{"id":5268,"date":"2014-05-08T23:50:12","date_gmt":"2014-05-08T18:50:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=5268"},"modified":"2015-03-07T15:08:20","modified_gmt":"2015-03-07T11:08:20","slug":"gunay-s%c9%99ma-sirvan-m%c9%99n%c9%99-gun%c9%99s-g%c9%99tir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=5268","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnay S\u0259ma \u015eirvan — M\u0259n\u0259 “G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f” g\u0259tir"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nSinif iclas\u0131nda \u00a0valideyn himay\u0259sind\u0259n m\u0259hrum u\u015faqlara m\u0259n\u0259vi dayaq olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn U\u015faq evl\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 getm\u0259k q\u0259rara al\u0131nandan q\u0259rib\u0259 hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdim. Oxudu\u011fum m\u00fcxt\u0259lif kitablar, seyr etdiyim filml\u0259r, oradak\u0131 u\u015faq evl\u0259rinin t\u0259sviri, t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i – u\u015faq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri v\u0259 s. haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r beynimi yorur, psixoloji g\u0259rginliyimi art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t,h\u0259min g\u00fcn yeti\u015fdi.
\nBizi h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 U\u015faq evinin m\u00fcdiri qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm v\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 add\u0131m\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131b, t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr etdi. \u018fslind\u0259,32 sinif \u015fagirdi v\u0259 8 valideynin i\u015ftirak etdiyi qrupumuzla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ke\u00e7irilm\u0259li idi. Sinif r\u0259hb\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fczr\u0259, biz,\u00a03-7 ya\u015f aras\u0131 43 u\u015faqla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n oyunlar oynamal\u0131 , g\u0259tirdiyimiz h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259ri onlara ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131b, geri qay\u0131tmal\u0131 idik. \u018fsas m\u0259qs\u0259d, h\u0259m, Yurdda olan u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259nha hiss etm\u0259m\u0259l\u0259rini saxlamaq, h\u0259m d\u0259, bizim u\u015faqlara sahib olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirm\u0259k bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015f\u0131lamaq idi. Lakin d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7andan, onun a\u011f\u0131r s\u0131naqlar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz qal\u0131b, ayaqda duran u\u015faqlar\u0131 sevindirm\u0259y\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259sirdik ki, h\u0259y\u0259candan bir q\u0259d\u0259r tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdik. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259, m\u00fcdir\u0259 xan\u0131m bizi U\u015faq evini g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi.
\n\u015e\u0259killi divarlarlla b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015f u\u015faq otaqlar\u0131, t\u0259miz d\u0259hlizl\u0259r, oyun, kitab zal\u0131, \u0259l i\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015f otaqlar bir-birini \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259dikc\u0259 u\u015faq evinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n valideyn himay\u0259sind\u0259n m\u0259hrum balacalara n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qay\u011f\u0131, sevgi g\u00f6st\u0259rdikl\u0259rinin \u015fahidi olduq.
\n\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 q\u0131zlardan ibar\u0259t azya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n, sonra is\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131n qrupunu \u00a0ziyar\u0259t etdik.
\n10 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin 3-5 ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 nec\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259vazi\u015fl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131sa vaxt \u0259rzind\u0259 maraq dair\u0259l\u0259rini onlarla payla\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00a0g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. H\u0259diyy\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f azya\u015fl\u0131lara \u015firin s\u00f6z\u00fcn, mehriban t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6n\u0259mli oldu\u011funu h\u0259r k\u0259s hiss edirdi.
\nU\u015faq evini g\u0259z\u0259rk\u0259n,yataqlar\u0131 t\u0259miz, qruplar\u0131 q\u0259na\u0259t b\u0259x\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin qida il\u0259 t\u0259min edildikl\u0259ri yem\u0259kxanan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259ydik ka\u015f…\u00a0 (amma bu n\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015fir ki?)Burada b\u00fct\u00fcn valideynl\u0259rin diqq\u0259tini \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn emal\u0131 qopmu\u015f d\u0259mir fincanlar \u00e7\u0259kdi. H\u0259r k\u0259sin sin\u0259sind\u0259n bir odlu \u201cah\u201d qopdu. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ail\u0259 v\u0259 u\u015faq evl\u0259ri aras\u0131ndak\u0131 f\u0259rq azald\u0131lma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lsa da, “Detdom”un ac\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rs\u0259nirdi.
\nEl\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131 ki, geri qay\u0131tma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fan zaman \u00e7oxu il\u0259 indic\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259zintiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lar. T\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259n xeyirxah olan 3″b” sinfinin \u015fagirdl\u0259ri \u00a0onlar\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259ndirm\u0259y\u0259, kimin\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcrm\u0259yi \u00f6yr\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259(balacalara ald\u0131qlar\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r), kimi il\u0259 asfalt \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar.
\nBir qrup balacan\u0131n \u015f\u0259n oyununa qo\u015fulmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m.. El\u0259 bu vaxt kims\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131ma sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130LAH\u0130!?! Balaca bir q\u0131z idi. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yildim, qollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Quca\u011f\u0131ma ald\u0131m, boynuma sar\u0131ld. D\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim doldu.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131m \u00a0yax\u0131nl\u0131qda idi: -Ana, a\u011flama, o s\u0259ni sevdi, sad\u0259c\u0259..<\/center>\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 almal\u0131yd\u0131m. U\u015faq qorxa bil\u0259rdi.
\n–S\u0259nin ad\u0131n n\u0259dir? -sordum.
\n-Sonya.
\nBalaca \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc ovcuna ald\u0131. Barmaqlar\u0131 island\u0131, dey\u0259s\u0259n. \u018fll\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n–Sonya, ged\u0259k \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259k\u0259kmi?
\n–Ged\u0259k.
\nT\u0259ba\u015fir g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fck.
\n–G\u0259l G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0259k\u0259k.
\n–\u00c7\u0259k\u0259k.
\nV\u0259 birlikd\u0259 h\u0259yat r\u0259mzi olan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n bir G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirik. Onun sehrli q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259rin k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 Sonyan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131na do\u011faca\u011f\u0131 inam\u0131 il\u0259. (Sonya dedi ki, \u201cbu sad\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f deyil, sehrlidir.\u201d)<\/p>\n

U\u015faq evl\u0259ri… Y\u0259qin d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n q\u0259mli k\u00f6\u015f\u0259si burad\u0131r. G\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259li olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n, g\u00f6rm\u0259li olduqlar\u0131na h\u0259sr\u0259t qalan u\u015faq evl\u0259rinin su\u00e7suz sahibl\u0259rinin g\u00fcnah\u0131 kimd\u0259dir: onlar\u0131 atan,aramayan bioloji\u00a0 valideynl\u0259rd\u0259mi, \u00a0b\u0259xtd\u0259mi, taled\u0259mi, Tanr\u0131dam\u0131? \u2013 Bilmir\u0259m.
\nDivarlardak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn r\u0259ngli r\u0259sml\u0259r\u0259, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259ki h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ya\u015f\u0131l bitkil\u0259r\u0259, yataq \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259ki \u00a0cizgi q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r, xo\u015fb\u0259xt simalar\u0131na baxmayaraq Yurddak\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 silinm\u0259y\u0259n bir q\u00fcss\u0259 vard\u0131: taleyin onlara haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 duk dura bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u0259rkidikl\u0259ri q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ayr\u0131landa, Sonya boynuma sar\u0131l\u0131r.
\n— S\u0259n yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\n–G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, Sonya. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259tirim?
\n–G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f.<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259n as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f a\u011f\u0131r bir da\u015fla \u00a0ma\u015f\u0131n karvan\u0131na sar\u0131 yollan\u0131ram. Yolda 8 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flum doluxsunmu\u015f halda\u00a0 k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r:<\/p>\n

— Ana, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 onlardan x\u0259b\u0259ri varm\u0131?
\nS\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, Tanri h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcr, bilir. G\u0259l onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dua ed\u0259k.<\/p>\n

P.S. 5-6 ilin s\u00f6hb\u0259tidir.\u0130n\u0259yimizin \u00a0\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnl\u00fck buzovu \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00a0 He\u00e7 kimi yax\u0131na qoymur, balas\u0131n\u0131 dayanmadan yalay\u0131r, \u00f6z dilind\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyir, onu aya\u011fa qald\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Heyvan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015f sel kimi ax\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn sonra onu bir t\u0259h\u0259r aldad\u0131b suvarma\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lar, balan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb basd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qay\u0131d\u0131b, balas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n in\u0259k, yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra buzovunun yerin\u0259 uzal\u0131 qald\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn… Anam onun \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f balas\u0131na a\u011f\u0131 dey\u0259-dey\u0259 birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdi heyvan\u0131…
\nAnam hey t\u0259krarlay\u0131rd\u0131: \u0130nsanlar da\u015fla\u015f\u0131b, heyvan balas\u0131n\u0131 insandan \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 953 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sinif iclas\u0131nda \u00a0valideyn himay\u0259sind\u0259n m\u0259hrum u\u015faqlara m\u0259n\u0259vi dayaq olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn U\u015faq evl\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 getm\u0259k q\u0259rara al\u0131nandan q\u0259rib\u0259 hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irirdim. Oxudu\u011fum m\u00fcxt\u0259lif kitablar, seyr etdiyim filml\u0259r, oradak\u0131 u\u015faq evl\u0259rinin t\u0259sviri, t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i – u\u015faq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri v\u0259 s. haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r beynimi yorur, psixoloji g\u0259rginliyimi art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t,h\u0259min g\u00fcn yeti\u015fdi. Bizi h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 U\u015faq evinin m\u00fcdiri qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm v\u0259 xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5275,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5268"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5268"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5268\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8694,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5268\/revisions\/8694"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5275"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5268"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5268"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5268"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}