{"id":5008,"date":"2014-04-15T09:07:33","date_gmt":"2014-04-15T04:07:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=5008"},"modified":"2014-12-09T18:42:36","modified_gmt":"2014-12-09T14:42:36","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-ill%c9%99rin-o-tayinda-tanidigim-els%c9%99n-%c9%99zim-yaradiciligina-ill%c9%99rin-bu-tayindaki-baxisim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=5008","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel &#8211; \u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ill\u0259rin bu tay\u0131ndak\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/10172597_642600279156002_8076803674430514580_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-7223 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/10172597_642600279156002_8076803674430514580_n.jpg\" alt=\"10172597_642600279156002_8076803674430514580_n\" width=\"280\" height=\"409\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/10172597_642600279156002_8076803674430514580_n.jpg 280w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/10172597_642600279156002_8076803674430514580_n-205x300.jpg 205w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 280px) 100vw, 280px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>(\u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ill\u0259rin bu tay\u0131ndak\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m&#8230;)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>T\u0259xmin\u0259n on il olar onunla tan\u0131\u015fam. Onda biz G\u0259nc\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetind\u0259 Fir\u0259ngiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etdiyi \u201cG\u0259ncliyin s\u0259si\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi birliyinin qonaqlar\u0131 idik. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259dik, birlik \u00fczvl\u0259rinin alq\u0131\u015flar\u0131na sevindik&#8230;<br \/>\nSonralar h\u0259min ar\u0131q, ucaboy, g\u0259nc \u015fairin ad\u0131 a\u011fl\u0131ma h\u0259kk olundu \u2013 bu, hal-haz\u0131rda Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259 ya\u015fayan, ixtisasca m\u00fc\u0259llim, do\u011fulu\u015fdan is\u0259 \u015fair El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim idi. Bu g\u00fcn \u0259yal\u0259td\u0259 ya\u015famas\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n (ham\u0131ya m\u0259lumdur ki, \u0259d\u0259biyyat adamlar\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n iki yer\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131rlar: \u0259yal\u0259t v\u0259 m\u0259rk\u0259z yazarlar\u0131na. V\u0259 \u0259yal\u0259td\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ap\u0131, reklam\u0131, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif TV, radio verili\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259, t\u0259dbirl\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 s. d\u0259v\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259z\u0259 nisb\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259hduddur) imzas\u0131 oxucular t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tan\u0131n\u0131r, sevilir.<br \/>\n\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r biz El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimi \u015fair kimi tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131qsa, son zamanlar q\u0259l\u0259minin b\u0259hr\u0259si olan n\u0259sr \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini, publisistik yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 (h\u0259m d\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259karcas\u0131na yaz\u0131lan) oxuduqdan sonra onun h\u0259m d\u0259 nasirlik bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131na diqq\u0259t y\u00f6n\u0259ltdik.<br \/>\nLakin m\u0259n El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimin poeziyas\u0131ndan s\u00f6z a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ax\u0131 biz\u0259 El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimi m\u0259hz poeziyas\u0131 tan\u0131td\u0131rd\u0131, poeziyas\u0131 sevdirdi.<br \/>\nEl\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259 ya\u015flar\u0131ndan, b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n, qa\u00e7q\u0131nl\u0131q n\u0259dir bilm\u0259diyi bir zamandan dostluq ets\u0259 d\u0259, onun ilk \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131 &#8211; \u201c K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 ya\u011fan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u201d 2000-ci ild\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Sonralar \u201cYuxu dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram\u201d (2006) adl\u0131 kitab\u0131 il\u0259 oxucular\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Onu da deyim ki, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitinin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus \u015feir dili, janr\u0131, ah\u0259ngi olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq (ad\u0259t\u0259n k\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rli yazarlar\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 biri-birin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir. \u015e\u0259m\u015fir, B\u0259hm\u0259n, S\u00fccay\u0259t, Q\u0259mke\u015f&#8230; v\u0259 yeni n\u0259sil d\u0259 bu \u0259n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r sadiqdir ki, poeziya yollar\u0131nda c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n add\u0131mlay\u0131rlar) El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim bu s\u0259rh\u0259ddi a\u015fd\u0131. K\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131, k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259 sadiq qalaraq, m\u00fcasir tipli \u015feirl\u0259rini d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa haqq qazand\u0131:<br \/>\nSahibsiz ev kimiy\u0259m<br \/>\nham\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb-gedib.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim<br \/>\nyaz\u0131 masas\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f s\u00fcrm\u0259si,<br \/>\nv\u00fccudum<br \/>\n\u00f6l\u00fc bir sevginin t\u00fcrb\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcf\u0259ngin l\u00fcl\u0259sind\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xan g\u00fcll\u0259<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 bilirdi ki<br \/>\nAzadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nDa\u015f kimi<br \/>\nV\u0259 art\u0131q buz kimi<br \/>\nS\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcrl\u00fck h\u0259bs olundu.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eairin yeni kitab\u0131 \u2013 \u201c\u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r toplusu \u00e7apa haz\u0131rlan\u0131r. \u00c7apa ged\u0259c\u0259k \u015feirl\u0259rin ilk oxucusu oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevindim v\u0259 kitab\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratlar\u0131m\u0131 El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim oxucular\u0131na m\u00fcjd\u0259 verm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldim.<br \/>\nEl\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimin \u015feirl\u0259rinin b\u0259zil\u0259ri m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox do\u011fmad\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r ki, o \u015feirl\u0259r d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 ilk oxucusu m\u0259n olmu\u015fam. Lakin daha do\u011fma olan bir \u015feir(im) var:<\/p>\n<p>Yaz b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259m, g\u0259lmir \u0259trin,<br \/>\nYan\u0131nda yoxdumu x\u0259trim?<br \/>\nBu \u015fair o\u011flannan otr\u00fc<br \/>\nAranda bitm\u0259k olmazm\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Bu birc\u0259 b\u0259ndd\u0259ki poetikaya, \u015firinliy\u0259, dil r\u0259vanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, sevginin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259, h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259, hicrana, yan\u011f\u0131ya heyran qalmaya bilmirs\u0259n. K\u00f6rp\u0259liyini, arzular\u0131n\u0131, do\u011fma oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u0259tirli sevgisini da\u011f yamac\u0131nda (K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259) qoyub aranda m\u0259skunla\u015fan bir a\u015fiqin f\u0259ryad\u0131d\u0131 bu. A\u015fiq sevgisin\u0259, yaz b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq ist\u0259yinin ger\u00e7\u0259kliyini onun aranda bitm\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Nafil\u0259! B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 da\u011f q\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r! O aranda bitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 a\u015fiq onun \u0259trin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalacaq&#8230; M\u0259h\u015fur \u201cQ\u0131f\u0131l\u201d \u015feirind\u0259n sonra, m\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, m\u0259hz bu \u015feirl\u0259 El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim poeziyas\u0131 dill\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. T\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu \u015feir yeni kitaba sal\u0131nmay\u0131b. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fair m\u0259nim ist\u0259yimi n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 alaraq yaz b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259sinin sevgi dolu \u0259tri il\u0259 \u201c\u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131\u201d kitab\u0131na \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k qoyacaq.<br \/>\nOnu da deyim ki, m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fma olan \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n d\u0259 o do\u011fmalar\u0131m\u0131 \u015feir dili il\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259dim. El\u0259 bu \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259nin sovqat\u0131 olaraq m\u0259nim d\u0259 eyni m\u00f6vzulu \u015feirl\u0259rim (deyi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259rimiz) d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldi. O do\u011fmalar\u0131 bu yaz\u0131mda s\u0131ralayacam, amma \u00e7ox x\u0259fif&#8230;<br \/>\n\u201cQ\u0131f\u0131l\u201d \u015feirind\u0259n s\u00f6z sald\u0131m. Bu \u015feiri El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim \u00e7ox g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131nda yazsa da poetik tutumu, f\u0259ls\u0259fi \u00e7\u0259kisi, dil s\u0259listliyi, heca v\u0259zninin qanunauy\u011funlu\u011funun qorunmas\u0131, m\u0259zmun se\u00e7imi bax\u0131m\u0131ndan \u0259d\u0259bi t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259rin \u0259n \u00e7ox diqq\u0259tind\u0259 olan bir \u015feirdir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc \u201cill\u0259rin o tay\u0131\u201dnda, a\u00e7ar\u0131 burada qalan h\u0259min q\u0131f\u0131l idi ki, pasl\u0131 sin\u0259sind\u0259ki a\u00e7ar yerini El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 verdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 o \u015feirl\u0259rin a\u00e7ar\u0131 oldu:<\/p>\n<p>O q\u0131f\u0131l dil a\u00e7ar g\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00fckutun \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr, itir.<br \/>\nOnun torpaq dolmu\u015f a\u00e7ar yerind\u0259-<br \/>\nH\u0259r bahar bir h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi bitir.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 burada \u015fair baba yurdunu qoyub g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nay\u0131r:<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7a\u015fd\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259rk etdi oba yurdunu,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi k\u00f6\u00e7 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015f\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259ldik.<br \/>\nBizd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 bax, baba yurdunu,<br \/>\nBir pasl\u0131 q\u0131f\u0131la tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259ldik.<\/p>\n<p>O q\u0131f\u0131l t\u0259kc\u0259 ocaq yerind\u0259 qalmad\u0131, o q\u0131f\u0131l o g\u00fcnd\u0259n El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzimin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259 sil\u0259l\u0259ndi v\u0259 q\u0131f\u0131lland\u0131. O d\u0259rdin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq, sin\u0259d\u0259n qovmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259rd qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 bulmaq \u00e7\u0259tinliyinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 \u015fairin sin\u0259sini g\u00f6yn\u0259tm\u0259kd\u0259n usanmad\u0131&#8230;. \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7ib-gedib o a\u011f\u0131r ild\u0259n,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u0259 yaz m\u00fcjd\u0259li qaranqu\u015f idim.<br \/>\nYuvam\u0131 da\u011f\u0131td\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131 q\u0259fild\u0259n,<br \/>\nYuvas\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lmaq bilir\u0259m n\u0259di.<br \/>\nD\u0259ym\u0259 yuvas\u0131na qaranqu\u015flar\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 evind\u0259 &#8211; yad ocaqdak\u0131 evind\u0259 qaranqu\u015fun yuvas\u0131n\u0131 u\u00e7urma\u011fa \u0259li g\u0259lm\u0259di, u\u00e7mu\u015f yuvas\u0131 g\u0259ldi g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Zirv\u0259 d\u0259 it\u0259rmi d\u0259rdin i\u00e7ind\u0259?<br \/>\nQeyr\u0259t m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259m\u0259z m\u0259rdin i\u00e7ind\u0259.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259ti ki\u015fn\u0259y\u0259n yurdun i\u00e7ind\u0259-<br \/>\nBir elin ayr\u0131l\u0131q yas\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Burada bir yurd yerinin bo\u015f qalmas\u0131n\u0131, d\u0259rdin zirv\u0259ni a\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131, yurdda at ki\u015fn\u0259rtisinin \u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tin ki\u015fn\u0259diyini nec\u0259 poetik ifad\u0259 edib \u015fair. \u201cZirv\u0259 d\u0259 it\u0259rmi d\u0259rdin i\u00e7ind\u0259\u201d. Zirv\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 insan aya\u011f\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259n zaman c\u0131\u011f\u0131rla\u015fan, lakin yurdda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra t\u0259nha qalan, c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 ot basan, d\u0259rdin i\u00e7ind\u0259 it\u0259n zirv\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr, b\u00f6y\u00fck bir yan\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, ac\u0131n\u0131n birc\u0259 misraya nec\u0259 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131na heyran qal\u0131rsan. V\u0259 d\u0259rdi, a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6z el\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131r ki, o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n. Sanki, ana a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir&#8230;<br \/>\nA\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:<\/p>\n<p>Bizim k\u0259ndin evl\u0259rinin<br \/>\nTa\u011f\u0131 h\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<br \/>\nN\u0259 a\u011flarsan h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr?<br \/>\nN\u0259 durmusan \u00e7a\u011fla, p\u00fcsk\u00fcr,<br \/>\nAy odlu da\u015f, sulu qaya.<\/p>\n<p>Burada da \u015fair d\u0259rdi musiqi \u00fcst\u0259 dill\u0259ndirir. Bu misralarda ritm var, misralar r\u0259qs edir, d\u0259rdd\u0259n havalanm\u0131\u015f insan nec\u0259 r\u0259qs edirs\u0259, bu misralar da el\u0259c\u0259 r\u0259qs edir. V\u0259 bu r\u0259qs ondan sonrak\u0131 b\u0259ndd\u0259 bir anl\u0131q a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259rdlil\u0259r saya\u011f\u0131 qollar\u0131n\u0131 yana sal\u0131r:<\/p>\n<p>Bizim k\u0259ndin hasar\u0131san,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd a\u00e7\u0131lar ha sar\u0131san.<br \/>\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259zar\u0131san,<br \/>\nGen sin\u0259si dolu qaya.<br \/>\n\u018fks\u0259r yazarlar\u0131n k\u00f6n\u00fcl h\u0259md\u0259mi, \u00fcr\u0259k dostu q\u0259l\u0259m ka\u011f\u0131zd\u0131r. El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fir. Amma tam f\u0259rqli. O q\u0259l\u0259mi t\u0259rifl\u0259mir, g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rm\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir, g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131r, q\u0259l\u0259min m\u0259har\u0259tini, sin\u0259sind\u0259 k\u00f6z ba\u011flayan s\u00f6z\u00fc q\u0259l\u0259min nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fc heyran qal\u0131r:<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lahi, d\u0259lidi, d\u0259li bu q\u0259l\u0259m,<br \/>\nDuz kimi yalay\u0131r k\u00f6z\u00fc sin\u0259md\u0259n.<br \/>\nVurur ne\u015ft\u0259rini z\u0259li bu q\u0259l\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r s\u00f6z\u00fc sin\u0259md\u0259n.<br \/>\nEl\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyim t\u0259r\u0259f onun s\u00f6z\u0259 geydirdiyi libasd\u0131. Ham\u0131n\u0131n dediyi, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc El\u015f\u0259n el\u0259 geyindirib-gecindirir, el\u0259 t\u0259qdim edir ki, heyran qalmaya bilmirs\u0259n. \u00d6rn\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 b\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:<br \/>\nNec\u0259 k\u0259f\u0259n geyim, \u00f6m\u00fcr soyunum,<br \/>\nBu i\u015fd\u0259n d\u0259 duyuq salmay\u0131m s\u0259ni.<br \/>\nNec\u0259 gizli \u00f6l\u00fcm, x\u0259lv\u0259t yay\u0131n\u0131m,<br \/>\nQ\u0259brimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bulmay\u0131m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n<p>Yazd\u0131 \u2013 g\u00fcl\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd odur ki, a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nYarpaqlar\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nBir \u0259sim mehin \u015feiridi.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fqa bir \u015feird\u0259n:<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00f6m\u00fcr tama\u015fad\u0131r,<br \/>\nX\u0259yal\u0131nla ba\u015f-ba\u015fad\u0131r.<br \/>\nRuhumu e\u015fqin ya\u015fad\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rdin \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr<\/p>\n<p>El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim poeziyas\u0131n\u0131n n\u00fcv\u0259si \u00d6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr sank\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 tap\u0131nmaq, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k s\u00fctunudur bu \u015feirl\u0259rin. Q\u0259buledilm\u0259z d\u0259 olsa bel\u0259dir:<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259sdi, yazd\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\n\u015eeirin vara\u011f\u0131na.<br \/>\nH\u0259yat, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim g\u0259ncdi. Onun \u015feirl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 tumurcuq vaxtlar\u0131ndan boran, \u015faxta g\u00f6rs\u0259 d\u0259 bahar \u0259trini g\u0259ncliyini qoruyub saxlad\u0131. \u0130ctimai m\u00f6vzulu \u015feirl\u0259ri n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r, a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, tikanl\u0131 olsa da sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri o q\u0259d\u0259r x\u0259fif, \u00fclvi, s\u0259mimi, g\u0259ncdir. V\u0259 m\u0259nim do\u011fmalar\u0131md\u0131 bu z\u00fcmr\u0259d\u0259n olan \u015feirl\u0259r. H\u0259m ill\u0259rin o tay\u0131ndan, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu tay\u0131ndan boylanan, boy ver\u0259n do\u011fmalar\u0131m.<br \/>\nO taydan g\u0259l\u0259n:<\/p>\n<p>Ay El\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259z\u0259rini \u0259y\u0259nim,<br \/>\nAy sa\u00e7\u0131mda b\u0259yaz libas gey\u0259nim.<br \/>\nHalall\u0131q ver, bu tayda q\u0131z b\u0259y\u0259nim,<br \/>\nAy ill\u0259rin o tay\u0131nda qalan q\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>O tay\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n:<\/p>\n<p>Bulaq susdu, bulaq t\u0259zd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nBulaq q\u0131\u015fdan, qulaq yazdan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nIki \u015fair iki q\u0131zdan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nSaz a\u011flad\u0131 d\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259:<br \/>\nNagah cilv\u0259l\u0259ndi bir su p\u0259risi,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni dal\u011falardan soru\u015fdu getdi.<br \/>\nBir vaxt k\u00fcsd\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm o q\u0131zd\u0131 yoxsa,<br \/>\nQay\u0131d\u0131b ruhumla bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 getdi.<br \/>\nBu taydan:<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n niy\u0259 k\u00fcsd\u00fcn, ey niy\u0259,<br \/>\nQald\u0131m g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\nYollar saplan\u0131r iyn\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\nTikilir x\u0259yallara.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015fqa bir \u015feird\u0259n:<\/p>\n<p>Sahilind\u0259 tutdu onun k\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fc<br \/>\nAy d\u0259li K\u00fcr, a\u011fl\u0131n ondan n\u0259 k\u0259sdi?!<br \/>\nN\u0259 dedis\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 toxundu,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bildim tufan qopdu, yel \u0259sdi.<br \/>\nAy d\u0259li K\u00fcr, a\u011fl\u0131n ondan n\u0259 k\u0259sdi?!<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 yaxud:<br \/>\nG\u0259l yen\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00fcrl\u00fck el\u0259,<br \/>\nAx\u0131b getsin, K\u00fcr qalmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nG\u0259l yen\u0259 k\u00fcs, yalvarma\u011fa-<br \/>\nGetm\u0259diyim pir qalmas\u0131n.<br \/>\nV\u0259 yaxud:<br \/>\nXatirind\u0259n o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn<br \/>\nSalam\u0131, sa\u011folu getm\u0259z.<br \/>\nGedib sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yuyarsan,<br \/>\nO sahilin qumu ged\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u018flimin s\u0131\u011fal\u0131 getm\u0259z<\/p>\n<p>Bu b\u0259ndd\u0259 is\u0259 o tayla bu tay qo\u015fala\u015f\u0131r, ayr\u0131l\u0131r&#8230; d\u00fcy\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr:<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim viran olmu\u015f sevda m\u00fclk\u00fcm\u00fcn,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7iyl\u0259 bir d\u0259li sel gedir daha.<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rdi dayan\u0131b s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259dim,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n var, sev gedim daha.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eair zaman\u0131n\u0131 yazmal\u0131d\u0131r. V\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015fair. \u015e\u0259rhsiz ver\u0259c\u0259m a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 \u00f6rn\u0259kl\u0259ri&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ev\u0259 yor\u011fun d\u00f6n\u00fcb, \u00fczg\u00fcn g\u0259lir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u018fs\u0259bi g\u0259lir\u0259m, q\u0131z\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u018fli \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n uzun g\u0259lir\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn bo\u015f cibim\u0259 \u0259lim t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259r can\u0131n<br \/>\nBir fitr\u0259-z\u0259kat\u0131 var.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r<br \/>\nBa\u015fs\u0131z m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259ti var.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259:<br \/>\nHardasa s\u0259h\u0259rdi qalan, l\u0259ngiy\u0259n,<br \/>\nBaxmaz ax\u015famlar\u0131n qa\u015fqaba\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nYar\u0131na bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k ala bilm\u0259y\u0259n,<br \/>\nBir qucaq g\u00fcl d\u00fcz\u00fcr da\u015f qaba\u011f\u0131na.<br \/>\n\u018f\u015f\u015fi n\u0259 is\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 is\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fsrimizin b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairi Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni ham\u0131m\u0131z sevir, onun poeziyas\u0131n\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rimiz\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k edirik. El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim d\u0259 Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan uzaq deyil. Bu yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 b\u0259nz\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259canda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck:<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131lardan<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan qap\u0131lar qorxuludur.<br \/>\nRamiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n<br \/>\nUnutma ki, b\u0259z\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131lar-<br \/>\nBa\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131lardan t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259lidi.<br \/>\nEl\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim<br \/>\nEl\u015f\u0259n, s\u0259ni yeni d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k kitab\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 bu tayda t\u0259brik edir\u0259m. \u0130n\u015faallah, ill\u0259rin o tay\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259 bils\u0259k, m\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015facam, amma onda ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr dan\u0131\u015facam&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"5008\">Yaz\u0131ya 1065 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(\u0130ll\u0259rin o tay\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m El\u015f\u0259n \u018fzim yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na ill\u0259rin bu tay\u0131ndak\u0131 bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m&#8230;) T\u0259xmin\u0259n on il olar onunla tan\u0131\u015fam. Onda biz G\u0259nc\u0259 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetind\u0259 Fir\u0259ngiz m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etdiyi \u201cG\u0259ncliyin s\u0259si\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi birliyinin qonaqlar\u0131 idik. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259dik, birlik \u00fczvl\u0259rinin alq\u0131\u015flar\u0131na sevindik&#8230; Sonralar h\u0259min ar\u0131q, ucaboy, g\u0259nc \u015fairin ad\u0131 a\u011fl\u0131ma h\u0259kk olundu \u2013 bu, hal-haz\u0131rda Ming\u0259\u00e7evird\u0259 ya\u015fayan, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[17,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5008"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5008"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5008\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7224,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5008\/revisions\/7224"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5008"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5008"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5008"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}