{"id":23066,"date":"2026-07-15T11:07:40","date_gmt":"2026-07-15T07:07:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=23066"},"modified":"2026-07-15T11:07:40","modified_gmt":"2026-07-15T07:07:40","slug":"dur-bir-az-sohb%c9%99t-ed%c9%99k-s%c9%99nan-mustafayev","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=23066","title":{"rendered":"Dur, bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k &#8211; S\u0259nan Mustafayev"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-04-08-at-11.36.58.jpeg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-22319\" src=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-04-08-at-11.36.58-238x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"238\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-04-08-at-11.36.58-238x300.jpeg 238w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-04-08-at-11.36.58-812x1024.jpeg 812w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-04-08-at-11.36.58-768x969.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/04\/WhatsApp-Image-2026-04-08-at-11.36.58.jpeg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 238px) 100vw, 238px\" \/><\/a>(felyeton)<\/p>\n<p>A ki\u015fil\u0259r, m\u0259n bir \u015fey\u0259 mat qalm\u0131\u015fam. Y\u0259ni ki, camaat\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r ki, \u00e7atm\u0131r. Taa u\u015faql\u0131qdan m\u0259zarl\u0131qlara ged\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ki, yax\u0131n adam\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f birisi \u0259zizinin m\u0259zar\u0131na \u00e7atar \u00e7atmaz \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdir\u0259r v\u0259 yerd\u0259 m\u00fcnasib \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259 bir da\u015f axtarar ki, r\u0259hm\u0259tliyin he\u00e7 haras\u0131na yox, yaln\u0131z ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6\u015f\u0259sin ki, ay\u0259, &#8220;oyan&#8221; g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, buradayam, yan\u0131ndayam, y\u0259ni s\u0259ni unutmam\u0131\u015fam, &#8220;dur&#8221; bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k. V\u0259 sonra ba\u015flay\u0131r r\u0259hm\u0259tliyi narahat etm\u0259y\u0259, olandan olmazdan, yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n, yalandan palandan \u00f6z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faraq guya r\u0259hm\u0259tlikl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir, sonda da s\u0259sini ucaldaraq r\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ona \u00e7atd\u0131rar.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0259ni el\u0259 o vaxtlardan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, niy\u0259 b\u0259s da\u015f v\u0259 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f, y\u0259ni n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bu f\u0259qiri ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 qura\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lan ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na da\u015f d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259m\u0259kl\u0259 &#8220;oyadasan&#8221;. Onsuz da ona olan olmu\u015f, n\u0259yi varsa bu d\u00fcnyada qoymu\u015f, bird\u0259f\u0259lik k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getmi\u015f, bel\u0259 dem\u0259k olarsa haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na. Olmazm\u0131 ki, bu r\u0259hm\u0259tliyi \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 oyatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n kimi, \u0259linl\u0259, yava\u015fca \u00e7iynin\u0259, lap el\u0259 sin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kl\u0259 &#8220;oyadasan&#8221;. Onsuz da r\u0259hm\u0259tlik bu d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f, day bundan sonra bu f\u0259qiri da\u015fla ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6ym\u0259kl\u0259 niy\u0259 narahat ed\u0259s\u0259n ki.<\/p>\n<p>Dolay\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 bel\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259dim ki, da\u015f axtarmaq \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik sa\u011f ik\u0259n \u0259g\u0259r imkans\u0131z olmu\u015fsa \u0259l tutayd\u0131n, k\u00f6m\u0259klik ed\u0259ydin, dostun, yaxud i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131n idis\u0259 s\u0259hvini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dey\u0259ydin, yox \u0259g\u0259r valideynl\u0259rind\u0259n biri idis\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yin qals\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259s\u0259 a\u011f olmayayd\u0131n, yoxsa ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sonda da fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, \u0259slind\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik h\u0259r kimdirs\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na da\u015fla d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yimizi hiss etm\u0259diyini yax\u015f\u0131 bildiyimizd\u0259n narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q ke\u00e7irm\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259zarl\u0131\u011fa catar catmaz m\u00fcnasib \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259 da\u015f axtar\u0131r\u0131q ki, ki\u015fini &#8220;oyadaq&#8221;. Nec\u0259 ki, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 birisi bir balaca b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259n zaman hiss edirik ki, day bundan sonra bunun perspektivi yox, da\u015f qalaq edir, olan olmaz, n\u0259 pis \u015fey var dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q bar\u0259sind\u0259. \u0130\u015fdi \u015fay\u0259t, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 &#8220;bird\u0259n dem\u0259k olmaz&#8221; dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, f\u00fcrs\u0259ti \u0259ld\u0259n verm\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q t\u0259rif yagdirmaga. Y\u0259ni ki, bel\u0259 q\u0259na\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k olar ki, bu bizim bir n\u00f6v ad\u0259timizdir . Amma ki, unutqan olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, bu ad\u0259timizi d\u0259 unudar\u0131q in\u015fallah.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"23066\">Yaz\u0131ya 9 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(felyeton) A ki\u015fil\u0259r, m\u0259n bir \u015fey\u0259 mat qalm\u0131\u015fam. Y\u0259ni ki, camaat\u0131n bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r ki, \u00e7atm\u0131r. Taa u\u015faql\u0131qdan m\u0259zarl\u0131qlara ged\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ki, yax\u0131n adam\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f birisi \u0259zizinin m\u0259zar\u0131na \u00e7atar \u00e7atmaz \u0259trafa g\u00f6z g\u0259zdir\u0259r v\u0259 yerd\u0259 m\u00fcnasib \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcd\u0259 bir da\u015f axtarar ki, r\u0259hm\u0259tliyin he\u00e7 haras\u0131na yox, yaln\u0131z ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6\u015f\u0259sin ki, ay\u0259, &#8220;oyan&#8221; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22319,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23066"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23066"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23066\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23068,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23066\/revisions\/23068"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/22319"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23066"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23066"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23066"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}