kiray\u0259ke\u015f olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan, bir yerd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, sevdiyim bir \u00e7ox do\u011fma insanlar vard\u0131. Lakin bu, \u201c\u00fc\u00e7 qarda\u015f\u201d\u0131n \u0259lahidd\u0259 bir yol getm\u0259sin\u0259 mane olmurdu, \u0259ksin\u0259, bizim yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sonralar u\u015faql\u0131q, g\u0259nclik dostlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli toplumda itib-batan adam deyildi; onu dost da g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u0259, el\u0259 ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n yadda\u015flara h\u0259kk olunurdu. \u015eeirl\u0259ri d\u0259 bel\u0259ydi, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 boyu b\u0259rab\u0259rind\u0259ydi, ilk oxunu\u015fdan oxucu q\u0259lbind\u0259 yer qazan\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eeirl\u0259ri kitabdan, \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan yox, taleyind\u0259n, \u00e7\u0259kdiyi ac\u0131lardan, sevgisind\u0259n v\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131ndan g\u0259lirdi; b\u0259z\u0259n i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259 \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r intim, c\u0259sar\u0259tli, m\u0259rd v\u0259 s\u0259mimiydis\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 he\u00e7 bir haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 \u00fcsyankar v\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131. D\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fcyd\u00fc, ancaq q\u0259fild\u0259n tufan qoparma\u011f\u0131 da vard\u0131. \u018fd\u0259bi taleyi ona u\u015faql\u0131q taleyini unutdurmad\u0131, Bak\u0131 sevgisi A\u011fstafan\u0131n \u201cata-ana sevgisizliyinin\u201d, \u201canalar\u0131 corab toxuyan\u201d, \u201cyumaq a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131qca b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n\u201d n\u0259n\u0259nin boynuna dolanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lan qollar\u0131n\u0131n yerini doldurmad\u0131, ancaq bu d\u0259rdl\u0259r \u015feir\u0259 ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdi, payland\u0131, ham\u0131n\u0131n mal\u0131 oldu, payland\u0131qca N\u00fcsr\u0259tin y\u00fck\u00fc \u015feir-\u015feir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdi, oxucu sevgisi k\u0259d\u0259rli xatir\u0259l\u0259ri \u015feir-\u015feir \u0259v\u0259z etdi v\u0259 N\u00fcsr\u0259t otuz ya\u015f\u0131na istedad\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 oxucu sevgisinin toxlu\u011fu, arxay\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259, saraylarda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, \u0259ziyy\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f bir g\u0259ncin v\u00fcqar\u0131yla, ba\u015f\u0131uca g\u0259ldi. V\u0259 bir \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n adlama\u011fa dostlu\u011fumuz da yard\u0131m etdi, bir-birimiz\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi dayaq olma\u011f\u0131 bacard\u0131q. T\u0259kc\u0259 sevimli o\u011flu Araz\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n ac\u0131 olaydan ba\u015fqa. Haqs\u0131z h\u00fccumlar v\u0259 o\u011flunun, sonad\u0259k inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ittihamla h\u0259bsi he\u00e7 bir ehtiyac\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259yilm\u0259y\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131saltd\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O\u011flu Araza yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feird\u0259ki arzusuna \u00e7ata bilm\u0259di:<\/div>\n
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V\u0259t\u0259n alov etsin odunu s\u0259nin,<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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B\u00f6y\u00fc bu torpaqla, bu yurdla \u00f6y\u00fcn.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n Araz qoydum ki, ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259nin<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Evimd\u0259 Araz\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn.<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n
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Amma sanki 1982-ci ild\u0259n bu g\u00fcnl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u015feirin ba\u015fqa bir b\u0259ndind\u0259 yaz\u0131r:<\/div>\n
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\u018flimiz yeti\u015fmir g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u0259-g\u00f6r\u0259,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O\u011fulsan, bu d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6z, g\u00f6r\u0259-g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Biz \u00fcmid toxumu s\u0259pmi\u015fik yer\u0259,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D\u0259r, o\u011flum, dem\u0259 ki, d\u0259r\u0259n tap\u0131lm\u0131r…<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259tin bir \u00e7ox \u015feiri q\u0131r\u0131q, nisgilli \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259r\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q salan \u015fair k\u0259\u015ffidir, do\u011fulub, taley\u0259 \u00fcsyan kimi, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259, bayat\u0131 kimi… N\u00fcsr\u0259t\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 ail\u0259 u\u011fursuzlu\u011funun, ata-ana ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan says\u0131z insan v\u0259 s\u00f6z adam\u0131 olub, ancaq bu ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6vladlara ya\u015fatd\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u0259hz N\u00fcsr\u0259tin q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259 bu g\u00fcn art\u0131q titulla\u015fm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 dill\u0259r \u0259zb\u0259ri olmaqla t\u0259s\u0259lliy\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdir:<\/div>\n
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Ayr\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar atamla anam,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir t\u0259zad \u00f6mr edir bu kainatda.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Onlara h\u0259m do\u011fma, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, yadam,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b n\u0259n\u0259mi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm h\u0259yatda.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Be\u015fiyim ba\u015f\u0131nda layla yananda,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bayat\u0131 hicran\u0131n dilind\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u00dcr\u0259yim bir ata-ana yan\u0131nda,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u018fll\u0259rim bir n\u0259n\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 qald\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259t bu a\u011fr\u0131lardan do\u011fulmu\u015fdu, bu misralar onun t\u0259rc\u00fcmeyi-hal\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131tmas\u0131yd\u0131, bu misralar h\u0259m d\u0259 ona oxucu sevgisinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eeirin sonlu\u011fu bu g\u00fcn do\u011frudan da misal, ata s\u00f6z\u00fc kimi s\u0259sl\u0259nir:<\/div>\n
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Atalar, analar yad olan zaman,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, d\u00fcnyada n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r varm\u0131\u015f.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n
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Bu iki misra d\u0259mir yol relsl\u0259ri kimi N\u00fcsr\u0259ti A\u011fstafa va\u011fzal\u0131ndan al\u0131b birba\u015fa \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitimiz\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi v\u0259 bizl\u0259rl\u0259 do\u011fmala\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259tin onlarla bel\u0259 tale \u015feirini xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram v\u0259 o \u015feirl\u0259rin oxucu auditoriyalar\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 dal\u011faland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ill\u0259r uzunu m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etmi\u015f, s\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 sevinmi\u015f\u0259m. \u201c\u0130r\u0259vanda xal qalmad\u0131\u201d, \u201cD\u00fcn\u0259n toyun idi\u201d, \u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d, \u201cYumul, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m, yumul\u201d, \u201cHaz\u0131r q\u0259birl\u0259r\u201d, \u201cO\u011fru olmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d, \u201cBiri vard\u0131, biri yox\u201d, \u201cDaha na\u011f\u0131llara inanm\u0131ram m\u0259n\u201d kimi ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feiri m\u0259hz o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra dild\u0259n-dil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, h\u0259m N\u00fcsr\u0259ti b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr, h\u0259m d\u0259 poeziyam\u0131z\u0131n, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n \u00f6lk\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259vi h\u0259yat\u0131na yollar\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015fl\u0259ndirir, b\u0259dii s\u00f6z\u00fcn n\u00fcfuzunu art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259t sevgi \u015fairiydi. XX y\u00fczilin sonuna do\u011fru saf sevginin baya\u011f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan ruhunun q\u0259bul etm\u0259diyi bir s\u0131ra yaban\u00e7\u0131 ya\u015fam \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rinin h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131za soxuldu\u011fu, \u0259sl m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t haqq\u0131nda yazma\u011f\u0131n, sevgi etiraflar\u0131n\u0131n arxaik g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc bir \u00e7a\u011fda N\u00fcsr\u0259t b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259tta u\u015faq sad\u0259l\u00f6vhl\u00fcy\u00fc t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayan, lakin s\u0259mimiyy\u0259til\u0259 inand\u0131ran sevgi \u015feirl\u0259riyl\u0259 ortaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.Bu g\u00fcn N\u00fcsr\u0259tin sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 vur\u011fun \u00fcr\u0259k aras\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u00fc sal\u0131r, e\u015fq m\u0259ktublar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259yir.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cGetm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n\u201d, \u201cBils\u0259m, yalan deyirs\u0259n\u201d, \u201c\u018fll\u0259rin n\u0259 yaman soyuqdur, g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u201d, \u201c\u0130sti ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131r\u201d, \u201cEtiraf\u201d, \u201c\u0130kimizin yerin\u0259\u201d, \u201cAllah\u0131m, ay\u0131rma bizi\u201d v\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015feirl\u0259ri t\u0259kc\u0259 N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n deyil, \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259sr sevgi lirikam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6rn\u0259kl\u0259ri s\u0131ras\u0131ndad\u0131r…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bizim \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259ldiyimiz ill\u0259rd\u0259 poeziyam\u0131zda iki x\u0259tt yana\u015f\u0131yd\u0131: \u0259n\u0259n\u0259vi heca \u015feiri v\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feir. Bunlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda qov\u011falar\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlar da olurdu. Modern d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin yox, modern forman\u0131n d\u0259bd\u0259 oldu\u011fu vaxtlar idi. Bizl\u0259r bu iki c\u0259bh\u0259ninaras\u0131nda \u00f6z yolumuzu bulma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 bu ayr\u0131-se\u00e7kiliyi aradan qald\u0131r\u0131b, eyni vaxtda h\u0259m hecayla, h\u0259m s\u0259rb\u0259st yazma\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131q. Bu bax\u0131mdan N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nli \u015feir\u0131 d\u0259 iki qanadl\u0131d\u0131r v\u0259 onun istedad\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu yollar\u0131n he\u00e7 birind\u0259 mane\u0259 yoxdur. N\u00fcsr\u0259t \u015feir tariximizd\u0259 y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259nmi\u015f r\u0259difl\u0259rl\u0259 qo\u015fma, g\u0259rayl\u0131 yazmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259diyi kimi, \u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z obrazlara, g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z poetik dill\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 da bacar\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, 1980-ci ild\u0259 Yard\u0131ml\u0131da, s\u0259rh\u0259dd\u0259, Savalanla \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259sr etdiyi bir \u015feird\u0259 deyirdi:<\/div>\n
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K\u00fcl\u0259k apar\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m inci d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O tayda bir q\u0131z g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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S\u0131x\u0131r, p\u0259ri\u015fan-p\u0259ri\u015fan.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Qoyur \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 izini,<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bulud al\u0131r dost \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O taydan q\u0259mli g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Y\u0131\u011f\u0131r, p\u0259ri\u015fan-p\u0259ri\u015fan.<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n
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Bu, \u0259n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 v\u0259 b\u0259sit g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n, k\u00f6hn\u0259 qafiy\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaqdan qorxmayan \u015fairdir. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00f6n\u0259mli olan burdak\u0131 ruhun yeniliyi, k\u00f6hn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n s\u00f6z d\u00fcz\u00fcml\u0259rinin yeni duy\u011fular\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f havaya k\u00f6kl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259si v\u0259 c\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259nin xalq\u0131n faci\u0259sini ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259k g\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr.S\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir N\u00fcsr\u0259t g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck. O, \u201cyeti\u015fmi\u015f v\u0259 yeti\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f bombalar\u0131 d\u0259rib, k\u00f6rp\u0259 safl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla oyanan cahana bir s\u0259b\u0259t G\u00f6y\u00e7ay nar\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u201d, \u201cZaman\u0131n budaqlar\u0131nda dahil\u0259rin c\u0259s\u0259di saat k\u0259fgiri kimi yell\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259srl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t a\u011fappaq yalanlara \u201cm\u0259n\u0259m h\u0259qq\u201d deyib dil\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259, haqq\u0131n dilini yox, z\u00fclm\u00fcn k\u0259ndirini k\u0259sdirm\u0259k\u201d ist\u0259yir, onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011faclar k\u00f6kl\u0259rini torpaqda d\u0259fn edib ucal\u0131r, buludlar d\u0259smal kimi \u015feh d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi qurulamaq ist\u0259yir. 20 Yanvarda \u201c\u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ovuclar\u0131ndan azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 buraxmaq ist\u0259mirl\u0259r\u201d, \u201cqanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259yin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r \u015f\u0259hidlik zirv\u0259sin\u0259 gedir…\u201d Bu misallar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rmaq da olar. \u00c7ox yer alar dey\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259n b\u00fct\u00f6v par\u00e7alar\u0131 bura k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrtm\u0259dim. Lakin el\u0259 bu misralar da \u015fair dostumun poetik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sinin r\u0259ngar\u0259ngliyini g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259s edir. N\u00fcsr\u0259tin b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz publisistikas\u0131 vard\u0131. Televiziyada unudulmaz verili\u015fl\u0259r apar\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259n\u0259dli filmimizin inki\u015faf\u0131nda xidm\u0259tl\u0259ri dan\u0131lmazd\u0131r. \u201cBak\u0131\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyi ill\u0259rd\u0259 balaca x\u0259b\u0259r k\u00f6\u015f\u0259l\u0259rini s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 nec\u0259 geni\u015fl\u0259ndirdiyini, x\u0131rda olaylar\u0131 obrazl\u0131 v\u0259 \u015fairan\u0259 dill\u0259 nec\u0259 \u0259t\u0259-qana doldurdu\u011funu yax\u015f\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. Onun g\u00f6z\u0259l insan v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck istedad sahibi olmas\u0131, iri b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k u\u015faq \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u0259zdirm\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7ox yazmaq olar…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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B\u0259zi \u015feirl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda, anid\u0259n do\u011fulub. Zarafat kimi baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 ard\u0131 k\u0259silm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olaylar\u0131n h\u0259r biri \u015firin xatir\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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…Biz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 \u015fahmat\u0131 sevirdik. H\u0259tta sonralar m\u0259n \u015eahmat federasiyas\u0131n\u0131n yarad\u0131lmas\u0131nda yax\u0131ndan i\u015ftirak etdim, federasiyan\u0131n ilk prezidenti se\u00e7ildim v\u0259 bunu oyun vaxt\u0131 onlara tez-tez xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131m… N\u00fcsr\u0259t b\u00fct\u00fcn oyunlar\u0131 ehtirasla oynayard\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 bel\u0259ydik. Ancaq ax\u0131ra kimi eyni s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 oynam\u0131rd\u0131, h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 jurnalistin t\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259 hans\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131 oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bar\u0259d\u0259 suala y\u0259qin el\u0259 uduzmalar\u0131n ac\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u201cm\u0259ni yuxudan oyatsan\u0131z, yen\u0259 onlar\u0131 udaram\u201d demi\u015fdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn onun ofisinin qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ib Yazarlar Birliyin\u0259 ged\u0259rk\u0259n bird\u0259n bu m\u00fcsahib\u0259 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 yolumu d\u0259yi\u015fib ofis\u0259 girdim. Pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bir o\u011flan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc, m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi g\u00fcld\u00fc v\u0259 \u201co m\u00fcsahib\u0259ni yazan m\u0259n\u0259m\u201d, \u2013 dedi. Qolundan tutub geri qaytard\u0131m. G\u0259l otur, g\u00f6r qarda\u015f\u0131m yuxudan oyananda nec\u0259 oynay\u0131r. N\u00fcsr\u0259t d\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 da\u015flar\u0131 d\u00fczd\u00fc v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 gedi\u015fd\u0259n sonra s\u0259hv\u0259 yol verdi. K\u00f6hn\u0259 xasiyy\u0259tinc\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259n tutub fiquru g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yim\u0259 imkan vermirdi. Bel\u0259 hallarda, u\u015faq c\u0131\u011fall\u0131\u011f\u0131yla \u201c\u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d deyib v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olmayan, q\u00fcrurlu, \u0259yilm\u0259z dostumuzun dodaqlar\u0131nda t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm, bu s\u00fcni \u00fczr ist\u0259m\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc oyunu uduzmaq da olard\u0131. Biz\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259t verir, zarafat m\u00f6vzusuna \u00e7evrilirdi, ancaq h\u0259min g\u00fcn m\u0259n d\u0259 inada d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, \u00fczr ist\u0259m\u0259k metodlar\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 yaram\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bizim m\u00fcbahis\u0259l\u0259ri maraqla izl\u0259y\u0259n jurnalist\u0259 \u201cget, \u015fahmatda kimin uddu\u011funu do\u011fru yaz!\u201d \u2013 dedim. T\u0259bii ki, araya ba\u015fqa m\u00f6vzular d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, iki d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u015fahmat unuduldu…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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N\u00fcsr\u0259t dost yolunda oda at\u0131lard\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 iki ma\u015f\u0131nla onun \u018fhm\u0259dlid\u0259ki evin\u0259 gedirdik. O, qabaqdayd\u0131. \u201cNeft\u00e7il\u0259r\u201d metrosuna \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015f yandan q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan ma\u015f\u0131n m\u0259ni vurdu. N\u00fcsr\u0259t bunu g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131m, y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 \u0259zilmi\u015fdi. Sakitc\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259c\u0259kdim. B\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259ni vuran yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7ib gets\u0259, fikir d\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdim. Ancaq bir d\u0259 baxd\u0131m N\u00fcsr\u0259t s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc yaxalay\u0131b, zorla \u0259lind\u0259n ald\u0131m. \u201cBo\u015f ver!\u201d \u201cN\u0259 bo\u015f ver, dedi, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 vurma\u011f\u0131 azm\u0131\u015f, h\u0259l\u0259 bir aradan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yir\u201d.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Az\u0259rbaycanda v\u0259 k\u0259nar yerl\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7ox mac\u0259ralar g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, b\u0259z\u0259n dala\u015fmal\u0131 olmu\u015fduq. H\u0259tta Moskvadan, Komsomolun M\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259sind\u0259n Bak\u0131ya m\u0259ktub g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, bir d\u0259 bu iki n\u0259f\u0259ri \u00fcmumittifaq t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259yin, lakin bizimkil\u0259r bu m\u0259ktuba \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259dil\u0259r, n\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc m\u00fcbahis\u0259 etdiyimizi, sava\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilirdil\u0259r. H\u0259m son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 yax\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259l\u00e7atmaz xatir\u0259l\u0259rdir. H\u0259r biri N\u00fcsr\u0259tin xarakterin\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q sal\u0131r, onu daha yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eu\u015faya, Vaqif poeziya g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259 getmi\u015fdik. Gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f yar\u0131qaranl\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259yl\u0259 restorandan otel\u0259 do\u011fru enirdik. M\u0259rk\u0259z\u0130 Komit\u0259nin ideoloji katibi, bu g\u00fcn xaricd\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259mizin s\u0259firi olan, son ill\u0259rd\u0259 tariximiz haqq\u0131nda yeni ara\u015fd\u0131rmalara v\u0259 tap\u0131nt\u0131lara s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259n, q\u0259dim tariximiz\u0259 yeni bax\u0131\u015f s\u0259rgil\u0259y\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 qiym\u0259tli kitab n\u0259\u015fr etdirmi\u015f v\u0259 o vaxt da \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n sev\u0259n h\u00f6rm\u0259tli H\u0259s\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259nov qolumdan tutub m\u0259ni d\u0259st\u0259d\u0259n arxaya saxlad\u0131 v\u0259 dedi: \u201cS\u0259nin \u201cG\u0259nc\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131\u201d kitab\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdim, r\u0259yimi s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 demi\u015fdim, m\u00fckafata layiq kitabd\u0131r, ancaq, y\u0259qin bilirs\u0259n, dostun N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nlinin kitab\u0131 da t\u0259qdim olunub Komsomol m\u00fckafat\u0131na. R\u0259qibsiniz, n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n? M\u00fckafat\u0131 hans\u0131n\u0131za verm\u0259liyik?\u201d M\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n dedim: \u201cN\u00fcsr\u0259tin kitab\u0131 da m\u00fckafata layiqdir. Birimiz alsaq, dig\u0259rimiz k\u0259narda qalsaq, haqs\u0131zl\u0131q olar v\u0259 he\u00e7 birimiz\u0259 nu\u015f olmaz!\u201d<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ayaq saxlad\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc: \u201c\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, ilk d\u0259f\u0259dir, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zdan birini dostunu m\u00fcdafi\u0259 ed\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Yoxsa kimi dindirirs\u0259n, deyir \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 m\u0259n. Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259nin r\u0259yini n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alar\u0131q!\u201d dedi v\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 qo\u015fulduq. O il ikimiz bir yerd\u0259 ald\u0131q m\u00fckafat\u0131; sovet-komsomol ideologiyas\u0131na q\u0259tiyy\u0259n aidiyy\u0259ti olmayan, milli ruhlu kitablar\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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1988-ci ilin mitinql\u0259ri, Meydan \u2013 h\u0259m d\u0259 ziyal\u0131lar\u0131n s\u0131naq meydan\u0131yd\u0131, s\u00f6zl\u0259 i\u015fin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uy\u011funlu\u011funun su \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131yd\u0131. O zaman N\u00fcsr\u0259t \u00e7oxlar\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq, xalq\u0131n aras\u0131ndayd\u0131, alovlu \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar edirdi, sonra da 20 Yanvara, \u015eu\u015faya, Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259sin\u0259, it\u0259n torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131za v\u0259 \u015fahidi oldu\u011fu x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 yan\u011f\u0131l\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r yazd\u0131…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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…Bir g\u00fcn G\u00fcnd\u00fcz m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vurub g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z bir x\u0259b\u0259r verdi: \u201cAta, bilirs\u0259nmi, N\u00fcsr\u0259t \u0259mi q\u0259zaya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb…\u201d N\u00fcsr\u0259t usta s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc oldu\u011fundan bu x\u0259b\u0259r m\u0259ni t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi: \u201c\u00d6z\u00fc \u0259zilm\u0259yib ki?\u201d dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum. \u201cN\u0259 \u0259zilm\u0259, deyirl\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcb\u201d. S\u0259si titr\u0259di. Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u0259sdim. Hara z\u0259ng vurum? Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm qeyri-ixtiyari N\u00fcsr\u0259tin \u00f6z n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fam. V\u0259 cavab\u0131 da o \u00f6z\u00fc verdi… \u0130nsanlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda nadir hallarda ortaya \u00e7\u0131xan bir durumdur. \u201cQarda\u015f, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr sa\u011f-salamatsan!\u201d \u201cH\u0259, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ba\u015fqa x\u0259b\u0259r yay\u0131lsa da, salamatam, \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259yl\u0259 xilas olmu\u015fam. Qatar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 20 metr s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259di, amma \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u201d. \u201cD\u00fc\u015f evin yan\u0131na g\u0259lir\u0259m\u201d \u2013 dedim. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, h\u0259l\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u201cBulaq suyu olsa, i\u00e7\u0259rdim\u201d \u2013 dedi. Getdik, o vaxt \u018fzizb\u0259yov k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 yeni a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u201cQ\u0259b\u0259l\u0259\u201d restoran\u0131na. S\u0259h\u0259ngd\u0259 s\u0259rin bulaq suyu g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Yenid\u0259n \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131rd\u0131m. Q\u0259d\u0259hi \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb sakitc\u0259 \u201cM\u0259n indi \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131m. Yax\u0131n dostum kimi \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 \u0259sas s\u00f6z\u00fc s\u0259n dey\u0259c\u0259kdin. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, sa\u011fam, ancaq orda n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdins\u0259, onu indi de, e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cBa\u015f\u0131n yerind\u0259dir?\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cYerind\u0259dir\u201d.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cTamam, indi ki, bu q\u0259zadan salamat adlam\u0131san arzunu yerin\u0259 yetirim\u201d.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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T\u0259bii ki, a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n vida s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn sevincin\u0259 \u00e7evirib s\u00f6yl\u0259dim, ondan sonra n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimi zarafata \u00e7evirdim. H\u0259l\u0259 hans\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tez ged\u0259c\u0259yi b\u0259lli deyildi. Sonra T\u0259brizd\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131danda da orda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck v\u0259 h\u0259tta T\u0259brizd\u0259 d\u0259 ev \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, Bak\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 demi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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O son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 \u015fair qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 n\u0259 dediyim yad\u0131mda deyil. Y\u0259qin el\u0259 bu m\u0259qal\u0259d\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131ma b\u0259nz\u0259r n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 demi\u015fdim v\u0259 sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda e\u015fitmi\u015fdi…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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79 ya\u015f\u0131n qutlu olsun, \u00f6lm\u0259z dost!<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 34 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Bu g\u00fcn unudulmaz dostum N\u00fcsr\u0259t K\u0259s\u0259m\u0259nlinin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Onun haqq\u0131nda ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131n\u0131 yenid\u0259n payla\u015f\u0131ram. Birc\u0259 70 r\u0259q\u0259mini 79-la \u0259v\u0259z etdim.) \u00d6m\u00fcr v\u0259fa q\u0131lsayd\u0131, 79 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bayram ed\u0259c\u0259kdik. V\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, ya\u015f onun yax\u0131nlar\u0131na daim g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki i\u015f\u0131\u011fa k\u00f6lg\u0259 sala, s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tin\u0259 he\u00e7 bir t\u0259sir g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. M\u0259n ondan yar\u0131m il b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcm v\u0259 bu ki\u00e7ik […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":21925,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21923"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21923"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21923\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21926,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21923\/revisions\/21926"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/21925"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21923"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21923"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21923"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}