{"id":6783,"date":"2014-09-02T15:09:11","date_gmt":"2014-09-02T10:09:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6783"},"modified":"2014-09-03T11:06:19","modified_gmt":"2014-09-03T06:06:19","slug":"saday-s%c9%99k%c9%99rli-s%c9%99n%c9%99-d%c9%99-baharin-yell%c9%99ri-d%c9%99y%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6783","title":{"rendered":"Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rli &#8211; S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bahar\u0131n yell\u0259ri d\u0259y\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/saday.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5755 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/saday.jpg\" alt=\"saday\" width=\"851\" height=\"654\" \/><\/a><em><strong>\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn 55 illiyind\u0259 oxucular\u0131n\u0131 bir kitab \u015feir il\u0259 (<span class=\"_5yl5\" data-reactid=\".1j4.$mid=11409568762571=2dff8dcb7077c531484.2:0.0.0.0.0\"><span class=\"null\">&#8220;S\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n&#8221;. \u201cElm v\u0259 T\u0259hsil\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131-2014) <\/span><\/span>sevindir\u0259n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rlinin 5 sentyabr tarixind\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u015eairi bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259\u00a0 Kultur.az elektoron d\u0259rgisi \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131 v\u0259 oxucular\u0131 ad\u0131ndan t\u0259brik edir, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda daim u\u011furlar arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r is\u0259 \u015fairin \u0259ziz oxucular\u0131na ad g\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259rm\u0259\u011fan\u0131d\u0131r!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBir vaxt c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131n toyuna getdim,<br \/>\nvay\u0131na getmi\u015fdim, g\u00f6r\u0259n olmay\u0131b,<br \/>\nbu toya deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 getdim,<br \/>\nn\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yuxuma gir\u0259n olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim d\u0259rdl\u0259rimin boz \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u015faba\u015f \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 pula d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim q\u0131z \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri,<br \/>\nc\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb yola d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Yollar dar g\u0259l\u0259rdi ayaqlar\u0131ma,<br \/>\nda\u015f\u0131na, tozuna q\u0131sqanard\u0131lar,<br \/>\nm\u0259ni bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n dayaqlar\u0131na,<br \/>\nbir c\u0131\u011f\u0131r q\u0131z\u0131na q\u0131sqanard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki, ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<br \/>\na\u011faran sa\u00e7lar\u0131m qar olur, ax\u0131,<br \/>\nbir vaxt aya\u011f\u0131ma dar olan c\u0131\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nbu g\u00fcnl\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131ma dar olur, ax\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r izin haqq\u0131 var toy libas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nmuncuqt\u0259k t\u0259sbeh\u0259 d\u00fczm\u0259yim g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nbu g\u00fcn yol toyunda, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r yas\u0131nda,<br \/>\nbel\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fczm\u0259yim g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBu ax\u015fam ba\u015f\u0131na havam\u0131 g\u0259lib,<br \/>\nm\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131ram yad\u0131ndan, d\u00fcnya?<br \/>\nN\u0259slimin, k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcn davam\u0131 g\u0259lib,<br \/>\ns\u0259n ha sal bu k\u00f6hl\u0259n at\u0131mdan, d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6hl\u0259nim belind\u0259 y\u0259h\u0259r olmusan,<br \/>\ni\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r olmusan,<br \/>\ns\u0259n ilan a\u011fz\u0131nda z\u0259h\u0259r olmusan,<br \/>\nm\u0259n niy\u0259 doymuram dad\u0131ndan, d\u00fcnya?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qeyb oldu qism\u0259td\u0259n yo\u011frulanlar\u0131m,<br \/>\nt\u00fcst\u00fc, duman\u0131ndan bo\u011fulanlar\u0131m,<br \/>\na\u011flad\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fulanlar\u0131m,<br \/>\nsevin\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259dim ad\u0131ndan, d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z kimi sev\u0259nl\u0259r m\u00fcqt\u0259dir olub,<br \/>\nbu yolda a\u00e7\u0131lmaz ne\u00e7\u0259 sirr olub,<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcn bi\u0259-bil\u0259 anam bir olub,<br \/>\ns\u0259n do\u011fdun m\u0259ni min qad\u0131ndan, d\u00fcnya.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 ceyran ovlad\u0131m, n\u0259 c\u00fcy\u00fcr, t\u00fcl\u0259k,<br \/>\n\u00f6z oxu ba\u015f\u0131na doland\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k,<br \/>\nh\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r k\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcr k\u00fcl\u0259k,<br \/>\nh\u0259r gec\u0259 yan\u0131ram odunda, d\u00fcnya&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAdam\u0131 bir d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 soyundururlar,<br \/>\nutanma\u011fa yox hac\u0259t,<br \/>\n\u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkan ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 qald\u0131,<br \/>\nke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 qald\u0131 qeyr\u0259t, c\u0259sar\u0259t,<br \/>\nutan\u0131rsan \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n, bilir\u0259m,<br \/>\nbar\u0131 d\u0259rdini qoruyub saxlayayd\u0131n \u0259ynind\u0259,<br \/>\nd\u0259rd h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 h\u0259yan olmur,<br \/>\npaltar\u0131n olayd\u0131 ka\u015f bir g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nindi k\u0259f\u0259nin olub,&#8230;<br \/>\nyax\u015f\u0131 bax, son geyimin\u0259<br \/>\n\u0259ynind\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin,<br \/>\ney insan son libas\u0131na,<br \/>\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015f, l\u0259k\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bahar\u0131n yell\u0259ri d\u0259y\u0259r,<br \/>\ngizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini,<br \/>\ns\u0259pib \u0259tir kimi \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259,<br \/>\nkipriyin ucundan \u00e7is\u0259kl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sevgi toxumu \u0259km\u0259dim, allah,<br \/>\nbaxma i\u015fim-g\u00fcc\u00fcm l\u0259kl\u0259di, allah,<br \/>\nbaxt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim, allah,<br \/>\nqopard\u0131b atmad\u0131m l\u0259\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Bezdim k\u00fcsm\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, bar\u0131\u015fmalardan,<br \/>\ns\u0259sim\u0259 s\u0259s verib qar\u0131\u015fqa hardan,<br \/>\nz\u0259hm\u0259ti \u00f6yr\u0259nib qar\u0131\u015fqalardan,<br \/>\nsevgiy\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tdim b\u00f6c\u0259kl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 bulud kimi dolub g\u00f6z\u0259llik,<br \/>\nh\u0259r yerd\u0259, h\u0259r zaman qalib g\u00f6z\u0259llik,<br \/>\nba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc al\u0131b g\u00f6z\u0259llik,<br \/>\ngeyinib c\u0259lladt\u0259k \u0259lc\u0259kl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n<p>Ay t\u0259kin nur sa\u00e7an baxt\u0131d\u0131 indi,<br \/>\nbo\u015f qalan bir \u015fahl\u0131q taxt\u0131d\u0131 indi,<br \/>\nbu g\u00fcl\u00fcn \u00e7oxalan vaxt\u0131d\u0131 indi,<br \/>\nya R\u0259bb, \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rini&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim he\u00e7 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259di,<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcmt\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259r\u0259ldib baxd\u0131,<br \/>\nbaxma ki, bu d\u00fcnya qocad\u0131-n\u0259di,<br \/>\nm\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259ll ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di misallar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nq\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya da\u011f\u0131l, deyir\u0259m,<br \/>\nal\u0131b quca\u011f\u0131ma misralar\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nuydurub, h\u0259r ax\u015fam na\u011f\u0131l deyir\u0259m&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Bu viran qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131n h\u0259r yeri k\u00f6hn\u0259,<br \/>\nk\u00f6hn\u0259 yaralar\u0131m qanad\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcn,<br \/>\ne\u015fib d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131yla baxt\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6hl\u0259n,<br \/>\nbir t\u0259z\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 can at\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015feir s\u00f6z deyil, bal dada bilmir,<br \/>\ns\u00fcd haqq\u0131 kimidir s\u00f6z\u00fcn qiyam\u0131,<br \/>\nn\u0259d\u0259n uzaqlar\u0131 aldada bilmir,<br \/>\nn\u0259d\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131 aldad\u0131r ham\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Yet\u0259r \u00fcnvan\u0131na arzu, kam kimi<br \/>\nqu\u015fun dimdiyind\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir,<br \/>\nm\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim \u00f6z balam kimi,<br \/>\nel\u0259 u\u015faq qal\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nS\u00fcbh yeliyn\u0259n yell\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\ndil \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b dill\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nsular t\u0259kin sell\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\ng\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, d\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131b ged\u0259n,<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n su i\u00e7ib ged\u0259n,<br \/>\nyarpaqlar\u0131 u\u00e7ub ged\u0259n,<br \/>\npal\u0131dam, \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259m, d\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Yurd deyil\u0259n q\u0259f\u0259sim var,<br \/>\nb\u00fclb\u00fcl olmaq h\u0259v\u0259sim var,<br \/>\nk\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259m, \u00f6z n\u0259f\u0259sim var,<br \/>\nn\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259m, n\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259m d\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kdiyini g\u00f6z\u00fcm bi\u00e7ib,<br \/>\ni\u00e7ib g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131t\u0259k, i\u00e7ib,<br \/>\n\u0259kdiyini \u00f6z\u00fcm bi\u00e7ib,<br \/>\nt\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n \u0259kir\u0259m, d\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259n\u0259m, atd\u0131n, c\u00fcc\u0259rir\u0259m,<br \/>\nk\u00f6k\u00fcn, ruhun, i\u00e7\u0259rin\u0259m,<br \/>\ng\u00fcl d\u0259rdini bec\u0259rir\u0259m,<br \/>\nqurdu\u011fun l\u0259kin\u0259m, d\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>O\u011flunu haqdan as\u0131blar,<br \/>\nmin ildi, \u00e7oxdan as\u0131blar,<br \/>\nvurdu\u011fun m\u0131xdan as\u0131blar,<br \/>\nindi bir \u015f\u0259kil\u0259m, d\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"6783\">Yaz\u0131ya 972 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn 55 illiyind\u0259 oxucular\u0131n\u0131 bir kitab \u015feir il\u0259 (&#8220;S\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259ns\u0259n&#8221;. \u201cElm v\u0259 T\u0259hsil\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131-2014) sevindir\u0259n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rlinin 5 sentyabr tarixind\u0259 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u015eairi bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259\u00a0 Kultur.az elektoron d\u0259rgisi \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131 v\u0259 oxucular\u0131 ad\u0131ndan t\u0259brik edir, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda daim u\u011furlar arzulay\u0131r\u0131q. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r is\u0259 \u015fairin \u0259ziz oxucular\u0131na ad g\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259rm\u0259\u011fan\u0131d\u0131r! *** Bir vaxt c\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131n [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5755,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,14,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6783"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6783"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6783\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6791,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6783\/revisions\/6791"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5755"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6783"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6783"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6783"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}