{"id":7353,"date":"2014-12-15T20:55:18","date_gmt":"2014-12-15T16:55:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7353"},"modified":"2014-12-15T20:55:18","modified_gmt":"2014-12-15T16:55:18","slug":"aynur-%c9%99l%c9%99sg%c9%99rova-bagislama-m%c9%99ni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7353","title":{"rendered":"Aynur \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rova – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama m\u0259ni"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u00fcn var idi f\u0259rqliydik \u2013 ba\u015flamaq ist\u0259rdim c\u00fcml\u0259mi bu c\u00fcr . Amma yox, s\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n ikimiz d\u0259 bilirik ki o\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201c g\u00fcn\u201d he\u00e7 vaxt olmay\u0131b .\u00a0 Vaxt\u0131nda bils\u0259ydik , d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259rdik v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u2013dey\u0259 bilm\u0259rik he\u00e7 birimiz c\u00fcnki , d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u2013 \u0259limizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n , he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik. Olmay\u0131b biz\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ,ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u00a0 ya da g\u0259tiril\u0259nl\u0259r\u2026 Al\u0131nmay\u0131b \u0259limizd\u0259n ixtiyar\u0131m\u0131z bir halda o he\u00e7 biz\u0259 verilm\u0259yibs\u0259 .<\/strong><\/p>\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m , \u015fikay\u0259t el\u0259yirik h\u0259r ikimiz amma n\u0259d\u0259n, niy\u0259 ? ! Haqs\u0131zl\u0131q qoymu\u015fuq ad\u0131n\u0131, bir a\u011f\u0131zdan dayanmadan t\u0259krarlay\u0131r\u0131q eyni \u015feyi.. N\u0259dir haqs\u0131zl\u0131q b\u0259s ? . o deyilmi ki , bir vaxtlar s\u0259nin olan indis\u0259 h\u0259r hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 s\u0259nd\u0259n al\u0131nan \u201c n\u0259s\u0259 \u201c . Bizim davam\u0131z n\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259dir yax\u015f\u0131,\u00a0 n\u0259dir bizim \u0259vv\u0259l sahibl\u0259ndiyimiz indis\u0259 uzaq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz s\u0259b\u0259b , bizi dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r ?. M\u0259g\u0259r biz deyilmiyik , h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif vaxtlar\u0131nda eyni \u015feyi ya\u015fayan . Eyni hadis\u0259l\u0259r, eyni probleml\u0259r , eyni u\u011fursuluq, eyni m\u0259yusluq , eyni ruhdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 \u2026 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif insanlar..\u00a0 S\u0259nli m\u0259nli bilirik ki , n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fibs\u0259 forma etibaril\u0259 olub mahiyy\u0259ts\u0259 h\u0259minki.. B\u0259s yax\u015f\u0131, n\u0259yin\u00a0 t\u0259la\u015f\u0131d\u0131 ke\u00e7irik indi ? , niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc el\u0259 apar\u0131r\u0131q ki , \u0259g\u0259r ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olsayd\u0131,h\u0259r \u015fey bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 bel\u0259 deyildi ?.. Yad\u0131nsa sal , 3 il \u0259vv\u0259li , 5 il \u00f6nc\u0259ni , lap bir az da uza\u011fa get , 10 -15 il bundan arxaya, d\u00fczd\u00fcr, dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n 15 il bir az \u00e7ox oldu , amma h\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r el\u0259dis\u0259\u00a0 \u0259g\u0259r s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u201cproblem\u201d yaxud\u00a0 \u201c fikir \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259\u201d s\u0259b\u0259bdirs\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q amma m\u00fctl\u0259q tapacaqsan oralarda n\u0259s\u0259\u2026.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n tapmasan da m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m onlar\u0131.. Yen\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n , ba\u015flad\u0131n , ke\u00e7mi\u015fi x\u0131rdalama\u011fa , \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259 , \u015fi\u015firtm\u0259y\u0259\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 haql\u0131san , yoxdu el\u0259 d\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n \u201cd\u0259rd\u201dini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u015feyl\u0259r.. Amma g\u0259l, boynuna al rahat\u0131 qazanmamam\u0131\u015f\u0131q onu arzulasaq ona \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsaq da\u2026 \u018fziyy\u0259timizin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu yoxdu , b\u0259z\u0259n yersiz \u015feyl\u0259rin arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7a bil\u0259rik , amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259yi bo\u015fu-bo\u015funa buraxmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 can yand\u0131r\u0131b , \u0259m\u0259k qoymu\u015fuq sonda bizim olmasa da\u2026 N\u0259tic\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an olmasa da ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na , n\u0259 olar-olar prinsipiyl\u0259 yana\u015fmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q he\u00e7 birin\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ram indi , bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m \u0259caba do\u011fru el\u0259mirm\u0259mmi ,nankorluq \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r ki ?, bundan daha pisiyl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmar\u0131q ki ?..\u201d Qa\u015f d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyim yerd\u0259 vurub g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131m\u201d olmaz ki ? Bilmir\u0259m\u2026 T\u0259k bildiyim\u00a0 \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m , ist\u0259mir\u0259m bundan sonra ya eyni ya da xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z \u015feyl\u0259r g\u0259lsin ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za.. ist\u0259mir\u0259m , biz\u0259 bizd\u0259n az yananlar \u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u015fqa formada g\u00f6st\u0259rib yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q ad\u0131yla ist\u0259kl\u0259rini h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irsinl\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n

Verm\u0259, s\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131san ,m\u0259nd\u0259n f\u0259rqlis\u0259n , bundan sonra indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olanlar\u0131n t\u0259krarlanmas\u0131na v\u0259 \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259yimiz\u0259 imkan verm\u0259 !<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama , dedikl\u0259rinin h\u0259r birini \u0259ld\u0259 et , bunu biz\u0259 layiq g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259,h\u00f6rm\u0259tsizlikl\u0259rind\u0259n qalmay\u0131b ,bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k davam el\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 ,ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u2026<\/p>\n

Raz\u0131yam , \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olduqdan sonra \u00a0m\u0259ni d\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u2026 !<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcn var idi f\u0259rqliydik \u2013 ba\u015flamaq ist\u0259rdim c\u00fcml\u0259mi bu c\u00fcr . Amma yox, s\u0259n v\u0259 m\u0259n ikimiz d\u0259 bilirik ki o\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201c g\u00fcn\u201d he\u00e7 vaxt olmay\u0131b .\u00a0 Vaxt\u0131nda bils\u0259ydik , d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259rdik v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti \u2013dey\u0259 bilm\u0259rik he\u00e7 birimiz c\u00fcnki , d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259yimiz \u2013 \u0259limizd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n , he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik. Olmay\u0131b biz\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 ,ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r\u00a0 ya da g\u0259tiril\u0259nl\u0259r\u2026 Al\u0131nmay\u0131b […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7079,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7353"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7353"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7353\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7354,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7353\/revisions\/7354"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7079"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7353"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7353"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7353"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}