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\nHarold m\u0259nzilin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

O ara Nelson m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 pendirli keksd\u0259n qalan son tik\u0259ni yem\u0259kd\u0259ydi. Qaba\u011f\u0131nda bir fincan espresso q\u0259hv\u0259si vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00abKimdir o?\u00bb dey\u0259 qap\u0131ya s\u0259sl\u0259ndi Nelson. \u00c7\u00fcnki ad\u0259t\u0259n qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259la\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259la\u015fa qap\u0131landa is\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 tik tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fcruz\u0259 verirdi, ba\u015f\u0131 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259sib-titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Kimdir o?<\/p>\n

– Nelson, m\u0259n\u0259m, Harolddur.<\/p>\n

– Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259.<\/p>\n

Keksin son tik\u0259sini d\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131na d\u00fcrt\u00fcb, tez-t\u0259l\u0259sik \u00e7eyn\u0259y\u0259n Nelsonun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri alacaland\u0131. \u00c7\u0259kisi normadan d\u00fcz iyirmi kilo art\u0131q idi. Son loxman\u0131 da uddu, t\u0259l\u0259sik \u0259l\u00fczyuyana t\u0259r\u0259f gedib bo\u015fqab\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini yuyandan sonra z\u0259nciri \u00e7\u0131xartmaqla m\u0259nzilin giri\u015f qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

Harold i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. O, 1 metr 60 santimetr boyunda, z\u0259rif bir ki\u015fiydi. Altm\u0131\u015f s\u0259kkiz ya\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. Nelson ondan t\u0259qrib\u0259n otuz ya\u015f cavan olard\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259hliydi v\u0259 ancaq \u015feir yaz\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Kitablar\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 sat\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan nec\u0259 doland\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 birc\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259ri bilirdil\u0259r. H\u0259r ikisinin yax\u015f\u0131 qazanc kanal\u0131 vard\u0131, ancaq bu bar\u0259d\u0259 aralar\u0131nda bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259zdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Bir fincan espresso? \u2013 dey\u0259 Nelson t\u0259klif el\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– T\u0259bii ki. Niy\u0259 d\u0259 i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259k?<\/p>\n

Harold ke\u00e7ib, \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Az sonra Nelson qona\u011f\u0131na q\u0259hv\u0259 g\u0259tirdi v\u0259 divanda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. O ara ev sahibinin ba\u015f\u0131 t\u0259krar titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm o qanc\u0131q balas\u0131yla, Harold. M\u0259ni evin\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fincan\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na aparan Harold duruxdu:<\/p>\n

– Faktovskini?<\/p>\n

Bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131ya qo\u015fduqlar\u0131 ayama idi bu.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259hv\u0259sind\u0259n bir qurtum alan Harold fincan\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u0259hbaya (al\u00e7aq miz \u2013 A.Y.) qoydu.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n is\u0259 el\u0259 san\u0131rd\u0131m ki, o, daha he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259? Ona m\u0259ktublar yazan v\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259n ist\u0259nil\u0259n qad\u0131nla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Onlar\u0131 i\u00e7irdib s\u0259rxo\u015f edir, yalanlar s\u0131r\u0131y\u0131r v\u0259 hap-gop v\u0259dl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tovlay\u0131r. Bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131nlar m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 onlar\u0131 zorlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Sonra da vicdan\u0131 rahat \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ortal\u0131qda g\u0259zib-dola\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Deyir ki, bu yolla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u00f6vzular tap\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– \u018fc\u0259b iyr\u0259nc v\u0259 \u015forg\u00f6z qurumsaqd\u0131r o!<\/p>\n

Bir ara susub, o \u015forg\u00f6z qoca bar\u0259d\u0259 fikr\u0259 dald\u0131lar. Harold soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Onu ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b raz\u0131l\u0131q verdi?<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin hava atmaq ist\u0259yirdi m\u0259n\u0259. Bildiyin kimi, m\u0259n onu zavoddak\u0131 i\u015find\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olmaq q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldiyi vaxtlardan tan\u0131y\u0131ram. O vaxtlar tualet ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 alma\u011fa pul tapm\u0131rd\u0131, yan\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259zetl\u0259 silirdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s qonaql\u0131q nec\u0259 ke\u00e7di, Harold? S\u0259rxo\u015f idi yen\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Onu he\u00e7 soru\u015farlar?! H\u0259m d\u0259 a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7diyind\u0259n \u0259sl qaban\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– O el\u0259 bilir ki, \u0259yya\u015fl\u0131q \u2013 ma\u00e7olu\u011fun bir \u0259lam\u0259tidir. Tod Uinters bir gec\u0259 onu le\u015fi \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n. Bax, bunu \u0259sla q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaz o \u0259bl\u0259h.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 vaxt q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaz.<\/p>\n

Bir ara espressolar\u0131n\u0131 udumlad\u0131lar. \u018flini k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin cibin\u0259 salan Nelson oradan xudmani bir siqara \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. A\u011fz\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 siqaran\u0131n sellofan\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259riyl\u0259 y\u0131rtd\u0131, uc qismini di\u015fl\u0259yib, siqaran\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu, sonra is\u0259 \u0259lini s\u0259hban\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki \u00e7axma\u011fa t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Nelson, o siqaran\u0131 yand\u0131rmasan, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130yr\u0259nc v\u0259rdi\u015fdir bu!<\/p>\n

A\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 siqaran\u0131 Nelson s\u0259hban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Qoxusu h\u0259l\u0259 bir yana dursun, bu l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f t\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 d\u0259 yol a\u00e7\u0131r, Nelson.<\/p>\n

– Haql\u0131san.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, Nelson. O h\u0259rifin n\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan b\u0259hs el\u0259.<\/p>\n

– Faktovskinin?<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fqa kimi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuta bil\u0259r\u0259m ki?<\/p>\n

– Harold, o, m\u0259nim yazd\u0131qlar\u0131ma g\u00fcld\u00fc. Dedi ki, bu i\u015fi he\u00e7 vaxt bacarmayaca\u011fam.<\/p>\n

– \u0130nanmaram!<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, h\u0259. \u00d6z d\u0259lm\u0259-de\u015fik cins \u015falvar\u0131 v\u0259 kirli-pasaql\u0131 maykas\u0131 il\u0259 ke\u00e7ib qar\u015f\u0131mda oturdu v\u0259 bu i\u015fi \u0259sla bacarmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259di. \u0130ri bir evd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r h\u0259rif, qaraj\u0131nda da bir c\u00fct t\u0259z\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 var. Ev n\u0259h\u0259ng bir qayan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 tikilib v\u0259 \u00e7ox bahal\u0131 m\u00fchafiz\u0259 sistemiyl\u0259 qorunur. H\u0259m d\u0259 o, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n iyirmi be\u015f ya\u015f cavan, suyu\u015firin bir q\u0131zla ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Ancaq yaza bilmir. S\u00f6z x\u0259zin\u0259si kasadd\u0131r, \u00f6z \u00fcslubu is\u0259 yoxdur, s\u0131f\u0131rlan\u0131b\u2026<\/p>\n

– Qusmaq, qay\u0131r\u0131\u015fmaq v\u0259 hap-gopdur onunku. Bunlardan yaza bilir ancaq\u2026<\/p>\n

– Qad\u0131nlara da nifr\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259yir, Nelson.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr d\u0259, Harold.<\/p>\n

Haroldu g\u00fclm\u0259k tutdu:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n Allah\u0131n, onun qad\u0131nlar\u0131n niy\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rsaql\u0131 do\u011fulmas\u0131ndan \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259ndiyi \u015feiri oxumusanm\u0131 he\u00e7?<\/p>\n

– Al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n biridir o! El\u0259 is\u0259 niy\u0259 onun kitablar\u0131 bel\u0259 \u00e7ox sat\u0131l\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u00fcnki oxucular\u0131 da onun kimi \u0259bl\u0259hdir!<\/p>\n

– Haql\u0131san. C\u0131d\u0131r yar\u0131\u015flar\u0131 v\u0259 i\u00e7ki m\u00f6vzusunda eyni \u015feyl\u0259ri d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 yazmaqdan usanm\u0131r o.<\/p>\n

Bir ara bu bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc h\u0259r ikisi. Bir az sonra Harold k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Avropada da m\u0259\u015fhurdur. \u0130ndi d\u0259 C\u0259nubi Amerikada b\u0259y\u0259nilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– Harold, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar sarsaql\u0131q x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ngidir, vallah!<\/p>\n

– Ancaq burada m\u0259\u015fhur deyil o, Nelson. Ax\u0131, biz onun nec\u0259 bir n\u0259cis oldu\u011funa yax\u015f\u0131 b\u0259l\u0259dik.<\/p>\n

– Bizim t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259r kimin h\u0259qiqi yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011funu daha d\u0259qiq t\u0259yin edirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Durub, fincanlara espresso q\u0259hv\u0259si s\u00fcz\u0259n Nelson t\u0259krar \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

– Bir m\u0259qam, daha iyr\u0259nc bir m\u0259qam da var.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259dir o, Nelson?<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa tibbi m\u00fcayin\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ib. \u00d6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259. Tam da altm\u0131\u015f be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s n\u0259tic\u0259 n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Tamamil\u0259 sa\u011flamm\u0131\u015f. H\u0259kimd\u0259n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 r\u0259yi bir araq \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sinin alt\u0131na qoymu\u015fdu. M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Onun acqar\u0131na i\u00e7dikl\u0259ri b\u0259lk\u0259 bir ordunun ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. T\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri hesaba qatmasaq, h\u0259r g\u00fcn i\u00e7ibdir. Analizl\u0259rind\u0259ki t\u0259k \u0259skiklik triqliserid olub. 264 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– \u018fn az\u0131ndan o \u0259skik \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b bar\u0131!<\/p>\n

– M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil! Ax\u0131, \u00f6z bad\u0259 dostlar\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 \u0259yya\u015f m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259l\u0259rinin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 o d\u00fcnyaya yola sal\u0131b bu.<\/p>\n

– Nelson, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, onun t\u0259kc\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qda yox, dig\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259fil it q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259xti g\u0259tirir.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin xeyli gur oldu\u011fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 bir cinahdan dig\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259zas\u0131z-b\u0259las\u0131z ke\u00e7\u0259n it q\u0259d\u0259r!<\/p>\n

– Sa\u011flaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bu d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 qorumas\u0131n\u0131n sirrini soru\u015fmad\u0131n ondan?<\/p>\n

– Soru\u015fdum. G\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k, tanr\u0131lar\u0131n onun yanb\u0131z\u0131na a\u015fiq olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 dedi. Karma il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ymi\u015f bu.<\/p>\n

– Karma il\u0259? O, bu k\u0259lm\u0259nin hans\u0131 m\u0259na da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilmir b\u0259lk\u0259!<\/p>\n

– Harold, ancaq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bil\u0259n biri kimi apar\u0131r. Poeziya gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birind\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259bli o\u011flan ondan ekzistensializmin mahiyy\u0259ti bar\u0259d\u0259 soru\u015fanda o: \u00abBu, Sartr\u0131n daldan buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeldir\u00bb demi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– Bu h\u0259rifin i\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 vaxt ortaya \u00e7\u0131xacaq?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n\u0259 qalsa, indiy\u0259d\u0259k \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131yd\u0131!<\/p>\n

Q\u0259hv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n bir qurtum da ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Sonra Nelsonun ba\u015f\u0131 t\u0259krar \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bu Faktovski iyr\u0259ncin biridir! Onu \u00f6p\u0259n qad\u0131nlar nec\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb qusmur, ax\u0131, bax, bunu a\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259smir d\u0259!<\/p>\n

Nelson soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

– Yoxsa s\u0259n el\u0259 san\u0131rsan ki, haqq\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 bilim? Bir ne\u00e7\u0259sini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Yet\u0259rinc\u0259 suyu\u015firin cananlar idil\u0259r. D\u00fcz\u00fc, he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– Sad\u0259c\u0259 onun hal\u0131na ac\u0131y\u0131rlar. Yoxsa onun bit-bir\u0259 basm\u0131\u015f itd\u0259n n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var ki?!<\/p>\n

– Ona bunca u\u011fur g\u0259tir\u0259n n\u0259dir, ax\u0131?<\/p>\n

– L\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana, bunu m\u0259n d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Ha\u00e7an onunla bir yer\u0259 gets\u0259k, biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131r. Sonuncu e\u015fitdiyim x\u0259b\u0259r \u2013 bir na\u015firin onu v\u0259 m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259sini \u00abPolo klubu\u00bbna aparmas\u0131d\u0131r. Ayaqyoluna getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn masadan qalxandan sonra qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilibmi\u015f. T\u0259krar peyda olandan sonra is\u0259 ortada dola\u015faraq, ham\u0131n\u0131 saxtal\u0131qda su\u00e7lay\u0131b. Xidm\u0259t personal\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdiri yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, bu davran\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini soru\u015fanda, onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7aq \u00e7\u0259kib. S\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0131sas\u0131, \u00abPolo klub\u00bbda \u0259sl h\u0259ngam\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131bm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s onu evin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t ed\u0259n professorgild\u0259 hans\u0131 hoqqalar dur\u011fuzdu\u011funu nec\u0259, e\u015fitmis\u0259n? Saxs\u0131 dib\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 i\u015f\u0259yib, toyuq hinin\u0259 is\u0259 od vurubmu\u015f.<\/p>\n

– \u018fbl\u0259h tamam s\u0259viyy\u0259sizdir ha!<\/p>\n

– S\u0259viyy\u0259si s\u0131f\u0131rd\u0131r!<\/p>\n

Bir ara susdular.<\/p>\n

Harold k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

– Yaza da bilmir o, Nelson.<\/p>\n

– T\u0259hsili d\u0259 alayar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r, Harold.<\/p>\n

– Zay t\u0259hsil alma\u011f\u0131 bir yana, zay da t\u0259rbiy\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

– Qanc\u0131\u011f\u0131n balas\u0131dr o! \u018fsl ibn\u0259dir! Nifr\u0259t edir\u0259m ona.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 oxuyurlar ki, onu? Kitablar\u0131n\u0131 niy\u0259 al\u0131rlar g\u00f6r\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– C\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259rinin dayazl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259. \u0130nsanlar dayaz \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 daha \u00e7ox etibar edirl\u0259r, ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u0130yirminci \u0259srin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l misralar\u0131n\u0131 biz yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z halda, b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259rifl\u0259ri Faktovski g\u00f6yd\u0259 qap\u0131r!<\/p>\n

– Bir insan kimi d\u0259 qara ruhludur o.<\/p>\n

– Saxtakard\u0131r!<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 qad\u0131n o \u00e7irkin \u00fcz\u00fc \u00f6p\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Di\u015fl\u0259ri sapsar\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Telefon z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, Harold\u2026<\/p>\n

Nelson d\u0259st\u0259yi qald\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Allo?.. Ana\u2026 N\u0259yi?.. Bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259nc\u0259, bu, uy\u011fun \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm deyil. Yox, yox, z\u0259nn el\u0259mir\u0259m. Unut bunu, anacan\u2026 M\u0259nim yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dil\u0259diyini bilir\u0259m, ana\u2026 \u0130ndi m\u0259n ciddi bir m\u00fczakir\u0259d\u0259y\u0259m. \u00abHollivud Boul\u00bbda bir \u015feir gec\u0259sin\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q. Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng vuraram. \u00d6p\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni, anacan\u2026<\/p>\n

Nelson ac\u0131qla d\u0259st\u0259yi asd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– L\u0259\u00e7\u0259r!<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olub, Nelson?<\/p>\n

– El\u0259 hey m\u0259n\u0259 bir i\u015f yeri tapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r! Halbuki bu, m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259rdir!<\/p>\n

– \u0130lahi, b\u0259y\u0259m bu qad\u0131n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlam\u0131r ki?<\/p>\n

– Harold, m\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bundan qorxuram da.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n bil\u0259n, Faktovskinin anas\u0131 olub?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259niml\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nirs\u0259n? Onun kimi bir \u00fczd\u0259nira\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fqa b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131na nec\u0259 inan\u0131rsan? Bu, m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil!<\/p>\n

Yerind\u0259n qalxan Nelson var-g\u0259l\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259kind\u0259n daha bet\u0259r \u0259sib-silk\u0259l\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

– Tanr\u0131m, usand\u0131m art\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n! Dahini bu d\u00fcnyada, y\u0259ni he\u00e7 k\u0259s anlamazm\u0131?!<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim anam da anlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259ni, Nelson. Ta \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc gec\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r anlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Halbuki h\u0259yat\u0131 boyu para-pul toplay\u0131b, n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 s\u0259rmay\u0259 yat\u0131racaq q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcb-g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f qad\u0131n idi.<\/p>\n

Nelson yerin\u0259 oturdu. \u018fll\u0259riyl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qapad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Tanr\u0131m, Tanr\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin bizim d\u0259y\u0259rimizi Faktovski \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n y\u00fcz il sonra anlayacaqlar\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018fll\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n Nelson g\u00f6zl\u0259rini tavana dikdi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sm\u0259 s\u00fcr\u0259ti b\u00fct\u00fcn rekordlar\u0131 gerid\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 anlam\u0131rsan? H\u0259r \u015fey tan\u0131nmaz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fib art\u0131q! O vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r is\u0259\u2026 b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya m\u0259hv olacaq! Odur ki, ger\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259y\u0259rimizi biz he\u00e7 vaxt ala bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik!<\/p>\n

Onlar\u0131n olduqlar\u0131 yerd\u0259n c\u0259nubda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 is\u0259 Faktovski s\u0259rxo\u015f halda yaz\u0131 makinas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda oturub, vaxtil\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 iki yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259tn yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Bu, sars\u0131d\u0131c\u0131 bir hekay\u0259 say\u0131lmazd\u0131, ancaq g\u0259r\u0259kli m\u0259tn idi. Ayda bir k\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan erotik jurnallar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131lar yazard\u0131 v\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdiyi h\u0259r \u015fey \u00e7ap olunard\u0131. Mane\u0259siz. Bu idi onun d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhurlu\u011funun faydas\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130ntim yerl\u0259rini s\u0131\u011fallayan q\u0131zlar\u0131n fotolar\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00f6z hekay\u0259l\u0259rinin t\u0259qdimind\u0259n m\u0259mnun idi Faktovski. X\u0259yal ed\u0259rdi ki, bu fotomodel q\u0131zlar jurnal\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259 onun hekay\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259 oxuyar bir g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131zlar heyr\u0259tl\u0259: \u00abBel\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fey olar?!\u00bb \u2013 dey\u0259rdil\u0259r y\u0259qin.<\/p>\n

Onun da imkan\u0131 olsayd\u0131, q\u0131zlara izah ed\u0259rdi: \u00abQ\u0131zlar, bu \u2013 h\u0259qiqi dialoqlar aras\u0131nda qurulan b\u0259sit n\u0259sr n\u00fcmun\u0259sidir v\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259di ba\u015f qatmaq deyildir. Y\u0259ni, hekay\u0259 nec\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131rsa, m\u0259hz el\u0259dir. M\u0259nim \u00e7irkin v\u0259 sapsar\u0131 di\u015fli \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259mi siz sad\u0259c\u0259 r\u00f6yan\u0131zda \u00f6p\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz. \u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259ni art\u0131q qamarlay\u0131blar\u00bb.<\/p>\n

Makinadan \u00e7\u0259kib \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 sonuncu s\u0259hif\u0259ni \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259r\u0259 tik\u0259n Faktovski z\u0259rf axtarma\u011fa giri\u015fdi. Bu yaz\u0131 i\u015finin \u0259n m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl t\u0259r\u0259fi d\u0259 m\u0259hz bu m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259 idi: z\u0259rf tapmaq, yaz\u0131n\u0131 onun i\u00e7in\u0259 qoymaq, \u00fcnvan\u0131 yazmaq, markan\u0131 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq v\u0259 z\u0259rfi po\u00e7t qutusuna atmaq.<\/p>\n

Bir gec\u0259ni indiy\u0259d\u0259k bilinm\u0259y\u0259n, misilsiz \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 ba\u015fa vurmaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc h\u0259r halda iki st\u0259kan \u015f\u0259rab da gill\u0259tm\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Durub, birinci st\u0259kan\u0131 doldurdu.<\/p>\n

\u00c7eviri: AZAD YA\u015eAR<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 695 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Harold m\u0259nzilin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. O ara Nelson m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 pendirli keksd\u0259n qalan son tik\u0259ni yem\u0259kd\u0259ydi. Qaba\u011f\u0131nda bir fincan espresso q\u0259hv\u0259si vard\u0131. \u00abKimdir o?\u00bb dey\u0259 qap\u0131ya s\u0259sl\u0259ndi Nelson. \u00c7\u00fcnki ad\u0259t\u0259n qap\u0131s\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259la\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259la\u015fa qap\u0131landa is\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 tik tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fcruz\u0259 verirdi, ba\u015f\u0131 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131 \u0259sib-titr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259. – Kimdir o? – Nelson, m\u0259n\u0259m, Harolddur. – Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259. Keksin son […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6960,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[18,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6959"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6959"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6959\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6961,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6959\/revisions\/6961"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/6960"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6959"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6959"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6959"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}