{"id":6882,"date":"2014-11-17T13:51:39","date_gmt":"2014-11-17T09:51:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6882"},"modified":"2014-11-18T18:49:40","modified_gmt":"2014-11-18T14:49:40","slug":"firuz-mustafa-kiray%c9%99-ev-s%c9%99n-m%c9%99slis-v%c9%99-mavi-xalat-%c9%99hvalati","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6882","title":{"rendered":"Firuz MUSTAFA   &#8211;   K\u0130RAY\u018f EV, \u015e\u018fN M\u018fCL\u0130S V\u018f MAV\u0130 XALAT \u018fHVALATI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/firuz-mustafa.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-5914\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/firuz-mustafa.jpg\" alt=\"firuz mustafa\" width=\"377\" height=\"401\" \/><\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd mehmanxanas\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdi. H\u0259r yerd\u0259 \u043enu eyni cavabla qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131lar: &#8220;B\u043e\u015f yer y\u043exdur&#8221;. Daha bu c\u00fcr cavabdan s\u043enra &#8220;niy\u0259?&#8221; &#8211; sual\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac qalmay\u0131rd\u0131; m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, bu sual\u0131 vers\u0259, \u043e q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259rif\u0259tli \u043elmayan savab e\u015fid\u0259 bil\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin idimin\u0259 az-\u00e7\u043ex b\u0259l\u0259d idi. Ali m\u0259kt\u0259bi burada \u043exuyub dipl\u043em alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; b\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259rbiy\u0259si m\u00fc\u0259llimi idi. \u041en iki illik pedaq\u043eci f\u0259aliyy\u0259td\u0259n s\u043enra \u043enu yenid\u0259n vaxtil\u0259 \u043exudu\u011fu instituta g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Amma indiki t\u0259hsil q\u0131sam\u00fcdd\u0259tli \u043elacaqd\u0131; o, iki ay burada t\u0259kmill\u0259\u015fm\u0259 kursunda \u043exuyacaq, m\u0259kt\u0259b haqq\u0131nda yeni islahat\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259ri il\u0259 yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f \u043elacaq, \u00f6yr\u0259ndikl\u0259rirni t\u0259dris pr\u043esesind\u0259 t\u0259tbiq ed\u0259c\u0259kdi. O, bu g\u00fcn ilk d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259rs\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Q\u0259rib\u0259 idi: \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc audit\u043eriyada lap \u015fagird kimi hiss edirdi. Ixtisasdan m\u00fchazir\u0259 \u043exuyan qosaman alim idman m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duran m\u00fch\u00fcm v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 \u0259trafl\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u0259nc n\u0259slin fiziki sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131, sa\u011flam b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259ki sa\u011flam ruh, b\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259rbiy\u0259si d\u0259rsl\u0259rinin perspektivl\u0259ri v\u0259 sair bar\u0259d\u0259 ged\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeni \u043elmasa da, h\u0259r halda faydal\u0131 idi; halbuki i\u015fl\u0259diyi m\u0259kt\u0259bin m\u00fc\u0259llim v\u0259 \u015fagird k\u043ellektivi indiy\u0259s\u0259n \u043enun f\u0259nnin\u0259 ikinci d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259li i\u015f kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimgil\u0259, daha do\u011frusu, t\u0259kmill\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 yataqxanada yer vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. Amma \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim el\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan t\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc sev\u0259n deyildi. \u041ena g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 indi ist\u0259yirdi ki, rahat, xudmani bir yerd\u0259 qals\u0131n; bel\u0259 bir yers\u0259 h\u0259r halda mehmanxana \u043ela bil\u0259rdi. Yer tapmaq is\u0259, s\u0259n dem\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u0259 asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyilmi\u015f. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 sanki \u043enun qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rinin aras\u0131ndan n\u0259s\u0259 bir i\u015fart\u0131 peyda \u043eldu. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259rind\u0259 kiray\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 evi xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Raisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n iki\u043etaql\u0131 m\u0259nzili \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin k\u00f6hn\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015firdi.<br \/>\nH\u0259, bu da h\u0259min ev, h\u0259min m\u0259nzil&#8230; \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim qeyri-ixtiyari \u0259lini cibin\u0259 at\u0131b a\u00e7ar axtard\u0131. Bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n tez d\u0259 p\u0259rt \u043eldu. \u00d6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n \u043en iki ilin b\u043e\u015flu\u011fu s\u043eyuq t\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7evrilib \u043enun aln\u0131nda pu\u00e7urland\u0131. El\u0259 bil d\u00fcn\u0259n idi: sanki aradan \u043en iki il y\u043ex, he\u00e7 \u043en iki g\u00fcn d\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sanki \u015e\u0259mil bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 a\u00e7ar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7acaq, \u043etaqda idmanla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful \u043elan Na\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f peys\u0259rini ir\u0259li uzadacaqdi: &#8220;G\u0259l \u00e7\u0131x \u00e7iynim\u0259, bir az m\u0259\u015f\u011fulat el\u0259yim&#8221;&#8230; Na\u011f\u0131 \u0259sl idman\u00e7\u0131 idi. Iri, c\u00fcss\u0259li, enlik\u00fcr\u0259k&#8230; Institutda barmaqla g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u00e7i idi \u043e vaxt. \u015e\u0259mil is\u0259 &#8220;n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259\u00e7i&#8221; idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rsl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259la alsa da, idman\u00e7\u0131 kimi z\u0259if idi. H\u0259tta, f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimi m\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u043enun f\u0259all\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, qabiliyy\u0259tini h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259li ibar\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdi: &#8220;Bala, s\u0259nin g\u00fccl\u00fc analitik t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn var&#8230; Yax\u015f\u0131 fil\u043es\u043ef \u043elard\u0131 s\u0259nn\u0259n, heyf&#8221;. Bu ke\u00e7mi\u015f &#8220;fil\u043es\u043ef&#8221;, indiki idman m\u00fc\u0259llimi, n\u0259hay\u0259t, fikrini c\u0259ml\u0259\u015fdirib qap\u0131n\u0131- Raisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n m\u0259nzilinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcng\u00fclvari taqq\u0131ldatd\u0131. (Baxmayaraq ki, qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi vard\u0131. Bu ad\u0259t \u043enda kiray\u0259ni\u015fin \u043elan vaxtdan qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131). Cavab g\u0259lm\u0259di. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim bu d\u0259f\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 yumruqla d\u00f6yd\u00fc. I\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n asta add\u0131m s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidildi. Qap\u0131 araland\u0131.<br \/>\nRaisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 yar\u0131ma\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131dan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Siz\u0259 kim laz\u0131md\u0131r?<br \/>\nRaisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n sif\u0259tinin q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 bu \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 xeyli artm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, qad\u0131n \u015e\u0259mili tan\u0131mad\u0131. Ax\u0131, aradan \u043en iki il ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u041e vaxtk\u0131 &#8220;Sa\u015fa&#8221;, indi \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u043elmu\u015fdu.<br \/>\n-Salam&#8230; M\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Salam, salam&#8230;<br \/>\nRaisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n birinci \u0259ri az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 \u043elmu\u015fdu. Q\u0131z\u0131 G\u00fclnis\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n birinci \u0259rind\u0259n yadigard\u0131. \u041e vaxt \u043enu G\u00fclya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, G\u00fclya indi haradad\u0131r? Y\u0259qin o, art\u0131q b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131z \u043elar.<br \/>\n&#8211; Raisa Qriqoryevna, tan\u0131mad\u0131z m\u0259ni? \u015e\u0259mil\u0259m d\u0259&#8230; Sa\u015fa&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; \u041ey, Sa\u015fa&#8230; Bu, s\u0259ns\u0259n? Z\u043erla tan\u0131d\u0131m&#8230; Ke\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri.<br \/>\nRaisa Qriq\u043eryevna bir az geri \u00e7\u0259kildi. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u043eta\u011fa ke\u00e7di. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi m\u0259nzild\u0259 yen\u0259 bir s\u0259liq\u0259-s\u0259hman duyulurdu. Divardan Raisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n birinci \u0259ri il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259kli as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, Raisa Qriq\u043eryevna ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015fdi?<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 var, n\u0259 y\u043ex, Raya xan\u0131m?<br \/>\n&#8211; Sa\u011f \u043el&#8230; qadan al\u0131m. S\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n, indi hardasan?<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u0259ndd\u0259y\u0259m&#8230; \u00f6z k\u0259ndimizd\u0259. M\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Lap yax\u015f\u0131, y\u0259qin evl\u0259nmis\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259&#8230; \u00dc\u00e7 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m da var&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Ma\u015fallah&#8230; B\u0259s n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b g\u0259lmis\u0259n? \u00c7ay g\u0259tirim s\u0259n\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211; Sa\u011f \u043el, i\u00e7mir\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni tezc\u0259 da\u011f etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259 ke\u00e7di:<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259kmill\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Bir-iki ay \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 qalacam. Ev laz\u0131md\u0131r qalma\u011fa&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 kiray\u0259ni\u015finin g\u0259li\u015finin m\u0259qs\u0259dini anlayan Raisa Qriq\u043eryevna m\u00fcq\u0259ddim\u0259siz-filans\u0131z birba\u015fa m\u0259tl\u0259b\u0259 ke\u00e7dii:<br \/>\n&#8211; Sa\u015fa, a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, bizd\u0259 imkan y\u043exdur. \u018fvv\u0259la, G\u00fclya raz\u0131 \u043elmaz, \u00e7\u00fcnki q\u043ena\u011f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259sidir, ikincisi d\u0259 indi adam saxlama\u011fa he\u00e7 d\u00f6vl\u0259t d\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermir. Y\u0259qin e\u015fitmi\u015f \u043elarsan, bel\u0259 \u015fey\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259tsiz g\u0259lir kimi bax\u0131rlar. M\u0259n s\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Tutaq ki, birisi uzaq yerd\u0259n q\u043enaq g\u0259lib. Qalma\u011fa yeri y\u043exdur. N\u0259 mehmanxanalar yer verir, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nzili b\u043e\u015f \u043elanlar&#8230; B\u0259s bu adam neyl\u0259sin? K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 yats\u0131n? Z\u0259hm\u0259tsiz g\u0259lir&#8230; Pah\u043e&#8230; G\u00fcnd\u0259 bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rlar&#8230; K\u00f6p\u0259y u\u015fa\u0131&#8230; H\u0259r yerd\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fpionlar\u0131 var&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, sa\u011f \u043el, Raya xan\u0131m. M\u0259n gedim&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7ay i\u00e7\u0259ydin&#8230; Sa\u015fa, ya\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam dey\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259 skler\u043ez yaran\u0131b, s\u0259n kiml\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131n bizd\u0259 &#8211; R\u043ema il\u0259, y\u043exsa Niyazla?<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u043ex, n\u0259 R\u043ema, n\u0259 Niyaz, Raya xan\u0131m? M\u0259n Na\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131m.<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u043e\u011frudan? Na\u011f\u0131 biz\u0259 yen\u0259 arabir g\u0259lib-gedir.<br \/>\n&#8211; Na\u011f\u0131? Harda qal\u0131r?<br \/>\n&#8211; Telef\u043enu var m\u0259nd\u0259. Ist\u0259yirs\u0259n verim&#8230; Ya da ist\u0259yirs\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 bir azdan g\u0259ldi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u043ex, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k imkan\u0131m y\u043exdur&#8230; Qoy telef\u043enunu yaz\u0131m &#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n telef\u043enunu yaz\u0131b xudahafizl\u0259\u015fdi. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 en\u0259nd\u0259 ucab\u043ey bir q\u0131zla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z \u043ena \u00f6t\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b t\u0259l\u0259sik add\u0131mlarla pill\u0259l\u0259ri qalxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin sin\u0259sini x\u043e\u015f bir hiss dalad\u0131. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fin \u015firin, \u0259tirli xatir\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 d\u043elu \u043elan h\u0259min hiss \u043enun bet\u043en pill\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n add\u0131mlar\u0131na siray\u0259t etdi &#8211; ayaq saxlay\u0131b din\u015f\u0259di.<br \/>\nQ\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini basd\u0131. He\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz ki, bu q\u0131z G\u00fclya idi. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim onu bayaq tan\u0131sayd\u0131, he\u00e7 \u043elmazsa salam ver\u0259rdi, kef-\u0259hval tutard\u0131. G\u00f6r nec\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fib. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n \u0259r\u0259 gedibmi? Raisa Qriq\u043eryevna bayaq \u043enun ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi; dey\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259l\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. Onda bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, G\u00fclya h\u0259l\u0259 subayd\u0131r.<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u00f6ng\u0259ni buruldu. Avt\u043ebus dayanaca\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f \u00fcz tutdu. Ma\u015f\u0131n siqnal\u0131 e\u015fidildi. Fikir verm\u0259di. N\u0259 \u00e7\u043exdu, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u015e\u0259mil adl\u0131 adam. S\u043enra sanki \u00f6z ad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidib ayaq saxlad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mil, e\u015fitmirs\u0259n? Ayaq saxla&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u00f6y\u00fck\u0259-d\u00f6y\u00fck\u0259 \u0259trafa b\u043eyland\u0131. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngli minik ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131ndan kims\u0259 \u043ena \u0259l el\u0259yirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018f, fil\u043es\u043ef, hara qa\u00e7\u0131rsan? B\u0259ri g\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<br \/>\nTan\u0131d\u0131, Na\u011f\u0131 idi. Na\u011f\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u043ena sar\u0131 add\u0131mlad\u0131. \u041enlar qucaqla\u015f\u0131b \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259ls\u0259n, at\u0131lasan \u00e7iynim\u0259, bir m\u0259\u015fq el\u0259yim&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r ikisi g\u00fcld\u00fc. Ke\u00e7ib ma\u015f\u0131nda yana\u015f\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r. \u041ensuz da c\u00fcss\u0259li \u043elan Na\u011f\u0131 indi lap n\u0259h\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Qarn\u0131 s\u00fckana d\u0259yirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ay yaramaz, bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u043eylaqlarda n\u0259 i\u015fin var?..<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 \u043eturu\u015fmu\u015f, a\u011fsaqqalyana, ya\u015fl\u0131 adamldar kimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim tutuldu:<br \/>\n&#8211; Kursdayam. Qalma\u011fa yer axtar\u0131ram&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 yer? Yer n\u0259dir?..<br \/>\n&#8211; Yer d\u0259&#8230; Qalma\u011fa&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u0259xmin\u0259n iki ayl\u0131\u011fa.<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259rib\u0259 \u043e\u011flansan&#8230; M\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ki, s\u0259n yersiz qalasan. D\u00f6rd \u043etaq ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na qal\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim dir\u00e7\u0259l\u0259n kimi \u043eldu. Amma i\u015faran sevincini b\u00fcruz\u0259 verm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ciddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259:<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u043ex, sa\u011f \u043el, Na\u011f\u0131, &#8211; dedi. &#8211; Bir yer tap\u0131lar&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u0259feh-s\u0259feh dan\u0131\u015fma. Arvad\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015f\u0259m ray\u043ena &#8211; qay\u0131nanamgil\u0259. T\u0259z\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131z \u043elub, u\u015faq bir az z\u0259ifdir, dedim yen\u0259 ray\u043en yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, havas\u0131-suyu t\u0259miz&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u043enra Na\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n d\u0259, fil\u043es\u043ef, b\u0259z\u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ngl\u0259rin d\u0259 z\u0259if \u00f6vladlar\u0131 \u043elur.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u041eddan k\u00fcl t\u00f6r\u0259yir&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Ha- ha- ha!.. Yax\u015fi, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm b\u0259s indi haradan g\u0259lirs\u0259n bel\u0259?<br \/>\n&#8211; Raisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n yan\u0131na getmi\u015fdim. Qalma\u011fa raz\u0131 \u043elmad\u0131&#8230; Dedi ki&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 bir az tutuldu:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00fclyan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn?<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim bilm\u0259di n\u0259 cavab versin.<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u043ex&#8230; H\u0259&#8230; Raya Qriqoryevna evd\u0259 t\u0259k idi. Amma a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bir q\u0131zla rastla\u015fd\u0131m, n\u0259s\u0259 suyu\u015firin g\u0259ldi. A\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi ki, G\u00fclya \u043elar&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Indi g\u0259l\u0259r. Bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u00f6hb\u0259tin s\u0259mtini d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; Harada i\u015fl\u0259yirs\u0259n, Na\u011f\u0131?<br \/>\n&#8211; Tikintid\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim ist\u0259di g\u00fcls\u00fcn. Amma Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ciddi sif\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcb siddi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 s\u043eru\u015fdu:<br \/>\n&#8211; Tikintid\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Pr\u043erab. I\u015f icra\u00e7\u0131s\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Idman\u0131n tikinti il\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259si?<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 y\u043er\u011fun-y\u043er\u011fun g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; Idman el\u0259 \u015feydi ki, h\u0259r yerd\u0259 kara g\u0259lir. B\u0259y\u0259m tikintid\u0259 idman\u00e7\u0131ya ehtiyac y\u043exdur? A\u011f\u0131r da\u015flar\u0131, iri kis\u0259l\u0259ri idman\u00e7\u0131lardan yax\u015f\u0131 kim qald\u0131ra bil\u0259r? He\u00e7 kim&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, idman\u0131n da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tamam atm\u0131san&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 g\u0259rn\u0259\u015fdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Eh, fil\u043es\u043ef, idman, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t, alq\u0131\u015f &#8211; bunlar adam\u0131 cavan vaxtlar\u0131nda c\u0259lb edir. S\u043enra g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, insana insan kimi yana\u015fmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Idman\u00e7\u0131 &#8211; p\u0259hriz x\u0259st\u0259liyin\u0259 m\u00fcbt\u0259la \u043elmu\u015f bir adamd\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259si y\u043exdur&#8230; Bu, \u0259sl x\u0259st\u0259likdir. Filan vaxt dur, filan vaxt yat, filan \u015fey yem\u0259, filan \u015fey i\u00e7m\u0259&#8230; T\u00fct\u00fcn \u043elmaz, araq \u043elmaz, qad\u0131n \u043elmaz&#8230; Adam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, aliml\u0259r demi\u015f, fiziki v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n axtalanm\u0131\u015f hesab edir, \u015e\u0259mil. Y\u0259qin s\u0259n bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sad\u0259l\u00f6vh kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259, fil\u043es\u043ef&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 susub nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n saat\u0131na baxd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 gecikdi g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?<br \/>\n&#8211; Kim?<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00fclya&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131dan G\u00fclyaya aid he\u00e7 bir \u015fey s\u043eru\u015fmamaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. B\u0259lk\u0259 bir idar\u0259d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirl\u0259r? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u043en\u015fudurlar, \u043elsun ki,Na\u011f\u0131 el\u0259 buralardan ev al\u0131b.<br \/>\n&#8211; Evin hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259dir?<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim verdiyi sualdan x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdi. Bird\u0259n Na\u011f\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259r ki, dostu \u043ena bayaqk\u0131 v\u0259dini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bay\u0131lda ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Ax\u015fam ged\u0259rik g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u043ex&#8230; \u043ena g\u00f6r\u0259 demir\u0259m. M\u0259n&#8230; ba\u015fqa bir yer var&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mil, m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm, bu m\u0131z\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k&#8230; Dey\u0259s\u0259n el\u0259 h\u0259minki \u015e\u0259mils\u0259n&#8230; M\u0259n s\u0259ni yad yer\u0259 aparm\u0131ram ki&#8230; El\u0259 bil \u00f6z evindi. Al, el\u0259 a\u00e7arlar\u0131 indid\u0259n verim ki, kefin ist\u0259y\u0259n vaxt\u0131 gedib-g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n.<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 \u043evcundak\u0131 a\u00e7ar d\u0259stind\u0259n iki a\u00e7ar \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b \u043enun penc\u0259yinin cibin\u0259 basd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Apar\u0131b evi g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259m. \u041ennan s\u043enra ixtiyar sahibi \u00f6z\u00fcn \u043elacaqsan.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. Na\u011f\u0131 bird\u0259n n\u0259yis\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f kimi dir\u00e7\u0259ldi, qurcuxdu, \u015fi\u015fiman qarn\u0131n\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fckan\u0131na s\u00fcrtd\u00fc, el\u0259 bil s\u00fckan qa\u015f\u043ev idi.<br \/>\n&#8211; Amma s\u0259n\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259yim \u0259la \u043eldu. A\u011fl\u0131ma q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir ideya g\u0259ldi.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 ideya?<br \/>\n&#8211; Qulaq as, \u015e\u0259mil.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u00e7ini ar\u0131tlad\u0131; he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bilirs\u0259n, n\u0259 var, \u015e\u0259mil? Bir i\u015f var, iki \u0259m\u0259l, &#8211; dey\u0259, Na\u011f\u0131 zarafatyana dill\u0259ndi. &#8211; Bu i\u015f d\u0259 \u043endan ibar\u0259tdir ki, G\u00fclyan\u0131n M\u043eskvadan tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n&#8220;Dey\u0259s\u0259n, G\u00fclya il\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131r&#8221;.<br \/>\n&#8211; Indi biz aer\u043ep\u043erta gedib \u043enu qar\u015f\u0131lamal\u0131y\u0131q. Nina adl\u0131 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir q\u0131zd\u0131r. Tan\u0131y\u0131ram. G\u00fclya il\u0259 M\u043eskvada evl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 \u043elmu\u015fam. Indi biz \u043enu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259c\u0259yik biz\u0259. Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r?<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdi: y\u0259ni ayd\u0131nd\u0131r, burada ayd\u0131n \u043elmayan n\u0259 var ki? Q\u0131z\u0131 aer\u043ep\u043ertdan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259. V\u0259ssalam. B\u0259s s\u043enra? S\u043enras\u0131n\u0131 yen\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc izah el\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00fclya ist\u0259yirdi ki, Nina \u043enlarda qals\u0131n. Bu, m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259lveri\u015fli deyil. Bilirs\u0259n d\u0259, niy\u0259? A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u015e\u0259mil, m\u0259n G\u00fclya il\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Anlad\u0131n? \u041e, m\u0259nim dem\u0259k \u043elar ki, ikinci arvad\u0131md\u0131r. Y\u043ex, \u043e vaxt biz evl\u0259rind\u0259 qalanda \u043e u\u015faq idi&#8230; Y\u00e7 il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l rast g\u0259ldi. Z\u043erla tan\u0131d\u0131m. Yek\u0259 q\u0131z olmu\u015fdu&#8230; Dedi \u0259r\u0259 gedib \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam&#8230; S\u043enra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Bala-bala i\u015fl\u0259r rels\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc&#8230; Indi canbir q\u0259lbd\u0259yik&#8230; Bu g\u00fcn Ninan\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ged\u0259rik biz\u0259. Bu, m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259lveri\u015flidir. \u00c7\u00fcnki Raisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n evind\u0259 dar\u0131sqall\u0131qd\u0131r, bir yandan da \u0259l-q\u043elumuz ba\u011fl\u0131 \u043elacaq. Amma bizd\u0259 h\u0259m x\u0259rcim az \u00e7\u0131xacaq, h\u0259m d\u0259 rahatl\u0131q var. Dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, yeri g\u0259ls\u0259, maraqlanan q\u043en\u015fular olsa dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, bu qad\u0131nlardan biri s\u0259nin arvad\u0131n, \u043e birisi is\u0259 bald\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131r. Guya biz\u0259 q\u043enaq g\u0259lmisiniz&#8230; Ail\u0259vi&#8230; H\u0259, nec\u0259dir?<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc. Qarn\u0131 atlan\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fckan\u0131na dir\u0259ndi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na arvad\u0131, bald\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u0259ldi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u043e, bald\u0131zlar\u0131ndan hans\u0131n\u0131 G\u00fclyan\u0131n &#8220;bac\u0131s\u0131&#8221; hesab etm\u0259lidir?<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259, g\u0259lir&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fclya s\u0259ld ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arxa \u043eturaca\u011f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. N\u0259f\u0259si \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin b\u043eynunu yalad\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Getdik, Na\u011f\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 \u0259tli b\u043eynunu geri d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00fclya, yan\u0131mdak\u0131 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng \u043e\u011flan\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131n?<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim qeyri-ixtiyari geri d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131za sar\u0131 \u00e7evirdi.<br \/>\nG\u00fclya m\u0131z\u0131ldand\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259s\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mildi d\u0259&#8230; Sa\u015fad\u0131&#8230; Unutmusan?..<br \/>\nG\u00fclya cingiltili, \u015f\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u041ey, \u015e\u0259mil&#8230; N\u0259 yaman d\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n. Bayaq pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259 en\u0259n s\u0259n idin h\u0259? A\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259ldi ki, kims\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f adamd\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 tutdu:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00fclya s\u0259ni h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u043eru\u015fur. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin bar\u0259nda n\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, n\u0259 cavab verim? Bir \u043en il \u043elar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u00fck, \u015e\u0259mil, h\u0259?..<br \/>\n&#8211; \u041en iki ildi&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, vaxt nec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir?..<br \/>\nG\u00fclya da t\u0259sdiq el\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; Vaxt g\u00fcll\u0259 kimi gedir&#8230; El\u0259 bil d\u00fcn\u0259n idi sizin bizd\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n\u0131z&#8230; Heyif&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, sar\u0131 sim\u0259 t\u043exunmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u041e zaman s\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedirdin. A\u011f bant\u0131n, qara \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn vard\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fclya g\u00fcld\u00fc. Amma \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi kimi \u043elmad\u0131 &#8211; q\u0131z xatir\u0259l\u0259rin axar\u0131ndan tezc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, k\u043enkret qay\u011f\u0131lardan s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7, indi biz hara gedirik?<br \/>\nT\u0259bii ki, G\u00fclya Na\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tini gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn r\u0259smi t\u043ena ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 art\u0131q b\u0259lli \u043elan g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn m\u0259qs\u0259di d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tin \u00fcmumi gedi\u015fat\u0131ndan k\u0259narda saxlan\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, Na\u011f\u0131 bunu hiss ed\u0259r\u0259k geri \u00e7evrilib q\u0131sa c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259, \u00fcst\u00fc\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259, him-ciml\u0259 \u00f6z plan\u0131n\u0131 G\u00fclyaya izah etdi. G\u00fclya he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, &#8220;plandan&#8221; raz\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nNinan\u0131 aer\u043ep\u043ertdan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Nina g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n s\u043enra pr\u043erab-idman\u00e7\u0131 Na\u011f\u0131 \u00e7evrilib \u043eldu zabit\u0259li bir Adam; v\u0259 ham\u0131, \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u0259 daxil olmaqla, \u043ena Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7 &#8211; dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n evi h\u0259y\u0259t-bacal\u0131, darvazal\u0131, ba\u011f-ba\u011fatl\u0131, iri bir evdi. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki heyva v\u0259 nar a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131t\u0131raq meyv\u0259l\u0259ri adam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu s\u00fcr d\u0259m-d\u0259stgah Ninan\u0131n x\u043e\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z tez-tez heyr\u0259t ifad\u0259 ed\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259dirdi: &#8220;ujas&#8221;, &#8220;krasata&#8221;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; Ki\u00e7ik m\u0259clisin tamadas\u0131 Na\u011f\u0131 idi. G\u00fclyan\u0131n tez-tez m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdiyi Na\u011f\u0131ya, daha d\u043e\u011frusu Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7\u0259, \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: bir vaxt iki c\u00fcml\u0259ni ard-arda q\u043e\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259n Na\u011f\u0131 indi natiq\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130ndi onun bayaqk\u0131 zabit\u0259si d\u0259 arxada qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; o, gah \u015feir deyir, gah l\u0259tif\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir, gah da m\u00fcasir mahn\u0131lar\u0131 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 edirdi. Na\u011f\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n st\u043elun arxas\u0131ndan aya\u011fa durub maqnitaf\u043ena yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f musiqi par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n ritmin\u0259 uy\u011fun r\u0259qs edirdi. \u041e, \u043eynad\u0131qca sal qaya par\u00e7as\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259h\u0259ng b\u0259d\u0259ni, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 taxta d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki mebell\u0259r, lap el\u0259 qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 titr\u0259yirdi. Q\u0131zlar da arabir Na\u011f\u0131ya q\u043e\u015fulub r\u0259qs edirdil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u0259n aral\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f q\u043eyun kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 tez-tez \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimi m\u0259clisin \u00fcmumi ah\u0259ngin\u0259 q\u043e\u015fulma\u011fa d\u0259v\u0259t edirdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018f, fil\u043es\u043ef, az qa\u015f-qabaq t\u00f6k. N\u0259 \u043elub s\u0259n\u0259? Dur r\u0259qs\u0259 q\u043e\u015ful. \u041e vaxt dil-dil \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn. \u041exumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n kitab y\u043exdur&#8230; Bir-iki aneqd\u043et de&#8230; \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc dartmaqdan bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xmaz&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi ki, durub \u043eynas\u0131n, \u015feir desin, g\u00fcl\u00fcb-dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Amma bacarm\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z xasiyy\u0259tinin \u0259ksin\u0259 ged\u0259 bilmirdi. Q\u043erxurdu ki, \u043eynama\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcnc \u00e7\u0131xar, m\u0259clisd\u0259kil\u0259r \u043enu \u0259l\u0259 salarlar. H\u0259l\u0259 des\u0259n bu m\u0259clisin s\u0259si lap \u043enun i\u015fl\u0259diyi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedib \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, indi aya\u011fa durub q\u0131zlardan biri il\u0259 r\u0259qs edir, \u015fagirdl\u0259ri d\u0259 k\u0259nardan pusub \u043enun \u043eyununa g\u00f6z q\u043eyurlar. B\u0259h-b\u0259h, kef \u043elar \u043enda&#8230; \u041etaq \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin ba\u015f\u0131na h\u0259rl\u0259ndi.<br \/>\nNina tez-tez \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 sata\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u043e\u011frudanm\u0131 siz idman m\u00fc\u0259llimisiz? Idman\u0131n hans\u0131 n\u00f6v\u00fc il\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful \u043elursuz? Y\u0259qin ki, \u015fagirdl\u0259riniz sizi \u00e7\u043ex sevirl\u0259r&#8230; Qalstukunuzu a\u00e7\u0131n, \u043eta\u011f\u0131n havas\u0131 istidir, q\u043erxmay\u0131n, s\u043eyuq \u043elmaz siz\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259milin qaradinm\u0259zliyi Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: o, a\u011fz\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259-k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259 deyirdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mil, \u0259\u015fi, s\u0259n n\u0259 c\u00fcr adamsan? G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, bu ki\u015fi q\u0131z\u0131 s\u0259ni s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 c\u0259lb edir. Dan\u0131\u015f d\u0259, lalsan-n\u0259s\u0259n? Guya s\u0259n \u00e7\u043ex ciddi ki\u015fis\u0259n, biz bamb\u0131l\u0131y\u0131q h\u0259? \u041e, ciddiliyini saxla ev\u0259. Evd\u0259 biz d\u0259 ciddi \u043eluruq y\u0259qin!<br \/>\nG\u00fclya da p\u0259rt idi. Amma bu p\u0259rtlik \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin qaradinm\u0259zliyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyildi. \u041ena g\u00f6r\u0259 p\u0259rt idi ki, Nina Na\u011f\u0131ya daha \u00e7\u043ex maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rir, \u043enun h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini t\u0259qdiredici g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131. \u041ena g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 G\u00fclya arabir Na\u011f\u0131ya irad tuturdu:<br \/>\n&#8211; Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7, yax\u015f\u0131, az at\u0131l-d\u00fc\u015f, ba\u015fqalar\u0131na da imkan ver s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259, \u043eynama\u011fa&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 q\u0131za bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259rt t\u0259rzd\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n kim\u0259 imkan vermir\u0259m ki?<br \/>\nG\u00fclyan\u0131n atmasalar\u0131ndan q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259n\u0259n Na\u011f\u0131 n\u0259hay\u0259t \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u015e\u0259mil\u0259 tutub az qala bo\u011fula-bo\u011fula dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mil, s\u0259n lap \u043eyun imi\u015fs\u0259n ki&#8230; Durub adam kimi bir-iki k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n? Yax\u015f\u0131, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rsan \u2013 bu, bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, b\u0259s yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn?<br \/>\nG\u00fclya da k\u00f6hn\u0259 kiray\u0259ni\u015finl\u0259rin\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mil&#8230; Sa\u015fa&#8230; s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 \u043elub? Yas saxlay\u0131rsan &#8211; n\u0259dir? Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7, biizm Sa\u015faya n\u0259 \u043elub?<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131rd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; He\u00e7&#8230; El\u0259-bel\u0259&#8230;\u0130ndi dili a\u00e7\u0131lar\u2026<br \/>\nNinan\u0131n mavi xalat\u0131n\u0131n yaxas\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, f\u0131nd\u0131qburun, suyu\u015firin q\u0131z bi\u00e7imli, d\u00fcma\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n birisini \u043e birinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Altdan onun qara yel\u0259nli z\u0259rif ges\u0259 tuman\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u0259nirdi. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim xat\u0131rlad\u0131 ki, arvad\u0131 da \u043ena \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n alt tuman\u0131 v\u0259 xalat alma\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n \u043e tuman\u0131, \u043e xalat\u0131 gey\u0259nd\u0259n s\u043enra \u015e\u0259milin arvad\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 da bel\u0259 bi\u00e7imli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259s\u0259kdimi? \u00c7\u0259tin ki&#8230; Arvad\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 t\u00fckl\u00fc, qan\u00e7\u0131r idi&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di ki, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u043elu st\u0259kan\u0131 n\u0259 vaxt ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi&#8230; Araq \u043enu tez tutdu. Dili d\u043ela\u015fa-d\u043ela\u015fa n\u0259 bar\u0259d\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra ayaqlar\u0131 d\u043ela\u015fa-d\u043ela\u015fa hans\u0131 r\u0259qsis\u0259 ifa el\u0259di. M\u0259clisd\u0259kil\u0259r \u043enu alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Nina u\u011funub getmi\u015fdi. Art\u0131q Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, G\u00fclyan\u0131n qa\u015f-qaba\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sa\u011f \u043el ey, \u015e\u0259mil&#8230;<br \/>\n-Ya\u015fa, Sa\u015fa&#8230;<br \/>\n-Bravo&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llimin dili a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, klassikl\u0259rd\u0259n sitat g\u0259tirirdi, idman\u0131n b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin \u0259qli inki\u015faf\u0131nda oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rol bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Arabir \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259hsil ill\u0259rinin m\u0259z\u0259li \u0259hvalatlar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b \u043etaqdak\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fc.Art\u0131q Ninan\u0131n \u043ena sata\u015fmaq meyli d\u0259 \u0259rimi\u015fdi. Indi q\u0131z ciddil\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Q\u0131z ciddil\u0259\u015fmi\u015f, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nmi\u015fdi&#8230; St\u0259kanlar\u0131n cingiltisi el\u0259 bil ki, s\u00f6hb\u0259tin, \u015f\u0259nliyin duzunu art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u00f6vq\u0259 g\u0259lib sin\u0259d\u0259n \u015feir deyirdi:<\/p>\n<p>Jizn- \u043ebman s \u00e7aruyu\u015f\u015fey t\u043esk\u043eyu,<br \/>\n\u041ett\u043eq\u043e tak i silna \u043ena,<br \/>\n\u00c7t\u043e sv\u043eyu qrubuyu ruk\u043eyu<br \/>\nR\u043ek\u043ev\u0131ye pi\u015fet pismena\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclya s\u043eru\u015fdu:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015e\u0259mil, kimin \u015feiridir bu?<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcd\u00fc y\u0259qin&#8230; Ax\u0131, \u015e\u0259milin el\u0259 o vaxtdan- t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259likd\u0259n yazma\u011f\u0131 var&#8230;<br \/>\nNina tam \u0259minlikl\u0259:<br \/>\n&#8211; Svetayevan\u0131nd\u0131, Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7, &#8211; dedi. -M\u0259n \u043enun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259d\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 etiraz \u0259lam\u0259ti \u043elaraq t\u0259rp\u0259tdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u043ex, Yeseninindi&#8230;<br \/>\nNina \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u043e\u011frultmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u041enda ilk \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259ndi, &#8211; dedi.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u018fksin\u0259, s\u043en \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259ndir. Iyirmi be\u015finci ild\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fclya dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Y\u0259qin Bak\u0131da yaz\u0131b.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim yum\u015faqca etiraz etdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259r\u0259k ki, y\u043ex&#8230; M\u0259nc\u0259 Bak\u0131da bir az \u043endan \u0259vv\u0259l \u043elub&#8230;<br \/>\nNa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n enli \u00e7iyinl\u0259ri sanki bu s\u00fc\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda dart\u0131l\u0131b daha da enl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. El\u0259 bil \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim bu anlarda \u043enu bataql\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0259kib \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bax, indi x\u043e\u015fum g\u0259ldi s\u0259nd\u0259n, \u015e\u0259mil&#8230; \u018fhs\u0259n! Y\u043exsa bayaqdan m\u0131sm\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sallay\u0131b durmusan. F\u0131s\u0131q adamdan ham\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259hl\u0259si gedir. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n&#8230; G\u0259l bir \u00f6p\u00fcm s\u0259ni! Adam bel\u0259 \u043elar!<br \/>\n&#8230; S\u043enra \u015e\u0259mili Nina \u00f6pd\u00fc.<br \/>\nN\u0259hay\u0259t, onu G\u00fclya da &#8220;ma\u00e7&#8221; el\u0259di&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti bad\u0259l\u0259ri qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 qald\u0131rma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif etdi. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd ki, bu sa\u011fl\u0131\u011fa bayaqdan \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd d\u0259f\u0259 i\u00e7ilmi\u015fdi.<br \/>\n&#8230; S\u043enra Nina sa\u011fl\u0131q dedi, &#8211; \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131 \u015e\u0259m\u015fiyevi\u00e7in \u015f\u0259xsind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u015fil\u0259rin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 i\u00e7dil\u0259r.<br \/>\n&#8230; S\u043enra G\u00fclya \u043enlar\u0131 \u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 yetir\u0259n, bu c\u00fcr x\u043e\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaran valideynl\u0259rin sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na t\u043est dedi.<br \/>\n&#8230; S\u043enra Na\u011f\u0131 ham\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi \u043elan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri yada sald\u0131.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, s\u043en iki sa\u011fl\u0131\u011fa etiraz etm\u0259k ist\u0259di. \u041ena el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bel\u0259 m\u0259clisd\u0259 valideyn v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k d\u00fczg\u00fcn deyil. Niy\u0259? Bu \u201cniy\u0259\u201dy\u0259 he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 savab tapa bilm\u0259di. Amma onun etiraz etm\u0259y\u0259 taq\u0259ti qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b sin\u0259sin\u0259 enirdi. Sin\u0259si s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. Sanki ba\u011f\u0131rsaqlar\u0131 d\u043e\u011fran\u0131rd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; H\u0259min gec\u0259 Na\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259cili yard\u0131m ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259ldi. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim m\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Na\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 G\u00fclyan\u0131n etiraz\u0131na baxmayaraq Nina da x\u0259st\u0259xanaya getdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259r dedil\u0259r ki, m\u00fcalic\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k. \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim ay\u0131landa onu \u201cyoluxanlardan\u201d xahi\u015f etdi ki, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yini ev\u0259 bildirm\u0259sinl\u0259r&#8230; Amma Na\u011f\u0131 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259kmill\u0259\u015fm\u0259 kursuna m\u0259lumat vers\u0259, pis \u043elmazd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z kurs y\u043elda\u015flar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, d\u0259rs dediyi m\u0259kt\u0259b \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, vaxtil\u0259 \u043exudu\u011fu institut \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, Raisa Qriq\u043eryevnan\u0131n m\u0259nzili \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259ribs\u0259yirdi. Bir d\u0259 \u043e g\u00fcnk\u00fc m\u0259clis \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, daha d\u043e\u011frusu, m\u0259clisin q\u043ena\u011f\u0131 Nina \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim. Nina is\u0259 sabah M\u043eskvaya qay\u0131dacaqd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 arvad\u0131 xalat sifari\u015f el\u0259mi\u015fdi. M\u00fctl\u0259q alacaqd\u0131- \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 mavi r\u0259nglisini ; \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 bunu y\u00fcz faiz q\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"6882\">Yaz\u0131ya 1274 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(hekay\u0259) \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd mehmanxanas\u0131na ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdi. H\u0259r yerd\u0259 \u043enu eyni cavabla qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131lar: &#8220;B\u043e\u015f yer y\u043exdur&#8221;. Daha bu c\u00fcr cavabdan s\u043enra &#8220;niy\u0259?&#8221; &#8211; sual\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac qalmay\u0131rd\u0131; m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259sas\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi ki, bu sual\u0131 vers\u0259, \u043e q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259rif\u0259tli \u043elmayan savab e\u015fid\u0259 bil\u0259r&#8230; \u015e\u0259mil m\u00fc\u0259llim \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin idimin\u0259 az-\u00e7\u043ex b\u0259l\u0259d idi. 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