{"id":7259,"date":"2014-12-11T15:49:27","date_gmt":"2014-12-11T11:49:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7259"},"modified":"2014-12-11T15:49:27","modified_gmt":"2014-12-11T11:49:27","slug":"ilkin-abbas-d%c9%99niz-k%c9%99narinda-bir-qiz-aglayir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7259","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lkin Abbas –D\u018fN\u0130Z K\u018fNARINDA B\u0130R QIZ A\u011eLAYIR…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\u0130lkin<\/a><\/p>\n

Bir q\u0131z \u0259yl\u0259\u015fibdir sahild\u0259 bu g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f q\u0259lbi da\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n olubdur b\u0259xtin\u0259 k\u00fcsg\u00fcn,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131ram, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri n\u0259mli,<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131ram, bir d\u0259rd sit\u0259mli,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 olubdur taleyi q\u0259mli,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259yat\u0131n min c\u00fcr\u0259 zoruna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Boran\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, qar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

Y\u0259qin vicdans\u0131z\u0131n toruna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sanki bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kdi yaz h\u0259v\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259ri oxunur inc\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n

Nifr\u0259td\u0259n bir iz var h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

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Pay\u0131z yarpa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k solub, saral\u0131b,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz\u0259 baxaraq x\u0259yala dal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 arzusu q\u0259lbind\u0259 qal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n \u0259b\u0259di yatmaq ist\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259niz\u0259 atmaq ist\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259rt dal\u011falarda batmaq ist\u0259yir,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r…
\n
\n<\/strong>
\nB\u0130R B\u018fND \u015eE\u0130R<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 dilimd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131b s\u00f6zl\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Dan\u0131\u015fsam, qopacaq dilimd\u0259n bir-bir.<\/p>\n

N\u0259yi ki veribdir m\u0259n\u0259 bu h\u0259yat,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259 alacaq \u0259limd\u0259n bir-bir.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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B\u0259xtim\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259ri yaz\u0131bd\u0131r Allah,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n kim\u0259m? onlar\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259m, pozam.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259dal\u0259tini,<\/p>\n

M\u0259cbur qald\u0131m ona bir \u015feir yazam..<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Raz\u0131yam ya\u015fay\u0131m d\u0259rd il\u0259 bah\u0259m,<\/p>\n

Ya R\u0259bbim, yax\u0131na qoyma nam\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Nam\u0259rdin etdiyi yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qdansa,<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm m\u0259rd \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 ki ya\u015fay\u0131b bitirdin \u00f6mr\u00fc,<\/p>\n

\u00d6ld\u00fcn.bu h\u0259yat\u0131n davam\u0131d\u0131r o.<\/p>\n

Allah qoymaz s\u0259ni t\u0259k darixasan,<\/p>\n

T\u0259nha adamlar\u0131n adam\u0131d\u0131r o.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015eair q\u0259l\u0259m al\u0131b \u0259lin\u0259 yen\u0259,<\/p>\n

Yatmay\u0131r, gec\u0259ni qat\u0131b g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259.<\/p>\n

Biz\u0259 h\u0259r bir \u015feyi b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n ALLAH<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, sevinci \u00e7ox g\u00f6rd\u00fc biz\u0259.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015f aln\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q s\u00fcr bu h\u0259yat\u0131,<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fa \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00fckut i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259rs\u0259n n\u00f6k\u0259r ol, ist\u0259rs\u0259n a\u011fa,<\/p>\n

Sonda olacaqsan tabut i\u00e7ind\u0259…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u018fNS\u0130Z<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bir v\u00fcsal\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259ti,<\/p>\n

M\u0259hv edir m\u0259ni, s\u0259nsiz.<\/p>\n

Yoxlu\u011fundur g\u0259tir\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7\u0131ma d\u0259ni, s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bahar da ke\u00e7di, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n

Pay\u0131z ald\u0131 yerini.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n getmis\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tin,<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbd\u0259 sald\u0131 yerini…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259n el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ki,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 bir ya\u015fad\u0131m,<\/p>\n

S\u0259nl\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Xat\u0131rlad\u0131m ke\u00e7mi\u015fi,<\/p>\n

“O”rdan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259niz..<\/p>\n

Ruhunla k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u0130nan, k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0259nsizlik el\u0259 y\u00fckd\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

Qald\u0131ramm\u0131r \u00e7iynim d\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n yoxsan ki yan\u0131mda,<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131r eynim d\u0259.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

H\u0259r bir yerd\u0259 aray\u0131r,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim s\u0259ni, s\u0259niz.<\/p>\n

Getdin, qoydun \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259,<\/p>\n

Duman\u0131, \u00e7\u0259ni s\u0259nsiz…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00d6N\u018fN DEY\u0130L\u018fM<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 bir od qoydun q\u0259lbim\u0259 m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n

Diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb yalvarsan, g\u0259l\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni t\u0259nha qoyub getdin, v\u0259fas\u0131z,<\/p>\n

Bir daha m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Xeyri yox d\u0259rya t\u0259k g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6ks\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Min bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti q\u0259lbim\u0259 \u0259ks\u0259n,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n daxild\u0259 \u015feytan, \u00fczd\u0259 m\u0259l\u0259ks\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bir daha m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim d\u0259rdl\u0259r il\u0259 ba\u015f al\u0131b gedib,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi ya\u015f al\u0131b gedib,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n o sevgin bo\u015fal\u0131b gedib,<\/p>\n

Bir daha m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir zaman s\u0259n idin m\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259fadar,<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc h\u0259r zaman biz\u0259 r\u00fczigar<\/p>\n

N\u0259 s\u0259n g\u00fcnahkar ol, n\u0259 m\u0259n g\u00fcnahkar,<\/p>\n

Bir daha m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Silinsin q\u0259lbind\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t izi,<\/p>\n

\u0130nan ki bu yolun t\u0259k budur d\u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n

Daha tan\u0131mayaq bir-birimizi,<\/p>\n

Bir daha m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m,<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u0259n deyil\u0259m…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 742 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bir q\u0131z \u0259yl\u0259\u015fibdir sahild\u0259 bu g\u00fcn, G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f q\u0259lbi da\u011flay\u0131r. Dey\u0259s\u0259n olubdur b\u0259xtin\u0259 k\u00fcsg\u00fcn, D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.   G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131ram, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri n\u0259mli, \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131ram, bir d\u0259rd sit\u0259mli, B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 olubdur taleyi q\u0259mli, D\u0259niz k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r.   H\u0259yat\u0131n min c\u00fcr\u0259 zoruna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, Boran\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, qar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, Y\u0259qin vicdans\u0131z\u0131n toruna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, D\u0259niz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7259"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7259"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7259\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7261,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7259\/revisions\/7261"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7259"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7259"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7259"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}