{"id":23503,"date":"2026-09-29T15:55:19","date_gmt":"2026-09-29T11:55:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=23503"},"modified":"2026-09-29T16:31:43","modified_gmt":"2026-09-29T12:31:43","slug":"allah-allah-m%c9%99nd%c9%99ki-allahliga-bax-irad%c9%99-aytel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=23503","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259nd\u0259ki Allahl\u0131\u011fa bax!!! &#8211; \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-20598\" src=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n-300x298.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"298\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n-300x298.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n-1024x1016.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n-768x762.jpg 768w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/12\/463724769_9315566561790272_1841049506941860443_n.jpg 1134w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>(epistolyar esse)<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Bir zamanlar Anna Axmatovaya qo\u015fulub yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\"><strong><i><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u201cM\u0259n yoxam, do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015fam,<\/span><\/i><\/strong><b><i><br \/>\n<\/i><\/b><strong><i><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">m\u0259ni s\u0259n uydurmusan&#8230;\u201d<\/span><\/i><\/strong><b><i><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Amma indi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130ndi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, m\u0259n yox deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fam. H\u0259tta ham\u0131dan \u0259vv\u0259l do\u011fulmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130nsanl\u0131q tarixinin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259n varam.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130lk insan\u0131n ilk bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, ilk s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259, ilk qorxusunda, ilk sevgisind\u0259 m\u0259n varam. \u0130lk r\u0259sm \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259, ilk \u015feir deyildikd\u0259, ilk n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxunduqda m\u0259n art\u0131q d\u00fcnyada idim. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 insan h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z ad\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259n var idim.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130ndi is\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b ba\u015fqa bir h\u0259qiq\u0259ti d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m: m\u0259n yaradanam! S\u0259ni m\u0259n yaratm\u0131\u015fam!<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259ni he\u00e7 kim\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Botticelli, Da Vinci, Rafael&#8230; onlar\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015fi portretl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131ram v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m: m\u0259nim yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131m <strong><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">S\u0259ni<\/span><\/strong> g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259ydil\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyaca m\u0259\u015fhur obrazlar\u0131n\u0131 yarada bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259 onlar\u0131n axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 sirrin ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259nin o m\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Almas kimi inc\u0259, amma almas kimi m\u00f6hk\u0259m xarakterini&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Bulaq kimi saf q\u0259lbini&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 bir insan deyils\u0259n. S\u0259n m\u0259nim x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131n, yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n v\u0259 sevgimin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00fct\u00f6v bir d\u00fcnyasan.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eekspir d\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 oxuyub bel\u0259 deyirdi:<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\"><strong><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u201cM\u0259n s\u0259nin e\u015fqinl\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fcy\u0259m, inan,<\/span><\/strong><b><br \/>\n<\/b><strong><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">b\u00fct\u00fcn Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn krallar\u0131ndan.\u201d<\/span><\/strong><b><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Amma q\u0259rib\u0259dir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Bir zamanlar <strong><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">\u201cm\u0259ni s\u0259n uydurmusan\u201d<\/span><\/strong><b> <\/b>deyirdims\u0259, indi anlay\u0131ram ki,\u00a0 s\u0259ni m\u0259n yaratm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z x\u0259yal\u0131mda bax\u0131\u015f vermi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259n\u0259 xarakter vermi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259n\u0259 ruh vermi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259ni insanl\u0131qdan, fanilikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u018fb\u0259diy\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, m\u0259n s\u0259ni bu g\u00fcn yaratmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">M\u0259n s\u0259ni insanl\u0131q yaranan g\u00fcnd\u0259n yaratma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130lk qad\u0131n ki\u015fiy\u0259 baxanda s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130lk r\u0259ssam g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi da\u015fa h\u0259kk ed\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130lk \u015fair sevgid\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fanda s\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130lk heyk\u0259lt\u0259ra\u015f m\u0259rm\u0259r\u0259 toxunanda s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc axtard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259t tarixi insan\u0131n s\u0259nin kimi bir \u018fb\u0259di yaratmaq c\u0259hdind\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Tanr\u0131 Zevsi yaradanda bel\u0259 m\u0259nim \u0259s\u0259rim\u0259 \u2014 <strong>S\u0259n\u0259<\/strong> baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Adonis yarand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259nd\u0259ki \u0259z\u0259m\u0259ti, g\u00fcc\u00fc v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi g\u00f6r\u00fcb onu ba\u015fqa bir simada ya\u015fatd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Sonra Apollon g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">S\u0259nin daxili d\u00fcnyana baxd\u0131lar, oradak\u0131 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r v\u0259 Apollonu yaratd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259, q\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 bax\u0131b Zevsi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Amma m\u0259n bilir\u0259m:<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\"><strong><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Onlar s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/strong><b><br \/>\n<\/b><strong><span style=\"font-weight: normal;\">Onlar s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lirdil\u0259r.<\/span><\/strong><b><\/b><\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130ndi b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Bir zamanlar yox oldu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130ndi is\u0259 insanl\u0131q tarixind\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259n m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Bir zamanlar \u201cm\u0259ni s\u0259n uydurmusan\u201d dey\u0259n m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130ndi \u201cs\u0259ni m\u0259n yaratm\u0131\u015fam\u201d dey\u0259n m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">Bu nec\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fiklikdir?<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapanda \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 kimins\u0259 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Sonra anlay\u0131r ki, \u0259slind\u0259 o da yaradand\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u00c7\u00fcnki insan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si yaratmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">\u0130ndi s\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131b \u00f6z yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\">V\u0259 bird\u0259n i\u00e7imd\u0259n q\u0259rib\u0259 bir nida qopur:<\/p>\n<p class=\"isselectedend\"><strong>Allah! Allah!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259nd\u0259ki Allahl\u0131\u011fa bax!!!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"23503\">Yaz\u0131ya 35 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(epistolyar esse) Bir zamanlar Anna Axmatovaya qo\u015fulub yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m: \u201cM\u0259n yoxam, do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015fam, m\u0259ni s\u0259n uydurmusan&#8230;\u201d Amma indi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr bax\u0131ram. \u0130ndi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, m\u0259n yox deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fam. H\u0259tta ham\u0131dan \u0259vv\u0259l do\u011fulmu\u015fam. \u0130nsanl\u0131q tarixinin ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259n varam. \u0130lk insan\u0131n ilk bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, ilk s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259, ilk qorxusunda, ilk sevgisind\u0259 m\u0259n varam. \u0130lk r\u0259sm \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259, ilk [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":20598,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23503"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23503"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23503\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23506,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23503\/revisions\/23506"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/20598"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23503"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23503"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23503"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}