{"id":6392,"date":"2014-07-22T13:18:21","date_gmt":"2014-07-22T08:18:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6392"},"modified":"2020-05-17T17:37:36","modified_gmt":"2020-05-17T12:37:36","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-o-gun-x%c9%99cal%c9%99timd%c9%99n-yer-ayrilsaydi-yer%c9%99-gir%c9%99rdim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6392","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel – Biz d\u0259 istedad fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259riyik!"},"content":{"rendered":"

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M\u0259tbuatda m\u0259nim n\u0259 i\u015fim var\u0131yd\u0131?
\nBu g\u00fcn m\u0259tbuat adamlar\u0131 bayram edir. Bayram g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fc ax\u0131. Z\u0259rdabi r\u0259hm\u0259tlik n\u0259 z\u00fclml\u0259r\u0259 qatla\u015faraq “\u018fkin\u00e7i” q\u0259zetinin ilkini m\u0259hz iyulun 22-d\u0259 \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Allah ona q\u0259ni-q\u0259ni r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin ki, \u201cbiz d\u0259 var\u0131q\u201d dem\u0259kl\u0259, s\u0259simizi al\u0259m\u0259 car ed\u0259 bildi.
\nBu yaz\u0131m\u0131 yazma\u011f\u0131m bu g\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcfm\u00fc etdi, yaxud z\u0259rur\u0259td\u0259n do\u011fdu, d\u0259qiq dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki, n\u0259 Z\u0259rdabi, n\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259dquluzad\u0259, n\u0259 \u015eahtaxtinski, n\u0259 S. H\u00fcseyn, n\u0259 Nemanzad\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00dc. Hac\u0131b\u0259yov sa\u011f olsayd\u0131lar, m\u0259tbuat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 sevin\u0259 bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, bu yolu tutanlar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259ti azad m\u0259tbuat\u0131n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259tini h\u0259l\u0259 dadmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

M\u0259tbuatda m\u0259nim n\u0259 i\u015fim var\u0131yd\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259 texniki universitet bitirmi\u015f\u0259m. \u00d6yr\u0259ndiyim f\u0259nl\u0259r riyaziyyat, t\u0259rsimi-h\u0259nd\u0259s\u0259, fizika, kimya v\u0259 s. olub. \u018fsas olan is\u0259 bu ki, evd\u0259 atama olan sevgim m\u0259ni\u00a0 kimyaya, m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 Q\u0259r\u0259nfil m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259y\u0259 olan say\u011f\u0131m\u00a0is\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259yib. Ortada qalan \u00f6z\u00fcm \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 sevdim, kimyan\u0131 se\u00e7dim. V\u0259 universiteti bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ilk \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131m \u00e7apa getdi. \u018fziz m\u00fc\u0259llimim, folklor\u015f\u00fcnas alim S\u0259dnik Pa\u015fa Pirsultanl\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q m\u0259ni n\u0259\u015friyyatda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6vq etdi. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, yazd\u0131m, q\u0259zetim oldu, hakimiyy\u0259t\u0259 asi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m, \u0259vv\u0259l q\u0259zetimin ofisi \u0259limizd\u0259n al\u0131nd\u0131 p\u0259r\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, sonra q\u0259zet ba\u011fland\u0131, sonra ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 Tv-l\u0259rd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259dim (redaktor, apar\u0131c\u0131), hakimiyy\u0259t asi zamanlar\u0131m\u0131 sinirm\u0259di, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 \u201cpamp\u0131qla ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259r\u0259k\u201d m\u0259ni i\u015fd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBu g\u00fcn\u2026i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m, yaz\u0131ram\u2026\u018fd\u0259biyyatdan yaz\u0131ram, yaln\u0131z \u0259d\u0259biyyat! R\u0259hb\u0259ri oldu\u011fum sayt da m\u0259hz \u0259d\u0259biyyata v\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t\u0259 xidm\u0259t edir.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcn x\u0259cal\u0259timd\u0259n yer ayr\u0131lsayd\u0131, yer\u0259 gir\u0259rdim\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitini sevir\u0259m. Sevilir\u0259m h\u0259m d\u0259. O g\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitimizin i\u015ftirak\u0131yla ke\u00e7iril\u0259n bir m\u0259clisd\u0259 idim. \u018fslind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck say\u011f\u0131, qay\u011f\u0131, diqq\u0259t, p\u0259r\u0259sti\u015fl\u0259 yana\u015fan bir m\u0259tbuat adam\u0131 \u201cy\u00fcz qram\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259\u201d m\u0259ni q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng \u201ct\u0259rifl\u0259di\u201d. Dedi ki, \u201cel\u0259 s\u0259nin kimil\u0259rdi d\u0259 bu g\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan x\u0259b\u0259ri olmayan qoyunlar\u0131 \u201c\u0259d\u0259biyyat\u00e7\u0131\u201d, \u0259li q\u0259l\u0259m tutammayanlar\u0131 \u201cjurnalist\u201d kimi t\u0259qdim ed\u0259n. V\u0259 h\u0259tta bir zamanlar ehtiyac ucbat\u0131ndan birisin\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m (inan\u0131n ki, yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259 enerjimi taml\u0131qla s\u0259rf etdiyim) kitab\u0131, (hans\u0131 ki, o kitab\u0131n s\u0259si xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259lir bu gun) \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 el\u0259 \u201c\u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131\u201d ki, m\u0259nim kimi dilli-dilav\u0259r birisinin dili tutuldu. Adam d\u00fcz deyirdi, m\u0259nim \u0259m\u0259yiml\u0259 h\u0259min \u201cyaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131\u201d bu g\u00fcn efirl\u0259rd\u0259dir, reklam\u0131 da ki,\u00f6z yerind\u0259. Amma, \u0259mmas\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131m \u0259la bilir. \u018fmmas\u0131 bu ki, onda pula ehtiyac\u0131m var idi. Birin\u0259 hekay\u0259, birin\u0259 \u015feir redakt\u0259 edirdim (yaz\u0131rd\u0131m), birin\u0259 dissertasiya i\u015fi yaz\u0131rd\u0131m, biri yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259yirdi hekay\u0259mi sat\u0131rd\u0131m v\u0259 dolan\u0131rd\u0131m. N\u0259 etm\u0259liydim, bu i\u015fi bacar\u0131rd\u0131m. Bilir\u0259m, m\u0259ni q\u0131nad\u0131n\u0131z. Q\u0131namay\u0131n! Ya da q\u0131nay\u0131n! Qad\u0131nlar daha g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirl\u0259r ki, ya\u015famaq nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindir\u2026<\/p>\n

Bax, onda \u00fcr\u0259yim param-par\u00e7a olur\u2026<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, kim\u0259s\u0259 \u201csatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u201d bir \u0259s\u0259rim reklam olunur. Bilirsiniz, \u00fcr\u0259yim nec\u0259 param-par\u00e7a olur? Eh, bilirsiniz\u2026 yazma\u011f\u0131 bacaranlar \u0259la anlay\u0131r m\u0259ni\u2026
\nBir dostum kitab n\u0259\u015fr etdirm\u0259k sevdas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259, do\u011frusu, \u00e7ox yay\u0131nmaq ist\u0259dim, lakin, o kitab\u0131n n\u0259\u015frin\u0259 qol qoydum (q\u0259l\u0259m qoydum). Adam haqq\u0131m\u0131 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndir\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 s\u00f6z bel\u0259 verdi. Kitab \u00e7ap olundu, adam \u201cyaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131\u201d oldu, kitab sat\u0131ld\u0131, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti n\u0259\u015fr\u0259 haz\u0131rland\u0131\u2026 H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259m\u0259yim qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirilm\u0259yib\u2026
\nAy m\u0259ni q\u0131nayanlar, daha q\u0131namayacaqs\u0131n\u0131z, \u00e7\u00fcnki kimis\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131, yaxud \u015fair qay\u0131rma\u011fa daha enerjim qalmay\u0131b. Getdi o d\u00f6vran\u2026<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259k \u0259sas m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259tbuat\u0131m\u0131za yol q\u0259rib\u0259 \u201cda\u015f-k\u0259s\u0259kli\u201dc\u0131\u011f\u0131rlardan ke\u00e7ir. Ya g\u0259r\u0259k konkret olaraq hakimiyy\u0259tin, yaxud hans\u0131sa m\u0259murun yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259tbuatda \u201cazad\u201d q\u0259l\u0259m car\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olub, onlar\u0131n \u0259qid\u0259sini azad \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qoruya v\u0259 h\u0259r ay\u0131n sonunda be\u015f q\u0259piyin\u0259 sahib olasan, ya ucuz kafel\u0259rin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 ucuz araqlar\u0131n \u201c\u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259\u201d ucuz v\u0259 says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z ba\u015f redaktorcu\u011fazlar\u0131n bad\u0259 dolduran\u0131 olasan, ya o redaktorlar\u0131n \u201cm\u00fcxbir\u0259 sevgili\u201dsi olasan, ya da \u201c\u018fkin\u00e7i\u201dy\u0259 sadiq qalaraq k\u0259nanhac\u0131lar\u0131n ac\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayasan.
\n\u018fslind\u0259 fikrim bu g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnd\u0259 K\u0259nan\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq idi. M\u0259ni uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259tdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u0259n bir suala b\u0259lk\u0259 o, cavab ver\u0259rdi. Sual is\u0259 budur: Ay K\u0259nan (k\u0259nanlar), sizin kimi q\u0259l\u0259min ba\u015f\u0131na dolana-dolana, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259tbuata h\u0259sr ed\u0259-ed\u0259 yar\u0131ac, yar\u0131tox, evsiz-e\u015fiksiz, s\u0259fil (ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, ifad\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259) m\u0259tbuat adam\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, ya d\u00fcn\u0259n m\u00fcxalif\u0259t, bu g\u00fcn iqtidar ad\u0131n\u0131 qazan\u0131b, amma harda para varsa, orda qurdalanmaq yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131? Yoxsa el\u0259, s\u0259nin m\u0259\u015fhur \u201cYa\u011f kimi\u201d roman\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhur \u201cCam\u0131\u015f Abdulla\u201d kimi rayon-rayon, idar\u0259-idar\u0259, m\u0259mur-m\u0259mur f\u0131rlanaraq m\u0259tbuat \u201cxadimi\u201d olmaq?
\nN\u0259ys\u0259\u2026
\nBayram\u0131m\u0131z m\u00fcbar\u0259k, \u0259zizl\u0259rim!
\nP.S. B\u0259d\u0259nini satan adamlara ad da qoymu\u015fuq: \u201cfahi\u015f\u0259!\u201d Sual edir\u0259m: B\u0259s istedad\u0131n\u0131 satanlar nec\u0259 adlan\u0131r?
\n…Dem\u0259li, biz d\u0259 istedad fahi\u015f\u0259l\u0259riyik!<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 3549 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259tbuatda m\u0259nim n\u0259 i\u015fim var\u0131yd\u0131? Bu g\u00fcn m\u0259tbuat adamlar\u0131 bayram edir. Bayram g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fc ax\u0131. Z\u0259rdabi r\u0259hm\u0259tlik n\u0259 z\u00fclml\u0259r\u0259 qatla\u015faraq “\u018fkin\u00e7i” q\u0259zetinin ilkini m\u0259hz iyulun 22-d\u0259 \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Allah ona q\u0259ni-q\u0259ni r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin ki, \u201cbiz d\u0259 var\u0131q\u201d dem\u0259kl\u0259, s\u0259simizi al\u0259m\u0259 car ed\u0259 bildi. Bu yaz\u0131m\u0131 yazma\u011f\u0131m bu g\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259sad\u00fcfm\u00fc etdi, yaxud z\u0259rur\u0259td\u0259n do\u011fdu, d\u0259qiq dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":410,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6,14],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6392"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6392"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6392\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13973,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6392\/revisions\/13973"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/410"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6392"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6392"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6392"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}