{"id":6833,"date":"2014-09-22T15:29:14","date_gmt":"2014-09-22T10:29:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6833"},"modified":"2014-09-22T15:34:50","modified_gmt":"2014-09-22T10:34:50","slug":"k%c9%99nan-aydinoglu-nec%c9%99-ildir-h%c9%99sr%c9%99tin-yandirir-m%c9%99ni-ana","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6833","title":{"rendered":"K\u0259nan AYDINO\u011eLU – NE\u00c7\u018f \u0130LD\u0130R H\u018fSR\u018fT\u0130N YANDIRIR M\u018fN\u0130, ANA!"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"K\u0259nan<\/a><\/div>\n
Qubadl\u0131n\u0131n erm\u0259ni silahl\u0131 q\u00fcvv\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131n\u0131n 20-ci il d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259.<\/div>\n
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Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir h\u0259sr\u0259tin yand\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni, Ana!<\/div>\n
G\u00f6r\u0259 b\u00f6l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, d\u00fcz\u00fc, ill\u0259rdi s\u0259ni, Ana!<\/div>\n
G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu ayr\u0131l\u0131q sona \u00e7atacaqm\u0131 b\u0259s,<\/div>\n
Q\u00fcrubda do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f den\u0259n batacaqm\u0131 b\u0259s?!<\/div>\n
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Yen\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr uzunu s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<\/div>\n
Vaxt\u0131m\u0131 saya-saya h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/div>\n
Qanl\u0131-qadal\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kibdi,<\/div>\n
\u00d6vlad\u0131n AYDINO\u011eLU h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kibdi.<\/div>\n
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Yollar\u0131na boylan\u0131b arayacam s\u0259ni m\u0259n,<\/div>\n
Qubal\u0131-Anam m\u0259nim, yoruldum g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 vaxt qay\u0131dacaqsan Anam Az\u0259rbaycana,<\/div>\n
N\u0259 vaxt boylanacaqsan Anam Az\u0259rbaycana?!<\/div>\n
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N\u0259 vaxt b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n,<\/div>\n
N\u0259 vaxt \u015f\u0259nin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ng h\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n?!<\/div>\n
Sanma s\u0259nsiz ayr\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 asand\u0131, Ana!<\/div>\n
Sanma s\u0259nsiz ayr\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 asand\u0131, Ana!<\/div>\n
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N\u018fY\u0130N\u018f \u0130NANIM M\u018fN BU D\u00dcNYANIN?!<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r \u00f6mr\u0259 bir ya\u011f\u0131 k\u0259silibdis\u0259,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
\u0130nsanlar z\u0259mi t\u0259k bi\u00e7ilibdis\u0259,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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Yen\u0259 bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f z\u0259mi kimidi,<\/div>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n k\u0259d\u0259ri, q\u0259mi kimidi.<\/div>\n
Bir s\u0259sin y\u00fcks\u0259l\u0259n b\u0259mi kimidi,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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D\u0259h\u015f\u0259t,q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131n yolu bilinmir,<\/div>\n
Sa\u011f\u0131 bilinirs\u0259, solu bilinmir.<\/div>\n
D\u0259cl\u0259nin, F\u0259rat\u0131n qolu bilinmir,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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Q\u0259ti fikirl\u0259ri \u0259sdir\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259,<\/div>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdir\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259,<\/div>\n
M\u0259ni do\u011fmalarla k\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fulacamsa,<\/div>\n
K\u0259d\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 yo\u011frulacamsa,<\/div>\n
Q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259 do\u011fulacamsa,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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Onsuz da v\u0259dl\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259rdi, h\u0259d\u0259r,<\/div>\n
\u018fvv\u0259li sevincdi, sonu da k\u0259d\u0259r.<\/div>\n
El\u0259 yaran\u0131\u015fdan bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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\u015eerimi e\u015fid\u0259n d\u0259nim deyils\u0259,<\/div>\n
Buludum deyils\u0259, \u00e7\u0259nim deyils\u0259,<\/div>\n
\u018fzizim deyils\u0259, m\u0259nim deyils\u0259,<\/div>\n
N\u0259yin\u0259 inan\u0131m m\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n?!<\/div>\n
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D\u00fcnyadan b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr \u015fairin d\u0259rdi<\/div>\n
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M\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015fsalar, \u015fairlik asan,<\/div>\n
Yoxsa ki, y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan d\u0259rd q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r?!<\/div>\n
Duyub-anlamazsan, inan, a quzum,<\/div>\n
\u015eairin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t ya\u011f\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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\u018fsrl\u0259r boyunca, tarix boyunca,<\/div>\n
\u015eairl\u0259r q\u0259l\u0259min s\u0131nad\u0131 g\u0259ldi.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r \u0259l\u0259n\u0259n zaman,<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259ti q\u0131nad\u0131 g\u0259ldi.<\/div>\n
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Ax\u0131 o neyl\u0259sin \u00f6mr\u00fcn mayas\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u018fz\u0259ld\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz bel\u0259 yo\u011frulmu\u015f.<\/div>\n
G\u00fcls\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r kimi,-<\/div>\n
Q\u0259lbind\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fulmu\u015f.<\/div>\n
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Bulaq t\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 co\u015fub-\u00e7a\u011flayan,<\/div>\n
N\u0259 K\u00fcr\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki Araz\u0131 qal\u0131r.<\/div>\n
G\u00fclm\u0259s\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bu \u00f6m\u00fcr onun,<\/div>\n
H\u0259yat\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n naraz\u0131 qal\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Onun da d\u0259rdini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li,<\/div>\n
D\u00fcnyada \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fc axtar\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Bax\u0131\u015fla q\u0259lbl\u0259ri ovsunlamayan,<\/div>\n
Qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc axtar\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Tarixd\u0259 s\u0131nanm\u0131\u015f bir h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir ki,<\/div>\n
Sevm\u0259s\u0259, bir q\u0131za salmaz meylini.<\/div>\n
Gah d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb s\u0259hraya M\u0259cnunlar kimi,<\/div>\n
Axtar\u0131r yen\u0259 d\u0259 sadiq Leylini.<\/div>\n
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Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n co\u015fan q\u0259lbind\u0259,<\/div>\n
N\u0259 dov\u015fan, n\u0259 t\u00fclk\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 qurd qalm\u0131\u015f.<\/div>\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00f6rd d\u0259f\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck,<\/div>\n
Bir \u015fair d\u00fcnyas\u0131 bu g\u00fcn yurd salm\u0131\u015f.<\/div>\n
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\u015eair ilham\u0131n\u0131n co\u015fub-da\u015fmas\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u015eairin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yen\u0259 xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r.<\/div>\n
D\u00fcnyas\u0131 qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259ls\u0259 yan\u0131na,<\/div>\n
Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259k g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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S\u018fN M\u018fN\u0130M Q\u018fDR\u0130M\u0130 B\u0130LM\u018fD\u0130N, D\u00dcNYA!<\/div>\n
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M\u0259n s\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 inanmal\u0131yam,<\/div>\n
S\u0259n m\u0259nim q\u0259drimi bilm\u0259din, d\u00fcnya?!<\/div>\n
N\u0259 vaxt\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fcms\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131,<\/div>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259din, d\u00fcnya!<\/div>\n
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\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ki, dayaqd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 YARADAN,<\/div>\n
Se\u00e7m\u0259din he\u00e7 zaman a\u011f\u0131 qaradan.<\/div>\n
Bir g\u00fcn da\u011f\u0131lassan onsuz aradan,<\/div>\n
Sevinci m\u0259niml\u0259 b\u00f6lm\u0259din, d\u00fcnya!<\/div>\n
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K\u0259lm\u0259n\u0259 aldanmaq bilir\u0259m h\u0259d\u0259r,<\/div>\n
S\u0259n\u0259 aldanmaq da \u00f6z\u00fc bir k\u0259d\u0259r.<\/div>\n
Yen\u0259 yaran\u0131\u015fdan bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/div>\n
De, niy\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259din, \u00f6lm\u0259din, d\u00fcnya?!<\/div>\n
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Do\u011frunu gizl\u0259tdin do\u011fru g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n
Ucaltd\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc o\u011fru g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/div>\n
H\u0259qiq\u0259t yox imi\u015f birc\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/div>\n
Do\u011frunu he\u00e7 do\u011fru g\u00f6rm\u0259din, d\u00fcnya!<\/div>\n
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Da\u015flardan ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259r\u0259k min d\u0259y\u0259,<\/div>\n
Gah da\u011fa \u00e7evrildin, gah da k\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259.<\/div>\n
Haqq\u0131n yolun tutan m\u00f6min b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259,<\/div>\n
Sevinc saray\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6rm\u0259din, d\u00fcnya!<\/div>\n
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Q\u0259d\u0259min atanda yen\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n<\/div>\n
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S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r narahat boylanan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f,<\/div>\n
Ovsunlu bax\u0131\u015fla yen\u0259 oyanar.<\/div>\n
F\u0259q\u0259t doda\u011f\u0131ndan bir k\u0259lm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xsa,<\/div>\n
Bu d\u00fcnya qay\u011f\u0131ya, nura boyanar.<\/div>\n
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Q\u0259d\u0259min atanda yen\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n,<\/div>\n
\u0130sinir q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259 yad olan hissl\u0259r.<\/div>\n
Bir anda d\u0259rdini q\u0259lb\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir,<\/div>\n
Sevincd\u0259n, f\u0259r\u0259hd\u0259n \u015fad olan hissl\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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Bir g\u00fcn\u00fcn sevinci, f\u0259r\u0259hi dem\u0259,<\/div>\n
Alta-alta yaz\u0131lan \u015fer\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rmi\u015f.<\/div>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim ki, he\u00e7,<\/div>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259t ba\u015f\u0131n \u0259y\u0259rmi\u015f.<\/div>\n
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Ke\u00e7dik\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r qatar t\u0259k,<\/div>\n
Qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri aray\u0131r n\u0259s\u0259.<\/div>\n
\u00dcr\u0259k h\u0259ssas olur bir u\u015faq kimi,<\/div>\n
Dodaqdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n adi bir s\u0259s\u0259.<\/div>\n
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Solsa pianonun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r,<\/div>\n
Qad\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n oyanacaqlar.<\/div>\n
H\u00fcsn\u00fcn\u0259 tama\u015fa etm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,<\/div>\n
G\u0259lib d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259 dayanacaqlar.<\/div>\n
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Yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir bu torpaq s\u0259nin<\/div>\n
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XX \u0259sr Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6rk\u0259mli n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si,<\/div>\n
\u015fimall\u0131-c\u0259nublu \u015fairimiz M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259dh\u00fcseyn \u015e\u0259hriyar\u0131n ruhuna sevgi v\u0259 sayq\u0131larla!<\/div>\n
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Ba\u011flanan s\u0259rh\u0259d\u0259 dir\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k,<\/div>\n
O tay\u0131n, bu tay\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti oldu.<\/div>\n
Ustad Nizaminin b\u00f6y\u00fck heyk\u0259li,<\/div>\n
Bir q\u0259lbin bir q\u0259lb\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259ti oldu.<\/div>\n
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\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ill\u0259r,<\/div>\n
N\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0259sildi, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rin.<\/div>\n
T\u00f6kd\u00fc g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259srl\u0259r boyu,<\/div>\n
Geni\u015f xatir\u0259li ayna X\u0259z\u0259rin.<\/div>\n
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Tehran da, T\u0259briz d\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 durub,<\/div>\n
Yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, yolunu, \u015fair!<\/div>\n
O tay da, bu tay da unudarm\u0131 he\u00e7,<\/div>\n
Bir \u015fair o\u011flunu, o\u011flunu, \u015fair?!<\/div>\n
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\u0130nan ki, torpa\u011f\u0131n ehtiyac\u0131 var,<\/div>\n
S\u0259nin t\u0259k alovlu yanar bir cana.<\/div>\n
B\u0259s niy\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lmirs\u0259n, den\u0259n,<\/div>\n
\u201c\u015eairl\u0259r torpa\u011f\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycana?!\u201d.<\/div>\n
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G\u0259r\u0259k ki, \u015ferinin h\u0259r bir k\u0259s\u0259ri,<\/div>\n
Bir elin-oban\u0131n da\u011f-da\u015f\u0131 olsun!<\/div>\n
Harayl\u0131 \u015feirin K\u00f6vk\u0259b anan\u0131n,<\/div>\n
Yanaqdan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 olsun!<\/div>\n

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