{"id":6804,"date":"2014-09-13T16:14:24","date_gmt":"2014-09-13T11:14:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6804"},"modified":"2014-09-13T16:14:24","modified_gmt":"2014-09-13T11:14:24","slug":"tural-sahab-papazin-qizi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6804","title":{"rendered":"Tural Sahab- Papaz\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Evl\u0259ri q\u0259dim olan bu k\u0259ndin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, q\u00fcruba yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca iki \u00fcr\u0259yin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri art\u0131r, sevincl\u0259ri d\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Bunlardan biri k\u0259nd kils\u0259sinin papaz\u0131 Vilsonun q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l Elena, dig\u0259ri is\u0259 el\u0259 Vilsonun g\u0259nc yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 Hans idi. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f batan kimi g\u0259nc sevgilil\u0259r kils\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, Tanr\u0131dan g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmas\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnah\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259rdil\u0259r. Hans Elenan\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayanda bir bulud Ay\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7ir, Elenan\u0131n ehtirasl\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259ri duyulma\u011fa ba\u015flayanda is\u0259 k\u0259ndin pi\u015fikl\u0259ri s\u0259s- k\u00fcy sal\u0131b a\u015fiql\u0259ri qoruyard\u0131. Bax yen\u0259 Hans\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131 Elenan\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l bir \u015feir yaz\u0131r, bu \u015feiri, ancaq ay, pi\u015fikl\u0259r, bir d\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Kils\u0259nin yuxar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda dayanan \u0130sa heyk\u0259linin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f ax\u0131r, \u0130sa \u00f6z\u00fc is\u0259 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir. \u0130ndi bu kils\u0259d\u0259 \u0130san\u0131 v\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rladan t\u0259k \u015fey b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu g\u0259ncl\u0259rin sevgisi idi. Papazlar\u00a0 \u00f6z xeyirl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0130san\u0131n g\u0259tirdiyi bir \u00e7ox \u015feyi d\u0259yi\u015fdirib, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n sevm\u0259k h\u00fcququnu \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131r, onlar\u0131 rahib v\u0259 ya rahib\u0259 ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda kils\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259hkum edirdil\u0259r. \u0130nsan t\u0259k ya\u015faya bils\u0259ydi Ad\u0259mi yaradan Tanr\u0131\u00a0 H\u0259vvan\u0131 yaratmazd\u0131. N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, insanlar bunu\u00a0\u00a0 anlam\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Papaz Vilson da q\u0131z\u0131 Elenan\u0131 rahib\u0259 olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259ki monastra g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdi. Burada \u201cbakir\u0259\u201d Elena \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Tanr\u0131ya v\u0259 \u0130saya adayacaq, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ibad\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015fa vuracaqd\u0131. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 papaz c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259ki yerini qazanm\u0131\u015f olacaqd\u0131.. B\u0259s Elena? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n o, n\u0259 ist\u0259yirdi? Onun\u00a0 ist\u0259diyi m\u0259lum idi. O, Tanr\u0131n\u0131 da, \u0130san\u0131 da \u00e7ox sevirdi, ancaq o, Hans\u0131 da \u00e7ox sevirdi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 kils\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdi g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n he\u00e7 \u0130sa sevibmi, bir qad\u0131nla birlikd\u0259 olubmu? Oxudu\u011fu kitablarda \u0130san\u0131n da evl\u0259ndiyi haqda m\u0259lumatlar vard\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r \u0130sa evl\u0259nibs\u0259 Elena niy\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 Hansla evl\u0259nm\u0259sin?!<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi Elena Hans\u0131n boynundan \u00f6p\u00fcr, Hans is\u0259 onun ip\u0259k sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Hans\u0131n\u00a0 g\u00fccl\u00fc qollar\u0131 aras\u0131nda bir qu\u015ft\u0259k titr\u0259yirdi, Elena. Daha s\u0259sini bo\u011fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131, sevdiyinin qollar\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi dadaraq inild\u0259yirdi. Bu s\u0259si e\u015fitm\u0259k h\u0259r ki\u015fiy\u0259 qism\u0259t olmurdu, qad\u0131nlar yaln\u0131z sevdikl\u0259ri ki\u015fil\u0259rin qoynunda bu c\u00fcr xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik duyurlar.<\/p>\n

Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n olmas\u0131, a\u015fiql\u0259ri\u00a0 bir- biril\u0259rin\u0259 daha da yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131, . \u018fg\u0259r g\u00fccl\u0259ri yets\u0259 qovu\u015farlar, iki ruh bir b\u0259d\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nar . \u018fg\u0259r g\u00fccl\u0259ri \u00e7atsa b\u00fct\u00fcn monastrlar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131dar, sev\u0259n insanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ev tik\u0259rdil\u0259r, ancaq indi onlar\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc yaln\u0131z d\u0259li kimi sevi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 onlar da Ay\u0131 buludlar\u0131n arxsas\u0131na, pi\u015fikl\u0259ri d\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edib, su il\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n qovu\u015fmas\u0131 kimi qovu\u015furdular. Su torpa\u011fa qovu\u015fanda yeni bir h\u0259yat yaran\u0131r,\u00a0 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r torpaqdan ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131r. B\u0259s bu qovu\u015fma nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131?, \u201cbakir\u0259\u201d ad\u0131 il\u0259 monastra ged\u0259c\u0259k olan Elenan\u0131n aqib\u0259ti nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131?<\/p>\n

V\u0259 sabah a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 sakitc\u0259, buludlar\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 utancaq bir q\u0131z kimi qald\u0131raraq. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f do\u011fur, sabah a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, ayr\u0131l\u0131q \u015feiri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n\u00a0 can al\u0131c\u0131 yerini yazd\u0131r\u0131r Hans\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 Elenan\u0131n boynuna. Sizi he\u00e7, sevdiyiniz boynunuzdan \u00f6pd\u00fcm\u00fc? Elenan\u0131n sevdiyi \u00f6pm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc<\/p>\n

Siz he\u00e7 sevdiyinizin qollar\u0131ndak\u0131 c\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b, nifr\u0259t qoxuyan bir binan\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259k\u00a0 m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qald\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?- Elena qalacaqd\u0131. Hans\u0131n qollar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131b, he\u00e7 bir \u00fcmidi olmayan monastr rahib\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 qo\u015fulacaq, dig\u0259rl\u0259ri kimi axir\u0259td\u0259 \u0130sa il\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259yin x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131 quracaqd\u0131. B\u0259s g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n \u0130sa onlarla evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131 olacaqd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

Deyir Tanr\u0131 sevdi, \u00e7ox sevdi v\u0259 bu sevgid\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131, insan\u0131 yaratd\u0131. Sonra insanlar Tanr\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131ndan yalanlar uydurub, insanlara sevginin haram oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r. \u0130nsanlar qorxdular sevgid\u0259n. Elena bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn sonra monastra yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olub, n\u0259m qoxuyan otaqlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n \u0130san\u0131 v\u0259 onun sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131 Maqdalenan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onlar haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox az m\u0259lumat qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, sevgiy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olanlar, beyinl\u0259rind\u0259 uydurduqlar\u0131 \u0130sa M\u0259sih obraz\u0131na sevgini yara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sevgi olan Tanr\u0131n\u0131n el\u00e7isi d\u0259 \u0259lb\u0259td\u0259 sev\u0259c\u0259kdi, birc\u0259 bunu bilirdi. \u0130sa qad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi, bunu sev\u0259n bir insan olaraq ona \u00fcr\u0259yi s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Monastra daxil olub k\u00f6hn\u0259 otaqlardan birin\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdi. Bu divarlarda kim bilir ne\u00e7\u0259 insan\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc vard\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 bu otaqda qarn\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259sini hiss etdi. Nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131 bilmirdi, bakir\u0259 ad\u0131 il\u0259 daxil olmu\u015fdu bura, \u0259slind\u0259 is\u0259 hamil\u0259ydi, ancaq M\u0259ry\u0259m d\u0259 hamil\u0259 deyildimi, \u0130saya. Hamil\u0259 olaraq qulluq etmirdimi Tanr\u0131ya?<\/p>\n

Elena\u00a0 monastra ged\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n Hans d\u0259liy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, yer\u0259- g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131.N\u0259s\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yir, qorxaq insanlar kimi t\u0259slim olmaq ist\u0259mirdi, yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi qorxaqlar\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa, ya\u015fama\u011fa haqlar\u0131n\u0131n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n

Sabah papaz Vilsondan izn al\u0131b, k\u0259ndd\u0259n q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Az getdi, \u00e7ox getm\u0259di- el\u0259 d\u0259 uzaq olmayan q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Bir a\u011fac\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 uzan\u0131b, gec\u0259nin g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259di. Gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 monastra ged\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l Elenas\u0131na qovu\u015facaqd\u0131. Bir az g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fczd\u00fc mavi bax\u0131\u015flarla, sonra yuxuya getdi. Oyananda art\u0131q G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 yox idi, Ay v\u0259 onun p\u0259rd\u0259si olan qara bulud\u00a0 onlar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

Sakitc\u0259 Monast\u0131r\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259ldi, arxa p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, eyni h\u0259sasl\u0131qla yuxar\u0131\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 .\u018fli, dizl\u0259ri yaralansa da vaz ke\u00e7m\u0259di, i\u00e7\u0259riy\u0259 daxil oldu. Qaranl\u0131q koridorlardan ke\u00e7ib sevdiyi qad\u0131n\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir xeyli g\u0259zdikd\u0259n sonra Elenan\u0131n oldu\u011fu ota\u011f\u0131 qoxusundan tan\u0131d\u0131, i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldu. Qap\u0131dan gir\u0259n kimi dodaqlar birl\u0259\u015fdi, g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7axd\u0131, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 bu binan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 d\u0259 pi\u015fik s\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q Elena s\u0259sl\u0259rin\u0259 mane ola bilmir, d\u0259li kimi inl\u0259yirdi. Bu iniltini ya\u015famasa da \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131yan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir rahib\u0259 yuxudan oyan\u0131b, Elenan\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f getdi, sakitc\u0259 dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olmaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 onlar\u0131 izl\u0259yirdi, b\u0259d\u0259nin titr\u0259diyini hiss el\u0259di, ki\u015fi n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259ym\u0259mi\u015f sin\u0259sini at\u0259\u015f basd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olub, \u0259ynind\u0259kil\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b atd\u0131. Elenan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 olan Hans\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kib, boynundan \u00f6pm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Elena he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamadan donub, yerind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f, Hans is\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 rahib\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Rahib\u0259 is\u0259 yalvar\u0131rd\u0131 onunla birlikd\u0259 olsun dey\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc toplayan Hans p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 at\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 do\u011fru qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sabah Papaz Vilsonun v\u0259 yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259nc Hans\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259di. Eyni i\u015fl\u0259r, eyni ayinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Monastrda ya\u015fananlar is\u0259 h\u0259m Elenaya, h\u0259m d\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 rahib\u0259y\u0259 yuxu kimi g\u0259ldiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kims\u0259 bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131, indi sad\u0259c\u0259 bir m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131 o da Elenan\u0131n hamil\u0259 olmas\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

Hans v\u0259 Elenan\u0131n sevgisi, bu i\u015fin sonu nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131, onu Tanr\u0131 bilirdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki insanlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, Tanr\u0131 is\u0259 \u00f6z ist\u0259diyini edirdi.<\/p>\n

\u0130san\u0131 \u00e7arm\u0131xa \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k insanlar\u0131n, g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ucaltmaq is\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n niyy\u0259ti\u00a0 idi.<\/p>\n

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