{"id":22322,"date":"2026-04-08T12:53:47","date_gmt":"2026-04-08T08:53:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=22322"},"modified":"2026-04-08T12:53:47","modified_gmt":"2026-04-08T08:53:47","slug":"muq%c9%99dd%c9%99s-kitab-nurlan%c9%99-c%c9%99rullaqizi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=22322","title":{"rendered":"M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab – Nurlan\u0259 C\u0259rullaq\u0131z\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Adi g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. Bak\u0131da s\u0259h\u0259r saatlar\u0131ndan ba\u015flayaraq arams\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sirdi. G\u00fccl\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259k yol k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131 v\u0259 elektrik dir\u0259kl\u0259rini s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda yarpaq kimi silk\u0259l\u0259yir, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 yollar\u0131n v\u0259 avtomobill\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 a\u015f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259 yollar ba\u011flan\u0131r, avtomobill\u0259r saniy\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 yarars\u0131z hala d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma Bak\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri oldu\u011fundan v\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r sakinl\u0259ri d\u0259 buna \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdiyind\u0259n \u00f6z g\u00fcnd\u0259lik h\u0259yatlar\u0131na normal \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 davam edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra da onlardan biri idi. O, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Ma\u015fta\u011fa q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259ki h\u0259y\u0259t evinin qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcnorta namaz\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131lmaqda idi. Be\u015f u\u015faql\u0131 ail\u0259nin sonuncu v\u0259 t\u0259k q\u0131z \u00f6vlad\u0131 olaraq Z\u0259rdab\u0131n \u018fl\u0131b\u0259yli k\u0259ndind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n K\u00fcbra, anadang\u0259lm\u0259 tam g\u00f6rm\u0259 m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tli idi. Lakin buna baxmayaraq, ail\u0259si q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u00fcr deyib sa\u011flam \u00f6vladlar\u0131ndan f\u0259rql\u0259ndirm\u0259mi\u015f, ona da t\u0259hsil verib c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 qazand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6z valideyinlik borclar\u0131n\u0131 layiqinc\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Orta t\u0259hsilini g\u00f6zd\u0259n \u0259lil u\u015faqlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn be\u015f sayl\u0131 x\u00fcsusi internat m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 alan K\u00fcbra, daha sonra Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin jurnalistika fak\u00fclt\u0259sin\u0259 daxil olur. T\u0259hsilini tamamlad\u0131qdan sonra is\u0259 Bak\u0131dan olan \u00f6z\u00fc kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259 m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tli sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Hafizl\u0259 ail\u0259 qurur. Bu evlilikd\u0259n onlar\u0131n M\u0259rcan adl\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Lakin Hafiz iyirmi il \u0259vv\u0259l rabit\u0259\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259diyi t\u0259cili tibbi yard\u0131m stansiyas\u0131nda \u00fcr\u0259k tutmas\u0131ndan v\u0259fat edir. El\u0259 o zamandan<\/p>\n

da K\u00fcbra q\u0131z\u0131 M\u0259rcan, k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259ni Ayd\u0131n, bir d\u0259 Hafiz v\u0259 Yunis adl\u0131 \u0259kiz n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 birg\u0259 onlar\u0131n evind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Iyirmi be\u015f il idi ki, ibad\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan K\u00fcbra namaz\u0131n\u0131 yenic\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131b qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, h\u0259y\u0259t darvazas\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. O,<\/p>\n

canamaz\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 qatlay\u0131b divan\u0131n yuxar\u0131s\u0131na qoyduqdan sonra qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yava\u015f add\u0131mlarla evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 yen\u0259 yava\u015f add\u0131mlarla ortas\u0131 tamet da\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nmi\u015f yolla darvazaya t\u0259r\u0259f gedib g\u0259l\u0259nin kim oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Kimdi?<\/p>\n

– Bizik, n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra s\u0259si tan\u0131y\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri idi.<\/p>\n

– O!, m\u0259nim nazl\u0131 b\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rim, \u2013 deyib K\u00fcbra d\u0259rsd\u0259n qay\u0131dan n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini el\u0259 qap\u0131daca mehribanl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Hafizl\u0259 Yunis 11-ci sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu.<\/p>\n

– Salam, n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Onlar da n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rini salamlay\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Hafiz darvazan\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131qdan sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc K\u00fcbraya tutub g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dedi:\u00a0\u00a0 – N\u0259n\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 nazl\u0131 b\u0259b\u0259 dem\u0259, n\u0259 olar! Sonra qarda\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6n\u00fcb istehzayla \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n Yunis\u0259 nazl\u0131 b\u0259b\u0259 de, bu l\u0259q\u0259b ona yara\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n nazl\u0131 b\u0259b\u0259y\u0259ms\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 ana quzususan, \u2013 Yunis qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n atmacas\u0131n\u0131 cavabs\u0131z qoymad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as\u0131n, balalar\u0131m, \u2013 K\u00fcbra \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm dill\u0259ndi. \u2013 N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u0259niz d\u0259, siz m\u0259nim nazl\u0131 b\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rimsiniz v\u0259 el\u0259 d\u0259 qalacaqs\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259tta, \u0259g\u0259r qism\u0259t olsa, arvadlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n v\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n yan\u0131nda da siz\u0259 nazl\u0131 b\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rim dey\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u00a0 ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Verin \u00e7antalar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 apar\u0131m, \u2013 K\u00fcbra n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdi.<\/p>\n

-Sa\u011f ol, n\u0259n\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz aparar\u0131q, \u2013 dey\u0259 Yunis mehriban t\u0259rzd\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 daxol oldular.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259, evi t\u0259mizl\u0259mis\u0259n? H\u0259r yer xlor qoxuyur, \u2013 dey\u0259 Hafiz K\u00fcbradan soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, m\u0259nim a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 balam, \u2013 K\u00fcbra cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

-Ay n\u0259n\u0259, niy\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdin ax\u0131? Anam el\u0259y\u0259rdi d\u0259, \u2013 Hafiz can\u0131yananl\u0131qla dedi.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259ti, o\u011flum, \u2013 K\u00fcbra g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u2013 Bura m\u0259nim d\u0259 evimdir.<\/p>\n

-Anamgil harada qald\u0131?<\/p>\n

-Bir azdan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, \u2013 Hafiz dedi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcanla Ayd\u0131n o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131n da oxudu\u011fu q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Ayd\u0131n tarix, M\u0259rcan is\u0259 riyaziyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi idi.\u00a0\u00a0 – Yax\u015f\u0131, gedin \u0259yninizi d\u0259yi\u015fin, \u0259ll\u0259rinizi yuyun, m\u0259n d\u0259 ona q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcfr\u0259ni haz\u0131rlay\u0131m, \u2013 K\u00fcbra bunu deyib m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ldi.\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259rcan il\u0259 Ayd\u0131n birlikd\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-Of, k\u00fcl\u0259k d\u0259 \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt tapd\u0131, \u2013 dey\u0259 Ayd\u0131n \u00fcsyankarcas\u0131na dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma, Ayd\u0131n, Allaha xo\u015f getm\u0259z, \u2013 M\u0259rcan \u0259rin\u0259 etiraz\u0131n\u0131 bildirdi.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259nin d\u0259\u2026 Allah\u0131n\u0131n da\u2026 \u2013 Ayd\u0131n dodaqalt\u0131 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n ateist idi. O, Allah\u0131n, Quran\u0131n v\u0259 pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanm\u0131r, inananlar\u0131 cahil adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dc\u00e7 u\u015faql\u0131 ail\u0259nin ikinci \u00f6vlad\u0131 olaraq Sabirabad\u0131n Bulduq k\u0259ndind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n Ayd\u0131n, M\u0259rcanla universitetd\u0259 oxudu\u011fu ill\u0259rd\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015f, t\u0259hsilini tamamlad\u0131qdan bir ay sonra da onunla evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

-G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011fmas\u0131 kimi k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259sm\u0259si d\u0259 bir t\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

-T\u0259bi\u0259t hadis\u0259si is\u0259 bizim z\u0259r\u0259rimiz\u0259 deyil.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, cavab olaraq n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, bu an arxadan kimins\u0259 s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.: M\u0259rcanla Ayd\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidib geriy\u0259 \u00e7eviril\u0259nd\u0259, qar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda qon\u015fular\u0131 Teyb\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r,: -O!Salam,Teyb\u0259,xala, c\u00fcm\u0259n m\u00fcbar\u0259k.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan Teyb\u0259ni mehribanl\u0131qla salamlad\u0131.: -Salam, q\u0131z\u0131m, sizind\u0259 c\u00fcm\u0259niz, m\u00fcbar\u0259k. Teyb\u0259 d\u0259 eyni s\u0259s tonu il\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Nec\u0259siniz?u\u015faqlar, nec\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

-\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr biz yax\u015f\u0131y\u0131q Teyb\u0259 xala, sizd\u0259 n\u0259 var n\u0259 yox?<\/p>\n

-Bizd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131y\u0131q, q\u0131z\u0131m. -M\u0259rcan, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131m, bayaq Ramazanla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m dedi ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn z\u0259ng vurub, hal\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

Ramazan,Teyb\u0259nin, \u00fc\u00e7 u\u015faq\u0131ndan biri idi. On be\u015f ildir \u015fizofreniya x\u0259st\u0259liyind\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n Ramazan, iki h\u0259ft\u0259 idi ki, ruhi \u0259s\u0259b dispanserind\u0259 m\u00fcalic\u0259 almaqda idi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan Teyb\u0259nin s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 cavab olaraq s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bunlar\u0131 dedi:<\/p>\n

-Ramazan m\u0259nim qarda\u015f\u0131md\u0131r Teyb\u0259 xala.<\/p>\n

-Bac\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131na hans\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-\u018fla!Bir korumuz var idi bir d\u0259 \u015fizofreniyam\u0131z oldu.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla deyindi.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259tta, biz anamla onun yan\u0131na getm\u0259yi d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fck.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan davam\u00a0 etdi.<\/p>\n

-\u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, q\u0131z\u0131m, Allah s\u0259nd\u0259n raz\u0131 olsun.<\/p>\n

Teyb\u0259 sakit s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi v\u0259<\/p>\n

-El\u0259 Ramazan da, n\u0259 anan\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ni bac\u0131lar\u0131ndan ay\u0131rm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259\u00a0 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 is\u0259, m\u0259n sizi \u00e7ox saxlamay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, Teyb\u0259 xala h\u0259l\u0259lik.<\/p>\n

Onlar sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b, evl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f y\u00f6n\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259yin qulaq bat\u0131ran u\u011fultusu e\u015fidilir, evd\u0259 is\u0259 K\u00fcbrayla n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri yem\u0259k yeyirdil\u0259r.\u00a0 -Nec\u0259 ke\u00e7di d\u0259rsiniz u\u015faqlar?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra, mehribancas\u0131na soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7di, N\u0259n\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rsl\u0259rd\u0259n be\u015f ald\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 Yunis f\u0259xrl\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

-\u018fla<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra sevinc\u0259k dedi:<\/p>\n

Sonra \u0259minlikl\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n

-Unutmay\u0131n,\u0259ziz balalar\u0131m, oxumaq, oxumaq yen\u0259 d\u0259 oxumaq.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259n\u0259, y\u0259ni s\u0259n, oxudu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 pe\u015fman deyils\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Hafiz maraq dolu s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Yox, niy\u0259 pe\u015fman olmal\u0131yam?!<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.: -ax\u0131 s\u0259n \u00f6z ixtisas\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcr\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259din.<\/p>\n

Hafiz, m\u0259yus halda dedi:<\/p>\n

-\u018fzyy\u0259tin d\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259r getdi.<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as o\u011flum,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Birincisi\u00a0 oxumaq insana t\u0259k\u00e7\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k deyil:<\/p>\n

-Oxmaq h\u0259m d\u0259, insan\u0131n d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc art\u0131r\u0131r, bax\u0131\u015f buca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015fl\u0259ndirir. -q\u0131sas\u0131 oxumaq insan\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 aparan i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir yoldur.<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt darvaza t\u0259krar d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. -Y\u0259qin, atamgildir,m\u0259n a\u00e7aram. Deyib,Yunis, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-2-cisi<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:<\/p>\n

-\u0130n\u015faAllah, g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k valideyin olacaqsan.Valideyinlik is\u0259, yaln\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirib, b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k deyil, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fczg\u00fcn yeti\u015fdirm\u0259kdir. Bunun yolu da savaddan ke\u00e7ir. Y\u0259ni, g\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn savadl\u0131 olasan ki, u\u015faq\u0131n\u0131da d\u00fczg\u00fcn t\u0259rbiy\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n. -G\u0259l\u0259k s\u0259nin sual\u0131na bunu yad\u0131nda saxla ki, insan \u00e7ox\u00a0 vaxt etdikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yox,\u00a0 etm\u0259dikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 pe\u015fman olur.\u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n, H\u0259zr\u0259ti M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rimizin\u00a0 \u00fcmm\u0259ti olan bizl\u0259r\u0259, be\u015fikd\u0259n q\u0259br\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r, elm \u00f6yr\u0259nin dediyini bildiyim halda, buna \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259s\u0259ydim pe\u015fman olard\u0131m.Bir d\u0259, elm \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k v\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ibad\u0259tdir, o\u011flum.\u00a0 Bu vaxt ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259rcan!, -Sizsiniz, q\u0131z\u0131m-<\/p>\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n K\u00fcbra g\u0259l\u0259nin kimliyimi d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Yox, yad p\u0131lanetlil\u0259rdir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcanla birg\u0259 ota\u011fa daxil olan Ayd\u0131n, istehzayla cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n, b\u0259sdir.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 M\u0259rcan \u0259rin\u0259 ac\u0131qland\u0131.Sonra anas\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259k\u00a0 – Nec\u0259s\u0259n ana?<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 mehribanl\u0131qla soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr yax\u015f\u0131yam, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra da eyni s\u0259s tonu il\u0259\u00a0 cavab verdi: S\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n? Nec\u0259 ke\u00e7di g\u00fcn\u00fcn?\u00a0 -H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi\u00a0 M\u0259rcan dedi.<\/p>\n

-Of b\u0259sdi, bo\u015f-bo\u015f dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z. Tez ol, get yem\u0259k g\u0259tir ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, donquldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259rcan biz yedik, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra dedi:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n ikiniz\u0259 g\u0259tir.: -Yax\u015f\u0131, ana.<\/p>\n

Deyib M\u0259rcan yem\u0259k g\u0259tirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 getdi.<\/p>\n

-Bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu evd\u0259 e\u015f\u015f\u0259k bizd\u0259n ir\u0259lidir.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qay\u0131nanas\u0131na tutub kinay\u0259 il\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi. -\u018fg\u0259r bel\u0259 olmasayd\u0131, onda yem\u0259y\u0259 bizi d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdiniz.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n,p\u0259rt oldu.<\/p>\n

V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259m, Hafiz s\u00f6z\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ata, biz bir azdan haz\u0131rl\u0131q kursuna ged\u0259c\u0259yik.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yem\u0259yimizi,sizd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l yedik.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-Ged\u0259k haz\u0131rla\u015faq, vaxta az qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcnis bunu deyib aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman K\u00fcbran\u0131n s\u0259sli asistentl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n senorlu mobil telefonunun mesaj s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Telefonunu cibind\u0259n\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b a\u00e7an K\u00fcbra r\u0259fiq\u0259si Rozadan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sli vatsap mesaj\u0131n\u0131 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Salam K\u00fcbra c\u00fcm\u0259n m\u00fcbar\u0259k olsun. Nec\u0259s\u0259n? Evd\u0259kil\u0259r nec\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

-K\u00fcbra, t\u0259\u0259s\u00fcf ki, m\u0259n s\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn m\u0259s\u00e7id\u0259 apara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.: q\u0131z\u0131m\u00a0 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib, onun yan\u0131na gedir\u0259m. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m m\u0259ni bu s\u0259f\u0259rlik \u00fczrl\u00fc hesab el\u0259. K\u00fcbran\u0131n\u00a0 mesaja cavab\u0131 bel\u0259 oldu.<\/p>\n

-Salam Roza, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr biz yax\u015f\u0131y\u0131q, h\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Allah q\u0131z\u0131na \u015f\u0259fa versin, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 get, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 narahat olma, g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra mesaj\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rib telefonu cibin\u0259 qoydu<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan,\u0259lind\u0259 sini geri qay\u0131td\u0131. U\u015faqlar da, t\u0259krar ota\u011fa girdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Ana, biz gedirik.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcnis, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc anas\u0131na tutub dedi: -Yax\u015f\u0131, o\u011flum,<\/p>\n

Deyib, M\u0259rcan, sinid\u0259ki yem\u0259kl\u0259ri s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 d\u00fczm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Ayd\u0131n,yem\u0259k yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn masan\u0131n\u00a0 arxas\u0131na kecdi.\u00a0 -Allaha \u0259man\u0259t olun u\u015faqlar<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra, mehriban s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

: -Of, iki s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n biri Allahd\u0131r. -Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259ni d\u0259li ed\u0259c\u0259k bu kor qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259, Ayd\u0131n, dodaqalt\u0131 m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, ona he\u00e7 bir z\u0259r\u0259ri olmayan qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rf g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259diyi, Allaha inand\u0131\u011f\u0131, v\u0259 onu u\u015faqlar\u0131na tan\u0131td\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, sevmir, ona \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bitib t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259k bilm\u0259y\u0259n nifr\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Onun evind\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131na is\u0259,yaln\u0131z M\u0259rcana g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

U\u015faqlar, ham\u0131\u0131yla sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra haz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f kursuna getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259rcan s\u0259nd\u0259n bir \u015fey xah\u0131\u015f ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m q\u0131z\u0131m?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Yox, K\u00fcbra sultan xahi\u015f el\u0259m\u0259yin, buyurun, \u0259mir edin.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n,bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra K\u00fcbran\u0131n az \u0259vv\u0259lki t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259min andaca yox\u00a0 oldu.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259r c\u00fcm\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi bu g\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259s\u00e7idd\u0259 dini s\u00f6hb\u0259t var, m\u0259ni ora h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Roza apar\u0131rd\u0131, bilirs\u0259n, onun da q\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259sd\u0259l\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259nd\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n ki, s\u0259ni M\u0259rcan m\u0259s\u00e7id\u0259 apars\u0131n, el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131 qabaqlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra t\u0259sdiq etdi.<\/p>\n

-Xeyir, aparmayacaq.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n k\u0259skin \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dediv\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n, arvad\u0131m\u0131n orda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lan gic-gic \u015feyl\u0259ri dinl\u0259m\u0259yini ist\u0259mr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-O\u011flum, orada, ancaq dind\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

-Bilirs\u0259n n\u0259 var\u2026<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, K\u00fcbran\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi:-<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259, \u0259slind\u0259 he\u00e7 olmayan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn uydurub inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z dininizi d\u0259, Allah\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 da, Pey\u011famb\u0259rinizi d\u0259 s\u00f6yd\u00fcrm\u0259. -B\u0259sdi!, Ayd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra bu yerd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yb\u00a0 hidd\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, onun q\u0259fil q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmas\u0131ndan ani \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131q ya\u015fasa da, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yer\u0259 qoymad\u0131: -Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma qar\u015f\u0131nda u\u015faq yoxdur.<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as,Ayd\u0131n,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra \u0259s\u0259bi halda dill\u0259ndi -S\u0259n,Allaha, Pey\u011famb\u0259r\u0259, din\u0259 inanm\u0131rsan, bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. -, amma bu s\u0259n\u0259 onlar\u0131 t\u0259hqir etm\u0259k v\u0259 kimins\u0259 inanc\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fmaq haqq\u0131n\u0131 vermir. Bir d\u0259 ki, M\u0259rcan s\u0259nin arvad\u0131nd\u0131sa, m\u0259nim d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131md\u0131r v\u0259 inancl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259,y\u0259ni, dem\u0259k isd\u0259yirs\u0259n ki,<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 cavab verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259rcan, v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb , s\u00f6z\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131::<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n, dayan. -Ana, s\u0259n d\u0259, \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fm\u0259. -Get, haz\u0131rla\u015f, s\u0259ni m\u0259s\u00e7id\u0259 aparacam.<\/p>\n

-Sa\u011f ol, q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259ni yan\u0131lmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim. -Yax\u015f\u0131, saat \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259 M\u0259s\u00e7idd\u0259 olmal\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra bunlar\u0131 deyib, aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. V\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, M\u0259rcan\u0131n s\u0259rt bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb susdu, h\u0259r ikisi yem\u0259k yem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7di. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc idi. K\u00fcbra qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda oturub brayl \u0259lifbas\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7ap olunmu\u015f kitab oxuyurdu.\u00a0 Bu vaxt ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Kimdir?<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n\u0259m, n\u0259n\u0259, Hafiz.<\/p>\n

-G\u0259l, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

Hafiz g\u0259lib divanda, n\u0259n\u0259sinin yan\u0131nda oturdu.<\/p>\n

-\u0130fdar vaxt\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r var: -Bir saat. Dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra cavab verdi. Bu g\u00fcn on bir ay\u0131n sultan\u0131 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s\u00a0 Ramazan ay\u0131n\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fc idi.\u00a0 K\u00fcbra da h\u0259r il oldu\u011fu kimi bu il d\u0259 oruc tuturdu:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin deyil?<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259, Hafis, qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015flikl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-N\u0259? oru\u00e7 tutmaq?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra n\u0259v\u0259sinin n\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, Hafis, cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

-Yox, o\u011flum,<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

-Allah\u0131n rizas\u0131n\u0131 qazanmaq haqq-hesab g\u00fcn\u00fc onun h\u00fczuruna al\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q, \u00fcz\u00fc a\u011f, ba\u015f\u0131 uca \u00e7\u0131xmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259n he\u00e7 bir i\u015f \u00e7\u0259tin deyil..<\/p>\n

-Ax\u0131 s\u0259n, ne\u00e7\u0259 saatd\u0131r ki, yem\u0259k yem\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbran\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259sinin bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 cavab\u0131 bel\u0259 oldu.<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as, o\u011flum, Allah biz\u0259 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 24 saat v\u0259 ild\u0259 12 ay vaxt verir. Bunun da yaln\u0131z bir\u00a0 ay\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 oruc tuturuq.<\/p>\n

-Bizim 11 ay \u0259rzind\u0259 yem\u0259k yediyimiz vaxt, oruc tutanda\u00a0 ac qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vaxtdan daha \u00e7oxdur. Bir d\u0259 ki, Allah biz\u0259 bu d\u00fcnya da ya\u015famaq haqq\u0131, ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259 says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z neym\u0259tl\u0259r verib.Biz d\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 ibad\u0259t ed\u0259r\u0259k ona olan qulluq borcumuzu yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259liyik.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259n dini t\u0259hsil alm\u0131san? Dey\u0259 bird\u0259n Hafiz maraq dolu s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, yox, o\u011flum\u00a0 Dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra m\u0259yus halda dedi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kib\u00a0 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi. -M\u0259nim vaxt\u0131mda biz sovetl\u0259r birliyinin daha do\u011frusu Rusiyan\u0131n \u0259sar\u0259ti alt\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131q, onlar da biz\u0259 n\u0259in ki dini t\u0259hsil alma\u011fa, he\u00e7 m\u0259scidd\u0259 ibad\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermirdil\u0259r, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox\u00a0 ist\u0259m\u0259yim\u0259 r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n\u00a0 dini t\u0259hsil ala bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

-Niy\u0259 soru\u015fdun?<\/p>\n

-B\u0259s s\u0259n indic\u0259\u00a0 m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 haradan\u00a0 \u00f6yr\u0259nmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Hafiz n\u0259n\u0259sinin sual\u0131na sualla cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

-Bax bu kitabdan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m.\u00a0 -dey\u0259 k\u00fcbra\u00a0 \u0259lind\u0259ki\u00a0 kitab\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

-O, n\u0259 kitabd\u0131r n\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

Hafiz d\u0259rhal maraqland\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Bu bizim m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131m\u0131z olan Qurani k\u0259rimdir, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, m\u0259n bu kitab\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Hafiz dedi:<\/p>\n

-Y\u0259ni bu kitabda h\u0259r \u015fey yaz\u0131l\u0131b? – H\u0259,\u00a0 m\u0259nim balam.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra \u0259minlikl\u0259 dinl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Bu kitab bizim yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259n do\u011fru b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7imizdir.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 kitab bar\u0259d\u0259 daha \u0259trafl\u0131 m\u0259lumat ver\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Hafizin\u00a0 kitaba mara\u011f\u0131 daha da artd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-\u018flb\u0259td\u0259.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259in ki, biz m\u00fcs\u0259lmanlar\u0131n h\u0259tta, dig\u0259r dinl\u0259rd\u0259n olan\u00a0 insanlar\u0131n da oxumal\u0131 oldu\u011fu bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab 610-cu ild\u0259 h\u0259zr\u0259ti M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rimiz\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259kk\u0259d\u0259, Nur da\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 Hira ma\u011faras\u0131nda\u00a0 Allah t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n C\u0259brail m\u0259l\u0259k vasit\u0259sil\u0259 v\u0259hy edilmi\u015f,\u00a0\u00a0 ilk ay\u0259ni is\u0259 \u0259l-\u0130kra, y\u0259ni yaradan R\u0259bbinin ad\u0131 il\u0259 oxu olmu\u015fdur. Kitab 114 sur\u0259d\u0259n, 6236 ay\u0259d\u0259n, otuz c\u00fczd\u0259n, v\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcz\u00fc 20 s\u0259hif\u0259 olmaqla 600 s\u0259hif\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 ibar\u0259tdir. Sur\u0259l\u0259rin 86-s\u0131 M\u0259kk\u0259d\u0259 28-i is\u0259 M\u0259din\u0259 d\u0259 v\u0259hy olunub. \u018fn uzun sur\u0259\u00a0 286 ay\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259t olan B\u0259q\u0259r\u0259, \u0259n q\u0131sa sur\u0259si is\u0259 3 ay\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259t K\u00f6vs\u0259r sur\u0259si olan Quran Fatih\u0259 sur\u0259si il\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b Nas sur\u0259si il\u0259\u00a0 bitir. Quran\u00a0 el\u0259 bir kitabd\u0131r ki onu\u00a0\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259\u00a0 oxuyan ancaq yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r,\u00a0 q\u0259lbi il\u0259\u00a0 oxuyan mahiyy\u0259tini duyar, ruhu il\u0259 oxuyan is\u0259 Allah\u0131 d\u0259rk ed\u0259r. Q\u0131sas\u0131 ba\u015fqa s\u0259mavi\u00a0 kitablardan f\u0259rqli olaraq 23 il \u0259rzind\u0259 hiss\u0259-hiss\u0259 nazil olunan v\u0259 t\u0259hrif olunmadan g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259lib \u00e7atan bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s\u00a0 kitab\u00a0\u00a0 yaradan\u0131n \u015f\u00fcurlu varl\u0131qlar olaraq yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131, bizl\u0259r\u0259 onu d\u0259rk edib\u00a0 sevm\u0259yimiz, \u0259n \u0259sas\u0131 is\u0259 insan kimi ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi \u0259n m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l h\u0259diyy\u0259dir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 biz bu kitaba m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab deyirik. H\u0259, onu da deyim ki, Quran ramazan ay\u0131nda nazil olunub.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259s s\u0259n bu\u00a0 kitab\u0131 haradan alm\u0131san? Dey\u0259 Hafiz n\u00f6vb\u0259ti sual\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcnvanlad\u0131:<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbran\u0131n n\u0259v\u0259sinin bu sual\u0131na da cavab\u0131 bel\u0259 oldu:<\/p>\n

-Almam\u0131\u015fam r\u0259hm\u0259tlik baban\u0131n ad g\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259diyy\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

Baxa bil\u0259r\u0259m Hafiz \u0259lini kitaba t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259td\u0259 baxa bil\u0259rs\u0259n K\u00fcbra dedi: v\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: amma yaz\u0131lar\u0131 oxuya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n \u00e7\u00fcnki bu kitab bizl\u0259rin y\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259 m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tli insanlar\u0131n yaz\u0131b oxudu\u011fu brayl \u0259lifbas\u0131 il\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Bir d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin t\u0259mizdir?<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 t\u0259mizdir.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 qoy onu da deyim ki, Qurani k\u0259rim\u0259 \u0259l vuran insan\u0131n t\u0259kc\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259ri yox, ruhu v\u0259 q\u0259lbi d\u0259 t\u0259miz olmal\u0131d\u0131r, dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi Kitab\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u0259lind\u0259n alan Hafiz onu \u00f6p\u00fcb aln\u0131na\u00a0 qoymu\u015fdu ki\u00a0 ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 gurultu il\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 dem\u0259li bel\u0259 deyib Ayd\u0131n q\u0259z\u0259bli halda i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.<\/p>\n

-Bayaqdan sizi dinl\u0259yirdim dem\u0259li s\u0259n m\u0259nim evimd\u0259 xurafatla m\u0259\u015fqulsan.<\/p>\n

-\u018fst\u0259\u011ff\u00fcrullah o\u011flum, m\u0259n\u2026 K\u00fcbra m\u00fclayim s\u0259sl\u0259 cavab verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki,<\/p>\n

-dayan\u00a0 Ayd\u0131n onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131mx\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n

-Birincisi m\u0259n\u0259 o\u011flum dem\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi kor ana laz\u0131m deyil. \u0130kincisi is\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bu evd\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa yaln\u0131z M\u0259rcan\u0131n xatirin\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m, u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131n t\u0259rbiy\u0259sini pozub onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 koran\u0259\u00a0 \u015feyl\u0259rl\u0259 doldurasan dey\u0259 yox, ayd\u0131nd\u0131r!? -Ata n\u0259n\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Hafiz n\u0259n\u0259sini m\u00fcdafi\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259di<\/p>\n

-K\u0259s s\u0259sini! \u2013<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n o\u011flunun da s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131nda qoydu.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n\u0259 de g\u00f6r\u00fcm elm\u0259, t\u0259hsil\u0259 s\u0259rf el\u0259m\u0259li oldu\u011fun vaxt\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 bo\u015f- bo\u015f \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259rf edirs\u0259n, h\u0259? ver! o kitab\u0131\u00a0 m\u0259n\u0259 ver g\u00f6r\u00fcm!<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n Hafizin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 tutmaqda oldu\u011fu Quran\u0131 ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n xahi\u015f edir\u0259m ver onu m\u0259n\u0259!<\/p>\n

– O\u011flum o muq\u0259dd\u0259s kitabd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b yalvarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. -B\u0259sdi z\u0259hl\u0259mi t\u00f6kd\u00fcn kor qad\u0131n. Qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sonra daha da \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan Ayd\u0131n- al muq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131n\u0131 da bu saat\u00a0 r\u0259dd ol m\u0259nim evimd\u0259n.-deyib var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259\u00a0 kitab\u0131 onun\u00a0\u00a0 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259fil z\u0259rb\u0259nin t\u0259sirind\u0259n s\u0259ndirl\u0259y\u0259n K\u00fcbra \u00e7ar\u0259siz halda divana \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Bu vaxt m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 yem\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259n M\u0259rcan v\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 ota\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259rs oxuyan Yunis s\u0259si e\u015fidib\u00a0 g\u0259ldil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n! N\u0259 edirs\u0259n? Utanm\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan ir\u0259li yeriyib yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u00a0 kitab\u0131\u00a0 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-\u00c7\u0259kil g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n s\u0259rt\u00a0 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 arvad\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 sin\u0259sind\u0259n geri it\u0259l\u0259di sonra da \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 iyr\u0259nc bir\u00a0 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259<\/p>\n

-\u0130ndi g\u00f6r\u0259k s\u0259nin\u00a0\u00a0 bu kor anan\u0131n\u00a0\u00a0 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259k dey\u0259r\u0259k yerd\u0259ki Quran\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b yuxar\u0131 atd\u0131. Kitab\u00a0 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 tavana ordan\u00a0 televizora, sonra is\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0\u00a0 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ld\u0131. O saatda Ayd\u0131n kitab\u0131 t\u0259pikl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n! Dayan! N\u0259 edirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Ata! El\u0259m\u0259!<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan\u0131n v\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rq s\u0259si Kubran\u0131n a\u011flama s\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r k\u0259s Ayd\u0131na mane olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, o is\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin ona yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011f\u0131na imkan vermir, Quran\u0131 futbol topu kimi o t\u0259r\u0259f-bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 at\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z bir \u015fey oldu. Ayd\u0131n\u0131n saniy\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 r\u0259ngi qarald\u0131. Sonra o, sa\u011f \u0259lini\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub\u00a0 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n qopmu\u015f a\u011fac kimi yer\u0259\u00a0 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n! s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 oldu? – Ata!<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan\u00a0 il\u0259 Yunis\u00a0 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 yerd\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz halda uzanan Ayd\u0131na sar\u0131\u00a0 y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 oldu, q\u0131z\u0131m?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra t\u0259la\u015fl\u0131\u00a0 halda aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. -Bilmir\u0259m ana, dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yidir. M\u0259rcan h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259\u00a0 dedi v\u0259 tez! t\u0259cili yard\u0131m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n . dey\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi. -M\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Deyib K\u00fcbra telefonu \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki\u00a0 saat ke\u00e7di K\u00fcbra Hafiz v\u0259 Yunisl\u0259 birg\u0259 Sabun\u00e7u rayonu 3 sayl\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r kliniki x\u0259st\u0259xanas\u0131n\u0131nn g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131nda bir<\/p>\n

saatdan \u00e7ox idi ki \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunan Ayd\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Allah\u0131m! yalvar\u0131ram Ayd\u0131n \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan sa\u011f-salamat \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n, sa\u011fal\u0131b yenid\u0259n ail\u0259sinin yan\u0131na qay\u0131ts\u0131n -dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra \u0259ll\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b\u00a0 dua etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259n\u0259, atam az \u0259vv\u0259l s\u0259ni t\u0259hqir etdi.S\u0259n is\u0259 onun sa\u011falmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

-dey\u0259 Hafiz t\u0259\u0259c\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 balam.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra sa\u011f \u0259lini yan\u0131nda oturan n\u0259v\u0259sinin\u00a0 \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Atan\u0131n\u00a0 Allah\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259hqir etm\u0259si m\u0259ni t\u0259hqir etm\u0259sind\u0259n daha a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r, amma, Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayand\u0131r v\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r \u0259b\u0259di olan Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rsa onda fani olan biz qullar da ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u011f\u0131 bacarmal\u0131, h\u0259r n\u0259 olur\u00a0\u00a0 olsun \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n birinin yan\u0131nda olmal\u0131y\u0131q. Bir d\u0259 ki, n\u0259 bilm\u0259k olar b\u0259lk\u0259 bu olanlar atan\u0131z\u0131\u00a0 do\u011fru yola qaytarar.\u00a0 Bu vaxt M\u0259rcan da\u00a0 onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

-Bir x\u0259b\u0259r var yox?<\/p>\n

Hafiz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Harada idin, q\u0131z\u0131m?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra m\u00fclayim s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131nn\u0131n ail\u0259sin\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r verdim.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan \u00fczg\u00fcn halda cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

-O saat da yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar, sonra da Teyb\u0259\u00a0 xala v\u0259\u00a0 m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoru il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m .<\/p>\n

-Lap yax\u015f\u0131 K\u00fcbra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

-Ana s\u0259n orucunu a\u00e7d\u0131n?<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m a\u00e7d\u0131m. Hafiz sa\u011f olsun, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015firiniyyat v\u0259 \u00e7ay ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Lap yax\u015f\u0131, g\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259n u\u015faqlarla birlikd\u0259 ev\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

-Yox q\u0131z\u0131m K\u00fcbra etiraz etdi.<\/p>\n

-He\u00e7 olmasa qoy Ayd\u0131n\u0131n valideynl\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r burda qal\u0131m .<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt tibb bac\u0131s\u0131\u00a0 s\u00fcr\u0259tli add\u0131mlarla onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-T\u0259cili biz\u0259 iki m\u00fcsb\u0259t qan laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-Qan?<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan t\u0259la\u015fland\u0131.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259li, iki\u00a0 m\u00fcsb\u0259t\u00a0 qan .<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259krar etdi.<\/p>\n

-\u0130ndi\u00a0 biz\u00a0 qan\u0131 haradan nec\u0259 tapaq? M\u0259rcan \u00e7ar\u0259siz halda tibb bac\u0131s\u0131na baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Ana, biz ver\u0259 bil\u0259rik?<\/p>\n

Yunis dedi:<\/p>\n

-Yox, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Sizin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z azd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259nim qan\u0131m iki\u00a0 m\u00fcsb\u0259tdir m\u0259n ver\u0259r\u0259m\u00a0 dey\u0259r\u0259k, K\u00fcbra c\u0259ld\u00a0 aya\u011fa qaxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131, onda buyurun ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra il\u0259\u00a0 tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 birlikd\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

-Ka\u015f atam\u0131n da\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yi\u00a0\u00a0 n\u0259n\u0259min\u00a0\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yi\u00a0 kimi olard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hafiz k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi. Bayaq o n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259\u00a0 n\u0259l\u0259r dedi amma n\u0259n\u0259m onun sa\u011falmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edirdi indi d\u0259 qan\u0131n\u0131 verir.. -Qulaq as Hafiz.<\/p>\n

Yunis\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qarda\u015f\u0131na tutdu<\/p>\n

-n\u0259n\u0259m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir ki, Allah insana bir fiziki\u00a0 g\u00f6rk\u0259minin nec\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 bir d\u0259 ail\u0259sinin kim olmas\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7m\u0259 haqq\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 N\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259k\u00a0 ki indi bizim d\u0259 b\u0259xtimiz\u0259 Ayd\u0131n kimi ata yaz\u0131l\u0131b m\u0259ni\u00a0 \u0259n \u00e7ox maraqland\u0131ran bilirs\u0259n n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

Hafiz azac\u0131q fasil\u0259d\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n\u00a0\u00a0 n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini\u00a0 anas\u0131na v\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evirdi<\/p>\n

-Atam\u0131n ail\u0259sind\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s y\u0259ni, n\u0259n\u0259m, babam,\u00a0 \u0259mim, bibim\u00a0 ham\u0131s\u0131 Allaha inand\u0131qlar\u0131 halda\u00a0 o nec\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 ateist olub ?<\/p>\n

-Ah, o\u011flum.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan d\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Bizim t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vaxtlar sovetl\u0259r birliyinin daha d\u0259qiq des\u0259k Rusiyan\u0131n \u0259sar\u0259ti alt\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vaxta t\u0259sad\u00fcf edirdi h\u0259min vaxtlar \u0259n \u00e7ox da ali t\u0259hsil m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 ateizm t\u0259bli\u011f olunurdu Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun ki m\u0259n baban\u0131n v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259nin say\u0259sind\u0259 o, l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u00a0 t\u0259sirin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim amma, atan\u2026 M\u0259rcan bu yerd\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 . M\u0259n onu fikrind\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam da\u00a0 al\u0131nmad\u0131\u00a0 n\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259 babana onun ateist oldu\u011funu dem\u0259dim \u00e7\u00fcnki\u00a0 atan\u0131z\u0131 sevirdim v\u0259 onlar\u0131n bunu\u00a0 \u00f6yr\u0259ndikl\u0259ri zaman evl\u0259nm\u0259yimiz\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 raz\u0131 olmayacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim.Sonra baban\u0131z r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259\u00a0 getdi m\u0259n d\u0259 atan\u0131z\u0131 bir t\u0259h\u0259r raz\u0131 sal\u0131b n\u0259n\u0259niz\u00a0 t\u0259k qalmas\u0131n dey\u0259 onu biz\u0259 g\u0259tirdim yaz\u0131q n\u0259n\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259ti o zaman \u00f6yr\u0259ndi o da atana do\u011fru yol g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 amma bacarmad\u0131 .<\/p>\n

-\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fczm\u0259, ana.<\/p>\n

Yunis b\u00f6y\u00fck adam\u00a0 t\u0259mkini il\u0259\u00a0 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-\u0130n\u015fAllah atam sa\u011falar v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259min dediyi kimi b\u0259lk\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fru yola qay\u0131dar in\u015fAllah! M\u0259rcanla Hafiz ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat ke\u00e7di.S\u0259h\u0259r saatlar\u0131 idi. Yen\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131mda h\u0259y\u0259canla Ayd\u0131ndan bir x\u0259b\u0259r<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Art\u0131q Ayd\u0131n\u0131n atas\u0131 \u0130dris, anas\u0131 G\u00fcl\u00fcstan, bac\u0131s\u0131 H\u0259yat v\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 Cahandar da g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u00a0 aras\u0131nda idil\u0259r. -Niy\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 bir s\u00f6z demirl\u0259r?<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131 halda\u00a0 atas\u0131na baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-A\u011flama, q\u0131z\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

\u0130dris q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bu zaman K\u00fcbrayla\u00a0 G\u00fcl\u00fcstan birlikd\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 namaz q\u0131lmaqdan qay\u0131td\u0131lar M\u0259rcan<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra\u00a0 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259di burdayam, ana<\/p>\n

M\u0259rcan yor\u011fun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini anas\u0131na \u00e7evirdi.\u00a0 bir x\u0259b\u0259r var?<\/p>\n

-H\u0259l\u0259 yox.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 Hafiz anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

Bu vaxt a\u011f xalatl\u0131 tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 onlara t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259 oldu?<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcstan t\u0259la\u015fla yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ayd\u0131n. Ayd\u0131n b\u0259yin \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 xitab\u0259n dedi: Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l d\u0259 palataya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc, dey\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: – Onu g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rik?<\/p>\n

Sual\u0131\u00a0 sevinci s\u0259sind\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar hiss olunan\u00a0 M\u0259rcan\u00a0 verdi.<\/p>\n

-\u0130ndi h\u0259kim yan\u0131ndad\u0131r\u00a0 \u0259g\u0259r m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bils\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rsiniz. Q\u0131z\u0131m xahi\u015f edir\u0259m m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 Ayd\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na apar\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcm h\u0259kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faram o\u011flumu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m G\u00fcl\u00fcstan t\u0259kid etdi qulaq as\u0131n xan\u0131m, tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 ciddil\u0259\u015fdi\u00a0 sizinl\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015facam o\u011flunuz a\u011f\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259k \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 ke\u00e7irib \u0259slind\u0259 biz x\u0259st\u0259 \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi\u00a0 yax\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259lumatland\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q ancaq siz\u0259 Ayd\u0131n b\u0259y tam ay\u0131landa x\u0259b\u0259r verdik bilirsiniz niy\u0259?\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259dik ki o\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lsin \u00e7\u00fcnki bizim onun n\u0259yin ki oyanma\u011f\u0131na h\u0259tta ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131na bel\u0259 \u00fcmidimiz yox idi h\u0259r k\u0259s\u00a0 e\u015fitdikl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda yerind\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onu yormaq olmaz.\u00a0 dediym kimi Ayd\u0131n b\u0259yi ancaq h\u0259kim icaz\u0259 vers\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz .<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 bunu deyib getdi.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n palatas\u0131nda taq\u0259tsiz halda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc nec\u0259 hiss edirsiniz Ayd\u0131n b\u0259y?<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 dayanan\u00a0 h\u0259kim mehriban s\u0259sl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-Yax\u015f\u0131yam. H\u0259kim.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 Ayd\u0131n yor\u011fun s\u0259sl\u0259\u00a0 cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

Sonra da M\u0259ni n\u0259 vaxt ev\u0259 buraxacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.-dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

–Niy\u0259 ev\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirsiniz?<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim suala sualla\u00a0 cavab verdi:?: sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi: yeni\u00a0 \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z he\u00e7 olmasa bu g\u00fcn\u00a0 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 alt\u0131nda\u00a0 qal\u0131n.\u00a0 -Qulaq as\u0131n, Ayd\u0131n b\u0259y.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n yen\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki h\u0259kim onu qabaqlad\u0131<\/p>\n

-Siz k\u0259skin miokard infarkt\u0131 y\u0259ni, \u00fcr\u0259k tutmas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olaraq, olduqca a\u011f\u0131r \u0259m\u0259liyyat ke\u00e7irdiniz sizi \u0259vv\u0259l Allah\u0131n sonra da K\u00fcbra xan\u0131m\u0131n say\u0259sind\u0259 xilas ed\u0259 bildik.<\/p>\n

– K\u00fcbra xan\u0131m\u0131n?<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri heyr\u0259td\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc b\u0259li qay\u0131nanan\u0131z\u0131n, h\u0259kim davam etdi . \u018fm\u0259liyat \u0259snas\u0131nda siz\u0259 t\u0259cili qan laz\u0131m oldu K\u00fcbra xan\u0131m da \u2026<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n\u0259 qan\u0131n\u0131 verib\u00a0 \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n xilas etdi.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n h\u0259kimin c\u00fcml\u0259sini tamamlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259li.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 h\u0259kim t\u0259sdiq \u0259lam\u0259ti olaraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi.<\/p>\n

-Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n yalvar\u0131c\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

H\u0259kim tibb bac\u0131s\u0131na K\u00fcbran\u0131n palataya \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Allah\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun. O\u011flumu biz\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131n.Dey\u0259r\u0259k G\u00fcl\u00fcstan sevincl\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131. -S\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m K\u00fcbra xala.Dey\u0259 Cahandar\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc K\u00fcbraya tutdu:<\/p>\n

-Bayaq siz namaz q\u0131lma\u011fa ged\u0259nd\u0259 Hafiz olanlar\u0131 biz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ayd\u0131n s\u0259ni t\u0259hqir edib q\u0259lbini q\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 halda\u00a0 s\u0259n ona qan\u00a0 verib \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qurtard\u0131n. ona yenid\u0259n ya\u015famaq \u015fans\u0131 verdin. Allah s\u0259nd\u0259n raz\u0131 olsun.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131na yenid\u0259n ya\u015famaq imkan\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n yox, Allah verdi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra sakit\u00a0 t\u0259rzd\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Ona qan verm\u0259yim\u0259 qald\u0131qda is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 insan dey\u0259n v\u0259 insan olma\u011f\u0131n yolunun da darda qalana \u0259l uzatmaqdan ke\u00e7diyini bil\u0259n\u00a0\u00a0 h\u0259r k\u0259s m\u0259nim etdiyimi ed\u0259rdi. Ayd\u0131n\u0131n bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u00a0 q\u0259d\u0259r\u00a0 siz\u0259 etdikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 sizd\u0259n onun yerin\u0259 m\u0259n \u00fczr isd\u0259yir\u0259m K\u00fcbra bac\u0131.\u00a0 \u0130dris m\u0259yus halda dedi siz\u0259 bir ata olaraq yalvar\u0131ram onu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

-G\u00fcnahkar olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczr ist\u0259m\u0259yin. \u0130dris\u00a0 qarda\u015f.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra bayaqk\u0131 t\u00f6vrl\u0259 yenid\u0259n dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Qald\u0131 Ayd\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u011f\u0131ma,\u00a0 Ayd\u0131n u\u015faqd\u0131r, biz b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r is\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259hvl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u00fchakim\u0259 etm\u0259k,\u00a0 k\u00fcs\u00fcb \u00fcz \u00e7evirm\u0259k yerin\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 h\u0259r zaman onlar\u0131 do\u011fru yola d\u0259v\u0259t etm\u0259li, onlara qar\u015f\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131c\u0131 olmal\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n

-D\u00fczd\u00fcr<\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s t\u0259sdiq \u0259lam\u0259ti\u00a0 olaraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 K\u00fcbran\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259 m\u0259hdudiyy\u0259tli oldu\u011funu n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alaraq raz\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259 bildirdil\u0259r bu vaxt bayaqk\u0131\u00a0 tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 yenid\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n b\u0259y K\u00fcbra xan\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

-N\u0259? M\u0259rcan heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259ni? Dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra\u00a0 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k isd\u0259di:<\/p>\n

:B\u0259li, sizi.<\/p>\n

Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 dedi-v\u0259<\/p>\n

-Oyananda da sizin ad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 say\u0131\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131 e\u015fitdikl\u0259ri qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda\u00a0 heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Buyurun, ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamayan tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 is\u0259 K\u00fcbran\u0131n qoluna girib onu Ayd\u0131n\u0131n qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011fa apard\u0131.-Yax\u015f\u0131, Ayd\u0131n b\u0259y\u00a0 m\u0259n indi gedir\u0259m. Laz\u0131m\u00a0 olsam tibb bac\u0131s\u0131na dey\u0259rsiniz. H\u0259kim bunu deyib otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ard\u0131nca da i\u00e7\u0259ri tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259 K\u00fcbra daxil oldu.<\/p>\n

-Buyrun. Be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib sizi aparacam. Dey\u0259n tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 K\u00fcbran\u0131 Ayd\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndak\u0131 stola \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdirib getdi.<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra yum\u015faqcas\u0131na\u00a0 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Can\u0131m, anam.- Ayd\u0131n k\u00f6vr\u0259k halda dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi \u00e7\u00fcnki ayd\u0131n 20\u00a0 ild\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, ona ana deyirdi.<\/p>\n

-\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 hiss edirs\u0259n o\u011flum? Dey\u0259 K\u00fcbra can\u0131yananl\u0131qla soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

-S\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm yax\u015f\u0131 oldum.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n dedi:sonra da K\u00fcbran\u0131n \u0259lini \u0259ll\u0259rinin aras\u0131na al\u0131b\u00a0 \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k\u00a0 aln\u0131na qoydu:<\/p>\n

-Ayd\u0131n n\u0259 edirs\u0259n o\u011flum? K\u00fcbra \u0259lini geri \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-Bunu \u00e7oxdan etm\u0259li idim.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n m\u0259yus s\u0259sl\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Bilirs\u0259n, m\u0259n ay\u0131lana\u00a0 q\u0259d\u0259r yuxumda ancaq s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259ni K\u00fcbra t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n davam etdi.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 Quran kitabi il\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b sa\u011falma\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua edirdin . M\u0259n s\u0259nin s\u0259sin\u0259 oyand\u0131m. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 say\u0131qlayaraq. Ana d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n bu g\u00fcn\u0259 y\u0259ni, narkozdan ay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u00fcdd\u0259t\u0259d\u0259k\u00a0 b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m bir film lenti kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin\u00a0 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7di.onlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 olan xatir\u0259l\u0259rim d\u0259 var idi. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r\u00a0 m\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm q\u0259fl\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259ni\u00a0 s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00a0 ,\u00a0 inancl\u0131 oldu\u011fun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00a0 cahil adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra bu yerd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, Ayd\u0131n\u00a0 onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n

-S\u0259ni h\u0259r zaman v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 incidib al\u00e7altm\u0131\u015f, \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259\u00a0 q\u0259lbini q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam. Yalvar\u0131ram m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla. Allaha and i\u00e7ir\u0259m ki, bunlar bir d\u0259 t\u0259krarlanmayacaq. Bundan sonra s\u0259n m\u0259nim ikinci anamsan.Yalvar\u0131ram, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni o\u011flun olaraq q\u0259bul el\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n susub qay\u0131nanas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259di.<\/p>\n

-Onsuz da s\u0259n\u00a0 m\u0259nim o\u011flumsan, Ayd\u0131n.- K\u00fcbra mehriban s\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259rcan\u00a0 n\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik\u00a0 atas\u0131na\u00a0 n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nin ateist oldu\u011funu dem\u0259mi\u015fdi m\u0259n h\u0259qiq\u0259ti bir d\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 sizinl\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flayandan\u00a0 sonra \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. Lakin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyiniz\u0259 mane olmamaq v\u0259 yuvan\u0131z\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259simi \u00e7\u0131xarmad\u0131m. Daima s\u0259nin\u00a0 m\u00fcsb\u0259t x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259,\u00a0 s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 o y\u00f6nd\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa \u2026 -V\u0259 do\u011fru yola qaytarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Ayd\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259li\u015f verdi:<\/p>\n

-Bilirs\u0259n, ana d\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 kor dedim, amma \u0259sl kor m\u0259n\u0259m ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc halda s\u0259nin q\u0259lbin v\u0259 beyninl\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

-Bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z var, o\u011flum<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra m\u00fclayim t\u0259rzd\u0259 dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n

-Deyirl\u0259r ki,\u00a0 s\u0259hvini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb Allahdan ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanma\u011f\u0131na dil\u0259y\u0259n insan, \u0259ksin\u0259 s\u0259hvini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n v\u0259 onu t\u0259krar ed\u0259n is\u0259 \u015feytand\u0131r. S\u0259n s\u0259hfini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb insan olma\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7mis\u0259ns\u0259 xo\u015f hal\u0131na<\/p>\n

-S\u0259nc\u0259 Allah m\u0259ni s\u0259hvl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayar? Ayd\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00fcmidsiz halda K\u00fcbran\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na tikdi:<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbran\u0131n suala cavab\u0131 bel\u0259 oldu:<\/p>\n

-Qulaq as, o\u011flum. Bunu bil ki, Allah\u0131n m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259ti yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn canl\u0131lardan v\u0259 onlara ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn verdiyi nem\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 boldur. S\u0259n h\u0259r zaman dua v\u0259 t\u00f6vb\u0259 et, yax\u015f\u0131?<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra bunu deyib bir ana kimi Ayd\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Sonra da \u0259yilib yanaqlar\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 is\u0259 onun bu isti m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. \u0130ndi onun q\u0259lbin\u0259 sonsuz bir pe\u015fmanl\u0131q hissi hakim k\u0259silmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

\u0130yirmi doqquz\u00a0 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7di. G\u00f6z\u0259l yaz f\u0259slinin bir ay\u0131\u00a0 arxada qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r saatlar\u0131 idi. \u0130l\u0131q yaz\u00a0 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 art\u0131q canlanm\u0131\u015f t\u0259bi\u0259ti s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, insanlar\u0131n ruhunu ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. K\u00fcbra evl\u0259rinin\u00a0 m\u0259tb\u0259xind\u0259 \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259yirdi.bu vaxt qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. V\u0259\u00a0 -Bayram\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k olsun,\u00a0 can\u0131m anam.<\/p>\n

Deyib M\u0259rcan i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi: – S\u0259ninl\u0259 bah\u0259m , q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra d\u0259m \u00e7aynikini qaz plit\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub yava\u015f add\u0131mlarla q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Ana- bala qucaqla\u015f\u0131b \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ramazan bayram\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

-\u0130n\u015faaAllah birlikd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 bel\u0259 bayramlara \u00e7\u0131xaq.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcbra s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n