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\"alemzer\"<\/a>Bu g\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan U\u015faq \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f simas\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, G\u0259nc\u0259basar Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi Al\u0259mz\u0259r \u018flizad\u0259nin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Bu m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259 onu Kultur.az internet d\u0259rgisinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131 v\u0259 oxucular\u0131 ad\u0131ndan t\u0259brik edirik.<\/span><\/strong><\/em>
\n\u00dcmidvar\u0131q ki, m\u00fc\u0259llifin bu hekay\u0259si h\u0259m oxuculara, h\u0259m d\u0259 Al\u0259mz\u0259r xan\u0131ma ad g\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259rm\u0259\u011fan\u0131 olacaqd\u0131r!<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

(Hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd il idi ona ayaqqab\u0131 alm\u0131rd\u0131lar. Evd\u0259kil\u0259r k\u00f6hn\u0259l\u0259rini ortal\u0131qda geyib s\u0131radan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. He\u00e7 aya\u011f\u0131na almad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rini is\u0259 yeni evl\u0259n\u0259n o\u011flunun arvad\u0131na ver\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259ri dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi:
\n-Ana, qoy qals\u0131n, aya\u011fa duranda \u00f6z\u00fcn gey\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nAna a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sel kimi ax\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n-T\u0259ki m\u0259n aya\u011fa durum, ay bala, yeriyim, bundan yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 alaram-demi\u015fdi.
\nG\u0259lin anan\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na d\u00f6zm\u0259yib ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 geyib, onu sevindirmi\u015fdi.
\n…\u018fvv\u0259lki iki g\u0259linini \u00f6z\u00fc b\u0259y\u0259nib se\u00e7mi\u015fdi. H\u0259r ikisind\u0259n raz\u0131 idi. Yeni g\u0259lin g\u0259l\u0259n iki bac\u0131n\u0131 ana evd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yaman qorxurdu, bird\u0259n g\u0259linl\u0259r b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259z. Ancaq onlar da xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi, sevindiyind\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131.
\nGeni\u015f ev-e\u015fikd\u0259n, h\u0259y\u0259t-bacadan anan\u0131n istifad\u0259 el\u0259diyi qoltuqlu yum\u015faq k\u00fcrs\u00fc, d\u0259mir \u00e7arpay\u0131 v\u0259 ortas\u0131 de\u015filmi\u015f stuldu. Onun beynin\u0259 qan s\u0131zandan sol t\u0259r\u0259finin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti dayan\u0131b.
\n…Qad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc x\u0259st\u0259xanada a\u00e7d\u0131. B\u00f6y\u00fck g\u0259linini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Dili dola\u015fa-dola\u015fa dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, qadan al\u0131m, g\u00f6t\u00fcr apar o \u00e7aydan\u0131 t\u0259miz-t\u0259miz yaxala, doldur, g\u0259tir qaynat, \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259, kis\u0259d\u0259n q\u0259nddana q\u0259nd qoy, \u00fcr\u0259yim yan\u0131r, \u00e7oxlu \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\nA\u011fz\u0131na qa\u015f\u0131q-qa\u015f\u0131q su t\u00f6kd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\n-Bel\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m, iyr\u0259nir\u0259m-z\u0259if s\u0259sl\u0259 etiraf el\u0259di x\u0259st\u0259. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yox, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o yana-bu yana d\u00f6nd\u0259rib otaqdak\u0131lara baxd\u0131. Kims\u0259nin t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q dill\u0259ndi:
\n-Niy\u0259…gedib… \u00e7aydan\u0131 doldurmursunuz? G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz \u00e7ay ist\u0259yir\u0259m? Mobil, qadas\u0131n al\u0131m, par\u00e7\u0131… g\u00f6t\u00fcr… m\u0259n\u0259 krantdan su g\u0259tir. S\u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131san, bunlar dey\u0259s\u0259n kar olublar, e\u015fitmirl\u0259r.
\nMobil orada yox idi. \u0130yn\u0259 vuruldu, x\u0259st\u0259 yatd\u0131.
\nOyananda \u0259hval\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 idi:
\n-Hardan a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259ldi m\u0259ni Tamam\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259tirdiniz? \u00dcr\u0259yim Tamam\u0131n yarma xa\u015f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir.
\nQad\u0131n eltisinin bi\u015firdiyi yarma xa\u015f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 otuz il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l yemi\u015fdi. H\u0259kimin buyurdu\u011fu yem\u0259yi qa\u015f\u0131q-qa\u015f\u0131q yedirtdil\u0259r.
\n…Onu x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259r, n\u0259 d\u0259 tibb bac\u0131lar\u0131 sa\u011falaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcman etmirdil\u0259r. X\u0259st\u0259nin \u0259hval\u0131 tez-tez pisl\u0259\u015fdikc\u0259 iyn\u0259nin, d\u0259rman\u0131n ard\u0131-aras\u0131 k\u0259silmirdi. O\u011flanlar\u0131, q\u0131zlar\u0131, k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri, g\u0259linl\u0259ri anan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rlan\u0131rd\u0131. Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n biri h\u0259s\u0259dd\u0259nmi, heyr\u0259td\u0259nmi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc adamlara d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi:
\n-Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fc bu x\u0259st\u0259ni \u018fzray\u0131l bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir, balalar\u0131 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bunlar \u018fzray\u0131la g\u00fcc g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, t\u0259ki bel\u0259 olsun.
\nX\u0259st\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 bil\u0259nd\u0259 ki, yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer x\u0259st\u0259xanad\u0131r v\u0259 yan\u0131nda ba\u015fqa x\u0259st\u0259 yoxdur, h\u0259kiml\u0259ri qar\u011fad\u0131:
\n-Allah h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 el\u0259sin. Onlar\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259siz qals\u0131n.
\nAna bir q\u0259d\u0259r duruxdu, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259di. A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n bir t\u0259r\u0259fi x\u0259fifc\u0259 s\u0259yridi, ancaq g\u00fcl\u0259 bilm\u0259di. El\u0259 bil g\u00fclm\u0259yi yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00fclm\u0259k haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259di. Bayaqk\u0131 fikrini bir az d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fdirdi:
\n-Deyir\u0259m ax\u0131…H\u0259kiml\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox iyn\u0259 vurur, d\u0259rman verirl\u0259r. s\u0259n dem\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bunlar\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259si yox imi\u015f. Olsayd\u0131 iyn\u0259nin, d\u0259rman\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 onlara ver\u0259rdil\u0259r.
\nAna diqq\u0259tli n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rini \u0259vv\u0259l g\u0259lininin, sonra q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlad\u0131. Sanki anan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131, d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirirdi g\u00f6rs\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259lini, q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259sdiq el\u0259yirmi? Onlar\u0131n h\u0259r ikisi \u00f6z n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 bird\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:
\n-Yox, ay ana, s\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa burada bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 olsun x\u0259st\u0259 yoxdur.
\nQad\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc divara \u00e7evirdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259r yan\u0131ndak\u0131lara tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259yl\u0259 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r az dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131nlar. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lini anan\u0131 yenid\u0259n bayaqk\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r. Ana indic\u0259 yuxudan ay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7d\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bu yana \u0259ydi.
\n-H\u0259…N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olub-dedi-Qoy el\u0259 bu h\u0259kiml\u0259rin m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa x\u0259st\u0259si olmas\u0131n. G\u00f6r\u00fcb-g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri d\u0259 maa\u015f olsun. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin k\u00f6k\u00fc saralana kimi bu ay\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan, o biri ay\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na kimi maa\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259sinl\u0259r. Onlar i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259sinl\u0259r, amma maa\u015f als\u0131nlar.
\nG\u0259linl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 anan\u0131n \u0259lini, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, onun s\u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirdil\u0259r. X\u0259st\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fc yumuldu, yatd\u0131.
\nX\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, ana ke\u00e7mi\u015fin xatir\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Ondan \u00f6tr\u00fc g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, sol qolunun, sol aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini itir\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259rini \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn hesab el\u0259mirdi.
\nQad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7oxlu zo\u011fal a\u011fac\u0131 vard\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201csa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda\u201d, \u201c\u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l\u201d h\u0259r bir a\u011fac\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na dolanar, balas\u0131 kimi \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259rdi. Bu il a\u011faclar\u0131n n\u0259 sapsar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259diyini, n\u0259 yamya\u015f\u0131l yarpaqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f meyv\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. N\u0259v\u0259sini yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
\n-Qadan al\u0131m, get, bir-iki zo\u011fal d\u0259r, g\u0259tir g\u00f6r\u00fcm yeti\u015fibmi?
\nQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, iri, \u015fir\u0259li, butulka zo\u011fallardan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015fudub yey\u0259-yey\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131z, \u0259t\u0259yini n\u0259n\u0259sinin i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n, sa\u011f \u0259lin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tutdu. (Ana x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi sanki t\u00fckd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 kimi, h\u0259r an k\u00f6vr\u0259lir, h\u0259r an a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131). N\u0259n\u0259si u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc bir ovuc zo\u011fal\u0131 ixtiyars\u0131z axan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na s\u00fcrtd\u00fc-s\u00fcrtd\u00fc…
\n…Qad\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131nda cavan, g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. S\u0131r\u011fas\u0131, boyunba\u011f\u0131s\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc vard\u0131. O, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu ist\u0259yin\u0259 asanl\u0131qla nail olmu\u015fdu. G\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011fa-sola \u00e7evirir, qa\u015f\u0131 q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 butulka zo\u011fal s\u0131r\u011falar\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259dirdi. Sonra bir-birinin ard\u0131nca d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f zo\u011fal-muncuq boyunba\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ldir, zo\u011falqa\u015f \u00fcz\u00fckl\u00fc \u0259lini asta-asta oynad\u0131rd\u0131.
\nN\u0259v\u0259sinin: \u201cA\u011flama, n\u0259n\u0259\u201d-k\u0259lm\u0259si onu \u015firin x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan g\u00fccl\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015fla islanm\u0131\u015f, el\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7an, barmaq uzunlu\u011funda zo\u011fallar\u0131 ana \u00f6z \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc. Onlar\u0131 bir-bir tumarlad\u0131, s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, \u0259zizl\u0259di. \u018flind\u0259ki zo\u011falla s\u0259ssizc\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n-Ay s\u0259nin b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 qurban olum, d\u0259rilm\u0259yin\u0259 lap az qal\u0131b.
\nBu meyv\u0259ni qoyub ayr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:
\n-A ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, s\u0259n sussuzluqdan \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u0259n ax\u0131? Ax\u015fam dey\u0259r\u0259m u\u015faqlar s\u0259ni suvarar.
\nAna zo\u011fallar\u0131 tamam yum\u015fal\u0131b, bo\u015falana kimi barmaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda oynatd\u0131. \u018fzilib, lal\u0131qlam\u0131\u015f meyv\u0259l\u0259ri yenid\u0259n n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 qaytard\u0131. N\u0259v\u0259si sevinc\u0259k onlar\u0131 da \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259kil\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 t\u00f6kd\u00fc, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015fir\u0259y\u0259 bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259-b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259 yedi.
\nQad\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259li il\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lini quca\u011f\u0131na-bayaqk\u0131 zo\u011fallar\u0131n yerin\u0259 qoydu. Tutqun barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, \u0259li il\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 layla \u00e7ald\u0131:
\n-Ay q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng q\u0131z, s\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 q\u0131z idin, s\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259l idin. S\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt bu \u0259limi darda qoymam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. Dur, dur, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259, bu bac\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, bu s\u0259nsiz he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259 bilmir. Bax…Bax…Bu s\u0259ni s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, s\u0259n d\u0259 onu s\u0131\u011falla d\u0259…
\nAna i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lini i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259linin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoymaq ist\u0259yir. X\u0259st\u0259 \u0259l da\u015f kimi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 meyll\u0259nir. O, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 hirsl\u0259nir, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259nir, a\u011flay\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silir, \u0259lini gizlinc\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259tl\u0259yir:
\n-S\u0259n nec\u0259 d\u0259 kobudla\u015fm\u0131san, ay qanmaz, v\u0259h\u015fis\u0259n ey…Az qala \u00fcmidim, p\u0259nah\u0131m \u0259limi vurub q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n. K\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259mirs\u0259n el\u0259m\u0259, daha d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tmayacaqsan ki? N\u0259di, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 hirsli-hirsli bax\u0131rsan m\u0259n\u0259? S\u0259ni m\u0259n \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m? Yox! H\u0259…B\u0259lk\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lim\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131q el\u0259yirs\u0259n? El\u0259m\u0259, ay bac\u0131, el\u0259m\u0259. Pax\u0131ll\u0131q pis \u015feydir. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n pax\u0131l deyildin! S\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259nim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131n!
\nQad\u0131n\u0131n sol \u0259li \u00e7iynini xeyli a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259ymi\u015fdi. O, sa\u011f \u0259li il\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 \u0259lini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu. Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar x\u0259st\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259di. O, dizinin \u00fcst\u0259 x\u0259fifc\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lin\u0259 t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs baxd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc inand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, x\u0259st\u0259 \u0259li x\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n indic\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Var g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 zorla t\u0259rp\u0259tdi. \u018flinin i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259cyini bir daha y\u0259qin edib q\u0259lbi q\u0131r\u0131lan ana qolunu, s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b yumulan barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 danlad\u0131:
\n-S\u0259nin he\u00e7 insaf\u0131n yox imi\u015f. Adam da adam\u0131 yar\u0131 yolda k\u00f6m\u0259ksiz qoyard\u0131m\u0131? M\u0259n s\u0259ninl\u0259 neyl\u0259yim? S\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yini he\u00e7 n\u0259 yum\u015falda bilmir. S\u0259n bel\u0259 deyildin, ay bac\u0131.
\nO, i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lini i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r:
\n-Bax, bu bac\u0131na qo\u015fulub balalar\u0131m\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcn\u00fcz. Birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dala\u015fmad\u0131n\u0131z. Birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259siniz-sovunuz \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 yiy\u0259\u015fm\u0259diniz. A\u011f\u0131r, \u00e7\u0259tin, hans\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131zsa ba\u015fa vard\u0131n\u0131z. \u0130ndi niy\u0259 bel\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcd\u00f6n\u00fck olubsan, ay bac\u0131?
\nQad\u0131n a\u011flad\u0131. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259 \u0259linin \u00fcst\u0259 damc\u0131lad\u0131. H\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n damc\u0131 il\u0259 \u0259lini ovxalad\u0131. Fikirl\u0259rini \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy el\u0259di, dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc:
\n-Bel\u0259 dem\u0259yim\u0259 baxma, ay bac\u0131, s\u0259ni k\u0259sib atas\u0131 deyil\u0259m, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim \u0259zizims\u0259n. Bir vaxtlar siz ikiniz d\u0259 (x\u0259st\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 \u0259lini s\u0131x\u0131r) biri-biriniz\u0259 qo\u015fulub ev s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259rdiniz, qab yuyard\u0131n\u0131z, x\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015fir\u0259rdiniz…\u0130ndi s\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcbs\u0259n dey\u0259 bunlar\u0131 yad\u0131na sala bilmirs\u0259n…Eh…Haradan yad\u0131na salacaqsan?
\nO, daha a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri uzun-uzad\u0131 yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi. \u00c7il\u00e7\u0131raq, aynab\u0259ndin p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259ri, bay\u0131rda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n a\u011faclar n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b it\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r iki \u0259lin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259yib p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:
\n-Anam \u0259ll\u0259r, bac\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259r, M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259dl\u0259 ikimizin d\u0259 cavan vaxt\u0131m\u0131z idi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olmurdu. Yaman dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131q. Ata yox, ana yox, bac\u0131 yox, qarda\u015f yox. \u018flimiz he\u00e7 kim\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldi. Ay anam \u0259ll\u0259r, bac\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259r, yad\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259lir, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 nec\u0259 sevinirdiniz? Onda \u015fadl\u0131qdan nec\u0259 d\u0259 titr\u0259yirdiniz…Bir-biriniz\u0259 macal verm\u0259d\u0259n ikiniz d\u0259 bird\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131ma basd\u0131n\u0131z. Balam\u0131 nec\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259yir, a\u00e7\u0131r, yuyundurur, geyindirirdiniz…
\nAnan\u0131 yenid\u0259n q\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011fdu, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na \u0259l\u0259ndi. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fcn-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259k yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. Dodaqlar\u0131 \u0259sdi, titr\u0259di. S\u0259sini i\u00e7in\u0259 sald\u0131, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n-Ay anam, bac\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259r, q\u0131z\u0131m d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 siz m\u0259nim g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 \u0259zabla, a\u011fr\u0131yla silirdiniz.
\nT\u0259k \u0259liyl\u0259 d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sildi. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259di. Sif\u0259ti olmaz\u0131n \u0259zablar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f ifad\u0259 ald\u0131. Kims\u0259nin ona fikir verm\u0259diyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Yen\u0259 ac\u0131, \u015firin x\u0259yallar\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131:
\n-Anam, bac\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259r, sonra qurban oldu\u011fum o\u011flanlar\u0131m oldu. Onlar\u0131 da birg\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259diniz, sev\u0259l\u0259diniz, b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcn\u00fcz. Q\u0131z\u0131m yenid\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z. El\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qadas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131m. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 siz boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z. Yorulmad\u0131n\u0131z, \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259diniz, gileyl\u0259nm\u0259diniz. \u00d6z\u00fcm kims\u0259siz oldu\u011fum halda M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259 yetimliyini unutdurdunuz. Anam, bac\u0131m \u0259ll\u0259rim…
\nQad\u0131n yen\u0259 \u0259lini \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 ona hirsl\u0259nm\u0259di. K\u00f6rp\u0259si kimi dindirdi:
\n-G\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u0259 da\u015f kimi a\u011f\u0131rsan, d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259z\u0259rs\u0259n. Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur s\u0259ni yerin\u0259 qoyum. S\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 qanm\u0131rsan!
\nX\u0259st\u0259 \u0259li evd\u0259kil\u0259r stulun \u00fcst\u0259 rahatlad\u0131.
\n…Ana e\u015fitdi, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259di. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tinin yax\u015f\u0131 olmas\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 kimi a\u011flad\u0131, kirim\u0259di. \u015ead x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fidib sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 d\u0259 xeyli a\u011flad\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 t\u0259k \u0259lini g\u00f6y\u0259 tutdu:
\n-\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, ay Allah, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. Dilim-a\u011fz\u0131m qurusun, u\u015fa\u011fa bir \u015fey olsayd\u0131 m\u0259n neyl\u0259y\u0259rdim? \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc nec\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rdim?
\nEvd\u0259kil\u0259r onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Ana q\u0259mli-q\u0259mli bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131, baxd\u0131… Sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 tam a\u00e7\u0131lmayan x\u0259st\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yerind\u0259c\u0259 ir\u0259li-geri h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259tdirm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Yorulanda dayand\u0131. D\u0259rind\u0259n \u201cah\u201d \u00e7\u0259kdi, k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259liyn\u0259n el\u0259diyi \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6hb\u0259tini yad\u0131na sald\u0131. Onda hirsl\u0259nib, q\u0131nay\u0131b, m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259tl\u0259mi\u015fdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, aya\u011f\u0131na birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 q\u0131naql\u0131 s\u00f6z dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259linin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f tutdu:
\n-Eh, ay q\u0131z\u0131m, g\u00f6r n\u0259 z\u00fclmd\u0259y\u0259m, he\u00e7 aya\u011fa durub \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atm\u0131r.
\nG\u0259lini ona t\u0259s\u0259lli verdi:
\n-\u0130raq can\u0131nnan, ay ana, n\u0259 olub ey, u\u015faqd\u0131r, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r d\u0259, sa\u011falar da.
\nG\u0259lin i\u015finin dal\u0131nca getdi.
\nBel\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259r anan\u0131n beynin\u0259 batm\u0131rd\u0131. O, \u0259lini a\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131 v\u0259 tez d\u0259 yan\u0131na sald\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn yeriy\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yi dolmu\u015fdu. El\u0259 bayaq da u\u00e7an qu\u015flara g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259lini p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onlara dey\u0259c\u0259yi s\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131. Onlardan imdad ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bundan ba\u015fqa anan\u0131n he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcman\u0131 g\u0259lmirdi. Az qala \u00fcr\u0259yi h\u00f6vl el\u0259yib \u00e7atlayacaqd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 zill\u0259di. \u0130ki qu\u015fun budaqdan-buda\u011fa u\u00e7du\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onlara h\u0259s\u0259d \u00e7\u0259kdi, pax\u0131ll\u0131q etdi. Ancaq fikrini tez d\u0259yi\u015fdi:
\n-Yox! Siz\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131m tutmur. He\u00e7 kimin, he\u00e7 n\u0259yin m\u0259nim kimi olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulamaram. Ancaq, ey u\u00e7an qu\u015flar, insaf\u0131n\u0131z olsun, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tinizd\u0259n bir az m\u0259n\u0259 verin, yeriyim.
\nQad\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri el\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131 ki, n\u0259 qu\u015flar, n\u0259 d\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259r e\u015fitdi. O, x\u0259st\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fapp\u0131ldatd\u0131, ovxalad\u0131. Yorulanda dayand\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumdu. S\u0259ssizc\u0259 yalvard\u0131:
\n-Ay pi\u015fikl\u0259r, ay itl\u0259r, ay Allah\u0131n sevimli m\u0259xluqlar\u0131, c\u0259ld yeri\u015finizd\u0259n bir damc\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 verin, yeriyim. A u\u00e7u\u015fan ar\u0131lar, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r, a qa\u00e7\u0131\u015fan c\u00fcr-c\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259r, qar\u0131\u015fqalar, u\u00e7u\u015funuzdan, qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131zdan m\u0259n\u0259 verin, yeriyim. Ver\u0259 bilmirsiniz? Ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zsiniz ax\u0131…
\nBel\u0259c\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yumulu xeyli dayand\u0131. Yeddiayl\u0131q o\u011ful n\u0259v\u0259sinin q\u0131\u011f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259di.
\nG\u0259lin g\u00fcman el\u0259di ki, qay\u0131nanas\u0131 yat\u0131b, yava\u015fca qoluna toxundu:
\n-Dur, yerin\u0259 apar\u0131m, ana. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, yuxun g\u0259lir.
\nOnun yatma\u011fa meyli yox idi. Dedi:
\n-Fikir verm\u0259, a bala, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc el\u0259-bel\u0259 yumuram. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz yuxumu alanda s\u0259h\u0259ri diri a\u00e7\u0131ram. S\u0259n g\u0259tir o qadas\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131ma qoy. G\u0259lin o\u011flunu onun quca\u011f\u0131na qoydu. O da n\u0259v\u0259sini sev\u0259l\u0259di:
\n-Ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0131\u011f\u0131ldan\u0131rsan, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirs\u0259n? S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 yeriy\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n. Allah qoysa bir ne\u00e7\u0259 aydan sonra yeriy\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. M\u0259n is\u0259 u\u015faq deyil\u0259m, g\u00f6zl\u0259yim g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 vaxt yeriy\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Q\u0131z\u0131m, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 tut \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcm.
\n\u00d6pd\u00fc:
\n-S\u0259ni ver\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!-dedi.
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