{"id":7435,"date":"2014-12-20T13:29:38","date_gmt":"2014-12-20T09:29:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7435"},"modified":"2014-12-20T13:29:38","modified_gmt":"2014-12-20T09:29:38","slug":"q%c9%99z%c9%99nf%c9%99r-pasayev-mir%c9%99linin-sig%c9%99-k%c9%99bini-novella","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7435","title":{"rendered":"Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r Pa\u015fayev \u2013 Mir\u0259linin si\u011f\u0259 k\u0259bini (novella)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r\"<\/a><\/p>\n

Mir\u0259li ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 be\u015f il bir qrupda oxudu\u011fu t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259\u00a0 yolda\u015f\u0131 Hilalla Bak\u0131da t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n rastla\u015fd\u0131. Hilal\u0131n\u00a0 Almaniyada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bil\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi, h\u0259m d\u0259 sevindi. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi ki, Hilal do\u011fma v\u0259t\u0259ni q\u0259rib \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259\u00a0 nec\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 d\u0259yi\u015fib. Sevindi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 Hilalla Almaniyaya getsin, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rsin. Son vaxtlar onu h\u0259kiml\u0259rin ba\u015f\u00a0\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xarmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir x\u0259st\u0259lik tutmu\u015fdu. \u00c7ox s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131\u00a0 ke\u00e7irir, h\u0259yatda\u00a0 kim\u0259s\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259ksiz oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, t\u0259nhal\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131 ke\u00e7irirdi. Ola bilsin ki, bu ixtisas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. Mir\u0259li\u00a0 baytar h\u0259kimi idi. Sovet sistemi\u00a0 da\u011f\u0131landa qurdu\u011fu kolxoz da, mal-qaras\u0131 da bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda da\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z fermer t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131n\u0131 yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, mal-qaran\u0131n, davarlar\u0131n m\u00fcalic\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6z bildikl\u0259ri kimi \u0259ncam \u00e7\u0259kirdil\u0259r. Bir vaxtlar rayonda say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n Mir\u0259li get-ged\u0259 unudulur, adi y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaqlara bel\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t olunmurdu. B\u0259z\u0259n ona\u00a0 qula\u011f\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259-e\u015fid\u0259 mal h\u0259kimidir, dey\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 olurdu. Mir\u0259liy\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259l\u0259n o idi ki, onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda\u00a0 h\u0259kiml\u0259r d\u0259 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Mir\u0259li h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd edirdi.O, get-ged\u0259 \u00fcmidsizl\u0259\u015fir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapm\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 Bak\u0131ya da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Onun \u0259lli ya\u015f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 tamam olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131 yerb\u0259yer etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Mir\u0259li t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 dostunu g\u00fcll\u00fc-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli da\u011f k\u0259ndin\u0259 \u2013\u00a0 evl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Hilal d\u0259v\u0259ti b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259mnunluqla q\u0259bul etdi. Ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131qlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 itib-batan bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fasa\u00a0 da, Hilal burda ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259m g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Mir\u0259linin evi\u00a0 da\u011f\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259ydi.\u00a0 A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da \u2013 d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131\u00a0 gurultu il\u0259 ax\u0131b gedirdi. \u00a0H\u0259r yan g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k idi. Hardansa\u00a0 Hilal\u0131n yad\u0131na k\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rli \u015fair \u018fnv\u0259r Rzan\u0131n iki misras\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

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M\u0259rcan\u0131 \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259k, g\u00fcl d\u0259r\u0259-d\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

Endim bir d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259, d\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n

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Do\u011fma yurd did\u0259rgini olan bu talesiz \u015fair indi hardad\u0131r, ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131? S\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 d\u0259rk etmirdi. Almaniyaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri onda Az\u0259rbaycan poeziya v\u0259 musiqisin\u0259 inan\u0131lmaz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r g\u0259li\u015find\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycandan xeyli sayda \u015feir kitablar\u0131, disk\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f Az\u0259rbaycan mahn\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 apar\u0131rd\u0131. Hilal\u0131n yad\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik ill\u0259ri, \u018fli K\u0259rimin b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rin \u0259zb\u0259r bildiyi \u201cQaytar ana borcunu\u201d v\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz\u0131n \u201cBac\u0131m G\u00fcls\u00fcm\u0259 m\u0259ktub\u201d \u015feri d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu \u015feirl\u0259r ona haqq d\u00fcnyada olan ata-anas\u0131n\u0131, do\u011fma k\u0259ndl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Fikir onu a\u011fu\u015funa al\u0131b uzaqlara aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onu fikrind\u0259n Mir\u0259linin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259n\u0259m m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Hilal qarda\u015f, deyirl\u0259r o t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rd\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 h\u0259kiml\u0259r var. Allah s\u0259nd\u0259n raz\u0131 olsun. Mir\u0259lini apar onlara g\u00f6st\u0259r, qoy rahatlans\u0131n, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn. S\u0259n\u0259m\u00a0\u00a0 sanki Mir\u0259linin \u00fcr\u0259yini oxuyub\u00a0 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri deyirdi. Mir\u0259li arvad sar\u0131dan xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. S\u0259n\u0259m bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0 olsun Mir\u0259linin xatirin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n s\u00f6z dem\u0259mi\u015f, \u0259rini\u00a0 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n tac\u0131 hesab etmi\u015fdi. S\u0259n\u0259m halal, xeyirxah adam idi. Ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259y\u0259 sadiq olan S\u0259n\u0259m \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259rbiy\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. Mir\u0259li bir yana, k\u0259ndd\u0259 S\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox analar onlar\u0131n q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 g\u00f6zalt\u0131 etmi\u015fdi. \u00c7oxlar\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n bu ail\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini arzu edirdi\u2026<\/p>\n

Hilal qarda\u015f, bilirs\u0259n ki, Mir\u0259li\u00a0 z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015f adamd\u0131. Mal-qaram\u0131z,\u00a0 qoyun-quzumuz,\u00a0 toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259, \u0259kin sah\u0259miz vard\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u00a0 m\u00fc\u0259llimi kimi az-\u00e7ox maa\u015f al\u0131ram. U\u015faqlar da\u00a0 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr, h\u0259r \u015fey t\u0259dar\u00fck etmi\u015fik. Qara g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259dar\u00fck\u00fcm\u00fcz var. \u0130mkans\u0131z deyilik. T\u0259ki Mir\u0259lini h\u0259kiml\u0259r m\u00fcayin\u0259 etsin. G\u00f6r\u0259k bunun d\u0259rdi n\u0259dir\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130ki\u00a0 h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra Hilal Mir\u0259lini d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb t\u0259yyar\u0259 il\u0259 Almaniyaya yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Mir\u0259li ke\u00e7mi\u015f Sovet \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259zi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015fqa,\u00a0 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n he\u00e7 bir yerind\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Hilaldan xahi\u015f etdi ki, kapitalist \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri adland\u0131r\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Hilal m\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259 s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, Hilal\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259\u00a0 maraqla qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. E\u015fitdikl\u0259rinin b\u0259zisi ona yuxu kimi g\u0259lir, b\u0259zisi a\u011flas\u0131\u011fmayan, \u0259caib-q\u0259raib i\u015fl\u0259r t\u0259siri ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fczl\u00fck, halall\u0131q, i\u015fi t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z g\u00f6rm\u0259k,\u00a0 i\u015fi i\u015fbil\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259val\u0259 etm\u0259k, qayda-qanuna boyun \u0259ym\u0259k ona na\u011f\u0131l kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu yerd\u0259 Hilal \u015e\u0259hriyardan iki misran\u0131 b\u0259dii qira\u0259t ustalar\u0131na m\u0259xsus t\u0259rzd\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259rd\u0259n dedi:<\/p>\n

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Bizd\u0259n qabaqdad\u0131r avropal\u0131lar,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fi i\u015f bil\u0259n\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131r onlar.<\/p>\n

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Mir\u0259li da\u011f rayonunun ucqar k\u0259ndind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir baytar h\u0259kim kimi \u0259n \u00e7ox onu heyvanlar maraqland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n gedi\u015fi, ba\u015fqa xalqlar\u0131n h\u0259yat t\u0259rzi bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259lumat\u0131 \u00e7ox az idi. Odur ki, Hilal a\u011fl\u0131 k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7anda Mir\u0259li qulaqlar\u0131na inanm\u0131rd\u0131. Hilal dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, Amsterdamda \u201cQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 fanarlar\u201d adlanan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259smi olaraq, d\u00f6vl\u0259tin icaz\u0259si il\u0259 qad\u0131nlar \u00f6z b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rini satmaqla, bizim anlamda \u0259xlaqs\u0131zl\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olur, pul qazan\u0131rlar. Almaniyada v\u0259 bir \u00e7ox ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259\u00a0 x\u00fcsusi yerl\u0259rd\u0259 qad\u0131nlar bu i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olurlar. Qazanclar\u0131ndan d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259 vergi verirl\u0259r. Mir\u0259li e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bu qad\u0131nlar aras\u0131nda \u0259rli qad\u0131nlar da olur:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Onlar\u0131n \u0259rl\u0259rinin papa\u011f\u0131 bo\u015f qals\u0131n \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

Hilal s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam ed\u0259r\u0259k x\u00fcsusi vur\u011fulad\u0131 ki, \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r x\u0259lv\u0259ti, indi is\u0259 a\u015fkar, eyni cinsd\u0259n olan adamlar evl\u0259nirl\u0259r. B\u0259zi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin parlamentl\u0259ri bu bar\u0259d\u0259 q\u0259rar da \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Mir\u0259linin yad\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 vaxt\u0131 m\u00fchazir\u0259d\u0259 professor M\u0259rcanl\u0131dan e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Professor deyirdi ki, Marksa g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin ax\u0131r\u0131 v\u0259h\u015filikdir. Marks k\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu do\u011fru deyirmi\u015f \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Hardansa yad\u0131na tarixd\u0259n d\u0259rs dey\u0259n \u018fs\u0259d K\u0259l\u0259nt\u0259rlinin s\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: \u201cH\u0259dd\u0259n art\u0131q demokratiya v\u0259\u00a0 azadl\u0131q anarxiyaya g\u0259tirib \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r onu \u201cKQB\u201d-nin agenti adland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u018fslind\u0259 o da d\u00fcz deyirmi\u015f. H\u0259l\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck ziyal\u0131, Qori seminariyas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259zunu, professor \u018fhm\u0259d Seyidovun \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r: \u201cA bala, a bala, o kommunizm deyirl\u0259r ha, o olsa-olsa, \u00c7ind\u0259 olacaq\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u0130lahi,\u00a0 n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rimiz varm\u0131\u015f \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k Mir\u0259li d\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00dcr\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 hava liman\u0131ndan geri d\u00f6ns\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ah\u0131n da\u011flara-da\u015flara \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k Hilal onu fikrind\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131. Dostunun \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131n pozuldu\u011funu ayd\u0131nca hiss etdi v\u0259 m\u00f6vzunu d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Mir\u0259li, \u201cnemeski \u015fot\u201d ifad\u0259si var, e\u015fidibs\u0259n? Bir d\u0259f\u0259 qrupumuzun t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri bayram vaxt\u0131 yeyib-i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 ondan istifad\u0259 etmi\u015fdi, yad\u0131ndad\u0131rm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Mir\u0259linin dogma k\u0259ndind\u0259 dini ehkamlar m\u00f6hk\u0259m oldu\u011fundan v\u0259 kas\u0131bl\u0131q ucbat\u0131ndan yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n k\u0259nar idi.\u00a0 El\u0259 indinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 dilin\u0259 i\u00e7ki d\u0259ys\u0259-d\u0259ys\u0259, toylarda d\u0259y\u0259rdi. Son vaxtlar dini kitablara h\u0259dsiz maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. \u0130lahiyyat\u00e7\u0131 alim Mir\u0259ziz Seyidzad\u0259nin \u201c\u0130slami s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r\u201d v\u0259 \u201cAllah\u0131m\u0131 nec\u0259 tan\u0131d\u0131m\u201d \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri stol\u00fcst\u00fc kitablar\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131ndan cavab almayan Hilal dedi ki, \u201cnemeski \u015fot\u201dun n\u0259 oldu\u011funu s\u0259n\u0259 \u0259yani \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 Hilal dostunu h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi: B\u00fct\u00fcn analizl\u0259r verildi. Mir\u0259li hesablad\u0131 ki, xeyir-\u015f\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q t\u0259kc\u0259 analizl\u0259ri ail\u0259 b\u00fcdc\u0259sinin \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 apard\u0131. Ax\u0131r\u0131 xeyir olsun, \u2013 dedi. Xeyir d\u0259 oldu. H\u0259kiml\u0259r onda he\u00e7 bir x\u0259st\u0259lik tapmad\u0131lar. Bu sa\u011flaml\u0131qla 80-100 il ya\u015fayacaqsan dedil\u0259r. Hilal almanca g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi. H\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 anlatd\u0131 ki, Mir\u0259ligilin b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 100-120 il ya\u015fayanlar \u00e7oxdur v\u0259 uzun\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fcl\u00fck burada adi hald\u0131r. H\u0259kiml\u0259r Mir\u0259liyl\u0259 h\u0259rt\u0259r\u0259fli s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n sonra anlad\u0131lar ki, ixtisas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xiff\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir,\u00a0 depressiya ke\u00e7irir. M\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, ferma yarats\u0131n. Fermer t\u0259s\u0259rr\u00fcfat\u0131 onun d\u0259rdinin d\u0259rman\u0131 olacaq. \u0130\u015fini \u00e7ox sevdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 v\u0259 \u00f6vladlar\u0131 \u00e7ox oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, adl\u0131-sanl\u0131 fermer\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259\u015fv\u0259r\u0259t ke\u00e7ir\u0259n h\u0259kiml\u0259rin haqq\u0131 ail\u0259nin ikiayl\u0131q\u00a0 b\u00fcdc\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259r oldu. Lakin Mir\u0259li sevinirdi. Alman h\u0259kiml\u0259ri onu sanki yuxudan ay\u0131ltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Fermer m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si onu \u00e7oxdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Lakin h\u0259kim oldu\u011fundan, bunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u0259k m\u0259n adl\u0131-sanl\u0131, imkanl\u0131 fermer olandan sonra indi m\u0259n\u0259 mal h\u0259kimi dey\u0259nl\u0259r n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u018fvv\u0259lki ad-san\u0131 qaytarmasam, m\u0259n Mir\u0259li deyil\u0259m. G\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k ki, yenid\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 doktor dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Yad\u0131na S\u0259n\u0259m d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. S\u0259n\u0259m ayaqlar\u0131ndan \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir, Allah qoysa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k onu da bu h\u0259kiml\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rim. H\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r. H\u0259yat\u0131nda v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b \u2013 dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. O, qeyri-adi y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n

Hilal n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi.\u00a0 Onu\u00a0 \u015firin x\u0259yallardan ay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r iki dostun kefi k\u00f6k idi. \u0130lk n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Mir\u0259liy\u0259 bilet ald\u0131lar. Sonra Hilal dostunu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259 yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131\u015f etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6z\u0259l bir binan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 Hilal dedi ki, bura t\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m m\u0259\u015fhur yerdir. Buran\u0131 ham\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r. Kimd\u0259n soru\u015fsan barmaqla g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif ya\u015fl\u0131, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif mill\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n olan qad\u0131nlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r. H\u0259r otaqda bir n\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal verirdi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u00d6lm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldirl\u0259r. Bunlar\u0131 kim des\u0259n alar. Poz\u011funluqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olmaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 niy\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getmirl\u0259r, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

Hilal k\u0259ndli t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fc il\u0259 ya\u015fayan dostunun sual\u0131na t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f\u0131ll\u0131qlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 itib-batan \u015f\u0259h\u0259r Mir\u0259linin \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi. Bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u201c\u0259xlaqs\u0131zl\u0131q yuvas\u0131\u201dn\u0131n olmas\u0131 ona bir d\u0259rd oldu.<\/p>\n

Ax\u015fam restoranda oturub yax\u015f\u0131ca yeyib-i\u00e7dil\u0259r. Mir\u0259li dem\u0259k olar ki, hallanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bird\u0259n Hilal qon\u015fu stolun arxas\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bir c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k dedi ki, onlar \u0259r-arvadd\u0131r. Mir\u0259li g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, ki\u015fi ayr\u0131, qad\u0131n ayr\u0131ca hesab verdi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bax, Mir\u0259li \u201cnemeski \u015fot\u201d budur. Dostlar da burada hesab\u0131 bel\u0259 verirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Mir\u0259li hallansa da, ba\u015f\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 \u018fvv\u0259l\u0259n, o ki\u015finin ki, yan\u0131nda arvad\u0131 hesab verir, o ki\u015finin ba\u015f\u0131 yer\u0259 girsin. \u0130kinci is\u0259 s\u0259nin s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, biz d\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 hesab verm\u0259liyik. B\u0259ri bax, b\u0259s bizim az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z harda qald\u0131?<\/p>\n

Hilal g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilmirdi. Almaniyaya g\u0259ldiyi ilk vaxlar o da Mir\u0259li kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Hilal Mir\u0259lini qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7ulduz mehmanxanaya g\u0259tirn\u0259d\u0259 art\u0131q gec idi. S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n onu hava liman\u0131na aparacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

B\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, yats\u0131n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lsin. Hava liman\u0131nda i\u00e7kili oldu\u011fu bilins\u0259, problem ola bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Mir\u0259li yerin\u0259 uzananda susuzluq ona \u00fcst\u00fcn g\u0259ldi. Bardan bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 Bavariya piv\u0259si g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na m\u0259\u015fhur binadak\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar g\u0259ldi. Sonra n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini bilm\u0259di. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, h\u0259min binan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Onu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u0259ziz qona\u011f\u0131 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f mehribanl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r adam\u0131n qoyun-quzusunu, mal-qaras\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259hv olmaqdan qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, kims\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 mehriban\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 albomlarda, sonra is\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ona g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259r. Mir\u0259li obyektiv adam idi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldil\u0259r. Ham\u0131s\u0131 good \u2013 dedi. Dinimiz yol verir. \u018fg\u0259r bu qad\u0131nlardan birini si\u011f\u0259 ets\u0259m, Allah v\u0259 S\u0259n\u0259m m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flar. Q\u0259ti q\u0259rar q\u0259bul etdi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ay vont a\u00a0 vif\u00a0 (wayf s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcz t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcz etm\u0259di. \u0130nstitutda ingilis dilini az t\u0259dris etmi\u015fdil\u0259r).<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ham\u0131s\u0131 good wifdir.\u00a0 Qiym\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 hans\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n se\u00e7. Lap g\u0259nc v\u0259\u00a0 g\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nlar daha bahad\u0131r \u2013 dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u2013 M\u0259n si\u011f\u0259 il\u0259 arvad almaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Onu anlamad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Bir anda t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

\u2013 M\u0259n si\u011f\u0259 k\u0259bini il\u0259 bird\u0259f\u0259liy\u0259 arvad almaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i si\u011f\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc anlamad\u0131. Odur ki,\u00a0 Mir\u0259linin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bel\u0259\u00a0 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bu c\u0259nab r\u0259smi k\u0259binl\u0259 bird\u0259f\u0259lik arvad almaq ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Baxd\u0131lar ki, geyimind\u0259n-kecimind\u0259n ziyal\u0131ya ox\u015fay\u0131r. Tezlikl\u0259 binaya yay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, bir ki\u015fi r\u0259smi arvad\u00a0 almaq ist\u0259yir. \u00c7oxlar\u0131 onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n xarab oldu\u011funu z\u0259nn\u00a0 etdil\u0259r. N\u0259hay\u0259t, v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, \u201cRobinzon Kruzo\u201d filmind\u0259ki, z\u0259nci q\u0131za b\u0259nz\u0259r qad\u0131n:<\/p>\n

\u2013 O qara, m\u0259n qara, bizimki tutar, \u2013 deyib raz\u0131l\u0131q verdi. K\u0259bin k\u0259sildi.<\/p>\n

T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7inin, nigah k\u0259s\u0259nin, \u201cg\u00f6z\u0259l bina\u201dn\u0131n i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rinin z\u0259hm\u0259t haqq\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Mir\u0259li baxd\u0131 ki, cibind\u0259 az miqdar pulu qal\u0131b. O, ist\u0259di ki, z\u0259nci qad\u0131nla otaqlardan birin\u0259 ke\u00e7sin, qoymad\u0131lar. Bayaqk\u0131 mehribanl\u0131qdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sanki onlar bayaq \u0259ld\u0259n-ayaqdan ged\u0259n adamlar deyildi:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Bu s\u0259nin k\u0259binli arvad\u0131nd\u0131r, v\u0259t\u0259nin\u0259 aparacaqsan, \u2013 dedil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Mir\u0259li n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlam\u0131rd\u0131.\u00a0 \u0130lahi, m\u0259n camaat\u0131n\u00a0 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 baxaca\u011fam, S\u0259n\u0259m v\u0259\u00a0 u\u015faqlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda\u00a0 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 nec\u0259\u00a0 qald\u0131raca\u011fam.\u00a0 Q\u0131zlar\u0131m\u0131 kim alacaq,\u00a0 o\u011flanlar\u0131ma kim q\u0131z ver\u0259c\u0259k, \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k\u00a0 ba\u015f-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130ntihar etm\u0259k q\u0259rar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Qoy\u00a0 camaat el\u0259 bilsin ki, x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259n\u0259min v\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmas\u0131n. Ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n\u00a0 biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 qara\u00a0 torpaq \u00f6rts\u00fcn. Lakin v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlarda, q\u0259rib \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259k, yad torpa\u011fa\u00a0 basd\u0131r\u0131lmaq ona a\u011f\u0131r g\u0259lirdi. Hardansa yad\u0131na Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n ilk xalq \u015fairi S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun \u00c7ind\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259rk\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 misralar d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

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Vaxts\u0131z \u0259c\u0259l, m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq dayan, dur,<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t eld\u0259 can verm\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n uzaq doland\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Onu bil ki, q\u0259l\u0259m ald\u0131m \u0259lim\u0259,<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcrb\u0259t eld\u0259 can verm\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259!..<\/p>\n

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\u015eerin v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r\u00a0 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tin\u00a0 t\u0259sirind\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011flamayan Mir\u0259linin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015f sel kimi ax\u0131rd\u0131. Ayaqlar\u0131m s\u0131nayd\u0131,\u00a0 buralara g\u0259lib\u00a0 \u00e7\u0131xmayayd\u0131m, \u2013 dedi. \u018fn \u0259caib-q\u0259raib, \u0259n a\u011flas\u0131\u011fmaz ad\u0259t biz m\u00fcs\u0259lmanlar\u0131n si\u011f\u0259 il\u0259 evl\u0259nm\u0259si imi\u015f \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259di.Bird\u0259n b\u0259rk taqq\u0131lt\u0131 v\u0259 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy e\u015fitdi. G\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, qan-t\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259dir. N\u0259 ba\u015f\u00a0 verdiyini anlamad\u0131. Qap\u0131da Hilal\u0131n uca s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

\u2013 A\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131,\u00a0 hava liman\u0131na gecikirik. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 Hilal\u0131 qucaqlayaraq h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flama\u011f\u0131 bir\u00a0 oldu. Ha\u00e7andan ha\u00e7ana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Allah s\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, yuxuymu\u015f, \u2013 dedi.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Hilal he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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