{"id":7430,"date":"2014-12-20T13:08:54","date_gmt":"2014-12-20T09:08:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7430"},"modified":"2014-12-20T13:19:48","modified_gmt":"2014-12-20T09:19:48","slug":"nur%c9%99ngiz-gun-islanmis-gun%c9%99sd%c9%99n-asagi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7430","title":{"rendered":"Nur\u0259ngiz G\u00fcn — \u0130slanm\u0131\u015f G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Nur\u0259ngiz_G\u00fcn\"<\/a>
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla
\n
\nYalq\u0131z qumrum!<\/span>
Susqun yavrum!<\/span>
Ar\u0131 p\u0259t\u0259yim!<\/span>
\u0130\u015f\u0131ldaqu\u015fum!<\/span>
Bir vaxt<\/span>
Ovuclar\u0131m\u0131m i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/span>
Yan\u0131b-s\u00f6n\u0259n at\u0259\u015fim!<\/span>
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/span>

\nA\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b uzanan<\/span>
h\u0259r sap d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6m\u00fcr deyilmi\u015f,<\/span>
\u00f6mr\u00fcn h\u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6m\u00fcr deyilmi\u015f!<\/span>
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/span>
Aldand\u0131q, aldatd\u0131q,<\/span>
n\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00f6nd\u00fck,<\/span>
n\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 yan\u0131ban,<\/span>
n\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00f6nd\u00fck.<\/span>
Bilm\u0259zdim bu q\u0259d\u0259r<\/span>
\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6n\u00fckd\u00fck!<\/span>
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/span>
Pisi \u0259zizl\u0259yib, yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atd\u0131q,<\/span>
Olub ki, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u00a0xeyr\u0259 \u015f\u0259r qatd\u0131q,<\/span>
Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00a0sivi\u015fib \u00f6m\u00fcr u\u00e7du ki!<\/span>
\u00d6m\u00fcr qu\u015fdu ki!<\/span>
Sevdal\u0131 yollar\u0131 unutmu\u015fuq ki!<\/span>
Bir k\u00f6vr\u0259k \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi qurutmu\u015fuq ki!<\/span>
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/span>
Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla!<\/span><\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya \u00e7iyinl\u0259rimd\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00e7iynim d\u00fcnyadan a\u011f\u0131r,<\/p>\n

endirdim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7iynimin \u00fcst\u0259<\/p>\n

g\u00f6rd\u00fcm qollar\u0131m yoxdur.<\/p>\n

\u0130ki qolum \u2013 iki budaq<\/p>\n

\u0130ki qolum ikisi d\u0259 dir\u0259ndil\u0259r g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131m b\u0259d\u0259n torpaq \u00fcst\u0259,<\/p>\n

iki qolum ikisi d\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00fcz\u00fcr ke\u00e7ir g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi e\u015fit, d\u00fcnya!<\/p>\n

Qollar\u0131m h\u00f6vl eyl\u0259mi\u015f,<\/p>\n

Torpaq iki ha\u00e7ad\u0131r,<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rpu heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n

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M\u0259ftill\u0259r qocal\u0131bd\u0131r,<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r ha\u00e7and\u0131r<\/p>\n

iki yol aras\u0131nda<\/p>\n

qollar na\u00e7ar qal\u0131bd\u0131r!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya, m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yan ol,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259ri s\u0259ks\u0259ndirm\u0259,<\/p>\n

qollar\u0131m yol ged\u0259sidir,<\/p>\n

Onu h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00a0u\u00e7urub,<\/p>\n

qollar\u0131ma ana ol,<\/p>\n

qollar\u0131m yorulubdur,<\/p>\n

qollar\u0131m\u0131 ovundur!<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya, m\u0259n\u0259 yiy\u0259 dur!<\/p>\n

O sahil\u0259\u2026 bax\u0131nca<\/p>\n

\u00fcr\u0259yim suya d\u00f6n\u00fcr,<\/p>\n

B\u0259d\u0259n qolsuz \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r,<\/p>\n

yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131r,<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar boy vermir m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n

bar\u0131 Allah g\u00f6y\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n

qollar\u0131ma yol eyl\u0259!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya, \u00f6z\u00fcn cavab ver!<\/p>\n

\n

M\u0259nim b\u0259d\u0259nsiz qollar\u0131m<\/p>\n

g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ngini<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u0259n nec\u0259 tutacaq?<\/p>\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb bir c\u00fct qu\u015f olunca<\/p>\n

a\u011far\u0131b g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n

b\u0259d\u0259nsiz nec\u0259 u\u00e7acaq?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc darda, ba\u015f\u0131 qalda,<\/p>\n

o t\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

g\u00f6r\u0259n, havax, hans\u0131 \u00fczl\u0259<\/p>\n

hans\u0131 t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

nec\u0259, n\u0259 c\u00fcr qucacaq?!\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Apar m\u0259ni, apar<\/p>\n

\u00a0M\u0259n gedir\u0259m axar \u00e7aya dey\u0259m ki,<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim sadiq yar\u0131m ol,<\/p>\n

Al m\u0259ni d\u0259 qoynuna,<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

apar get.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n gedir\u0259m axar \u00e7aya dey\u0259m ki,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n burda dar\u0131x\u0131ram, \u00f6gey kimiy\u0259m sanki.<\/p>\n

Apar m\u0259ni uzaqdak\u0131 m\u0259crana,<\/p>\n

\u00d6rt \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l-m\u0259rcanlar\u0131nla,<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Apar, get.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl yaman s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n

Apar get, \u0259n d\u0259rin d\u0259rya\u00e7ana<\/p>\n

O s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259\u2026 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lda s\u0259n ona.<\/p>\n

De ki, asimanla aran\u0131zda qalacaq<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim\u00a0 s\u0259n\u0259 sonuncu dedikl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Apar get..<\/p>\n

Apar, apar,<\/p>\n

Yadlardan yorulmu\u015fam, a\u015fiyan ol,<\/p>\n

S\u0259rinlik ist\u0259yir can\u2026<\/p>\n

Apar, m\u0259ni d\u0259 apar!<\/p>\n

Daha k\u00f6n\u00fcl q\u0259hr edir.<\/p>\n

Apar, apar!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Axar \u00e7ay\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Qalx ged\u0259k evimiz\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N\u0259 dal\u011f\u0131n dalm\u0131san,<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fc dumanl\u0131 d\u0259niz\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ke\u00e7ib \u0259yl\u0259\u015fs\u0259m yan\u0131nda,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni sez\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u018fmin ol, soru\u015fmaram,<\/p>\n

soru\u015fmaram m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n<\/p>\n

Nec\u0259s\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Ruzigar\u0131n hans\u0131 yerd\u0259?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lakin d\u00fcn\u0259n s\u0259n r\u00f6yamda<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259r\u0259k<\/p>\n

H\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb soru\u015fmu\u015fdun:<\/p>\n

Ne-c\u0259-s\u0259n?.. M\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayarsanm\u0131?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n cavab verm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n

S\u0259n o m\u0259\u015fum yuxuda<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 asimana qar\u0131\u015fanda<\/p>\n

P\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n dey\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259nim\u00e7in yava\u015fdan:<\/p>\n

\u201cP\u0259rv\u0259rdigara, Tanr\u0131m, o nec\u0259 d\u0259 qocal\u0131b,<\/p>\n

bu odurmu?\u201d demi\u015fd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

H\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259m, yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Yalq\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259hvil verib getdiyin<\/p>\n

\u201cTanr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t ilah\u0259si!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bi\u00e7ar\u0259!<\/p>\n

H\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259m! P\u0259ri\u015fanam,<\/p>\n

El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 bir s\u0259nin\u00e7in d\u0259rin q\u00fcss\u0259d\u0259!<\/p>\n

\u2026Ox, qalx ged\u0259k\u2026ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 asimana-<\/p>\n

o talvar\u0131n alt\u0131na! \u2013 Evimiz\u0259!..<\/p>\n

Yuyum orda g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin n\u0259mini,<\/p>\n

\u018fl g\u0259zdirim sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259min\u0259,<\/p>\n

bir Allah e\u015fqi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!<\/p>\n

Ancaq soru\u015fmayaca\u011fam m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n:<\/p>\n

Ne-c\u0259-s\u0259n..?<\/p>\n

\u018fmin\u2026 ol\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026Ox, qalx ged\u0259k\u2026 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 asimana-<\/p>\n

o talvar\u0131n alt\u0131na! \u2013 Evimiz\u0259!..<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdur, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f!.. M\u0259n\u0259 soyuqdur,<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 m\u0259n q\u00fctb\u0259 ged\u0259n t\u0259k g\u0259minin<\/p>\n

m\u0259zlum m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcms\u00fcz oluram.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m m\u0259n h\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n

azad qanad yoluna at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7an<\/p>\n

zal\u0131m ov\u00e7u \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u2026G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fim! Tez-tez r\u00f6yalar\u0131mdasan!<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131mda<\/p>\n

s\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

qucaqla\u015f\u0131b demi\u015fdim:<\/p>\n

M\u0259hv\u0259\u015fim! At\u0259\u015fim! Sahib dur!..<\/p>\n

M\u0259\u015fum toxunur h\u0259r \u015fey.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259k m\u0259ni, apar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Apar, apar!\u2026\u2026<\/p>\n

Yerd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 yaman soyuqdur, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 g\u0259ldim<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Niluf\u0259rl\u0259r solan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bu g\u00f6l\u0259 niy\u0259 g\u0259ldim?<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 ax\u0131 bura g\u0259ldim?<\/p>\n

G\u0259lmi\u015fdims\u0259 niy\u0259 g\u0259lib,<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 getdim?<\/p>\n

Ah, bil\u0259n yoxdur<\/p>\n

ba\u011fr\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259<\/p>\n

b\u00f6l\u00fck-b\u00f6l\u00fck?<\/p>\n

N\u0259d\u0259n ax\u0131 q\u0259mgin olur<\/p>\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl bel\u0259 o g\u00f6l sar\u0131?<\/p>\n

B\u0259s n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m getdim<\/p>\n

Niluf\u0259rl\u0259r solan \u00e7a\u011f\u0131?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r g\u00fcz\u0259ran<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u2026Ayd\u0131nd\u0131r g\u00fcz\u0259ran \u2013<\/p>\n

S\u0259n indi \u0259ngin d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 bir m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259 k\u0259m\u0259ndi<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k qoca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 taq\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u0259c\u0259kdir s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

H\u0259m d\u0259 h\u00f6km\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 dair etdiyin n\u0259h\u0259ng g\u00fcnah.<\/p>\n

H\u0259tta s\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm yuxular\u0131ndan<\/p>\n

Soyulmaq bilm\u0259d\u0259n<\/p>\n

\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r c\u0259za kimi<\/p>\n

incid\u0259c\u0259kdir ruhunu sonacan.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0130slanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir az da m\u0259niml\u0259 qal,<\/p>\n

El\u0259-bel\u0259, x\u0259yal\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u0259l sahil\u0259, qal m\u0259niml\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qal m\u0259nim<\/p>\n

s\u00fckutda s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdiyim s\u00fcbh g\u00f6z\u0259lim<\/p>\n

g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f il\u0259<\/p>\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin gildir axan<\/p>\n

ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bu ara s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q uzunu<\/p>\n

h\u0259zzin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n

b\u00fct\u00fcn bayramlardan dan\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n

islanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Onda s\u0259n tumar \u00e7\u0259k q\u00fcss\u0259m\u0259,<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 \u201ca\u011fappaq qa\u011fay\u0131m\u201d<\/p>\n

\u2013 de, yen\u0259 d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 az qala g\u00f6z\u0259llik sultan\u0131<\/p>\n

h\u0259min a\u011f qa\u011fay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcmidsiz,<\/p>\n

d\u0259li qa\u011f\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131,<\/p>\n

D\u0259niz sevgil\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259ql edim-<\/p>\n

s\u0259nin\u00e7in doyunca\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026Sonra bird\u0259n, q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n<\/p>\n

\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n sivi\u015fib<\/p>\n

havada r\u0259qs ed\u0259n bir nagahan f\u0259ryada-<\/p>\n

a\u011fappaq qa\u011fay\u0131 q\u0259hrin\u0259 duruxaq\u2026<\/p>\n

Duruxaq, m\u0259hzun baxaq bir xeyli<\/p>\n

n\u0259h\u0259ng sevgi qu\u015funu<\/p>\n

islanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n

an\u0131lmayan<\/p>\n

h\u0259yat t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcml\u0259rin\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bildim<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bildim,<\/p>\n

ya\u015f parlayan an il\u0259<\/p>\n

dan yerin\u0259 mill\u0259n\u0259n<\/p>\n

bir lam\u0259kan ah aras\u0131<\/p>\n

sabit duran s\u00fckutu.<\/p>\n

H\u0259md\u0259m bir a\u011fr\u0131 bildim,<\/p>\n

a\u011faran toran il\u0259<\/p>\n

m\u00fck\u0259dd\u0259r siml\u0259r aras\u0131<\/p>\n

t\u0259k u\u00e7an leyl\u0259k l\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rinin<\/p>\n

fa\u011f\u0131r qa\u011f\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yad\u0131mdan<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n

d\u00fcnya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yad\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m s\u0259ma harda, yer harda?<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar hardad\u0131r, m\u0259n harda?<\/p>\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 \u0130sa M\u0259sihin<\/p>\n

\u00c7arm\u0131x edam\u0131nda o saralan \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si<\/p>\n

As\u0131l\u0131b eyvan\u0131mdan, \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr\u00a0 b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rim\u0259,<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259kilmir x\u0259yal\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 ki, zavall\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n

\u201ccan\u0131m \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rlidir\u201d-nal\u0259si!<\/p>\n

Nisgil t\u0259bili d\u00f6y\u00fcr m\u0259nim<\/p>\n

m\u00fct\u0259\u0259ssir\u2026 qulaqlar\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n

Ox, dan yeri a\u011faranda<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Onda,<\/p>\n

Dan yeri a\u011faranda<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcll\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259<\/p>\n

b\u0259rab\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Onda,<\/p>\n

Dan yeri a\u011faranda<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00fcbh\u00fcn gizlind\u0259ki<\/p>\n

z\u00fclm\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011flad\u0131q biz.<\/p>\n

A\u011flad\u0131q. A\u011flad\u0131q onlar\u0131\u2026 da!-<\/p>\n

Torpaqdan \u0259l\u0259n\u0259n<\/p>\n

asiman p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131<\/p>\n

o lam\u0259kan n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Onda<\/p>\n

Ba\u011fban\u0131 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xan q\u0131z\u0131l g\u00fcll\u0259r<\/p>\n

qollar\u0131m aras\u0131nda<\/p>\n

m\u0259nd\u0259n bet\u0259r titr\u0259dil\u0259r<\/p>\n

yiy\u0259siz gizild\u0259y\u0259n kollar\u0131n<\/p>\n

bu girinc \u0259hval\u0131na \u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

El\u0259 bu an qucaqlad\u0131<\/p>\n

K\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u00fcn yaras\u0131n\u0131 musiqisi q\u0259riban,<\/p>\n

Uzaq minor s\u0259sl\u0259rinin\u2026<\/p>\n

Sevgisi, sit\u0259mi, xiff\u0259ti!..<\/p>\n

Ox, dan yeri a\u011faranda\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u00fckun\u0259t g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u00fckutda q\u0131m\u0131lt\u0131 var\u2026<\/p>\n

S\u00fckutda y\u0131r\u011fal\u0131, m\u0259hzun s\u00f6y\u00fcd<\/p>\n

Axar \u00e7aya n\u0259yi is\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r,<\/p>\n

N\u0259yi is\u0259 deyirdi.<\/p>\n

\u2026\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259s\u0259 bu ara<\/p>\n

m\u0259ni hey k\u00f6vr\u0259ld\u0259n,<\/p>\n

unudulan q\u0259dim ud siml\u0259rinin<\/p>\n

yetim s\u0259das\u0131 s\u0131zlay\u0131r,<\/p>\n

q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q inl\u0259yirdi, layla kimi\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u2026Anlad\u0131m. S\u00fckun\u0259t g\u00f6z\u0259lliyidir,<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Heyran edir\u2026<\/p>\n

O m\u0259n\u0259, ruhuma<\/p>\n

\u0130lahinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonsuz bir xatir\u0259, \u2013<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00f6nm\u0259z titr\u0259m\u0259!..<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ah, s\u00fckutda q\u0131m\u0131lt\u0131 var\u2026<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1178 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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