{"id":7270,"date":"2014-12-11T19:47:28","date_gmt":"2014-12-11T15:47:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7270"},"modified":"2014-12-11T19:47:28","modified_gmt":"2014-12-11T15:47:28","slug":"tural-sahab-s%c9%99hid-sevgilisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7270","title":{"rendered":"Tural Sahab – \u015e\u0259hid sevgilisi"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Toy haz\u0131rl\u0131qalar\u0131 gedir, h\u0259r k\u0259s t\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. Bu g\u00fcn k\u0259ndin \u0259n a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131s\u0131 olan C\u0259lal\u00a0 b\u0259yin toyu idi. U\u015faql\u0131qdan ata- anas\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n C\u0259lal\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259si b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00a0 \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259 olanda n\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259 haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na getdi. N\u00fcmun\u0259vi \u0259sg\u0259r oldu\u011fundan n\u0259n\u0259sini d\u0259fn etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ona m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t verdil\u0259r.\u00a0 Kims\u0259siz olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259ri onu \u00f6z do\u011fma \u00f6vladlar\u0131 kimi ba\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131na bas\u0131b, toyunu edirdil\u0259r. Ocaqda b\u00f6y\u00fck qazanlar qaynay\u0131r, k\u0259ndin art\u0131q qad\u0131nl\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f arvadlar\u0131 hisli- pasl\u0131 paltarlar\u0131 il\u0259 qazanlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda durub s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015firdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bir az sonra xan\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259lib, \u00f6z m\u00fcsiqi al\u0259tl\u0259rini yerl\u0259\u015fdirdikd\u0259n sonra yem\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki onlar ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r qonaqlar\u0131\u00a0 \u0259yl\u0259ndirm\u0259li olacaqd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

N\u0259ys\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131tmay\u0131m, toy \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259li\u00a0 ke\u00e7di. \u018fn n\u0259hay\u0259tind\u0259 ax\u015fam oldu. Haz\u0131rl\u0131qlar bit\u0259nd\u0259n sonra b\u0259yi yava\u015f- yava\u015f ota\u011fa g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Qabaq di\u015fl\u0259ri olmayan yeng\u0259 g\u0259lini soyundurub, marif\u0259tl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. K\u00f6hn\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n biri\u00a0 C\u0259lala zifaf gec\u0259si haqq\u0131nda bilgil\u0259r verdi.\u00a0 C\u0259lal utancaq halda i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. . Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na bir t\u0259kl\u00fcl\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ng qoyulmu\u015fdu. Ba\u015far\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259rd\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan b\u0259y bir d\u0259f\u0259 at\u0259\u015f edib, k\u0259nd\u0259 bildirm\u0259lidir ki, o, ki\u015fi,\u00a0 nigah ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 pak\u00a0 q\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 d\u00fcnyalar g\u00f6z\u0259li bir g\u0259lin\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi onu. Yeng\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n soyundurulan q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz yataqda qorxusundan titr\u0259yirdi. C\u0259lalla bir k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259sm\u0259mi\u015fdir. Qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fayan kas\u0131b bir ail\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131 idi. C\u0259lal onu uzaqdan g\u00f6r\u00fcb, b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdi. K\u0259ndin a\u011fsaqqallar\u0131 raz\u0131l\u0131q alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

U\u015faql\u0131qdan \u00f6z \u0259misi o\u011flunu sevirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259\u00a0 sevilirdi. S\u00f6z vermi\u015fdil\u0259r ki,\u00a0 bir- biril\u0259rinin olacaqlar. Ba\u015fqa \u0259l he\u00e7 birin\u0259 toxunmayacaq, e\u015fql\u0259rini\u00a0 kirl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Sonra o\u011flan \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259lib, \u015f\u0259hid oldu. H\u0259r k\u0259s\u00a0 a\u011flad\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. O, is\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fc. Kims\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259di d\u0259rdini. Gec\u0259l\u0259r sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flay\u0131r, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131lar deyirdi. Ancaq he\u00e7 kimin x\u0259b\u0259ri yoxdu bu sevgid\u0259n. Bir g\u00fcn onun el\u00e7il\u0259ri g\u0259ldi qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flasa da etiraz ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Qoca atas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yer\u0259 salmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131.\u00a0 Raz\u0131la\u015fma\u011fa m\u0259cbur oldu.<\/p>\n

C\u0259lal qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259n bir n\u0259f\u0259rin \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011funu bilirdi, ancaq n\u0259 bilsin ki, bu o\u011flan q\u0131z\u0131n sevdiyi olub. Q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, sevmi\u015fdi. El\u00e7i g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n qabaq qohum-qon\u015fudan maraqlansa da, kims\u0259 bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259di. \u018fmin oldu ki, onun sevdiyi yoxdu. \u0130ndi o ota\u011fa daxil olub, sevdiyi q\u0131za qovu\u015facaq, u\u015faql\u0131qdan h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259 oldu\u011fu yuvaya\u00a0 sahib olacaqd\u0131. Ota\u011fa daxil olub, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda uzun- uzun q\u0131za baxd\u0131. O q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259ldi ki, \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 yor\u011fan\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib, yataqda uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yanaqlar\u0131 q\u0131zaran, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lan bu q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi, indi anlad\u0131. Onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxmaqdan doymurdu. Mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259si is\u0259 utancaq bir b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik dedikl\u0259ri y\u0259qin ki, bu olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Bir an \u00fcr\u0259yinin dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonun q\u0259d\u0259r bu g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi seyr ed\u0259 bil\u0259r, of dem\u0259zdi, ancaq el q\u0131na\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. Bu gec\u0259 ona toxunmal\u0131, onu qad\u0131n\u0131 etm\u0259li idir. Bir kitabdan oxudu\u011fu s\u00f6z onu h\u0259r zaman d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc:- \u201cE\u015fq baxmaqla g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259r, dan\u0131\u015fmaqla z\u0259nginl\u0259\u015f\u0259r, lakin toxunmaqla pozular\u201d . Di g\u0259l ki, onu h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 k\u0259nd sakinl\u0259ri, qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda is\u0259 di\u015fsiz yeng\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Bu ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259\u00a0 \u00fcr\u0259yini buland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z- \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259: \u201c Allah raz\u0131 olsun m\u0259n\u0259 yard\u0131m etdiz, ail\u0259min yoxlu\u011funu m\u0259n\u0259 hiss etdirm\u0259diz, ancaq bunu m\u0259ni sevdiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u0259m\u0259diz ax\u0131. Ha\u00e7an bir probleminiz olsa onu m\u0259n h\u0259ll edir, iki n\u0259f\u0259riniz dala\u015fsa, m\u0259n bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131ram. Ax\u0131 indi m\u0259ni niy\u0259 narahat edirsiz\u201d \u2013 des\u0259 d\u0259 bu ad\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259di. Yava\u015f- yava\u015f yata\u011fa yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. O, yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri art\u0131rd\u0131. Qorxudan q\u0259lbinin dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, lakin olmad\u0131. C\u0259lal ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, penc\u0259yini soyunma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu an q\u0131z h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra- h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131, ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, y\u0259qin h\u0259yacandan a\u011flay\u0131r. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn soyunma\u011fa davam el\u0259di. Paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 soyunub, q\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131z yor\u011fan\u0131n alt\u0131nda gizl\u0259tdiyi x\u0259nc\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 tutub: – \u201c m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fma, \u0259g\u0259r toxunma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m\u201d<\/p>\n

\u015eok olmu\u015fdu, yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131nda dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Q\u0131zdan he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fa bilmirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f ax\u0131r, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 f\u0259ryad edirdi. Bir az geri \u00e7\u0259kildi ki, q\u0131z qorxmas\u0131n. El\u0259 bu an q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 at\u0131b\u00a0 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin toy gec\u0259si g\u0259lin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 paltars\u0131z,\u00a0 insanlar bir- birin\u0259 bax\u0131r, v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli bir insand\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015f\u0259r\u0259fi il\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, bir tik\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini halal al\u0131n t\u0259ri il\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi bu olanlara d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi. Ax\u0131, niy\u0259 sevdiyi q\u0131z bel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259di. O q\u0259d\u0259rmi pis bir insand\u0131 ki,\u00a0 toy gec\u0259si ondan qa\u00e7d\u0131?\u00a0 Daha s\u00f6z bitmi\u015fdi, h\u0259yat da h\u0259m\u00e7inin…<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n sonun g\u0259ldiyini hiss edir insan, daha ondan sonras\u0131 yoxdu. \u00d6l\u00fcm h\u0259yatdan daha onurlu, daha \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli olur. Bax, indi o an yeti\u015fmi\u015fdi. Sakitc\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Aln\u0131ndan soyuq t\u0259r ax\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yi son n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini susurdu . \u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n t\u00fcf\u0259ngi \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b, \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sinin alt\u0131na dir\u0259diyi silah\u0131n t\u0259tiyini \u00e7\u0259kdi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 bir s\u0259sl\u0259 bitdi h\u0259r \u015fey.Ya da yenid\u0259n ba\u015flan\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n o \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131qadan sonra atas\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 qay\u0131da bilm\u0259zdi.\u00a0 Da\u011flara do\u011fru qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00fcc\u00fc t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qa\u00e7d\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259n bir xeyli uzaqla\u015fandan sonra daha t\u00fck\u0259nmi\u015fdi, bir da\u015f\u0131n dibin\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n orada can verdi. Kims\u0259 onu axtarma\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ax\u0131 onlar\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 o, \u0259xlaqs\u0131z\u0131n biri idi indi. Olanlar\u0131 yaln\u0131z Tanr\u0131 bilirdi. O, \u00f6ld\u00fckd\u0259n sonra g\u00fccl\u00fc qar ya\u011fd\u0131, sanki\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131lpaq b\u0259d\u0259nini k\u0259f\u0259nl\u0259di t\u0259bi\u0259t.<\/p>\n

Sabah h\u0259r iki k\u0259nd bu hadis\u0259d\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131 kims\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmad\u0131, bel\u0259 bir q\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Kims\u0259 d\u0259 onunla q\u0131z\u0131 axtarma\u011fa getm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131. Ata m\u0259cbur olub, t\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na da\u011flara do\u011fru yolland\u0131. M\u0259qs\u0259di q\u0131z\u0131 tap\u0131b, \u00f6ld\u00fcm\u0259kdi. \u018fg\u0259r namusunu t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259ydi t\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259sili bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015faya bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rc\u0259 axtard\u0131, da\u011f- da\u015f dem\u0259di, ancaq n\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, n\u0259 d\u0259 dirisini tapa bildi . Kor- pe\u015fman k\u0259ndd\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra uzaq\u00a0 yer\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259li oldu. K\u0259ndd\u0259ki arvadlar s\u00f6z \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131lar ki, guya q\u0131z \u0259xlaqs\u0131z olub, toy gec\u0259si d\u0259 bilinm\u0259sin dey\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b, gedib. \u0130ndi \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 b\u0259d\u0259nini satmaqla m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur. O, is\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na yollanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tanr\u0131\u00a0 c\u0259s\u0259dini bel\u0259 verm\u0259di\u00a0 insanlara. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu olanlara , \u015f\u0259hid sevgilisi il\u0259 birg\u0259 s\u0259madan baxaraq g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

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