{"id":6949,"date":"2014-12-04T00:32:22","date_gmt":"2014-12-03T20:32:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6949"},"modified":"2014-12-04T00:32:22","modified_gmt":"2014-12-03T20:32:22","slug":"ilqar-kamil-kohn%c9%99-bir-s%c9%99kil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=6949","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lqar Kamil — K\u00f6hn\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259kil"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u0259l qalaq, \u015fair,
\ngetm\u0259y\u0259k;
\nqoy qalanlar dem\u0259sinl\u0259r ki,
\ndara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi bizi darda qoydular
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259dinmi
\n\u201cD\u00fcnya duracaq yer deyil ey can, s\u0259f\u0259r eyl\u0259!\u201d
\n-dey\u0259n N\u0259siminin d\u0259risini soydular…?!<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Bilir\u0259m, \u015fair,
\nbilir\u0259m,
\nburda \u0259n azad insanlar
\n\u0259n dar\u0131sqal m\u0259hb\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259 yat\u0131rlar
\nand olsun \u00e7inar\u0131n
\ng\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutur dey\u0259 k\u0259sil\u0259n g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259
\nburda su kimi saf insanlar\u0131
\nel\u0259 su qiym\u0259tin\u0259 sat\u0131rlar…<\/p>\n

G\u0259l d\u00f6z\u0259k \u015fair,
\ngetm\u0259y\u0259k
\nQoy h\u0259yat\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dadmayan
\nyeni do\u011fulmu\u015f \u201ck\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u201d dem\u0259sinl\u0259r ki
\ng\u00fcl kimi h\u0259yat\u0131 qoyub, qara \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc se\u00e7dil\u0259r,
\n\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0131ymad\u0131lar
\nv\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rmay\u0131b h\u0259yatlar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7dil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, \u015fair,
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m
\nburdak\u0131 ocaqlar isinm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil
\nbi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc;
\nsonsuza uzanan uzun-uzun n\u0259rdivanlar
\nquyular\u0131n ta dibin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

G\u0259l d\u00f6z\u0259k, \u015fair,
\ngetm\u0259y\u0259k
\nQoy el\u0259 bilm\u0259sinl\u0259r ki
\nayaqlar ancaq getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc;
\nd\u00fcz anlam\u0131san:
\ngetm\u0259k b\u0259z\u0259n
\ns\u0259ni itir\u0259nl\u0259ri saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Burdak\u0131 sevgil\u0259r da\u011flar\u0131n zirv\u0259l\u0259ri kimi
\nbuludludu,
\ndumand\u0131, \u00e7\u0259ndi;
\nburda
\n\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin yollar\u0131 \u00e7ox s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fk\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n

G\u0259l d\u00f6z\u0259k, \u015fair
\n\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259k
\n\u018fmins\u0259nmi biz \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz yerd\u0259 daha q\u0259m olmayacaq,
\ns\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam el\u0259 hey deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259yik…?
\nBird\u0259n ordak\u0131lar da etibars\u0131z \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar
\nb\u0259s onda nec\u0259 olacaq,
\nordan hara \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yik…?!<\/p>\n

G\u0259l d\u00f6z\u0259k, \u015fair,
\ng\u0259l getm\u0259y\u0259k…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ustad!
\nadi bir h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k yuvas\u0131 d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fckd\u0259 oldu b\u0259zi dir\u0259ni\u015fl\u0259r
\nqardan-borandan sa\u011f \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131lar,
\ndevrildil\u0259r!
\nQ\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259nmi\u015f yumruqlar
\nd\u0259mir qap\u0131lara d\u0259y\u0259n kimi
\nlaybalay a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b dil\u0259n\u00e7i ovucuna \u00e7evrildil\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ustad!
\nki\u015fil\u0259r susdular dey\u0259
\nki\u015fiq\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 qudurdular!
\n\u201cP\u0259rvan\u0259l\u0259r\u201d \u015fam\u0131 t\u0259rk edib,
\nneftl\u0259 yanan odun ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurdular.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ustad!
\nOxumaqla olmur;
\nodun n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yanmaq laz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f
\nDa\u011f\u0131n dibind\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f onun b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fc;
\nonu tam g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nuza\u011f\u0131nda dayanmaq laz\u0131mm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n ustad!
\nS\u00fcr\u0259t \u2013qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 amili oldu
\nO q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tlil\u0259r haq karvan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki
\nYoldan saxlamad\u0131, amma
\nh\u00fcr\u0259n itl\u0259r o q\u0259d\u0259r karvan\u0131n istiqam\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015fdi ki…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ustad!
\n\u00c7ox \u2013 yan\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r
\nsad\u0259c\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259ndil\u0259r,
\nyanmad\u0131lar,
\nxo\u015f g\u00fcnd\u0259 haqq\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda olanlar
\ndar g\u00fcnd\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda dayanmad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ustad!
\n\u018fn yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n he\u00e7n\u0259 ummamaq \u2013
\ninsan diqq\u0259t v\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n doymurmu\u015f,
\nistilik isidirmi\u015fs\u0259
\nsoyuqluq da xarab olma\u011fa qoymurmu\u015f…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n, ustad,
\ns\u0259n, haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n!<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

K\u00d6HN\u018f B\u0130R \u015e\u018fK\u0130L<\/p>\n

Bayaq k\u00f6hn\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 baxd\u0131m,
\nel\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131m ki, s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn;
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc el\u0259 bil,
\nba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yib,
\nbalaca \u0259linl\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259yirdin uzaqlara, g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259.
\nD\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259m,
\nm\u0259n yaln\u0131z s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131x\u0131ram h\u0259r dar\u0131xanda
\nyar, sevgili, filan nafil\u0259.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Dostum da \u0259limd\u0259n qap\u0131b s\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131 diqq\u0259tl\u0259,
\nbir f\u0259rq g\u00f6rm\u0259di aram\u0131zda
\ng\u00fcld\u00fcm ac\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan qara-qara:
\nax\u0131 s\u0259n hara,
\nax\u0131 m\u0259n hara?…<\/p>\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, yad\u0131mdad\u0131
\ns\u0259nin birc\u0259 qorxun vard\u0131 – qaranl\u0131q
\nm\u0259nims\u0259…
\nehh
\nm\u00fcqayis\u0259 etdim bir anl\u0131q;
\nS\u0259nin c\u0259mi 7 sual\u0131n var idi a\u015f\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nm\u0259nims\u0259 minl\u0259rl\u0259di sual\u0131m – a\u015f\u0131ra bilm\u0259diyim.<\/p>\n

Ey, ill\u0259rdir yan\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259diyim!
\nM\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rdin hey, yad\u0131ndam\u0131?
\nka\u015f bir qoca s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015fa salayd\u0131 ki,
\nbala, getm\u0259, getm\u0259,
\nu\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259,
\nordan geriy\u0259 yol yoxdur!<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi is\u0259 at \u0259lind\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn oyuncaqlar\u0131n\u0131 –
\ntel araban\u0131, taxta avtomat\u0131n\u0131, kirli topunu
\n\u00e7\u0131x \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n,
\nqa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259l yan\u0131ma
\no \u00e7irkli \u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259 n\u0259 olar, q\u0131d\u0131qla m\u0259ni bir az
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259 bildim bunca il sonra…<\/p>\n

Ehhh, ax\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 uzaqsan,
\ney u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m!<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn q\u0259fil
\nm\u0259chula \u00e7evrils\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bildikl\u0259rin,
\nu\u00e7ub gets\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131lar,
\nbilm\u0259s\u0259n,
\ns\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259n
\nQar\u015f\u0131nda n\u0259h\u0259ng bir qaranl\u0131q olsa sad\u0259c\u0259…<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

Bir g\u00fcn aynan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda dayan\u0131b
\n\u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcrs\u0259n
\nv\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259n:
\n\u0259c\u0259ba s\u0259n x\u0259yalsan, yoxsa g\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n?!
\nBir g\u00fcn g\u00f6rs\u0259n ki, aman Allah,
\naz qala Allah kimi t\u0259ks\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn zaman\u0131n ayaq s\u0259sini duysan
\nanlasan ki,
\n\u00f6m\u00fcr veyill\u0259n\u0259-veyill\u0259n\u0259 gedir, s\u0259ns\u0259
\nqurumu\u015f a\u011fac kimi donub dayanm\u0131san yerind\u0259
\nh\u0259yat\u0131n anla\u015f\u0131lmaz oldu\u011funu anlasan g\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259;
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259n ki,
\ng\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n niy\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 deyil d\u0259 bel\u0259di?
\nSuallar\u0131na cavab\u0131n olmasa
\nsuallar\u0131n olmasa…<\/p>\n

Kimin haql\u0131 oldu\u011funu ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259n bir g\u00fcn
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na baxsan mat-mat
\ng\u00fcls\u0259n d\u0259li-d\u0259li
\nvecin\u0259 d\u0259 olmasa n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u018fli, V\u0259li, Qulamseyin;
\nhe\u00e7 birini danmasan,
\nhe\u00e7 birin\u0259 inanmasan…<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb des\u0259l\u0259r bir g\u00fcn, s\u0259n d\u0259
\n“z\u0259kadand\u0131” des\u0259n v\u0259 g\u00fcls\u0259n x\u0259fifc\u0259
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 la\u011f ets\u0259n
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259n
\nz\u0259hl\u0259n gets\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259lum olsa ki, s\u0259n\u0259
\nili\u015fmis\u0259n \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259;
\nha\u00e7ansa q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q x\u0259yallar\u0131 quran s\u0259n
\nindi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bel\u0259 qoruya bilmirs\u0259n
\nyar\u0131ya bilmirs\u0259n
\nonu bilmirs\u0259n
\nbunu bilmirs\u0259n…<\/p>\n

…o zaman yax\u0131n g\u0259l
\nv\u0259 bil ki,
\ns\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcs\u0259n!!!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1085 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u0259l qalaq, \u015fair, getm\u0259y\u0259k; qoy qalanlar dem\u0259sinl\u0259r ki, dara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n kimi bizi darda qoydular G\u00f6rm\u0259dinmi \u201cD\u00fcnya duracaq yer deyil ey can, s\u0259f\u0259r eyl\u0259!\u201d -dey\u0259n N\u0259siminin d\u0259risini soydular…?! Bilir\u0259m, \u015fair, bilir\u0259m, burda \u0259n azad insanlar \u0259n dar\u0131sqal m\u0259hb\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259 yat\u0131rlar and olsun \u00e7inar\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutur dey\u0259 k\u0259sil\u0259n g\u00f6vd\u0259sin\u0259 burda su kimi saf insanlar\u0131 el\u0259 su qiym\u0259tin\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6950,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6949"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6949"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6949\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6951,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6949\/revisions\/6951"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6950"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6949"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6949"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6949"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}