{"id":7180,"date":"2014-12-08T15:30:31","date_gmt":"2014-12-08T11:30:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7180"},"modified":"2014-12-08T15:30:32","modified_gmt":"2014-12-08T11:30:32","slug":"aynur-%c9%99l%c9%99sg%c9%99rova-s%c9%99ni-bilmir%c9%99m-esse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7180","title":{"rendered":"Aynur \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rova &#8212; S\u0259ni bilmir\u0259m &#8230; (esse)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10377443_420559428095951_3166220902989823147_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-7079 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10377443_420559428095951_3166220902989823147_n.jpg\" alt=\"10377443_420559428095951_3166220902989823147_n\" width=\"622\" height=\"207\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10377443_420559428095951_3166220902989823147_n.jpg 622w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/10377443_420559428095951_3166220902989823147_n-300x99.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 622px) 100vw, 622px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em>S\u0259ni bilmir\u0259m ,amma m\u0259n ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr\u0259m ham\u0131n\u0131n bax\u0131b t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi ya \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6rn\u0259k g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ya da \u00f6vlad\u0131na n\u0259sih\u0259t \u00a0edib bundan \u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015fqa&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kims\u0259 ist\u0259m\u0259z m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259yi vard\u0131r \u0259lb\u0259t m\u0259nd\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 ,\u00fcst\u00fcnl\u0259ri.. ham\u0131dan f\u0259rql\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k f\u0259ras\u0259tl\u0259rin yiy\u0259si d\u0259 deyil\u0259m he\u00e7&#8230; yoxdu m\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin asanl\u0131qla bacaraca\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bild\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259r, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259r&#8230; \u00c7oxlar\u0131 a\u011f\u0131l verib m\u0259n almasam da . \u0130ndiy\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n \u00e7oxlar\u0131ndan \u201cd\u00fczg\u00fcn el\u0259m\u0259dikl\u0259rimi \u201c e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m , yollar g\u00f6st\u0259rilib , c\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7an\u0131 da olub g\u00fcya ki &#8230; Amma m\u0259n dedikl\u0259rim v\u0259 yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m onlarla m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 baxmayaraq yen\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr\u0259m .. \u018fh\u0259miyy\u0259t verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k yaxud fikir vers\u0259m\u00a0 d\u0259 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015fqa &#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Vard\u0131r m\u00fctl\u0259q , h\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259li olduqlar\u0131 bir-iki k\u0259lm\u0259, y\u00f6nl\u0259ndiril\u0259si istiqam\u0259t.. 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