{"id":7050,"date":"2014-12-05T09:43:34","date_gmt":"2014-12-05T05:43:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7050"},"modified":"2014-12-05T09:43:34","modified_gmt":"2014-12-05T05:43:34","slug":"debut-x%c9%99tayi-birc%c9%99-dilim-ayin-sahidliyi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7050","title":{"rendered":"Deb\u00fct: X\u0259tayi&#8211;Birc\u0259 dilim ay\u0131n \u015fahidliyi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_7051\" style=\"width: 210px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_6536-1.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-7051\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-7051 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_6536-1-200x300.jpg\" alt=\"X\u0259tayi\" width=\"200\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_6536-1-200x300.jpg 200w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/IMG_6536-1-682x1024.jpg 682w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-7051\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">\u00a0 X\u0259tayi<\/p><\/div>\n<p><em>B\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlar\u0131n <\/em><em>\u0259<\/em><em>n yax\u015f\u0131 insan s<\/em><em>\u0259<\/em><em>rraflar\u0131ndan\u00a0 M\u00fcsy\u00f6 de Balzaka<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Uca boy yad ki\u015fi k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin yaxas\u0131n d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 dill\u0259ndi: Raz\u0131 qald\u0131n? Yata\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lan K\u00f6n\u00fcl dinm\u0259di. Onun\u00a0 ala g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259nib yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni is\u0259,\u00a0 qan t\u0259r\u0259 batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Aln\u0131ndan pu\u00e7ur-pu\u00e7ur t\u0259r ax\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; \u00a0O b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259, yadda\u015f\u0131ndan Zeyn\u0259bl\u0259 S\u0259limin m\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n qova bilmirdi&#8230; H\u0259rar\u0259tin \u015fidd\u0259tind\u0259n od tutub yan\u0131r, g\u00fcc b\u0259layla q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; Yad ki\u015fi sif\u0259tin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gur sa\u00e7lar\u0131na iki \u0259lli s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kib bic-bic q\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131: Neyl\u0259k g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 el\u0259 eliy\u0259r\u0259m h\u0259r \u015fey \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olar! Daha sonra g\u00fcmrah v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n raz\u0131 bir \u0259dayla: yax\u015f\u0131, m\u0259n getdim, h\u0259l\u0259lik \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131&#8230; Qap\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi: &#8230; b\u0259y\u0259ndin? Az \u0259la&#8230; h\u0259 utancaqd\u0131?&#8230; \u00a0\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r&#8230;\u00a0 h\u0259 d\u0259 birinci d\u0259f\u0259di&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259rgiz ota\u011fa gir\u0259r-girm\u0259z: Az a\u011fl\u0131y\u0131rsan? Hmmm, k\u00fcl ba\u015f\u0131na, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n nec\u0259 ki\u015fidi?! &#8230;\u00a0 Onsuzda o ba\u015f\u0131 batm\u0131\u015fdan s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r olmaz&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6n\u00fcl qon\u015fusu \u201cxall\u0131\u201d N\u0259rgizin evind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b taq\u0259tsiz halda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya \u2013 \u00f6z m\u0259nzill\u0259rin\u0259 endi&#8230; Ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131 z\u0259ngin\u0259 bas\u0131b qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lanad\u0259k el\u0259 yerind\u0259c\u0259 var-g\u0259l edirdi&#8230; Onun b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259s\u0259bqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q g\u0259rginlik b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda yar\u0131 yuxulu sol\u011fun b\u0259nizli bir q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. O \u0259sn\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k dill\u0259ndi: Mama hardayd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>Azzar mama, \u00e7\u0259r mama \u00e7\u0259kil g\u00f6r\u00fcm?! &#8211; K\u00f6n\u00fcl \u0259liyl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n doda\u011f\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131, i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 \u00a0gedib yata\u011f\u0131na girdi&#8230; O bu c\u00fcr davran\u0131\u015fla sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn olub-bit\u0259nl\u0259ri p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Balaca S\u0259lim arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 uzan\u0131b \u0259ll\u0259ri g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yuxuya dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri S\u0259lim\u0259 sata\u015fan K\u00f6n\u00fcl bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t duruxdu, ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, tamam yad bir yerd\u0259di, n\u0259 bu bir otaql\u0131 kas\u0131b m\u0259nzil, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, bu u\u015faqlar onun deyildi sanki&#8230; Otaq ba\u015f\u0131na f\u0131rlan\u0131rd\u0131 K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn. M\u0259d\u0259sind\u0259 v\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131nda k\u0259skin tur\u015fuluq hiss edirdi, ard-arda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259yirdi, bir az rahatlasa da, \u00fcr\u0259k bulant\u0131s\u0131 ke\u00e7mirdi, ba\u015f\u0131 gic\u0259ll\u0259n\u0259-gic\u0259ll\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 verdi, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 su vurdu&#8230; Lakin \u00fcr\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilmirdi, s\u0259rs\u0259m halda m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n balkona \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u0130liy\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n fevral \u015faxtas\u0131 onun b\u0259d\u0259nin titr\u0259tdi, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 asq\u0131rd\u0131, v\u00fccudu gizild\u0259di, yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc dupduruydu, g\u00f6yd\u0259n bir dilim ay as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230; K\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u0259rin k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, \u0259lin uzatsa aya \u00e7ata bil\u0259r, o q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7aqdayd\u0131 ay. Lap Az\u0259rl\u0259 evl\u0259ndikl\u0259ri gec\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131, K\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259 Az\u0259rin toy gec\u0259si d\u0259 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc bel\u0259 t\u0259rt\u0259miziydi, birc\u0259 dilimd\u0259 ay var\u0131yd\u0131, qovun kimi \u015fip\u015firin ay, ancaq o gec\u0259 pay\u0131z gec\u0259siydi, ay\u0131n dilimi is\u0259, yek\u0259ydi K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn Az\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcrcah oldu\u011fu o gec\u0259d\u0259. H\u0259min gec\u0259 Az\u0259rl\u0259 K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn bir-birin\u0259 olan s\u0259daq\u0259t and\u0131na bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 balkon da \u015fahid olmu\u015fdu. Bir d\u0259 h\u0259min gec\u0259 Az\u0259r dava salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u201c&#8230;\u00a0 Bu saat yeng\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getsin, yoxsa onu da g\u0259lin\u0259 qat\u0131b&#8230;\u201d K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn yadda\u015f\u0131ndan y\u0131\u011f\u0131n-y\u0131\u011f\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di. Bu bir otaql\u0131 m\u0259nzild\u0259ki n\u0259vazi\u015f dolu isti g\u00fcnl\u0259ri and\u0131, daha sonra bu balaca otaql\u0131 m\u0259nzilin bel\u0259 q\u0131zd\u0131ra bilm\u0259diyi aralar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n soyuqluqlar\u0131, v\u0259 yen\u0259 Zeyn\u0259bl\u0259 S\u0259lim h\u0259rl\u0259nib-f\u0131rlan\u0131b onun g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Binan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n gur i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fc fikird\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; O ota\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, u\u015faqlar\u00a0 g\u0259rdi\u015fi d\u00fcnyadan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz uyuyurlar&#8230; Balaca q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yor\u011fan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n Zeyn\u0259bin b\u0259d\u0259ni astaca \u00a0qalx\u0131b-enirdi, S\u0259limin is\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131na x\u0259fif t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm qonmu\u015fdu&#8230;. K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fc q\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011fdu, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, ist\u0259di u\u015faqlara yax\u0131nla\u015fs\u0131n, bacarmad\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, el\u0259 \u0259ynind\u0259ki paltarla da yata\u011fa girdi, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00dcr\u0259yin bo\u015faltd\u0131, G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259di&#8230; Gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra is\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 yad ki\u015fiyl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, v\u00fccudunu m\u0259lun bir ehtiras b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc, ehtiras\u0131n verdiyi s\u0259rs\u0259mlik i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 haqq qazand\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. V\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz, Az\u0259rin vecsiz sif\u0259ti g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 \u201cN\u0259rgiz d\u00fcz deyir: ondan m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r olmaz, Allah bilir indi hans\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nir&#8230; G\u00f6r, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r vaxtd\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 olmuruq&#8230; \u0259c\u0259b eliyir\u0259m&#8230; o b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc orda-burda, onnan-bunnan, bir d\u0259&#8230; bir d\u0259 eliy\u0259c\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ntiqam qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q\u00a0 \u201chaql\u0131\u201d s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131b qurtard\u0131qdan sonra K\u00f6n\u00fcl yad ki\u015fiyl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yi an\u0131n xiff\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7050\">Yaz\u0131ya 1026 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; B\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlar\u0131n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 insan s\u0259rraflar\u0131ndan\u00a0 M\u00fcsy\u00f6 de Balzaka &nbsp; Uca boy yad ki\u015fi k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin yaxas\u0131n d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-d\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 dill\u0259ndi: Raz\u0131 qald\u0131n? Yata\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lan K\u00f6n\u00fcl dinm\u0259di. Onun\u00a0 ala g\u00f6zl\u0259ri bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259nib yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni is\u0259,\u00a0 qan t\u0259r\u0259 batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Aln\u0131ndan pu\u00e7ur-pu\u00e7ur t\u0259r ax\u0131rd\u0131&#8230; \u00a0O b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259, yadda\u015f\u0131ndan Zeyn\u0259bl\u0259 S\u0259limin [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7051,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7050"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7050"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7050\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7052,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7050\/revisions\/7052"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7051"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7050"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7050"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7050"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}