{"id":5815,"date":"2014-06-18T10:25:47","date_gmt":"2014-06-18T05:25:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=5815"},"modified":"2014-12-11T18:08:56","modified_gmt":"2014-12-11T14:08:56","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-evli-kisini-sevm%c9%99k","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=5815","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel &#8211; Evli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/irade.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-148 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/irade.jpg\" alt=\"irade\" width=\"525\" height=\"450\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/irade.jpg 350w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/irade-300x257.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 525px) 100vw, 525px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nG\u0259l, s\u0259n\u0259 bir na\u011f\u0131l s\u00f6yl\u0259yim,<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131l \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn no\u011fulu idi.<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda biri vard\u0131 \u2013 o S\u0259ndin,<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda biri yoxdu \u2013 o m\u0259ndim.<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda S\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdin, m\u0259n gec\u0259.<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259ydin,<br \/>\nM\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259!<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda g\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6z i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nS\u0259sin \u0130lahi s\u0259si,<br \/>\nS\u0259sin \u201cAzan\u201d\u0131m idi.<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ay\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn aln\u0131ma tale,<br \/>\nQism\u0259t yazan\u0131m idin.<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda \u201ca\u011f atl\u0131\u201d,<br \/>\nB\u0259yaz don g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim,<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131q gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259<br \/>\nT\u0259klikd\u0259n as\u0131lsam da,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma,<br \/>\nMutlu son g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.<br \/>\nO na\u011f\u0131lda, birc\u0259 S\u0259n,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 S\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm!<br \/>\nO Na\u011f\u0131lda t\u0259k s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 S\u0259ni sevirdim!<br \/>\nYahu!<br \/>\nYahu!<br \/>\nYahu!<br \/>\nM\u0259n ki, S\u0259ni sevirdim!<br \/>\nM\u0259n ki, S\u0259ni sevir\u0259m!<br \/>\n03 Iyun 2014<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nQad\u0131n<\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259kd\u0259n yo\u011frulsan da,<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259kl\u0259 do\u011fulmad\u0131n.<br \/>\nO q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox idi arzun<br \/>\nArzundaca bo\u011fuldun!<br \/>\nYum! Yum g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>Sevdin!<br \/>\nRuhun uzaqda<br \/>\nCismin do\u011fma yataqda,<br \/>\nAnan\u0131n nax\u0131\u015f-nax\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nH\u0259v\u0259s-h\u0259v\u0259s tikdiyi<br \/>\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131rmaqlayan<br \/>\nD\u0131rnaqlar\u0131n \u015fi\u015f\u0259mi?<br \/>\nM\u0259hr\u0259min\u0259 satd\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nCismin d\u00f6z\u00fcr \u015fi\u015f\u0259mi?<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ikdir.<br \/>\nBir qad\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki<br \/>\nSevgini basd\u0131rma\u011fa<br \/>\nYer acizdi torpaqda,<br \/>\nTorpaq b\u0259yaz bayraqd\u0131!<br \/>\nS\u0259n azad olamad\u0131n!<br \/>\nYum! Yum g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, qad\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>Alis\u0259n!<br \/>\nUlusan!<br \/>\nAnasan!<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn sin\u0259n \u00fcst\u0259<br \/>\nDa\u011f olsun ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259 f\u0259rqi<br \/>\nO da\u011f\u0131n t\u0259kind\u0259ki<br \/>\nQaranl\u0131qda inl\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan as\u0131lan,<br \/>\nQara div\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lan \u00fcr\u0259k<br \/>\nAlimi?<br \/>\nUlumu?<br \/>\nAnam\u0131?!&#8230;<br \/>\nT\u0259ki o da\u011f da\u011flar\u0131n<br \/>\nBa\u011f olsun ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fmsin d\u00fcnya d\u0259rdini,<br \/>\nD\u00f6ns\u00fcn d\u00fcnya d\u0259rdin\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>Qapqara sa\u00e7lar\u0131nnan<br \/>\nBir tel ay\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nDola\u015fd\u0131r b\u0259mb\u0259yaz buxa\u011f\u0131na&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Ana!<br \/>\nYen\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nBala s\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evril,<br \/>\nBala n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259ril&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259ril!<br \/>\nS\u0259ril!<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131na s\u0259rilm\u0259!<br \/>\nAyaqlama c\u0259nn\u0259ti!<br \/>\n24.08.10<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>QARA QIZ<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259xtin\u0259 r\u0259ngin d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<br \/>\nA b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r olan\u0131m!<br \/>\nHan\u0131 bahar\u0131n, q\u0131\u015fd\u0131?<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi g\u00f6vh\u0259r olan\u0131m!<br \/>\nBu yaz s\u0259ninki deyil,<br \/>\nBu q\u0131z d\u00fcn\u0259nki deyil,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259k yaz\u0131n\u0131 dara q\u0131z,<br \/>\nQara q\u0131z, ay qara q\u0131z!<\/p>\n<p>Han\u0131 \u015firin na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n,<br \/>\nHan\u0131 bal\u0131n, no\u011fulun?<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259 qurdu y\u0131\u011fval\u0131n,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn tara, tora, q\u0131z,<br \/>\nQara q\u0131z, ay qara q\u0131z!<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259linlik libas\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcyolda sa\u00e7lar\u0131n<br \/>\nGeyindikc\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcn, q\u0131z,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki nax\u0131\u015flar<br \/>\nX\u0131nas\u0131d\u0131 d\u0259rdinin<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259yin\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcn, q\u0131z.<br \/>\n\u015eana g\u00f6t\u00fcr \u0259lin\u0259,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yn\u0259k ba\u011fla belin\u0259,<br \/>\n\u201cTelini yan dara, q\u0131z!\u201d<br \/>\nQara q\u0131z, ay qara q\u0131z!<\/p>\n<p>2012-Bak\u0131<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k<\/p>\n<p>A k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259nim,<br \/>\nM\u0259rdim, m\u0259rdim, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni s\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nVerdim\u2026 verdim, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl a\u00e7mad\u0131 yen\u0259 bu yaz,<br \/>\n\u00dcmid d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u00e7\u0259n\u0259 bu yaz\u2026<br \/>\nQara sa\u00e7\u0131m, s\u0259ni b\u0259yaz<br \/>\nH\u00f6rd\u00fcm\u2026 h\u00f6rd\u00fcm, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259d\u0259n sald\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 meyil,<br \/>\nDi i\u00e7imd\u0259 s\u00f6y\u00fcl, d\u00f6y\u00fcl.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya bizimki deyil,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdim, d\u0259rdim, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ged\u0259k!<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>Duam Allaha yetmir,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu dind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259m.<br \/>\nBir q\u0259rib d\u0259 i\u00e7imd\u0259,<br \/>\nBir\u0259m mind\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni do\u011fan \u00f6geyim,<br \/>\nG\u00f6yn\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcm-g\u00f6y\u00fcm,<br \/>\nSu\u00e7uyam Yerin, G\u00f6y\u00fcn,<br \/>\nDolan gend\u0259, q\u0259rib\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>A balam\u0131n b\u0259l\u0259yi,<br \/>\nYer, s\u0259nn\u0259ndir dil\u0259yim,<br \/>\nA\u00e7 k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259yim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n bu t\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>27.11.13<\/p>\n<p>****<br \/>\nOna deyin, verdiyi<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi d\u0259 sev\u0259r oldum.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm h\u0259r ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc d\u0259, sev\u0259r oldum.<\/p>\n<p>Ona deyin, \u0259c\u0259l d\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fcz \u00e7eviribdi.<br \/>\nT\u0259xti olan k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\nAt\u0259\u015fi deviribdi!<\/p>\n<p>Ona deyin, bahara<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xmam!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xmam bu q\u0131\u015fla.<br \/>\nOna deyin can ver\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u201cCan\u201d dey\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<br \/>\nOna deyin,<br \/>\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/p>\n<p>30 may 2014<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nR\u0259ssam dostum,<br \/>\nR\u0259smimi \u00e7\u0259k!<br \/>\nEl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k ki,<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131mdan intizar\u0131 sil f\u0131r\u00e7anla.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259<br \/>\nO zal\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k!<br \/>\nQuca\u011f\u0131mda yeri qalan,<br \/>\nSon an\u0131nda Yer\u0259 qalan<br \/>\nBal balam\u0131n<br \/>\nQoxusunu,<br \/>\ndad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki \u0130rad\u0259nin arzu dolu \u00e7imirini,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131ma \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u00fcz\u0259n<br \/>\nSevgilimin \u0259ll\u0259rinin h\u0259nirin\u0131,<br \/>\nOdunu \u00e7\u0259k!<br \/>\nR\u0259ssam dostum,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmayan sevgimi \u00e7\u0259k,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k k\u0131, orda pay\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259sin,<br \/>\nBahar\u0131nda zal\u0131m telim<br \/>\nQarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259sin.<br \/>\nR\u0259ssam dostum,<br \/>\nG\u0259l \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 yaz g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259k.<br \/>\nP\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldas\u0131n yen\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nSevgisini \u015feir-\u015feir<br \/>\nDa\u015f\u00fcr\u0259klim!<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011fallas\u0131n tell\u0259rimi<br \/>\nS\u0259tir-s\u0259tir da\u015f\u00fcr\u0259klim!<br \/>\nQoy bir anl\u0131q a\u011fu\u015funda<br \/>\nVersin m\u0259n\u0259 kainat\u0131,<br \/>\nUnutdursun bu h\u0259yat\u0131,<br \/>\nDoda\u011f\u0131mda donub qalan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rim<br \/>\n\u00d6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyl\u0259 cana g\u0259lsin,<br \/>\nK\u00fcfr eyl\u0259y\u0259n bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131s\u0131na, vicdan\u0131na,<br \/>\nDin\u0259 g\u0259lsin.<br \/>\nR\u0259ssam dostum,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k ki,<br \/>\nXatirimd\u0259 donub qalan o \u0130rad\u0259<br \/>\nYen\u0259 g\u0259lsin!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim k\u00f6s\u00f6v,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6l\u00fcm ocaq, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm ocaq!<br \/>\nUzun bir yola \u00e7ixiram,<br \/>\nYolum ocaq, yolum ocaq!<\/p>\n<p>Az gileyl\u0259n, ruhum, darda,<br \/>\nYer gey\u0259c\u0259m ilk baharda.<br \/>\n\u018fm\u0259ll\u0259rim g\u00fcnahlarda<br \/>\nYolunacaq, yolunacaq!<\/p>\n<p>\u018fl qald\u0131rd\u0131 r\u0259qs\u0259 al\u0131m,<br \/>\nB\u0259yazlar m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox zal\u0131m.<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259sin, vida \u201cVa\u011fzal\u0131\u201dm<br \/>\n\u00c7al\u0131nacaq, \u00e7al\u0131nacaq.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nAd g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u00fc!<br \/>\nAd\u0131nnan uzaq ik\u0259n<br \/>\nYad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcn!<br \/>\nAd g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u00fc!<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tin buzundaca<br \/>\nYan\u0131b, k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm,<br \/>\nOduna d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcm!<br \/>\nT\u0259brikin\u0259 g\u0259limmi?<br \/>\nF\u0259q\u0259t,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131ymaram<br \/>\nBir zamanlar sevdiyin,<br \/>\nNurundan nur aldi\u011fin<br \/>\nSaralm\u0131\u015f b\u0259nizimd\u0259<br \/>\nBunca d\u0259rd\u0259 baxasan!<br \/>\nF\u0259q\u0259t,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131ymaram<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 bir d\u0259 baxasan!<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\nZ\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 bal qat\u0131b i\u00e7m\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\nO bal\u0131n \u015firinliyind\u0259<br \/>\nEvind\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259\u00e7\u0259k<br \/>\nCivil-civil tumurcuqlar\u0131,<br \/>\nK\u00f6kl\u00fc-k\u00f6m\u0259cli bi\u00e7m\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259n ilm\u0259-ilm\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 nax\u0131\u015f olaraq<br \/>\n\u00d6z \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00d6z \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00fcnaha batmaq,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u00f6vb\u0259 etm\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yin\u0259 kor olmaq,<br \/>\nOnun a\u011fu\u015fundaca<br \/>\nDar\u0131ld\u0131qca dar\u0131lmaq,<br \/>\nQ\u0131naqlardan,<br \/>\nQorxulardan qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a<br \/>\n\u00d6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 itm\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\nSon n\u0259f\u0259sini bel\u0259 ver\u0259mm\u0259y\u0259n,<br \/>\nX\u0259st\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0259nah\u0131,<br \/>\nBir qad\u0131n\u0131n ah\u0131,<br \/>\nB\u0259d\u0259nini vicdan\u0131ndak\u0131<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131ya satmaq,<br \/>\nEvli ki\u015fini sevm\u0259k<br \/>\nDiri-diri \u00f6lm\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259kdir!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ni sevm\u0259k \u0259n ali,<br \/>\n\u018fn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s g\u00fcnah\u0131m.<br \/>\nAd\u0131n yasak dilimd\u0259,<br \/>\nQ\u0259d\u0259hind\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b<br \/>\nDil\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259 dilim d\u0259,<br \/>\nBu ad sin\u0259min ah\u0131!<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sevm\u0259k lo\u011fman\u0131n<br \/>\nD\u0259rd \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 su\u00e7udur.<br \/>\n\u018fris\u0259 d\u0259rd, sussa dil<br \/>\nQ\u0131naqlar qan-qan dey\u0259r,<br \/>\nOyan, oyan, ey qafil,<br \/>\nSevdan g\u00fcnah ac\u0131d\u0131r!<br \/>\nS\u0259ni sevm\u0259k anan\u0131n<br \/>\nBo\u015f n\u0259nniy\u0259 laylas\u0131.<br \/>\nBu layla Tanr\u0131n\u0131n da<br \/>\nYerini yeksan edir,<br \/>\nBu layla \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 \u00fcsyan edir.<br \/>\nYax\u0131r n\u0259nnisiz m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nYax\u0131r s\u0259ni sev\u0259ni!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131xar\u0131r taleyin\u0259<br \/>\nAsi!<br \/>\nAsi!<br \/>\nEyyyyyyy asi!<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nBu, s\u0259n\u0259 son m\u0259ktubum,<br \/>\nQan\u0131m\u0131n son damlas\u0131.<br \/>\nOxu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin s\u0259psin<br \/>\nOduma son damla su.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n bir \u00f6m\u00fcr xatir\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u0259n aln\u0131mda yaz\u0131md\u0131n.<br \/>\nS\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259ki boran,<br \/>\nS\u0259n i\u00e7imd\u0259 yaz\u0131md\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>O yaz q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 bar\u0131na<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tk\u0259n q\u0131\u015fa k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc.<br \/>\nO yaz g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259c\u0259<br \/>\nBir qara da\u015fa k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Verdiyin d\u0259rd yerind\u0259<br \/>\nDa\u011f olacaq g\u00f6y otlar.<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259<br \/>\nSo\u011fulacaq g\u00f6y otlar.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rdimi bas ba\u011fr\u0131na,<br \/>\nLayla de, yuxusu var.<br \/>\n\u0130lahi bir sevginin<br \/>\n\u0130lahi qorxusu var.<\/p>\n<p>Bu qorxu b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fckc\u0259<br \/>\nKi\u00e7ildi \u00f6m\u00fcr \u015fam\u0131m.<br \/>\nSon k\u0259z s\u00f6yl\u0259, s\u00f6yl\u0259 ki, &#8211;<br \/>\n&#8220;Ay sin\u0259si \u015fan-\u015fan\u0131m&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259 ki, &#8220;S\u0259nim, s\u0259ni<br \/>\nQorumaq \u00e7\u0259tin oldu&#8221;.<br \/>\nS\u00f6yl\u0259 ki, &#8220;bu sevgid\u0259n<br \/>\nYar\u0131maq \u00e7\u0259tin oldu&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259 ki, &#8220;S\u0259nim, s\u0259ni<br \/>\nQurban etdim qorxuma&#8221;.<br \/>\nS\u00f6yl\u0259 ki, &#8220;ruhunla da<br \/>\nG\u0259l yollar\u0131ma baxma!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Bu, s\u0259n\u0259 son m\u0259ktubum,<br \/>\nQan\u0131m\u0131n son damlas\u0131.<br \/>\nOxu, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin s\u0259psin<br \/>\nOduma son damla su.<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"5815\">Yaz\u0131ya 3029 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; *** G\u0259l, s\u0259n\u0259 bir na\u011f\u0131l s\u00f6yl\u0259yim, O na\u011f\u0131l \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn no\u011fulu idi. O na\u011f\u0131lda biri vard\u0131 \u2013 o S\u0259ndin, O na\u011f\u0131lda biri yoxdu \u2013 o m\u0259ndim. O na\u011f\u0131lda S\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdin, m\u0259n gec\u0259. O na\u011f\u0131lda S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259ydin, M\u0259n t\u0259kc\u0259! O na\u011f\u0131lda g\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6z i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m, S\u0259sin \u0130lahi s\u0259si, S\u0259sin \u201cAzan\u201d\u0131m idi. O na\u011f\u0131lda bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k da\u011f\u0131m, S\u00f6z\u00fcn [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":148,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5815"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5815"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5815\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7266,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5815\/revisions\/7266"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/148"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5815"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5815"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5815"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}