{"id":7338,"date":"2014-12-13T17:09:00","date_gmt":"2014-12-13T13:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7338"},"modified":"2014-12-13T17:09:00","modified_gmt":"2014-12-13T13:09:00","slug":"yav%c9%99r-h%c9%99s%c9%99n-bir-yandan-da-bu-qar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7338","title":{"rendered":"Yav\u0259r H\u018fS\u018fN — Bir yandan da bu qar…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Yaver<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 yarpaq-yarpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr xatir\u0259l\u0259r…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.
\nNidalar, suallar, n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r, verg\u00fcll\u0259r, tirel\u0259r
\nsarma\u015f\u0131q kimi sar\u0131l\u0131b b\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259, misralara
\nba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131 yara-yara
\n\u015feir-\u015feir t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr varaqlara…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/span><\/p>\n

\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi qoxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ulduz d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u0259limd\u0259n,
\ndaha bir ox sanc\u0131ld\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yimin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 misraland\u0131 dilimd\u0259n.
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rin aras\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131m,
\ndurdum bu kor g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 iki g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131m.
\nK\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259ndi g\u00f6zl\u0259rim, q\u00fcrubdan q\u0259rib oldum,
\nq\u0259ml\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259lib oldum…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sim kimin dal\u0131nca getdi, \u0259libo\u015f g\u0259ldi,
\nhans\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm, q\u0131f\u0131l \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131ma,
\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131ma
\nyumru-yumru da\u015f g\u0259ldi…
\n\u018fll\u0259rimin i\u00e7in\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,
\n\u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcr m\u0259nim boyumu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n ar\u015fini.
\nVaram, yoxam, \u2014 bilmir\u0259m,
\nk\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi g\u0259zir\u0259m.
\nNam\u0259lum bir s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n adamlar\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
\n\u00f6lk\u0259 kimi g\u0259zir\u0259m,
\n\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 kimi g\u0259zir\u0259m…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz dal\u011falar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fckd\u00fc
\nbu d\u00fcnyadan qazanc\u0131m,
\nh\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259dir inanc\u0131m.
\nCan\u0131mdak\u0131 buzlar\u0131 \u0259ritm\u0259y\u0259 ocaq yox,
\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tullama\u011fa u\u00e7urum var, qucaq yox.
\nYa\u015famaq bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259,
\nbu d\u00fcnyada adamt\u0259k
\n\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 bir sakit, qan-qadas\u0131z bucaq yox.
\nFikirl\u0259rin \u00e7\u0259trini ba\u015f\u0131mdan yell\u0259r at\u0131r,
\nm\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, s\u0259brim d\u0259 sona \u00e7at\u0131r…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/p>\n

\u00dcf\u00fcql\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r\u0259
\nu\u00e7an vaxt\u0131m var idi.
\nCan\u0131mda badam \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi
\na\u00e7an vaxt\u0131m var idi.
\nDemir\u0259m ki, z\u0259r saray\u0131m,
\nq\u0131z\u0131l taxt\u0131m var idi…
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rin k\u00f6hl\u0259nini \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131m m\u0259n,
\nbir damlada bir d\u0259nizin sevincini tap\u0131rd\u0131m m\u0259n…
\nZaman\u0131n da\u015f saat\u0131d\u0131 divarlardan baxan m\u0259n\u0259,
\niki\u0259lli yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, \u0259sir qal\u0131b yaxam m\u0259n\u0259.
\n\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131ma d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r, saniy\u0259l\u0259r, salis\u0259l\u0259r
\nboz t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.
\n\u0130ndi leysan ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan da \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 toz t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/p>\n

S\u00fcnb\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6l qu\u015flar\u0131 kor eyl\u0259mi\u015f z\u0259mi kimi
\ns\u00fckutumda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131ram.
\nYelk\u0259nini yell\u0259r q\u0131ran g\u0259mi kimi
\nda\u015fdan da\u015fa \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131ram.
\nN\u0259 sahil var, n\u0259 liman var,
\nh\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 boz duman var…
\nArzulardan, \u00fcmidl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaqdayam,
\nsazaqda od i\u00e7ind\u0259y\u0259m, od i\u00e7ind\u0259 sazaqdayam.
\nT\u00fcf\u0259ng olub \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 tu\u015flanm\u0131\u015fam,
\nt\u0259tik kimi ayaqdayam…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr\u0259m g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259,
\nq\u0259ml\u0259r yuva qurur m\u0259nd\u0259,
\nt\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r ki, dil din\u0259nd\u0259…
\nBirc\u0259 Allah x\u0259b\u0259rdard\u0131 m\u0259n bu m\u0259nd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 c\u0259m\u0259m,
\nbirc\u0259 Allah bilir kim\u0259m!..
\nBu d\u00fcnya bir quru s\u0259hra,
\nm\u0259n burda bir s\u0259rab adam.
\nDid\u0259rgin\u0259m m\u0259n h\u0259r eld\u0259n,
\nk\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn\u0259m m\u0259n h\u0259r obadan.
\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m \u0259ll\u0259rim d\u0259 ayaq olsun,
\nbayqu\u015flara yurd olmam\u0131\u015f
\nqa\u00e7\u0131m gedim can\u0131mdak\u0131 xarabadan…
\nN\u0259s\u0259 m\u0259ni saxlay\u0131r,
\nkims\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r…
\nBir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 701 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dcst\u00fcm\u0259 yarpaq-yarpaq t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr xatir\u0259l\u0259r… Bir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq, \u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz. Nidalar, suallar, n\u00f6qt\u0259l\u0259r, verg\u00fcll\u0259r, tirel\u0259r sarma\u015f\u0131q kimi sar\u0131l\u0131b b\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259, misralara ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131 yara-yara \u015feir-\u015feir t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr varaqlara… Bir yandan da bu qar, \u2014 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n kimi yum\u015faq, \u0259ll\u0259rin kimi b\u0259yaz. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k kimi qoxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ulduz d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u0259limd\u0259n, daha bir ox sanc\u0131ld\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2043,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7338"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7338"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7338\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7339,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7338\/revisions\/7339"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2043"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7338"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7338"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7338"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}