{"id":6798,"date":"2014-09-04T12:12:12","date_gmt":"2014-09-04T07:12:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6798"},"modified":"2014-09-04T12:13:01","modified_gmt":"2014-09-04T07:13:01","slug":"tural-sahtaxtinski-qar-d%c9%99n%c9%99cikl%c9%99ri-v%c9%99-x%c9%99yallar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6798","title":{"rendered":"Tural \u015eahtaxtinski  &#8211; Qar d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259ri v\u0259 x\u0259yallar"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"js-body b-letter__body__wrap\">\n<div class=\"js-helper js-readmsg-msg\">\n<div>\n<div id=\"style_14096693090000000899_BODY\">\n<div><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/tural-sah.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-6465 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/tural-sah.jpg\" alt=\"tural sah\" width=\"395\" height=\"395\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/tural-sah.jpg 480w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/tural-sah-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/tural-sah-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/tural-sah-50x50.jpg 50w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 395px) 100vw, 395px\" \/><\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/div>\n<div>H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi yen\u0259 bilmirdim niy\u0259 yeni f\u0259silin g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 sevinir\u0259m. H\u0259r f\u0259sili sevir\u0259m dey\u0259, \u00a0yoxsa he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m sevdiyim f\u0259sil hans\u0131d\u0131r, ona gore?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n h\u0259rd\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli soyu\u011fu olur ki, d\u00f6n\u00fcb-d\u00f6n\u00fcb &#8220;q\u0131\u015fa nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m&#8221; deyir\u0259m. Amma soba yan\u0131 , isti \u00e7ay , p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturub bay\u0131rda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri izl\u0259m\u0259k- bunlar\u0131 da xo\u015flay\u0131ram. Amma n\u0259s\u0259 q\u0131\u015f, ya ba\u015fqa f\u0259sil &#8211; m\u0259n\u0259 f\u0259rqi yoxdu, \u0259sas odur m\u0259n rahat olum.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Q\u0131\u015f son g\u00fcnl\u0259rini ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 . Soyuqdan yeni-yeni \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b m\u00fclayim havan\u0131 hiss edirdik. Sabah a\u00e7\u0131landa art\u0131q anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 ki, q\u0131\u015f\u0131n sazaqli g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n qurtuluruq.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>D\u0259rsl\u0259r m\u0259ni \u00e7ox yorurdu. \u00a0Evd\u0259 defter-kitab \u0259linden yer yox idi, hara baxsan d\u0259ft\u0259r-kitab gorurdun. \u00a0Onu da deyim ki, he\u00e7 bir d\u0259rsi sona q\u0259d\u0259r oxumurdum. \u00c7ox vaxt \u00a0evden universitet\u0259 \u00e7atana q\u0259d\u0259r kitab oxuyurdum, buna gore d\u0259 ad\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259rs\u0259 gecikirdim.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Yen\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 baxmadan, dayan\u0131b salam verm\u0259d\u0259n gedir\u0259m . Xo\u015flam\u0131ram bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri. Ham\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ram, amma tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00e7ox getm\u0259d\u0259n avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131m.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r \u00e7ox adam olur dayanacaqda. \u018fks\u0259ri m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fayan insanlar olur. Yen\u0259 hams\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259lirdim.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>G\u00f6zl\u0259diyim avtobus g\u0259ldi \u00e7atd\u0131. Qulaqc\u0131\u011f\u0131 tax\u0131b ke\u00e7ib oturdum oturacaqlar\u0131n birind\u0259. S\u0259s \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259k idi, h\u0259tta k\u0259nara da yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 edir\u0259m. \u00a0Elimdeki kitab\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259dim.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u018fn \u00e7ox \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdiyim an g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131. L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f o yolda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0131xac olurdu. Qanc\u0131q siqnal s\u0259sl\u0259ri qulaqc\u0131qdan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259si bat\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fs\u0259bd\u0259n t\u0131xacdan \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn avtomobil s\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259ri astadan s\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Ba\u015fimi kitabdan qaldirdim, \u00e7evrilib yan oturaca\u011fa baxd\u0131m . Qap\u0131 qon\u015fumuz olan orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131nd\u0131 . Kimd\u0259ns\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdim ki , a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir. Bilmir\u0259m niy\u0259 demi\u015fdi, amma bilirdim ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n el\u0259dir.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Baxd\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f ax\u0131r. Gizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, amma al\u0131nm\u0131rdi. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7evirdim. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdim y\u0259qin yen\u0259 a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 var, d\u00f6zm\u00fcr, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sakitl\u0259\u015fdirir. He\u00e7 \u00e7evrilib baxmaq ist\u0259m\u0259dim ki, qoy rahat a\u011flas\u0131n. T\u0131xacsa bit\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131 . \u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n d\u0259rdl\u0259rini dinl\u0259m\u0259yi xoshlamasam da, s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k ist\u0259dim onunla.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Salam verdim. Salam\u0131m\u0131 alan kimi sual verdim: \u00a0&#8220;n\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rs\u0131z?&#8221;<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>\u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di m\u0259niml\u0259, amma sonradan fikrini d\u0259yi\u015fdi. A\u011flamaq s\u0259b\u0259bini gec anlad\u0131m. \u00a0\u0130lk ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m cavaba g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li g\u0259ldi ki, insan niy\u0259 q\u0131\u015f\u0131n son g\u00fcnl\u0259ri oldu\u011funu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd edib a\u011flas\u0131n. O da g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b, amma sual\u0131ma cavab alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u00a0cavab yen\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fc: insan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay qar ya\u011fmayacaq dey\u0259 niy\u0259 a\u011flas\u0131n ki?<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>H\u0259r cavab\u0131na g\u00fcls\u0259m d\u0259, a\u011flamaq s\u0259b\u0259bini gec d\u0259 olsa anlad\u0131m. M\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t d\u0259 verdim: &#8220;s\u0259brli olun, q\u0131\u015f bir d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r. qar yen\u0259 ya\u011far, \u00fcr\u0259yinizd\u0259n qarla oynamaq ke\u00e7\u0259rs\u0259 \u00a0buna g\u00f6r\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 b\u0259han\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259yin, qarla oynay\u0131n da, \u00a0amma qad\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b yen\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Dedim b\u0259lk\u0259 sussam yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Bir q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7di \u00f6z\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Dedi: &#8211; Q\u0131\u015f\u0131 da g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m, qar da ya\u011far, qarla oynayaram da . Amma m\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259rin bir quyuya salacaqlar, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u011f par\u00e7ayla b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r v\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir da\u015f qoyacaqlar, m\u0259n is\u0259 onlara ba\u015fa sala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rini qar ya\u011fanda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam, \u00a0\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131 qar d\u0259n\u0259cikl\u0259rin\u0259 baxa-baxa , onlar\u0131 \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 hiss ed\u0259-ed\u0259 qurmu\u015fam.<\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n<div>Art\u0131q t\u0131xacdan da \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u00dcniversitet\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131ma az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma n\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b idi bilmirdim, tez \u00e7at\u0131b avtobusu t\u0259rk etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"6798\">Yaz\u0131ya 1192 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(hekay\u0259) H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi yen\u0259 bilmirdim niy\u0259 yeni f\u0259silin g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 sevinir\u0259m. H\u0259r f\u0259sili sevir\u0259m dey\u0259, \u00a0yoxsa he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m sevdiyim f\u0259sil hans\u0131d\u0131r, ona gore? Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n h\u0259rd\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli soyu\u011fu olur ki, d\u00f6n\u00fcb-d\u00f6n\u00fcb &#8220;q\u0131\u015fa nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m&#8221; deyir\u0259m. Amma soba yan\u0131 , isti \u00e7ay , p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturub bay\u0131rda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri izl\u0259m\u0259k- bunlar\u0131 da xo\u015flay\u0131ram. 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