{"id":7443,"date":"2014-12-20T16:54:45","date_gmt":"2014-12-20T12:54:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7443"},"modified":"2014-12-20T16:54:45","modified_gmt":"2014-12-20T12:54:45","slug":"alpay-az%c9%99r-hikk%c9%99li-qadin-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=7443","title":{"rendered":"Alpay Az\u0259r — Hikk\u0259li qad\u0131n (hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"alpayaz\u0259r9_9yi7560wdr\"<\/a><\/p>\n

H\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir, b\u0259z\u0259n iki d\u0259f\u0259 \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 xan\u0131m\u201d kafesin\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Ad\u0131na uy\u011fun ora cavan, ortaya\u015fl\u0131 xan\u0131mlar, bir d\u0259, sevgil\u0259ri al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yanan (qabaqlar\u0131nda yanan \u015fam, \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 sevi\u015f\u0259-sevi\u015f\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259r) v\u0259 sevgil\u0259ri soyumu\u015f, ya yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f (\u015fam\u0131 yand\u0131rmayanlar, ehtirass\u0131z-t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcms\u00fcz s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259r) c\u00fctl\u00fckl\u0259r g\u0259lir. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259 Bak\u0131da bu c\u00fcr adda kafe g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmi\u015fdim, fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n xidm\u0259t el\u0259 xan\u0131mlara hesablan\u0131b dey\u0259, bu c\u00fcr ad se\u00e7ib kafenin sahibi.<\/p>\n

O kafed\u0259, d\u00f6rdadaml\u0131q masa arxas\u0131nda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131sa\u00e7 qoca qad\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259k oturub, q\u0259hv\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 ofisiantlara \u0259rkl\u0259, hirsl\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar verdiyini ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, d\u00fcz\u00fc, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim. El\u0259 sonralar da bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 rast g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 hirsl\u0259nirdim, amma t\u0259bii ki, kim\u0259s\u0259 irad\u0131m\u0131 bildir\u0259mm\u0259zdim. Yetmi\u015f-s\u0259ks\u0259n ya\u015f aras\u0131nda olan bu qad\u0131n n\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 r\u0259ngl\u0259m\u0259yind\u0259n qal\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 makiyaj\u0131ndan v\u0259 dodaq boyas\u0131ndan, \u00fcst\u0259lik, t\u00fcnd iyli \u0259tird\u0259n istifad\u0259 edirdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cYax\u015f\u0131, ay… kaftar dem\u0259yim s\u0259n\u0259. H\u0259r halda m\u0259nim d\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259m var, hardasa el\u0259 s\u0259n ya\u015flarda olar. Kafey\u0259, restorana getm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259nin kimi makiyaj\u0131ndan qalm\u0131r. Kafey\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259n, \u0259c\u0259b edirs\u0259n, b\u0259s niy\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu ofisiantlara z\u00fclm edib m\u0259ni d\u0259 bo\u015f yer\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdirirs\u0259n. B\u0259lk\u0259, bu kafey\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n sevgilil\u0259r\u0259 pax\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n tutur. Onda s\u0259n nifr\u0259tin kvadrat\u0131na layiqs\u0259n\u201d. Sonra da fikirl\u0259\u015firdim ki, b\u0259lk\u0259, cavanl\u0131qda \u015f\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131 g\u0259tirm\u0259yib, ya \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, ki\u015fi \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, onda kvadrats\u0131z nifr\u0259t edirdim hikk\u0259li qad\u0131na.<\/p>\n

\u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 onu uzun q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 (cavanl\u0131q r\u0259ngi) m\u00fc\u015ft\u00fckd\u0259 nazik \u201cDavidoff\u201d siqareti \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259bii ki, t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259dim. Q\u0259hv\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox vaxt halqalarla havaya burax\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cY\u0259qin ki, kofesin\u0259 konyak dam\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131b. \u00d6z d\u0259 Fransa konyak\u0131, \u015e\u0259mkir, Tovuz konyak\u0131 yox ha,\u201d \u2013 arada bir o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r ata-ata fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. \u2013 Hmm, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ofisiant\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131b deyir ki, kofenin konyak\u0131n\u0131 az el\u0259mis\u0259n, ya \u0259ksin\u0259, \u00e7ox el\u0259mis\u0259n\u201d. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 siqaretin k\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259ks t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 baxan ikiba\u015fl\u0131 \u015fir-k\u00fclqab\u0131ya \u2013 ancaq onun masas\u0131nda bel\u0259si var\u0131yd\u0131, \u2013 t\u00f6km\u0259yi l\u0259zz\u0259t edirdi. \u018fmin idim ki, sabah Az\u0259rbaycanda kafe v\u0259 restoranlarda siqaret qada\u011fas\u0131 qanunu q\u0259bul edils\u0259, onun bu xan\u0131ma he\u00e7 bir aidiyyat\u0131 olmayacaq.<\/p>\n

…Yen\u0259 t\u0259k oturub h\u0259minki yerd\u0259. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ib bo\u015f masalardan birinin arxas\u0131nda otururam. Ofisiant masama yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, \u201cJ\u00fclyen, bir d\u0259 Espresso kofesi, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa,\u201d \u2013 sifari\u015f verir\u0259m. Qoca xan\u0131m m\u0259niml\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 masada oturub. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l kafey\u0259 g\u0259lir, amma fikir verirdim ki, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, biz t\u0259xmin\u0259n eyni vaxtda sifari\u015fl\u0259rimizi veririk.<\/p>\n

– Tvoroqlu (k\u0259smikli) blin\u00e7ik, ya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7ay, \u2013 qad\u0131n sifari\u015f edir. \u2013 H\u0259, Fariz, ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 tvoroqun i\u00e7in\u0259 ki\u015fmi\u015fi az vurmu\u015fduz? T\u0259cili povora (a\u015fpaz) bunu \u00e7atd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Ola bilm\u0259z, Solmaz xan\u0131m, \u2013 ofisiant h\u0259lim s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni ola bilm\u0259z, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram? S\u0259n beg\u0259m g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n ki, bird\u0259n-ikid\u0259n…<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, \u2013 ofisiant q\u0259\u015f\u015f edib g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Fikir verir\u0259m ki, bizd\u0259n aral\u0131da olan ofisiantlar da gizlinc\u0259 x\u0131s\u0131n-x\u0131s\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcr, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu kafed\u0259 art\u0131q Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n hirsli atmacalar\u0131na, danlaqlar\u0131na \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fibl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– …Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ola bilm\u0259z ki, siz blin\u00e7ikl\u0259ri sifari\u015f ver\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cpovara\u201d tap\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m ki, \u201czakaz\u0131\u201d ver\u0259n Solmaz xan\u0131md\u0131r. \u00dcst\u0259lik, El\u00e7ind\u0259n xahi\u015f el\u0259dim ki, diqq\u0259tli olsun.<\/p>\n

– Ay\u0131b olsun s\u0259n\u0259, Fariz, \u2013 Solmaz d\u00fcz ofisiant\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259, Solmaz xan\u0131m? \u2013 Fariz g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 soru\u015fur.<\/p>\n

– Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, qar\u015f\u0131mda h\u0259yas\u0131zcas\u0131na yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

– Yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram, Solmaz xan\u0131m, \u2013 ofisiant ciddil\u0259\u015fir.<\/p>\n

– Ay\u0131b olsun s\u0259n\u0259, Fariz, ay\u0131b olsun.<\/p>\n

\u201cAy\u0131b olsun\u201ddan sonra Fariz g\u00fcnahkarcas\u0131na ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131r, \u2013 el\u0259 bil deyir ki, q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, ke\u00e7in g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan, bir d\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– \u0130kincisi, m\u0259n indi \u00f6z\u00fcm ki\u015fmi\u015fl\u0259ri bir-bir sayd\u0131m, \u2013 Solmaz xan\u0131m art\u0131q ekstazdad\u0131r, \u2013 h\u0259r blin\u00e7ikd\u0259 c\u0259mi \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259n\u0259 ki\u015fmi\u015f vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259kil\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259riydi?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n m\u0259ni dolam\u0131san?! \u2013 Solmaz xan\u0131m hirsind\u0259n q\u0131zar\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, o n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc… M\u0259n dem\u0259k istiyirdim ki… Y\u0259ni g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259… Bel\u0259 olmas\u0131n dey\u0259 soru\u015furam, \u2013 ofisiant \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdiyind\u0259n dili topuq \u00e7al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bilmir\u0259m, arvad qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lir, ya n\u0259ydis\u0259, s\u0259s tonunu yum\u015fald\u0131r:<\/p>\n

– Ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 blin\u00e7ikl\u0259rin h\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 be\u015f d\u0259n\u0259 ki\u015fmi\u015f vurmu\u015fduz, \u0259g\u0259r bunu bilm\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 vacibdirs\u0259.<\/p>\n

– \u0130stiyirsizs\u0259, biz yen\u0259 blin\u00e7ik g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259rik, \u2013 Fariz g\u00fcnahkarcas\u0131na dill\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

– Laz\u0131m deyil, amma ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 olsun. N\u0259 deyir\u0259m, onu da g\u0259tir, m\u00fcbahis\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn?!<\/p>\n

Okey, Solmaz xan\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 Solmaz xan\u0131m Farizin kondisioneri soyuq rejim\u0259 qoymas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 deyinirdi. Fariz c\u0259sar\u0259t edib dey\u0259mmirdi ki, Solmaz xan\u0131m, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa, durun ba\u015fqa bo\u015f masada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fin ki, kondisionerin soyuq havas\u0131 sizi vurmas\u0131n. \u201c\u018fmri\u201d e\u015fid\u0259n kimi ofisiant s\u0259ssizc\u0259 pultu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb kondisionerin soyuq havas\u0131n\u0131 bir az ald\u0131. Az sonra Solmaz yen\u0259 d\u0259 soyu\u011fu azaltma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259b etdi v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259binin s\u0259b\u0259bi Farizin onun az \u00f6nc\u0259ki ist\u0259yin\u0259 az da olsa etiraz el\u0259m\u0259m\u0259si oldu. O halda Solmaz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki danlaq tonla bir xeyli deyinib \u00fcr\u0259yini bo\u015faldacaqd\u0131, ax\u0131rda Fariz \u00fczr ist\u0259y\u0259-ist\u0259y\u0259 arvad\u0131n dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 tabe olacaqd\u0131 v\u0259 Solmaz h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc haql\u0131, qalib hiss ed\u0259c\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Amma Fariz bu d\u0259f\u0259 etiraz el\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Solmaz xan\u0131m sanki bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi:<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259rd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, Fariz? \u2013 ba\u015fqa m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259r e\u015fitm\u0259sin dey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ltlyla deyib (guya etikal\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 tutdu) d\u00fcz Farizin g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131, bu bax\u0131\u015flarda \u201cM\u0259n olan yerd\u0259 ba\u015fqa m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri s\u00f6hb\u0259ti eliyirs\u0259n s\u0259n?\u201d \u2013 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u201cp\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla\u201d deyil\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri iki n\u0259f\u0259rlik masa arxas\u0131nda oturan sevgili c\u00fctl\u00fck v\u0259 ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f iki r\u0259fiq\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fitdi. Q\u0131zla o\u011flan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dil\u0259r, o biri q\u0131zlar is\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar: y\u0259ni bizi n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutur?<\/p>\n

– Bir azdan bura g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ril\u0259ri deyir\u0259m, \u2013 Fariz hirsl\u0259 cavab verdi.<\/p>\n

– Bir az, n\u0259 vaxt? \u2013 Solmaz soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Be\u015f d\u0259yq\u0259 sonra, \u2013 bu d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259bini gizl\u0259tm\u0259d\u0259n Fariz d\u00fcz onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259ydi bu bax\u0131\u015flarda \u201cB\u0259sdir d\u0259 bezdirdin bizi s\u0259n,\u201d \u2013 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Solmaz Fariz\u0259 baxa-baxa qald\u0131 v\u0259 susdu. Onun susma\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 sanki \u201cS\u0259nd\u0259n bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim, cavan o\u011flan, ilk d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259nim qap\u0131ma qol vurdun, quru hesabdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n,\u201d \u2013 m\u0259nas\u0131na g\u0259lirdi. \u201cAf\u0259rin, Fariz\u201d. \u2013 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 dedim. M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 Farizin c\u0259sar\u0259tli cavablar\u0131, Solmaza s\u0259rt baxma\u011f\u0131 l\u0259zz\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 n\u0259 vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r bu Solmazdan, adamayovu\u015fmazdan qorxmaq, qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259zilib-b\u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259k, az qala mazoxistc\u0259sin\u0259 al\u00e7almaq olar. Lap tutaq ki, qad\u0131n kafenin b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn, ya da hans\u0131sa V\u0130P-in anas\u0131d\u0131r, ya xalas\u0131d\u0131r, b\u0259s s\u0259nin m\u0259nliyin hardad\u0131r, ay Fariz, bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 olmaz ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

Farizin c\u0259sar\u0259tli tonda verdiyi cavabdan sonra heyr\u0259td\u0259n susan Solmaz xan\u0131m neyl\u0259s\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Fariz d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 bu t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 bir n\u00f6v dem\u0259k ist\u0259di ki, b\u0259sdi d\u0259, ay Solmaz xan\u0131m, n\u0259 vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131na qoyacaqs\u0131z, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn d\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 be\u015f, n\u0259 d\u0259 on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra yeni m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri g\u0259lm\u0259di, \u00fcst\u0259lik, o t\u0259r\u0259f bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ged\u0259n, arada yediyim pitsayla i\u00e7diyim Espresso q\u0259hv\u0259sinin hesab\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259n Fariz Solmaz\u0131n ikinci d\u0259f\u0259ki xahi\u015fini yerin\u0259 yetirm\u0259k bir yana, he\u00e7 o oturan masaya t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxmasa da, yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. Solmaz h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Fariz yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ona zill\u0259yirdi, aradabir o da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi, Fariz ona t\u0259r\u0259f baxmasa da, qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla Solmaz\u0131n q\u0131m\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 hiss edir.<\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u0259li\u015fl\u0259rimin birind\u0259 m\u0259n Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda t\u0259xmin\u0259n el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fda bir qad\u0131n da g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Sifari\u015fl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131n\u0131n qeyb\u0259tini edirdil\u0259r. Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, r\u0259fiq\u0259si d\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirdi, \u2013 m\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcks\u00fcz, qal\u0131n, a\u011f filtrli \u201cKent\u201d. \u00d6mr\u00fc boyu siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131 \u201cy\u0131x\u0131b-s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n\u201d m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n maraql\u0131s\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259lisi qoca r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259rin bir-birinin dal\u0131nca t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc havaya buraxmalar\u0131yd\u0131: m\u0259n x\u0259yal\u0259n d\u00fcz x\u0259tti halqalar\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irirdim. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi, h\u0259r ikisi cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda he\u00e7 siqaretin dad\u0131na da baxmay\u0131b, sad\u0259c\u0259, son on-on be\u015f ilin d\u0259bin\u0259, bir d\u0259, g\u00fcman ki, kafed\u0259kil\u0259rin, \u0259sas da, cavanlar\u0131n diqq\u0259tini c\u0259lb etm\u0259k e\u015fqin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Az sonra bunlar\u0131n blinl\u0259ri v\u0259 \u00e7aylar\u0131 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00c7\u0259ng\u0259l-b\u0131\u00e7aq i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. He\u00e7 \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, o biri arvad q\u0259fild\u0259n Solmaz xan\u0131ma \u201cBir d\u0259yq\u0259,\u201d\u2013 deyib aya\u011fa durdu, q\u0259tiyy\u0259tli add\u0131mlarla ofisiantlara do\u011fru getdi. M\u0259n g\u00f6zalt\u0131 Solmaz xan\u0131ma bax\u0131r, s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 maraql\u0131 bir \u015feyin ba\u015f verm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim.<\/p>\n

– …M\u0259n g\u00f6b\u0259l\u0259lkli blin\u00e7ik demi\u015fdim! \u2013 r\u0259fiq\u0259si az qal\u0131rd\u0131 Farizi bo\u011fsun, \u2013 ki\u015fmi\u015fli yox.<\/p>\n

– Nail\u0259 xan\u0131m, vallah…<\/p>\n

\u201cBuna s\u00f6z dey\u0259nin biri \u0259skiyiydi, indi d\u0259 bu birisi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 meydana,\u201d \u2013 fikirl\u0259\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

– Allaha yalandan and i\u00e7m\u0259, ay\u0131bd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, ola bilsin s\u0259hv\u0259n Solmaz xan\u0131m sifari\u015f ed\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m siz d\u0259 ki\u015fmi\u015fli…<\/p>\n

Tez Solmaz xan\u0131ma baxd\u0131m, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 r\u0259fiq\u0259sind\u0259n v\u0259 \u201cyaz\u0131q\u201d Farizd\u0259n bir an bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. G\u00f6zl\u0259diyim kimi, q\u0259fild\u0259n yerind\u0259n durdu v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetirdi, n\u0259 yetirdi… Fariz\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r dediyini siz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmayacam, m\u0259nc\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 t\u0259xmin eliy\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r ikisi oturandan sonra bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susa-susa r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxan Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n sif\u0259tind\u0259 sanki bunlar yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cNail\u0259, burdak\u0131 ofisiantlar\u0131 ancaq m\u0259n danlaya bil\u0259r\u0259m, m\u0259n t\u0259hqir ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. S\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259t el\u0259din, r\u0259fiq\u0259ms\u0259n dey\u0259, adamlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda bir \u015fey dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dim, g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 bir d\u0259 bel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259. N\u0259d\u0259n naraz\u0131sansa m\u0259n\u0259 de, bunlar\u0131n d\u0259rsini verm\u0259k is\u0259 ancaq m\u0259nlikdi\u201d….<\/p>\n

– Yox, yox, m\u0259n ver\u0259c\u0259m, \u2013 Nail\u0259 \u00e7ek kitab\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 Solmaz\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n dart\u0131b almaq ist\u0259yirdi. \u2013 Yox, Solmaz, olmad\u0131 da, ax\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz bel\u0259 oldu ki, bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259ni qonaq edir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

…T\u0259bii ki, hikk\u0259li qoca \u201cmadmuazelin\u201d n\u0259\u00e7i oldu\u011funu, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 tez-tez hisrl\u0259ndiyinin s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim, onun haqq\u0131nda \u0259n c\u00fczi m\u0259lumat\u0131 bilm\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259si var\u0131yd\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259. D\u00fcz\u00fc, imkan da tapamm\u0131rd\u0131m ki, Fariz\u0259 ist\u0259diyim sual\u0131 ver\u0259m, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki qurdu \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259m, \u2013 t\u0259rslikd\u0259n h\u0259min vaxt Solmaz orda olurdu. Sual ver\u0259nd\u0259 ofisiant\u0131n qeyri-ixtiyari \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m\u0131za baxma\u011f\u0131ndan, diqq\u0259ti c\u0259lb etm\u0259yind\u0259n ehtiyatlan\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

N\u0259hay\u0259t, g\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc kafey\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 Solmaz orda yoxuydu. Fariz m\u0259nim \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131, \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259 blinl\u0259rimi g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 sakitc\u0259 soru\u015fdum:<\/p>\n

– Qarda\u015f, bax orda, \u2013 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015far\u0259siyl\u0259 bo\u015f masan\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib, \u2013 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n oturur. Sirr deyils\u0259, o kimdir? \u2013 sual\u0131 el\u0259 tonda verdim ki, y\u0259ni narahat olma, ver\u0259c\u0259yin cavabdan s\u0259n\u0259 ziyan-x\u0259t\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, dedikl\u0259rin m\u0259nd\u0259 qalacaq, sad\u0259c\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131d\u0131r dey\u0259 soru\u015furam.<\/p>\n

– O qad\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259l hans\u0131sa universitetd\u0259 d\u0259rs deyib. Bu kafe is\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r onun evi olub.<\/p>\n

– Aaa, \u2013 qeyri-ixtiyari reaksiya verdim. \u2013 Bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu qad\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcn bura g\u0259lir ki, ke\u00e7mi\u015fini yad\u0131na sals\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– El\u0259dir. Siz aboya bax\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Bu sualdan bir az \u00e7a\u015fan kimi olsam da, \u00e7\u00f6n\u00fcb divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131na baxd\u0131m, k\u00f6hn\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngli divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Buran\u0131 bizim \u015fef\u0259 satanda, \u2013 Fariz izah el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131, \u2013 Solmaz xan\u0131m iki \u015f\u0259rt qoydu. Birincisi, o, \u00f6l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r aboy d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. M\u00fcdir dedi ki, ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 taparam, lap sizinkin\u0259 ox\u015fayan\u0131 olar, amma t\u0259z\u0259 olsun, ona da raz\u0131 olmad\u0131 Solmaz xan\u0131m. Fikir vermisizs\u0259, Solmaz xan\u0131m oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 h\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259lini divara s\u00fcrt\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, d\u00fczd\u00fc, \u2013 onun \u0259lini divara s\u00fcrtd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, d\u00fcz\u00fc, he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim, s\u00f6hb\u0259tin davam\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim dey\u0259 yalandan bunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc dedim. \u2013 B\u0259s ikinci \u015f\u0259rti n\u0259 olub?<\/p>\n

– \u0130kinci \u015f\u0259rti… Bu, bir az uzun m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. Dem\u0259li, \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 dedi ki, kafenin ad\u0131 \u201cM\u0259nim evim\u201d olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eef raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131, dedi ki, Solmaz xan\u0131m, n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z, bu c\u00fcr adla kliyent y\u0131\u011fmaq olmaz bura. O birisi g\u00fcn g\u0259ldi ki, \u201cUyutn\u0131y dom\u201d, y\u0259ni \u201cRahat ev\u201d olsun ad\u0131. Buna da \u015fef raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131, dedi ki, birincisi, rusca ad qoymaq olmaz, d\u00f6vl\u0259t dili m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si. Qay\u0131td\u0131 ki, niy\u0259 Tarqov\u0131da ingilis dilind\u0259 adlar qoyurlar, rus dilind\u0259 olmas\u0131n. \u015eef d\u0259 dedi ki, dil bir yana, ad yen\u0259 d\u0259 uy\u011fun deyil. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259f\u0259 Solmaz xan\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 dedi ki, atalar \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259n deyib, bu d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n dey\u0259n olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 xan\u0131m\u201d olsun. \u015eef d\u0259 bir az fikirl\u0259\u015fdi, dedi yax\u015f\u0131, siz dey\u0259n olsun. Bura y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u2013 \u0259liyl\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib, \u2013bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259di. H\u0259m d\u0259, d\u00fcz\u00fc, ad da \u015fefin a\u011fl\u0131na girmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s niy\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 xan\u0131m?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, el\u0259 onu dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131m indi. B\u0259lk\u0259 yad\u0131n\u0131zda olar, Solmaz xan\u0131m bir d\u0259f\u0259 bura bir qad\u0131nla g\u0259lmi\u015fdi?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lib s\u0259ni blin\u00e7ik\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 danlad\u0131 h\u0259min qad\u0131n.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, d\u00fczd\u00fc. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7 padruqa olublar. Solmaz, Nail\u0259, m\u0259ni blin\u00e7ik\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 danlayan h\u0259min o qad\u0131n, \u2013 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di, y\u0259ni \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m bu danlaqalara, \u2013 bir d\u0259 Ellada xan\u0131m. Ellada xan\u0131m hardasa bir il qabaq r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 gedib, rakdan.<\/p>\n

– O da bura g\u0259lirdi?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, iki-\u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 burda olub. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u00e7ox m\u0259d\u0259ni qad\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131, bu biril\u0259r kimi deyildi. \u0130ndi qal\u0131blar iki padruqa. El\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 ax\u0131rda a\u011fl\u0131na bu ad g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 xan\u0131m\u201d kafesi.<\/p>\n

– Hmm, maraql\u0131d\u0131r, \u2013 ofisiant\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 do\u011frudan da m\u0259n\u0259 maraql\u0131 g\u0259lirdi. \u2013 Bura bax, soru\u015fmaq ay\u0131b olmas\u0131n, bu xan\u0131m \u0259rd\u0259 olub? \u2013 xeyli vaxtd\u0131 alt\u015f\u00fcurumda ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015f sual \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Yox, m\u0259llim, ay\u0131b niy\u0259 olur. Sizc\u0259, o \u0259rd\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f olar? \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259ri var, \u2013 xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r deyirmi\u015f kimi g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s onda niy\u0259 bura…<\/p>\n

– Bilirdim ki, bu sual\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259ksiz. Dem\u0259li, bir d\u0259f\u0259 Solmaz xan\u0131ma qulluq eliyirdim. Bu vaxt i\u00e7\u0259ri kostyumda \u201csalidni\u201d, a\u011fba\u015f ki\u015fi girdi, getdi d\u00fcz Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na. Sizc\u0259, Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n reaksiyas\u0131 nec\u0259 olsa yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131?<\/p>\n

– Niy\u0259 g\u0259lmis\u0259n bura?<\/p>\n

– Ay sa\u011f olun. Siz, dey\u0259s\u0259n psixoloqsuz.<\/p>\n

– Yox, riyaziyyat\u00e7\u0131yam, amma intuisiyamla ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fczd\u00fc, Solmaz xan\u0131m ham\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi: S\u0259n niy\u0259 bura g\u0259lmis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u0130kimiz d\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fck.<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131sas\u0131, ki\u015fi evin a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b i\u015fd\u0259 qoyubmu\u015f, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Arvad\u0131n o c\u00fcr dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131na he\u00e7 bir reaksiya verm\u0259di \u0259ri, a\u00e7ar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb sakitc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, \u00e7ox m\u0259d\u0259ni adamd\u0131. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin ki, bu kafe a\u00e7\u0131landa Solmaz xan\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rin bioqrafiyas\u0131yla maraqland\u0131, harda, ne\u00e7\u0259nci ild\u0259 anadan olub, haran\u0131 qurtar\u0131b. Siz d\u0259 m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, \u2013 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ltyla, \u2013 s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131 ki, kimdi, n\u0259\u00e7idi.<\/p>\n

– Hmm, maraql\u0131d\u0131r, \u2013 dedim v\u0259 pauza yarand\u0131.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259llim, g\u0259lin siz\u0259 maraql\u0131 bir \u015fey d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n

– Aha, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, \u2013 dedim.<\/p>\n

– Siz ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259, \u2013 qa\u015f\u0131yla yuxar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, \u2013 \u00fc\u00e7 qad\u0131n heyk\u0259lini g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcz y\u0259qin.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, f\u0131rlanan heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri deyirsiz, Oqinskinin Palanezi \u00e7al\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Kafenin ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 dolablardan birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 a\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f \u00fc\u00e7 ortaya\u015fl\u0131 \u015flyapal\u0131 xan\u0131m heyk\u0259lcikl\u0259ri d\u00fcym\u0259ni basanda yelpikl\u0259n\u0259-yelpikl\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259kar Oqinskinin \u201cPolonezinin\u201d s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda dair\u0259vi f\u0131rlan\u0131rlar. B\u0259z\u0259n bunu seyr etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n d\u0259 ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 qalx\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

– …Onu Solmaz xan\u0131m Var\u015favada olanda al\u0131b g\u0259tirib biz\u0259 verib. V\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b ki, ora h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 m\u00fc\u015ft\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndirsinl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s niy\u0259 onda ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259? B\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fc….<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm sizi. Solmaz xan\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fc bel\u0259 ist\u0259yib. Deyir ki, o xan\u0131mlar \u0259n y\u00fcks\u0259k yerd\u0259 olmal\u0131d\u0131rlar. Amma h\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259k olanda, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 Nail\u0259 xan\u0131mla ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b bir yerd\u0259 o heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin f\u0131rlanmas\u0131na bax\u0131rlar, Palanez\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rlar. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131r ki, tez-tez tozunu sil o heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin. Bununla, \u2013 \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn cibind\u0259n t\u00fcnd q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259 m\u0259xm\u0259r par\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131, \u2013 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b ki, ancaq bununla tozunu al. \u0130nan\u0131rs\u0131z, g\u00fcnd\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 tozunu silir\u0259m o heyk\u0259ll\u0259rin, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 naraz\u0131 qal\u0131r m\u0259nd\u0259n, \u2013 deyib Fariz yen\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. \u2013 Bir \u015feyi d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m, bu g\u00fcnl\u00fck m\u0259nc\u0259 b\u0259sdir.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, dan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259k. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n birinci d\u0259f\u0259 buna Solmaz xala demi\u015fdim. M\u0259n\u0259 bilirsiz n\u0259 demi\u015fdi. Bir d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cxala\u201d des\u0259n, bu \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259li dilin\u0259 bat\u0131racam. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t buna Solmaz xan\u0131m, Solmaz xan\u0131m deyirdim. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cprikol\u201d (m\u0259z\u0259) \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn buna yen\u0259 Solmaz xala dedim. Neyn\u0259s\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131, ham\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda ki, dilini \u00e7\u0131xart. Deyir\u0259m, Solmaz xan\u0131m, zarafat eliyirsiz. Deyir yox e, bu d\u0259yq\u0259 dilini \u00e7\u0131xartmal\u0131san, o dedi, m\u0259n dedim, m\u0259n dedim, o dedi. Ax\u0131rda m\u0259ni inand\u0131rd\u0131 ki, \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259li b\u0259rk bat\u0131rmayacaq dilim\u0259.<\/p>\n

Fariz\u0259 qulaq asa-asa g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7iyinl\u0259rim t\u0259rp\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

– S\u0259n d\u0259 dilini \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131n?<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, neyniyim tay.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259rk bat\u0131rd\u0131?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 \u00e7ox yum\u015faq, n\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259rk, amma \u00f6z ist\u0259diyin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 da. Amma bir \u015fey var ki, o g\u00fcn hardasa g\u00fcnortadan sonra kafey\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, adam dem\u0259k olar yoxuydu bur…<\/p>\n

\u201cBurda\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u201c-da\u201d-s\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259mi\u015f kafenin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri Solmaz xan\u0131m v\u0259 yan\u0131nda on s\u0259kkiz-iyirmi ya\u015f\u0131nda h\u00fcnd\u00fcrboylu, uzunayaq, irig\u00f6zl\u00fc, taxma kiprikli, bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 model bir q\u0131z girdi. Ke\u00e7ib Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n masas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda oturdular. Fariz yava\u015fca: \u201cN\u0259v\u0259sidi,\u201d \u2013 deyib m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z vurdu, onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259 sifari\u015fl\u0259rini ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131qlar\u0131 m\u00fcbahis\u0259y\u0259 davam el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131lar: daha do\u011frusu, n\u0259v\u0259 el\u0259 hey h\u00fccum edirdi, n\u0259n\u0259 is\u0259 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 olunurdu:<\/p>\n

– N\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259n el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n anam s\u0259ni \u00e7ox istiyir? El\u0259 hesab edirs\u0259ns\u0259, \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck s\u0259hv eliyirs\u0259n, bunu bil\u0259s\u0259n. \u018fg\u0259r anam s\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259mirs\u0259, onda atamdan, yad ki\u015fid\u0259n diqq\u0259t, qay\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yinin he\u00e7 yeri yoxdu.<\/p>\n

– Elya, imkan ver, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc deyim. S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faqsan, he\u00e7 iyirmi ya\u015f\u0131n yoxdu.<\/p>\n

– Eee, yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131n da. N\u0259 ya\u015f e, n\u0259 ya\u015f-ya\u015f salm\u0131san. S\u00f6z tapmayanda k\u0259nd arvadlar\u0131 kimi, ba\u015fl\u0131y\u0131rsan cavansan, u\u015faqsan. Bir d\u0259 ki, ona qalsa, atalar deyir ki, a\u011f\u0131l ya\u015fda deyil, ba\u015fdad\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259…. \u2013 deyib duruxdu, davam\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259mm\u0259di n\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, n\u0259 dem\u0259k istiyirs\u0259n, a\u011fl\u0131m yoxdu. De d\u0259, niy\u0259 qorxursan?<\/p>\n

Kafenin yar\u0131s\u0131 bu m\u00fcbahis\u0259ni e\u015fitm\u0259m\u0259zliy\u0259 vurub \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259nim kimi qulaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259kl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r, h\u0259m s\u00f6hb\u0259tin gedi\u015fat\u0131n\u0131 izl\u0259yir, h\u0259m d\u0259 sonu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– Yox, Elya, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n niy\u0259 qorxuram ki, \u2013 h\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd ki, s\u0259sind\u0259n qorxdu\u011fu hiss olunurdu, \u2013 Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ya\u015f m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sini dedim ki, s\u0259n\u0259 baxanda \u00e7ox \u015fey g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m bu h\u0259yatda…<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n e bu h\u0259yatda? \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259sinin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi. \u2013 Ad\u0131 it d\u0259ft\u0259rind\u0259 olmuyan Memarl\u0131q universitetind\u0259 d\u0259rs demis\u0259n d\u0259. B\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fey el\u0259mis\u0259n, camaat gedib Oksfordda d\u0259rs deyir, bu da Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n hans\u0131sa d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259li universitetind\u0259 d\u0259rs deyib, f\u0259xr eliyir bunnan.
\nSolmaz xan\u0131m el\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdi ki, Elyan\u0131n (Elmiran\u0131n y\u0259qin) mobil telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. \u2013 Bir d\u0259yq\u0259, n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fartd\u0131, \u2013 Bax, m\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259ss\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00fcs, \u2013 deyib \u201cYes\u201d d\u00fcym\u0259sini basd\u0131. V\u0259 tamam ba\u015fqa tonda, \u0259zil\u0259-\u0259zil\u0259 \u201cHerr \u015etefanla\u201d (C\u0259nab \u015etefanla) almanca dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Almanca bildiyimd\u0259n deyil\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7oxunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l\u00e7\u0259 \u015etefana telefonda deyirdi ki, Frankfurta t\u0259yyar\u0259 biletini bronlay\u0131b, sabah vizayla ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri Almaniya s\u0259firliyin\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259k, uza\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6rd g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra vizan\u0131 alacaq, pasportu s\u0259firlikd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n kimi d\u0259 gedib bron el\u0259diyi bileti alacaq. Yen\u0259 \u0259zil\u0259-\u0259zil\u0259 \u015etefana t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edib vidala\u015fd\u0131 onunla. Telefonun \u201cNo\u201d d\u00fcym\u0259sini basandan sonra da iki-\u00fc\u00e7 saniy\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm ekrana baxd\u0131. V\u0259 bird\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131b yen\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259rsif\u0259t ald\u0131:
\n– H\u0259, n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, n\u0259n\u0259. M\u0259nim he\u00e7 n\u0259 vecim\u0259 deyil, d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bilm\u0259k istiyirs\u0259ns\u0259. M\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 illik gedir\u0259m Almaniyaya. Urra, m\u0259nim i\u015fl\u0259rim d\u00fcz\u0259lir!
\n– \u018flli ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259? \u2013 n\u0259n\u0259 kinay\u0259li nifr\u0259tl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\n– Fuu, bunun dediyi s\u00f6z\u0259 bax. \u015etefan \u0259lli ya\u015f\u0131nda olsa da, otuz ya\u015fl\u0131 cavan o\u011flan kimidi. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r idman eliyir, t\u0259bii sok i\u00e7ir, s\u0259nin kimi ucuz siqaret \u00e7\u0259kmir, \u2013 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki a\u011f \u201cDavidoff\u201d qutusunu g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. \u2013 \u0130kincisi, bu, m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259xsi i\u015fimdi, kefm istiy\u0259r \u0259lli ya\u015fl\u0131 ki\u015fiy\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259r\u0259m, kefim sabah ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olar, h\u0259\u015ftad ya\u015fl\u0131ya \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259r\u0259m. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var? Getdim e, m\u0259n. S\u0259nin orta \u0259srd\u0259n qalma leksiyalar\u0131va qulaq asma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259sim yoxdu, n\u0259 vaxt\u0131m, \u2013 deyib yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131.
\n– Ay q\u0131z, dayan, hara gedirs\u0259n?
\n– M\u0259n getdim, h\u0259l\u0259 viza blank\u0131n\u0131 doldurmal\u0131yam.
\n– B\u0259s g\u00f6b\u0259l\u0259kli pitsa, kofe zakaz vermi\u015fdin?
\n– Onu sevimli n\u0259v\u0259n Aykaya apar\u0131b ver\u0259rs\u0259n, \u2013 deyib dikdaban ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 taqq\u0131ldada-taqq\u0131ldada kafed\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nAz sonra Fariz sinid\u0259 iki pitsa v\u0259 iki fincan q\u0259hv\u0259 yan\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u00fc bir g\u00f6z vurub, Solmaz xan\u0131m\u0131n masas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. V\u0259 Solmaz xan\u0131m ilk d\u0259f\u0259 m\u00fclayim tonda:
\n– Fariz\u00e7ik, s\u0259n pitsalar\u0131 falqaya b\u00fck, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tir, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa.
\n– B\u0259s kofel\u0259ri neyniyim Solmaz xan\u0131m?
\n– Kofel\u0259ri… Birini \u00f6z\u00fcn i\u00e7, o birisini d\u0259… sizin i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n kim ist\u0259s\u0259, ona ver, de ki, Solmaz xan\u0131m qonaq eliyir.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun, Solmaz xan\u0131m, \u2013 deyib Fariz dolu siniyl\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.
\nAz sonra Solmaz xan\u0131m \u0259lind\u0259 dolu paket a\u011f\u0131r-k\u0259d\u0259rli add\u0131mlarla kafed\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Maraql\u0131 o idi ki, Farizin sonra bo\u015f vaxt\u0131 olsa da, m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b n\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259 aras\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259n qov\u011falarla ba\u011fl\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bunu da des\u0259, m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 qeyb\u0259tcil obraz\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. Ya da Solmazgilin sifari\u015fl\u0259rini g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib g\u00f6z vurmaqla dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, no comment, y\u0259ni h\u0259r \u015fey ayd\u0131nd\u0131, \u015f\u0259rh\u0259 ehtiyac yoxdu.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, Solmaz xan\u0131m q\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 olan hirsini b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r ax\u015fam kafey\u0259 g\u0259lib Farizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, amma h\u0259rd\u0259n onunla m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nir d\u0259, \u2013 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, dilin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l bat\u0131r\u0131r. V\u0259 harmoniya t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259n bu hirsl\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259r, m\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259r, qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ql\u0131 atmacalar onun stresini qism\u0259n aradan qald\u0131r\u0131r, h\u0259l\u0259 ola bilsin, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 uzad\u0131r. Farizin is\u0259 d\u00fcnya vecin\u0259 deyil, Solmaz\u0131n onu tez-tez \u201c\u00e7imdikl\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n\u201d q\u0259\u015f\u015f edib g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 enerji al\u0131r. \u201cAy qoca, \u00ad\u2013 Solmaza bax\u0131b fikirl\u0259\u015firdim, \u2013 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bicis\u0259n s\u0259n. S\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r var. Y\u00fcng\u00fclvari sadistliyin tutub bu ya\u015f\u0131nda, kefind\u0259n qalm\u0131rsan. Amma bu n\u0259v\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si he\u00e7 yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131 ha, ay n\u0259n\u0259 \u201d. Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 xan\u0131m\u201d kafesind\u0259 birc\u0259 Fariz Solmaz xan\u0131ma qulluq ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdi, h\u0259l\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun ba\u015fqa bir ofisiant\u0131n onun masas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 danland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

Hardasa \u00fc\u00e7 aydan \u00e7ox idi kafey\u0259 getmirdim, \u2013 i\u015fsiziydim, pulsuzuydum dey\u0259, kafey\u0259, \u00e7ayxanaya getm\u0259yi israf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q say\u0131rd\u0131m. N\u0259hay\u0259t, t\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldiyim yerd\u0259 ilk maa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 alan g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc verdim \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 xan\u0131m\u201d kafesin\u0259. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ilk d\u0259y\u0259n divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259siydi. \u018fvv\u0259lki ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259nglinin yerind\u0259 sar\u0131 yarpaqlar r\u0259smi olan divar ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Fariz g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259di v\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131m instinktiv m\u0259ni pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f apard\u0131. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri iki-iki qalxd\u0131m. Fariz h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 qad\u0131n heyk\u0259lciyi il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 y\u0259qin ki, m\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 indi d\u0259 masa arxas\u0131nda oturmu\u015f, d\u0259bl\u0259 geyinmi\u015f, g\u00fcnd\u0259 qollar\u0131n\u0131, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qaraltm\u0131\u015f, heyr\u0259td\u0259n dodaqlar\u0131 bir-birind\u0259n aralanm\u0131\u015f iki \u015fokolad q\u0131za dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Nec\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131sa, dey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Az sonra Oqinskinin \u201cPolonezinin\u201d s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u015flyapal\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 heyk\u0259lcik xan\u0131mlar yelpikl\u0259n\u0259-yelpikl\u0259n\u0259 f\u0131rlanma\u011fa ba\u015flayacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 817 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

H\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir, b\u0259z\u0259n iki d\u0259f\u0259 \u201c\u00dc\u00e7 xan\u0131m\u201d kafesin\u0259 gedir\u0259m. Ad\u0131na uy\u011fun ora cavan, ortaya\u015fl\u0131 xan\u0131mlar, bir d\u0259, sevgil\u0259ri al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yanan (qabaqlar\u0131nda yanan \u015fam, \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 sevi\u015f\u0259-sevi\u015f\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259r) v\u0259 sevgil\u0259ri soyumu\u015f, ya yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f (\u015fam\u0131 yand\u0131rmayanlar, ehtirass\u0131z-t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcms\u00fcz s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259nl\u0259r) c\u00fctl\u00fckl\u0259r g\u0259lir. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259 Bak\u0131da bu c\u00fcr adda kafe g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nmi\u015fdim, fikirl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n xidm\u0259t el\u0259 xan\u0131mlara […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7443"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7443"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7443\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7445,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7443\/revisions\/7445"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7443"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7443"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7443"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}