{"id":6862,"date":"2014-11-16T20:33:28","date_gmt":"2014-11-16T16:33:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6862"},"modified":"2014-11-16T20:39:03","modified_gmt":"2014-11-16T16:39:03","slug":"6862","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6862","title":{"rendered":"Ayan A\u011fayeva &#8211; G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n yol&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-6867 \" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740.jpg\" alt=\"20140907_150740\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740.jpg 3264w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740-75x55.jpg 75w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_150740-180x135.jpg 180w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a>Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259n yol \u00e7ox uzaqlardan g\u0259lirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 cox uzaqlardan , ta bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259n ba\u015faly\u0131b g\u0259lirdi bu yol &#8230;<br \/>\nSevgiy\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259n ba\u015flami\u015fd\u0131 bu yol ..<br \/>\nAta sevgisin\u0259 , ana sevgisin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259n..<br \/>\nAtas\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n idi, z\u0259hmli idi. O \u00f6z balas\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Ana i\u015fin \u00e7oxlu\u011fundan, atan\u0131n z\u0259hminin qorxusundan vaxt tap\u0131b sev\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi bu k\u00f6rp\u0259ni. K\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0259lbli q\u0131zc\u0131\u011fazsa sevgiy\u0259 m\u00f6htac idi, onun ki\u00e7i\u00e7ik q\u0259lbi sevgisizlik a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nLap ki\u00e7ik ya\u015flar\u0131ndan sevgisini tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 dindirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kitablar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 tapd\u0131 , \u0259lin\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n kitablar\u0131 acg\u00f6zl\u00fckl\u0259 oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nGet-ged\u0259 qal\u0131n-qal\u0131n kitablar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki d\u00fcnyada tapd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. Bu kitablar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u00fcnya o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l idi ki, d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131lar art\u0131q unudulurdu..<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 bu qizc\u0131\u011faz yetkinlik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na da \u00e7atd\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yinin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011faldacaq sevgini tapa bilm\u0259di..<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 ill\u0259rini yola verdi , kitablar sirda\u015f\u0131 oldu, d\u0259rd yolda\u015f\u0131 oldu&#8230;<br \/>\nBir vaxt ay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, b\u0259s bu kitablar\u0131 yazan insanlar ax\u0131 nec\u0259 insalard\u0131r ki, insan\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, \u0259zablar\u0131n\u0131, sevincini, xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini bu ka\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131na yerl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilirl\u0259r? Onlar \u0259l\u00e7atmaz varl\u0131qlard\u0131, o kitablar\u0131 yaza bil\u0259n insanlar\u0131 y\u0259qin h\u0259r insan g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259z.!!!<br \/>\nG\u00fcn g\u0259ldi, internet deyil\u0259n varl\u0131q girdi heyat\u0131na . Bu varl\u0131q \u00f6z m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 onun h\u0259yat\u0131nda el\u0259 bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yaratd\u0131 ki \u2026 O bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259li al\u0259m\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fdu, x\u0259yallar\u0131nda idealla\u015fmi\u015f insanlar\u0131 onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun \u00fcr\u0259yi yenid\u0259n t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z a\u011fu\u015funa alm\u0131\u015f kitablar\u0131 yazanlara tu\u015f g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Sevincd\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259n \u00e7a\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc anlaya bilmirdi&#8230;<br \/>\nAmma art\u0131q tale ona bir yol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259yat\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015firdi. Niy\u0259 ax\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 n\u0259 onu xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di, amma bu insanlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t art\u0131q onu heyata ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 daha da \u00e7alxalanma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir-birind\u0259n maraql\u0131 yazarlara rast g\u0259lirdi, onlar\u0131 oxuduqca i\u00e7in\u0259 sevinc dolurdu..<br \/>\nArt\u0131q onlarla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t d\u0259 qurma\u011fa ba\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, lakin o q\u0259d\u0259r qorxurdu&#8230;<br \/>\nI\u00e7ind\u0259ki yan\u011f\u0131sa onu onlara t\u0259r\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kirdi&#8230; Bel\u0259likl\u0259, ilk add\u0131m atd\u0131, gozel ustad wairmiz Saday \u015e\u0259k\u0259rlid\u0259n ilk h\u0259diyy\u0259 kitab ald\u0131 &#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259yat g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 el\u0259 canlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, g\u0259lib hisl\u0259rini yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 deyildi, \u00fcr\u0259yi k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nOvsununa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel bu sevincin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 el\u0259 bir sevinc ya\u015fatd\u0131 ki, ona. Bu nec\u0259 bir sevinc idi, s\u00f6zl\u0259 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel \u2026<br \/>\nBu ada ilk rast g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015fqa r\u0259ng alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130rad\u0259 Aytelin yaz\u0131lar\u0131 indiy\u0259 kimi oxudu\u011fu kitablardan tamamil\u0259 f\u0259rqli idi&#8230; O h\u0259m bir k\u00f6vr\u0259k q\u0259lbli qad\u0131n idi, h\u0259m s\u0259rh\u0259d tan\u0131mayan bir t\u00fcrk qad\u0131n\u0131 idi, h\u0259m erk\u0259k tinetli h\u00fcn\u0259rli idi. Sanki bu d\u00fcnyaya meydan oxuyurdu. \u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6rd divar aras\u0131nda g\u00f6z dusta\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fayan bir qad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f bir hal idi..<br \/>\n\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sakit oxumaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. Bu c\u0259sur qad\u0131n el\u0259 bir qadin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131 ki, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00f6yn\u0259dirdi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n onu g\u00f6rm\u0259k arzusu yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 , amma nec\u0259?&#8230; Bu onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn da\u011f\u0131 yerind\u0259n oynatmaq q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl bir i\u015f idi, amma i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir g\u00fcc onu el\u0259 hey \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel\u0259 do\u011fru \u00e7\u0259kirdi..<br \/>\nBu ist\u0259k ax\u0131r ki, \u00f6zun\u0259 yol tapd\u0131, onu G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 do\u011fru yol alma\u011fa g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7ox qorxurdu\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri al\u0131nmayacaqd\u0131 v\u0259 o x\u0259yal q\u0131r\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fayacaqd\u0131\u2026 \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 taxt qurmu\u015f bu yazar b\u0259lk\u0259 onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131, sevdiyi insan deyildi\u2026 \u00c7ox qoruxurdu, amma yolundan d\u00f6nm\u0259k fikri d\u0259 yox idi..<br \/>\nG\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131, z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Xan ba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta saat ikiy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f t\u0259yin etdil\u0259r. G\u0259nc\u0259nin canl\u0131 abid\u0259si olan Xan ba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f t\u0259yin etm\u0259si bir az da g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z oldu. Xan ba\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda e\u015fitmi\u015fdi, ancaq g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi Xan ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi\u2026 Saat iki oldu. Art\u0131q Xan ba\u011f\u0131nda idi. Bir az tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, ba\u011fla bir az tan\u0131\u015f olsun. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 haz\u0131rlas\u0131n &#8230;<br \/>\nN\u0259hay\u0259t yenid\u0259n z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. Telefonla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca ba\u011f\u0131n o biri ba\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fckd\u0259, ona t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259l\u0259n qara paltarl\u0131, \u015fahan\u0259, v\u00fcqarl\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel oldu\u011funu bildi:<br \/>\n&#8212; M\u0259n sizi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, &#8212; dedi.<br \/>\n&#8212; M\u0259n d\u0259 sizi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m &#8230;<br \/>\n\u2026Oturmu\u015fdular \u00fczb\u0259-\u00fcz &#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 ona h\u0259yat ya\u015fadan insanlardan biri, bir yazar il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259-\u00fcz oturmu\u015fdu. El\u0259 s\u0259mimi s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar ki, sanki ill\u0259rin s\u0131na\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mi\u015f do\u011fmalar idil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi\u2026<br \/>\n\u2026Yox, onun b\u00fct\u00fcn hissl\u0259ri , b\u00fct\u00fcn daxili d\u00fcnyas\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l ifad\u0259l\u0259r yarand\u0131 ki, o g\u00f6z-g\u00f6r\u0259si m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259\u015firdi&#8230; Bu onu ovsunlayan \u0130rad\u0259 Aytel idi&#8230; El\u0259 z\u0259ngin daxili d\u00fcnyas\u0131 var idi, heyran olmamaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. H\u0259l\u0259 onun g\u00fcl\u00fcs\u00fc&#8230; O q\u0259d\u0259r \u015firin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc var ki&#8230;<br \/>\nDemek, bu idi onu bir \u00f6m\u00fcr \u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda ya\u015fadan insanlar..<br \/>\nS\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u0259l yazar\u0131m\u0131z Al\u0259mz\u0259r xan\u0131m\u0131n da g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini, onun g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Al\u0259mz\u0259r xan\u0131m\u0131 da d\u0259v\u0259t etdiyini bildirdi&#8230;<br \/>\nAl\u0259mz\u0259r xan\u0131m\u0131 da internet s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131mi\u015fd\u0131, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259-sev\u0259 oxuyard\u0131. Nec\u0259 sevindiyini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zsiniz\u2026<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi. \u0130ki g\u00f6z\u0259l yazar onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259ad\u0259t ola bilm\u0259zdi&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l anla\u015fm\u0131\u015fdilar ki, hetta \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yen\u0259 kitablar al\u0259mind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmadan b\u00fct\u00fcn hissl\u0259ri, duy\u011fular\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fdi &#8230;<br \/>\nEv\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 el\u0259 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck hiss edirdi ki, sanki qu\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fdu. \u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 bir d\u00fcnya sevincl\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuncu n\u0259\u015fr olunmu\u015f &#8220;Qanl\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r&#8221; hekay\u0259l\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131 imzalay\u0131b h\u0259diyy\u0259 etmi\u015fdi . Bu kitab onun \u00fcc\u00fcn en \u0259ziz kitablardan biri olacaqd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_165754.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignnone  wp-image-6869\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_165754.jpg\" alt=\"20140907_165754\" width=\"719\" height=\"958\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_165754.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_165754-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/11\/20140907_165754-768x1024.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 719px) 100vw, 719px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"6862\">Yaz\u0131ya 1274 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259n yol \u00e7ox uzaqlardan g\u0259lirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 cox uzaqlardan , ta bir k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259n ba\u015faly\u0131b g\u0259lirdi bu yol &#8230; Sevgiy\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t k\u00f6rp\u0259 q\u0259lbind\u0259n ba\u015flami\u015fd\u0131 bu yol .. Ata sevgisin\u0259 , ana sevgisin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259n.. Atas\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n idi, z\u0259hmli idi. O \u00f6z balas\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Ana i\u015fin \u00e7oxlu\u011fundan, atan\u0131n z\u0259hminin [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6867,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1,3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6862"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6862"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6862\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6870,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6862\/revisions\/6870"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6867"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6862"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6862"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6862"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}