{"id":7382,"date":"2014-12-18T18:41:39","date_gmt":"2014-12-18T14:41:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7382"},"modified":"2014-12-18T18:41:39","modified_gmt":"2014-12-18T14:41:39","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-saxta-babaya-m%c9%99ktub","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7382","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel &#8211; \u015eAXTA BABAYA M\u018fKTUB"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1743566_617623511639125_2006650601_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-7383\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1743566_617623511639125_2006650601_n.jpg\" alt=\"1743566_617623511639125_2006650601_n\" width=\"455\" height=\"349\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1743566_617623511639125_2006650601_n.jpg 851w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/1743566_617623511639125_2006650601_n-300x230.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 455px) 100vw, 455px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Salam \u015eaxta baba! \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n deyim ki, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n qo\u011fal, no\u011ful, g\u0259lincik v\u0259 s. ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259nin balaca n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259liyini s\u0259nin g\u0259ldiyin uzaqlar kimi uzaqlarda qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015f, h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f biriy\u0259m.<\/strong> <\/em><br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ki s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259ncliyimi ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m! G\u0259ncliyim xaindi, \u015eaxta baba! M\u0259hz g\u0259ncliyim verdi m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259nha gec\u0259l\u0259rimi, a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131, itkil\u0259rimi&#8230;<br \/>\nOnu da deyim ki, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r \u00e7ox mehriban, g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz, \u00fcr\u0259yi sevgiyl\u0259 dolu birisi idim. Aynadak\u0131 m\u0259ni, S\u0259ni, h\u0259yat\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131 sevirdim. \u0130\u00e7im sevgiyl\u0259 \u00f6yl\u0259sin\u0259 doluydu ki, o sevginin nuru \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q salacaq san\u0131rd\u0131m. Ham\u0131ya inan\u0131rd\u0131m, \u015eaxta baba! \u0130nand\u0131\u011f\u0131ma (Tanr\u0131ya) tap\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131m, \u015eaxta baba! \u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 Tanr\u0131 sevgisi il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, b\u0259nd\u0259 sevgisi d\u0259 yurd salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 b\u0259nd olmu\u015fdum ki, g\u0259ncliyimi, arzular\u0131m\u0131, inam\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n nec\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n bel\u0259 f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmad\u0131m. Sonra is\u0259 \u00e7ox gec idi&#8230;<br \/>\nYox, arzular\u0131m\u0131, sevgimi, sevincimi d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m, \u015eaxta baba!<br \/>\n&#8230;Torpa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m, \u015eaxta baba! Bu n\u0259 kinay\u0259 idi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn ki, s\u0259nd\u0259n i\u015f\u011faldak\u0131 torpaqlar\u0131 ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m? Yox, m\u0259n o torpaqdan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. N\u0259 \u015eu\u015fa, n\u0259 La\u00e7\u0131n, N\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r&#8230; bax, \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 da yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. Unutmu\u015fam art\u0131q o torpaqlar\u0131. H\u0259m d\u0259 ax\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259 dedim, m\u0259n s\u0259nin k\u00f6rp\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259n deyil\u0259m, yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m ki, \u201cSaxta baba\u201dlar\u0131n verdiyi torpaqlar\u0131 \u015eaxta babalar \u0259sla ala bilm\u0259z! \u018fsla!<br \/>\nH\u0259, yenid\u0259n deyim, torpa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 sevir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nim g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bir k\u0259r\u0259 \u0259trini qoxlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 basma\u011fa bel\u0259 macal tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m balam\u0131 torpaq m\u0259nn\u0259n \u00e7ox sevdi, ald\u0131, qoynuna basd\u0131, qoxlad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYox, \u015eaxta baba, s\u0259n balam\u0131 da qaytara bilm\u0259zs\u0259n. Art\u0131q balam da, ona qovu\u015fmaq arzular\u0131m da u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi uzaqlardad\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n\u015eaxta baba, s\u0259n evsizl\u0259r\u0259 ev, balas\u0131zlara bala, aclara yem\u0259k g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi? \u015eaxta baba, \u00f6lk\u0259ni qan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259y\u0259n, qazanc\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xalq\u0131 g\u00fcdaza ver\u0259n ba\u015fdak\u0131 har\u0131nlar\u0131 durdura bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi? Evini, \u0259rini itir\u0259n, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n, ac\u0131ndan v\u0259 soyuqdan k\u00f6rp\u0259si qoynunda can ver\u0259n analara t\u0259s\u0259lli ola bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nS\u00fclh ist\u0259yir\u0259m, \u015eaxta baba! Mill\u0259tl\u0259r aras\u0131nda, xalqlar aras\u0131nda, insanlar aras\u0131nda bar\u0131\u015f ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn, lap d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nimiz olsun, hans\u0131 ana ist\u0259y\u0259r ki, o xalq m\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ndi deyib, o\u011flu kimins\u0259 balas\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259tl\u0259 yetirsin, bir anan\u0131n be\u015fiyini bo\u015f, oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcz qoysun. M\u0259ni q\u0131nama, \u015eaxta baba, m\u0259n erm\u0259ninin d\u0259 balas\u0131na \u00f6l\u00fcm arzulam\u0131ram! S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 xain dedin? Ax\u0131 m\u0259n xain deyil\u0259m! M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 he\u00e7 bir anaya bala da\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131ram. G\u0259linl\u0259ri \u0259rzis, u\u015faqlar\u0131 atas\u0131z, analar\u0131 o\u011fulsuz g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m!<br \/>\nH\u0259, yeni il\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m qoyuruq, m\u0259ni nec\u0259 sevindir\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, \u015eaxta baba?! D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 zaman\u0131n var&#8230; Di, sa\u011fl\u0131qla qal!<br \/>\nAmma sonda bir s\u00f6z d\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m: \u015eaxta baba, s\u0259n\u0259 inanm\u0131ram!<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"7382\">Yaz\u0131ya 1428 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Salam \u015eaxta baba! \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n deyim ki, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n qo\u011fal, no\u011ful, g\u0259lincik v\u0259 s. ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259nin balaca n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n deyil\u0259m. M\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259liyini s\u0259nin g\u0259ldiyin uzaqlar kimi uzaqlarda qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015f, h\u0259yat\u0131n \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f biriy\u0259m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ki s\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259ncliyimi ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m! G\u0259ncliyim xaindi, \u015eaxta baba! M\u0259hz g\u0259ncliyim verdi m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259nha gec\u0259l\u0259rimi, a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131, itkil\u0259rimi&#8230; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7383,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7382"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7382"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7382\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7384,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7382\/revisions\/7384"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7383"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7382"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7382"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7382"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}