{"id":7253,"date":"2014-12-11T14:53:15","date_gmt":"2014-12-11T10:53:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7253"},"modified":"2014-12-11T14:53:15","modified_gmt":"2014-12-11T10:53:15","slug":"gulnar%c9%99-israfil-qizi-%c9%99ll%c9%99rinin-istisind%c9%99-%c9%99riyir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7253","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130srafil q\u0131z\u0131 — \u018fll\u0259rinin istisind\u0259 \u0259riyir\u0259m"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"G\u00fclnar\u02590834062_1559524800931817_24027897_n\"<\/a><\/p>\n

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Bir bo\u015fluqsan \u0259slind\u0259…<\/span>
G\u0259li\u015finl\u0259 gedi\u015fin bir.<\/span>
Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n xo\u015f,<\/span>
Aldad\u0131c\u0131.<\/span>
S\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlay\u0131m \u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.<\/span>
Yeriy\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/span>
S\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fik\u0259stlik \u00f6yr\u0259nir\u0259m.<\/span>
Y\u0259qin lal olmaram<\/span>
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bo\u011fulmaram.<\/span>
Get yol\u00e7u yolunda g\u0259r\u0259k<\/span>
Gecik\u0259rs\u0259n…<\/span>
Sevgi s\u0259ni s\u0131xm\u0131\u015f,<\/span>
Yorulmusan.<\/span>
Sakitliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib dinc\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n <\/span>
S\u0259n…<\/span>
S\u0259ssizliy\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259nmis\u0259n.<\/span>




Silin\u0259c\u0259k k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 dalan, yadda\u015flardan<\/span>

\u0130sti qucaq,<\/span>
\u0130sti otaq,<\/span>
\u0130sti yem\u0259k,<\/span>
Yum\u015faq yast\u0131q,<\/span>
Ba\u015f\u0131 altda,<\/span>
K\u0259rpicl\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/span>
Bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n haqq\u0131n al\u0131b,<\/span>
Yek\u0259 qar\u0131n,<\/span>
Yek\u0259 g\u00f6d\u0259n.<\/span>
Rahat yat\u0131r,<\/span>
Ota\u011f\u0131nda, yata\u011f\u0131nda.<\/span>
\u00d6vlad\u0131 da,<\/span>
Anas\u0131n\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda.<\/span>
Yuxusunda \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r,<\/span>
Zehinind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259c\u0259yi,<\/span>
\u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r.<\/span>
Alt\u0131- bazar piknik g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/span>
Bu u\u015faqsa,<\/span>
G\u00f6z\u0259 al\u0131r,<\/span>
H\u0259r yatd\u0131qca \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/span>
K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131,<\/span>
h\u00f6nk\u00fcr- h\u00f6nk\u00fcr,<\/span>
F\u0259ryada bax.<\/span>
A\u011fr\u0131d\u0131qca,<\/span>
Qay\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/span>
Balas\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131r qucaq.<\/span>
B\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn,<\/span>
K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259, dalan,<\/span>
Qol a\u00e7maqdan,<\/span>
Usanacaq.<\/span>
Bu u\u015faqsa,<\/span>
\u00f6z hal\u0131ndan, <\/span>
Yata\u011f\u0131ndan,<\/span>
Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan utanacaq.<\/span>
Yek\u0259 qar\u0131n k\u00fct beyinl\u0259r.<\/span>
Bu m\u0259suma,<\/span>
bu evsiz\u0259,<\/span>
Utanmadan q\u0131zarmadan,<\/span>
Ad qoyacaq.<\/span>
G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan,<\/span>
Do\u011fulacaq.<\/span>
G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k,<\/span>
\u00c7irkli \u0259ll\u0259r.<\/span>
Bitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k haqs\u0131zl\u0131qdan,<\/span>
Qaynaqlanan,<\/span>
Pis \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259r.<\/span>
Qalmayacaq bir \u0259s\u0259r d\u0259,<\/span>
o da\u015flardan.<\/span>
Silin\u0259c\u0259k k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 dalan,<\/span>
Yadda\u015flardan.<\/span>

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Iyn\u0259 kimi sanc\u0131l\u0131rsan.<\/span>

M\u0259nim qara paltar\u0131md\u0131r,<\/span>
\u018fynin\u0259 geydiyin a\u011f g\u00fcn.<\/span>
Gedi\u015fin \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259,<\/span>
Xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 vurmu\u015f d\u00fcy\u00fcn.<\/span>


Gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131l\u0131r,<\/span>
M\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259n x\u0259yallar\u0131m.<\/span>
G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r durur g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,<\/span>
U\u015faqlar\u0131n, u\u015faqlar\u0131m.<\/span>


D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rinin,<\/span>
\u0130stisind\u0259 \u0259riyir\u0259m.<\/span>
G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n at\u0259\u015find\u0259,<\/span>
\u0130slan\u0131ram, kiriyir\u0259m.<\/span>


S\u00f6yl\u0259 ax\u0131 d\u0259y\u0259rmiydi,<\/span>
Sevgimizi inl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259.<\/span>
Var d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259kl\u0259,<\/span>
\u00dclviliyi kirl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259?<\/span>


Do\u011fma m\u0259n\u0259m,s\u0259ns\u0259 gedib<\/span>
Yad qollara sar\u0131l\u0131rsan.<\/span>
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259md\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259,<\/span>
\u0130yn\u0259 kimi sanc\u0131l\u0131rsan.<\/span>


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Yaz\u0131ya 899 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bir bo\u015fluqsan \u0259slind\u0259…G\u0259li\u015finl\u0259 gedi\u015fin bir.Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n xo\u015f,Aldad\u0131c\u0131.S\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlay\u0131m \u00a0g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259.Yeriy\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.S\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fik\u0259stlik \u00f6yr\u0259nir\u0259m.Y\u0259qin lal olmaram\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 bo\u011fulmaram.Get yol\u00e7u yolunda g\u0259r\u0259kGecik\u0259rs\u0259n…Sevgi s\u0259ni s\u0131xm\u0131\u015f,Yorulmusan.Sakitliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib dinc\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n S\u0259n…S\u0259ssizliy\u0259, \u00f6yr\u0259nmis\u0259n.Silin\u0259c\u0259k k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 dalan, yadda\u015flardan\u0130sti qucaq,\u0130sti otaq,\u0130sti yem\u0259k,Yum\u015faq yast\u0131q,Ba\u015f\u0131 altda,K\u0259rpicl\u0259rd\u0259n.Bu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n haqq\u0131n al\u0131b,Yek\u0259 qar\u0131n,Yek\u0259 g\u00f6d\u0259n.Rahat yat\u0131r,Ota\u011f\u0131nda, yata\u011f\u0131nda.\u00d6vlad\u0131 da,Anas\u0131n\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda.Yuxusunda \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r,Zehinind\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259c\u0259yi,\u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r.Alt\u0131- bazar piknik g\u00fcn\u00fc.Bu u\u015faqsa,G\u00f6z\u0259 al\u0131r,H\u0259r yatd\u0131qca \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc.K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131,h\u00f6nk\u00fcr- h\u00f6nk\u00fcr,F\u0259ryada bax.A\u011fr\u0131d\u0131qca,Qay\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir,Balas\u0131na […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7253"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7253"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7253\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7255,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7253\/revisions\/7255"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7253"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7253"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7253"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}